#i'm done here for this topic

[tamibae]

I'm behind on Edens Zero, so I'm referring to the old chapters, but for me it's not a flat chested problem. It's a set of things, how the body is drawn (the whole body, not just the breasts). Hermit has a body of a 13 year old, at least to me she looks very similar to Wendy/Chelia or how Mashima draws children, and I'm not the one who thinks it, this was also confirmed in the manga by Rebecca. In fact, as you said, no one has ever thought that Levy is a child, because even though she's petite and has flat breasts she is drawn differently, and above all, canonically she is not a child and this is recognized by everyone. Plus, the personality counts too, and Hermit has child personality traits. This is why people see Wermit and Zervis as pedo, and not Gajevy, because it is not a question of breasts. I'm not saying that Zervis and Wermit are pedo ships (I don't think technically they are), but I personally see a lot of pedophile nuances that keep me from enjoying ships.

Tysm for not being rude anon, I respect and appreciate you telling me your reason without being toxic❤ That being said, this is probably the first and last time I'm answering any asks regarding this matter, only 'cause I felt it'd be wrong not to deliver my reasoning when you're being nice.

I was, well, lucky that someone on the EZ sub asked about whether or not Hermit is depicted as a child and there were some pretty solid as well as logical explanations against this very popular belief which I could wholeheartedly agree with and so I'm just gonna be a little lazy and quote them(a little bit modify too) since I'd have said the exact same thing to say.

You might say that Hermit is Wendy's counterpart but in that case, she's also Belnika's counterpart(Rave Master) who's around 18 y/o and an young adult. So being a counterpart quite literally doesn't mean you'd be the same type of character.

Hermit is in no way depicted as a child and never has been since the start. She's a petite adult who just happens to have the same height as Wendy and has similar twin tails. And no, twin tails isn't a child thing.

The one and only time someone referred to her as one was in her intro- Rebecca first saw her and questioned whether or not she was a child via seeing her depressed form in space but Happy immediately informed that she was an android and what she looks like to others isn't indicative of her true age.

She never really acts like a child, she's one of the more mature cast members (post-depression arc) and everyone aboard the Edens Zero views Hermit as an adult, a mature person they can rely on without a doubt and none of them have ever treated her as a child. They show her the same respect as they show the other adults like how Haru and others treat Belnika, unlike how team Natsu and the guild treat Wendy so differently. She even dubbed herself as Shiki's big sister when he was a newborn.

We do not have proof of any character ages except Shiki but Hermit is at least over 30 years old as of our knowledge so far.

Most importantly, Mashima doesn't depict Hermit as a child at all. He himself stated that she isn't a Wendy clone when he finished actualizing her character and has proven many of times that she never was and never will be a child. Unlike Wendy who mostly doesn't get lewded or framed in a mature way, Hermit constantly does and doesn't even have the same body shape as Wendy. She's more of a counterpart to Levy in terms of figure. Mashima has drawn her in ways that shows off her body and curves multiple times like he does to all other adult women in FT and EZ. Even going as far as saying he prefers Wermit as a romantic ship.

Also she's not Wendy's counterpart in a sense, yeah, she was originally supposed to be but Mashima himself stated in a stream that he changed his mind while creating her and had her be something completely different from Wendy in terms of character and role in the story. She serves a way different role than her, doesn't show any minor traits at all. There are more details that I can explain but I don't wanna accidentally spoil you.

Short woman with little chest aren't children.

The Wermit ship was never a pedo one in the first place, in fact no Hermit ship ever was. You can ship her with adults 'cause she's an adult too, not just Weisz.

#i'm done here for this topic #not taking any neg asks anymore unless i feel the need to be rude which i don't wanna be #edens zero #anti anti wermit #wermit #hermit mio

[seventh-district]

Making Incorrect H:SR Quotes Until I Run Out of (hopefully) Original Ideas - Pt. 4 - Nuthin' but Boothill Edition

[Pt. 1] [Pt. 2] [Pt. 3] [Pt. 5] [Pt. 6]

#boothill #honkai star rail #hsr #hsr incorrect quotes #hsr memes #honkai star rail memes #hsr meme #honkai star rail meme #hsr textpost #hsr boothill #boothill hsr #hsr spoilers #hsr 2.2 spoilers #hmmm... don't think it's worth tagging the others in the 9th image. this ain't about them #still unsure abt how to do the alt text for these kinda posts properly but hopefully i'm improving #anyways. don't think i've ever seen heard and typed "cowboy' so many times in one day as i have while making this good lord #i did a bit of digging around and haven't Seen any of these done yet so. here's hoping that's the case! #i'm only ~3/4 of the way through the 2.2 main quest but the need to make these compelled me to put these out Now #i can already tell u that there Will be more of these for Boothill tho bc i'm crazy abt him. probably enough to make another dedicated post #but i'm gonna wait until i'm fully caught up on the plot (and will probably spoil myself for more of his character lore after that as well) #speaking of. i'm gonna go eat mac n' cheese and stay up too late playing through the rest of the main quest #i'm loving it so far. many thoughts head full abt it all but in a good way. hoping for more Boothill moments as we approach the end #he's def not the main character here but he is to Me okay. he is to me. i'm scarfing down every crumb he drops #i'm also suffering from Aventurine withdrawals out here. Argenti mentioning him was Interesting but i need More. Where Is He. #also. was Argenti intentionally not voiced or was it a game issue?? the hell was that. threw me off so hard when i couldn't hear him speak #anyways i'm getting off topic and wasting precious gaming time so i'll be takin' my leave now

[13thdoodle]

bunch of Phantasy AU doodles n wip from earlier this year

Basically I just found out this year that ball-jointed dolls actually have strings in them and not just... magically attached by the ball joints themselves? And 31 in this AU is a ball jointed doll that were made out of Danny's energy so here we are :3c

I've been watching a lot of doll customization since earlier this year and found out from dollightful's video that no they are all connected by elastic strings inside so that's where the idea came from

...i was looking on google to find a good example to put here and clearly I'm not exactly paying attention to how the main body strings are actually.. pinned to?

the video I've been watching the most is dollightful n moonlight jewel and they have their bjd usually only to the bottom of the doll head instead of all the way to the top on the skull pin like the diagram above

Which is why 31 has his strings all connected to the 'heart' in the middle instead of the head kasjdnkasjnd

But yeah uhhh specifics aside...

----

Those ball jointed dolls made me think of 31, and then thinking about the clones in Phantasy AU and like.. the logistic of it

for 31, the idea is that during the circus gothica arc for this AU, Danny actually got kidnapped all the whole way into another universe/plane in which he met Valeska (Enn's oc) who unalive what his face the circus leader n break Danny's hypnosis

and now that Danny is essentially stuck in a whole other plane/realm/or sth he just following Valeska hoping she'll help him find his way back.

In one such trip, Danny got kidnapped (again) by another group/cult who wanted to use his power/energy as a gate keeper to the ghost zone to make their own gate keeper so they can open portals to ghost zones and maybe other realms too

31 is part of the experiments. He's a doll made with part of Danny's energy as his core.

And then it's.. uhh.. sth sth Valeska finally found out where they kept Danny and devour everyone there safe from Danny n 31 who helped him escape so now the three of them travel together~

The last pict is me thinking about clones and kingdom hearts :tm: so dramatic about Danny being the soul separated from the main body and 31 a clone made from part of the soul too and all that Not sure where I'm going with that but it do sound cool

And there's also Danielle but I'm not exactly sure.. how she would fit in? but it would be interesting if she was made from Danny's body somehow

so 31 made from part of teh soul and Dani from part of the body sounds poetic somehow

#13thdoodle #dp phantasy au #dp fantasy au #dp 31 #if u noticed that I've been putting some read more lately #it's bc one of the school project is to document all your progresses in a doc including all ur research and fails and what not #and basically i'm trying to make it into a habit by doing it here too #like.. no harm done i think in putting up what inspired me and where ideas came from #n what rambling about things #yall follow me here so i assume ur interested a lil bit about me rambling my ideas n such #i put them under readmore specifically bc I know how long I can go on #and like the main thing about documentation is to be transparent about it #u learn from ur failures n ur successes n this is one way to track them #if u fcked up figure out where how and why and what u can learn from it n then improve from said fail so yea anyway #but yea i been trying to keep things short n clean so it look nice before #but i got a p good grade for documenting everything last tri so now I'm well actually I DO have a lot to say about things #so heree i am #am i gonna be more active tho that would be a whole different topic all together bc ha ha capstone qwq

[vermillioncrown]

snippet of tpac ch 11

who wants to see bruce being bullied? doesn't matter, here you go

...

“—per my last missive, Sir: if you want this equation to exist, then the principles of linear algebra must necessarily exist.” Korvin waves a thin stack of ruled paper—covered with sprawling formulas, symbols, bullet lists, and patchwork paragraphs on both sides—like he’s trying to banish a demon. That demon, in this instance, is “Batman being stubborn.”

Bruce looks taken aback, like something is happening outside of his set parameters. From how Dick tried to explain it: apparently, Bruce and Korvin have a whole “pen pals” routine going on, and it’s still thriving despite them sharing the same living quarters for the past few months?

Do they actually waste stamps on this? Where do they hide the envelopes?

(Dick raised his hands in surrender at that line of questioning.)

Tim knows Bruce is a creature of habit and standards of operation—of which he completely respects because it’s efficient—but his staunch adherence to routine is next-level neurotic. Normally, he'd be furious about being sidetracked.

Yet, Korvin’s thrown caution to the wind and got so mad over math, like the fussy nerd that he tries to hide being, that he’s directly confronting Bruce—full “David vs Goliath” vibes here. And he's winning.

“I trust your work,” Bruce finally says, holding his hand out for the papers.

That only makes Korvin’s face twitch harder. “Sure. Why not. Everyone needs a bit of make-believe. Escapism in these trying times and shitass economy.”

“‘Shitass economy,’” Cass murmurs, of course latching onto the bit that everyone reacts to.

Babs sighs in disgust.

...

#verm bits #on tpac #phd-verse #i'm running my exprs i swear ok #literally logging my results like an old-timey scientist #and i have to bc i know how much time i'd waste making a script to perform my experiments and trying to optimize it #now is not the time #^^i also want to make it clear: tbf to bruce korvin would normally not yell at him (he'd be too terrified to) #(nor did korvin realize he was being condescending to bruce after the batplane incident) #but pen pals bruce&korvin are very different from actual interaction bc it's usually so far removed #think of the cognitive dissonance to actually receive an apology letter from fucking bruce wayne like wth lol #(and the whole experience is so surreal that the both of them just. keep going. bc why not.) #so they just start writing about whatever or digging into topics following up on a previous letter #and the last few letters bruce was pestering korvin about the anti-life equation and why he thinks it's dumb #to which korvin says ''may i refer you to prof gilbert strang who can maybe show you an intro to lin alg for free online. he is qualified'' #but bruce is v stubborn and tackles other comments korvin made about the eq #until korvin's just done and here we are #after this they'll start talking about ytube video essays or something

[dazais-guardian-angel]

I hate to nitpick the Atsushi hallucinating scene in the new episode cause it was SO well done otherwise, but I'm still really sad that they cut out Francis being there. Like... it's not entirely necessary, I guess, but it just adds so much to his character and to the scene itself?

The Francis in Atsushi's mind is this looming, intimidating presence, because Atsushi did of course fight against him, he was his enemy at one point, but I think it undeniably says a lot that he's even included here at all.

I'm pretty sure I saw this discussed back when this chapter first came out, but while everything Atsushi's hallucinations say to him are framed as negative, putting him down, they can also be read as letting him know that the burden of responsibility for making such a huge decision isn't on him (hence why he decides to let Fukuzawa decide instead, because he can't make THE choice, but he can still choose to act to let someone else decide, and not simply do nothing), and Francis is no exception in this regard. Since he's naturally haughty and arrogant in his personality, this fake version of him doesn't at all feel out of character, coldly saying that "nobody expects anything of you", but again, I think this line especially can also be read as "you are not expected to do anything". In that way, it feels more reassuring, and maybe even dare I say kind -- the fact that Atsushi even considers him important enough of a figure in his life to think of what he would say to him in this moment means that he counts Francis among his allies now. Yes, they didn't get along at first when Francis lied and told him that he only wanted to revive Margaret just so she could kill Hawthorne (because god forbid he actually admit out loud that he cares about people, smh), and obviously because of the whole almost burning Yokohama down and trying to kill him and Akutagawa thing lol, but I'm pretty sure Atsushi changed his mind about him after he saw the state Margaret was in, and recognized how much Francis cares about her and wanted her to be alright. He probably still remembers him talking about his desire to bring back his daughter and save her and his wife, too. The guy still probably isn't someone Atsushi would want to hang out with and be buddy-buddy with during his free time lmao, but the airheaded vain old sport still has a good heart, deep down, and I think Atsushi has seen this by now, because he's a kind person, and so I think it speaks volumes that he unconsciously looks to him for advice here. Francis is just a really good and underrated character, and this is such a small but meaningful moment that shows his development so well, the only moment with him we've gotten or any of the Guild really in such a long time, so it makes me sad to see this cut 💔

I also just feel like not including him kind of weakens the impact of Akutagawa's appearance here?? Like, there's a progression of the order of people Atsushi hears/sees in this scenes: first, people from the ADA sans Dazai, who are all portrayed as on the same level, because he cares about them all equally, aside from I guess Kyouka (again, sans Dazai, the most important person to him). Then, there is Francis, and not to say that Francis is more important to Atsushi than the ADA, obviously not, but he's one of the last to appear because he used to be his enemy, and so he commands much more of a presence, has more of an impact -- but at the same time, like I said, it's complicated: he's not really his enemy anymore, but something between a rival and a friend, and so for that reason his words carry more weight. He is someone Atsushi, logically, shouldn't trust, after what he did to him in the past, and yet he does, because things have changed since the Guild arc, and he knows he can count on him to be there for him and the ADA now.

And then, after him, there is Akutagawa. Who is basically exactly the same as everything I just described for Francis, but times one hundred. Of course Akutagawa would be last. Of course, if there's someone Atsushi would simultaneously and paradoxically be both intimidated by and yet comforted to hear their advice because of their tumultuous history together, far more than Francis, it would be Akutagawa. The progression of ADA members > Francis > Akutagawa in that order gives Akutagawa's appearance much more weight imo than just going straight to him from the ADA members, especially with the specific framing of him standing in line behind Francis to judge/advise Atsushi.... it's just much more powerful, and I wish they'd kept it like this, for both Francis and Aku's characters.

#bungou stray dogs #meta #i know i am one of the 10 Francis fans to exist but dammit i'm defending my dumb sad American silly man!!! #he deserved this moment in the anime it's so important!!!!!! #'you just want Francis to be the weird new dad figure to everyone' and what if i DO OKAY #HE IS A FATHER WHO MISSES BEING A FATHER just let me have him being Atsushi's silly little weird uncle/father guy in his hallucinations oka #in my dreams he's Lucy's adoptive dad and therefore Atsushi's too because he supports her little crush on him #he and Dazai are just chaotic wingmen to AtsuLucy it would be the funniest thing ever okay i need this #(WHAT IF KYOUKA REMINDS HIM OF HIS DAUGHTER TOO 😭😭😭) #but i'm getting off topic ahem- #point is cutting Francis from this scene does it a disservice #it's FAR from the worst thing Bones has ever done don't get me wrong and the scene is still wonderful as it is #but i'm still sad :((((( #Francis crumbs are so rare as is so I was looking forward to seeing him here </3 after how much I loved seeing him in the chapter originall

[tvrningout]

if i'm honest, i'm having a bout of " am i being annoying? " so i might just see myself out till tomorrow. i hate to do that bc i really wanna get my drafts queued, but i also don't think it's good for me to force myself to do something if i'm feeling off. maybe i'll surprise myself and come back and write? but i'm not gonna stress about it too much -- or at least try not to :' )

please take care of yourselves and remember it's alright to take a break when you need one <3 in general ofc, but especially on this silly lil website bc this is a hobby -- not a job!!

#gotta remind myself constantly that most people are very kind and patient and so i should be that way to myself too #and truly no one's done anything!! to make me feel annoying!! it's just me questioning myself bc i tend to impulsively post memes #and get fixated on certain topics/ideas/etc. #and then i do take ages to write #so i worry and tonight's one of those days where i feel self conscious that maybe i'm doing too much #i do feel silly that i'm feeling down but i also just kinda don't wanna be here bc i've made myself uncomfortable #so maybe it's best that i head out and relax and focus on other things for a little bit #this is a rambling mess of tags asdfg but please have a good night for me friends <3 i'll be back tomorrow goofing off as usual <3 #get ready to ramble | ooc #tw negative

[byanyan]

i'm always out here talking about byan's trauma with men, but honestly they have almost as much when it comes to boys. most of the bullying, harassment, and mistreatment they received from their peers growing up came at the hands of boys. not all of it, of course, but considering that was the generalized group they were shoved into most of their life, and the one they didn't fit in with... it's where more of the damage came from.

#they're a little more lenient when it comes to boys... but not by much #like they'll give u a chance to not be trash but if u fuck that chance ur not getting another one #it's kind of... ironic in a way bc byan... kiiiind of acts in a lot of ways like the sort of boys they hate? #like lbr they have a lot of sorta stereotypical masc behaviour but the CONTEXT is different #it's more of a retaliation than like... entitlement? if I'm making sense here? 🤔 #they became what they had to in order to survive #and throw that sort of stereotypically masc aggression BACK at men #sort of a way to give them a taste of their own medicine ig #...I've derailed my original intended topic a little here but this is another thing that's been on my mind adjgksh #the point is they also dislike boys bc they were hurt by them a lot. mocked by them a lot. used by them a lot. #they've got some horror stories about boys. not as many as they do about men but lbr it's not a competition #they're both trash in byan's mind (: #with limited exceptions. very VERY limited exceptions. #which no has not done much to change their fairly black & white thinking on the matter in case u were wondering #god I'm rambling someone shut me up #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ headcanon ⋮ danger in the fabric of this thing i made.

[cementcornfield]

Ja’Marr is back at it on Twitter. This guy is the Ochocinco for real

At first i thought this was about him tagging Ochocinco in that Mcdonalds tweet, which is so funny on its own.

But yeah! He's certainly not going to back down, and i'm all for it! I don't think it's particularly disrespectful or anything, I mean it's a clip from the documentary that Pat consented to be on! He knew he was being filmed as he said that, and really I love that he did. It's such a sign of respect from him that he thought we were better than the bills and how much he wanted to beat us. And the fact that he was 'sick of the talk' even BEFORE the bills game. like iirc wasn't that before the whole Burrowhead thing had even started?? rent free honestly 🥲

And really i love how committed Ja'Marr is to this rivalry. It's a lot of fun and i really don't think anyone has crossed any lines yet, it's all just part of the game! Can't wait to see how everything plays out this season!

#and by that i mean i can't wait for us to win every game and the super bowl :) #joe and ja'marr are obviously super motivated and i'm mostly kidding but i DO think we could get it done this season #(maybe not winning every game but going all the way?? it could happen!) #also saw on ja'marr's twitter that he liked a tweet about joe saying how good of friends they were #can't believe this same man tried to convince us they never talk outside of the game #meanwhile joe is like 'IT'S SO IMPORTANT TO BE FRIENDS OFF THE FIELD AND WE'RE SUCH GOOD FRIENDS OFF THE FIELD' #'WE HANG OUT ALL THE TIME :) :)' #and ja'marr is out here liking it #like please you fooled no one with that #anyway i got off topic thank you for the ask i love watching ja'marr get up to shit on twitter #ask #anon

[feral-radfem]

Oh my God I'm so surprised that super persistent but consistently flawed debater on Tumblr is actually a child. I never saw that coming.

Look, there's things that adults shouldn't say/ topics we shouldnt bring up around children and should be able to create spaces away from them. If I'm being completely honest, radical feminism almost entirely falls in this category of 18+ content. We are constantly talking about sexual violence and other extremely adult topics that aren't appropriate for developing minds to be constantly bombarded with. It's bad for your young minds and it's bad for the movements that you seem to think you care about.

If you want to be a child activist then volunteer for your local community, don't get in online spaces with adults. It's simply not safe for children and creates an unproductive environment for adults. Children will learn better skills and build more fulfilling relationships and achievement doing local community activism anyways.

If you're a minor you need to put that shit somewhere so that we can tell that we're talking to a literal baby. I really don't enjoy this increasing trend of purposely not telling people when y'all are minors because you think that it's going to make people dismiss you, when you having limited life experience is a legitimate limitation on your analysis. You're being deceptive because someone placed a social boundary that you don't want to respect. It's high key gross.

On the same note, different tune, I hope this serves that is a reminder that people can literally be lying, either outright or by omission, about everything they claim about themselves on here. We, people in general, have created the online culture where it's completely normal to lie about important identifying features about ourselves for social clout/elevation. While I know there are some of us that may not participate in this practice, I know plenty of radfems do. We've caught a few doing it red-handed and all they're doing is breeding distrust amongst us in these spaces.

Can y'all not just act like normal honest people?

#I really thought you were a stupid attention seeker who everyone just gave way too much attention to in her mid/early 20s #just an adult with way too much time on her hands who knows how to act the same questions and chronically online #so I'm actually very happy to learn that you are actually a child. because I spent like 2 years thinking you didn't know how to read/argue #however #I do disagree about lying about your age by deception or omission. you knew that most people on here thought you were an adult #though that was definitely their own dumbass mistake #you should have been honest with your age in the bio because you knew it would have given people context to judge your content better #I'm really sick of y'all pretending to be adults on here until it is convenient for you not to lie anymore #you get more leeway for the stupid shit you say when I think you're a kid but I also don't think kids should be actively in politics #adults don't want to talk about adult topics with children it makes us uncomfortable and it stops us from being able to have open debate #lily responds #really this is why I encourage you to get offline and join local political movements #okay I'm done ranting I'm just so tired of figuring out after the fact that y'all are liars especially about your age #I also just don't like feeling like I've been lied to so maybe I'm taking this more personally than I should be

[red-black-aesthetic-bout]

pro-life poll runner BOOO we love abortions and bodily autonomy and the joint struggles for gay, trans, and women's liberation in this house

#bummer bc the poll itself had a fun idea and I am lover of quirky polls but that cannot stand #and it goes without saying black lives matter and death to america AND land back AND free palestine #that's all! I didn't see the actual post so idk what they said about guns #but that can be a significantly more complicated topic depending on the context that I'm not going to try to summarize here #that is all. matches for round 2 are halfway done! #mod speaks

[daz4i]

controversial opinion perhaps but i kinda hate when youtubers, esp ones with a large audience, pull armchair psychology on villainous or clearly negative characters, when they don't have the disorders they're talking about or some background in psychology or at least talking to someone who has it to make sure what they're saying is relevant. it kinda feels like it adds to the constant demonization of these disorders (like. going "this character is bipolar because they killed someone on a whim" is Not Great to say the least) without any regard to how it affects the real people who live with them

#forever gonna hate matpat for the handsome jack bpd video lol. bro shut the fuck up 😔 #(and I'm saying this as someone who loves jack yeah? but i don't think diagnosing him with bpd is a good thing to do.) #(also clarifying i love villainous characters idc abt fictional morals esp when they're grey etc but surely you can see the problem here) #not getting into youtubers who diagnose REAL PEOPLE with disorders bc that's a whole other can of worms #here I'm talking abt how perception of certain disorders in fiction can affect ppl's perception of real ppl with these disorders #and it's one thing for a creator to use this as an exploration of some disorder #or for a person who has it to see themselves in that character #or for someone with actual background and education in the topic to do it (like that counseling student who makes p5r vids for example) #these things are perfectly fine. or at least not as bad even if they're not done in the most nuanced way #when it's someone with no relation to the topic on any way who does it they tend to base things on stereotypes #or just follwing the dsm definition word for word without nuance or checking how things affect real people #like man at least consult someone 😔 at least one person (preferably more but that's the bare minimum) 😔 #or move on! you don't have to make this video at all! 😬 #......sorry for the rant lol i am filled with anger today.

[cheldobryakk]

#garfield #liz wilson #small doodle #I was very bored during college practice #As a result of practical work we must create a social video and show it #I'm already halfway done with this video #Since I don’t have a normal camera and I don’t want to shoot video with my sneaker I decided to draw an animation #But given the topic of my video there is a possibility that after its presentation I will go to the psychiatric hospital #just my random thoughts. I'm bored here

[dredshirtroberts]

it is not slacking off to write or create it is not slacking off to do things that are fun i am not slacking off or procrastinating right now i'm allowed to do things i enjoy doing for fun including playing games and writing and such

#if i say it enough i will remember it's true #can you guess which aspect of capitalism i'm struggling with today? #it does not help my bones are somehow WORSE than yesterday even after all of the rest i took so that's Super Fun:tm: #so i've got that on in the back of my head #ugh #i... am putting off calling my grandma - i meant to do it last week but i got too in my head about it #and uno reversed myself into forgetting to do it at all until the Worst Times Possible #(generally around Normal Fuckin Meal Times) #i want to call to wish her a belated mother's day and check in re: grandpa but also... #also i don't want to have to do a phone call i don't want to talk to them about anything at all #they stress me out to talk to and it makes me super uncomfortable to be on the phone in general let alone with a Heavy Topic over our heads #like.... i'm comfortable with where i'm at acceptance-wise with Grandpa's whole situation #and i know i am late for a better relationship with the pair of them in general #like i'm not going to repair a relationship that wasn't built to collapse down to this point this is as far as it got built up to #i'm not building more relationship between me and someone who i know is passing soon when they didn't take the opportunity either #like they had just as much chance as me to improve our relationship after i became an adult and they chose to use my mother as #an intermediary which has stunted their connection to me and that's not my fault #i admittedly did not reach out but i was not taught i could safely do that to anyone #because my parents badmouth literally any person they know for one reason or another #i regularly fuck up in conversations with my grandparents because i'll say somethign that is a holdover from my understanding of them #through my parents and it's like. kind of really insulting! and i've been doing it my whole life and i know as soon as i get their reaction #and i can't recover because i don't actually know them at all #so i can't be like ''oh my god i know that's inaccurate i have no idea why i said that'' because i *don't* know until after i've done it #every goddamn time it happened the last time i got a call from them too #like... my bio fam/family of origin is just not good at keeping in touch and i know i'm a product of that #and i know theoretically how to adjust for it but it does require work on the other end of the line too #and unfortunately i know my bio family too well and know they won't do their part #i grew up in the group project everyone hates #and i'm on my way to deciding they can show up to the presentation day without me #i've started a new family project over here with blackjack and hookers

[wispisstillverybored67]

Heyyyy guys, it's time for Tumblr to gaslight you into thinking you're a bad person because you don't like rap music! All the while pretending it likes it!

#I AM IN HELL #i couldn't give a shit if it's all about faux mature topics #my parents exclusively listen to the classics #and guess the fuck what? #i still hate it! #i'm not magically a bad person because i don't like it. right?! i thought we were past randomly calling people racist! #oh! oh wait! silly me! #i'm *latina* so obviously my opinion doesn't matter! how could I forget?! #i'm not black so who cares on what i say here? #ughhhhhhhhh #in conclusion: i am bitter #sorry #urgh. what have you done to me...? #wisp rambles #wisp vents #god. music defenders have got to be a specific kind of annoying #they can NEVER accept that you just don't like something. there's GOTTA be some underlying reason for it #huh... well. you know something? #maybe i wouldn't be so fucking bitter if you weren't so defensive over it?

[zukkaoru]

i am on page 7 of this 8-10 page paper. the end is in sight

#i have to do my german final in about an hour and i doubt i'll finish before then but i might be able to get close #i think i can stop rambling on about this character soon and get into concluding #maybe. hopefully #my saving grace with this has truly been my ability to just keep talking about a topic i like #and my prof let us pick whatever topic we wanted for this final paper #anyway i'm procrastinating so i'll stop now but. i'm so ready to be done with this essay #and this semester in general #hello grace here

[fantasticalleigh]

seeing so many videos on YT lately that are like “I read this dark romance book and i’m calling the police” or some condescending put-down derivative

babe if it’s not for you then put it down and find something new to read nobody wants an hour-long video of you yucking someone’s yum

#tired of people acting holier than thou bc something goes against the norm #leigh speaks #if it's bad then who gives a shit honestly #have we learned nothing #there will always be an audience for something #'if it doesn't have a happy ending then i don't want it' #eat! my! ass! #this sounds super aggro sorry but this is like the third video like this i've inexplicably had recommended to me this week #if you don't like dark romance then fine i hope someone picks you at last be on your merry way #but just bc it squicks you out doesn't mean it isn't valid to someone else #listen i hated 50 shades as much as anyone else back in the day and then at one point i realized #this is a lot of people's favorite book and i don't have to agree with them but it also isn't fair to make them feel shitty over it #so i ignored it and moved on and stopped dogpiling onto it bc i wasn't the audience for it and! that's! ok! #not to say that it wasn't problematic bc it was but that's veering from the topic #most if not all dark romance is problematic anyway but! it's FICTION and people forget that #like come on feysand started out preetttttyyyy problematic in acotar and bc of its origins i do consider it partly a dark romance #look at me writing an essay here when i should be working on other stuff ok i'm done