#i've been gone for awhile

[giftrashlord-007]

Skydive || Jongup

#jongup #moon jongup #b.a.p #tw flashing #kpop #bap jongup #kpopccc #dailybg #malegroupsnet #dailymvs #userkngld #kflops #b.a.p skydive #tana creates #my gifs #kpop gifs #i've been gone for awhile #now i'm back! #when it comes to gif quality #we're back at square one

[neomineom]

of course, she'd dare a person with a knife🤦‍♀️

she's more like a feral cat or gremlin y'know

#Joy #Payday 2 #Payday 3 #Payday game #sorry I've been gone awhile! finally weather got bearable to draw something on my graphic tablet

[jadeclaymoresworld]

2024 off to a good start!

The return of Alyx Stills editing Willow stills from episode 1!

#Willow #Willow 2022 #Kit Tanthalos #Jade Claymore #Tanthamore #Ruby Cruz #Erin Kellyman #Willow Stills #Alyx Stills #I know I've been gone for awhile #But I'm back!

[awlimagines]

The bachelors finding out you're pregnant.

CODY/GORDY

You’re worried he’s unhappy when he takes some time to process your announcement silently. You find out how excited he is when Gordy approaches you less than an hour later with complete plans for a new extension to the house and plans for decorating a nursery. He wants your input and ideas to ensure your family's new addition has the absolute best. Gordy backs off some when you insist on the baby being in the same room, at least while they’re small. He has trouble not sharing the news with his mom, who excitedly spreads it amongst their family before you can say anything. Gordy is content to wait on your hand and foot the entire pregnancy. You and Takakura get used to him trailing after you around the farm quickly. Gordy relaxes some only after Dr. Hardy’s assurance and confirmation of safe activities.

DARYL

Daryl shocks you when he is immediately over the moon and excited. He settles down temporarily when you insist on a second test, worried about accuracy. Once confirmed, Daryl is at your side with a plethora of information he has researched. In his excitement, Daryl has overlooked the validity of some information, leaving you with a mix of accurate information and wives' tales. He already has an estimated due date that is accurate to Dr. Hardy’s by the time of your first appointment. Daryl shares his excitement by detailing the weekly changes in your body and your developing child. He has the list of safe medications committed to memory almost instantly and is always on hand with anything you need to make you more comfortable.

GUSTAFA

To say Gustafa was over the moon would be an understatement. He can stay quiet as long as you ask him to about the pregnancy, but you can see the struggle. The poor man is just beyond excited to be a father. He frustrates you when he laughs at your mood swings. Gustafa thinks they’re cute and enjoys seeing this new side of you. He never takes anything you say while hangry or sick to heart and provides nothing but reassurance when you worry. Gustafa begins speaking to the baby in your womb long before they could even be aware of it. He shares stories of what he hopes to do together and how much he loves you. Later in the pregnancy, Gustafa plays music often for you and the developing child. He hopes they’ll enjoy music but is thrilled about expanding your family and already unconditionally loving your child.

MARLIN/MATTHEW

Like Daryl, Marlin has researched everything he could about what to avoid during your pregnancy. However, unlike the scientist, he remains calm enough to filter through the wives' tales and superstitions. Marlin’s worry comes across as frustration if you refuse a meal due to the smells. The man is excellent at keeping track of your cravings and aversions. He also becomes increasingly focused on ensuring you only have the highest quality of food during your pregnancy. Marlin hovers and gets underfoot, trying to do more of your work on the farm during the pregnancy. You won’t tell him, but the smile he had when he first saw imaging of your child is something you’ll never forget. The giant grin was bigger than your wedding day, and you can't even be upset about it.

ROCK

Rock is so excited that the entire town knows before you can speak with Dr. Hardy. He nicknames the developing child Burt, short for Eggburt, and uses it consistently in every conversation. He’s grossed out if you suffer morning sickness and is a sympathetic vomiter. You quickly assure Rock it’s fine if he keeps away during morning sickness. He does his best to cook meals for you (he supervises Ruby’s cooking and tells you what’s great about it for your developing child). Rock has never been fond of hard labor, and while he doesn’t take on the more difficult tasks (leaving them to Takakura instead), he does help more around the farm while you’re pregnant.

#harvest moon #story of seasons #story of seasons a wonderful life #harvest moon a wonderful life #sos awl #hm awl #bokujou monogatari #awl imagines #awl cody #awl gordy #awl cody x reader #awl gordy x reader #awl daryl #awl daryl x reader #awl gustafa #awl gustafa x reader #awl marlin #awl marlin x reader #awl matthew #awl matthew x reader #awl rock #awl rock x reader #hey guys guess what news i got and why i've been gone for awhile #i plan on doing something with the bachelorettes next

[n7punk]

having a normal day

#literally nothing has gone right this week #work has been insane. i got called in on my day off. i usually work afternoons and yet i've had to get up at 8am four days this week #tumblr is tumblring. tech is being a bitch. it's pouring rain. need i go on #whatever im getting into a new hobby so hopefully ill have the supplies for that by the weekend and it will be fun #mylife #oh i really wanna update. but see above tags for why that's taking awhile lol

[wheremermaidsdwell]

everyone wave hi to my sister who logged onto tumblr after YEARS away to stalk how i was doing after my stroke in case i was posting lol

#she's been here for awhile #i mean as you know i obviously was #i was bored and i love you guys #plus i was worried i might be gone a long time #but my vision resolved very quickly THANK GOODNESS #nattering #MIND YOU I'VE BEEN REGULARLY TALKING TO HER ON THE PHONE

[allthebestcowboyshavedaddyissues]

looks like one of my favorite ongoing fics got totally wiped from ao3. can't even find the account/writers in my inbox replies even though we talked like every chapter (80+ times) 🫠

update: finally found the author and they wiped the story because they didn't like it anymore. about 90k in.

#GUESS I'LL DIE????? #I've literally been following this fic from like the very beginning over a year now #realized it hadn't updated in awhile #totally gone #what do i do now

[toasteaa]

Coming back to my empty blog, dusting off the cobwebs, and then going feral all over it again is a very me thing to do. I should take more of these breaks and do stuff for me again

#toast talks #I've been giving a lot of my ocs faces while I was gone and doodling a lot more than usual #and it feels good! Like genuinely good! #It's definitely a testament to how social media can affect you if you're not in a good place #and I'm really glad I stepped away for awhile and am deciding to have a healthier relationship with it overall #I'm genuinely sorry to anyone I may have bothered or upset or pushed away when I was spiraling and I hope you're all doing well! #I'll still be a little rarely seen on here but I'm around! Just vibing at my own pace

[itsupsidedownbyers]

About to unload some absolute incomprehensible byler fanfiction on you lot, be prepared

#yes I've been gone awhile no we aren't talking about it yet

[wellthisisembarrassing]

Day 1 of the demonknight event

#genosxdriveweek2022 #arttag #genos #drive knight #i've been gone #for awhile so quick life update uh i just got a full time studio job offer like an hour ago. #and on antidepressants and anti anxiety meds which explains some stuff #andyway enjoy this comepletely new art style that is so new this piece is incredibly stiff #have i accepted the job offer not yet but i will #give me a moment i wdidnt think id get this far

[draconxs]

the new year has in fact, not given me the energy I was hoping for. Or at least it's holding out on me.

#✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*ooc*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ #just my way of saying I've been gone awhile and may still be gone awhile #getting sick and tired of having no energy for the hobbies I love but it is what it is #shame too because I got starters and everything I want to answer but it's just not registering in my brain

[lcngdays-archive]

so i didn't realize we aren't supposed to reblog aesthetic/musing posts from anything but the source anymore... if i queued something / it had the q tag this was before i knew. everything will be reblogged from the source going forward.

#ooc #man i've been gone awhile huh

[gaymondokinni2009]

#sorry I've been gone for awhile 😅 #danganronpa #kiyondo ishida #ocs #ishimondo #art #genocider syo #mondo owada #kiyotaka ishimaru #hajime hinata #monokuma

[faultsofyouth]

Like gay sex is always gay sex and I wouldn't call it "Sapphic sex" or anything dumb like that but I have had a problem with calling myself and my relationship business gay for like a long time now

#I mean yes I did identify as a lesbian for like 2 years but I came out to like 5 people and I didn't use the word lesbian in front of #all of them. And I used homosexual instead of lesbian for quite awhile after coming out online too. And this is because #Being out as a lesbian is NOT fun!! like I was bullied so much for dating girls and even just for Looking like I date girls before #I ever did. People do not like it!! And also I was trans when I thought that I wasn't into men so even saying lesbian was like a huge no no #irl for a long time. Like I distinctly remember times when I said it because I wanted to be quiet about it #And im pretty quiet about being bisexual now too which I try to do because I don't think it makes sense to talk #To strangers about being bisexual when I'm in a straight relationship #like straight people don't care about gay stuff they just want to talk to me about straight stuff #so my ssa is hardly relevant. But I have been thinking about it sometimes lately #and I suspect I have a bit of anxiety about people knowing I'm bisexual. My grandparents and my older relatives don't approve #and I was unusual as a kid because many of my peers did not approve #and I guess I really care about people's approval since I just prefer to be quiet about it #I mean I won't lie or refuse to talk about my ex girlfriends and I never have gone out of my way to hide it #but it certainly seems like I have some shame about it that I've never really thought about #Or maybe me not wanting to call myself a lesbian even when I thought I was was just FORESHADOWING #Imagine just being so wrong about yourself on so many levels. For YEARS. Stupid 15 year old

[coffeewithcalypso]

Fuckity fucking fuck that was a GOOD ASS SHOW!

- So I bought tickets to see Jack White a couple months ago because even before the pandemic I had fallen out of the habit going to shows even though concerts make me transcendentally happy. So I'm trying to get back into it. I didn't know much of his solo stuff but loved the White Stripes, who I'll never get to see

- Concerts were always for me what I was told church should be. The energy of all those people gathered in one place for one thing that they all truly love is powerful and I bask in the oneness

- I don't care to go to shows with people who are neutral if it's someone I really love so as a result often end up at shows alone. Tonight was one of those

- I was one row of people from the barricade. The barricade was at best two feet from the stage. I was basically three to four feet from Jack White

- The crowd was so good. The venue is a good one. It was a wonderful vibe.

- I don't know how to describe the performance. I don't want to say he was calm because that doesn't sound good I context of a show. But he kind of was. It was like he was channeling the music. He was in a zone and us being there hardly mattered but that our energy was powering whatever divine communication he was in. This is dramatic but it was a show without a set list that still flowed perfectly.

- He played a lot of White Stripes stuff!

- What might have been the best part is I befriended a college freshman in line and we stayed together through the show. It was his first time seeing him too. This kid was as excited as I was. I don't think I've ever gone to a show where someone matched my energy (see earlier points). But he matched my energy so perfectly and it really amplified everything it was so good!!!

- I got really choked up at I Can Tell That We Are Going To Be Friends. Which I still don't really understand. It's not even one of my favorite songs by them. But it was one of the first White Stripes songs he played. And it's the song I played every semester on the first day of school. Something about that transported memory really tapped into something for me

- Instead of shouting encore or one more song apparently every just starts singing the intro to Seven Nation Army. Which was not something I got the memo for so it must be a tradition, which I thought was kinda fun and unique

- Jack White was free balling in a pair of slacks and let me tell you. Dick! Just out there. Dude was pretty hung. This was not something I wanted or needed to know, or am mad to know. It is just a neutral piece of knowledge about Jack White that I must now carry with me

#I've been to a lot a shows #and this one is up there #which is shocking because i had moderate expectations #i was almost annoyed about it this morning #but that's mostly because of the drive #and it's been awhile since I've gone to a show alone

[blue-main]

Update

As promised, here's an update. This is basically just gonna be a little overview of my future plans, and what I'm doing right now. So, yes, I'm still alive lol

First of all, I am coming back. HOWEVER, it is gonna be about a year or two from now. I may or may not be posting new content. Depends on my schedule and my health. But more on that in a second. I'll probably have a new account and delete this one, with a new online name as well. We'll see.

Secondly, I haven't been able to make as much art lately because I've had a lot of pain in my arm for over a year now. I just didn't want anyone to worry. I am seeing a doctor soon. So, I may or may not be able to make more art. Unfortunately, the OC comics i had planned will either have to be cut short or cancelled. Apologies for that.

In general, I'm doing well. I'm also doing things other than art right now, like reading and learning another language. I'm still figuring out the gender thing, but I still think genderfluid is the best label right now. My pronouns are still she/her and he/him. My ptsd is getting better, and I think things will continue to improve.

As always, thanks to everyone for the support. I'll be here today for any questions/comments. Love you all platonically 💙

#update #tw: caps #I've been gone awhile #but i tried to make this as short as possible #all things considered lol