#idk what to do with myself anymore

[moonchild-2002]

After reading The Drowning Faith, I have come to the conclusion that Rin is to Nezha what Altan was to Rin and what was Riza to Daji. Their only salvation and the chink in their armor.

#the poppy war #fang runin #yin nezha #altan trengsin #su daji #riza #idk what to do with myself anymore #i won't ever recover from this book #i am ruined #the dragon republic #the burning god #the drowning faith

[eepy-bells]

PLEASE STOP EDITING STSG TO HINDI SONGS I'M LITERALLY RECOVERING THEN I SEE A STSG EDIT TO NADAAN PARINDE!!!!!!!!!

The link btw: https://www.instagram.com/reel/CxD3a9bh7qn/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

Just watch it pls cry along with me I don't want to suffer alone

#some hindi songs r so beautiful if u pair them with stsg edits #idk what to do with myself anymore #pls stop(don't) #fucking stsg #stsg #satosugu #gojogeto #satoru x suguru #aaaaa I'm bawling my eyes out #!!!!!!!!?????? #Y WOULD U DO THIS TO ME!!!???

[im-a-matt-girl]

yeah okay

#matt sturniolo #pic #op #idk what to do with myself anymore

[pirateshavefeelingstoo]

help I have a crush on a white boy and his name is austin butler

#this is so embarrassing #someone send help #idk what to do with myself anymore #austin butler #elvis movie #austin butler as elvis #I get it now

[lcandothisallday]

i know it’s derby weekend but i legitimately cant focus on anything but auston matthews and tomorrows game😭 im so down bad y’all boutta be SICK OF ME

#jack harlow #auston matthews #he’s my new obsession fr #idk what to do with myself anymore

[misswoozi]

Hongjoong has been interrupted masturbating before. However, he hasn't yet noticed when someone is watching as he has one hand around his throat and one hand around his cock.

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,WHO'S WATCHING, OP??? WHO IS WATCHING????

#PLEASE GIVE ME MORE #YOU'RE GIVING ME UNHOLY FEELINGS FOR HONGJOONG #IDK WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF ANYMORE #HONGJOONG SMUT #FAVORITE #ATEEZ SMUT #FUCK

[fusion-ego]

never thought id say it but i genuinely hate only working two or three nights a week

i do not know what the fuck to do with myself if im not working, at least when i have this much time where im not doing anything

like im just laying in bed at this point avoiding classes like "ok what now. its sunday and unless somebody calls out i dont work again until thursday. what do i do?"

#personal #fusionego.txt #matt rambles #im not gonna complain #two days a week most weeks is great in comparison to six days a week every week for six months #i love having the time to decompress between shifts #but i just #idk what to do with myself anymore #idk how i survived not working #i feel so stagnant and weird

[lixie-phoria]

I had a dream that my friend and I were stealing smth from someone's house and she got caught by the owner so I sort of jumped the lady HELP???

#idk what to do with myself anymore #why cant i have normal dreams #why was i literally a thief attacking people #anyways #i just had the urge to share this with you guys

[itskenickie]

the way everything about me is downgrading. my writing? utter garbage. my japanese? Pathetic. Do i have any other skills? no.

#idk what to do with myself anymore #i want to be good in something #i want to write again. write passionately and beautifully #i’m just tired

[moththegremlinchild]

i keep on staying up until morning for some reason and i dont really like it.

#it is almost 5:30am #for some reason ive been going to sleep around this hour recently #i don't drink energy drinks right now or coffee so its not caffeine #sighhhh #idk what to do with myself anymore #like its midnight #i do some stuff #bam its 3am #i decide to do some stuff again #bam its 5am and i have not slept for the whole night #i keep on going to sleep in the morning and waking up in the afternoon #vent/rant

[chibelial]

I actually feel worse a lot of the time now, I’m regards to anxiety and such. Like ever since I got a decent balance s of medication and stuff I’ve been more leveled out most of the time. But when it’s bad it’s like it’s even worse because, while it’s about as intense as it has been for years, I’ve now had short breaks where it all subsided. And now that I’ve had that sort of breather I feel all the more desperate to make this shit stop, like I was almost better off when the panic and stress was constant

#personal #idk what to do with myself anymore #mental ilness #living with mental illness #anxiety #depression #rant post #ptsd

[kkolg]

I was possessed btw

#God what am I doing with my life I hate myself #murder drones #serial designation n #god help me #buff n #I guess #idk anymore god take me now #I gave him shorts btw some of y’all are weird- #Can’t be taking any chances with you ppl smfh

[mayhemspreadingguy]

#hah so I survived the first week of the new semester! this painting was done during an especially uninteresting lecture when I couldn't #bring myself to pay full attention to it. so I decided to doodle something instead ┐⁠(⁠‘⁠～⁠`⁠;⁠)⁠┌ #this is definitely not my usual style but I felt like doing some inking again and playing textures and brushes that I'm not used to #(normally I use only three brushes - 6b pencil. square pastel. wet marker XD) #i found out that limiting my options is often the reasonable thing to do but sometimes it's also nice to experiment and go crazy x'D #but now my brain hurts from all the frustration from finishing this painting -recognizing when to stop sometimes proves to be a challenge XD #mayhem art #hiw should I tag this?? #dream of the endless #i suppose... i mean I strayed a lot and idk what the story behind this one is anymore #dreamling #if you believed me that this is dream then you surely agree that it must be Hob who's braiding Dream's hair right?

[grzybjek]

Stuff that I wont finish and doodles that arent worth posting on instagram. Enjoy these tumblr i love tumblr

#i literally can post whatever I want and i dont feel anxious about it #i love sharing my art even if its unfinished ans i dont like it #i cant bring myself to finish anything recently by thr way. im awfully art blocked #i literally think everything i make recently is so bad and i struggle with the simplest drawings. idk what to do anymore honestly #but i had fun drawing these things today #not to mention like other 30 sketches i made today that are just outright BAD and i hate them

[faunandfloraas]

It is kinda funny seeing people talk about Seungmin lately because he definitely has gotten more bold and confident for sure. He's also just getting opportunities to be perceived as an individual on his own as well for the first time in a while but it's still jarring to see people be like Aw he was always such a quiet goodie two shoes little nerd and it's like...... he was the one to leave and seek out his own vocal coach and blatantly talk about it, which of course lead to I.N and Lee Know also doing the same, he was the one to go on bubble and tell off sasaengs who used to camp outside their old dorm for invading members privacy but also because it effected other residents and staff at the complex, something that i'm certain upper management wouldnt have been happy about, and he wasn't curt or nice about it either. like he's never actually been a wallflower, he's always had a pretty strong backbone and seems to stick to his principals, its not really new.

#even silly shit like bringing up drinking even tho staff has clearly told him not too #like yeah its silly but its still sticking to his guns of being like we arent actually children anymore thanks #the food thing too like in an old 2 kids room he said something about not being able to eat on his bday bc they were filming so evidently #there was a moment in time when he caved to the shitty diet obsession kpop had but ever since hes never really said anything like it again #instead hes telling everyone to eat well and reminding people to have dinner or lunch every other day #even the comment about growing his hair out but then being like lol the stylist probably wont like me saying that or whatever #and like the yeah im going to the gym but im not lifting. dont expect me to bulk up. im doing it for stamina<< that made me cackle #bc i did see people on twt being like but what if seungmin got buff tho omg hed be so hot 🥺 Well him bein buff isnt what this is about #so he went and made sure people were realistic. not everyone needs to be noticeably cut yk #idk maybe bc i watched most all the skz content all the way through #and now i go back and gif stuff i notice patterns more easily than if youve been here for longer and havent watched older stuff #for a while- maybe? idk its just funny but i also see takes a lot and have to stop myself from going No <3 #anyway this is my obligatory insane ksm tangent of the week. see you in 5 minutes. #🐶

[birdricks]

sleepyhead lol….

#rick and morty #rick sanchez #NOT GENDERBEND ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ TRANSFAG‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ #LOL just smth kinda quick cus im supposed to be. studyinh….. #this pose was crazy hard to work out at first but i think it looks ok now #inspired byyyy. i got a new binder. feels good 👍 #used myself as reference Deepest apologies if he looks a little gay. #for the record please imagine bp alseep on the bed just out of frame. my artitsic vision #oh my god my head. i forgkt to drink wortor….. #was gonna jsut post this as flats but i have to be insane in the head abt things so hoepfully this wacky lighting doesnt look too odd LOL #idk why i cant like remmeber how any of my blending layers r supposed to work #oh disclaimer dont sleep in binders LOL. im sure thats not what ppl r gonna get from this #but just to be clear. lolol dont do that #ok i cant tweak this anymore or ill go insane. POST #artsbotz