#im actually gay for real tho

[obsob]

making and weaving and loving! like we have done for millennia!!

#mine #original #ough. hello. #happy new year!!!!! first drawing of th year!!!!!!!! #also LAKSBF 15k followers. hello. welcome #i taught bf how to crochet n hes making a blanket....the irl insp for this piece... #im so proud of these colours....i used an actual real life colour palette..n i think that is th way forward #also . gradient maps my beloved #why have i always refused ur warm embrace....... #dont pay attention 2 the wool bowls okay ive seen a picture of one like once #i do want one however. tho why r they so expensive #its a bowl w a hole in it. relax #ive been listening 2 the silmarillion audiobook as ive been working...i love it sm its like incomprehensible #like. idk what ur talking abt but i love it all th same!! #i tried reading it last year n was like.......okay anyway #rereading gay nuclear disaster book rn....natasha pulley would it kill u 2 write a smut scene #i want 2 see th horrible little scientist man get railed #next book after this is . 1030 pages oaodghsdugd #my goal is to read 50 books this year but i do not think that will happen bc i refuse 2 read books less than 400 pages skjdgbskjd #someone ask me about books. i have so many opinions abt books #okay good evening. i leave u w love

[lunarharp]

if i just told you i love you would this world change

#witch hat tag #orufrey #these kinda suck lol i feel like i cant draw right now *irritated sigh* BUT I FEEL EMOTIONS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #if you are gay go watch good omens season 2 right now. NO YOU DONT KNOW THO!!!!!!!!! #i know being this affected by good omens is probably cringe. I dont care any more. the last 1 minute of good omens season 2 was #some of the most affecting acting i've ever seen in my life. sometimes someone acts with the force as if their entire career led to that #like during the credits part the very end im not even talking about before that. holy god #aziraphale i know everything about you. i know what you are feeling right now. i can see everything on your face. we're going to make it #ER.... NOT THAT THIS HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS POST. IT'S NOT SPOILERS !!!!!!!!!!!!! #I JUST FEEL THOROUGHLY CHANGED !!!!!!!!!!! SHIT GETS REAL FROM NOW ON.. LIKE IN GENERAL! IN MY LIFE! #tormented gay love tormented gay love TORMENTED GAY LOVE TORMENTED GAY LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #btw the first 3 images were drawn earlier with an entirely different feeling and an entirely different mood. #Why do you keep pulling away from me? #It is because i love you that i do this #the lyrics from one of my japanese orufrey songs (A SONG THAT THE CREATOR LISTENS TO!!!!) led to feelings #“あなたが知らない私を残さず見ててほしいの” but i'm not translating it cause it just sounds weird. if with his eyes oru's asking “WHY don't you want #to let me in? to see all of you?“ those lyrics are like ”I actually want you to see every last bit of the parts of me you don't know“ #oru you have no idea how much i want to lay bare my whole soul for you #maybe it's an alternate version of chapter 40. to me #i need to draw something really fucking good or i'm not going to forgive myself. i will not rest in this life #until i have made the orufrey that fully satisfies me nor until i have seen what the manga is leading to #NO STORY MEANS ANYTHING WITHOUT TORMENTED GAY LOVE AT THE HEART OF IT. THATS THE HEART OF THIS WORLD!!!!! #........... so Hi im normal :) haha *goes and finally makes breakfast*

[milkbreadtoast]

OK DOES ANYONE KNOW that het romance korean webtoon called "super secret" by eon abt a girl and her werewolf childhood friend... it was 1 of my v first webtoons and i have this super random out of pocket take for it that ive been keeping to myself for yrs im finally breaking my silence LMFOAOAO

anyway theyre cute together i said what i said (no one cares)

(i do rmbr posting abt this before when i first read the epilogue but no one cared/no one still cares BWAHAHHA)

#talk tag #i dont think i should put this in the main tag for this webtoon #this is actually so real and canon to me #but no one cares and i dont rly care abt this webtoon either KFJDJZ #THEY WOULD BE SO CUTE THO. GENUINELY IT WOULD WORK #btw im thinking abt this bc i saw some clips of the anime on youtube #eunsoo(eunho's bro)'s voice sounded so cute.... kim myeongjun (clover cookie & genshin albedo) #(and starrail caelus too) #gyeonwoo(?)(aka 'ryan') has milk cookie's VA shin yongwoo... and honestly idc ldjdkd #and seungwoo's VA im not too big on too... i didnt check who it was but by ear it sounds like espresso's VA park yohan but dont quote me #doesnt fit my hc for him but eh w/e at least #eunho's bro ('ethan') sounds cute #did i mention i fucking hate how webtoon localized the names... ANYWAY #edit: what if i did put this in the tag actually #its under a cut so i dont think itd bother ppl #super secret #super secret webtoon #if anyone reads this send me a shout so i feel less delusional and insane #edit: i dont think eunsoo(ethan)s ever shown w a girl or anything the entire webtoon #not deconfirmed gay --> me: he's gay! #i think hes the only one too kdjfk like this webtoon had sm comphet #that the fact that eunsoo and seungwoo's epilogue scene was fated meeting w eachother + theyre both single #me: IM TAKING IT... and again eon has said that they leave things open ended so fans can hc whatever so. ITS OK I HAVE THEIR PERMISSION

[tabbyrocks]

@ghostdoctor Ive always thought that Monoma and Aoyama have the MADDEST beef with each other bc of their shared frenchness

or like since Aoyama isnt canonly French (said by his classmates ie "dude ur not even french") monoma just gives him shit for it all the time.

#monodeku #monoma #aoyama #“atleast IM actually french” #“ATLEAST IM NOT GAY FOR IZU-” #aoyama can speak french tho #so he has overheard alot of what monoma says #he knows what you are #also izuku taking french bc hes friends with monoma and aoyama is so real #I can imagine monoma is all anoyyed with izuku #and angrly calls him pretty (in french) #and izuku is just like #“thanks :)” (in french) #and monoma literally turns white as a ghost

[oatbugs]

lmao looking at her insta highlights was a mistake

#i feel worse WHY DOES SHE HAVE TONED MUSCLES UGHHH #also my confidence has gone down a tiny bit bc why is she hanging out w all these cool ppl #how is this girl simultaneously a lawyer and also has her social life on max like give me a break #thered a photo of her walking around in heaven either before closing or after opening shes sooo #HOWEVER. i just had a call w her yesterday that made me realise my idea of romance is more romantic than her idea of romance #but also that she doesnt want to do smth super romancey on a 3rd date which according to my friends is fair but according to my heart #it is not. like why are u on a date if u dont wanna do anything romancey at that point just hang out w friends #odd of her to say that too considering our first two dated were quite romantic . anyway #yo this cafe is playing persian music nice. anyway yh #also she makes being middle eastern so gay yk the goodbye fake cheek kiss thing we do . where u like . kiss the air on the sides of the #persons face when ur saying goodbye. ygwim . yeah she doesnt do the fake air kisses she gives u two tender kisses like . anyway #i discussed the stuff she does w my friend and like why r her words so aloof and her actions so...not . and my friends reaction was #basically this is fuckboy behaviour. apparently he used to do that to girls ?? like tell them he rly liked them #and be all charming and romantic even tho he rly wasnt invested at all and he mostly wanted to hook up. like ok #im gonna kill myself then. why would u stroke my hair w my head on ur LAP THEN. WHAT IF SHE TURNS AROUND AND IS LIKE #oops it was nothing #....ill kms actually. no i womt. but anyway #also got added to the gc w the other lecturers givjng talks on the 6th so its getting more real #my friend was like did u do the script yet :))) . almost died shes so scary i love her . but . fuck two exams . crush. talk. ucl cambrdige #three conferences aaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAA im so anxious i dont even feel anything atp #......I HAVE NO MONEY!!! TO TOP IT OFF #my crush and i are both iranian (aka born w extremely expensive taste woven into our genes) but i wanna like #treat her w the entire 2 quid in my bank account ig ♡♡♡ #crushposting

[just-gay-thoughts]

Been thinking about disabilities a lot recently between my hip fuckery and seeing firsthand progressing dementia, and God nothing opens your eyes more to ableism than firsthand experiences with it. The way my grandma is getting treated like a child who can't do anything by my aunts who also constantly use nursing homes and assisted living as more of a threat (like if it werent for my uncle living with her she def should be in a nursing/assisted living situation which is not a bad thing! That's just life sometimes and she deserves to be taken care of properly!)

My other grandma has also been having memory problems and the night and day difference between the sides of family is astounding and I love them both, but it's also made it so much more irksome to see the jokes about Biden having dementia. Because of fucking course that's something to joke about, idk if it's even true but good god the way its talked about is appalling

#gay thoughts #mostly rambling #and trying to not dwell on my hip #thouvht i was fine with any long term implications but idk guess its feeling more real #my great aunt offered me her spare cane tho if i end up needing one so thats nice #just frustrated with the healthcare system #was able to get as early of an appointment to get it initially checked out as possible #but didnt really nail doen a difinitive something wrong eith it #was recommended to do physical therapy tho but the earliest i could get in was mid july #so ive been doing some stuff on my own but im terrified none of this will actually help and there wont be time for any follow up while home

[joelletwo]

[The Final sugi dying kitten betrayal -> utsuro-gin fight -> sakura boat imagination -> completely tonally consistent with these ginpachi-sensei closer]

now listen. u know i would rather die than post five nearly-uninterrupted minutes of a fight scene. so take that into consideration.

#slight-- #flashing #--in the first scene but i tried to cut the worst of it #sopping wet gintoki posting #videos #my computer is screaming at me. can i recall my thoughts. #i think theyre INSANE for that utsuro falling -> takasugi bound on the ground watching shouyou's execution transition. #rereading the manga fight scene. there IS some. how do i want to phrase this. unreliable perspective fuckery. retconning of memories. #nonliterality Mind Tricks. but like. things still happened. this movie here takes it so far that im like. IS GINTOKI EVEN REAL? #is this just the gintoki that lives in takasugi's dying brain and utsuro's dying brain that utsuro got from shouyou's humanity brain fungus #being his shinigami/psychopomp to walk him thru his first ever death. guhhhhhhh. littlest baby on the planet who is afraid of dying. #<- i love utsuro with all my heart. sorry for being mean to him at first turns out he's the char of all time meant for me. #anyways i think the movie is. SO BALLSY to stretch reality so far for their climax fight. and in such a. way. #taking place in complete silence. almost no actual fighting in the 200 Chapters Of Fighting arc fight scene conclusion. #reanimating so many key moments just to canonize the identity blurring triangle between three dead guys (tho gintoki gets kicked out of #the world of the dead on that sakura boat. sad.) #just a really ambitious thing to put in this aesthetically ugly and boringly standard as hell movie. AND TO SERVE WHAT END. #more standard as hell jump Power Of Friendship in the end. just with some extra weird cannibal ouroboros endless mirrors gay ass flavor. #<- gintama has always been abt making and surviving connections im not mad abt that but u know. got so generic lol. #thoooooo rereading the manga scene and understanding the plot more this time i do like the feeling that utsuro wasnt defeated so much as #just ran out his time. being kept busy from causing more problems in his final hours w a pointless fight hed never be able to turn down. #[about to digress 20 more times] anyways what else. theres an utsuro soft expression when he regrows sugi's arm that i like. interesting-- #choice. i also cut it but i love gintoki wandering gaze avoiding sugis eyes dying in his arms. and his fighting back tears so badly. #the way the dynamic and emotionally destroying shot transitions dont stop even while sugi's dying. someone on staff was working their ass #off for him and i appreciate that.

[birdricks]

normally i dont ever think abt nicknames or like “pet names” ig when it comes to pairings i like but i do truly in my heart believe rick is the type of person to end up calling bp by like 100 different cutesy names without even realising. like he’ll say smth as a joke once but like also serious. and bp always takes it in such a way that rick just keeps using it bc he feels like he can get away with it without being cringe or whatever

#GAY POST ‼️‼️‼️‼️ ok sorry i promise im done now for tonight #birdrick #i think its a funny juxtaposition to birdperson being like. ‘Rick Sanchez’ in the comics lolol #alsooo i think its rlly sweet like. bp not rlly having his own Real name #like birdperson is just a very basic descriptor #even basic nicknames like bp and pers give him some stronger form of identity #and then u can tie that into ricks whole deal w identity or whatever idk #but like veryyy personal nicknames based on his and ricks individual experiences together. thats the good shit #like they are names that bp can actually connect to. u knowwww #btw. pet names. oh i cant say im too embarrassed #mostly just like silly pokey bird pun relsted names. ducky sparrow songbird etc. lol #but also angel. is one rotating in my brain. FOR VARIOUS REASONS #that ones a bit too Hashtag Real tho. reserved for only the most gayass occasions #if this post is cringe no it isnt. and also i didnt post it you imagines it 💖

[aaronymous999]

Okay imma say it right now because some people do not get it!!

Being queer is not a choice, but you’re not necessarily “born this way”.

I was a gay man up until the age of 12. I loved boys and I was a boy. Now though? I don’t like people. I’m happier than ever. And it wasn’t a choice I made to just stop liking people. My body just decided not to be attracted to anyone anymore. And that’s okay. If in the future I like boys again, that’s okay too. I was born queer, but my queer identity will never be the same my whole life, and that’s okay :)

#aaronymous ramblings #sorry making this post because like idk #fluid sexuality is a lot more stigmatized than fluid gender presentation for some reason #im not abrosexual or anything btw i just suddenly woke up and was aro one day no joke #and maybe ill wake up one day with a hard on for a man again but idk #finally accepted being aroace and finally accepted not always have been that #like i feel like theres so many stories about how ‘i knew the signs’ and all that but its like #sometimes the signs dont apply to you today and thats okay #imma be real tho i might have been aro for a couple years because id make up having crushes but then all of a sudden i actually got one #like uh im attracted to men now ig #and now its like #huh i no longer am attracted to anyone #anyways idk just have met a lot of wildly ignorant queer ppl irl who literally called an abro dude as having a fake sexuality? #dont judge fluid sexuality or contradictory labels none of your beeswax #i promise you that a trans man dating a lesbian will not cause the downfall of gay rights

[normcore-tertiary-character]

So the canonical comparison here is that Buck's slut era is akin to Eddie's fighting era? Buck got semi-nude and sweaty with women, Eddie got semi-nude and sweaty with dude.

Alright.

Alright. I see you, I hear you 9-1-1

#I just stepped into the “Eddie is gay” headcanon and that is a headcanon that swings above its weight class #like I am HERE for formerly married characters being actually gay but idk this one takes you out at the knees a little harder than most #tho I guess Im mostly comparing this to Wilson (House) and Gabrielle (Xena) #and while I could take or leave gay Wilson I am a firm exclusive-homosexual-Gabby believer #Perdicus was barely a real marriage. They got married. She kissed Xena. They had sex. Gabby dreamed of domesticity. Then Perd got murdered. #911 abc liveblog #s3e9

[danveration]

oml i want a gf so bad.. i wish lesbians were real💔

#wlw #lesbian #but fr tho. if you guys r actually real why cant i find one anywhere #s​pspspspspsps gays!! pls🙏 i just… i just literally . I’m going insane. I SEE ALLLLL THESE HAPPY QUEER COUPLES AND IM JUSY HERE🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍 #please. #😔💔💔

[mensajeroseis]

you are my favorite bot thus far

#but what if im being rude and he is actually real and true. im not a gay boy anymore anyways tho

[zevranunderstander]

remember that one post thats like "yeah there are gay characters in disco elysium. but if you want to play the game just because there are gay characters in it, this is not the game for you" and thats exactly how i feel about black sails

#myposts #disco elysium #black sails #like. a lot of people try to be like 'its JUST like ofmd! there are sooo many gay couples! there are bisexual characters!' #but like. sorry this show is too well written for yall to bait people with the fact that there are gay characters #like. this show is so profound and sad and a gigantic methaphor for discriminated people fighting a fight they cannot possibly win #and still finding meaning in doing it and yall wanna bait people because its shippable fhjdjsks #i dont have a problem with shipping i just think it does the show such a disservice #like its like saying 'yeah hamlet is good there are two gay guys in there' (i never read hamlet and im sure that's not actually true tho) #oh i need to add to this. one person who recommended it to ppl bc its was like ofmd was like #'trigger warning: blackbeard is not a uwu sad boi in it he has more of a toxic masculinity vibe' #and ok yeah i think trigger warnings are great and all but. blackbeard was a real life person who was NOT a good person #and like. if youre watching a show because 'there's also blackbeard in it' you can also watch. something else. idk. hes even in potc 4

[pcstan]

OMG ANOTHER EARLY SEASONS TRUTHER thats exactly why i love them the show felt so fun and young and not old and tired

i still love seasons 4-8 but 1-3 are my favorites (i barely watch anything afterwards. late 2000s-modern south park just tends to bore me or feels depressing most of the time but there are definitely exceptions) i still watch the new stuff but i dont really rewatch it usually

i thought this season STARTED great but kinda fell off after like episode 2 (i did like the last 2 more though) the ai episode was astronomically boring to me fsr

anyway apologies for this little rant but i am just happy to finally find someone with similar thoughts as me

Never be sorry for your rants!! I love when people agree with me cuz it makes me feel like I'm right (which I am♡)

I'm such an earlier seasons type of guy. The second chef stopped having an important role in the series everything went dark. 1 to 3 is really just the golden era of SP episodes and yet so many people skip them (just like they skip rpdr season 1 to 3 even tho season 3 is the most iconic in the franchise,,,really makes you think 💔💔). The newer seasons are literally just Trey's projection diary where every character is Trey Jr. Honestly I'm guessing that's why PC doesn't get a lot of screen time anymore, cuz he's an actual good dad and partner and God forbid a male character not hate and despise his wife and kids.

I need more people to discuss SP with like in a socratic circle.

#the sucubus episode is genuinely one of my fave sp episodes ever like chefs parents and the loch ness monster thing was so funny to me #the fact that the lochness monster has been following these mfs around since chef was a toddler.....thats gold to me chief #can you tell i miss chef a lot ? i miss chef a lot..... #also garrison refusing to admit he was gay was his best era #real talk tho ive rewatched seasons 1 to 3 sm ive started unironically saying poontang idk what to do about it #Also this was the season where we got crabtree </3 i miss her everyday #Also also these were the seasons where liane was as morally bad as cartman!!!! #worst thing ab the seasons is when oppressed ppl are like actually oppression is ok cuz free speech ♡ #im personally a seaspn 4 hater apart from SOME good episodes cuz i fucking despise the episodes that end in 2000 and chef goes nanners #tho helen keller the musical makes up for it like its such a rpdr episode... #rpdr season 16 needs to make a helen keller the rusical with guest star Timmy

[reginageourge]

i just found out someone is apparently still writing angry posts about me even though our last interaction was about two years ago, and we only engaged with each other on two posts. especially bc the reason this person is mad at me is bc I said she obviously wasn't a lesbian, but she herself ended up re-coming out as a bisexual some time ago. why still be mad at me when I was right...?

i haven't thought of this person at all since we last interacted till just now when I found out she was still writing angry posts about how im a bullying spoiled homophobic teenager. she's been stewing in rage for so many months, even though we hadn't interacted with each other at all. it's so creepy and weird. and it can't be this healthy.

#this person also said she's faced more homophobia than me and another lesbian even tho she's not gay ... #bc apparently she was abused for supporting gay rights b4 she realised her ssa. so she faced more lesbophobia than actual lesbians #i actually searched 'gay' on her old blog ages ago when trying to figure out if she was a polilez or not #and the only thing that came up were posts of her shipping some of the 1d guys together #if she were so passionate about gay rights that she got beaten up surely there would be something other than 1d when you search gay #plus she's a white gen z american. who was beating up an american white girl for being an ally in the 2010s #so that's clearly fanfic she made up to pretend lesbians she doesn't like are privileged princesses and she's the real victim #anyway. this happened a month ago. but im out of the loop with stuff that's been happening in radblr lately so i just caught up. #someone being angry at me over gs discourse isn't new #but im really creeped out by this particular post bc we haven't interacted in ages plus i mostly moved away from that discourse anyway #but she's still thinking about me and writing such bitter and angry posts #it's really weird #💗

[transmascnepetaleijon]

god. why are you guys so weird about bisexuals

#its either the flirty sexy sexually skilled heart-throb that gets all the girls and guys they want is a homewrecker and cheater #or its treated like this other flavor of gay to add ''''spiciness'' #when i tell someone im bi they look at me and go ''damn ok! lol'' and its like. god man idk #im not even talking about fandom im just talking about Life #it gets me pissed that making a bi person emotional and the such is actually a big subversion of the Bisexual Character #also back to real life with that thing: yes i have had people be actually shocked that i dont have much dating experience while being bi #theyre like '? i thought you were bi tho!' and i am. i dont need to kiss a girl and then kiss a guy to sit and be like #''hm which one to choose'' i can decided things because i want to #i used to have the idea that you *had* to be sure to choose a label but like? man #im just living now like im not even sure if i really like women im not even sure if im allo im just existing doing my thing #i dunno i hate labels i hate stereotypes i want to kill everyone and the next person to decide a character is bi just because theyre flirty #will have each one of their teeth pulled out by yours truly #txt