#im so annoyed about this its ridiculous

[bunnihearted]

sometimes i fantasize abt being the one with the clingy gf instead of being the clingy gf ㅠㅠ

#like... #getting tons of texts all the time. having playlists made for me. uhh what else do the clingy gf do??? #ask me abt every single detail of my day and life and personality. hmm write love letters to me. make a collage book w memories for me #read a book where on girl did that for the others and she belittled it and ridiculed her and i was like WTF?!?!? #if a gf did that to me i would DIE FOR HER!!!!! wtf that is so cute #i dont know sometimes i just think that'd be nice #to instead of being the clinger i'd have her clingy for me #well it's all just daydreams idk i was just imagining a scenario w a gf who blew up my phone when i was at work #i dont have a job but like it was all a fantasy lmaoooo. and ig the thought is nice bc irl #im the clingy one and i feel so anxious bc i mean im so fucking annoying and i talk way too much and i psuh everyone away being so awful #idk if 'she' would be clingy w me i like now i love her and can reassure her #so rlly its just all about me..... hmmm selfcest? 👀

[3-aem]

You do not deserve ANY of the shit you're getting. You're a legend for putting up with all this

yea ur right i am a legend weaker men would have crumbled but im still here fighting fighting for what say it with me

gj’s boobs

#listen its what happens when u dont act fast and ppl start writing their own fanfic about u #ill be like im just a human why r u doing this to me and theyll be like DONT CARE FUCK U #I dont even know these people #like whatever insecurities yall got going on stop projecting them onto me!!!!!!!!! #ur go to for feeling better about urselves is hating on others and thats actually not a flex its just kinda sad #kinda pathetic even #but yall didnt hear it from me #like there is the crime to punishment ratio where id be like fine #if u hate me i welcome u to knock me around a little maybe get in my dms all annoying like #but a video to ur 180k followers #ridiculous #ur trying to send a brigade my way over fucking what #why r u acting like i personally laid off 500 artists #if u really gave af about artists i would not be ur target #so what is it really #this conversation would look a hell of a lot different if u gave af about artists

[ferretwhomst]

[rocking back and forth in a corner] it's alright that your writing isn't structured as well as you would've liked, it's alright that it feels shaky and unnatural, it's okay that there's plot holes, what matters is that you keep going, get that idea down on paper, and you can go back and expand on it later. yes even if it's bad yes even if it's messy. and even then if it doesn't feel quite right it's still worthy of respect and love and appreciation because you wrote that with your own two hands and the words came from your own mind. perfection is nothing, improvement is everything, there is no such thing as a perfect piece of writing.

#in case anyone is wondering how i'm doing with my fic #UGHGH i keep rereading the parts ive written so far and i'm starting to get annoyed with the first chapter especially #like i feel like more experienced writers than me will find my fic and be like. Wow. This sucks! #its Such a ridiculous fear im sure nobody is gonna think that but STILL #especially for this thing which i'm determined to put so much effort into. like what if i do all that #and then it still turns out to be like. unremarkable #god. GOD. it's FINE writing a fic which is slightly messy will NOT be the death of me #dear lord i hope someday my perfectionism is easier to shut up because it Will Not fuck off right now #theres also smth to be said here about how school messed me up but i cant put my finger on it #feel free to reblog btwwww #i know some of my mutuals are fellow writers and tbh itd be comforting to know that im not alone SDJKKJDVS #although if you do relate im also. patting you on the back bc its a terrible feeling #ferret rambles

[martyrbat]

im still not over that video of the fat men in swimsuits dancing and partying and a cishet woman making an addition to the post saying how they looked friend shaped and like theyre safe and give good hugs like. girl can you take your fatphobia and infantilization someplace else some of us are horny !!!!

#i think some people take fatphobia as JUST being denied medical care constantly being ridiculed and mocked and targeted in crime etc etc #but also like. youre treating fatness as a blanket moral judgement for a whole group of people lol #a fat person isnt more pure or innocent or safe than a skinny person just because theyre fat #like yea i feel comfortable around other fat people more because of my trauma of treatment from skinny people #and im more attracted to fatness but wdym they look trustworthy just because theyre fat??? #like its just always so weird how people cant talk about fatness normally even when trying to be ‘supportive’ #you 9/10 wouldn't say a skinny bitch looked friend shaped/like they give good hugs bc theyre skinny why is that the only compliment we get? #im just being bitchy rn im in a bit of a mood and forgot i screenshotted that before deciding to be the bigger person #me at 11am: its annoying and strikes a nerve but alas their intentions were made in good spirit and it isnt worth complaining about #me at 6pm: i can kill you with my bare hands i WILL kill you with my bare hands. 🐻👋 <- watch out. bitch.

[mogai-sunflowers]

Am I the only one who really hated the year where the "nobody asked thing" happened a ton? It was used against me a lot whenever I overshared and as an autistic person I have trouble regulating that so I just stopped talking at all.

YEAH IT'S SO RUDE AND FOR NO FUCKING REASON??????????????? one time someone said that exact thing to me and i had a panic attack and felt so horrible but now looking back on it....... yes! yes you DID ask!!! because you made a public post with an opinion and gave absolutely no instruction as to who you wanted to respond! this is on YOU! /nay anon

#🌌written in the stars ; asks🌌 #im so sorry anon thats really sucky #u can overshare with me anytime and i wont be like that and im dead serious. #the way internet leftism practically requires you to be perfect is so fucking annoying #people act like if you aren't a part of a certain group that youre an asshole if you ever engage in convos about said group. #which is fucking RIDICULOUS!! #like for context #this person made a post sharing an opinion on unlearning racism. and i added my opinion because i too #am a person who has had to unlearn racism. what a shocker. #so i added on agreeing with their point and adding a little of my own insight. #and they responded saying they didnt ask for my white opinion and i needed to shut up #and its like. i understand and respect if you dont want white people interacting with your posts. but you DIDNT SAY THAT! #and sense you didnt i assumed that it was okay to add my opinion because THATS HOW HUMAN CONVERSATIONS WORK!!!! #it was perfectly normal for me to engage in a discussion on racism. i wasn't speaking on an issue i have no say in #i was simply talking about the importance of unlearning racism and doing the work because i have experience with that and its true. #this is true for all nuances and group dynamics im just talking about this rn #please dont get me wrong im not trying to undermine the importance of centering poc #and im not in any way trying to say that white people are always qualified to talk about racism or that we should always share our opinions #OR that poc are obligated to be nice to white people when they're disrespectful to them. #but my point is here that i was entirely within my lane #entirely respectful #but because i misinterpreted a social situation that was not at all clear i was suddenly the bad guy #and its infuriating because this has happened so many times. im not a bad person for getting shit wrong and its done so much and i mean SO #FUCKING #MUCH #harm to my mental health to think of myself as a failure because of my mistakes #it's just. ugh. stop

[the-kipsabian]

i went to get more coffee before i watch this tag match and this turned into rant hour instead sorry

#every time im just reminded about this shit #its ridiculous like. fr #im just gonna watch this match and shut up im so annoying today oh my god #wrestling musing

[h3rmitsunited]

okay so like I've seen the takes that Eddie's being a dick for not postponing hellfire for the game and like yeah kinda... but also

why did Lucas not bring this up literally before the actual day of both games? Do they not schedule these basketball games ahead of time? Like he would have know this would come up right?

I'm going to guess it's just hand wavey plot for the sake of conflict but like if I was dming a game and two people said like a couple hours before our big cool finale that one of the other players can't do it tonight because he's actually gonna be at this big game that he knew would be a possibility for weeks now and he literally didn't bring it up beforehand at all, I'd be a little annoyed too

And like it's the championship game so maybe Lucas thought man no way we're gonna get far enough to actually make it to the championship game so I'll totally be able to hellfire with the dudes, but like... even on the chance that they could have got ther3 he could have been like hey eddie so there's a chance I might have this thing in a few weeks and won't be able to do hellfire on the usual night you think we could move it

And maybe eddie would have been like fucking hell no dude for your dumb laundry basket game? And Lucas could have like talked to him about like how he's all not wanting to get bullied and trying to get in and blah blah and eddie could have said oh yeah I get it dude okay we'll move it but just this once man I'm getting soft in my old age

And then it could have been like cool okay problem solved

But like day of? To be like I'm not going to hellfire so talk to Eddie for me and move the game... like I guess maybe he was putting it off because he was scared of what eddie would say? With how he is about the basketball sports boys

I don't know like I get Lucas feeling upset that his friends still played without him ans didn't come to the game but it all literally happens on Friday, day of, and he knew when hellfire was and had to know when the basketball game was, so like why did nobody realize the issue before that day?

#i know its gotta mostly be plot or maybe like 14 year old boy brain or whatever #i just got to thinking about how annoying it can be scheduling a dnd game around peoples stuff #and like you gotta say this shit in advance if you got other engagements coming up #and the idea that nobody knew that the game was that day before friday is like ridiculous #but also like i dont sports so is like magic surprise games just a thing? #i know they made eddie out as a hardass in that intro scene it just feels like it contrasts a lot with the other eddie we see #and like it feels like if lucas had talked to him before about it like they could have figured something out... idk #stranger things #lucas sinclair #eddie munson #stranger things s4 #im not hating on anyone with this im literally just thinking and working things out as im writing it #and interested if anyone has any thoughts about this whole thing too? #hellfire club

[muirneach]

NEW TECHDIF!!! choosing to believe this video is what caused the government to downfall

#i was reading the news on here like ‘it would be REALLY funny if they released it today’ and then they did 😭 #anyways im going to be SO annoying about this #looking only at the title its like their ridiculous pre 2010 era of cooking horrible food #which was great so im looking forward to this #tom scott #the technical difficulties

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#ok so like this is fine bc im not in a horrible mood rn. this is more i feel like complaining bc what im doing is kinda ridiculous #but my memory is so bad that ill probably forget if i dont write it out. but basically 4 days a week i have to come in starting at 7.30 to #water and prep for measurements. then from 9am to 6.15pm i have to nonstop take the measurements. and theyre timed so that means #i get abt 4 min to do anything before i have to take another measurement. which is abt enough time to start to focus and then have to stop #which is very fucking frustrating. and i have to manage data. coordinate for this fucking paper. and keep track of like 10 other things for #work stuff. which means that it takes me like and hour to send easy emails and they come out all fucked uo bc my brain is so shot #but on top of that i also have to fucking do the steps to get set up for my new school in the fall. and like ive officially accepted the #offer but havent talked to my new advisor since then so now theres this weird gap where im like. uh fuck do i ask for wtf im supposed to #do? bc ive been able to do things for like 2 or 3 weeks but then my life started collapsing in around me. and like there r probably #instructions somewhere but i cant fucking read lol. whatever. hes nice i just need to find the energy and words to email him and b like lol #srry everythings been insane. but bc ive waited so long i have to compulsively keep going back to check that ive been accepted like somehow #that would change while im not looking. ugh. and ive also fucked myself over housing wise bc theres a housing shortage in the city and huge #demand of housing on camus so theres a wait list for everything but i cant fucking apply bc i cant get my id to work. and fucking idk who #to call or email abt that. but idk i might have to have roomates for a semester. or my parents offered to give me some extra money for an #apartment until i can get one that doesnt put me in the red on a grad student budget. ugh. i dont wanna do either of those things #but christ do i not want roommates. ill figure something out. its just annoying and difficult from so far away #and it makes me kinda sad bc ppl r like: r u excited?! and im like. i cant really think abt that. partly bc im constanly putting out fires #in the present so theres not really space for it. partly bc i dont allow myself to b excited abt things so as not to get my hopes up. #but just after i accepted i was excited. and now it feels like im reaching my hand out toward a floating light just out of reach. like #its a nice idea but i wont believe until it happens. but that just bc ive become distorted about things #and i dont even get a weekend bc the 4 days of measurement r friday to Monday and i cant fucking relax on weekdays bc ppl r like hey can u #do this??? and there r things i can only do on weekdays so its like ok i guess ill just suffer forever thrn. and my boss texts me like: hey #did u do X? and am like: uuuuuh i fucking dont kno what day it is anymore. i dont understand y we have to meet. lets just not talk bc im #afraid ill say something worrying. so yea its pretty fucked up rn. but this stuff ends on the 24th #then ill probably not take a break and fucking finish the measurements for another project bc i just really need it to b done. i need it #all to b done so i can fucking wash my hands of this and fucking quit and move away at the start of july... or August if i decide i hate #myself that much. ugh. at least the lab has been pretty empty so no ones seen me crying lol #also thr fucking rutgers guy emailed me yesterday like: hey u want this position? and im like bitch u r like a month too late also im in #my cringe fail era. i would not survive at ur school. ugh everything is terrible. 2 or 3 more months then i csn leave this place forever #unrelated

[sexybabystevie]

my issues with the majority of both mileven shippers and byler shippers is that, in my experience, it consists with a lot of putting down the other character of the ship. i've seen far too many byler truthers hating el for no reason, and... yeah no. we're not into that. and the same goes for mileven shippers who absolutely hate will. not a fan of that either.

#yeah yeah i know its not the whole group i dont need the spiel #i just think its a common pattern #along with the way that they attack each other which is honestly ridiculously annoying #sorry. this is my opinion and i can have one :) #this is ofc no shade to mutuals who ship either. im honestly picky about who i interact with typically so youre totally fine and ily guys #em speaks

[romanromulus]

mr mercedes is bad. like really really bad, possibly the worst Stephen King book I’ve ever read

#king is fuckin OBSESSED with using a uhh ‘uncle tom’-esque accent. only he knows its racist for a white character to do it #so he has the black character do it ironically. hey! maybe just dont have any character do it! and it comes up SO OFTEN. infuriating #also more minor quibbles. hodges is boring and annoying. plus its incredibly unbelievable to me that the public would turn on someone #whose car was stolen and used for a terrorist attack. the whole debate about did she leave her key in the car or not is ridiculous #maybe its naive but cmon. why would u assign that much blame to her #unfortunately brady is the most interesting part of the book and thats just bc hodges sux so so bad #obvi im gonna finish this book but gotdamn. its drivel #im so irritated because i cannot find a book i like lately. im really struggling and i fell back on stephen king as an ol’ reliable but #it turns out hes not as reliable as i thought! everything i pick up is either badly written or has terrible pacing issues #i just want a good book about bat sex murder sex serial killer bat vampire sex murder sex death skeleton monster sex screaming homosexua—

[sarai-the-furry]

naw if this birth control I'm on makes me start my period after not having one for almost a year I'm gonna cry

I don't wanna be in agony for a week

please, no, body don't, PLEAsE

#tw period #cw periods #tw menstrual cycle #cw menstrual cycle #NO BC I DONT WANT TO BLEED FOR A WEEK FROM MY MEOW MEOW #like yeah it aint normal to not have a period for so long but i honestly dont care because its not making me suffer for several days #but i actually like not having to worry about bleeding my pants BUT NOOO MY BODY IS SHOWING SIGNS I MIGHT START MY PERIOD AND IM NOT HAPPY #not to mention the fucking ridiculous shit going on with reproductive health for uterus havers #hell on hell on hell frfr #why must i be cursed to have this flesh sack that sheds once a week out of 12 months. this shit mad annoying

[flovverworks]

ive been meaning to continue my drafts here for Days & gvg today had me excited so....|3[_] maybe writing will happen this time.....

#stardust speaking ! #forgot to rb a meme to my multi....💔💔💔 #leaders said todays guild should be easy win. turns out most of them were online<3 it wasnt HARD cuz they had like 1 atk. but #supportwise? VERY hard #anyway it was fun so maybe ill have the writing focus this wknd. hoho #i need to collect my screenshots & make a akira folder but thats so much work #i was sorting my phone screenshots today and i had a dialogue #where akira & figaro said かっこいい LMAO T_T its still so funny #~ and all #protags r so funny i love their differences #i talked about that before but.......... gbf vs mhyk v alchstar alrdy is so different #gran & navi r annoying. but navi is like ridiculously so #when novios like good night<3 and navi goes 😠it sure must be easy being u #LIKE HELP. GO TAKE A NAP. EAT SOMETHING #alt vices cloud garden......'what if im ur older sister:)' 'no:/ anyway wyat if im ur big bro tho' theyre so funny #akiras not annoying. akira pretends the northern wizards r destroying windows instead when they get annoyed #i lov how akiras like 'this person sounds kinda scary:( but i shouldnt think that! lets meet them first! they might be nice!' #i think the akira thing that makes me lose it the most is when they respond with something SO sweet that its just ??????????wha??????? #the amount of times ive had to put down my phone

[katbrando]

being an artist is so fun it’s always a good time and never hard at all!!!!

#i hit this point in my last fandom where i stopped getting much of a response when i posted any art.. #and i feeeeeel like that's happening again hfdkjshg #i can only assume its because i draw the same character over and over and over again and like . what else can be said #just makes me wanna not share anything at all in order to save myself the shame i feel when no one says anything #last time i got really in my head about it and that's where the burnout started bc i was trying to create constantly #bc i wanted a reponse literally ANY response just SOME attention and i would do anything for it #i DO NOT want to do that again !!!!! i draw for an audience of one and hat is Me so i should not be bothered if others have nothing to say #but it is still sooooooo hard oh my god it's Hard it's such a deep pit #like i posted si art and immediately deleted it bc i felt like i was annoying literally everybody around me #and then like two hours later i was like 'bitch who cares' but i had already deleted it so it felt too awkward to post again #my brain is such a bad place to be fhdskjgs.. can i create without it constantly ridiculing me #'you're an artist? fine post something prove it. oh you're posting art? wow you're annoying' leave me alone oh my god #hate that i feel like i have to have my existence validated 24/7.. half my identity is 'im an artist' #so if i'm not receiving attention related to that then i start to question my existence and i spiral so badly #definitely something to talk abt next time i go to therapy bc i refuse to let this anxiety destroy my love of art again

[aroace-cat-lady]

So don't you worry your pretty, little mind people throw rocks at things that shine and life makes love look hard + all these ppl think love's for show but I would die for you in secret = me today

#so i fought with a friend yesterday cuz for some reason she thought it was a good idea to go to tell my someone and we should stop being #friends with my other someone implying she was some kind of bully just for telling another friend she was being ridiculous and that she #should try to save her dignity. needless to say this 'friend' has talked with my someone like thrice in her life #so i got mad. like really mad. cuz 1) stfu its none of your business and 2) i find the fact so annoying she thinks she has to go to fight #ppl cuz they 'were too rude' to her friend. like bitch shes isn't a kindergarten. let her fight her of battles #+ thats breaking boundaries with at least three people. anyways im still kinda mad and thats not helping my anxiety 🫠🙃 #sorry for the ts lyrics btw. shes the only one i know writes about ppl getting too intrusive in her relationships

[ritzcuit]

you kknow i thought i got over it (need tk check if ocd is something you can ""get over"") but on reflection maybe i really do have like a Predisposition to ocd types of thinking bc this is .....

just bc i cant possibly think of what else it could be, really?? not that everything Needs A Diagnosis but also its not. normal. i dont think. its not severe either but the way i feel about myself over having like, one "bad night" in which the bad night is I Was A Little Mad, which is a Normal Human Emotion, is crazy

esp bc i have no idea where i picked up on these ideas in the first placr. Like. i wasnt raised in a religious household, or any sort of abuse, like no one ever told me "youre an inherently evil person" i just Absorbed that from. Somewhere. i was like well of course no one would TELL ME this... Bc they dont know the evil inside of me. I never let u see. I keep it caged but i just cant hold it. etc

at first i thought this was just bc i was a teenager and thats like the worst time to be alive ever but im 23 rn and i shouldnt even be having a hormonal menstrual thing ... so like idk why i was having this reaction...

much to think about i guess

#oh im literally abusive #like im literally a physically abusive man wbo punches walls because hes a monster #like #my cat scratches at my door about an hour before i feed her right #and its annoying as hell and i smack the wall to try and dissuade her #except this doesnt work #And every time i do this im hit with such a strong feeling of LIKE GIRL. CALM DOWN #ITS REALLY SO RIDICULOUS. #this isnt the only thing i get moralistic ocd thoughts about but its whats happening rn