#it is simply because I don’t like it lol

[nereidprinc3ss]

BESTIE. I was just casually thinking about your whole dybmn series and now I’m wondering, as both reader and Spencer become more confident with their spicy dynamics, what kind of lover would Spencer become with her? New k!nks, maybe?, I JUST genuinely think that Spencer is so whipped for her that he would definitely use toys and anything else, not only to experiment but to get to know and find out about all of her secret facets.

I believe she would be his “creation” like he would be so proud to see her development in her confidence in spicy times like smirking all over as she does anything to please him and he’d be like “yeah, I created that” because I’M BITING MY PILLOW RIGHT NOW and gonna dig up a hole after this to hide myself because my thoughts are so hideous. Girlie, what did you do to me? I wasn’t like this. 😩

oh let’s discuss

18+ long ass rambling and things i think about A Lot ……..

in my opinion (which is not the end all be all everyone can perceive them however they’d like) reader and spencer definitely bring out more sexually adventurous sides of each other like they just have a shit ton of chemistry and for a while ithink spencer would just be easing reader into sexuality so nothing that crazy would happen aside from the power dynamics we see pretty much from the start. i think those would definitely get stronger and occasionally more variable. im not usually into sub!spence but i think there would be times he would definitely allow reader to have more control (i don’t ever think he’d be like calling them mommy lmfao) but aside from that i could also see him veering VERY rarely in a slightly harder!dom direction. like he’ll never hurt or seriously degrade you but in p3 reader says something about liking it when he acts like they belong to him and he was really into that. as the relationship progresses i think he would almost start taking more ownership of r’s body in a way, like obviously nothing is ever nonconsensual but he just knows you so well that it’s like… well he knows you better than you know yourself sooo you let him call the shots, but at his core i think spencer is forever oriented to please. he just wants to make you feel good, that’s always gonna be his goal, so he’s always going to listen and even if the power dynamic is weighed in his favor you are actually always the one in control bc he’d do anything for u lol

in terms of kinks…. idk, i never really see spencer as a super kinky guy? like he just knows too much about paraphilia and obviously sexual violence ties into a lot of his job so i sincerely doubt he’d find giving or receiving pain arousing beyond like slapping your ass or you scratching his back or whatever. love is always at the heart of sex for him and that’s going to be the most important part, he’ll never be able to see you just as a body. he’ll always see you as the person he’s in love with and there are things he’s simply not willing to do to the person he loves.

because of his trauma he’s super duper hesitant about bondage BUT i think he wouldn’t be completely opposed to very light restraints on you or him, he’d just have to be in a specific mood. i also never see him as being someone who’s super into toys because he’s such a luddite, he can barely stand having an email i doubt he’s going to have an extensive collection of sex toys. but he would so use your vibrator on you or make you use it on yourself in front of him again if he’s in a very specific mood

oh but YES he DELIGHTS in having defiled and corrupted you. idc idc im not accepting criticism on this. like he spoils you so much that you’re used to getting him whenever you want and so you’re not very subtle about it. if you get all needy in public and start draping yourself all over him and giving him looks and pulling on his sleeve because you want to go home he’ll fuck you in rossi’s bathroom because he wants to encourage your lewd behavior.

obviously he has boundaries tho and he has respect for you and the people around him like he won’t do anything that draws attention and he’ll only ever do things he knows he can get away with without anyone else noticing

later seasons spence also LOVES when you leave marks on him he thinks it’s cute how you mark your territory and he’s not at all embarrassed if there is a hickey above his collar at work. in his mind it’s like. why would he care about other peoples opinions on his sex life when they have nothing to do with it god i think about this all the time

anyway im sorry if this was disappointing😭 idkidk, thank you for asking about my thoughts tho bc i am always down for headcanons

#ramblings #asks

[joyfuladorable]

Rough sketches of my 2k3 Angel redesign! She was only in 5 episodes, but I care her… and also I may or may not be writing a fic about her >:3c

#tmnt #tmnt 2003 #tmnt 2k3 #tmnt angel #my art #I don’t know how to make a read more on mobile so look here for rambling #like okay during my rewatch of 2k3 it was so clear to me that Angel’s a woc #I mean seriously look at her grandma whose design I didn’t alter that much #but for some reason whoever produced The Darkness Within didn’t get the memo??? #why is she so pale in that ep and why is Ryan her bro so White lmao #anyways I’ve fixed that too #if you’re wondering why I decided to use Puente for her surname instead of Bridge like in IDW #it is simply because I don’t like it lol #also you can’t tell me that Angel LH and Klunk wouldn’t be an iconic trio #Angel and LH would kick so much ass and Klunk is their lil mascot uwu

[lieutenant-amuel]

People always justify “awkward quirky teenage girls” by saying what teenage girl would not be awkward and quirky as if all teenage girls are the same.

#Personal #But you know even if you’re right not all teenage girls would be awkward the same way #I have nothing against ‘quirky girls’ man I do LOVE this type #but just stop saying that they’re like that only because they’re teenage girls #this is freaking annoying #You know adults also can be awkward #And sometimes people are awkward without any reason this is just their personality trait #It depends on a person people don’t have the same personalities simply because they fit into the same demographic category lol #(yeah this is after I read some takes about Asha) #I don’t mind her being quirky but I beg you don’t say she’s quirky because she’s seventeen #There is no universal experience of being a teenage girl #And please she’s a fictional character I want her to be entertaining not fit into age developmental characteristics

[toxictranny]

hey sisters, i know u (my fans) were wondering what i’m gonna wear to my ex stepdad’s wedding because i’m best man and there’s gonna be 200 ppl there who haven’t seen me since i was single digits so it’s a rly big event BUT i’ve got no clue what the fit will be because the dress code he gave me: wear whatever you want. GDNKE.???ATFJJF...!!! ARE YOU OH-FUCKING-KAY???? WHATZVER I WANT ??????THEY WONT EVEN GIVE ME A COLOUR SCHEME WHAT THE FLCUKC ALso no i can’t wear a wedding dress it was the first thing i thought of but i asked my mom and she said that would b mean :/

#his estranged brother’s gonna be part of the wedding party so i’m ?! not sure how this will go. #they’re estranged because his brother has some sort of religious belief that lead to him hating me/my mom for having a kid with another guy. #stepdad met me when i was nearly 3 and his brother met me+my mom 4 years after that #the brother’s thing was that my mom/me are devilish or whatever #he also said shit about us stealinh my stepdad’s money but my mom was the breadwinner #tbh i don’t really understand this stance but it’s very common. he just Doesn’t Like Me. we’re not #biologically related and that’s literally the only reason #he thinks it’s disrespectful for a woman to divorce her husband first of all but second to let another man raise her kid #yawn. gross asf. BJT LIKE HOW DO THEY FEEL ABOUT ME BEING LIKE THIS?! #everyone knew i had a Condition ™️ but i didn’t uh #do anything? lol #i was seen and treated as A Little Weird. not like a third gender #we could all tell i was going with the sex and pronouns assigned to me simply because that’s what i had #so i THINK i’m gonna be valid but rly truly if someone tries to explain why there are only two genders to me i’m going toLOSE ITTTTTT #ooh i can wear a wedding dress to the rehearsal dinner lol #my stepmom got me a neon green suit jacket .? so #maybe that’ll come out #toxictranny

[rosiefairlands]

Put Clef in a blender

I kind of understand why you'd want to do this but like- why—???

#rosies rambles #scp foundation #<— ??? I guess #I’ve seen the Glass gets put into microwave and think it’s funny but like genuinely I am confused on why this is a thing lol #I have the same thoughts on putting Clef on a blender lol like I’m very confused lol #also no I’m not doing art simply because I don’t want to lmao sorry anon #but still very confused here scp fandom what is this lol

[no1ryomafan]

Very stupid getter thing I’m thinking about as it’s such a minor detail but my brain is circling around how color is used in the series, more specifically for the robot.

Color palettes for your badass giant robot mean everything but the color choices in Getter are *very* important as it was the first-and few-robots to have multiple different forms in one, and are all compromised of jets to make the robot.

The designs needed to be consistent with this aspect, having the Getters color palette use all three individual colors of the jets. What’s noteworthy about the colors used is the robots almost follow using the primary colors of red, blue and yellow, but the blue is swapped out for white. This was likely due to a better color balance, as while the primary colors would work if the robots weren’t individually joined but still a group, keeping in mind the concept of how they form from jets the blue would likely clash too much with red and yellow, where as white makes it all smoothly come together.

Nearly every Getter set since tries to follow this tradition of using red, white and yellow in there palettes, but aside from a few obvious exceptions for Getters that were meant to stick out-like Neo/Go, as that robot doesn't run on getter rays so the palette was changed drastically to reflect its nature-the most obvious example of a traditional Getter breaking this tradition and going for blue over white is Getter Robo G.

While each and every Getter has its own factors to stand out and differentiate itself, the G line for simply having one small color change really sets it apart. Especially with its OG design above, it’s hard to not notice its version of Getter Two (Liger) had a color change that affects the whole palette. So people either love or hate G for this, even if later takes of its design like Armageddon, try to tweak the colors to be more visually appealing by keeping it strictly to the main color of the respective jet. (This also carrying over for Shin Getter in the show)

But why do I mention any of this? Well I was in fact thinking about this regarding Arma and Getter 2, but less on the actual designs itself and more so a rather small yet likely intentional detail: How Kei is associated with the color blue before it’s even shown that she pilots Shin Liger. From her own promo art with Shin 2 having her being colored in blue despite Go and Gais colors being their respective robot, to her pilot suits having blue shoulder pads to match with Liger, which we see before the robot even appears. (Yes I’m using a SRW art instead of a show shot, just deal with it lol)

This is such a small detail but the team likely had probably a rough idea of what to do with Shin Dragon, so seeing them giving small hints to the viewer-albeit one has to see a art of this prior to know lol-before it even happens is pretty cool. Just goes to show how much insane detail Getter has across its series.

#meg text #getter robo armageddon #getter robo g #my first ramble of the year and it’s a fucking mess LOL #(I was tempted to delete it after until I looked at the time and went “I don’t wanna waste time like this”) #I do wanna make a more in depth post about the build up to go team piloting shin dragon but need my thoughts organized #by which I need to make a whole google doc for it (which I tried and deleted for some fucking reason bc I’m dumb) #hopefully it still in my deleted drafts but probably not (but I didn’t finish so eh) #rants aside my autistic brain was just thinking so hard about this because arma really like it’s pilot suit colors #I think about how ryomas team also has their scarves be the corresponding colors to their robots… love that #the go teams shoulder pads is a nice parallel to that but I like how between all pilots hayato and kei are the ones not to match #simply because liger stands out but that fits with kei so well because she’s the one pilot on the team who’s a girl #yet her suit is also white so it’s not like she doesn’t entirely not match with hayato lol

[itspileofgoodthings]

I keep being just the biggest whiniest complainer these past few days and I need to get a lid on it but also between the constant anxiety and exhaustion my body is feeling, the demands of work and a new semester, my extremely cruel and somehow also bewildered inner monologue running at the speed of light at all times, and the ever-present loneliness in a sea of constant change it is all very crushing!

#I can say it now because I feel a little better but I am simply going to burst into tears #and then I am going to burst into tears at the fact that I have burst into tears because it is proof of how stupid and fragile and weak I a #and how much I am doing everything wrong #I don’t clean I don’t cook I don’t exercise a million people help me all the time and I simply find it all too much and I have to lie down #and scream #and then I am constantly self-obsessing and self-analyzing #Disgusting behavior!!!!!! #in the words of Olivia Rodrigo in ballad of a home school girl #I know I know I KNOW #(my favorite moment on guts lol) #it’s what it sounds like in my head all the time

[vampire6bux]

everyone calls me Ñ because i have all of the spanish language knowledge lol

#i hold those memories or what not … #spanish was not difficult for us to learn simply because of all of the loanwords in filipino #filipino is kind of a mix of English and Tagalog and Spanish but the different between Filipino and Tagalog is not strong anyways #there are many Spanish loan words also #Spanish heavily influenced the filipino language vocabulary #yeah ok so a lot of the words are very similar but the grammar is veryyy different for sure #the language itself isn’t similar to Spanish at all but the loan words make it easier and besides most of the time people use English words #distinction. i forgot where I was going… i ramble and lose my train of thought a lot #other Filipino languages have a higher Spanish likeness like cebuano #you could use Spanish words to like order at a Filipino restaraunt basically most of the time #just walk in and say bizkotse salamat po #30% of tk e language had Spanish roots? I think that’s the right number #that being said most native speakers don’t even recognize the difference between Filipino & Tagalog its more often just an academic- #when speaking Filipino … #me when the Phillipines were colonized by Spain … #333 year colonization… #oh yeah people call me Ñ also because codex’s husband’s system has an N also. wow that felt weird to say #when i talk to thon i call thon nitrogen lol #-Ñ

[countess-of-edessa]

nepo babies =/= person from a rich family i always thought?

#i thought a nepo baby was specifically someone whose parents/relatives are in the entertainment/arts industries #like taylor swift isnt a nepo baby she just had rich parents?? they bought her way into a music career but with their money not any #connections they had in the music industry previously. #whereas like…Ben Platt would be a nepo baby because he is a stage and film actor and his father is a film producer and produced films #that star him. #that’s not really to say that one is better or worse than the other and i don’t really care about the discourse either way #(people being upset their fave don’t have an organic by-merits-alone rise to fame story kind of confuse me because it seems like a very #modern and out of reality way of thinking) #like i get that people are getting undeserved opportunities through (1) money (2) connections and then putting out subpar art which sucks #but i do kind of think that ultimately you can’t trick people THAT MUCH. kim kardashian threw a bunch of money at a music career and it #never went anywhere because she simply was not good and no one liked it. #billie elish has rich parents but no matter your personal taste you can’t deny she's found success because she has an audience for whom her #music resonates. idk if she would be as successful if her parents didn’t have money and she didn’t have the opportunities that gave her #and certainly there are millions of people as good or better than her at music (if you can even quantify it in that simplistic of a way) wh #will never get the opportunities she has had that gave her success but i also don’t think she would be as successful as she is if she was #less talented. #also this is literally the worst time in history to be worried about nepo babies lol not saying that no one should complain about nepotism #casting but like we are in the golden age of people achieving artistic success through grassroots means thanks to the internet #getting an audience for work that resonates with people without the machine of the entertainment industry backing you is more possible than #ever before #also and i only have to say this in this exactly corner of the internet #if you are a monarchist you can’t use the term nepo baby #sorry you just can’t

[katnissgirlsmakedo]

i’m really not trying to be such a huge bitch about the girl in my group for my production class but like what do you mean you think we need to meet tomorrow to work on our production notebook. we haven’t casted anyone. the production notebook and all the planning stuff literally cannot happen in any way that matters until we have the bare minimum casting and location stuff figured out. which we don’t. what would we even be doing if we met tomorrow. talking about the concept of what we might want a shot to look like. featuring an actor we don’t have in a location we haven’t secured. can we be so for real right now. why is she so hellbent on ruining every monday morning i have. girl i don’t have much more patience to spend on you you’re killing me

#i appreciate that she wants to be thorough and all but she’s being ridiculous #there’s essentially nothing we can do right now until we get casting figured out #also she’s acting like we need to do every piece of the creative process together and it’s like. #ok girl i’m the director why don’t you let me storyboard the story i wrote huh. i’ll handle it come on #another reason i am simply not equipped to be in charge. i do not like to share credit #the other day we were talking to our professor about the script ‘we’ wrote and ‘we’ revised. #and the new title ‘we’ came up with that ‘we’ like better #that shut was literally all me tho is the thing. you two did not do any of that what do you mean WE????? #but i can’t say that. #anyway. time to text her back and say fuck no #well. obviously i won’t say that either. i’ll say some shit like yeah i just don’t think we need to meet because there’s not much we can do #etc etc maybe i’ll throw in an lol or something #fuckin hate this

[helaenahightower]

feel like i come down firmly in the middle on every take i’ve seen about rhaenyra/criston like yes there was clearly a power dynamic that we’re meant to pick up on and it’s undeniably selfish and short-sighted of rhaenyra to come onto criston when it puts his life at risk but i also think it’s pretty obvious that he was into it and wanted to have sex with her and his hesitance was coming entirely from the breaking-his-vows thing and not because he didn’t want to have sex with her

#like he obviously regrets it the next day but i just don’t think that’s enough to say it was non consensual #i’ve had plenty of consensual sex i regretted the next day lol #he very much initiates the kiss that leads to the sex!!!! he was into it!!!!!! #like i think an argument can be made that his consent was questionable simply due to the inherent power dynamic #but i don't think the scene was framed in a 'he obviously doesn't want this but isn't saying no because of their respective positions' way #but a 'he obviously DOES want this but knows he SHOULD say no because saying yes could get him executed' way #criston x rhaenyra #hotd spoilers #hotd

[holyluvr]

Getting a good hit of indica that’s a little stronger than vapes I had last time after I ran out of my indica is Hallelujah Praise The LORD and that kid with ADHD

#… #I need indica or antipsychotics both to function. an upper and a downer of some sorts. stimulate then depress. over and over again. daily. #TBH one of the dreams/goals that I still haven’t let myself let go of despite knowing the stats and likelihoods of the outcomes…. #well anyway one of those dreams is to somehow fix this. to meet a doctor who has a treatment plan or life change idea that works on the drug #dependency / the ‘maybe’ acquired brain injury issues. #the ‘is this idiopathic narcolepsy or is this ABI from drs or would you consider this probable narcolepsy from ABI from drs or?’ issues. #the ‘it’s harder to put together a clear understanding of your health overall’ comments followed by silence bc they don’t need to say it lol #it’s hard because no one has known what my health ‘should’ be like. know one has any labs without me on psychotropic medication combos. #they have partial proof from brain scans for the conclusion that my brain was just .fried to deal with me/make me easy and good. didn’t work #and they don’t even need proof to know that medication combos in their own profession shouldn’t be used together or are only used together #in extreme cases with no options left that they immediately fucking jumped into and were lucky I didn’t DIE so many times but fuck yeah #now my brain hurts and I’m not how I was beforehand but don’t rlly know why or how to express it #and I feel alone there and then I have bitch ass doctors telling me to Just Stop The Meds For A Fee Weeks :-)! …..Dr u have no idea huh do u #a few weeks? give me 3 days before I’m having a psychotic episode that’s severe enough to warrant police arrest or 911 called for me. #that’s thousands of dollars in a legal psychiatric hold. and that’s if someone catches the signs on time before I potentially harm myself or #like yeah no I’m sorry doc but i can’t just Simply Stop or Substitute anti-anxiety drugs when I’ve had them holding me together b4 puberty. #anyway I’m still. hoping I’ll find some info somewhere or stories and people like me who figured something out or anything idk #because my medical testing is interfered by medications that I cannot stop taking (mainly benzodiazepines) without losing my mind now. bad.

[batterygarden]

i usually like to write denji getting all the attention but i love your dom denji fics so i’m gonna try something different. it’s been years since he killed makima, and he’s learned to not be so obedient. before he would gladly take anything that he was given, but now he’s learned it’s ok to ask for more, and to take what he wants. once you gave him permission he has his way with you, fucking you until he’s done, and what makes it even better for him is that he knows you love it. you beg him for more while giving him the lustful look you know he can’t resist. he spends hours fucking you, even to the point it makes him sore. being in control of you turns him on more than he thought it would

-ydt anon

My LOVEYY this is so real. He Truly cares that you’re okay and he checks up on you almost too often at first before he finds out that he’s actually kind of good at taking control. He’s good at gauging your body and how you’re feeling—and he ends up finding the trust that comes with your submissiveness so so hot. Denji can be a dom! He’ll even try getting a lil rough if you beg.

#csm spoilers #chainsaw man spoilers #I hc him as a switch or like… or like a service dom! idk it moves around #I simply struggle to write a TRUE sub love interest because I am #deep down a sub #so whenever I don’t write subby reader I try and count it like ‘here’s subby Denji yall!’ #it is not. #it is just normal sex without dom sub dynamics I realize now lol #I just can’t do it I can’t DO IT #I can incorporate little teensy dom reader ASPECTS but not real dom reader

[scoopstomyahoy]

when ppl r like. steve would see joyce and hopper as parental figures but they wouldn’t see him as a son im like. why would you do that

#when you could choose to just. not do that. #LIKE?? LMAO??? it’s so ouchie and for what reason??? ur just hurting him??? #steve harrington #stranger things #to be clear this is /j and i’m not judging you guys i like emotional whump as much as the next steve fan #howeverrrrrr this particular idea is simply not for me lol. either steve and joyce don’t interact or they do and joyce adopts him. to meeee #obviously claudia henderson as steve’s mother figure is everything to me as well #actually hehe. that gave me a silly idea bc i was like claudia as his mother figure hopper as his father figure. #but then because hopper and joyce are together joyce becomes the stepmother figure aggressively vying with claudia for custody of steve?? #<- someone write it because i’m too lazy. steve with an abundance of parental figures.

[itspileofgoodthings]

also I am not an Austen heroine but I might be if Bingley were a woman and also inherently and of necessity smarter and much further along in my character journey (all love to Bingley)

#akskskjejejeje #the quality that’s the same is just. We get the party started #We BEGIN the things #and then kind of have to go off and have our own little journey (the going back to town journey) #but the excitement of when we enter and re-enter the story (if I may say so myself) is the same #also there’s not really any Austen heroine who fits #Anne and Fanny are temperamentally very unlike me simply because of the being inwardly withdrawn/focused #I am close to a Marianne! But I don’t have the running into a brick wall intensity #Or at least not in the same way #I’m not Eleanor I could be Emma or Catherine but I don’t have Emma’s interfering faults or catherine’s total naïveté #and I’m just not Lizzy because if I saw a Darcy at a party I wouldn’t think ‘that’s a vaguely unpleasant man I’m either going to tease’ #‘or totally ignore’ #I would be like wow AMAZING I want him to be my best friend right now and then I would make it happen #hence the Bingley #Lol #anyway this all came from when I met Emma and she wrote fixing on the hour based on us being the girl version of their friendship #Anyway this is your open invitation to tell me which Austen heroine you think you are (if you want to!)