#it just makes me angry

[baghera-my-beloved]

People on twitter saying etoiles is homophobic makes me so angry and since im a french person part of the lgbt community, i think im qualified to talk about it.

So from what ive understood, 10 years ago, etoiles twitted the word electrof*g, which, not great but also its a word that doesnt exist at all in french. No one knows of it! (Actually thats what he explained in one of his tweet)

But seeing etoiles being called out for being homophobic by international people feels so wrong because he is one of the most lgbt friendly streamer. I know his streams are a safe space for a lot of queer people in france and people calling him out on this just doesnt sit well with me

#etoiles #it just feels so wrong #especially when the people who call him out on this dont know anything about him #and etoiles saying that it really hurts him to have people insulting him in languages he doesnt even speak #it just makes me angry #he doesnt deserve this #qsmp #twitter

[transjemder]

Thinking about times where people mistreated and disrespected me and i sat quietly just hoping it would be over soon. I wish i could go back in time and yell. I wish i could go back and time and walk away

#idk if its a freeze responce a info processing thing or something else #working out that just cos people can think faster and put together sentences faster than i can that doesnt mean that they are right #or that im stupid or something #it just makes me angry

[weirdo09]

you know school’s bad when it makes you so angry to the point you wanna kill yourself

#cade’s things #cade’s thoughts 💭 #i’m not gonna actually do it guys #i’m just really passive aggressive #just think bout it some times #but in like perfect detail ro whatever #just like #would anyone irl care if i died like not like cursing about me not being able to be their maid for much longer or whatever #i just got a few more years then i’m out i’m free #i hate this sm #i wanna sob #i like myself #but hate when people have the nerve to mention anything about my body #whether it be “you’ve never wore something like that i like it” #or like “you have such a small waist i’m jealous” #it just makes me angry #because like #I don’t want your approval #i hate your approval #I hate having teachers talk about a sexist pedophilic guy from the 19-20th century like he was such a good guy #(hint his last name is gandhi) #i hate having my bug breast be seen as something to be ashamed of #like just because my back doesn’t hurt from my breast cause my body was made to support them seems to automatically mean that i’m weird #like i’m weird for developing earlier than everyone else #i’m a bitch for having a developed body and a ‘smart’ mouth #i’m such a mean girl because of that smart mouth #people look at me in disgust because of my breast #i’m supposed to be petite and small as can eb #but i take up so much soace #i’m not little nor skinny

[actualmichelle]

never ever want to hear the words "two factor authentication" again

#THIS DOESN"T MAKE IT SECURE #IT JUST MAKES ME ANGRY #also hate passwords in general #I hate everything about security #if someone wants my identity that badly they can just have it #take it from me #I'd be the winner in that situaiton tbh

[freckleslikestars]

I own two sets of white bedding. Identical. Same brand. Same style. Same packaging. Same price. The only difference is I bought them two years apart. Except that’s not the only difference. The biggest difference is in quality. The set I bought three months ago are coarse and kinda crispy and really really thin. Like, half the weight. And the whole reason I bought an identical set is because of my sensory issues, and I should be able to buy an identical set of bedding and expect the same quality.

#it just makes me angry

[themetalvirus]

dear me: STOP reading the comments on grabber zone STOP IT. STOP

#exoticbutterstxt #IT JUST MAKES ME ANGRY

[fire-eyed-raven]

I wish filtered tags wouldn't appear on my feed at all. Not just them be "hidden" and me made aware of that. These black squares with tags I filtered irritate me T_T

#personal #yes I mean tob*mada #can't stand it and can't understand it too #for it to work tobirama will need a tremendous amount of character development and i haven't seen something like that in the pairing yet.. #i even tried to give it multiple chances through fanfics but nooo #it just makes me angry #Tumblr

[bnt0]

I hate when tours come through my workplace when I’m on break bc it’s dudes in suits taking pictures of airplanes and learning about stuff and then there’s me sitting on a bench right next to them completely disinterested eating junk food in sweatpants

#it just makes me angry #idk #give me ur job dude #nonsims #*bnt0 speaks the exact right amount + i love her + ratio

[zebracakesarecopingmechanisms]

not to sound like a music snob or whatever but I vehemently despise how meme-ified Mitski’s become in recent years. Tiktok I mean you.

I dont know about y’all but I absolutely hate hearing like 500 joke audios of a song that I’ve literally cried to. Put some respect on that woman’s name

#her songs are literally about the tragedy of the female experience often in conjunction with racism #there are plenty of other artist s who make the silly goofy songs #leave her the hell alone #god i dont want to sound like a tightass but everybody is just so disrespectful of her and for what #where’s that post where they talk about how since she’s an Asian woman they respect her autonomy less #it just makes me angry #tunes #mitski #THE FUCKING STRAWBERRY COW SONG MAKES ME WANT TO BREAK A GODDAMN WINDOW #🤡.txt

[caraxesvhagar]

guys i think today i learned to stop caring

#it doesnt hurt anymore #it just makes me angry #WHICH I THINK IS AN IMPROVEMENT! #i havent cried today and i only felt a little upset so i think its just that #i have had friends that have supported me #and have been trying my very hardest to get thru this #and i think SOMETHINGS WORKING #i am seriously hoping this isnt a false start for me #ellie's posts #i finally feel like i have room to put what she did behind me #i want to forgive her very much #and i think i do

[jackinalex]

Zack wasn’t at the wedding because he didn’t go to high school with the bride or groom. He knows her in passing from the years of hanging out with Alex/Jack/Rian and the fact that she was in the Poppin video.

I mean, Zack also went to prom with her. He hung out with them and their group all of the time. It looks like he actually didn’t go because his parents were visiting him in Hawaii. He may not be as close to them, but he’s definitely friends with them.

#idk I hate analyzing their rich Baltimore friends #it just makes me angry #eat the rich goddamn it #kalina answers #Zacky

[thediktatortot]

Not people saying “Fandom has always been like this” in that vent post I made. No. It hasn’t always been like this. Fandom has NEVER been like this until recently and if you were in fandom pre-tumblr purge, pre-twitter, pre-netflix boom, pre-tiktok....then you would fucking know it was nothing like this.

We still had the drive to create. We still sold prints and charms and made zines...but it was never like this.

The introduction of streaming, binge shows that drop all at once, tiktok and vine RIP i still love u vine but you were the beginning of a particularly ugly era) creating this bite sized, quick paced ‘content’ era of creation and it bled out into fucking everything else.

Fandoms didn’t die down when the show ended or the season was over. You didn’t mass unfollow artist, writers or moots just because they changed fandoms. There wasn’t this need to please the algorithm in order for your posts to get seen by people and enjoyed.

Fandoms used to last YEARS. Star Trek is literally the oldest running fandom out there and you got people in there that could care less about the new stuff and still have been happily prancing through their fucking fifty year old fandom today. Hell, even SPN after all it’s fuckups and shitshows has a dedicated fanbase STILL creating tons of art and fic.

There is no patience anymore. No calm feeling of taking in fandom and friends at a pace that which doesn’t make you stressed and is still fun.

Do I blame fandom for this? Of course not, but people are complacent with it and start changing their vocab to accommodate and end up making the situation so deep it cant be fixed.

We call Art & Fic Content now, completely stripping the value of what it is to a level of consumerism instead of personal entertainment & community bonding.

#vent post #sorry for another vent #I saw a few tags and comments in that last vent that just make me angry

[not-proguy]

Professor: uses up most of the board, erases the left side

me: :(

Professor: keeps writing on the right side of the board

me: >:(

#like what was the point #why #it just makes me angry

[snowychicken]

*Holding the sleeve of a sweater at the store like a detective making a horrible discovery*: this was crocheted

#i went to this second hand shop today and saw so many crocheted items #with labels from shein and fucking hollister #it just makes me angry #snowys talking again

[enigmadoodles]

Some pretty in-depth thoughts about death below

My mom and I are polar opposites in a lot of ways and the way we react to death is one of them. If someone dies around a certain time she treats it as the most negative thing ever. Her mom passed around 4th of July and since then she refused to take us to any parades and wasn’t particularly fond of the fireworks either.

This sucked more as a kid when I didn’t know any better, of course. But it’s still a thing to this day. I kinda just... Move on and forget. The anniversary of something like this is just an afterthought to me. I can’t even remember the dates of most peoples’ deaths anymore.

But also there’s like... The body. What’s left. She refuses to see it, she doesn’t want to. And I guess that’s fine, we’re all different. I hadn’t seen my grandpa since Christmas because I chose to stay home on New Year’s (Mistake of my life now I guess) and I never visited him in the hospital.

Which... I don’t know if I regret it, honestly. He wasn’t exactly himself for most of it, though as it seemed he was getting better my mom was planning on taking us to visit him. Which. Obviously didn’t happen. 

So I’ll never see him again. Because he’s being cremated, and though his funeral is planned for as soon as possible there’s only going to be photos. I’m not sure how I’ll be when it happens.

Because I’m different. I feel more at ease when I see the body, I see that it’s not them anymore. If I see someone alive and then never again it just doesn’t feel real. I learned this with my pets. I’ll never forgive my mom for either Remington or Reeses, but at least I got closure with Reeses. Remington was just... Gone. She left his body at the vets. I’m still upset about that.

So the next few weeks? Months? Are just gonna be weird. 

...I want to visit my other grandpa. The one that’s still around. I haven’t seen him since Christmas either. I haven’t visited his house in a long time, I don’t ever really get the chance.

#Death mention #Again. No 'I'm sorry' or anything like that I genuinly don't like hearing it #It just makes me angry #Wall of text #I think it's better just sorta ramble about this stuff #Guess I don't have to post it. But idk I feel like if I can reread it later I might think about things #And it's easier on Tumblr than a random document #Personal garbage