#its also quite rewarding!

[restingmimikyu]

WHAT is maplestory like i’ve been thinking about downloading it shsjjsjsjsj

COME JOIN THEM

maplestorys really fun!!! its just your average rpg! do a bunch of quest & fight bosses! if you want to know about the story that really depends on your class! theres a bunch of different classes with different stories behind them but that doesnt really matter since you get the story every few levels :D

#ngl though maplestory is a very big fetch quest though! #its a lot of 'go get me this' & go over here and get that" but its still fun! #its also quite rewarding! #you'll get the same stuff as people who do decide to pay money! #+ no dumb gacha to waste ur money on #( though sweetie is kinda annoyed that a lot of the cute customizable stuff - #- is behind a pay wall - #- but thats the cute dress up person speaking inside them - #and not the actual gamer inside them ) #sorry this is a lot 😭😭

[orcelito]

Re-release of the Badlands Rumble vash & wolfwood figurines like all my prayers have been answered

Won't be out until June apparently but I've been here for over half a year & The Interest hasn't abated, I'll be here then too.

Vashwood figurines.........🫣🥺🕺

#speculation nation #i know theres the stamp figurines but i didnt want them #i briefly contemplated the ww. but then decided. No. their staml designs r not the ones im interested in. #and my waiting is rewarded... there Will be old design figurines again :D #im not as big a fan of the vash figurine as i am the ww. but theyre a PAIR i cant separate them 🥺 #also vash apparently comes with a little kuroneko which is so cute #im already thinking of how ill rearrange my display case for them #if i can fit thanatos down with the p5 kids to free up the shelf for vw that might be the best bet. #but then again thanatos is big... and the p5 figmas have Quite the large platforms... #idk ill figure it out. maybe vw can hang out with thanatos in the top shelf #like 'me n the boyfriend n the embodiment of peaceful death! ✌️✌️✌️' #itll also depend on how big the vw figures are... i dont actually know... #if. you look at their prices. and go. 'hey fanny. what the fuck.' #dont WORRYYYYYY ABOUT IT $93(each) is better than the like $800 ish itd take to buy one of the original resales #plus i dont have to pay immediately. just whenevr the figurines are actually released #plus... its on Sale...🥺🥺🥺 #🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #im just daydreaming about those figures now. just gotta wait over half a goddamn year lmao #but ive been waiting for the official manga reprint and i can wait for this. woo

[perenlop]

pokeani moments that exist purely to make Me miserable:

the line where they call ash's oshawott a throwaway pokemon in the unova league so they're just flat out saying they think it's a worthless pokemon

to thine own pokemon be true (extra angst points for me bc ambipom was my second favorite on the team at the time)

the granddaughter of the guy who trains gliscor calling gliscor pathetic and weak to her face despite gliscor being an extremely sensitive pokemon

pretty much everything about that gible

blue episode (favorite color but they made it a fetish somehow and also dewott and brionne and meowstic are all there and its so bad)

boxing heracross immediately. also that battle frontier episode where it's literally the only returning ash mon (barring torkoal i think but i dont count it bc its native to AG) to get humiliated onscreen

pidgeot returning but gliscor didn't even show up in the miniseries despite being an Actual Character

#sorry ik i keep bringing up the throwaway line but like. its SOOOOOOOOOO bad holy shit #the heracross one isnt aaaaaas bad tbf bc they really make up for it in the sinnoh league #but aside from one ep in the miniseries we never quite get an episode where oshawott proves itself in a battle #i still love that episode bc it still kinda feels like an apology for all the oshawott bashing in bw but i am a little :/ #that battling didnt even come up once #ive kiiinda eased up on gliscors benching episode bc at the end of the day it isssss pretty good to her. also its the best animated one #but its treatment like what i mentioned that still really drags it down to me #and also like. i know ppl praise gliscor being so powerful after the episode but i really dont get why we couldnt have just #had a gliscor training arc onscreen. but ig we wouldnt have that stupid ass gible plot that went nowhere now would we #but like.... we had such a huge stretch between that episode and the league. i really dont get why we couldnt have had a mini arc #where gliscor realizes shes not pulling her weight that well and really starts hauling ass #she doesnt really even sweep in the paul fight. she gets beaten immediately by ninjask #the drapion part was awesome tho yayyyy #but my point is that it wouldnt really change much if gliscor just stayed and got stronger on its own #have the bench episode be a wake up call for gliscor rather than a goodbye one and she becomes super competent #like im not just saying this bc gliscor is my favorite character in the entire show. i feel like its straight up kinda lazy and less reward #rewarding #imagine how the drapion fight could be EVEN MORE cathartic if we saw gliscor struggle and fight to get better throughout the show #as much as i like that specific battle and ash vs paul as a whole... it just kinda proves my point that sending gliscor away at all #was kind of a shitty move #like ohhhhh ash's team is all getting revenge for lake acuity yay!!!!! oh one of them was kicked off for the sake of a shitty gible plot th #which really only served to make shitty piplup bashing jokes and only actually had a conclusion in the league itself #by which time it was too late to actually do anything else with it. yeah we kicked someone off for that. but shes back now!!! #like it doesnt weaken the battle THAT much. in fact theres some value in how ash went out of his way to make sure gliscor could be there #so her defeat could also be avenged. and its still my fave battle in the whole anime. but it just proves to me how pointless that was reall #echoed voice

[trashabilly]

in a few days i will have been clean for a year and a half now

#talkin #its wild to think abt #the only downside is i have to avoid opiate based painkillers #which really sucked after i had a minor procedure last year and had to settle for ibuprofen #i do miss smoking weed which i also had to quit bc of CHS but its worth not dealing with that #but im not 50lbs underweight anymore so thats a plus #if i had the money id get the other half of my tattoo sleeve finished bc i got it done as a reward for 6 months clean #but it was $1000 (that includes a tip) for the upper arm and i just cant swing that rn

[dawningfairytale]

it's quite frankly super unlikely that rtc will make it to broadway?? like could it? sure, never say never, but i think that the general vibe of the show plus it being a fully original story (not even historical!!) means that it probably isn't as marketable. the fandom isn't that big either, we're no hamilton (i say in relief). like if you look at how much popularity heathers got, but see that it never got on broadway, i think that rtc will probably be the same if it reaches that level?? however, it's more likely that it'll get onto the west end (still doubtful but possible!!)

#rtc #ride the cyclone #and this isn't bc i dont love rtc i do #i just think that it's not what broadway would go for?? #like cat fucker. they wont go for the space cat fucker song. #atm the general trends seem to be: uplifty high school things and adaptations #and while rtc is uplifty its comedy is far darker than say mean girls or bmc #it's closest to heathers or maybe even beetlejuice?? but again beetlejuice was an adaptation #they like low risk high reward #oh and also!!! the general age of the fandom seems to be quite young atm #so we cant buy tickets #i believe heathers gained popularity around 2016 (offbroadway boot from 2014) #and then in 2018 west end happened #giving people some time to be old enough to go to shows #like unless there's been actual news of it going to broadway???? #but idk it seems unrealistic in the forseeable future sorry!!!!

[deep-space-atomic-clock]

oh um. sorry for my evident transformation into an asuka blog, by the way

#hes all my top photos are... #he means a lot to me. I apologize. #this is also the first time... really‚ ever‚ that i feel like i can actually.. contribute to a fanbase #and get rewarded for it.. its quite nice‚ really. thank you ^^ #radio navigation

[callixton]

i really sort of am the poster child for an unhealthy workaholic

#feat me today stumbling around campus on > 4 hours of sleep and one protein bar #+ there’s some other thing going on with me where i have to somehow mentally reward pushing myself and that leads to a dangerous feedback #- loop #so i go oh i wonder what would happen to my body if i just didn’t eat at all and collapsed. what would that feel like #(i’m Not doing this for the record. i’m meeting a friend for food in 20 minutes) #it’s not even depression i know exactly how that kind of self destruction feels and this is unfortunately just my baseline #it’s the masochism innit. (and not even the fun kind :/) #i may also be being dramatic on account of the not eating or sleeping. that’s a real possibility #WOA do i wanna write some whumpy fic abt my problems soon tho #um. idk how to tag this. its not quite a vent #ted talks

[julesnichols]

People with major depression saying they wish they got manic episodes so they'd feel better oh my god shut up shut up SHUT UPPPP!!!!!!!

#it's not a fucking contest of who has it worst first of all!! depression sucks no matter if it's its own disorder or a depressive episode #but mania sucks too!!! arguably worse than any depressive episode i've had!! #mania is not quirky it is not a little treat you get in reward for putting up with a depressive episode and not dying #it will wreck your entire life #yeah sure maybe you're more creative and more productive. but at the detriment of everything else #sleeping eating etc etc basic things you need for survival you name it you won't do it #and you won't even feel it till it's really REALLY bad #you'll see things. hear things. smell things that aren't there sometimes #which gets worse the longer you don't sleep or eat #you might have more 'energy' to clean but you'll also probably throw out most of your shit while doing it even if it's perfectly good #you'll be more aggressive and arrogant and think you're more than you are so you're gonna wreck most or all of your relationships #in ways that'll take years to repair. if at all #because of those delusions of grandeur you'll drop out or quit your job or burn those bridges so badly you can't salvage them #and on and on it goes #and these are my personal experiences!!! #other people have others #but mania is Not Cute Not Quirky #it's fucking awful #not to mention that mixed episodes exist #which are also hell #anyways i saw a meme that was the 'you guys are getting _' meme #and it was 'depressed person' and 'you guys are getting manic episodes' #tell me you do not understand bipolar disorder without telling me you do not understand bipolar disorder!!! #so many people replying to it going haha relatable 🤪 like okay #wish you WOULD experience mania so maybe you'd realize how not fun it is #even hypomania fucking sucks #also i blew my entire savings during the worst manic episode #somehow forgot that. but it sure was a thing!!

[herorkgk]

simulated universe can go to freaking hell

#.txt #i freaking hate doing it so much u_u #i always forget its a thing bc i just dont like doing them but i want rewards!! RAHHHH #i need more hsr friends to babble to also im quite literally going mad talking to myself about it #i lowkey wish it was as big as genshin but im also grateful its not #a blessing and a curse.

[kaeyachi]

hsr spoilers in the tags!

#kaeyachi randoms #i really like writing in the tags because people can ignore it easier! #and i definitely know many dont read the tags #me using my tags as additional information lmaaaaooooooo #anyway here goes!!!! #the way mondstadt was described in star rail was so beautiful oh my god #it was so poetic- nostalgic even! it warmed my heart so much!!! #seeing the mond reference in star rail definitely cemented the fact that i treat mondstadt as my home #ITS MY HOME. I EVEN PICKED A BUILDING WHERE I MIGHT WANT TO LIVE IN #also theres a lot of references for other hyv games lmao very cute. my favorite so far is the paimon reference when hiting a map border #i will say that i still prefer the open world mechanics of genshin because i LOVE chaos and i really like how chaotic genshin fights are #the hsr bgm is growing on me i think the tutorial was just extremely bland that i almost quit after day 1 hahaha #himeko coming in at a clutch to keep me going though everybody say thanks himeko #what else OH RIGHT the rewards are so generous? daily rewards is an equivalent to 1 genshin limited banner wish for context #got bailu!! keeping the team at 100% health always!!! #i will say that if i dont feel like thinking too much i will play genshin because turn based games need you to strategize a tiny bit #ive already got some theories btw HAHAHA as expected of me but i will hold back for now #ngl i wanna see the twin travellers sometime here but idk if theyll allow that

[llycaons]

increasingly frustrated by fan attitudes that lsz being a ‘good son’ is a reward for wwx

#the idea that 'good behavior' is a reward for good parents is very...adult-focused and unfair to children #I don't think that's quite the message in canon but it sometimes seems like it #rather I think the canon message was that good parenting and love and attention produce happy and well-adjusted kids #but this is also kind of unsatisfying to me bc there are so many reasons a kid may not act like an adult's idea of a perfect child #and lsz esp has a massive amount of trauma that would likely affect his behavior and it just isn't addressed #anyway 'problem children' are not a punishment for their parents #its something I'm rly uneasy about but I think the way JL is treated (very sympathetically by the narrative #and often by the 'good' adults around him) despite his disobedience and aggression #really evens it out #or even jingyi mouthing off and being allowed to #its really meant as to reflect the caretaker bc it's implied that the child's behavior is the caretaker's responsibility #which is the balance of like #filial respect and duty #if I'm understanding it righ #but the way fanfic is written it makes it seem like wwx is happy lsz is a filial son because op considers it as a reward for what he did #rather than just being happy that he had good guidance and was raised to be kind to others and was cared for #ficblogging

[discountwives]

gonna work on a couple comms today crossing my fingers

#i love ske/tchp/age theyre so fun im ngl #i do the doodles last bc *smacks lips* its like a reward HSHDJ #jude jests 🃏 #off topic i gavent been feeling great but i went grocery shopping and. wtf everythings so expensive #also im gonna quit my job soon so*painful smile* #co/mms might reopen v shortly #as soon as this queue is complete ofc so!!! #anything helps! #i should link my kofi i have a couple icon slots open on there too lol

[mrfoox]

Okay it's offical, Jonathan is changing work and I won't see him any more 😔

#miranda talking shit #Janathan is such a special guy like... Truly dog vibes. He can be a little ... Prone to messing up simple things but its impossible to be #Mad at him. And always happy and kind. Hes helped me so much... Like i love oliver and Magnus a hecking lot but Jonathan has been a stable #Help for me and i could rely on him (even if he messed things up haha). I really wish him the best #Im kinda anxious bc hes one of my 3 favorite people who i prefer to come by to help me... Now im down to 2 again and i assume it'll #Lead to having more strangers come by to fill his place /: ive met quite a few different people obviously but none of them ive clicked with #Like oliver/magnus/Jonathan... I mean wilma was my girl but she quit last year 😔 but outside of my worries im glad for him #He deserves good things. I think hes one of the ones that actually like this job a lot. Hes been in the homecare business 80% of his work #And hes said more than once he likes it. Working with people is one of the rewarding things. I hate that its so badly paid though and #So stressful and demanding. They deserve double the pay at least. Ive only worked as a student with my mom for 3 months but even by only #Seeing that i can tell how hard the worj is. And then i hear all the shit they have to deal with its insane. People working in homecare #Especially. Like you need the social skills to deal with all kinds of people. Some are dement some are aggressive or other things. Then you #Will have to be cleaning a lot and you'll have to know how to do it decently. Making food is also common. You'll be dealing with medication #Heavy lifting is also not uncommon. Some people will need help to get up from bed and get showers. Not uncommon for their homes not to be #Installed with lifts or such to help with the lifting. Like its in my opinion one of the most demanding jobs around . And the people doing #It gets paid shit... For all thats expected and frankly demanded by the workers the pay is not even close to being fair #I know all healthcare workers have that issue basically but man homecare/older care... Those are extra unfair imo #Anyone who doesnt have respect for those workers I'll personally beat with a bat :)

[fxrtunas]

What kind of villain are you?     ---- ACCIDENTALLY EVIL

you didn't mean to. it was honestly an accident, but who would believe you? you need to watch your back now, because everyone is after you. why wouldn't they be? for all they know, you did it on purpose. when you die, it's from finally being caught by the wrong people. you die afraid, and still running. unbeknownst to you, you are swiftly avenged. your unnecessary death does not go unpunished.

#ok this is kinda funny lkJALKSFJALKSjf #honestly i think allan is just a very... 'in it for himself' type of guy #he doesn't go out of his way to help others but he will help if its right in front of #him and there's no one else to take care of it #but he also likes to get paid his just reward for helping any clients etc #so i can totally believe he'd be accidentally evil LKJALKSJF #healing the wrong person who happens to commit a murder maybe but #yeah otherwise maybe if he was tempered or smth #god writing tempered allan would be fun.... peensive #mostly cuz i like the idea of not... Fervent!tempered but more so subtle tempered #a creeping devotion that echoes in his actions but isn't quite obvious until it builds to a cacophony of declarations when plans come #to fruition LKJKLASFJ #also nill if u read this yes i stole it from u lkJKLASJF #a; allan. #;prompt

[pixiesfondlingmyballs]

i think everybody should have a hand craft. something where they sit and create with their hands. preferably something physical simply for the pure joy of getting to hold ur creations. fucking. get back into perler beads like you did when you were 7 bro, go make shit with ur hands!

#finishing crochet projects makes my brain release all the good happy accomplishment chemicals #its like stupid. here i am holding the roundest lil creature known to man. and brain becomes sparkles and glitter #like any nd person. i have trouble completing projects. but the reward is so wonderful #with crochet. i just dont allow myself to take the project off the hook. cant start a new project if my favorite hook is occupied #i also have monkey brain but some kinda bonkers obsessive issues. so i make it a /thing/ to finish the project and make it /good/ #the only think keeping my monkey brain from being debilitating are my obsessive tendencies #all my isms run in my family. and. the final outcome is always addiction of some sort. but my dad and i have made it work #i should clarify that im not currently addicted to anything. it's just like. what the pattern says will eventually happen #technically. have been addicted before so. already happened. but itll prolly happen again #look. the point. the point is. that everyone deserves to have really good physical hobbies that they get to commit to #commitment is hard but committing to your crafts. even one that only slightly intrigues you. is so worth it #i actually hate crochet half the time. and then i finish a project. and its like the lil animal crossing sparkle emote #i feel as passionately about this as i do the importance of one weekly irl friend interaction and daily outside time #which. ik i havent talked about here before. but like. brain and body will appreciate all of it #if u can go more than a week without seeing ur best friend and feel fine. then you are a stronger man than my bff and i #it's like 5 days for us and then we both start to get antsy. which. u wouldn't think happen since we talk 24/7 anyways #and and! outside time. daily outside time. i walk around my house perimeter if i have nothing else outside to do #its stupid and i hate it but ooga booga brain needs to be in sun otherwise brain shut down #i quite literally hate getting the motivation to do it. but then i go back inside afterwards and feel so happy. and its so stupid #brain and body so complex and also so not all at once. trials and tribulations

[orcelito]

Guess who ended up reading the leopika fanfiction instead of writing

#speculation nation #at this rate i just gotta double down and finish this fic so it will release my brain from its clutches #so my brain can go fluttering back to SOME creative project. undecided of whether i'll work on discacc or transAction first. who knows #but i prefer writing over reading. much more rewarding. and therapeutic. & less Frustrating lmfao #me writing a slow burn and delighting in angst and complications. vs me reading a slow burn with angst and complications #like night and day. like it's not BAD. quite the opposite. but it is not letting my brain do Anything else #which i do not enjoy. like let me focus on other things PLEASE #instead i will watch these dumb bitches freak out about professionalism vs romanticism & also how great his arms are 🥺