#its late again and it suddendly all came back

[ganondoodle]

since seeing a post from a mutual yesterday i was thinking about how grateful i am that i can now, confidently say something like -im taking demise away from nintendo- or -hes MY character now- while knowing that the people following me will understand that thats not actually possible and also i dont mean that literally literally (duh)

bc (while i have mentioned it in the past and im not trying to fish for sympathy with this, the memories ... and trauma really does come back every now and then) there were people once that imagined i said that about a popular character in the fandom i was in when i was a teen and proceeded to try (and nearly succeeding bc i was already struggeling alot with depression, anxiety and undiagnosed autism) to bully me into killing myself; perhaps it wasnt their actual goal, but the shit they did (alot of them were adults too), was absolutely insane, but i've only been able to see that wayyyy after the fact

like even if im remembering wrong and i did word it wrong or weird or in a way that was easily misunderstood, i was a teen, with english not as my first language and it still was some fandom shit that ultimately did not matter and never in any scenario warrented that level of harrassment, i dont even think i ever told my parents bc i thought i had to deal with it alone since i 'caused' it too and since then just ... wanting to forget it ever happened

while i am much, much better now, and slowly learning to manage my mental health struggles too, i do wonder just .. how much of how i am today was shaped by that horrible experience, like the way i overly try to pre-apologize and put doubts on every thought i write out, or the panic i feel when something does go outside my usual range (mostly twitter really ..) was immensely worsened by that .. among stuff i probably dont even realize

funnily enough, i made my account on tumblr to try and flee from all that was happening to me (even if they did stalk me at first .. even here) and hey, im still here :D

i guess what im trying to say is, i am very happy to still be here, i am grateful to be able to be myself, even with its downsides, even with my problems, even if the things i do are passable at best, even if i will never "make it big", even if i am annoying at times, even if i do mistakes still, even if i am .... horribly bad at replying to the awesome people that message me-

there are, at least a few people, who enjoy, or even care, or heck, even think about what i draw and write, which is .. still mind boggling to me and i might never be able to truly believe its all real, there are people who are able to see beyond my flaws, forgive me if i do missstep or overreact, and just be aware that even with everything i share about me, there is lots you dont know that may inform why i feel a certain way about something, but thats okay, i am human, i am here, there are people who enjoy my brainworms, and perhaps even think i, as a person, am nice

i am so grateful for that

some things are good

#ganondoodles talks #random #tw suicide mention #again i realyl dont mean to try and bait for sympathy or sth #but some things do remind me of these awful things #and remind me also how far i got #even if it ultimately doesnt matter #it matters to me #and it might matter to you #and that it matters to you matters to me #thank you #i almost replied in a jokey way about this to the mutuals post in question #but then wondered if perhaps that would be a little much #but then i kept thinking about this #and well #its late again and it suddendly all came back #so i had to write a little #also fuck deviantart #no further context needed in these shitty times

[catsplushellhounds]

last week a read a fanfic about the ND having a whole plan of finding out kurt and blaine's sex life, they had meetings and group chats about it, and would take turns to talk to the boys and/or spying on them and today i came up with the headcanon that in s6 they actually did that but without the spying bit

hear me out: the members of glee that were around in the "klaine era" start talking about how kurt came back to lima just to get back together with blaine (to me its canon they all know it already because we know how gossip works with them) and then someone (maybe puck) brings up a bet on how long it will take them to get back together

sam knows blaine's side more, since he's been on lima the entire time and was helping his bro out, so he tells them that blaine was really pissed off at kurt and doesn't think they'll get back together anytime soon

eventually they're all on board, maybe putting some money to spicy it up idk

rachel and sam are really important pieces in the whole thing, since they are the ones staying in lima and were the closest to kurt and blaine

so after everybody leaves, sam asks blaine if he's sure he doesn't want kurt back AT ALL, but blaine always says no because he's dating now and blah blah blah

same thing with kurt, but he says that he needs to move on, they're better off as friends blah blah blah

meanwhile everybody chats about it on the group chat they have, and they're complaining about the "awful" job sam and rachel are doing

so santana steps up and tries to get something out of them, but she gets nothing interesting

they all start to lose hope when the elevator episode happens, and after kurt and blaine tell sam and rachel what happened everybody gets excited again, and it's actually more exciting than before because now klaine are actively speaking! yay! (*insert achievement gif here*)

and every now and then someone cacthes them looking at each other, but they always deny it

and then it comes the day of the party (which y'all just know everybody saw what kurt did to sing with blaine), and they're all happy because they can tell something's up but suddendly they're not talking anymore and they're like wtf????

so they start speculating about it

"maybe they hooked up" - puck

"but why aren't they talking?" - mercedes

"maybe they're trying to hide it?" - mike

"i tried asking blaine if he and kurt were okay but he sorta of panicked and said they're fine, and ran away saying he was late for something" - sam

"yeah same thing with kurt, but he said nothing was different and didn't knew what i was talking about" - rachel

and they go on wondering why they barely looked at each other now but its cool because now they're all confused because they're getting married!

so idk maybe brittana won, getting married with them was their idea after all, they deserve the credit

bonus: the newbies get really curious to why all of the adults keep talking about mr hummel and mr anderson so kitty tells them all about klaine and even show some of the video footage she later found on sue's office

#this got a little bit longer than i imagined #its just that to me everybody ships klaine and is lowkey obsessed with them #or maybe thats just me... #anyway- #my bbys #headcanons

[thenatallie]

Mirror mirror on the wall

#sexy Loki #dom Loki Rating: explicit Fandom: Thor, Avengers Smut, sex ----------------~~~*~~~---------------- Thor was prepared for their arrival. "Heimdall?" he said... "In a minute", Heimdall replied. Soon, Jane appeared before them with some young girl. Apologizing look on her face for bringing cousin unanounced, she said "Thor dear", she hugged him, "meet my little sister Nicollete". "Good day to you Nicollete, I'm Thor". "Wow, it us so wonderfull that we finly meet, Jane has told me a lot about you, I'm Nickie", she spoken and widened her lips in a smile. Nickie was quite a pretty young girl. Her sultry hazel eyes and full lips widened, showing how she amazed was by sight of everything around her. Her black little top and jeans revealed a bit of her slim figure, with thin waist and firm breasts. Her blonde hair carresed her back. As they went out to the Bifrost bridge, Thor helped them to climb on back of horses, explained they can rest first and then come to lunch to finally meet the whole family. Jane and Nickie were mesmerised by the sight from the bridge, sun shining in most beautiful colors had reflection in the sea beneath them. As soon as they arrived near the castle, they saw Loki coming back from hunting, carrying two wild boars. He approached to the passangers. "Brother! Jane and her niece arrived, come greet them". Loki looked at Nickie's slim figure and her eyes shyly bathed with long eyelashes. He took her hand, never parting his eyes from hers, and kissed it. "I'm enchanted", he said wit a sly smile. Jane noticed and looked at Thor in a grim that sought explanation for Loki's overly friendly and god now what other demeanor. On the festivity, Frigga was excited there were two Modgardians sitting in front of her. Odin gave his best to be polite to them, although he did not approve son's blossoming relationship with one of them. Sif felt a bit uncofortable, and she didn't want Jane to notice that. Everyone else enjoyed exotic foods and beverages. Loki set next to mother and across to Nickie. He had a chance to examine her lovely face and pouting lips especially. Her deep red silk dress revealed nicely fromed sholders and light gently carresing her cleavage. Frigga asked Jane how many relatives they have. "Not much, parents, aunt and ucle, and grandma". Odin asked about grandma's age and found out she's 82, still holding well. Than he explained to the crowd that that Asgardians eventually die like Midgard people do. "Give it or take few thousand years", Loki noticed. Nickie burst into a loud laugh at what he said. Loki looked at her and smile lingered on his thin lips. At the sight of that, Nickie looked down, her cheeks reddened. After arrival to their chambers, Jane quickly close the door and held Nickie by her shoulders, " I don't know what has gotten into you! That man is nothong but trouble, Nickie! He is dangeros...and you're 18, and he is god knows what age!" "I don't know what are you talking about, Jane! I only laughed, that's all!" Nickie exclaimed. "Just be carefull, my dear", Jane said carresing her cheek. They hugged. It was evening when Nickie went out for a walk, alone, deeply in her thougts and worried if Jane noticed more than just a laugh, because whenever she looked at Loki, she felt tingling in her lower stomach. How he smiled, how he walked, and, oh dear, how he looked at her... As she approached to park with gothic style statues, suddendly she noticed Loki sitting on a bench. She felt a surge of heat deep within her, butterflies in her stomach while she approached him. "Quickly think what to say", she told herself, but she couldn't think of anything else than "Hi, what are you doing?" "Thinking... And what about you, are you cold in that dress?" "No. I was walking to clear my mind." Loki smiled and bit his lip, bringing his face close to hers, saying:"Why, what's bothering your pretty little head?" Small ray of light crossing her eyes revealed to him that her eye pupils suddendly enlarged. His puzzled gaze examining her very soul just caused her to feel stronger surge of fire. She loudly exhaled "Nothing bothers me, I was just bored". "Listen", Loki said, "I tamed a young stallion yesterday, would you like to ride it... with me" he purred. "I can show you beautiful places, and more..." he stoped deliberately making a long pause, lowering his lips near her ear, "and more, I can show you how to handle my shaft... and cast fireball spell... It will be fun" he added, carefull not to scare her with that double meaning. His warm breath carresed her ear and neck... She involuntarily took a deep breath and swallowed... "Dangerous man!", Jane's words echoed in her head, she thaught "His choice of words is a bit strange, his tone too..." Nickie shivered as a little bit of fear and a lot of butterflies in her stomach stroke her. "Dangerous, but fun..." came to her mind as she gave in to feelings that he provoked inside of her. She laughed, half embarrassed, other half because of unbearable tingling in her stomach. "Yes, please, that would be so much fun!" she exclaimed and gave him a seductive look, then gradually her smile dissapeared as she saw him biting and licking his lower lip. They went back to stables. The stalion was magnificent, brown and his muscular body shining. "Come up now", Loki grabbed her by her waist and put her on the horse. He climbed behind her, put his arm around her waist and they rode into the night. As they were riding in narrow road leading to a wood in front of them, Nickie pulled back into Loki's lap resting her head on Loki's shoulder. Loki removed a strand of hair from her neck and purred to her ear, provoking "Do young girls on Midgard often go to the woods with strangers?" "No..." "It could be dangerous, someone could have hurt you already." "You wouldn't hurt me, right Loki?" "No..." Damn, he felt her warm ass on his throbbing member, provoking a surge of desire in him. He could "hurt" her, why not? His mind was flooded with immoral thoughts for her, he could bend her forward and take her right on this horse, they could get down and then, he taught, he could lay her on a meadow, willingly or not. But he knew better than to take a women, a girl especially, by force. He liked his girls shout his name in extasy, not in tears. She could feel by that moment that he is hardened, but she didn't move away. He, too, knew that she could feel it. "You are reckless, little lady, not afraid of any danger you might be in!" "What do you mean Loki?" She asked in surprise. "But you are safe with me. Tell me, how many boys did you have?" "Only one" "And how far you went with him?" "What do you mean?" "Oh, you know better than that, don't you little girl?" His voice now threathening. He made a pause, colleceted himself a little bit and added calmly "How far?" "We didn't do that..." "Did what? Say it!" he ordered. "We didn't... didn't fuck" she whispered to his ear. His cock was hard as a stone by now, he felt such a surge of passion that he pulled her hard by her waist to mount her ass better to his "shaft". Again, she didn't move away. They rode through the wood like that for some time, each being more and more aroused, and each being still about it. Finally, they went out of woods and a large meadow appeared in front of them. Loki suddendly shouted "Run!" and the horse started quickening its pace. Nickie felt a course of addrenaline through her body. Her ass slamming in his lap, his hard cock and her crotch in contact to saddle, lead her to extreme surge of pleasure. The feeling intensified while they rode. She was breathing heavily. Suddendly, a serie of soft moans escaped her lips, while pleasure rose to unbearable and she came. They circled around and across the meadow. Loki knew she orgasmed, he was so in need to fuck her or jerk off, but he turned horse, finally stopping at the entrance of the wood they came through. They were silent during the trip back. She asked herself all that time if Loki noticed what just have happened. He stopped near a tree in front of castle. It was already very late, so she will need to sneak into her and Jane's chambers. Luckily, there was no one to see her riding and embraced by Loki, eather. He went off the horse and helped her come down. Provoking again, he said "Good night and don't go with anyone else like this" " I won't, or what, you'll become jelous?" "Oh yes, and some men can harm you, too!" he barked. "I know, I won't... Uncle Loki..." she provoked this time,  leaning forward to kiss his cheek. Little teaser, she'll get a taste of what she deserves, he thought. As soon as her lips touched his cheek, he abruptly grabbed her by waist and captured her lips in his. He needed to jerk off as soon as he arrives into bedchambers, he taught... Loki's kiss deepend and became demanding while he started to caress her neck. Now already, he held her neck, leaving her no space to brake the kiss if she even wanted. She felt she went too far with him this time. She was scared, yet excited, she needed to push him away somehow. It was him who ended the kiss. She ran to the castle while he remained a second or two to admire her thin silouette and also not to come with her to the castle, if anyone is awake at that hour. Jane was asleep, lucky for Nickie. Nickie half woke up with warm feeling in her stomach and cheast. When she realized what has gotten into her, she woke up completely, shocked by her last night's demeanor. She was no lady, she acted as a little whench. On the other side, Loki wike up hardened again, although he jerked off before sleep, thinking of little Nickie, how her pink nipples on her small firm breasts would harden under his fingers and how he would fuck her hard while her dreamy tight flesh fights him. Jane came with Thor into chambers, she got up earlier than Nickie, she was all excited being with Thor in beautiful places on Asgard. She loved gothic style statues in parks, and how ivy climbed upon them and upon old elegantly carved walls. "Hey, do you want something nearest to first morning cofee I've found here" "Yes, sis" Nickie smiled. Three of them set around small baroque table, enyoing their bitter sweet hot beverages. "Hey, where you were last night? I guess I was asleep when you came" Jane asked. "Yes, I didn't wanna wake you. I was for a walk." "Alone?" "All by mysel. This is Asgard, the friendliest place I have ever been." "At least you were not with Loki" Nickie looked in a surprise, frowned and lied she didn't. "We saw him going to his bedchambers earlier that night, after a glass of wine" Then Nickie realized Loki cast spell to make his double. Good, she got away with her list night's adventure. Thor, amused, asked Jane "Loki?" "Yes Loki, look Thor, she's young and the way he looks at her is outrageus" "Jane, Loki knows his boundaries, he may look at her, but he will not act upon it. "Stop talking about me as if I'm not here" Nickie exclaimed. "Jane worries prematurely, but you are not making any unthoughtful moves, right?" Thor asked wirh warning in his voice "Right", she answered, the ton of her voice inconvincing even to herself. After a beautiful day at beach with Jane and Thor, she took a warm scented long bath. Jane went with Thor and said she'll be back within an hour to prepare together for a celebration that night. Nickie started picking up dresses. Again, her own thoughts scared her. She was looking for something revealing to provoke Loki, to show him what he can so easily have. Of course, she ment her affection in general, not like she would sleep with him after one date. Was it a date...? She picked a black dress with lace across chest which delicately showed her cleavage. Lower part was cut so one leg is revealed to the hip. "Perfect! Tonight, I'm gonna tease Loki again" Nickie found Loki's eyes in the crowd. She gently swayed her hips in the rhythm of cheerful medieval music and gave Loki a seductive look over her shoulder. His gaze captured her eyes, mesmerizing her. With one swift motion of his head he showed her to come out with him She met him at the door. "Let's go outside the castle" he ordered, and she only could obey. They set in the park like the other night. Except he was turned toward her, legs wide spread, sly smile on his face. "Uncle Loki, she excaled softly and almost moaned his name, "you said to teach me fireball spell and...um...how to handle a shaft. Like weapon shaft", she sad quickly as if she corrected herself.  "Wepon, sure, an what did you think? "he chukcled, then became deadly serious. He tilted his head toward her as if he were to kiss her, his lips only a few inches from hers, and he purred lustfully looking at her lips "How did you sleep last night? I had to think of you and..  jerk off" When he said "off" he traced her lips with his thumb for a while. She could feel arousal in her core. He now fully hardened suddendly put his thumb in her mouth. She was surprised, yet obedient while he explored her mouth. He saw her pupils widened so her eyes were ever black, shiny and dazed. "Loki, what are we doing?" she moved. He traced her with his eyes which wondered from her clevage to her bare leg, his arm fell on her knee and parted her legs. He slowly traced her inner thigh coming deliberately slowly to her crotch. She couldn't move, part from surprise, part from fear that he might hurt her if she moved away. Loki moved her panties and touched her... his fingers moving over her clit and hot wet entrance. She gasped and looked at him scared and pale. "Look how far yo've gotten with your demeanor, young lady" he said. "Uncle Loki, please..."The sound of her voice just made him caress her faster. She was surprised how intimately his touch feeled. "Uncle Loki, what?" he asked. "Why do you touch me, do you like me?" "Yes. If you want to learn fireball, first I need to help you release, then you help me the same way, yes?" "Yes" She was quiet while he explored her so intimately. He then moved her dress to caress her breasts. Her pink nipples were hard and by now, she could only surrender to her sweet captor. He continued to caress her clit, moaning already with her as if he fucked her, and she writhed quickly while cumming hard. He kissed her passionately and pullef her arm down to his trousers, her fingers around his huge member, and showed her how to stroke it. It was silky in her hand, rock hard, thick, long. She exhaled in amazement. With loud moan, he came, too. "No time for other fireballs tonight, I shall teach you tommorrow." "Ok". They needed to come back to the celebration separately. Jane and Thor asked Nickie "Where you have been all the time? We were about to look for you" "Just catching breath on terrace" "I looked on the terrace, couldn't find you" "Did you check lower part, beneath the stares?" "No" "Well, there I was, silly" Nickie laughed. "Shall we share some wine?" "Yes" Wine was exquisetly nice, sweet and strong. She could feel it warming her body. Thor looked suspiciuosly across the crowd and saw Loki talking to a knight. He couldn't remember if he saw him while Nickie was missing. Quickly, his attention ran to Jane when she kissed him. Loki again gave Nickie a sign to come with him. She followed him to a corridor leading to dark. He took her hand and said "Let me show you something interesting" Soon, they entered his chambers. They stopped on front of a large mirror. "I love mirrors, do you? Can be decieving, can be true, depends on you..." he said. "I wanna see you in loveliest dresses". He carresed her spine, shoulders and breasts while magically changing lacey dresses on her. She looked in amazement. He poured her some sweet wine. She took a big sip. He wanted to taste her mouth swewtend by wine and he kissed her feverashly. She let his exploring tongue carress hers. He lowered her to the bed. She could see she couldn't think straight from her arousal and wine. He took off her dress, leaving her only in underwear. "Loki, I'm scared it will hurt". "I can give you invunerability power so you will only feel pleasure." That sounded promissing. However, she was still unsure how far would she go, when he freed her breasts from bra, started squizing them and licking ever so vulgar. "I'm gonna fuck you all night" he exclaimed through his irregular breath. Than he removed her panties and undressed himself by doing magic, leaving only black silk topcoat in him. His tongue explored her inner tights, then flickering over her clit. She moaned lustfully, completely giving in the passion between them. He lay on top of her, shut her mout with his palm and said "Take it! Take all of it!" as he plunged himself inside of her. She cried loudly and then he casted invunerability spell for her. Her voice silent now, only their lustfull sobs could be heared. He pumped himsf in and out with brutal force, her thight walls clenching around him. It hurt a bit, but nothing compared to pleasure he gave her. Loki consumed her, rode her, fucked her for nearly an hour, grabbing her wrists because she scratched his back during one of his brutal entries. He put his fingers into her mouth, saying "Take all of it little whench, you are not a little girl anymore" "Oh yes, Uncle Loki, ooohhh" she replied. Burried in her tender core, he felt his climax approaching because her voice triggered him. It sounded so vulgar when she said "Uncle Loki". It was for him as if she said "fuck me harder Uncle Loki". He then made circular motions and her flesh forcefully clenched around his pulsating shaft and she came with a wanton moan. He climaxed while inside of her, expelling every last drop of his hot seed in her pussy. Exhausted, they layed on the bed for some time. Nickie finally confessed to herself and to him "I'm in love with you, Loki" He grabbed her by neck and said "You're all mine now" ------------~~~~~*~~~~~------------ The End

[slytherin-days]

The Wrong Time - Snape X Student Fanfic

Hey, 

PLEASE READ, I PROMISE YOU WON’T REGRET IT ☺

After a long break I’m back on this blog and I’ve decided to resume my hobby for writing fics hahah. Here is one of my lasts. I hope you like it and please, if that’s the case, support me and let me know if you want me to write and upload other ones. Enjoy. ☺

PD: English is not my language, so I’ve tried my best writing it. It is also good for me to practise hahah. <3

You were walking through the long corridor, wand in hand illuminating all in order to not falling on the floor. You were quiet and extremely carefully, trying not to make any noise to avoid someone getting up and catching you. You knew you were close, something must be in the other side of  that door. Something that will change the meaning of everything forever. Lots of those questions that have been tormenting you for all these years will finally have an answer.

You keep walking, fast but quiet. You hear a noise. Steps. Someone is walking, and is very close to you. You ran behind a big column trying to hide from "that noise", and turned off the light your wand was giving. You stay there, frozen, even trying not to make noise while you breathe. Steps sound quite far from you now. You finally calm down and decide to continue your work. You keep on walking through the corridor, this time without light, trying to be more discreet. You walk next to the wall with a hand on it to make sure you don't loose your way or hit something. Your hand arrives to the end of the wall, then you must turn right or go straight on. You hear steps again. They sound like if they were in that corridor. You stay there and take out your head to, with the little moon light going through the window, you look at the end of the corridor. You saw nothing, also the steps are gone again. You calm down and turn around. Then it happens.

You are blinded by a strong light. You close your eyes for a moment trying to recover and try to run away from there.

-Not so fast, Ms. Y/N... I supposed it was you.

You felt how someone grabs your arm. You know that voice.

- Professor Snape... - you say as you open your eyes.

- What are you doing this time prowling the corridors so late in the night. And you better have a good excuse.

- I was just... hmmm... I couldn't sleep and  went for a little walk...

- Don't lie to me!- Snape said in a rude tone, as he leans you against the wall and presses his wand to your cheek. - It's already been too many times I find you at the wrong place in the wrong time.

- I'm sorry Professor Snape, it won't happen again- you say trying to make him let you go as you move your arm, which was grabbed by Snape.

- You damn incompetent... Do you really think I'm going to believe any word out of that... Apparently good girl's little mouth? - He slowly moves his wand through you cheek, arriving to your lips. You could feel his dark eyes staring at you.

- That's annoying Professor! - You say as you move your head away.

- Silence! You know what happens to those ones that break the rules? You know what happens to... liars?

- Okay Professor, I'll assume my punishment as I broke the rules, I promise. I'll stay for detention. Now let me go please, you are hurting me...

Snape moved his face closer to yours. He started moving his wand down your neck, going between your breasts and going over your stomach.

- Who has spoken of detention?

He pulled you rudely and made you stay next- to him.

- You are coming with me... - He said as he made you walk, pointing your neck with his wang.

He made you walk quickly through all the corridors, having your arm grabbed to make sure you were not going to escape from him. He knew you were intelligent and astute and would try to take advantage of any of his inattentions. Suddenly he stopped in front of a wood door. He casted a spell to open it as he still had you by your arm. As soon as the door opened, he pushed you inside, came in and closed the door again with another spell. You knew that place. He had brought you to the little room where he saved his potions. You had already been there before, stealing some ingredients to make some personal potions. You tried to speak in order to have an explanation for what was happening (you already suspected what was going to happen next), but Snape did it first.

- Do not say a word! - He said as he pointed you with his wand.

You staid immobile, against the shelves full of flasks, looking at Snape with fear in your eyes, wondering what was going to happen next. He squeezed your cheeks with his hand, grabbing your face and making you look directly at his.

- Maybe with that you will learn the lesson for the next time... - And he suddenly licked your face. You could feel his tongue on your chin, going up to your lips and up until he raises your forehead. He looks at your confused face and starts kissing you roughly. You could feel how his tongue was making its way inside your mouth, how he was biting your lips. His hands started going down, touching you, going over every inch of you.  He pulled your body against his, while he kissed and licked your neck. You could feel he was getting hard. He moved his hands under your sweater, until he reached your boobs. He grabbed them with his hands and started to press them. Quickly he removes your sweater, t-shirt and bra. You stood there, half naked in front of your Professor Severus Snape. He was looking at you. You could feel pure lust in his dark eyes. Again he grabbed your boobs in his hands and started playing with them. He pinched your hard nipples with his fingers, making you moan every time he did it. You were so confused. It was feeling good. He continued touching rudely your nipples.

- You silly girl... You think you can fool me? Is better not having me as your enemy, Ms. Y/N. That's what happens if you try to laugh at me! - He put his face on your boobs and started to suck them.

You felt his tongue moving around your nipples, biteing them and sucking. You started moaning. It seems he liked that, so now he was sucking with more intensity. Suddendly he stopped. He grabbed you from your hips and turned you around. Now your were face to the shelfs, with your back a tilted forward. Then, you had him so close that you could feel his erection between your ass cheeks.

- Had you ever thought about this, Ms Y/N? Had you ever thought you'd once be my whore?

You were very shocked about what was happening, but in the end, you knew you were kind of enjoying it. The fact that Severus Snape's cock was hard because of you was making you feel so horny. He grabbed your trousers and with a curt gesture, pulled them down as well as your panties. You were there, inside a room with your Professor, naked against the shelves. You felt so vulnerable in that situation, fully exposed to Snape. He could do whatever he wanted. That situation was turning you on so much.

He slammed your ass with rudeness.

- You like me slamming your ass, don't you? You are a fucking whore...- He slammed again. You could hear the sound of his hand against your ass cheeks. It was making you moan. Suddenly you felt the tip of his fingers caressing your entrance.

- Look at this. You are already wet, Ms Y/N. It seems like you are… enjoying that as much as I am…- And he introduced one finger inside you. You let out a quiet moan, as you were feeling embarrassed but at the same time you knew Snape´s fingers felt so good inside you. He staid like that for a while, fingering you until he felt you were about to come. Then he took them out, leaving you half way.

- Turn around and get on your knees… Now – He said as he pointed you again with his wand. You immediately obeyed and found yourself laying on your knees, trying to cover your boobs with your hands, as he unzipped his trousers.

- Do not cover any inch of you, Ms. Y/N… - Then he pulled his length out. You were surprised of that. Snape had a considerable size. You looked at it with a shocked face as you bite your inner lip. You wanted to feel him inside your mouth so bad.

- I do not have all night – He said while he unbuttoned his clothes, exposing his torso. Under so many layers of cloth, Snape had a good physical shape. You took his dick in your hand and started licking the tip with your tongue, for soon, letting it all inside your mouth.

- No hands – He said as he removed them from his dick. You started moving your head from back to front, trying to put it all inside even though it was hard. He put his hand on the back of your head, pushing you in order to make it get in easier. You could feel it hit the start of your throat, making you feel as if you were about to drown with it. You retired your head when you need to breath, but he didn’t allow you to have so long breaks, soon he was putting it again inside your mouth and making you suck deeper.

When he was satisfied with your work, he caught you by your neck making you stand up right in front of him. He looked at you with his lustful black eyes.

-Let’s se how you take that inside you- he turned you around and pressed you against the shelf. You felt his dick rub against your down lips, teasing you. Snape was so close you could feel him breath behind your head.

- Please, fuck me Professor… - You said in a shy tone.

And he introduced all his length inside you. You felt how he made his way inside, making you shake and moan. He started moving slow, pulling it out slowly for next coming in again with a fast movement, but soon his pushing become faster and faster. You could hear the sound of both of your skins hitting each other.

-Is that what you wanted? Were you outside of bed looking for a big cock? – he moaned in your ear. – This is what happens to little sluts who don’t obey their teacher.

He slammed your ass again, so hard your cheeks turned red and you could feel how they burned. It was a mix of pain and pleasure that was making you crazy. The situation of being roughly fucked by the Potions Master was making you so hot you were about to come. Your breathing turned faster and deeper, your moans were louder and your legs started shaking as you had one of the hardest orgasms in your life. Of course Snape noticed that.

-Come for me like that, that’s what happens when naughty girls get fucked by real men.

He grabbed you from your hips in order to avoid you falling to the floor, and kept on fucking you with the same intensity. He had not finished with you yet. Now he caught your boobs in his hands and started playing again with your nipples. He pressed them with the tip of his fingers making you moan every time he did, for next turning you around facing him.

-Come up here - He caught you from your ass pulling you up, supporting it against one of the shelfs, and then started coming in and out of you again. He pressed his body against yours, rubbing your boobs against his chest, kissing you wildly and making you come again so hard. Then his breathing became faster.

- I’m coming bitch. Open your mouth, now! – You laid on your knees and took all his dick inside your mouth, sucking it. Soon you felt it pump and could taste all his juice inside your mouth. You sucked it until the last drop.

Snape staid there fore a moment recovering, but soon he caught your clothes and throwed them to you.

-Get dressed. Fast. – You started putting your panties and t-shirt fast but as soon as you noticed, Snape grabbed you from your face with one of his hands, pulling your face close to his, and gave you a wet kiss, for then pushing you outside of the little potion’s room and closing the door, leaving you half naked on the dark corridor.

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Backstory “How to draw LOVE”

“Back off... What happen last night?”

Other POV

Jimin was waking up late after lunchtime. His head was bursting already. He was definitly not used to alcohol. Jungkook was laying beside him, arms wrapped around him. He made some movement to turn around and looking at him. Then suddendly it flashed what happen yesterday and how it came to this. "Oh god... did we really..." Jimin was looking under the blanked. He couldn´t remind himself how he got out of his clothes. He just saw that he was still wearing his boxers. Again he looked at Jungkook and smiled.

Flashback....

Even after the half-night talk, Namjoon wasn´t still feeling good at all, but they agreed to do the little Christmas-Party. Namjoon needed it,they all needed a little happy time. Jimin said he would do the decoration together with Jungkook and Tae. Jin would cook something and make some salads. Namjoon wasn´t really happy in first place when he heard that Jin would bring Tae along.

"Namjoon, it will be a nice get-together and hopefully nice evening, ok." Jimin didn´t know yet that he was so wrong with what he had promised. "We will eat and talk. It will be fun."

"Ok, i rely on you."  Namjoon sightst while doing the dishes. The Cafe would open in an hour, so they had a little bit to do

"Then it is set." Jimin was happy and excited.

"Btw... is it ok to invide Hoseok to. I know you don´t want to talk with him. You don´t have to, but he is a colleague." Namjoon asked him.

"It´s ok, as long as i don´t have to talk with him, he can come." Jimin answered, also thinking about how Taehyung will react when he sees him. Jimin knew that Tae still has some feelings for Hoseok. He told him, in secret, 3 days ago, but he still could not forget what he did with yoongi and how much it had hurt Jimin.

Next Day... December 24... 

Jimin had messaged Jungkook and Tae to help him to decorate the Cafe. They had it closed today because of the party. Both agreed immediately and made themselfs on their way.

"Ahhh Jimin, why... i´m not good in that." Tae was frustrated because the lights were cuddled up and he had problems to get them in line. Jimin started laughing when he saw it. "Hey, don´t laugh at me, help me."

"Ok Tae, wait." Jimin got down from the chair. Jungkook and him were done with the decoration in the windows. He got over to Tae and helped him. After 15 minutes they had it finally and were hanging up the lights on the wall around the room. 

"Tae, has Jin started yet cooking the meat and making the salads?" Jimin asked him. 

"Yeah, he had started 30 minutes ago. I will pick him up later." Tae had let himself falling on the bank under him. "I´m done. I didn´t know that decorating something is so hard."

"Haha... " Jimin was laughing again but then immediately got serious. "Hmmm Tae, i need to tell you something. You should know it. Hoseok will be here today to, at the party." Jimin saw how Taes expression changed from one second to another.

"Really, ohhh... ok... it´s ok. I don´t care really." Tae said and looked on his phone. Jimin was sitting down beside him, cause noone should hear what he had to say.

"I know you do care. Ok but i just told you because you have the right to know so that you not to surprised." Jimin whispered in his ear.

"Jimin can you come over here, i need your help." Jungkook said and Jimin obliged.

Meanwhile... not to mention that Jimin doesn´t know this... Omg, thought Hoseok, Jimin will kill him for that. What he was thinking, it just slipped out. He made his phone on silent because Yoongi wouldn´t stop writing him. After 10 minutes it stopped. He can´t say Jimin that he told Yoongi about the Party. He hoped that Yoongi wouldn`t take this as a message to come over there tonight.

Back in the Cafe...

"Hey Baby, what should i help you with?" Jimin asked but didn´t got an answer. Jungkook grabbed his waist with both hands and pulled him near. 

"Hmmm... how about kiss me here!" Jungkook pointed on his lips and Jimin obliged right away. He pecked his boyfriends lips softly. Jungkook sighst. "Hey, i meant a real kiss."

"Not here, when others are around. Ok" Jimin said smiling. "Later, you can get more of this."  

Jungkook accepted it and got back to what he was doing. The party would start in 2 hours and they where still not done. Tae was messaging Jin and asked him how the cooking was going. Jin said that he might needed a little help.

"Hey Jimin, i will go to Jin. He had asked me for helping him. It seems he cooked again to much. hehehehe..." Tae laught at that thought.

"Haha... yeah Jin is always overcooking... " Jimin started laughting at his own words. 

"Hey, don´t say that. " Tae got a little mad but came down immediately. He said bye to Jungkook and Jimin and was driving to Jin´s apartment.

*Timeskip*

Namjoon came to the Cafe at 6 pm. Jimin and Jungkook were gone for an 1 hour to shower and change clothes, but they were back before Namjoon arrived. Short after that Jin and Tae came with the meat and salads. Jimin helped them to carry everything. Jin really had cooked to much again. They were just 6 people. Namjoon said short hi to Tae and Jin and were going back into the kitchen. He don´t wanted to stay to long near Jin. 

"Hmmm... Tae i will go in the kitchen to get some more plates ok." Jin said while looking after Namjoon.

"Ok, you cooked to much. Yes we need some more plates." Tae sighst and pinched his cheek. Jin smacked his arm for that and went immediatley into the kitchen.

"Hi Namjoon, ahhmmmm... i... " Jin was about to ask him something but Namjoon cutted him off.

"Hi, do you need some more plates?" He asked.

"Yeah, i do but that wasn´t what i wanted to ask?" Jin was nervous. 

"What is it?" Namjoon got nervous to but tried to concentrate on taking the bottles out of the fridge.

"I..." Jin was about to start again but got cutted off from a very loud noise outside. Both looked at each other and got immediatley out of the kitchen. Namjoon saw that Hoseok was there now to but that wasn´t the point at all. The point was that Yoongi was laying on the floor and Jungkook was over him grabbing him by his shirt and the other hand crunched into a fist. 

"Hey stop this. What happen here?" Namjoon couldn´t believe what was happen right now and looked around. He saw Jimin sitting on the bench, shivering. He looked at Jin and Jin understanded right away. He rushed to Jimin and were hugging him.

"Jungkook get off of him." Namjoon was grabbing Jungkooks arm and pushed him off of Yoongi. Jungkook looked really angry and was about to explode. Yoongi was still laying down on the floor. Tae was standing at the side, still shocked and Hoseok felt really guilty right now, because it was manly his fault.

"Why, why can´t you let him. He don´t want you anymore. He is my boyfriend now. Stay away from him." Jungkook was screaming. Namjoon was going near Jungkook and layed a hand on his shoulder. Jungkook yanked his hand away almost hitting him.

"Ooohhh... i´m sorry Namjoon, really. But... that´s.. i can´t." Jungkooks emotion were overflowing. He couldn´t help it. When it comes to Jimin, he was very protective. Yoongi was very drunk, Namjoon could see it and smell it while helping him up. Yoongi yanked his hands away.

"llllett mmee... i caann doth thisss allone." Yoongi said while getting up. "Jiimmminn.. pleaseee..."

"Nooo, go please. I don´t want to see you anymore. Please gooo." Jimin screamed while Jin was still hugging him. Jungkook chuckled when he heard his boyfriend screaming, there was so much pain in it.

"Ok, out of my Cafe now and i don´t want to see you here anymore." Namjoon said and Yoongi nooded his head. 

After Yoongi was finally gone, the Party came slowly back to life. Jungkook rushed fast to Jimin, who was still shocked by what happened minutes ago. Jin had let go of him and he wrapped his arms around him and was drawing soft circles around his back to keep him calm. Jimin’s stiffness slowly faded and he relaxed in Jungkook`s arm. Actually he relaxed a little too much because of Jungkook`s hands on his back. He felt that his face was slowing changing its color. So he tried to hide it by putting his face into Jungkook`s neck.

“Jimin are you ok?” Jungkook ask him while still holding him in his arms.

“Huhhhhh…” That was all Jimin could say.

“Jimin, look at me!” Jungkook said while pulling himself away from Jimin, who was still looking down. He put one finger under Jimin´s chin and lifted it up. “Are you… Jimin… You look flushed.”

“Sorry, I can´t help it. Your hands…” Jimin almost whispering but Jungkook had heard what he had said. Jimin had a little trouble with the situation before, so it might be got a little heated anyway but Jungkook didn´t know Jimin would be that sensitive. Jungkook looked around. The others were talking with each other so no one recognized it. Suddenly Jimin putted his hands at Jungkooks back and pushed him through the door in the kitchen. 

“Jimin, what….” Jungkook couldn´t complete what he wanted to say because Jimin pushed him against the sideboard, arms wrapping around his neck and smashing their lips against each other. This time it was a very passionate and deep kiss. Jungkook took seconds to kiss him back. He flipped them over so that Jimin now got pressed against the sideboard. Jungkooks hands on Jimin`s waist. His fingers drawing soft circles through the fabric of his shirt, making Jimin gasp and mouth open to welcome Jungkook. After some minutes they backed off for Air. 

“Jimin, do you really want that? I don´t think we are ready for that. I don´t want that to happen this way. We both not in our right mind. I want to do it when we feel good with it. Not like this. It should be special for both of us.” Jungkooks look was full of love while saying it. Jimin was still heavy breathing but came slowly down.

“Huhhhh… I just…” Jimin couldn´t really speak yet.

“Jimin, don´t push yourself, ok. I promise you, our first time together will be amazing.” Jungkook wrapped his arms around him and pulled him to his chest.

“Ok Jungkook, I understand what you mean. I got a little heated…. the whole Yoongi thing was to much.” Jimin said while hugging him back. “And i´m looking forward to your promise. I can´t wait.” 

Jungkook smiled and he knew they would on for it very soon because he wants it and Jimin to. He kept in mind to plan it very romantically for both. After that they got back to the party and were sitting down with the others.

Jin was glancing at Namjoon from time to time while talking with Tae. He still couldn´t ask him about what his brother had told him. He was so curious. So he kept it in mind to talk to him about that later. So was Hoseok. He was sitting on his own and playing with his phone but he definitly felt some eyes on him and he knew who it was. Tae looked away when Hoseok lifted his head. What could it possible mean? Jimin watched the whole scenery while still hugging his boyfriend.

"Jungkook." Jimin was whispering in his ear.

"Yeah." He answered.

"Look carefully and tell me what you see?" Jimin asked him and Jungkook did what he got told. He was surprised. His brother was glancing at Namjoon and Tae was watching Hoseok.

"I think,i know what you mean." He said whispering into Jimins ear.

"So, shouldn´t we do something about that." Jimin asked him

"Maybe, we will talk later about that." Jungkook said and kissed him softly on the lips.

End of Flashback...

Jimin was still looking at Jungkook and started caressing his face. Jungkook hummed under the touch and opened his eyes.

"Good Morning Baby." Jungkook said with his raspy voice. "Are you ok. You got very drunk yesterday."

"Ohhh. Ok.. that why my head feel about to explode." Jimins said still holding his head. "But another question. Did we... you know..."

"Did we what... sleeping with each other?" Jungkook was smiling by that thought. "No we didn´t ok. I said to you yesterday that we will do it when the time is right."

"What a relief." Jimin sights and Jungkook gave him that look. "No, please. I want to sleep with you but you were right yesterday. OK" Jungkook putted his hand behind Jimins neck and pulled him in for a long morning kiss. After that Jimin cuddle himself into Jungkooks arms and they were drifting off to sleep again.

HOW TO DRAW LOVE AU ( 14-13/? )

Jimin follows a well known artist on Facebook; not knowing it is Jungkook; a boy he met two years ago and fell for despite being in a relationship. Jungkook suddenly disappeared on him without saying why and left Jimin with a lot of “what ifs”.

@golden-kookmin​ so here the behindstory about what happen the last 2 Days from Jimins view... just wait for goldenkookmins update... ;)

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