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eggplant-dolma · 1 month

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well i just haven't been around for a couple weeks now huh?

school and mental health have been really difficult; I've accomplished so little over the past two weeks and i can't help but feel like i can't possibly be trying hard enough :') I'm genuinely like.. a little concerned i might not be able to graduate this semester, which doesn't feel very good at all

BUT!! I have about 5 weeks to really try and get to where i need to be, so I guess that's my goal now, to lock down and crank out as much as possible and hope i can pull it together into something passable (i mean, id like to have something well-done that im proud of, but i think a C is a kinder and more realistic goal atm lol)

we got a ton of snow yesterday and it's been raining since, but we need the water and it was nice to see the snow after a very dry winter 🌨️☃️❄️

#academic problems #its rough out here yall #studyblr #audhd #cest moi #eggplant does capstone

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thefluxqueen · 21 days

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i dont rlly know if i wanna date i just wanna be in situationships with people. i want what rendog has with married men but with woman. is that too much ta ask

#spain speaks #its rough out here yall

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skatingbi · 5 months

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Curse zosan week for being the week of my finals!!! How dare!!!

#Its rough out here yall

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kangtaebins · 25 days

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… hi my loves, it’s been a while <3

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 6 months

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yeehaw just wrote over 3k and i can't publish Any of it without miles of fantasy au context

#technically its a full scene and a half #brain: hey what if a solid thousand words was just silly puppets having breakfast #and then i said 'damn youre so right' and yeah. silly puppets having breakfast and arguing over ale vs mead #i love writing from barnaby's pov. im so unfunny that its ruining his reputation #i go There Could Be A Joke Here #but head Empty so there isn't one. i continue on. rinse and repeat #anyway big scene of barnaby and wally bonding #as i was writing i was honestly like 'the wallaby enjoyers would have a field day with this'#am i one of them? no. however i know my 'qp barnaby and wally' belief bleeds into my writing #so yk. its easily read either way.#of course i immediately counteract it by sprinkling in a laughingstock crumb or two but yk yk #fantasy au is so fun to chew on... everyone gets to say Fuck and threaten genuine violence...#absolutely unprompted #speaking of writing im actually going to Attempt nanowrimo this year #im gonna try to belt out the roughest rough draft of a standalone book idea #i still need to finish the outline but! im sure i can do that in 10 days!#but anyway ive been having so many fantasy au feelings lately idk why #i think i need to rewatch lotr! extended editions of course im not an animal.#well i am. but - yeah whatever yall get it #im craving that sweet sweet high fantasy & worldbuilding & high quality cinema

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danidoesathing · 10 months

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"Everyone has a face they see in it, and sure as the celestials, it'll be hers."

Lonesome Dreams - Lord Huron

#again no teaser BUT theres trailers #I am running out of ideas on stuff to make. can you tell #but I really enjoy making gifs so like. what do #yall are welcome to request stuff. please im desperate here #I want to make stuff for the movie but I dont have a download for it so it's screenrecorded and my laptop lags like its a competition #so its a trial and half to get smooth footage for gifs. by god I will do it but its rough #dani speaks #lord huron #lord huron lonesome dreams #lonesome dreams #lord huron gifs #lord huron gif #the quote is from the text of the lonesome dreams books on the grj website btw I didnt pull it out of my ass #I didnt use lyrics for the other ones so I didnt want to use it here

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lemongogo · 6 months

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hi

#yall ths art block is so bad its actually making me so stressed out😭😭😭#its been awful plenty of times before BUT THISSS???IT FEELS NEVER ENDINGGG #so fucking frustrating-__- and i was finally working on smth i had started to like yday #but i hit this mid point where i didnt know How 2 break thru from like .. rough > finished #and im like T__T . brah . head in my hands #IDK WHAT TO DOOOOOOO . < lamenting . < woe is me .#sry i luv talking abt it . its therapeutic tbh . what do u guys do when u are in this position #i also try to go back to basics and j do gesture studies until i feel more capable #but im like shakig the bars of my cage . let me do smt fun again. please ❤️ PLEASEE ❤️#i think part of it is also imposter syndrome whre like .. u see so many people u look up to doing so many cool things w their art #and its like . falling back into the trap of comparison and feeling like nothing u make can replicate the feeling of seeing those other #things ykwim🤔#sick in da head . i think its also a twt issue #like ever since i started posting on there ive been feeling like i have 2 make . quote unquote good things which . obviously dookie sentimen #bc any art is objectively good art there isnt like . U CANT BE BAD YKWIM HELP #but when i j posted to tumblr it was like . u send it off like slapping a horse on the ass and u see it ride away and its so lowkey #and fun.. the community here is so muchc fun .. j dont feel pressured here #smiles sweetly #<gi influence #maybe ill delete the app 4 a while until i feel normal again #guys we need to kill all social media #guys we need to go back to drawing sheep on rocks (<giotto ref(#if i had 2 elaborate ig it feels like . i am following the path of most resistance -__- like wading hesdstrong in2 waves that keep pushing #me back . theres so much i want to do Wish i could do but its like damn i can barely draw like two complete things over the course of 2-3 mo #from how HARD IT ISSS🚶and my aphantasia compounds it . fumbling arnd in a dark room hoping smth sticks #graa.. i think its the realization that i couldnt ever do art professionally bc im such an obstinate artist T_T #tbh saying all this now its like looking up in2 the eyes of all my art insecurities looming over me #CASTING 100 FT SHADOWWWW🧍#whteve . check back on me in 2 months hopefully i feel normal ab it then

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feline-evil · 2 months

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I can't think of anything that could kill a generative ai system faster than letting it pull from blogs on here, its going to be fed so many erroneous callouts and pointless discourse posts that its gonna generate a way to speedrun offing itself

#jay talkin #im making jokes but fucking hell the internet sucks nowadays #i love witnessing the rot in real time (<--said extremely mentally healthily haha u can trust)#im listening to monkey wrench on repeat. feeling normal #i mean hey yr shits already been jacked by ai if it was gonna be. sorry. it woulda happened like last year at its peak #sites being more open abt it now and adding opt out toggles dont mean its just suddenly gonna start happening #believe me they were all already trawled by little ai fucknuts already. sucks but its the truth #ai bros notably do not care abt legality they have already trawled every site. all u can do is fight back best u can #damage has been done. dont fall into despair via scaremongering and doom posting #do what u can to protect yrself and yr shit snd spread info on how to do that #glaze yr art if yr an artist. opt out of shit when u can. its fucking rough out here #ai is p solely focused on ripping off whatever is most marketable or 'realistic' bc it is a capitalist leach #and nobody involved in it has a soul enough to recognise art if it spat in their face #it fucking sucks that we're still dealing w it but i promise u this capitalist mass-market tendency #is gonna end up w it poisoning itself w its own shite imagery to the point of death so #it WILL fuck off eventually. hold on w the hope of that ok. n protect yr shit. alright #oh and dont share any info u wldnt want stolen but u shldnt be doing that anyway for internet safety reasons #love u all my artists in arms i hope ai dies sooner rather than later and i hope u get to piss on its corpse #love the lawsuit speedruns this place is pulling lately. yall hadnt had yr fill last week huh

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literalfuckingfreak · 9 months

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Elias washing Jon's feet in like a Jesus way like in death note

i love u and thank u for the submissions but absolutely not i already got enough freaks in here god knows what would happen if i started posting feet

#no hate to yall. u like what u like. just boy oh man . its already rough out here #i am already acutely aware of many of my followers suit fetishes.

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gilears · 4 months

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can’t stop thinking about and when it has gone past. it makes my bones hurt. you are a fantastic writer i just. i am now haunted.

AH! anon you are so sweet, thank you SO MUCH! if its any consolation, my bones also hurt (all the time) so we are 🤝

thank you for reading, i hope you enjoy the rest of the fic 🥺🧡

#anonymous #ask #o&t #my bones hurt so regularly and with such intensity #that for xmas lauren got me a necklace that says my bones hurt #which i am so delighted by every day lol #its rough out here (in my body) yall

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ghostsxagain · 1 year

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//Howdy folks. I don't know if anyone is around but I just wanted to take a minute to get kinda sappy on you. Today, Jan. 21st, marks a full year since I decided to come back to this blog after an unexpected hiatus. You see, I was gone on and off throughout 2020, and nearly all of 2021. Between covid, school, and personal mental health issues, I just couldn't find motivation to log on here and connect to my muses, nor to other writers. The months slipped by before I'd even noticed how long it had been. Last year I decided that I wanted to try to find myself again, and engage in things that used to bring me joy - the rpc still work for me? Well, yeah, it really did and still does. I couldn't believe how many of y'all were still here when I came back. I just wanted to sincerely thank you for your willingness to pick back up with me, to write new things and revisit old pairings. Thank you to the true friends I had before that I've grown far closer with this past year. I'm not going to tag you all here but you know who you are and how much I love & appreciate you. It's been a joy to write with you all again, but especially to get to know you better beyond your muses. Also, thank you to the new friends and writing partners I've met this year. I'm truly so grateful to you for enjoying my silly little blog. Please know that you all mean so very much to me. I know my activity has been spotty since November, but I can assure you I want to be here; just working through some stuff right now. I have plans to get things where I want them to be... so yeah, again, thank you for being so welcoming to me and giving me the means to pick this hobby back up. here's to another year!!!!!//