#just a very cold floor

[sysig]

*You’re starting to feel very sleepy... (Patreon)

#Doodles #UT #Handplates #Gaster #Sans #Papyrus #Mostly silliness and randoms but also a little two-panel for funsies ♪ #Always with the miserable Gaster! Pre-void tho just when he had cracks in his face #Would you please let your friends heal you just once you mess of a skeleton - you're not going to let your sons do it so! #Angy Snas <3 I'm really happy with how that one turned out haha #He really has such a cute face! Even when he's mad! #It's the big eye sockets I think - his mouth is quite fun to draw emoting other than a smile too :) #So disheveled! Your shoulder's gonna get so cold and then you'll be even meaner! Lol #Various babybones sleeping positions <3 Sans up top exemplifying the cat pose #Initially it was supposed to be that one sleeping position kids do where they sleep all middle-scrunched but the rest splayed out? #Does anyone know what I'm talking about lol I used to sleep like that when I was a littley #He does look very cute tho <3 Skeleton loaf ♥ #Papyrus starfishing haha - either rolled away while sleeping on the floor away from Sans or they're sleeping mismatched #Otherwise Sans would definitely be curled up in any of the many negative spaces lol #Maybe that last sleeping Sans is the matching one! Just lost the energy to get all the way up onto the cot haha #Laying on his back and kicking his feet up and finally just dozed off like that haha #More sleepies! You cannot escape them Papyrus! #Sans knocking out at a moment's notice and dragging Papyrus with him - started early! Just so comfy together #Gaster just ;/ at Papyrus complaining lol he wants to run around and play! #Gaster has a lot of work to do and it would be a lot easier if things were quiet for a little while let your brother lead naptime #I do love his whiny complaint haha ''YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND I'M /SLEEPY/!!'' ''...Yes?'' ''NOOOOOOOOOOO'' Lol

[theshadowrealmitself]

Death Note au’s where Light isn’t Kira but L still thinks he is are very funny, but I think top comedy would be that while Light isn’t Kira, he is committing some other large crime

Idk maybe he’s like graverobbing to be like Dr. Frankenstein or he’s the cult leader of a cult that’s opposing Kira but still also doing a lot of mass murdering themselves as well

#death note #light yagami #Kira #L #l death note #still very sick #not tired enough to sleep #but getting up is so painful I just curl up in a ball on the floor #idk why but funny death note posts on tumblr are getting me through is #it’s been awhile since I’ve been full on sick I forgot how unbearable this is #hot as hell but touching cold things is so painful #quiet screaming #that’s what’s coming from me rn #thank god for autocorrect #y’all don’t even know how bad I’m spelling rn #it’s illegible

[cosmic-kaden]

My f/o making a soft comfy spot for me on the floor in the living room for me to pass out onto is self care.

Imagining my f/o coming with me to the bathroom so I can squeeze their hand when I'm in pain and then reassuring me and not being grossed out is self care.

My f/o reminding me to drink a lot of water so it flushes out those nasty little bacterias is self care.

My f/o helping and reminding me to take my antibiotics in the morning and before bed is self care.

My f/o comforting and reassuring me when I'm having a break down because I'm so sick of this constant state of my body shutting down or having something wrong with it is self care...

I just want to be better.. :c

#I didn't sleep well last night. the urgency to pee thanks to this stupid UTI kept me up almost all night. #I am t i r e d and I don't own a bed so the next best thing is to sprawl out on the floor with my squishmallows and blankets/pillows #💤 very tired 😴 #I just want to sleeeeeeep but its hard to do rn :c #Want my f/o to tell me its just another bump in the road and I'll be okay soon... This has been the sickest ive ever been in my entire life #in terms of things ohysically going wrong with my body. cold/extreme salmonella poisoning/covid/and now this damn UTI. #im frustrated. im trying whatever i can to be healthier... i cut back drinking a lot and ive quit smoking #I make sure to shower when i can even tho its hard. I try to do exercises in the mornins now..... #im just so tired of my body not being well #vent.tw

[skyward-floored]

mmm. tummy hurts.

#this is because of the cold thingy whatever #rude #today has been very annoying #like overall it was mostly fine there werent any huge problems #but the little annoying things are quite rapidy adding up and i'm just -_- #rambles from the floor

[elegyofthemoon]

been slowing with honkai once i got to ch 18 and 19 1) bc i feel a little bored 2) im just in pain bc mei is miserable so im miserable too watching her like girl please stop you are your own undoing 😭

#the parallel too between tianwu and mei is making me more miserable asdlkfjashkl #IM FINE THOUGH LIKE I LOVE IT and i feel like it didnt pick up for me till the parallels w mei and tianwu but God. #like bro i know this mans bout to die trying to save ana its going to be bad and very sad but im also like #mmmmmmm mei >_> #idk. #i cant word it properly bc im caffeinated and shaking like a leaf (and sleepy) against this COLD AND RAINY WEATHER T - T #but im just #mei....... i hope.....you kinda. take something out. from this experience...... #like she sees herself in tianwu as well which makes me go hmmmmmm hmmmmmmm #T _T but idk if she will understand..... #avil plays hi3 #its not as super eventful as the last few chapters i think #and the slowing of the plot is nice bc you can just sit for a bit and think #but also im like #(sprawls on the floor)

[swiftfootedachilles]

hey you were wondering so i wanted to let you know that nobody has talked about you in either of the servers. and i know it's really tough when the blocks come from people you really like or were previously friendly with, but i think a lot of people block not because they hate you or even anything close to that. but just because they're not wanting to see the things you post about. i hope this makes you feel a little bit better, but i do really understand why it feels bad man, hang in there!

thank you i was genuinely wondering if someone had said something because it seems all of these users blocked me around the same time

but the thing is my content hasnt changed at all recently. i post the same stuff i always do. some of these users didn't follow me and never interacted with my posts in the first place, so it sucks that i cant look at their blogs anymore because i was a genuine fan of their content. some of them are people who were mutuals with me and have even interacted with me countless times, saying they love my blog and enjoy talking to me. im just not sure what happened but from my perspective, it feels like a switch has been flipped. one day i was a normal member of the fandom, the next im the social pariah. i just cant help but wonder what i did to earn so much backlash

#like is this seriously all because a month ago i said s11 ian should be drawn with body fat? #that's literally the last hot take ive posted. and i personally find it to be ice cold #i genuinely dont understand like is this a zoomer thing am i obsessed with how strangers on the internet see me #i hate to sit here and wine and cry to my dozens of still active and very sweet followers over being blocked by some strangers #but i genuinely have nobody irl that knows me for who i am and cares about me so yeah i rely on this website for validation a lot #i can only be myself here and every time in ny entire fucking life ive tried to be myself i get rejected #its not about the fandom or the people even its about my inability to be rejected by those i feel are in an elite class to myself #rjs will really have you rolling on the floor sobbing throwing up over getting blocked on The Blocking Website #asks #anonymous #sorry for those who followed me for shameless stuff the past year but heres your reminder that my blog is mostly just mental breakdowns #all i do is open this app to bitch and complain tbh

[rosetintedgunman]

OOC:

Thinking more about this piece while I get myself set up for a quickfire round of replies before bed and... I feel like I should make a little disclaimer:

Wilf LOVES everyone he's been able to befriend. They all mean the absolute world to him. He's still thrilled to find new people to make friends with! He has vague recollections of only being able to hold maybe three people as friends for most of his 'past life', so having MORE than three is a big deal!!

Essentially, if you think "aw man I wish I could let my muse be friends with that idiot", let them! He doesn't need to be a 'default' anything in your verse. I literally have a verse where he goes to another ego timeline, shrugs, says "guess I'm here too now :3" and calls himself Rose, so his existence shouldn't overlap the existence of whatever you might have established. Don't feel like he has to be the Wilford who was the William in your version of things, or he's the Wilford that's part of your particular band of egos. He doesn't have to be!

#just the intern (ooc) #(also! I wanna help encourage people to see that friendships are important in rp too! :D ) #(this isn't aimed at anyone btw! I was thinking about it afterward. My boys are known for being very flexible with lore #but Wilf in particular can literally just... coexist beside someone else's lore. No negatives here!) #(I say 'quickfire' and then laptop yelled about a low battery soooo maybe not tonight) #(hello from the living room floor! I was cozy on an armchair and wrapped in a blanket and now I'm cold :( ) #(laptop charger is on the opposite side of the room to my nice warm things :( )

[orcelito]

Ok triple vaccine is kicking my ass. Now. I am.now grateful that I scheduled it with a day off after

#speculation nation #negative/ #i will be real this is genuinely one of the worst pains of my life #but to.make matters worse. my period started :/ so im dealing with first day cramps of Those #i got only 4 hours of sleep bc despite taking a melatonin i just Could Not Fall Asleep #my feet and legs were so very cold that even 45 minutes under a hot pad still hadnt warmed them #it took hours before i felt like i could remove it. idk how long exactly id finally fallen asleep #but june wouldnt stop crying until eventually she came up to bed #and poor sweet girl did her normal thing of climbing on me. which is usually fine. #but she stepped on my arm and. hhhhhholy shit lmfao That had to be one of the worst pains of my life. #like a 7 or maybe even an 8. right now doijg nothing id say its a 5 #i need to take ibuprofen but i need to get some food in me first #which. oh yeah. i got out of bed to try to eat a bit so i could take some ibuprofen. ended up lightheaded as fuck #had to sit down several times. until at one point i got hit with a spell so bad i was Convinced i was gonna throw up #sat beside the toilet with a cold sweat as i waited for the nausea to subside. #i was gonna have corn dogs for a small meal. they r in the microwave even. but rn i am.just gingerly sipping on an Ensure #with a plastic bag beside me lol. just in case. bc i dont fuck with nausea risks man i am.not puking on my floor. #eurgh why did my.body decide to make things worse for me.... this Sucks #emetophobia/

[pro-crastinate17]

i am eepy as hell and i need to get to sleep but. i dont wanna :thumbsup:

#im getting over a cold so i keep coughing :( #also i have to sleep on the floor rn bc my sibling is immunocompromised and we share a room so im not sleeping in there until #im fully recovered from my cold just for safetys sake #so im sleeping in the office but theres no bed only a couch which is very cramped and i keep almost falling #and sleeping on the floor worked last night so! trying it again! #words from my weird little brain

[mommytimmy]

i keep wracking my head about a fandesign for timmy but I just think he peaked at Marcus to red robin. lich rally just remove the condom head and he's perfect. 2nd is the current modified robin suit because its such a cute look on him

#definitely i would keep his floor length cape #wouldnt want my babygirl getting cold #and this isnt because it necessarily makes sense #but i think timmy would look very nice covering just the bottom part of his face #and i like a top/bottom look--which is why i really love the red top black bottom red robin look #and also the current robin look which ALSO snatches his waist #soooo perhaps a combination of all that laksdfahsf

[nomazee]

i need people who write midoriya x reader to write about him with the intensity and complexity of the people who write midoriya character study fics on ao3

#i want cute stuff of COURSE #but i also want to cry and have my chest be torn apart and ache and bleed everywhere #i’ve actually scrolled thru so many pages of ao3 in the last few days it might be unhealthy #i kind of maybe don’t even try finding midoriya x reader stuff because i can get just as much satisfaction from like #those ten thousand word count bakugo izuku platonic twin flames fics those go insane. i NEED u guys to listen to me #the ones that make u nauseous with how strongly they write both of them as characters #i love the midoriya & (character) tags they bring me joy and love and wonder #i love. writers. i love fanfiction. thank u for tearing my heart out and stomping on it on the cold dead floor guys #nat says stuff #Also this is to say. please recommend good midoriya fics to me. much love. #under 30k words because i CANT HANDLE ANOTHER SERIES ILL DIE #maybe i’m looking in the wrong places and tags bc all the mha reader insert fics i’ve seen r not what i’m looking for #and i do NOT believe that nobody at ALL is writing the very specific niche fics that i want

[outlying-hyppocrate]

positively despising how my consistent personality is leaving me and how i resort to such strange lies

#random thoughts #i write this on the cold tile floor of a place that has yet to hear my wailing screams. this is a lie. i am in bed #if my writing were anywhere near kafkaesque i don't think i'd be doing very well. but how i do admire his work #i read quite a bit. my bookshelves one day shall be piled with the works of authors such as anne rice. oscar wilde (and franz kafka himself #though this is the 21st century. what of modern fiction ? what of modern nonfiction ? i've made myself into someone #whose vocabulary is strangely extensive. we could argue that i've been this person all along #a sort of “gifted child” perhaps. except. i don't fucking use words like perhaps #as. not as. because this is a mockery of the self #how to put it less concisely ? i sound so old. “so mature for [my] age.” #i'm a very strange sort of person and when i stand alone in the water my screaming takes the form of beautiful song. but #how i long to stop the sound and choke it out into something strangled with my very own fingers. my essence is poetry #and therefore all that i am is poetry. i am so beautiful #my face and my body and everything we are made of #to spill the essence of poetry in the form of something more human. blood or spit or tears or vomit #i am so very interested in human function. what am i saying i'm being strange on purpose? but i like being strange #and this is how you see me now. my eccentric persona(lity) does not make me special at all. i'm not doing very well #i never am to tell the truth. it is getting so hard to prove my humanity and i'm starting to feel rather artificial #i have nothing to show proof of humanity such as blood or spit or tears or vomit #but then again i am simply being dramatic. i'm just being dramatic. that's it #i am just a boy and just a puppet and just how i present to others #i am pleasant. i am charming. i am robotic. i am awkward. i am cultured. i am weird. i am almost a person #my fingers are so thin. i've always been inhuman. they have their blood and spit and tears and vomit #and i have nothing but i think i like those words quite a bit. and i am watching the numbers raise higher. notifications. pretty things #i'm sorry i'm acting like this. acting. acting. actingactingactingidon't know what's brought it on #i speak so strangely. maybe i should try something else. i shall go to sleep and pretend that nothing happened. which it did. let me #bstvlpeooiamotridst . you have the words. i've been purposely alternating every three tags to write blood and spit and tears and vomit #i like patterns very much what else can i say. patterns are. pretty. though pretty isn't a word that fits into my extensive vocabulary #it should be buried at the bottom rather. what's a nicer way. i'm not actually sure #if you've made it this far please kindly say hello. otherwise that's alright #we've arrived to form our pattern again and i don't actually feel very much. bloodspit tearsvomit

[piedoesnotequalpi]

Are my expectations for what people should do if they're sick unreasonable? Perhaps

Does it sound like whatever my roommate has would do a number on my asthma? Very much so

#my expectations are simple: you stay in your room. with the door closed. you wear a mask if you're out and about #i should not see the bottom half of your face until you're better #i have asthma and work a very physical job #and the last time i was sick it took me a long time to be able to work again #and that was just a cold so #I'm wary of sicknesses #also this roommate constantly leaves the door unlocked (we're on the first floor of a house in one of the busiest parts of town) #and doesn't seem to be using headphones in common areas #I'm so angry

[poltergeist-coffee]

it’s 2 am and all i can think about is insaneduo

#💬 one new message #i just love them so much #they mean everythign to me #you can’t see it but there are tears in my eyes #like look at them they’re so - gestures vaguely - #i’m fr always thinking about that one post which said forever and cellbit are two sides of the same coin #thinking about how despite everythign they trust each other the most out of everyine on the island #like even after everythign ghry went through in the divorce/betryal arc and now with the happy pills shit #like they both refuse to give up on each other and it makes me emotional #i’m quite insane so they way i think about them sort of is like how i think of desertduo in third life does anyone else see my vision #like “i trust you entirely i wouldn’t care if yiu killed me because it’s you and i love you” #“even if you betray me i couldn’t bring myself to hate you because i love you and i care about you and i know you inside and out” #like i have a very specific vision of them does anyone get it or am i just crazy and need to go to bed #- lays down face first on the floor - qinsaneduo is so good i hate them i hope they leave and never come back #you can tear them out of my cold dead hands i refuse to give them up #brain spinning around in circles thinking about qcellbit tearing up after pac and forever were given the antidote and just not getting a se #of rest. he only rested when he knew they were both safe. he brought oac home and then went to the ordo and stayed by forever side the enti #night. he didn’t even sleep he just watched his chest ride and fall reassuring himself that forever woudl be okay and they he was alive and #he would be back soon he just had to wait a little longer. maybe that’s when he finally cried just let himself feel and finally let it out #orrrgh #okay i’m done i m done rambling in tags i’m going to bed

[zincbot]

i miss laying on the floor with my wife 💜

#(to-be) #i dunno why i've been twice as touch-starved lately #i don't get hugs very often cause i'm autistic in a way where i don't like surprise physical contact #but i been wanting them so bad lately aaa #i gotta initiate more usually i just think abt it and then go: ah but they're not in a good position to conduct a hug right now i'll wait. #and then it never happens #also my fiance just got some new piercings and i'm worried abt those #laying on the cold floor in a pile was the comfiest i've been in so long i want to go back there #i want. to cuddle. (possible symptom of sad and clingy disease that has been affecting me)

[bumblingbabooshka]

I think Tuvok sleeps curled up in a ball under the blankets and also that he has multiple blankets/pillows that they puts away every morning and takes out every night. He can’t risk someone coming into his quarters and seeing that.

#I have Vulcan sleep headcanons #Tuvok wouldnt normally sleep curled up in a ball under blankets but its cold on Voyager and to get it a comfortable temperature for him #would be a waste of resources as it's not just 'a few degrees' it'd be like having a sauna onboard #so he just sleeps like that whenever he's anywhere that isn't warm enough #(he learned it in the academy) #multiple blankets bc again - too cold for just one. He very slowly replicates more over the course of several months. #and multiple pillows bc I /do/ believe in Vulcans napping together on like...the floor (if they're family) #Tuvok family naps in the living room...you fall asleep in the living room and wake up with your wife in your arms #wake up again and your children have joined - lying akimbo #multiple pillows just feels more comfortable - he still makes fun of Neelix for his though because he's a hypocrite <3