#just sweep that under the rug for now

[dreamaze]

MINHYUK in Reason Era

#mx7net #monstaxedits #kpopccc #minhyuk #monsta x #tuseral #usermowah #wabisarah #userkyutie #hijaehyukkies #wings.gifs #wings.original #since i had this idea months ago this was meant to be a celebration & not a farewell-for-now post but life had other plans #however. (forcibly sweeps Feelings under the rug) i am maintaining that this is still a celebration !! #of all the hats minhyuk wears in mx & the roles he commits to with every fiber of his being #no matter who your bias is. if you love mx i don't know how you can not love minhyuk even just a little #because of how much love passion & dedication he himself has for EVERY SINGLE ASPECT of mx as a group & their work #i adore their behind-the-scenes content especially for their album & promotion preparations #& it is apparent how much attention & care he has for the whole picture & the little details. #he has an opinion on Everything & he is very nearly Always right #he prepares so hard for their recordings. he is dissatisfied when it's not perfect. #he is rightfully proud when all the hard work on expressiveness & diction show. #never mind the way he sings like he could crawl right into the microphone & then into your heart. #he is not a leader by choice but by necessity & he leads alongside them. #no matter how much good-natured teasing or chaotic shenanigans run through their content #it could never be more obvious how much he loves & supports them #lee minhyuk you will be dearly missed & just as dearly loved in your absence. #wishing you happiness & health & little breaks now & then to practice your art #it's alright because you're going to make it back to us 🫶

[entryn17]

not to get hashtag personal but sometimes it just feels nice shouting it out where people will see it. those past few months have been just so weird for me. mostly because it feels like every two weeks i realize something about myself that i have a not-particularly-healthy approach towards and each realization feels like i'm opening a wound and then picking at it for days on end, which. i try to maintain a "well, now that you've addressed it you can start repairing your relationship with it" attitude towards all of it but most days everything feels raw and sensitive to the touch and it's really, really exhausting watching myself under a microscope for so long. and i'm still not sure what to do about it, but i'll give myself just a bit more time to feel uncomfortable

#i trust myself in knowing when to stop and be kinder to myself. feeling uncomfortable is necessary sometimes at least for me #i don't want to just sweep everything under the rug and bottle it up. which ah now that i think about it i can write everything that's been #-bothering me down. yeah idk why i didnt think of it before

[gummy-worms-in-my-brain]

hi. i will draw any character of any fandom(regardless if i'm in the fandom or not) or oc(provided there's a reference) or anything really, might not do every single one but it would be nice if anyone's interested

#i don't really want to talk about specific details of my mental stuff but i can't really sweep it under a rug and pretend all is well either #also sorry lmfao i have no mental energy to try to be particularly nice it's exhausting to do right now. i just want to draw whatever rn

[looselipssinkships-x]

one thing that is always just, so peculiar to me, is the difference between how the media handled patrick's weight loss

i wasn't online back in 2011 so i don't really know how fans collectively responded, but it seems like the majority of fans have since looked at losing that much weight so fast and, to put it lightly, "implied/referenced eating disorder" feels like it's entered unofficial fall out boy lore

but the media. the media praised him,asked questions about how. the media wanted to talk about the weight loss more than the music.

#god the media is full of vultures #maybe it's just the subsequent years that we've all looked back and went hm buddy that is not a strong sign of mental health #or maybe it's that most of us are varying degrees of mentally ill #maybe we just know more now #or maybe fans said the same thing then #i don't know #but thinking about it all always makes my heart hurt a bit #but of course how much is just projecting #classic fall out boy don't talk about it #although that seems to have changed since but from what i understand they used to just sweep a lot under the rug #i have thoughts™ #tw ed #tw disordered eating #fall out boy #fob #patrick stump #soul punk #hiatus

[meowmeowmessi]

im having such a hard time swallowing the fact that barça didn't take a second to launch a smear campaign against messi and will proceed to take him back like nothing happened and he will go WILLINGLY

#xavi straight up lying saying it's up to him confusion the hell out of messi and he'll just... sweep all that under the rug? #like is messi actually mentally okay? pique managing to stab him in the back the way he did makes so much sense now actually #messi leaves himself wide open. he even voted for laporta btw who then proceeded to kick him out lol #he always hands his executioners the knife dfkm it's kinda sad

[teruthecreator]

1 AM and the servers asleep so i’m just gonna post my thoughts on here but i think it’s rlly so important and poignant how sho extends an olive branch to his father after everything that happened, when he absolutely would’ve been justified in spitting in toichiro’s face and walking out of his life forever (similarly to what toichiro did to him, metaphorically at least). and that decision that he makes is one that cements how mature and understanding sho is despite his antics and attitude.

like, he’s a kid, and he’s a kid that experienced massive amounts of abuse and trauma in his formative years. we will truly never know how he was raised whilst working in claw, but seeing how pretty much everyone else was manipulated, brainwashed, and tortured into reaching their full potential—the assumption can be made that it wasn’t easy. and sho’s father is Directly responsible for that, meaning he’s Directly responsible for any mistreatment or neglect sho faced even if it wasn’t done by him directly. and any kid at his age with all that baggage probably wouldn’t want to keep their dad around, after everything has finally been resolved. but sho doesn’t do that; he reminds toichiro that he’s still gotta hear an earful from his ex wife, and sho is ensuring that this won’t be the end. he is offering his father a kindness that that man never gave to him. and that’s like. Astounding for a kid his age

i think it’s really easy for people to place sho firmly in the trope of like silly, goofy kid with an insane side; but sho has one of the most level heads out of the esper teens. it’s kind of like he got a lot of that emotional turbulence out of the way beforehand, and now is just centering his focus on this one goal. of course, that doesn’t mean he doesn’t do stupid shit based on bad trains of thought (the whole concept of him trying to resist the narrative only to become more ingrained in it is like. right there. also the hero trope shit y’all have seen the essay posts i’m not reiterating). but sho is a lot more sure of what he’s doing and what he wants than ritsu, mob, or teru.

also it’s just like. the fact that he gives his father a second chance really drives home the message of the entire series. that people can make mistakes, but those mistakes do not have to define their whole existence if they’re willing to own up to them and change. sho is extending himself in much the same way mob extended himself to toichiro hours earlier, only this time there’s the weight of this probably not being the first time sho has given his father a second chance and yet he Still does it. and toichiro realizing that he could’ve squandered that chance during confession arc is SO GOOD like you see how sho is conflicted and hurt bc he’s essentially being let down once again, and so toichiro walks back. he won’t let his son’s trust be given in vain

the suzukis rival the kageyamas in terms of like. accurate familial representation. like if you eliminate all of the psychic terrorism bullshit, this is a broken family—further broken by a messy divorce—trying to navigate life post-everything. there is no expectation for sho to forgive his father (he doesn’t do that at any point and That Is Important), and there’s no expectation for him to do anything with his father At All. toichiro understands that he is deserving of no one’s kindness.

yet sho does it anyway. he does it because he wants to and because he cares. and that’s far more than toichiro could’ve ever asked for

#ignorance cloud on #mp100 #um uhhhhh um. looks around. hey who’s getting too emotional abt the suzukis over here? #maybe this is bc im in the awkward process of trying to figure out whether i wanna cut my parents off for good but like. their relationship #means a lot to me and sho is such an interesting character bc of how he navigates this #like sho is well within his rights to never talk to his dad again. but that’s not what he does! he reaches out! he wants this! #like i don’t rlly believe in the concept of like a ‘redemption arc’ bc i think it allows people to like sweep #heinous bullshit under the rug. i more believe in just the concept of growth and like. moving forward #toichiro and sho never ignore what happened. the abuse and the trauma is all there. sho makes no efforts in trying to distract from that #toichiro never apologizes and sho never forgives bc they both know it’d be a moot point #but working beyond that together and like. rediscovering the meaning of family is just OGH #the kageyama parents don’t interact w their kids enough for us to get any good parental child dynamics #but the suzukis make up for that tenfold. shouts out. love them. okay uh i’ve been typing for thirty minutes #bed time forever now #sorry if this is incoherent hvjdnnfjvnf

[reikunrei]

i just kinda wanna be ooey gooey about free! for a second.... i always get so sad when ppl who didnt stick with it still harp on it as just being fanservice and “the gay swimming anime” bc like. sure, it is both of those things, but also. you literally cannot deny that the story is something so deeply human and personal and loving.

like, it’s about doing what you love, but making sure it’s good for you, and that it’s what you really want to do. it’s about finding purpose in your life and in the things you enjoy, and the connections you make with other people. and how those connections will forever shape you, for better or for worse, and if you want it to be for the better, you have to put your own foot forward and take it into your own hands.

and it’s about how nothing that you love ever comes to an end. those bonds, those memories, will last forever, and they will always be there to help you.

it was so popular in 2013 when it first aired bc it was “the gay fanservice anime” of the year, but man, the story as a whole... like the actual story is so lovely. and i think it’s such a shame that the general view of it is so closed-minded because the general public didn’t stick with it past season 1. allow the love and whimsy of unshakeable friendship into your heart!!!

#i say things #free! #im just *sobs uncontrollably over the show* #however. it is very much one of those shows that i feel is like #you had to have been there LOL #but maybe that's just me bc i do view it through such a lens of nostalgia #like. i would recommend it now to ppl. but. hesitantly LOL #and then i'd probably say 'just watch s1 and s2' #those are objectively the best after all #like man s1 is soooo so so good #ANYWAY i should start to get ready for bed soon..... #<- that guy's lying btw #also laughing at me saying it's abt knowing when something is good or bad for you #*aggressively sweeping fs2 under the rug repeatedly*

[biillyhargroves]

outside of how bonkers inappropriate it was to go that far with the Billy & Karen stuff in season three, I think one of my biggest gripes with the storyline is how they try to make Karen out to be this genuine, loving, all-American mom after the fact. like, yes, the whole thing pisses me off on Billy’s behalf, but they also do such a disservice to Karen’s character. 

the scene that really gets to me is her speech to Nancy in the kitchen. it comes after she’s stood Billy up, after she’s walked back on an agreement to go on a date with a boy that is — I can never stop stressing this — her daughter’s classmate. and we’re supposed to, what? clap for her because she’s given up the fantasy of Billy? admire her for waking up and embracing her role as a wife and mother again? she delivers such an impassioned, moving speech and gives some really solid advice to Nancy, but she does so after nearly throwing her entire family away for a boy that, had he lived, would have walked the graduation stage with Nancy just a few months later. 

I’ve always felt like the writers positioned Karen Wheeler to be somewhat of a foil for Joyce Byers — blissfully clueless where Joyce is hyper-aware. Joyce has all the knowledge to be there for her children in a meaningful way. Karen is miles out of her depth, and she doesn’t even realize it. still, she tries to connect with her children and has a few meaningful moments with both Nancy and Mike. the problem is that all of those actions are colored by this one egregious, awful transgression: she tried to date a teenager. 

like...so much of Stranger Things is about parenting. the entire adult plotline for seasons two and three are about parenting. Karen could have been a part of that discussion, but so much depth is lost by choosing to make what could have been a simple, one-time joke about Billy flustering Karen into a full-blown plot device to the detriment of both characters. the writers try to pull wool over the audience’s eyes by showing what a devoted and loving wife and mother Karen is after she has her Big Revelation that dating Billy would be bad, but that revelation is limited to “Karen doesn’t want to blow up her family by cheating” when it should have been “Karen recognizes that dating a teenaged boy is wrong.” she hardly touches on it when she tries to explain to Billy why she didn’t show up. even then, it’s more about her family than it is the inappropriate nature of their interactions. she never acknowledges that she was wrong or that her actions were harming Billy. it’s an insult to viewers, tbh. 

#plus now that billy's dead none of it has to come to light? #she just gets to sweep it under the rug? #pretend nothing ever happened? #stranger things meta #billy hargrove #karen wheeler #i honestly liked her character until All Of This #so I’m especially salty

[canwriteitbetterthanueverfeltit]

y'know I think horror is such a cool genre bc you're literally looking at these things that are deep seated fears based on culture- like having your personhood taken away based on your queerness, body horror surrounding pregnancy and fertility, self destruction from your own strive to be seen as good enough- and you can do it in so many COOL and weird and varied ways that it's always suuuuuch a downer when someone goes "what if there was a monster trying to kill you. um. that's the whole idea"

#nothing againsts monsters to be clear haha #i just read a book where there was an entity in a forced relationship with these high up families who generations later's kids are now also #forced to sacrifice someone to it as well all in order to keep their home idyllic and unchanging #and like it COULD have been about gentrification! or sweeping horrors under the rug! or the classism of whose pain matters! #the monster could have had an intention! it could have been a mirror! it could have BEEN the town! #but instead it was just a vaguely evil spirit thing and the whole keeping the town a paradise schlock was just sorta bot questioned #personal

[the-kipsabian]

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#i had a hangman/swerve fic started that i actually didnt hate but im not gonna finish it for tonight and posting it after makes no sense so #sweeping all that under a rug i guess #cause fuck me trying to do anything anymore #i was pretty happy with the progress too but. its just not happening #i just cant make anything. i cant and trying is not worth it #and i hate fucking saying that cause i know in like two days im gonna go back on that word and start making something again #cause making anything is the only way i feel alive anymore. but then the loop starts all over again and i cant ultimately break it #i dont know what im supposed to do about this. or what i can do. probably fucking nothing cause lbr i just fucking suck and its hopeless #whatever. sorry im just being a bitch once again. im resisting so hard of just deleting everything right now #instead im gonna go be fucking useless and waste time playing video games. cause thats a better use of my time i guess #i fucking guess #night is an absolute mess on main

[a-s-h-f-l-a-m-e]

looks at the auraboa art i was doing overnight and am unsure to delete it or not but its also the first time drawing any fr dragon well and just in general being unsure about it and them and if i should proceed with it or not or just . yeah . im gonna wait for a response first bc the way theyve handled this stuff so far is not so great

#fr #auraboa #i think unless the staff gives a response only then ill continue bc if they keep doing their shit where they sweep it under the rug or give #a bullsht response i think im gonna just . Yeah . #Man #i was about to cry one of my iriginal species oc as one of em bc it fits #feathers? Long? No Legs only arm? Fluffy? perfect #It's realllyyy fucked up now that i look at it all .i know a lot of ppl have said it but they reaaallyyy gotta hire a sensitivity artist b #it feels wrong and im not saying to redo the design bc they more than likely cannot due to techstuff but #at least rewrite the lore? maybe? #flight rising #ancient breed

[vogelmeister]

been feeling mixed on some of my friends recently

#i love them but im gonna explain #i don’t want this to boil over like the twins did #but one of my friends i feel so cast off sometimes #i get it bc shes full time adult job employed now #in healthcare no less #but im just getting fully annoyed at her lack of availability and it makes me sad #im getting even sadder actually bc she also always seems to have time to hang with her uni friends whuch hurts #like im like okay i know you have this from 6-7 so how about we meet for dinner at 7:30 bc i wanna see you casually and she says no #and i think i really need to talk to her bc it makes me sad and then i feel slapped in the face #even on nights out we always have to go home early. which my friend basically said: #i think in future if you wanna go home you can but others shouldn’t have to too #bc my other friend got so sad she was forced to come back early and i was like yea i would have liked to have sat at manly with yall #bc i feel we don’t do this any more #i honestly think it’s better to just let her figure it out and go #i don’t want me to sweep so much shit under the rug until i despise her #bc i know this isn’t her fault i just wish she would let loose or make an effort #my other situation is my childhood best friend #i love her a lot she’s amazing. but but but. sometimes i feel she can be too protective of me. #it comes from a place of knowing me for so long #and i do trust her opinions on people who i surround myself with bc she fucking hated those twins #but sometimes i feel she has been treating me differently since my neurodivergence diagnosis #even with a certain high school friend she held this dislike even when i said she was not like the twins #bc she was hanging out with the twins at the 21st #like this girl was also having her issues with the twins and was the person in the firing line of the breakup #even when i was in nl she was so worried about me and its nice to have her have my back #bc after that guy kissed me directly on the lips she suddenly became concerned about ppl taking advantage of me #and its like to me great she cares but also i did in fact learn from it #but she gets super defensive when ppl take advantage of me and i just wanna her to step back #i just feel sometimes i don’t need her feeling like she needs to protect me or that i need to hang neurodivergence up like a flag #idk its a lot. thank u for listening

[eldrichthingy]

hi olya!! <3 your old blog shows up for me again :)

OH GOD NONNIE IF IT WASN'T FOR YOU I'D NEVER KNEW THAT- because I rarely check my email but- thank you so much for sending an ask!! That was so sweet of you and yeah, I finally (after almost a month... ) got an email from staff saying that there was a glitch on their end- THANK GODDD!!!! It definitely took them much more time then it should have skjsjsj but I'm glad it's back 😭😭 I'm about to cry I swear

#Tumblr get your shit together please. glitch on your end doesn't mean you can just sweep it under the rug for three weeks lmao??? #but I'm glad I have it back now :')) #I miss my old blog... and YES eldrichfuck666 is back 🙌🏾 and I can even keep the url!!!! #thank you sm nonnie!! 💗 #eldrich.asks

[toxooz]

also gunna postpone the Cowboy AU comic snippit until after i get the Actual comic section done bc im getting restless to work on it and since everything is still so up in the air abt housing rn i may be able to get another update in so i wanna work on that ASAP 🤘 imma draw a few more misc. shits and by this weekend start the next section

#just a heads up ya #and also the clash of a bunch of obsessions that i want to draw hitting me at once its just stressing meowt so imma just hold off lmfao #hell i still have red dead fanart cravings and i Gotta draw my actual kids too itS CRAZY UP HERE🧠 #and i WILL finish the cowboy snippit i literally finished 5 pages so far trust me im WAY too far in now to sweep it under the rug #i aint no quittin bitch like that if i gotta wip in my belt it will drive me nuts until i finish it pffft #im just uGHGHUH itchy i want to proceed with wheel bitten esp if theres no immediate threat to postpone it this long #SO YEAH def more cod fanart then misc drawins maybe some nfsw over yonder until like friday

[born-in-hell]

The creators seem very confident that the eggs will return which gives me hope that things are being done behind the scenes, but I'm starting to have my doubts. We have no idea what all quackity is communicating to the ccs. I feel confident that if the eggs weren't able to return they would remove their beds or maybe have a cinematic of them hatching or something. Even with me trying to stay positive and be as logical as possible, I can't help but feel frustrated with the lack of updates. I'm still watching for now, and I'm willing to be patient; the french union is busting down on them so I'm sure some solution will be reached in one way or another if quackity doesn't want a lawsuit on his hands. I'd like to believe he's not so arrogant as to think he's above the law. In any case, if this keeps on getting quietly ignored and swept under the rug I don't think I'll be able to continue supporting the project

Sorry for the long rant, it's been very frustrating watching this play out

dont apologize for ranting, i feel the same

its a hard situation and i know that it isnt black and white, but the lack of transparency is killing me. I cant make myself not think they're not trying to cover it up and continue like normal.

Especially when more and more admins/ex admins are coming forward

I hope the union can help secure the worker's rights, and that everyone from the team gets treated fairly.

I can't say if quackity thinks he's above the law. Tbh i dont know how much of this is his direct fault or his poor administration choices. Lets hope its the latter.

But anyway, i think we'll have to wait and see

#discourse #qadmin situation #also; no one's morally better or worse if they follow the qsmp if they just sweep the situation under the rug #just to uhm yeah cute addendum #i just dont want anyone to think im morally judging anyone when i say i cant enjoy it fully anymore #for now at least #it just feels weird to me #but if ur enjoying it u do u!!!! i support u and ur decisions go be happy

[haysgrove]

vent in tags dont mind me ✌️

#im so angry at myself cause like why do i bother trying to be in good terms w this person. #like sure shes my brother best friend or whatever but she sa'd me. like wtf. #i went through a time where i tried to avoid her as much as possible but now i just...let it happen whenever she comes #like why tf do i do that. why is that my response now. to just sweep it under the rug. #i know that if i told my mom all hell would break lose cause something like that happened to her as well when she was young #the exact same age i was when it happened to me #and the worst part is how she changed my perception of myself #i identified as a trans guy back then and she is a lesbian. so my entire identity was stepped on #so i felt a repulse to wear masculine clothes for a good while #but femenine clothes felt horrible as well cause i knew they were what she was into #so i got lost in a stupid ass identity crisis bc of her #i wanna fall in love and be intimate but all i can think about is her doing that shit to me when i was 15 #and she gets to have a girlfriend now and have a job and be best friends with my brother still and live like nothing happened that night #im angry angry angry angry