#last time im changing my pfp lol

[nonomives]

Persona

#persona art #do you ever just have a persona that you kinda build up on #then it just manifests into another oc #like oh this is a different person entirely now #art for my pfp #last time im changing my pfp lol #digital art #my art #nomi arts

[juniperberrypipebomb]

Decided to finally take a look into my photo folder after almost 2 years of not looking there

Gonna share some them here bc this blog is MY autism and IM gonna be the one who chooses how its gonna look like (im not gonna be mentioning vrc worlds here bc i dont rember lol)

22nd of march 2024 - a friend of mine showering me with affection while i was afk (she gay)

20th of february 2024 - "Sunset in the ocean" (despite how bad it looks i love it honestly)

23rd of december 2023 - "Universal bandit named: Fukc" (probably one of my greatest most beautiful creations /hj)

31st of august 2023 - "The autism" (probably was the loudest and longest laugh i've had; all of the other options were so fucking good too but the outpocketness of the last one got me harrrrrrrd)

20th of july 2023 - "Highest tower"

31st of march 2023 - Probably the prettiest world i have seen in vrchat (i miss that avi.. its not only been made unavailable but also the creator of it nuked; that avi is my pfp atm, still yet to decide again what avi i have captures the "me" energy)

16th of february 2023 - One of earliest memory i have with my long time friend gwen @virapyon

21st of july 2022 - Probably the 1st time i ever tried using pens in vrc (glad to know my sense of humor havent changed since then)

Also despite being besties with @doggirlpaws we share 0 pictures together, at least on my end; mind sharing them if you find any bestie?

@virapyon this applies to you too as well girlie

also ahem,

EVERY MUTUAL MENTIONED IN THIS POST IS VERY GOOD LOOKING AND WHOEVER FINDS THIS POST SHOULD THINKS SO AS WELL CAPICHE?????

tagging into my other, but nonetheless beloved mutuals im not that active with to say hi, you are welcome to add your good experiences that you had, be it vrc, gaming, life or anything else, would love to hear more from you people; no pressure tho

@letrayofash @suchlostflame @redheadedfailgirl @labgrownmeat @collector-of-dust

@parasocial-hermit @raspberrypie4u

#also if anyone else might want to join into this experience sharing post - go ahead #even if i dont know you i would fucking love hearing and reading about it #doesnt matter if its vrc gaming music or any type of experience #gonna plug-in my other mutuals here as well bc why not kinda wanna see what they are up to #wow i really am turning this vrc photo sharing post into interactive one huh #juniper stupider #cringe but i embrace it #juniper's tree branches

[cranberrv]

i think it’s finally time to fill u guys in on my roster LOL.. be prepared for blood sweat and tears

geography:

his name is geography cuz i met him in geo class for the first time! he looks like a skinny matt dillon w lighter hair, and he’s literally 6’1”. i used to like him sososooso much and when we sat together in a desk change i went feral!!!1! he’s sooo funny and i lowk miss when he was normal cuz he used to be so cute and awkward but now he’s so weird and immature ughhh. he asked me out last semester and i said no and i kinda regret it but idk i wanna like him so bad cuz i literally liked him FIRST but ig hes more like a friend. we argue a lot (teasingly) and its sooo obvious hes flirting with me and its so cute but i dont know.. maybe high school sweethearts maybe not (bye pov him to our future kid “ya ur mom liked me first then rejected me and then hated me and now likes me again and we r married and we had you”)

riverdale:

hehehehe hes so cute! he is blonde and goes to the school im transferring to and hes totes my type! (but then again my type is toxic red flags) we snap a lot and i quickadded him (whoops) but ive had my eye on his forever because his pfp on tiktok is so cute and we have mutual friends and i have been waiting for him to appear on my quickadd for forever! he wants me to move to the new school and thats sweet and he apologized for losing our 50 day streak :((( he was like “whoops mb” and i was like “abt what lmao” and he said “for losing our streak!” like awwwhhh u care! hes lowk depressed (i stalked his reposts) and he doesnt do super well in school but i can help him! hes my moms fave boy

mickey mouse:

i added him as a joke cuz hes only a couple years older than me and hes related to a celeb i like and i found his snap and he added me back and we’re snapping me full face and stuff. hes SO cute and i only just met him but he seems so sweet i stalked his insta

jeremiah:

dw thats not his actual name its an inside joke! anyway the way i describe this is gonna sound like true love but i swear its not hehehe <3 ive known him since gr6 and we instantly clicked on a canoe trip and got along sooo well, talking to him for the first time is a core memory. we were homeschooled together during the pandemic and we started liking each other and it was middle school so it was obvs so innocent and adorable! he got me flowers and chocolate for secret santa when we were 12 :(( i lost feelings but he liked me for a whole year after and i promised we would date in high school and now its high school and i broke my promise. i feel bad lowkkk.. but anyway i heard me might like me again! we have been kind of distant recently because he became one of the “cool kids” and i became one of the “popular girls” so ig we’ re in super similar and close circles but idk we never talk. i ran into him at the gas station and hes still so cute tho

person d:

thats who i left jeremiah for LMFAOO we met in gr7 and he was in gr8 and i was instantly head over heels, he has a big nose and dusty brown hair and brown eyes and hes so cute awww :(( we barely talked in middle school but then we added each other and started full on talking! he was soooo sweet but he had his days when he was kind of a jerk. we argued a lot and i think he thought it was teasing each other but it does get a bit tiring. we stopped talking for a bit but were kind of back again, its so off and on. when its good its so good.

#🎀 announcements #tumblr is my diary

[bonesandthebees]

on another philosophical note sparkle emote (im too lazy to switch to mobile for the emojis kfjdsksd)

this is why i like . idk i love being online. i went on a whole rant today with my friend about like the freedom that having an online persona can give you. it's so much easier to experiment with gender identity with pronouns, etc etc

and even like... pfps. pfps mean so much to me. i have discord nitro and like . i literally thought it was useless until i did it to match pfps with my friend and then i never went back whoops, but i just... love being able to have multiple pfps. i love being able to express myself in so many different ways. i feel like having one pfp is so... constricting. i don't change my personality (or at least not consciously) when i talk to people online. in fact i feel more like myself online than in person lol but, it's nice to be able to express different parts of myself all at once.

and the amount of people who ive met online who are more comfortable with their online name than their irl name, idk i just find it neat :) i love seeing people having a safe space to truly be themselves eueueueu

agreed I love being anonymous online it's very fun to be able to give yourself kind of an alternate 'persona' where you can try stuff out like that!! names are especially fun. for pretty much all my teen years I could never come up with an internet pseudonym I liked more than my real name so I just. used my real name. because I was a little dumb BUT I didn't give away any other personal info about myself (like I never put my last name anywhere or anything) so I was fine

but yeah once i got into uni I started trying out internet nicknames and I have a lot of fun with them! I still really like my og nickname that I went by for a long time (I went by Cactus hence why my main blog is called bonesandcacti), but then when I got into mcyt I wanted to switch it up again. I liked the idea of going by bones, but I also wanted to try out bee because I have a bee tattoo and I love bees so I thought the name was cute. so that's how I got where I am now.

now it's reached a point where I go by bee in irl situations if I'm meeting people who (might) know me through my fics 😭 like anytime I'm in a lovejoy queue I introduce myself as bee, and when I was at twitchcon I only said my name was bee. I'm lucky that bee could also pass as a real name so it never raises eyebrows lol. I do actually really love my real name though. if I ever do get published you guys will find out what it is so you'll finally be able to call me it which would be fun

internet names are very fun and people should have fun with them :) I've never found a huge attachment to any of my pfps, except maybe my twitter pfp atm since it was art of me done by my dear friend @/aweirdlisa for my birthday last year. I love that art sm. but other than that I don't find I have a huge attachment to my pfps but I get what you mean. if I had full discord nitro I'd probably switch it up depending on the server just for funsies

#ask #icyfox17

[fandomfluffandfuck]

hi!

im soooo happy you're unflagged now, slutty chris as your pfp was something i missed a lot when i opened tumblr haha 🫠

anywayy, i was wondering what tips you have for finishing WIPs? like, i have about 6 of them that are pretty long already but each time i open one i write about a paragraph and get unmotivated againn

i really wanna post this multichapter ive been working on since january (it's a dad's best friend trope, if you're wondering 👀) but im writing one last chapter and nothing will come to me :(

do you have any tips for getting motivated or just general things that help you stay focussed?

Hey!

Same! It felt like such a long time 😫 (I mean, it was almost three weeks, so it kinda was a long time, but you know what I'm getting at)

Your wip sounds super interesting. I'm sure they're all devine. Sending you all the ✨️motivation✨️

I don't know if I have tips as much as I can tell you what I do (or what I try to do, at least lol), but anyway, here goes--

I usually don't have more than one "actual" wip at one time, I obviously jot down ideas when they come to me, but I'm not writing multiple full-fledged fics at once. I'm writing a fic, and maybe I'm working on some writing for Tumblr at the same time. Other than that, I just don't. I'm VERY tempted at times, but I force myself to take it one at a time. Even when it might be painful, lol.

(And I'm aware that I'm very privileged to have a brain that works in such a way as to let me write like that.)

Plus, as weird as it sounds, I've found the more I write with a single wip at a time, the more moving onto the next idea I have becomes a reward in of itself.

As far as finishing what I'm working on currently, usually I start with an outline, literal jot dots, for what I want the fic to be. Obviously, it doesn't always follow what I first put down, but there's an outline at least. Then, I go back and fill in that outline where I know nothing is permanent. I literally write the full fic in jot dot form. It just might be missing bits and pieces. It's still in jot dots. After I finish through the whole outline--expanding the ideas into actual writing--I go back, and I go section by section, removing the jot dots while reading for things I might need to change, things I might want to add, etc. After I get through the whole thing that way, I re-read it as a normal piece of writing. Again, changing or adding or removing things or whatever as I go. Then, I usually run it through a program like Grammarly or some shit to catch stuff that I can't catch (thanks dyslexia). Finally, I copy and paste it into AO3, reading it one last time, in a different font.

My schedule for writing on the weekend (soon weekdays, too... almost hello summer 👀) is to write for an hour after I eat breakfast. I'm a morning person, I get up at 6:00 am, then I sit on the couch with my laptop and type for an hour. Usually like 7:00-8:00am. Then I'm done. I'll come back to it tomorrow. It's a routine that's been my routine for a couple of years now, so I don't even really think about it. I just do.

(Also, obviously, if I'm in the middle of a scene or something, I write down what I will need for later, but I have shit to do, so I have to stop.)

When I'm in the middle of writing and I get stuck, usually I scroll back up to what I've written earlier and do some rereading. Or I scroll down and freshen my memory of where I'm trying to take this thing. Then, I integrate back into what I'm trying to write, thinking about the feeling I want to create, what picture I want to paint, what the internal world of the character I am writing is like (what is their "voice"), etc. When words won't come, I think about things other than words--if that makes any sense, lol.

If that doesn't work, rereading, I might take a breather. I drink a lot of tea, so I might go make myself some tea, sometimes thinking about what I'm trying to write, sometimes not. Usually, I get a lot of ideas the second I set my laptop aside, lmao. Or it comes to me when I'm pacing, waiting for water to heat up. Usually, because I write for an hour, I feel pressure to write the whole time, but I don't have to. No one has to do anything. It's all good. Take a breath.

A breather.

I also always listen to music when I'm writing. Almost always music with words but not always the same genre; I'm not just listening to horny music or whatever when I'm writing, so if I'm stuck, I might swap to a new playlist. Maybe one that is intentionally matching for what I'm writing--a more sexual playlist for smut, a softer playlist for romance, an upsetting playlist for angst, etc. Or maybe one that clashes, that always shakes something loose in my brain.

(Listening to straight fucking screamo when writing an intimate, quiet, fragile scene is objectively hilarious, too, so I entertain myself.)

Usually, when I write in the morning, I don't have as much trouble with my dyslexia because I haven't exhausted myself reading and processing the bullshit that letters and numbers do all day, but if it's just a bad day for whatever reason... I might swap fonts and try to keep at it. Usually, I write in Verdana, but I might swap to Comic Sans or something for a while.

Or, if I'm stuck because of dyslexia or anything else, I might just stop for the day. As a perfectionist and workaholic and, just, someone who you could not pay to sit still and not do something, I'm trying to allow myself more times where I can just stop. A lot of the time, I push through, though. I tell myself 10 more minutes, then you're done. A tangible goal can be good.

What really motivates me is getting the fic out. Not even necessarily getting it out and publishing it to AO3 and seeing people's reactions to what I create, although that is undeniably an incredible thing to experience. I feel compelled to write. I like the process of writing. And because I've accidentally created this rule for myself where I have to finish one thing before the next, I have to get something out to start the next. Editing is the WORST, but I will do it to move on to the next. That's just my workaholic nature.

It'll probably kill me one day... it's not the best. As a consequence, I will readily admit I forget what I've written CONSTANTLY. I don't re-read what I write once it's finished. I move on to the next idea so fast that I forget what I did prior until other people bring it up. I'm propelled forward with very narrow vision. Again, it's not the best, and I should learn to stop and appreciate what I've done. It's hard, though.

Also, talking to people about your ideas is always a good way to go. I should do it more, too. I find myself being a very selfish creator. I create from this place of compulsion. I have to get it out. I don't know why, I just do. It's the way I am. And I create alone a lot. I'm an introvert and a highly independent person, I like to be alone, and I like to make things alone. So, it's easy to fall into the same pattern of being private and only showing off what I have when it's fully finished, complete with a sparkling varnish. But that doesn't have to be the way it is. Share bits and pieces, talk about what you're doing, let other people tell you you're doing it! You're doing a good job! They're excited to see the next update, no matter how small!

If you can't/don't want to share, though, a fun way to bounce ideas around is going, okay, I have to make a list of [whatever number, 20, 50, 100, etc.] ideas. They can be absolute fucking garbage, all of them, but I am going to list out as many as I possibly can. If none of them are good, great! They're no longer taking up space in my brain. They're on this list. If one or two are good, great! You can build on those or warp them to fit.

I hope some of that helped, lol. I just tried to explain the way my brain works, and it isn't pretty, lmao.

#whiteglovemanor #asks #writing tips #writing

[jasmine-angel]

new pinned post as an extension of a bio:

hi! im Jaz. jasmine / jas is cool too. this is my 3rd chosen name so .. fingers crossed its my last.

im 24. 1999 libra baby. libra sun & moon. sagittarius rising.

i use they/them and she/her pronouns.

i was on T for 2.5 years, and at the time did id as transmasc / male. i don’t any more but i am still a genderqueer woman.

i kin laura palmer mostly, she is gonna be my on and off pfp until this account implodes. also kin marceline so expect a rotation of laura/marcie pfp.

isfp. 6w7. not sure of instinctual variants atm

learning german 🫡 if i have any german mutuals plz dm me and let me practice (im super bad at learning languages but for some reason german has been the only one my brain has been able to latch onto. as well as a tiny bit of korean).

i post sm stuff. lots of ethel cain and boygenius and mitski and mcr.

im very gay - into women and nonbinary ppl mainly tyvm

cptsd and autism 🤌 probably ocd too but that’s largely unexplored.

endometriosis & chronic pain. HEDS. aka my body is shit.

from the UK, have a degree in sociology and criminology and uh i work in a pharmacy.

i post vents under ‘jaz rambles’ which include any and all topics previously mentioned. i dont really do trigger warnings because i dont go into details and also theres too many elements. i do try and tag appropriate content tags but i’ll forget often. if you need smthn specific tagged just lmk. i do not censor words.

dni includes : terfs, maps, homophobes, alt right, forceful christians etc. aka anyone who makes life harder to live for someone else.

okay thats all i can think of rn so 💜 have a good day

edited 27/01/24 to change pronouns, clarify parts and edit a couple things to better reflect what’s going on lol.

#pinned post #pinned intro #jaz rambles #💜

[yamda]

Comms opened !

heyo people who somehow follow me on tumblr lol

as i have already announced on twitter (foul mistake of mine) i have opened commissions in order to allow peeps to suport me a little and also to help with robot heroes related projects !

8 slots are currently available atm...contact at [email protected] if interested (every time i say DM understand mail as i am a dumb dumb) (also if ur not interested thats fine too thats not like a problem). heuehehehe....

now for the half-assed ToS str8 from the bird hell hole :

payment upfront by Paypal in USD

delivery speed: commissions are not my main activity and i have irl stuff to do of course, so be aware that delivery may or may not be quite slow. do not harass me in order for the delivery to be quicker. ( however start to get worried if you have no answer in like 3 weeks lol)

references : be sure to provide visual and precise references for anything that you would like to be accurately represented. i will otherwise draw my own interpretation of what i see / what you tell me.

changes : changes can be made to the artwork as long as it is not finished and as long as it's reasonable

reasonable demand : "Can you modify the position of the arm ?" at the sketch phase non reasonable demand : " Can you redo the whole drawing ?" at the shading phase

refunds : i can refund partially or totally at my own appreciation, depending of the advancement on the piece. e.g : i will refund everything if i havent sent anything, everything minus the price of a sketch if i have sent a sketch....

you can use your comm in any non-commercial thing, as long as it is not in the red category above, and with *credit* ! (e.g : pfp, dnd with friends , to support me <3)

if commercial use, inquiries in DMs by mail .....(but i would be surprised lol) Do not pass of my work as your own.

last but not least : i reserve myself the right to use the artwork made in commissions in order to self-promote, notably on this account ! (evident but important nontheless)

failure to comply will result in refusal to work with you any longer, a block or worst case scenario, legal pursuits (but internet is a warm place, so im sure it wont happen :)) )

oki doki done thanks in advance everyone ! back to my cave

#art #commission #gamedev #robot heroes #the gates of hell are opened with this one #i prithee share the word o reader of this post

[puppiesandnightlock]

UPDATE (PLS READ)

Woooo I gained 13 more followers in a week?? Keep it up guys!! Anyways just wanted to pop in and say I appreciate you all so much for actually following and liking and reblogging my fandom trash!! And also that I won’t be online as much as I used to b bc I just got grounded and here the secret: my parents don’t know I have any online presense except for my yt acc, and technically my yt acc belongs to my dad. They think fandom is this evil thing where ppl get reeled in and kidnapped and prostitution and shit but I don’t think that’s entirely tru, bc there’s a dark side tot this but there’s also a good side. But anyways I got grounded for activating the comments on my yt so now I have to delete all the vids on my yt change the name and pfp and get my school iPad taken away, and most devices XD so technically I shouldn’t be here so if I disappear for a very long time I SWEAR IM NIT DEAD I’m just…detained. It’s better then last punishment I’ll tell u that rn. That’s a story for another time tho lol anyways feel free to ask questions or talk to me bc I like making friends here and I think that’s it so bye!!

#Update #long ass post #ground3d #I’m a teen #so sad #Not allowed to have this XD

[twinkodium]

you made an oscar version 😩😍 lmaoooo it's perfect!!!

lol "perez who does nothing"..... i mean i won't argue against you 👀 i get why they wanna hold on to their drivers, but you also have to start building on your future... how do you do that? by keeping perez and danny? nothing against danny, i love him, but is he rbs future? or did he already have his chance? is he the one who's gonna replace max one day?... and like you say, they have a lot of juniors, and what will they do with them if not let them move up?...

yes that's exactly it, i love it esp much when i've gone to bed before you or woken up after you so u have a lot of new posts 🥰 like this morning when u were up to watch practice so i got updates from scrolling along your blog 🥰 god that sounds so scary... i never ever want someone to use my computer for anything, help 🙈

and god yes lando is the luckiest guy on earth. to witness such beauty...... when is it my turn to ice bath with oscar??? or just see him without a shirt in general 🤭 i also find the tan line so adorable aaaaaaa

alsoooo i almost laughed out loud at work bcs of the pic of oscar's watch being so high up on his arm 😩 anD one last thing: how dare you reblog pics of streamer liam without warning me.... i almost had a heart attack 🥲

Something is different with your acc.. new pfp? 👀 I’m not sure but maybe 🤔🤔

It took me 30mins to type everything and didn’t even have to check for mistakes so 🤷🏻‍♀️ but it’ll used in the near future 😏

I’m always grilling Checo but like he’s a tenth off Max most of the time and he should be the more experienced one…. And like it’s embarrassing that even Oscar is beating him on Q3 appearances 🙈 yeah I get your point. They really should combined the drivers like one more experienced and a rookie so they will have the potential driver who continues the legacy after the star drivers retire. I like Daniel too but agree. I can’t see much option for him in f1 anymore. Ofc great to see him back and I’m delighted but he’s also not that young anymore ☹️ oh I’m terrified for the rbr juniors… 6 of them in f2 and none of them will move up. Some probs will do another year there and other will be possibly sent to Japan like Liam 😐

On weekdays I’m probs the one who wakes up earlier and filling the dash with reblogs 🙈 aww you’re so sweet 🥺🥺🥺 be prepared because I’ll get up to watch practice 3 again so will be spamming the dash with posts 🤭 it was actually my fault, I got locked in into my personal drive and not using the work one so he didn’t know that 🙈 but it was awkward 😂

Google search on how to become Lando norris is still pending, I’ll come back to you when I get it all figured out so we can enjoy the view too 😏 now McLaren pls drop the shirtless footage you clearly have of him 😭😭 need to see 😮‍💨😮‍💨 TELL ME ABOUT IT! It’s both funny looking but also sexy 😩😩 I’d lick his tan lines if I have the change 🫠🫠🫠

I knew that was something weird about the pic it didn’t seem right and I saw his watch like babe what have you done and why? 😂 IM SORRY, I’ll send a warning next time I do that. I’ve been caught off guard seeing him on dash too 🫠🫠

#asks #Jackie 🧡 #buttercup 🥰 #nothing to see here just our casual convo about the boys and some other stuff 🤭🤭 #also have you seen the new mclaren videos?? #Oscar speaking Japanese?? #doing origami… so many shots of his hands and thighs I lost my mind watching that video 😭😭 #daily discussion with Jackie about Oscar and Liam 🥰

[simsdada]

check in tag

thank uuu for tagging me yayy @jsasimmer @plumbtales @happy-lemon @persimmonsimmer​

why did you choose your url? because i love the sims and dada is actually a nickname for my in real life name danny so i thought it would be a cute url xP

how long have you been on tumblr? i started to post here october from last year, i was always shy and nervous about having a simblr, but i had a private tumblr since forever and i always used tumblr to search for cc

do you have a queue tag? not really

why did you start your blog in the first place? i always wanted to share pictures of my gameplay and also interact with other blogs because i think this community is really amazing! i also don’t really have social media and dont care about it so this website makes me happy to have friends and interact with kind and sweet people (even if its just liking and leaving comments on posts because most of us are shy lol)

why did you choose your icon/pfp? im always changing it tbh because of my ocd but right now its the social bunny and i made this pfp because i think the social bunny is such an icon and also kinda cute

why did you choose your header? i don’t have one at the moment but give it a time

what’s your post with the most notes? i think its the easter one with chandler and frank <3 and im very happy about that

how many mutuals do you have? i guess around 200

how many followers do you have? 278 at the moment

how many people do you follow? 280 (i follow sooo many cc finds blogs, sorry if its your cc finds blog and i spam your notifications lol)

have you ever made a shit post? i guess so xD

did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won? nooo, i hate this kind of stuff peace and love always and lets all be kind to each other

how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts? i dont care that much or as phoebe buffay says "i dont give a tiny rat's ass" i think we should post whatever we want in your blogs

do you like tag games? yesss!!!

do you like ask games? yuuup

which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? these very cool people @mdpthatsme @treason-and-plot  @void-imp @lesyasun @plumbtales @curiousb @frottana-sims @erasabledinosaur @oddinarywho @teekapoa @pixelbots @horusmenhosetix @vimpse @yakumtsaki​ @mystery-pixels

do you have a crush on a mutual? not really but my heart definitely races when some mutuals interact with me >//<

i tag @teaite @oddinarywho @cobycobsy2k @serenasims @short-sim-wayz @cindysimblr @imaginary-sims @blossom-sims (if any of you has already done this im sorry lol and also feel free to ignore)

[jackredfieldwasmyjacob]

I was (kinda) tagged by @glittertrail, mil gracias jo 🥰🥰🥰

1. Why did you choose your url?: When i was a kid and on my first social media sites (basically Deviantart and mail accounts) i always used "jackdragon" as my username because of Jack Redfield from Memorias de Idhún, I wanted to keep that theme on Tumblr and I came up with this one I quite like :)

2. Any side blogs?: Yes, both are dead but I don't really know how / want to delete them lol, they're @skamesptranslations for, well, Skam España clip translations; and @gleespana again, pretty self explanatory, I had a project of rebooting Glee but set in Spain and with Spanish songs and stuff.

3. How long have you been on tumblr?:

I created the account on 2014, but from 2015-2016 I was absent. I came back in 2017 and I've been here since.

4. Do you have a queue tag?:

Nope

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?:

I honestly don't remember? I think it had to do a bit with the crush I had at the moment, she had a Tumblr and maybe I wanted to have something in common with her? I don't remember us talking about Tumblr tho 6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?: I wanted an Amira icon cause she's my favourite character from the Skamverse and someone made that really funny edit with the Hackerman meme after the clip in season 2 where Amira dug up all info on Joana and whatnot; so I just took it lol (looking back I should've asked for permission, sorry to whoever it was).

7. Why did you choose your header?:

Kieutou is probably my favourite ship ever so yeah. But after Druck ends my Skamverse era will probably be over and tho I want to keep the pfp I want to change the header; I don't really know what to choose as a replacement tho (I'm all ears if you have any suggestions!!!) 8. What’s your post with the most notes?:

A "put in the tags" post I made a while ago about what would your name be if you were named after the river closest to your hometown. It blew up way more than I could've predicted, last time I saw it I think it had over 5k notes. 9. How many mutuals do you have?:

I haven't counted but I would say around 200? Maybe??? 10. How many followers do you have?:

1062 which I think is just insane 11. How many people do you follow?:

601 12. Have you ever made a shitpost?:

Yeah, I've made some lol 13. How often do you use tumblr each day?:

Too much... No but really, I would say, in total, it must be like 2-3 hours? Maybe? 14. Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog once?:

I don't really remember any, no! I've had some hate anons (and non-anons) but there was never any beef I think 15. How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?:

I don't really like them tbh, sometimes I will reblog it nevertheless (if the cause is important enough to me), but most of the time I'll just ignore it 16. Do you like tag games?:

I love them!!! 17. Do you like ask games?: Everybody knows I love them, yeah, they're my favourite part of this site!

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?:

There certainly are mutuals that are big in the skam fandom but I don't know if they would classify as "tumblr famous", they are for me at least I guess. I would say @jon-astronaut, @j-purplesunsets-rainydays @fatoudixon (I screamed when I saw you were a mutual hello 😳) @aahelvede and @gotskamstuff are the most well-known mutuals I have. And apart from them, I have an irl famous mutual, miss Hajar Brown herself which honestly makes me loose my mind everytime I remember it lol. 19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?: Not really! I do have a lot of friendship crushes like @ la ganga, @skamesp @claimedbytheearth @minglana @im-too-tired-to-think @espanhois @what-islife15 (my beloved❤) and many more I'm probably forgetting but yeah, none romantic I think (and if I had I wouldn't say it lmaooo)

And I tag basically everyone I have already mentioned (la ganga: @naguaraquerandom @alicechesire @eskamtrash @sarcasmisalifechoice) @looselysealedkrypton @afolksongs @sonechkaandthedynamos (i just realized i should've include you in famous people as well, you're one of the balkan tumblrinas!!!) @gwendolynlerman

#tag #i had a blast making this ngl #also sorry for all the tags i'm sorry if i annoy any of you! #especially the ones i deemed tumblr famous

[ndiecity]

idk ur still doing the confessions thing but anyway. it's not really wild or anything, i just needed to get it off my chest lol (you can ignore this if you want this gets pretty long and confusing i think so buckle up)

also shoutout to the 6th grade anon, i had a similar 6th grade exp. middle schoolers are the worst. i literally had little no friend AND was bullied lol.

anyway there was this one girl in my class that was like a sorta popular girl i was friends with. so during 6th grade, i had no friends except for her (i dont think she saw me as a friend tho or were even friends in the first place?? idk) and i would always crave her attention. i didn't know i had a crush on her i think.

(side note: i would rate the girls in my class based on how pretty and nice to me they are, (i think i put her on 2nd lol))

so then whenever she was absent for the day i would feel sad and all that shit. whenever she was around i always do anything to please her or make her think im cool or something (i was not cool, i was a loser). we would talk endlessly on messenger, talking abt random shit, how shitty her mom was, how shitty my mom was etc. one time during our first class for the day (which was about 5am i think) she was acting weird, i asked her about it, she said her stomach hurt. so me, being all lovesick and shit gave her my lunch ( i didn't have lunch money and only had sandwiches lol) when she thanked me for it, and said she felt better, i felt so proud. idk i just felt so happy then

fast forward to end of 6th grade, we were graduating. by that i mean transitioning from 6th grade to 7th grade. anyway. so we graduated, kept in touch, still messaged her on messenger, and then school got in the way and my phone got taken away cuz i failed sum classes in the 2nd quarter. never had it back since. so we didnt talk for about 4 years.

so back in 2020, my parents got me a laptop for school, and i made a new mess. acc. i reached out to her again. we talked, talked abt shitty moms, i found out she's bi and i told her im a lesbian. after a few days i asked her if she'd ever had a gf or bf or whatever (like the idiot i was) and said she didnt have to answer if she didnt want to obvi. she said yes she's had bf's before. i said, cool. then she asked me why i was asking i told her i was just curious.

then came out of nowhere, she said, "wanna try?" so then my brain shut off and i didnt reply for minutes then she just sent a "haha"

and she was like, "oh sorry was that weird? sorry😬"

but i said it was fine and shit. we didnt talk about it for about a day.

then we were talking again and i was like, "so this is gonna sound weird but do you ever like, like someone and would want a romantic relationship with them but wouldn't like, mind being their friend instead? like youre in the middle?"

and she said "yeah, i have" so then i was like "oh cool, cool"

then she asked, "why? have you?" and i said yes.

then she asked who. and my brain shut off again lmaoo so i was just like "you" the speech bubble appeared multiple times lmao then i followed up with like, "sorry! that was weird! please just forget about it!"

then she was like, "no no, it's fine. i feel the same way" (and i beliived it. how naive was i?)

so then i was like, "really?? cool cool cool" (im a really awkward person okay)

then after a few minutes of talking again (you know when you're like flirting as a joke but then it's not a joke anymore? lol) she was like, "so wanna be my gf?"

my brain shut off again. i didnt answer for a few minutes cuz my brain was dead. then she was like, "um was that too fast? that was too fast sorryy"

by the time i read that my hand was shaking lmaoo (from nervousness or shock i dont know) so i hastily replied with, "nah its fine. i would love too" after overthinking it and shit

does dating count when your just talking over text? what is dating????

anyway we flirt a lot, saying goodnight, i love you's and shit. she said i was her first gf, i said she was my first relationship and what not. i was genuinely happy. i had a person who understood me, and liked me, and i was happy. she even said she saved my bday on her phone

so then like about a week and a before my bday was when shits started to go down.

i messaged her, said a quick goodmorning cuz i had classes and how i wanted to kill myself and shit like that (dont worry, im not actively suicidal and she already knew this) she replied and i quote "Good morning, love. I love you."

then like after classes, i messaged her, asked how her day was, told her about my day etc. i waited about an hour. (she doesnt typically reply for about 10 - 15 minutes cuz duh she does have a more eventful life than mine) so i thought none of it. thought she was just busy. so it was nighttime and still no word from her. so i said good night and wished for her to be safe.

morning came, i checked my messages, still nothing, she didnt even see it yet. i went on with my day thinking nothing of it. told myself she might have some problems at home and all that. by the 3rd day, i was pretty anxious and i couldnt think properly. my brain conjuring up scenarios where her mom found out, and her phone got taken away. anything just to convince myself what the dreaded truth was.

it was the 5th day was when i gave up. i saw she changed her pfp, and captioned it like she would normally caption it. replied to the comments, that kind of shit. so then i was so mad by then so i commented too. ofc she didnt reply. i spent days worrying over her safety, when in reality she's just an asshole. and i really thought she really like me you know? i really thought she'd at least considered me as her friend, i guess not

my bday came, we had a party but i wasn't really feeling it ya know? by then i'd already spent the past week crying myself to sleep. no one noticed a thing.

a few months ago i saw she had a bf, and by that time i already felt like my old self again, no longer the broken pathetic shell she left. i was back to square one. so i cried again.

present day, i still see her posts, her ig stories, (i dont think she blocked me). and i cant bring myself to block her either. like idk on one hand i'm so mad that she just left me hanging, that her relationship with her new bf lasted longer than we were together and on the other i knew if she ever reached out again, i would latch on to every inch of her. (that's probably bad lol)

anyway have a nice day/afternoon/night!!!! i hope i havent troubled you too much lol sorry!

Damn that's a lot to take in, I'm sorry 😔

#long post

[creepweirdo]

OOOO @newyearknwwme tagged me in this cute little tag game 🥺🥺🥺❤️ it was so much fun ❤️❤️❤️ THANK YOU

(ALSO guys im so sorry for the lack of emojis i drafted this in word kjsadfljashdf)

why did you choose your url?

hahahhaha ive been in the habit of saving funny urls ever since tfatw came out jsdhflkjshdf and the “she lived she served cunt then she died” meme was making the rounds and i wanted a url based of that and surprisingly it wasn’t taken !!!! also i’m addicted to changing my url i need help-

any side-blogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them

yeah ahahahahahah i have a cdrama/fandom blog @imaprettyboy and then i have a joji blog where i make gifs shkflahsdkjfhskdj lol i am not gonna promo it JKHDLKJH but omg im fighting with the blog at the moment bc my gifs are not showing up in the joji tag :((( it’s a calculated move against me i know it

how long have you been on tumblr?

since the start of 2015 maybe ???? i had another account but deleted it and started fresh on here at the end of 2016. LMAO it started as a twd and yuri on ice blog khjhfdlsh my blog archive is so funny sometimes i look at it and laugh

do you have a queue tag?

hhahaha noooo. LMAOOOOOO vee’s answer is pretty much the same as me sldfhlakjhd i only recently figured out how the even do it and i think i prefer to reblog a million things at once ,,,, however i have been known to schedule things every now and then kasdfhlkjhd

why did you start your blog in the first place?

i started this once bc i think i took a break from tumblr for like a week after i deleted my old one but i missed it AJHDKJAHSjfhkdjhlk

why did you choose your icon/pfp?

omg zuko limp wrist angry gay icon !!! i’ve had this icon for uhhhhh maybe like 2 weeks now ?? originally i think i found the screenshot in someone’s twitter replies but the other day i giffed and coloured the little scene and took a screenshot from that and now this one is a bit more RED !! but yeah leo @thisisagaysonlyevent sums it up when he described zuko as my main girl and yeah <3

why did you choose your header?

omg zuko limp wrist angry gay icon !!! but yeah !! it used to just be that screenshot but i giffed it the other day <3333 i love it so much sometimes i just stare at my blog and watch him move hahaha

what’s your post with the most notes?

oh hahahahah i think its an umbrella academy one about klaus being gay and not being able to drive LMFAO. i kind of hate the post KJHDLJHFJHDskjdh it was a notes grab i will admit

how many people do you follow?

as of 11/6/2021 i follow 389 people kjshdflkjshdfkjhd i used to follow like 1000+ ,,,,,, but i was always missing my beloved mutuals’ posts so i cut it down sjdhflh the only downside is that the dash gets really really dead certain times of the day 

have you ever made a shitpost?

lmao i think it is my brand

how often do you use tumblr?

stop OMG skjhflkjhadskjfh this is so embarrassing ,,,, like a lot. its my main social media hahahah. i used to use instagram and tumblr equally but not so much anymore ,,,,

did you have a fight/argument with a blog once? who won?

LMAO vee’s answer to this made me laugh so hard bc SAME. i have never fought with people online for real but ive had dreams about it to HAAHHAHAHAH i’m crazy

how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this post’?

hmmmm it depends – i don’t like the condescending or guilt tripping ones

do you like tag games?

yes i do and i appreciate every single tag ive had but im a terrible person and procrastinate them. ive got a lot in my drafts from like months ago which i will get around to one day im sorry <3

which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? 

lmao this year ive learnt that SO MANY of my mutuals are famous kjshdflhsdf its actually so crazy i didn’t know people could have that many followers on tumblr KJKDLJSHFKJHF. also ahhaha vee said that she think im famous which sajkfhdljhdf i will say this year i’ve like doubled the amount of followers i had this time last year but servingcunt is still pretty niche underground if you know you know grungecore pickle rick kafkaesque et cetera et cetera

do you have a crush on a mutual? 

im for real in love with all my mutuals <3 ily

last song i listened to

okay technically it’s the song vee put bc i clicked the link and it opened on my spotify web browser and started playing jkhsfljdhfk but the one before that is the new doja cat song – need to know !!! 

my phone bg and lockscreen

LMAO ill put some screenshots LKJHFKJHD the lock screen and home screen really don’t go together ,,,, gemini moment

tagging

lmao only do this if you guys want to <333

@sluthonorific @highwarlockkareena @beefleef​ (even tho vee tagged you alreadyyy sjkfhjhs) @nicholasbraungf​ @thisisagaysonlyevent​ @roombagreyjoy​ @sharkentine​ @doctorfeathers​ @softpluto​ @bucxkybarnes​ @katsstratford​

[stayndays]

tag question game!!

tagged by @kwonsyoungs <3

why did you choose your url?

i made it in the splur of the moment when i was making this blog actually. i used to write for day6 too, so i combined stay + day to get stayndays! i still like it to this day, simple enough for people to memorize it in one go, and it sounds pretty :D

do you have any sideblogs?

this is technically a sideblog, but this is the only blog i use!

how long have you been on tumblr?

almost two years! i started in july of 2019 (or around that) and that was when i used to post shitty picsart edits on my main blog. this blog is a year old and was made around march of last year!

do you have a queue tag?

nope!

why did you start your blog in the first place?

i cant remember actually? i was reading fanfiction on tumblr way before i actually got an account; the reason why i started with editing before tumblr is something i can’t remember. maybe it was because i thought i was good at it back then LMAO.

my reasoning for staying on tumblr remains the same as it always has been: to get good at writing, make friends who also love stray kids, and because the reward is worth it! also because i want to pursue writing as a career heh

why did you choose your icon/pfp?

yang jeongin

why did you choose your header?

to match the blog aesthetic LMAO, i’m actually planning to change it soon when i have the time to!

what’s your post with the most notes?

stray kids’ kisses! i can see why.

how many mutuals do you have?

those with a mutual tag: 21!

how many followers do you have?

959! i don’t know why honestly, these days i feel like i don’t deserve it and im becoming a flop account LOL. i don’t post often, and i think more than half of those people clicked the following button just for my ot8 reactions. but honestly, i really want to increase my follower count to increase my chances of my halloween series this year becoming popular!

how many people do you follow?

176! however most of my favorite writers don’t write anymore *sobs*

have you ever made a shitpost?

constantly. #shabbles.

how often do you use tumblr each day?

i use it more often than i should HAHA. i check it out of habit to see if i’ve gotten any notes, and i check through the #stray kids fluff tag almost everyday at night.

did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

the closest i’ve gotten is dming somebody who plagiarized one of my ot8 reactions on instagram, along with a big mishap on my part privately, but other than that, nope!

how do you feel about those “you need to reblog this” posts?

overall, i don’t really get them to be honest? it feels as though they’re demanding everybody who sees the post to reblog it or else they’re a bad person. i tend not to talk about irl issues/drama on my blog (unless i feel that it’s extremely extremely important) because i’d rather my blog be a safe spot for people to not have to face that kind of stuff. there’s only so much negativity that us humans can take!

do you like tag games?

yes! i’ll always participate, and if i don’t, it’s because i forgot SKDJJS

do you like ask games?

yes yes yes!! i don’t really get anons these days (i only have 1 active anon now) so i love any inbox message i receive!

which of your mutuals do you think are tumblr famous?

i was a fan of @blueprint-han @hanniiesuckle17 @delicatewerewolfsoul and @gdaychan before i became mutuals with them!

do you have a crush on a mutual?

here’s the thing: i’m younger than all of my mutuals. and sometimes it’s by like 5+ years so I DON’T THINK IT WOULD BE GOOD IF I WERE TO HAVE A CRUSH OF THEM LMAO so my dreams of having one of those online significant others are crushed at the moment T-T i take sibling offers though! (i already have a mom >:( )

tagging: @runalongwith-skz @crispy-chan

#the amazing aria 🫐 #tag game

[islesnucks]

thank for the tag @calgarycanuck 😘😘

(q's under the cut so i dont bother anyone with the long ass post)

1. Why did you choose your url?

I wanted to change my old one and did a whole poll thingy so everyone could help me chose a new one (i spammed haaaard some people probably hated me) and this one won! Also islesnucks because i love the isles and the canucks duh

2. Any side blogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them.

@c-watches-too-many-shows lame please don't follow me there i dont use it anymore, i used to post little imagines there for a bunch of different shows but decided to move back to my main (this one) when i got into hockey

3. How long have you been on tumblr?

Ufff i think since like 2015 maybe? I had many many "phases"

4. Do you have a queue tag?

Yep, #queue it

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?

I was going through a phase when i was like 15 where i hated everyone and tumblr was the perfect place to be a moody teenager

6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

So it would match my theme

7. Why did you choose your header?

I change it all the time but every time i change it is because isles media release a new hq pic of the boys all together celebrating i just live seeing them happy

8. What’s your post with the most notes?

I dont know but probably a barzy fic

9. How many mutuals do you have?

I honestly dont know, probably a lot because i tend to follow back a lot of people

10. How many followers do you have?

634 last time i checked

11. How many blogs do you follow?

Around 120 i think (im too lazy to check right now)

12. Have you ever made a shitpost?

I mean probably? I post so much shit here sorry to my followers love you

13. How often do you use tumblr in a day?

Really depend on the day and how busy i am, but i almost always check it at night at least once

14. Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog? Who won?

Not that I know lol

15. How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

I don't like the pressure but I don't mind reblogging stuff

16. Do you like tag games?

Love them

17. Do you like ask games?

Love them even more

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

All of them are rockstars but ill pick a few @hotgirlhockey @sorokaaa @heybarzy

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?

Nope

20. Tagging:

no pressure! @geekie @cherrylita @mondieumat

#tag game #promise is the last one guys then the tag game smap is over #c rambles