#like 1/2h

[why-the-heck-not]

Trying to listen to podcast to calm down to sleep -> loud as fuck ad. Trying to check something quick from a youtube tutorial -> first gotta watch 2x 30 second unskippable ads. Trying to go to a website -> 2 popups and an ad video automatically start to play. Trying to listen to the radio while driving -> 7 minutes of uninterrupted ad time. Every single free app with those shitty game ads with the stupid annoying ass king. I’m tired !!! I never wanna buy anything ever again !!!!!!!

#watched youtube and skipped the ’’this video is sponsores by’’ only to get hit with 2 30sec unskippable ads and I just deleted the youtube #app from my phone with pure rage I’m fucking tired of ads everywhere all the good goddamn time #nYx PLuMpIng GLoss pLumP yOurSeLf Up BabY go fucking die #(also im tired so im unreasonably mad at every minor thing rn but like this has been the sentiment for months) #(should’ve gone for that walk I was thinking abt would’ve been much calmer) #(bc now rage deleted all the ''fun''' apps from my phone it's now just the essentials in there (tho did keep podcasts & Spotify bc those I #refuse to give up) like idk this better stick I want phone screen time of 1-2h per day) #april 2024 #2024

[stodareegg]

happy belated international compress day

#hc: Compress doesn't iron his clothing. this hc is completely unrelated to me going overboard with the clothing wrinkles. #i was going to post this yesterday bc i thought it would take 1-2h but i didnt like the flat coloring nor the lineart #once I added those wrinkles it felt wrong to tone down the detail and find a more efficient coloring method #mr compress #bnha fanart #atsuhiro sako #I will self rb later. I'm really proud of this one #stodareegg creation

[rawliverandgoronspice]

trying to assign instruments to gerudo characters for thralls' soundtrack. Nabooru is getting the sitar so far, as I think she's good at representing the gerudo side that's closer to the Wild Era in terms of long-term vision for gerudo prosperity, not to mention that it works great for a more laid-back character; though Iftaah could also get that aspect, even though her perspective is a little bit more desperate and a little less actually strategizing about diplomacy and commerce in the way that Nabooru's is... not sure I have nailed down the perfect instrument for her yet though? Maybe a duduk, for its plaintive quality and capacity for softness? But I don't know, I feel like there could be something better out there. Saeruk and flamenco guitar seem pretty great fit for the versatility of the instrument, both harsh and defiant, playful at times, but also extremely sad if needs be, and the fact that she represents more the "older" kind of gerudo works well with more hispanic/romany inspirations. And then there's Aveil, who I feel represent the best the connection of the gerudos to their land, and I'd love an instrument that really represents that. Still looking for that one.

There's a bunch of fun things for Ganondorf that can be done, but I think he'll get... bigger instruments, in general. And church organs are quite versatile too it turns out. :) I like the marimba from his first phase boss battle, but it's a little too... I don't know, I feel like it lacks the roundness and depth and imposing quality that we could get with other picks. But Ganondorf so far has about *eight billion* leitmotifs going on with what I have selected for him (him and Ganon's, as they are... not exactly separate entities in the story, but sort of, it's kind of weird), so it might be more a case of actual melody rather than instruments, or maybe on top of instruments that swap in and out depending on what we want to invoke...

Sorry, rambling, but I would really love to compensate for my lack of voice actors with a pretty meaningful stab at the soundtrack. I feel like I kind of have to honestly. ;;

#thoughts #thralls of power #animatic project #gerudos #nabooru #ganondorf #I need to upgrade my music software and stop using Logic 5.5 that came out in 2002 ;; #and gives me between 30mn to 2h before subjecting me to a coinflip about whether or not it corrups my savefile #never really had the material for a proper upgrade but I really want to make one and that seems the perfect opportunity for that #also yeah nabooru has kind of a big role in thralls! #she wasn't there at all in descant or just in passing #but she becomes kind of an important player in this version of the events #her antagonism with ganondorf is. definitively there let's say. #it's funny I actually kind of used descant as a brainstorming ground for thralls in many ways #as every single character arc is just whatever I began to sketch out in unhallowed vespers #but like More and More Deliberate and more focused too #there's a bunch of threads I completely cut out #so it won't be a perfect 1:1 #which is for the best I think I just hadn't spent enough time with some characters to truly get them #I'm much more confident now #Iftaah is perhaps the one that needs the most work at the moment? she has a Bad Fucking Time so I need to make sure #it goes to places that not only serve other people's arcs but also her own --and that she ends the story in a meaningful place narratively #Serielle also needs work but more in the sense that's there's so much happening in her brain. and it's pretty difficult to convey. #but I fully know what's going on in there at least even if it's wildly convoluted #anyway!! rambling rambling sorry sorry #I am frustrated that I can't actually work on it so here I am rambling #ok back to work now

[airenyah]

i'm not allowed to watch 23.5 until i've finished my assignment

#i know the new ep doesn't air for another 2h #but considering the state of my motivation recently..... i'll likely take more time than that for my assignment #so this is a rule i'm setting preemptively cnfnfjcjv #airenyah plappert #23.5 #adrm #but first. lunch. #(it's 1:30pm and i just got out of my violin lesson and now i'm super hungry dndjfjv)

[cicerobussytransplant]

i love long movies but we all gotta be real and honest with our hearts. dune part 2 does NOT need to be 2h and 40m long are we insane

#.text #and this is AFTER the 2h+ of boredom that was part 1 like there can't be that much to say

[nullians]

I'm still? artblocked?? But here is Xanh in some weirdass colours bc I've decided to do whatever - it's my playground

#doodle day #oc: Xanh #yeah yeah this is after the colour palette revamp #I'm still not sure what to do with him like #in general but #I like his combo of [in the wrong genre] with [should have been a villain] and [reluctant monster] #d0 stuff #original #If you are Celery Williams and see the lotuses no you don't #he's like a he but in gender neutral way btw #he's a dragon it doesn't really mean anything to him djgbkdfg #this was like 1-2h of fucking around I hope you understand how much I'm trying to crawl out of art block

[kimtaegis]

research could be so nice if it weren’t for the participants

#travelled 1 1/2h to campus to call families via the lab phone #tried to be there as late as possible when parents should more likely be home with their 2 year olds #and no one. NO one picked up #I could literally cry. this has been going on for weeks now #I’ll never finish this thing until the end of the year and it’s not even my fault #I’m so fucking frustrated

[mishkakagehishka]

I want you all to know that i have no idea what hnk the manga stands for so every time you put it on my dash i read it as hrvatsko narodno kazalište (croatian national theatre)

#it's like hrt all over again #i finished my first read and i'm so exhausted already #turns out it's closer to 2h than what i thought was 1½h to fully read it #oh well #i'll read it again after a short break #but i'll also make a flowchart this time #with authors and their works separated into centuries and movements #bc i'm so nervous and scared i'll forget who did what and when... #i keep mixing up gerusalemme liberata and orlando furioso😭 it's just the same book to me #so it's a bit harder to remember which one was in which part of cinquecento lmao

[skylashadow]

• Rose •

#my art #i rlly like how it turned out! #exept for the shadows maybe #anyway this is gouache on paper and took me about 2 1/2h!

[anaid-queen]

lies to tell myself today:

I have a normal amount of BG3 characters.

#it's just 19...... 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈 #me: i'll finish one run first #also me: *dips about 1-2h into like a dozen other chars too* #(IT BASICALLY DOESN'T COUNT OK) #(PLAYTIME ON MY MAIN IS OVER 44H ATM) #baldur's gate #baldur's gate 3 #i am just entirely too gone for the game and keep having IDEAS goddammit!! #u can't give me a complex world and a beautiful character editor and so many PERSONALITY CHOICES and then expect me not to go insane on the #you can't

[why-the-heck-not]

06.02.24, tuesday

duolingo french streak day 32

fully cleaned my apartment (bc tmrw’s The Day!! The washing machine’s is gonna be here finally!! but so will be some guy to install it, and what is adulthood if not cleaning up ur place to a tiptop shape for some random who couldn’t care less)

grocery store

2h for stuff for the english course

45min walk

#ngl my social anxiety is taking a hit with someone coming here & the small talk etc. #one of my least favorite things is having ppl at my place idk why but it’s stressful #but idk it’s like 1-2h thing I can do that I’ll just be hella awkward #plus I’m hoping it’s just me showing where the thing’s supposed to go and then I’ll fuck off and no one is gonna try to be conversational #(title of ur sextape) #(imsorry) #today’s productive(ish) things #february 2024 #2024

[tsundereition]

bruh some ppl in this fandom are so annoying and dumb and hypocrites aaaa

#i've been on a 2h blocking spree #and a few weeks ago i had another 2 hours blocking spree #like if you're not blocked atp consider yourself lucky and a few of the good ones cause i use that button very freely #but seriously i don't wanna go into detail but let ppl enjoy stuff and if you don't like it just block them #no need to go on a witch hunt and tell others #“hey this person if bad (lie) so if you follow them you're bad as well (lie^2)” #like srsly this causes a general feeling of paranoia and like moral ocd in fandom and it's so annoying istg #(i know ocd is not a feeling but i have ocd so i am allowed to use the word wrong (?) #tsun.txt #makes a 1-sentence post and then writes a whole ass essay on the tags lol

[chaotictomtom]

trying to check out to see if i'll ever manage to get top surgery this year and. let's just say i thought the delay would be bigger but. the price is still always such a big ass problem i kinda wanna bash my head against a wall but. anyway

#living with 600/month and having no idea if i'll ever get a job after this semi-work that ends in march but. oh well!!! #already tried to calculate if i could ever save any money from the little time i get to work there but!!! only make me wanna cry #im afraid this will be another year w/o top surgery 😀 dying in the summer and wishing to rip my skin off. w/o the hope i'll at least #get a date some day. cos at this rate i have absolutely no hope ngl. #the whole organisation to get to one of the potential surgeon 2h away is already making me want to explode #i have absolutely no idea how i'll ever be able to pull this off. ever. i don't even know if we'll be able to stay in this flat by the end #of our contracts. so. yeah #i can't see past 4 months away how can i think i'll ever be able to start this thing going. trying to but i stay silly ing the situation but #!!!!! im so desperate i feel so drained and exhausted. the mere idea of summer makes me wanna kms i'm dreading going through it another year #smh. #absolutely no one gives a shit i shouldn't vent in da tags for the 1 day of the yea #but im suddenly hit with an enormous wave of despair that i know won't go away cos it's always on my mind #and seeing the facts once again that i'll prob never be able to afford it is not helpiiiinh #yes i live in france no not everything is paid by healthcare cos it's still considered as non vital </3333 #dental/ear/teeth problems started to get fully refundable (on specific little things) only a few years ago #so we're like decades of getting top surgery refunded 100% im afraid</3 #i shouldn't complain but then again what's the use of cool healthcare if we can't ever have access to a doctor. of any kind. #smh smh smh #rent over I'm sick of myself i'll shut up sorry

[magicalgirlmindcrank]

I did like 500k Agility xp today and I did a lot of suboptimal xp and took breaks and shit, keep that up and I'll be getting the 99 before next Miku~

#I will likely not keep that up #or maybe I'll do even more the next 3 days #but then is streaming day and I'll do SOME at least but more like 2-4h not the 7h at work + 2h before and 1-2h after #I'll be getting the next few days #Finish sat into Sunday maybe? #today was day 1 of the serious agility grind tho and i crushed it with the training wheels on

[godisasimp]

Interesting pair, I do not personally ship it but honestly kinda curious ☕ could be an interesting ship in an AU or enemies to lover (extreme enemies to lover lmao-) in a way HoDomination kinda helped Kiana grow so y'know not all bad (sure they wanted to steal her core and may or may not have harmed her loved ones but like -)

6/10 not a ship I currently am into but definitely an interesting pair.

#To avoid spam i will reply to these every 1-2h lol I do not want to ruin the tags with weird thing and be yelled at for it y'all thanks #am i speedrunning getting cancelled any% glitchless?? #btw when i say fucked up #i mean fucked up show me hell everyone #i do not want only cutesy ships i want the most depraved shit you can throw at me #i am promising myself to give an answer to all ships #making a special tag for it so you can like block it if you don't want to see that in the other honkai tags → #Do I ship it ? (god's HI3rd) #honkai impact #honkaiposting #honkaimpact3rd #kiana kaslana #honkai kiana

[wnine]

no i’ve been cursed for realllll i’m 100% sure of it i’d just like to know why

#so just got home from the park and the front door didn't close #i had to FORCE it closed by pushing it with my whole body #now i'm concerned about opening it again fucking hell #this is not even 1 week after the lock broke and i was stranded outside for like 2h btw:) #i mustve done something to fuck up my karma this bad but idk what it was #op #personal #mi