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#lowkey i think hayama has the potential to be real scary
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yandere!hayama kotaro
for anon who asked "For the yandere event Hayama pretty please 🥺"
so on the surface, you’d think he’s a good boyfriend, right? (well, good as far as yanderes go)
he’s especially excitable when it comes to you
he’ll listen to you talk about your hobbies for hours, eyes shining, getting so happy about it it’s like those hobbies are his own
just seeing you every morning gets him bouncing around, bombarding you with questions and comments: “how did you sleep? i bet you missed me, right? you definitely missed me. hey, can i stay over at yours tonight? you know what i dreamt about? you. yeah i dreamt about you. what about you?” and on it goes
(for the record, he asks all these questions but never lets you get a word in edgeways)
loves when you praise him more than anything else - to an unhealthy extent
if you tell him how cool he looked doing a certain skateboard trick, he’ll keep demanding you say it again and again and again, jumping around, getting way too close to your personal space, starting to shake you, shoving you in excitement etc
so you keep praising him and the praise does nothing for his self control
in short, he gets very intense
remember we’re still talking about nice hayama btw
nice hayama though, with all his excitement, can be dealt with
pretty much the only time he stills is if you hug him, or let him use your lap as a pillow
he’s a clingy little chap
you talk to anyone else and he’s wrapping his arms around you (always a little too tight - has no understanding of his own strength), refusing to leave for the duration of the conversation
then in the evening, cuddling together, he shoves his face in your back and repeats endlessly, “i’m your favourite, i’m your favourite, i’m your favourite…”
hayama is a creature that acts solely on emotions; he has little to no control of his own behaviour
he’s not the most irritable of people, but he does have his triggers, and they are quick acting
can go from slightly too cheery to cold and raging in seconds
this other side of hayama is vindictive
he despises criticism from you more than anyone else - and what’s scariest is that sometimes a perfectly innocent comment from you is treated as such, as just a joke, but sometimes it sets him off
hayama’s anger is hands on. he has to feel himself injure something (whether that be punching the wall or slamming himself against you) to even start to calm down
if he’s taking a board game with you seriously, and you win?
man’s throwing the pieces across the room, storming out
cause it’s an absolute in his mind that he is the coolest, the victor, and if you dare counter that, it’s like if you had told him he was worthless, that you don’t need him
oh and stay away from him after he’s had a bad day at basketball practice, or if akashi’s been picking on him too much
sometimes, sure, he just needs a cuddle and some kisses and he’s right as rain
but sometimes, if you ask if he’s okay, he stares at you, gaze unfocused, fists still clenched and you’d better move away before his anger is taken out on the wrong person
plus, more than anything else, he cannot stand if you’ve been too friendly with someone else
again, its that hands-on rage
you could be crying, begging him to forget that you went to a classmate’s house to work on a project, but he’s seeing red
he couldn’t careless about how you feel
if he has to shove you into the wall to get past you and to said classmate to “teach him what’s what”, he will
you think he gives a shit about any casualties when his blood is up?
no.
not even if that casualty is you.
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