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bluebelledmoon · 1 month
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i miss wind waker
what do you mean this wasn't how it went
original from 2 years ago under the cut!
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oatmilking · 7 years
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Like . Nothing happens ...........
#my parents have been trying 2 divorce the past 2-3 yrs n idk if itll ever happen we dont have money#my dad doesnt wanna stay in this village he doesnt want this house either he wants 2 rent out a flat or smth in the city#my mom wants the house she wants 2 stay here but she wldve 2 pay half of rhe houses value 2 my dad#but no1 here has money so dad cant leave until mom pays him the house but she cant do thr bc we r all broke as hell#dad didnt even get paid this month#i h8 how hes so careless n nonchalant but whtvr id move in him only 2 leave this shithole not bc of his emotional support whatsoever lol#it took me several yrs 2 realise tht none of my family r gud u kno#like my dad isnt a gud dad my mom isnt a gud mom my grandparents arent tht gud either ... im still realising btw .......#like ppl have it a lot worse than me so i jst think im overreacting n theyre all caring abt me dearly n i shldnt b complaining but .#wht if its rly tht bad . i kno now thr this family aint shit so mayb tht shld b enough evidence#anyways . as u can see theres another trap im stuck in yippie yay#i feel like my only hope 2 break out is getting into uni even tho i feel like dying when i start thinking abt it lmao#i hope i can find motivation 2 study there bc im already having anxiety attacks when i think abt my little knowledge#abt computer science like why did i do this 2 myself i cant even program#Like Like i cant even html w/o using html softwares lmao but whtvr#i was like ok ill attend there n ill quickly find sumthn else so i can switch majors but#after tht atrocious grlit exam ive given up all the hope if this doesnt work out i might well as can die#until now i had this belief tht i can still switch 2 like lit major or sum shit like tht but all ihave left nkw is englisb#idc abt it tbh ... its jst a foreign lang i use 2 understand things written or said in tht lang bc its l universal#i didnt study it bc i cared abt it or was interested in it it was kinda a necessity n idc if im gud @ it i dont wanna do anything w jt#o wow my life is miserable im such a bitch#journal
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