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sickmachete · 25 days

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Shuffle your favorite playlist and post the first five songs that come up. Then copy/paste this ask to your favorite mutuals. 💌💛

um also maria addition: i did a below the cut where i spoke abt my relationship with each song so. if u wanna do that too... encouraged. i care. i wanna know. and i LOVE U👉👈 (pls dont feel heartbroken that im copy n pasting this part to a few of our mutuals too. i just love u guys sm ok) (kissing u elena kissing uuuuu)

MARIANARA SAUCE!!!!!!!! HELLO!!!!!!!!! there were so many songs on my playlist that i wanted to add but i stuck to the rules of the game 🫡

goo goo muck by the cramps

gay thoughts by the growlers

ghostbusters by ray parker jr.

the waves have come by chelsea wolfe

strong reflection by mars red sky

goo goo muck — the cramps: i owned 3 cramps t shirts from middle school to highschool (then i moved and lost em...i gotta find them again...): 1 was just black & white, 1 was black white & hot ass pink, and 1 was bright fucking yellow. all featuring that weird skeleton zombie man from the band's "bad music for bad people" album cover. i loved each and every one of those damn shirts. oh and every time i got my period id wear one of my cramps shirts to school. no idea if anyone actually caught on but it sparked a lot of joy in kid me LOL. the band itself is very grungy and reminds me sm of my childhood going to shitty backyard concerts

gay thoughts — the growlers: the growlers was one of the first bands i ever saw at a real concert, and it was one of the strangest grimiest experiences of my childhood. it took place inside this huge ornate theatre with barely any crowd. everyone was high, the singer kept leaving the stage in the middle of songs/during guitar solos to take a piss bc he kept drinking beers throughout the performance, there were boob shaped lamps lighting up the back stage. my sister was friends with one of the guitarists. and afterwards we got THE best sushi of my LIFE in THE most sketchy ass looking hole-in-the-wall restaurant. truly was just a huge vibe overall and one of the only fond memories i have with that sister. (also this song has the most ridiculous story ever?? questioning man keeps running off to gay drag shows and cheating on his girlfriend with men and it turns out his girlfriend's been using the time he's gone to ALSO cheat on him. but with women. queer4queer solidarity??? the yt video's great)

ghostbusters — ray parker jr.: ok yknow what. i keep trying to watch this movie and getting fucking bored midway through but my GOD does this song fuck. every halloween like clockwork i start blasting ghostbusters and the pure fucking euphoria it brings me is unparalleled. so i guess im not surprised i have it saved on one of my most listened to playlists SDGHJKFD

the waves have come — chelsea wolfe: different vibe than the previous songs and also i feel like i keep finding excuses to talk about this song but my fucking god it is just. so so very dear to me. i think it's genuinely held the number one spot for my most repeats on spotify for like. a DECADE. something about it dude i cant explain it. life changing. heartbreaking. like getting lost in a brutal storm at sea

strong reflection — mars red sky: dude that intro riff. bro... need i say more. low grungy riffs are EVERYTHINGGG if it isnt growling whats the POINT!!!!!!! this song feels like a cargo boat thats slowly rocking in an ocean made of smoke and tar. but also it's in the vacuum of space. and you're tripping balls

none of my super ridiculous cheesey 80s/90s songs got picked which is super fucked up... but oh well... next time maybe 🫶

#asks #music #marianara sauce #TY FOR THE ASK BELOVED #SORRY MY MUSIC TASTE IS..............................THE WAY IT IS

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reverie-starlight · 10 months

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I'm lowkey kinda curious what kinda screenshots you have in that "unhinged on hinge" album icl... 👀 /nf

~ nessa ♡

LMAOO I wish I could share some of my favourites, but I don't wanna post the pics because a lot of them have the person's face in them

SOOO here are ten responses to the prompts/events that made me crack up written out for you <3

1) on my profile I had originally answered the prompt "my cry in the car song is..." and basically said something along the line of having too many, so if anyone needed recs to lmk and this guy asked "You okay? Need a hug or anything?"

...I changed the prompt very soon after that.

2) "this could be us:" and the picture was a drawing of Curious George and The Yellow Hat Man making out.

3) Prompt: "My greatest strength" Answer: Rizz with elderly civillians

4) The amount of men I've come across who respond to "I'm weirdly attracted to:" with the answer "mentally ill women" is actually crazy

5) "I'll fall for you if" and his response was "you trip me". I liked his response because I thought it was funny but we ended up not matching.

6) Abraham Lincoln liking my profile and asking me what I was doing that night with emojis I wish not to disclose on my sfw blog.

7) "Together we could" and his response was "build the largest drug smuggling ring canada has ever seen" :)

8) One of my prompts: "Green Flags I look for" to which I listed things like being open minded, letting me ramble abt stuff, and this guy responded to it asking me what kind of coffee/tea I like and I was very confused cause I didn't mention coffee (this one def isn't weird, but it amuses me anyway)

9) "I'm looking for" and he said "A girl who would stab me for looking at other women" and honestly? me too dude.

10) An actual response word for word I received for the same prompt mentioned in 8: Ok hear me out, an onion shaped raccoon rolls up to you, stared for a moment before proceeding to let out some enchantment table esk god speech, then stops time to untie your shoe and rolls off

bonus round: two guys who's profiles mentioned "becoming literate" and "wanting to be gaslighted" respectively in every. single. prompt.

I have so many more but these were some stand out ones. Also disclaimer, I'm not making fun of anyone here or trying to come across that way!! I know a lot of these are jokes and everyone is doing their best, but even so, it's unhinged behavior on hinge.

(also @emmyrosee since we were talking abt hinge a little yesterday, I thought you'd enjoy this too, I hope it's ok that I tagged u!!)

#reverie mutuals #nessa bby!!#(if you want a different tag lmk!!)

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aphrodite1288 · 4 years

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KYUNGSOO'S ENLISTMENT!

Why did he enlist?

So y'all asked me..

This is not an analysis!

Kyungsoo's preparing for his album these days, he was in negociations with the A&R team to look for songs for him n style he wants to adopt n the theme of his album.. and tbh I liked a song he wanted so bad to be the title track

But things didn't go well n he couldn't have it cuz the producer of the song is in a band n his band refused to give Ksoo the song.

Anyway Ksoo is looking through songs SM is buying n writing now.

Yes all of that in Military!! He has days off. For some ppl who might wonder.

That's how SM negotiated with Soo cuz he wanted to LEAVE cuz HE WANTED TO SING BUT SM ONLY WANTS TO USE HIM AS AN ACTOR TO GAIN MORE MONEY FROM HIM! CUZ MOVIES PAY OFF MORE THAN SONGS!

Again...

And Soo was so upset n tired of acting he wanted to SING SO BAD that's why he REFUSED MANY MOVIE OFFERS n S/M was MAD AT HIM FOR REFUSING ROLES IN IMPORTANT MOVIES cuz he felt like SM wants to take him away from E/xo forever N HE LOVES EXO HE DOESN'T WANT TO NO LONGER BE PART OF EXO even tho SM offered him more money n more fame n focus on him more than all the members, BUT KSOO IS A GOOD BOY HE DIDN'T CHOOSE HIMSELF OVER EXO HE WANTED TO BE ALWAYS IN EXO n DIDNT ACCEPT SM'S OFFER TO ABONDON EXO N BE A FAMOUS ACTOR HE DIDN'T WANT TO RUIN HIS BAND's Future!

SM wanted him to be like Yoona n Minho n siwon n hyunsik from Ze:a n Lee ki kwang n Lee Joon from Mblaq n other idols whom were removed from their bands to be actors forever( not siwon's case but wtvr)... So SM wanted to only focus on ksoo on acting n ruin EXO's future like those bands but Ksoo REFUSED!! N He was scolded n punished for refusing the roles of movies SO HE DECIDED TO LEAVE SM n NOT EXO!! That's when the news of him leaving popped up on March 13th 2019 ( Remember the 10min heart attack we all had phew).

Ugh my baby is a

He threatened SM to leave n they negotiated with him..he asked for a solo as a treat but they told him they don't have something for him for the time being cuz all the songs went to N*CT n Baekhyun n Chen n Taey)eon n Tae/min n other soloists n bands so THEY ASKED HIM TO ACCEPT ONE OF THE MANY ROLES HE WAS OFFERED N START ACTING FOR THE TIME BEING UNTIL THEY PREPARE HIM NEW SONGS BUT AGAIN HE REFUSED TO ACT n SAID " I WANNA FUCKN SING" N LEFT TO ARMY IN DÜRING THAT TIME THAT SM PROMISED HIM OF AN ALBUM. HE SAID " OK I WON'T WASTE TIME ON ACTING IM TIRED I WANNA SING! WHEN EVERYONE'S SOLOS ARE DONE N MY TURN IS UP I WILL BE IN THE TIME BEING SERVING MY COUNTRY THAT WOULD BE BETTER THAN ACTING IN TONS OF MOVIES N DRAMA N SINCE EXO WONT HAVE SCHEDULE SO IMMA TAKE MY LEAVE".

Again...

He stood against SM like a wall so he applied in Military without telling anyone at first cuz he was so mad n behaved withou thinking but he still had all the rights to remove his application (since according to his age he still has time to enlist so he can remove his application anytime) so he went to the members n told them that he sent in his papers in for military n applied n that if they (the members) accept he can join army n if they don't accept he may cancel his application (remember in radio star when members said they were shocked when Ksoo came to them n surprised them by his application in military Baekhyun said he came to us n was like "Guys can I go to military? If u accept I will go serve!" ) .

Again..

Ji was so shocked n mad at him for not discussing it with him n all the members were ok with Soo leaving for military cuz they knew of his fight with SM. But Ji refused! But ksoo was so sure he can handle Ji n talk him out abt this he thought it would be easy but Nah he didn't expect Ji to be so stubborn n against the idea that much! Seeing that Ji was so easy to twist n ksoo knew he has a power on him but seems like not this time hahahaha NO.

So Ksoo tried convincing him n at the end Ji was mad with him n they stopped talking for a while n they took a break! Soo went in vacation alone to prepare for his cooking academic finals n that's when Ji traveled n was off until Soo's military service day, Ji came to send him off n they reconciled u (can see how Ji's eyes were puffy n teary the day of Soo's enlisting cuz he was crying still not accepting soo's decision).

Ugh.. poor Nini

So Ji got into a deep depression cuz he was lonely n sad that's why he was all the time with MookyuRavi n they were always there for him cuz Soo asked them to be with him. That's when he was off for two months pretending to lose his password. And it was also becuz of Jen/Kai cuz Kaisoo were so obvious in 2018 (remember ladder Kaisoo n awards shows Kaisoo moments they were so obvious) so Ksoo didn't want Ji to always be the one sacrificing his image to hide their relationship cuz SM wants to enhance the playboy image for Ji n ksoo hated it..so he took his leave to make Kaisoo low-key n protect their relationship.

Ji then went for a psychiatrist n was having his Anti-Depression medecines n was taking a rest for two months cuz medecines don't allow him to work but only rest rest and rest. Becuz Anti-Depression medecines made him sleep most of the time. So the psychiatrist gave him two months leave n SM was comprehensive.

I think I said it all in a very very brieve way! For more details I'll post something another day. REMIND ME!

#Kyungsoo's solo #Kyungsoo's solo album #Kyungsoo's ENLISTMENT

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haojun · 3 years

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All Yours Final Thoughts & Song Ranking <3

Work has kept me busy so pls ignore how late this is ok? ok thx. Teehee she's Very Long so i added a cut... let me know if we share any opinions or if u wanna share ur own thoughts... my ask box is always open and i love a good ask abt the boys...

Dear my universe - very soft and feels like a welcome home hug :') I genuinely love that the album starts with a song like this... im very full of love for miss dear my universe (((((tinie bit of rocky vocals do help boost her up the ranks))))) [ #6 ]

Butterfly Effect - do not TOUCH ME i love this song SO MUCH i actually replayed her three times in a row on my first listen through of the album :'-( the beat? the vocals? the rocky??????? ((((i swear im still mj biased guys i just have Rockgie Brain this cb)))) This song feels like something you play when you are feeling nostalgic i can't explain why but... overall i would die for miss butterfly effect ten times over <3 [ #2 ]

ONE - ok don't come for me, i love her, but she was not what i was expecting!!! and thats ok!!!!!! i love her a lot!!! i just prefer other songs on the album! I will say i absolutely love the like "we come as woooooo" part where they wiggle their hands in the choreo :-) I have many things to say abt how little justice mr myungie got this title but i digress...(((((do not speak to me abt sir rocky's parts i will go into cardiac arrest if i think about it for too long)))) [ #9 ]

Someone Else - !!!!!!!!!!!! "just wanna be your star" you already are!!!! and i love all 6 of you!!!!!! Myungie vocals are Very Much Hitting in this one and i am Living Breathing Rejoicing!!!! also the very first like 10~ish seconds of the song is so neat!!! very fun!!! the last high note myungie hits at the very end of the song has healed me!! ~gotta go gotta go~ [ #7 ]

SNS - i think this song really showcases Dongmin's soft vocals beautifully!!!!!! the soda can opening sound was so cute i love it so much its my fav part of the song ngl.... I have nothing to say except: summer bop! i have fun listening to this song! I bet they had fun recording it! Its very happy and fun and it suits dongmin's vocals the best out of all the other songs imo so i am VERY MUCH IN LOVE WITH HER!!!!!!! [ #5 ]

All Good - IM GONNA SAY IT: SHE DESERVED TO BE THE TITLE!!!!!! ARE U KIDDING ME?????? ARE U K I D D I N G ME WITH THIS SONG!!!! ITS SO GOOD!!!!!! ITS UPBEAT!!!! ITS FUN!!!!! IT REMINDS ME OF BABY!!!! LIKE BABY'S OLDER SISTER THAT TANS ALL SUMMER AND WEARS GLITTERY MAKEUP AND DANCES AROUND THE HOUSE!!!! I PLAY THIS SONG ON LOOP!!! I CANNOT TELL U HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS SONG IT GIVES ME SO MUCH HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! INSTANT FAVORITE!!!! NOTHING CAN TOUCH HER!!!! I COULD GO ON BUT I WILL SAVE U FROM MORE GUSHING!!!!!!!!!!! [ #1 favorite ]

All Stars - EVERYTHING IS OKAY! EVERY TIME IS OKAY! EVERYONE IS OKAY! pls this song is so fun too god i would jam to this in the car with my friends goin to the summer 4H fair and that's just the BEST VIBE!!!! i really don't have anything to say but jinwoo yellin everything is okay made me believe it :-) [ #8 ]

Our Spring - sanha vocals PLS he really stole the show :''-) he has grown so much as a singer and it SHOWS!!!!! i love bin's parts in this song too i think this kind of song really goes well with bin's voice idk im not a singer or musician by any means but i just feel like they match well!!!! she is overall a song i am definitely gonna put on my cleaning playlist!!! [ #10 ]

Stardust - i will really lose it if i think too much about this song bc i truly love it so MUCH.... i love the more ballad-y songs they do and this one did not Disappoint.... "baby you are stardust" dongmin pls my heart can't take it :-( also sanha's voice fits this song PERFECTLY i could listen to his parts alone on loop! This is a stargazing song and not just bc of the name but the Vibes Alone.... very sweet and warm and a little bit like a kiss on the forehead <3 miss stardust, my beloved [ #3 ]

Gemini - Myungie helped a lot with the creation of this song so ofc im very emotional about it!!!! he did so WELL!!!! this song is right up there with bloom for me and that's really sayin smth bc i *still* cry when i watch that one bloom stage (u kno the one...) this song makes me want to cry but in a good way!!!! i love astro so much and i am so proud of them and listening to this song.... sigh.... it feels like they are singing specifically for us with this one ((( i kno they sing for aroha always but i mean especially this song feels that way))) [ # 4 ]

#not that any of you asked for my personal opinions #but u will have them anyway <3 #i am just!!!!!! so happy!!!!!!#this is probably one of my fav astro albums to date!!!!!#nothing will ever TOUCH all light but...#all yours is very Good #lmk if u share my thoughts or opinions... i am curious #danny rambles #astro #astro all yours #jinjin #my soft princes

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juuheizou · 4 years

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i may have went a bit overboard with choosing numbers. i just love those asks a lot. here they are: 4, 9, 13, 23, 28, 34, 36, 38, 47, 49, 51, 53, 63, 79, 83, 84, 97, 99

ash your overboard numbers are the best thing that ever happened to me dw about it tysm!!

4: how do you take your coffee/tea?

i’ll drink it black/plain if i really want a caffeine fix and have nothing to put in it, but i have a big sweet tooth and i like it w sugar and/or flavored syrup, and milk is nice but not a requirement

9: do you like singing/humming to yourself?

yES. i love to sing. like really love it. not to be emo but music has always been therapy to me. i was in a choir too for abt 4 years, and did some talent shows/open mics, and would really love to be in a band or something someday. i sing and hum around my house all the time

13: what’s something that made you smile today?

when i got home from work and laid in my bed for almost an hour straight (i’m running on critically low spoons ok don’t judge me) peachie followed me into my room as he always does when i get home, and hopped up and sniffed/licked me as he always does when i get home, but this time he stepped up onto my torso and laid down on me and we cuddled for a long time and it was v nice :)

23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?

listen to music and nap, maybe draw/write/do something creative if i have the spoons

28: sunrise or sunset?

sunset

34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?

i don’t really remember the stuffed animals i had when i was v young, but when i was 16 i found this cute little stuffed giraffe at a thrift store and just had to have it. it’s not called anything. i tried thinking of a name and all i ever call it is ‘my giraffe’ but its a big comfort object of mine and i keep it in my backpack in case i need something to self-soothe with. i love stuffed animals and highkey want more

36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now?

idk probaby like... velvet acid christ or some weird edgy ebm band like that. bc i am just CHILLIN and idk what i’m doing but i still like knives and blood and stuff

38: tell us about your pet peeves!

the list would be so long if i listed all of them, so imma just pick one and rant abt it a little. it really cheeses me off when ppl question u on irrelevant, personal stuff that i don’t wanna share and they don’t need to know. idk like the guy that helped my roommate move knew me for a few minutes and was immediately asking what i did for work, how many hours do i work, am i going to school, am i planning on going to school, why am i not in school, and i’m like ‘none of ur beeswax stranger.’ stuff like that. maybe its just bc i’m a v private person irl and have always been the person ppl share things with while not knowing much abt me, so it just seems unnatural and honestly intrusive when ppl i’m not all that close to start asking me personal stuff that i don’t readily share, esp when they get all pissy that i don’t wanna tell a stranger, my landlord, my coworker, etc a bunch of stuff they don’t need to know.

47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?

fried onions in any kind of breading. they look so crispy and delicious, then u bite into them and onions.

49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?

love it!! usually i’ll download the mp3s bc i’m broke, but when i can get them, i love having an album to hold and i love the little notes and lyrics inside the case and it’s just great. i haven’t bought a cd in a long time though bc money. the last cd i burned though was that ‘caress of steel’ one that i was so excited about

51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them?

person: my mom. song: idek the name of the song or what verses are from which songs, but she played and sang patty griffin all the time so whenever i hear one of the songs of hers that i would hear so many times growing up i think of my mom

53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them?

all of them but heathers. beetlejuice was ok. didn’t like pulp fiction but i might have liked it better if my pretentious film bro brother didn’t talk it up so much. for all it’s flaws, though, i love rocky horror and have it on dvd so i can watch it as much as i want

63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be?

ehh i like to be able to find what i want, but my bookshelf is a mess and so is my music library and i just... don’t do anything about it. not successfully anyway

79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?

irl not much cute stuff happens to me, but i thought it was v sweet when my homie @nipnaap drew me a suzuya for my birthday last year!!

83: what’s some of your favorite album art?

i like one-eyed doll’s album art a lot, both the drawn covers and the ones w photos. they just look super artsy and cool. sinister also has nice album art, which is not something i often say abt death metal bands, but its really well-drawn and the color schemes are cohesive and i like it. idk i like bands w kinda ugly album art lowkey, but those are the most consistent producers of album art i like.

84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?

i want tattoos all over my fricking body. i’m not gonna go into a tattoo shop and breathe my pathogens everywhere during a pandemic seeing as enough ppl in my area are already selfish enough to do that, but i hope to get my first one soon.

97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house?

istp, libra, gryffindor

99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.

honestly i don’t have the foggiest idea lately. i’ve been kinda having a problem w any music really making me feel much. am i in a depressed spiral or do i need to listen to more music, who knows?

send me some cute asks!!

#sorry for the late response #i had to go to work before i had time to answer it yesterday and then i slept through most of my evening when i got home #and honestly i have no explanation for today these just took me a long time to answer #i wouldn't have it any other way though i loved answering all your questions!!#answers #ash

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minblush · 6 years

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Who’s your fav girl group these days?

red velvet, oh my girl, warming up to loona as well :3 though my fav songs lately are by soloists, sunmi ♥ chungha ♥ yuri ♥

Anonymous said:Idk if you saw the video on youtube from anmiangel about jimin’s weightloss/self esteem but it made me so mad because it was full of assumptions and everyone in the comments was taking it as fact. Like I think most fans know that jimin struggles with confidence and his perception of himself but seeing that video was just… idk how to describe it. Sorry I just felt like i needed to vent

no i haven’t seen it and i am not planning on seeing it either, i talked about this before where people sensationalized jimin’s death treats and him fainting etc, people on youtube are only interested in views and basically throw up unsourced fake news into the world, with a dash of their on fanfic thrown in. like the only thing you can do about these is not watch them and urge other people not to watch them either, not to believe them etc, youtube fanbase is its own gullible entity so don’t worry about comments too much, ykwim? these videos are like if edgy stans on twitter were to be taken seriously. i dislike these analyses videos cause i believe there are some boundaries that should be kept, it’s okay to talk about it to some extent if the artist talks about it first, but still.. boundaries. i’m sorry you had to see a video like that tbh /hugs

Anonymous said:Are you a vegan zuzu?

nope, tbh i was a vegetarian for a few years when i was younger but not anymore

Anonymous said:Sorry im a shy anon~May i ask what do you mean by saying next album will be a turning point for u as a fan?Does it mean u’ll abandon them if it’s not up to a certain standard?Sorry if im being nosy and it’s ok if u dont wanna answer it^^Have a lovely day!

i don’t mind answering it, you’re not being nosy ;; i wouldn’t say abandoning them is the right word cause that implies i’m doing something wrong and that the boys would be hurt by it, which you know.. they wouldn’t. it’s also not about the album being to some arbitrary standard…

but basically yeah, i have been in the process of like giving them a second chance since the last album. cause idk if you were following me then, but i was let down by spring day too, like i love it now but back then i was taken aback by its obvious attempt to appeal to what korean public likes (which worked) and the media play around it, plus i still think that song was mixed horribly and i prefer the live versions :x

but the last album was really like… it’s not just that i thought it was bad music, shallow, that the boys didn’t work on it as much, that it was about something i didn’t care for, cause i could get past that? i’ve been into kpop for 9 years so i wouldn’t get far if i dropped groups because of one weak album.

but it’s because… like that is related to my personal live story, but what the boys stood for and talked about was incredibly relatable to me and gave me a lot of strength, i had a real pretty much tangible connection to their music and to them and what they stood for as a group, but with HER.. and also the drama videos preceding it, to me it tainted the legacy of HYYH first, which hurt because i got so attached to it, because like.. that stuff pretty much saved my life back then… and the album was just… it wasn’t them, so i felt disconnect between the music and the boys and what more… it wasn’t me? which is just personal i know, but it wasn’t just that i didn’t like it, it also… hurt me.. the lyrics, the messages, i was hurt… while other people loved it, i was crying because i was so shocked and hurt by the new direction they were going… not to mention the walls that have been building between the fans and them, with bighit trying so hard to make everything as controlled and paid for as possible

so while i would complain and grumble over bad music, i would stay? it’s more that i wouldn’t be able to support them as a GROUP if they kept making music i can’t relate to, that is too disconnected from my own experiences, and mostly music that i find hurtful, music that instead of helping me from anxiety actually pushes me towards it… even if i still loved them as people yeah, i think in some form i would have to unstan, take a step back idk… to me the next album i think will really show what the boys and the company actually strive for, whether the boys doing sincere music or making money takes the precedent, and i will make my decision then

Anonymous said:Even if you ever stop following bts do you think you’ll ever stop stanning jimin?

mmmm, i love jimin too much, tbh i’ve been hurt by seeing him sometimes, but as a person i’ll always love and support him, as long as he doesn’t do something that i find totally inexcusable i’ll always be a fan

Anonymous said:Yeah I get what you mean abt nice people seeming fake. Jm is one of the very few who seems actually sincere (seem cause we don’t really know him) most nice and overly positive people I’ve met in my life are just annoying and when they show their true colors… like i’m considered to be bitchy and cold by pretty much everyone but I haven’t done half the stuff I’ve seen these “nice people” do

yeah tbh i think the true kindness of people can be seen mostly through the little things, i had a colleague at work who i thought was nice at first because he was NICE to me but then paying attention to the little things, and then when even bigger things got revealed, like… yikes.. it makes me appreciate jimin all the more. like yes we don’t know him, and i don’t think he’s a perfect angel (the boy’s got a temper :x lmao), but it’s the little things that to me show that he is just… that kind ;-;

birghtcandlelight said:I seriously respect you. Not really a kpop fan but it’s pretty damn hard to find geniune and good fans anymore. Too many crazed “fans” going around and proclaiming their love on these guys. Probably the thing that ruined kpop for me, unfortunately. Had some bad experiences with a few “fans” in the past. Keep up the good work and congratulations on your nice blog! I especially enjoyed your post about Mimi BTS Ghost.

oh thank you ;; i don’t think i’m worthy of respect, i’m just an asshole that talks too much. and i think it’s not fair to single out kpop because the thing plaguing all fandoms is that the bigger it is, the more bad eggs it attracts, and kpop fandom swallowed the big fandoms of the past (like 1D so yeah :/ ) i think the problem in the fandom right now, like the person you mentioned, is when people stop seeing the “bad eggs” as bad eggs and instead give them validation and an actual voice in the community, which is something i hate too and is the reason i try to stay away from what the fandom is doing myself, i just try to focus on my little bubble here now and that feels much better, well unless someone invades it -.- but yeah thank you even though i’m undeserving ;; i appreciate you taking the time to share your thoughts ♥

#birghtcandlelight #ask #anon

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sunnysidewrites · 6 years

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Memorize and positive vibes💘💘💘

my bby i love u 💟💟💟💟

memorize: describe in detail the happiest day you’ve had this year.

(2017) honestly meeting my ults in person and creating this blog are tied! so i will explain both:

1. my boys b1a4 visited my city!!!! or the one closest near me, and it was amazing for so many reasons! typically my city isnt visited v often bc we get overshadowed by the other most known city in my state, and the fact that this was their actual 2nd visit to my city blew me away!!! they visited back in 2014 too but i dont think i would have been able to go anyways. i went w 2 of my closest friends n it was a such a blast!! i met this 1 girl from twitter n tht was cool LOL but it was more like she posted “hey guys im here at the venue come say hi to me!” so its not like we were mutuals, we just wanted to meet! it was a v v fun day despite waiting in the cold for several hours but it was sooo worth it!! when we got inside the venue, there was a cutoff starting at this one row n they said we could sit anywhere we wanted, so my friends n i snagged the front row seats asap LMAO and once more girls sat around us, we befriended a few and exchanged social media n stuff!! they were such lovely n amazing ppl, and i can happily guarantee u tht they will be all u meet in the bana fandom!! and ofc, when the actual concert started IT WAS LIT AS HELL!!!! (baro even used lit,,,, jfc save him) im still bitter as hell tht none of the members paid attention to my section except baro!!! so baro is the real mvp n hes now the only member in b1a4 whoops. im just kidding i still love my hubby jinyoung ofc but tht night baro was the only one who mattered LOL they wasted so many water bottles to get everyone wet ;) LOL IT DIDNT EVEN REACH WHERE I WAS BUT IT WAS STILL FUN!!! ok this got 2 long rip sorry i just get so excited :’(( they replayed their ending ment song 297492927 times n i still have pcd to this day. whenever i play good timing album, it makes me SUPER EMO!! anyways guys listen to “a lie” and u can then say u listened to gods

2. if u asked me in the beginning of 2017 if i wanted to make a blog, i would have flat out told u NO. and i did when i talked abt this w my friend. i was just so against the idea of managing a blog or regularly posting or just posting at all. she tried to coerce me but i was v against it! it was also amidst of my rock bottom times, so i didnt even wanna think abt running a blog or whatnot. i took a rlly long writing hiatus, but i wrote a lil in january and then took another hiatus n picked it up again in may. from may to july, i was writing more than usual, and i thought hmm,,,,,,, it wouldn’t be too bad to run a blog,,,,, right???? and it was on the night of wednesday, july 26, that i finally put an end to all the contemplation and spontaneously was like IMMA MAKE A WRITING BLOG. IMMA DO IT!!!! so thats how this blog came 2 be on july 26 @ 11pm and i posted my rules n shit when it was technically july 27 at like midnight or 1am. it was a rlly tough decision to make, but im rlly glad i did it in the end. sometimes this hellsite makes me wanna d*e but all the ppl ive interacted here, mutuals and anons, have been so wonderful n it always makes me happy whenever i think abt how much my life has changed since then. ive never gotten much feedback of my stories, save for maybe 2 or 3 ppl irl. when i uploaded that daycare helper!seungcheol, i was so convinced that it was just gonna be 20 notes max. when it reached 75 one day, i was like oH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. i actually have a shot!!! n when i posted vigilante!wonwoo, it BLEW TF UP. AND I WANTED TO CRY. i remember i was outside at tht time and my phone was just blowing up w notifs n i was gonna break down right then n there. it was so surreal to be hit w that much attention. n then all the mutuals came in later n thts when i rlly cried lmao anyways long story short, i don’t regret making this blog even tho sometimes it feels like crap, but i wouldnt have traded it for anything else

positive vibes: you’ve made it through another year! i’m so proud of you and my year wouldn’t have been the same without you

jane i freakn lov u so much thnk u cupcake :’(((( 💞💞💞💕💕💕💕

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