#okay i'm being a little dramatic

[woolandcoffee]

Well fuck.

It was nice having clean water these last fifty years I guess. RIP to a real one, pouring one out for the significant nexus test, she was nice while we had her.

#woolly rambles #WOTUS posting #okay i'm being a little dramatic #but come on #adopting the Scalia test is gonna really open the doors for a lot of industrial polluters to start dumping while they can #those washes out West? unprotected #any wetlands that don't share a full surface water connection with a river lake or stream? unprotected #go ahead and dump whatever you want into those wetlands that fully drain into the ocean just because they're separated by a strip of sand

[gazspookiebear]

Ghost x gn reader

Here, have some platonic fluff. I just had the worst milkshake and I can still taste it- to be fair, I was warned

It all started with a craving. The desire, no, need for a milkshake was getting to you, but you didn't have any regular ice cream.

Ghost stood behind you in the kitchen as you checked the freezer, again.

"I wonder if a banana mint chocolate chip milkshake would be any good?" you wonder out loud.

"Sounds horrible. Wouldn't recommend it, love. I'll get some vanilla ice cream tomorrow and we can make a milkshake then," he says, leaning against the counter.

You glare playfully at him in response, not willing to back down just yet. "C'mon, don't knock it 'till you try it! You're such a hater," you huff.

Too tired to argue, Ghost rolls his eyes at you. "Alright, you win. We'll make the bloody milkshake." He sighs in defeat.

Gleefully, you grab the pint of mint chocolate ice cream, milk, and bananas. In hindsight, it was a horrible combination.

With the monstrosity successfully created, you pour a glass for yourself. You glance at Ghost, who is giving you some serious side eye right now.

"Want some?" You offer.

"I'd rather not," he says bluntly. That doesn't stop him from grabbing a mug and pouring himself just a little bit of it.

He raises the bottom half of his mask to take a sip. He immediately regrets the decision, a small grimace flashing across his face.

You take a sip as well.

It's bad. Worse than you thought. It smells strange and tastes worse- not that you'd ever admit it to Ghost.

"It's not that bad." You sigh, glancing at Ghost's reaction. "Like I said, you're just a hater!"

He raises an eyebrow at you. "It's all yours, love. I'm not gonna fight you for it." He lifts his hands in mock surrender.

Later, you're both sitting on the couch. You convinced him to watch the barbie moving with you, not that he was particularly paying attention to it.

You sigh, and he looks over at you.

"Somethin' the matter?" He grunts.

"It's the fucking milkshake! I can still taste it! It was awful, why did you let me drink that?" you rant at him, feigning annoyance.

He crosses his arms at you and gives you an 'I told you so' look.

"Don't say I didn't warn you," he chuckles.

The next day, you're much happier after having a normal milkshake with vanilla ice cream.

#The milkshake was so bad #Oml I was suffering #Okay that's a little dramatic #But it was like a 3.5/10 #NOT GOOD DON'T RECOMMEND #My dad was there when I made it and he was 100% right about it sucking ass #Not that I admitted it to him #I'd rather die than admit when I'm wrong after being stubborn about something #Anyways I wrote this at not even 1 am #I'm not gonna proofread this shit #Enjoy!!! #I'm praying I'll get to have a normal milkshake tomorrow #My needs are NOT satisfied #Milkshake... save me milkshake... #cod #simon ghost riley #ghost x reader #ghost x gn reader #platonic #fluff #simon riley x reader #simon ghost riley x reader #simon riley x gn reader #ghost cod #simon riley

[icewindandboringhorror]

sneeping with his legs up over his head for some reason... weird boye

#cats #love the second picture... skrungly sleepy well rested boye face... #since he's an elderly boy now sometimes when he wakes up from a nap he looks a bit scruffy and squinty eyed #Hard to beleive he's like 15 though.. he still looks like a kitten to me.. due to his giant round creature eyes and childlike demeanor #I think it's interesting that like... baby cats are babies. kittens are kittens. and you can tell a cat is like 'young adult' phase #looking from like a few months to maybe 1yr or 2yrs.. but after that they just always look the same to me #a 5 yr old cat is a 10 yr old cat is a 15 year old cat. unless the cat in question is particulalry aged or youthful #I still have so so little energy... it's been icy here this week. like not even FUN but just scary icy even thoguh i lOOOVE the cold #and its my favorite weather. I think it'd be okay actually if I had a woodburning stove/fireplace/hearth thing. literally thats my only #concern with the power going out. I genuinely don't mind stuff like having to go to the bathroom in buckets or cook over a fire or do other #less conveninet things. Its just that if eveyrhtng is electric then you have no way to cook and all of that. well.. and I literally need #background noise to go to sleep lest my ocd sprials become so loud I am slowly driven into maddness.. but a few battery packs or something #and a phone with one downloaded video I could play on repeat is fine for that. I dont need internet. ANYWAY.. so so sad that my fav #orite season ever (winter) is here. and the first cold of the winter is like... just an ice storm that you cant even walk in. I #love like 4 feet of snow where you can play in it and stuff. But just a thin flat sheet of a few inches of ice over every imaginable surfac #is not really playable. the wind speeds are so high and so many trees fall it's actually not that safe to go hang out outside anyway unless #you were in a totally clear open field. which is SAD also because i love ice and high winds. i love to stand out there and get whipped in t #he face with ice crystals and feel like I'm in some dramatic movie or something. but alas.. the threat of being attacked by a falling tree. #I did go out some but again it's like. literallyyou cant walk on it. so I just squatted and dragged myself along the ground lol #One of my stories has a whole section where the main characters are trapped in a deadly cold environment for a week and have to use magic #to survive and etc. etc. so I'm always like.. ouuu.. I should go in the ice.. it's Writing Research actually.. *foolishly gets frostbite* #THOUGH yesterday I went on a harrowing evil journey down a bunch of icy hilly roads to go check on some person's cat because the cat #had been left in the house for like 5 days at that point with nobody to check on them and nobody else seemed to want to do anything #about it (like call all of the neighbors or try to get someone out there) so I just went myself with a roommate who agreed to drive me. #It seemed acting totally normal and I gave it more food and water but.. I am still worried about it.. Apparently the person will be able #to get back to their house tomorrow but.. I dont trust them. But I couldnt take the cat with me because it's like.. a stranger's cat #basically and also no carrier + very skittish.. so I feared if I just tried to carry them bare handed they'd definitely leap from my grasp #and then it'd be like.. sliding on a sheet of ice chasing a cat and so on.. I still think they need to be watched for health issues tho >:| #ANYWAY.... many cat adventures lately... and strange weather... I wish for a normal week without always so many Things Happening.. augh

[kamishiro-rui-phoenixwonderland]

can I make him speak american English for a minute or would that be illegal

[OOC: I WILL PHYSICALLY BE UNABLE TO DO IT. Z INSTEAD OF S??? DROPPING THE U FROM OCLOUR AND FAVAOIRYTE AND STUFF?? I WILL FORGOR]

#[OOC: okay i'm being a dramatic little thing but lke actually i would be rubbish at it refdjv;cmfsdw'a i will NOT REMEMEBR] #answered ooc

[scorndotexe]

the dnd scheduling horrors have kicked in early

#begging everyone to tell me when they're free for the fucking session 0 #i'm halfway into group project mode where i'm really bossy about everything #and a little mean. #one of my friends keeps bringing up things THAT WE'LL DISCUSS IN THE SESSION 0 #PLEASE. HAVE MERCY. I HAVE A LIST #I HAVE A LIST OF THINGS TO DISCUSS #I HAVE BEEN COMPILING A LIST OF THINGS TO DISCUSS IN THE SESSION 0 FOR WEEKS NOW #now she's like ''i need to finish writing something'' PLEASE #oh this is never gonna get done #we are probably never gonna actually play dnd. we're going to give it our best shot #i might be being dramatic but also it's realistic isn't it #okay hope and pray that my friend is available tonight #i suggested tonight it might actually work #persimmon's rambles #dnd tag #might as well go in there

[wcvensouls]

uenominako i let my intrusive thoughts win and didn't regret it for once! it was time for a much needed personal growth 💖 lately i've been thinking about how much i've changed over the years and how many things i've gone through. the person i saw in the mirror was familiar, yet she didn't feel like me anymore. she was still that excited little girl who moved to the big city on her own to see the world and realized things weren't that simple. the little girl that had to learn to fall down and pick herself back up again over and over, but that always refused to give up. i have every love in the world for her, but it was time to let her go. the road to healing and self-love is long and never-ending, but i'm proud of how far i've come. now, i wanted the outside to also reflect this new version of me, forever a beautiful work in progress, as it should be.

comments : hayashi.emi woman, you look stunning! why didn't you tell me you were going, i'd have gone with you. i can believe i missed this life changing moment 😭 i would have taken so many pictures! you are the most stunning person i've ever meat, both inside and out. i love you with all my heart, baby girl. s.ayaka this is a good look on you. you know i don't do well with these things, but being by your side through this journey has been a privilege. universe.sehyun 😍😍 that's my favorite girl, i'm literally barking and on my knees for you. you are perfect in every way possible adelineeee you look prettier and prettier every day, i think i'm in love starishnacchan i can't believe my baby cousin is all grown up and beautiful like this 🥺 i'm so proud of you, mina-chan~ i love you so so much ottokun always do what makes you happy 💕 you're one of the brightest stars i have ever met, don't let others dim your light fujioka.rina never thought i'd see you not blonde, but you are glowing more than ever before �� you look happy jijihye SLAAAAAAAAAY QUEEN you deserve the world! kotochan oh my god i'm obssessed with this jiyoon.sugar my beautiful little sunflower💗 joodances did you know that you are my girl crush and i would do literally anything for you? because i would

#ueno minako : visage . #handcrafted flower crowns : edits . #this is a very important moment for her ( and me ) okay #i'm emotional rn dont touch me #im also crying at how many muses wanted to comment on this #LIKE YES ITS WHAT MY GIRL DESERVES #idk ok shes just. still my favorite muse ever #she means the world to me #i'm tearing up a little thinking about it bc i'm a little bitch #it's been like almost 2 decades of looking n being the same #and it just feels so freeing for her to just... let go of that signature look and embrace something new #idk am i being overly dramatic about this? maybe but idc

[onhigh]

nah nah nah this is real as hell

#dust ⊹ 𝑜𝑜𝑐 ⋯♡⋯╰ тнє ιηηєя ∂ємση ╮ #// me committing the most HEINOUS crimes against a.dam & a.ngel and their mental well beings: ✍️(◕‿◕✿) #// the AUs i have for these two that i keep in my brain........ disgusting. torturous. #// i want a.ng curled up on the bathroom floor crying so hard his nose bleeds #// i want someone to find a.dam beat to a little pulp but insisting ''i'm fine but are YOU okay'' #// i'm being dramatic i'm not in an angst/whump/hurt-comfort mood tonight BUT LIKE WHEN I AM I'M LIKE ''LET ME FUCK UP MY M.USES WHOLE DAY'

[mercyisms]

If you don't find harrow as interesting to discuss as the other characters I totally understand, but I have been dying to find meta from people much smarter than me about the paragraph from Crux in NtN: "Lady,..you've gone away again, my lady; where have you run?...Who are you this time, if not my Lady Harrowhark?" (pg 459, hardcover) Have you seen any? I'm surprised I haven't seen it mentioned more, but the NtN has a ton to talk about so

oh! well, i certainly do find harrow, gideon, ianthe, and so on very interesting. i just happen to have a specific illness that makes me very sure i remember almost everything mercymorn and augustine & co have said, and much easier to discuss. that is a fascinating little moment! it strikes me as something that is hard to write meta about, per se, because it refers to something concrete that the author clearly knows but hasn't quite surfaced in the realm of the novel. it's harder to analyze, though potent for speculation! depending on how much you trust crux and his read of harrow's childhood, it certainly suggests a pattern of dissociation or hiding. (again, not enough there for me to call it evidence, but it feels in line with, say, discussions of harrow as a person with schizophrenia? i've seen some thoughtful pieces on that before, though i'm not able to link to any off the top of my head.) it's a brief window into harrow's childhood that harrow herself may not be able to recognize and gideon, in gtn, certainly would not have been privy to. crux's rhetoric, though superficially soothing, is also, perhaps, a way of seeing the different ways harrow came to understand her profound duty to the ninth. i think what i feel certain about re: that moment is it very clearly sets up context for crux's interactions with gideon/kiriona, which strike me as the primary dramatic purpose for crux's return. the comparison between moment of (as best as he can manage anyway/undeniably twisted) tenderness and reaffirmation and the way crux treats paul (crotchety/resentful to outsiders) and gideon (undeterred, spiteful hatred) remind us a) the initial dynamics gideon/harrow were steeped in (and possibly how far they have or haven't come?) and b) how lmao deeply vile and personal crux's hatred for gideon is. it's that "why doesn't it feel good" that is, within nona, still the showstopper for me. (crux being a mutation of a father figure is important there, for sure.) if there was something more you had on your mind, i'd love to hear it! but considering those paragraphs without any further context... to me, they're wonderful bits of colour, but not necessarily enough on their own to suggest much. possibly there will be more to them in alecto -- also possibly it refers to something that will never make the narrative!? however, if people have cool thoughts please link them in he replies.

#thank you for the ask anon i'm v touched but very sorry i'm not more useful #asks #i'll be very honest i check a very limited number of blogs for cool thoughts so i'm not always up to date #though i love see what the people think #really very possible this could link up to something in htn that i erased from my memory while looping augustine spitting teeth into #his little sink again and again and again #i think what is definite is mostly kiriona pushing deeper and deeper into the ninth and reconnecting with how deeply hostile it is #& that being fuel for her to believe more fully in the narrative john has spun for her #it's also a moment for the narrative to try and give us not an objective but an outsider's perspective #we see aiglemene's fondness for gideon and loyalty to gideon (and notably Not towards harrow) much more clearly through nona's eyes #sorry if this is just fully renarrating the text for you #something something also mb about how per tamsyn there are two 'found family' (critical) narratives in nona (john + disciples / #nona / pyrrha / campal) but something possibly dramatically there to bringing them back to the initial 'found family' (awful) of the ninth #there is a parallel #uhh okay that is all i've got here #it's a fascinating line! but as i said i'm not sure it's anything we can crack here but perhaps someone else has more robust thoughts!! #ntn spoilers

[klapollopilled]

honkai writers: *slaps script of the moon's origin and finality arc* this bad boy can fit so much character assassination in it

#jo talks #honkai critical #can you tell i'm still mad about the way the ending was handled. #the moment apho was confirmed to be canon i knew the main story was fucked #but i still held out hope that they could write themselves out of their mess #somehow #but alas! the story kept getting better. until it got worse #and everything they'd ever written up to that point was for naught #look at me being a dramatic little bitch #i'm sorry i just feel like the ending failed everyone okay #they all deserved better

[chronicowboy]

look i'm not a dramatic person but this chest infection has me checking my hand for blood after every cough like i'm the tragic heroine of a 19th century novel

#sami rambles #okay so maybe i'm a little dramatic #i just hate being sick alright #especially chest sicknesses #i have an exam tomorrow and chances are i'll be having to stop like every ten minutes to cough stuff up :D

[haljathefangirlcat]

Crowley: *already hates the whole idea of the Apocalypse before there's even an Earth with Queen songs and James Bond car stickers and people to lose, starts questioning and getting into trouble when told all the beautiful things he may not have come up with the concept for but still worked hard on will be destroyed before they can even reach their full potential just because Heaven doesn't really think they have value in themselves rather than merely as part of some greater plan and he can't even suggest that's a ridiculously dumb idea* Also Crowley: *literally gets tasked with making sure the Antichrist gets to the right family so the Apocalypse can start and be as big and destructive as possible some 6000 years after he started hanging with the wrong crowd and vaguely sauntering away from the 'right' one and its ridiculously dumb decisions in the name of greater plans*

#good omens tv #good omens season 2 #good omens 2 #good omens spoilers #crowley #... okay maybe all the spoiler tags are little much *now* #but i've FINALLY been able to start it just tonight #and i'm so excited and also having lots of Feels #seriously with the few spoilers i couldn't avoid i thought this scene was gonna be like #some fanfic-y thing about crowley being really raphael and he and aziraphale being essentially married before the Beginning and whatnot #but instead rn i'm just like #'oh this does fit rather well if maybe not perfectly' #and also #'HEY REMEMBER THAT THING IN THE BOOK WHERE HE WANTS TO DRAMATICALLY THROW BABY ADAM AWAY LIKE IT'S A HAMMER THROW COMPETITION OR SOMETHING'

[evilromero]

feeling very not good this evening

#one could say ... despondent #um without telling you all my problems. i am in a frame of my mind where my mind is looking for something to be wrong for me to worry about #i don't know why today could be a million different little things #stress about moving about stress about next year at uni being on the internet too much not getting enough sun not eating well enough #not being social enough worrying about driving or my job etc etc #um so i'm going to try not being online and seeing friends and getting lots of sunshine the next few days #but i Will be back... i mostly like this little website and my little blog and my most beloved mutuals... mwah i will see you soon xxx <3<3 #okay also sorry this feels more dramatic than it needed to be . mwah mwah goodnight xxx

[shrews-things]

Going to be crushed under the weight of my studies and next semester I'm supposed to get a diploma, what a cruel world we live in

#this is a cry for help :') #my good old chronic pain is worse than usual which is probably due to both stress and winter #I want to be a little soft animal in a cozy little nest of leaves and moss #may I perhaps request comfort songs you guys like? it's okay if not!!! #anyway I'll be fine I'll be fine #<- manifesting #seriously I'm mostly just being dramatic

[le-velo-pour-dru]

On a bus about to leave for a band competition and there are sooooooooooo many Things going on around me someone help me ;w;

#dru speaks #can everyone be a little quiet and the people in front of me stop moving in ways i can feel through the seat for a couple minutes please 💔 #(i'm okay guys just being dramatic X3 ❤️)

[astrxealis]

i'm so angry at myself sometimes for how obviously i would have become an astarion lover

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #he's just like me but also i would give him a hug. and a kiss. #LIKE ... i have a very definite list of Most Favorite Characters and it's complicated and complex and fun #and i also talk too much abt it sometimes or maybe it's all just in my head bcs i think wayyy too much #so anyway astarion fits the list so badly it's almost embarrassing for me but unfortunately i'm cringe and free #it's so bad for me guys #i'm incorporating bits of him in my irl-ness (personality etc) too ..... which has. always been there bcs i'm a dramatic theatric extra #gay little boygirlieboygirl but ????? !!!!! god #he's just like me in so many ways (either literally directly or just vaguely but in a way that matters) #he is so important to me it's indescribable and honestly it's. really special and important to me #and the fact i associate way too many hozier songs w him ... downright evil to myself ..... why do i hurt myself so #and the fact my TAV. and by extension Me. so much stuff with light and the sun and the stars #MY TAV IS LITERALLY NAMED APOLLO okay and that is my name also i love to go by ....... #and i love anything to do w the sun especially with . just. yeah okay. #and the way astarion's a little chaotic a little babygirl a little traumatized and and and #LITTLE STAR. i cannot stress enough how much that means to me. little star. #and i Love vampires ... but i forgot abt that until astarion tbh but i have always adored vampires oh my god. so yeah. #and. astarion. just. Yeah!! yeah #i also have a funny story behind how i like him and his story fits so well and his color scheme. fits all the checks for being my fav #and yeah like i said i've adopted some of his mannerisms!!! i've done that w Raha and Akechi and Nines and etc #and he's in a fantasy game series based off dnd and ????? what more can i say. it's so obvious he would have been my fav #once again bg3 is a game i am... so in awe i only learned of literally in july. oh my god. #i've played elder scrolls dragon age etc etc etc so many fantasy games i ADORE fantasy and. goodness me

[sillyabtmusic]

i think i am getting the hang of this whole giffing thing. idk. i am feeling particularly proud of my progress so far :•)

#speaking.txt #the only downside is now if i look at my old sets i go 'ohhhh i could do this so much better now' which is </3 #this is not to say my old sets are bad. i still quite like (most) of them! but i just feel i could do differently now #there's one set of mine that i keep re-convincing myself over and over that it's the worst ever but then i look and like. #it's not terrible it's just coloured a little weird #which like. okay sucks. but i am just being dramatic about how Much it sucks asdlkfajsdlfk #actually the first gif i made that made me go 'wow i am definitely improving' is still sitting in my drafts cuz i cannot justify posting it #yet alkdfjaldskfj it's so MASSIVELY self indulgent which like. not bad. but. idk if i ever post it you'll see #bad habit i have is making gifs and then just shoving them in my drafts to rot #the only reason why is i get soooo nervous posting i stare at the post button for 7 years like ⊙_⊙ #thats on me though i really gotta get better about it. okay i'm done in the tags 🫡