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blog-in-a-corner · 6 years

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Mystreet TES rewritten to fit the animated music video part 2

Hey what’s up gamers here’s the second part to my fic

Warning: i’m an idiot with the sense of humor of a banana

Aaron awoke to an unfamiliar room.

“This place…... it's….” Aaron muttered weakly.

“It's a shit hole” Aaron said.

And it was a shit hole.

“Oh you're finally fucking awake you sure took your sweet ass time” an unfamiliar woman said.

“Who the fuck are you supposed to be?” Aaron said.

“Your guardian angel uwu” the woman said.

“Oh so your like,my fairy godmother or some shit?” Aaron asked.

“What? No-where did you even get that from-ugh. Nevermind. Listen kid you gotta go back or else your gf is going to die” the woman said.

“Idk the rent back home is pretty damn high so I mean-” Aaron said.

“Bitch just go back to life if you don't want to get cucked by Zane” the woman said.

“Well shit Zane is the last person I would want to get cucked by. Fine I'll go” Aaron said.

“Alright then. My work here is done” the woman said.

“But you didn't do anything!” Aaron said

“Oh,didn't I?” the woman said.

“Yeah. You didn't” Aaron said.

“Oh. Well. See you in two seasons!” the woman said.

“WAIT WHAT AM I GOING TO DIE AGAIN-” Aaron said as the room began to fade.

Aaron….was coming back to….

“If he dies I take dibs on his car,it has seat warmers” said a voice so raspy it sounds like someone shoved sandpaper down their throat.

“I take dibs on his family inheritance!” said Emmalyn,or was it?

“No fair I wanted that!” said a voice that was trying too hard to be emo.

“Shut the fuck up you’re already rich” said the voice of a BTGGF(big tiddy goth gf).

“What the fuck is all of this about dibs?” Aaron said as he snapped wide awake.

“WHATTHEFUCK”

“HOLYSHIT”

“WHATINTHEFRESHHELL”

“FUCK”

Said the rest in unison.

“I-i'm alive!” Aaron said in shock.

“Dammit” Kim said.

“That's too bad” Lucinda said.

“How in the fuck did I wind up here? Last thing I remember is falling down a huge fucking cliff” Aaron said.

“Well after we found Zane he ran away because I was going to kick his ass but then he found your half dead corpse and Lucinda teleported us here and I accidentally dropped your head on one of the steps on the way up to your room” Garroth explained.

“Oh” Aaron said.

“Wait why the fuck is part of my shirt on my eyes?” Aaron asked.

“Your eyes looked cold so I put it on your eyes” Garroth said.

“How the fuck can someone's EYES look cold????” Aaron said.

“To be fair,you were half dead sooo” Lucinda said.

“Well I don't know about you guys but all of this fucking running and worrying and dying has gotten me hungry” Kim said,as she proceeded to tear off part of Garroth's hair and eat it like cotton candy. No one was bothered by this.

“Now that you bring it up I'm hungry too. I wonder if I still have any chicken nuggets left in my pocket” Aaron said rummaging through his pocket.

“I'm sorry you keep FUCKING CHICKEN NUGGETS IN YOUR PANTS POCKETS BECAUSE?” Zane yelled.

“And you don't???” Aaron said,as he pulled out of the picture of him and Aphmau from prom.

“Wait, Aphmau…..Ein…..Fuck! Aphmau I need to save her!” Aaron said as yote(past tense of “yeet”) from his bed.

“HEY MOTHERFUCKER WAIT HOW THE FUCK DID YOU EVEN SEE THE PHOTO THROUGH YOUR BANDANA?!” Garroth yelled.

“AND WHY ARE WE SUPPOSED TO BE WORRIED ABOUT APHMAU?!” Kim shouted.

“AARON YOU ASSHOLE I SPENT 30 MINUTES MAKING YOUR BED FOR YOU AND THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME?!” Zane screeched as he ran after Aaron.

“I'm not upset but you idiots need my help because plot conveniences!” Lucinda yelled after them. She breasted boobily to the stairs,and titted downwards.

“Anyway I'm off to raid Aaron's luggage and designate his entire will to myself”

“But what about Zane and the gas money-”

“FUCK I FORGOT ABOUT THAT LITTLE SHIT BRING A NINE IRON KIM” Garroth cut Kim mid sentence as they both ran out of the shit hole of a lodge they were in.

“Sweet,free entertainment.” Kim said as they ran.

We snap back to Aaron running in the forest, like a car commercial. Fierce. Sexy. Powerful. Free. After what felt like hours(actually just 30 minutes) Aaron found Ein and Aphmau.

“Aphmau! Ein!” Aaron yelled.

“Aaron!” Ein yelled.

“EIN!” Aaron yelled.

“AARON!” Ein yelled.

“Aphmau! :^]” Aphmau said.

“........”

“Okay Aphmau you just ruined the fucking mood just kill him” Ein said.

“Hmph. Fine” Aphmau pouted.

Aphmau raised her knife and lunged at Aaron.

“It's time…...fOR MY EXTRA ULTRA SUPER SPECIAL DOUBLE TWIRL ANIME JUMP STAB!” Aphmau yelled,as she attempted to extra ultra super special double twirl anime jump stab Aaron.

Aaron grabs her wrist and accidentally twists it and shatters all of the bones in her arm.

“Oops sorry fuck” Aaron said.

Aaron noticed something off about bae.

“your eye……” Aaron muttered.

“Wait when the FUCK did she get bruised!?” Ein said.

Read the contract babe.

“Oh. Fuck” Ein said.

“EIN!” Aaron yelled as he ran as fast as a Lockheed SR-71 Blackbird at top speed towards Ein.

“sHIT!” Ein screamed.

Aaron yeeted his entire body at Ein but Ein did a super Mario jump over Aaron but then Aaron used the entire force of his whole body to punch Ein into oblivion but Ein recovered and punched Aaron but broke his wrists in the process because he doesn't know how to punch then Aaron head butted Ein but he did it wrong so he hurt himself too and then Ein threw him into a tree and almost punched him again but in that moment Aaron unlocked ultra instinct and pushed him against a tree and de-evilized turned Ein into a human.

“NO NO NO NO YOU CAN'T DO THIS!” Ein screamed.

“Well my edgy anime backstory and murder eyes say I CAN” Aaron said as he left the forest.

“fUCK YOU SASUKE” Ein shouted after Aaron.

Aaron had completely left now.

“Fucking weeaboo”

“Well uh,I guess I'll go now? I was sort of expecting to die but I guess not. Plot convenience, you know how it is” Ein said as he walked away and into a Chick-fil-A.

“We've been running forever! Are we ever going to find Aaron?!” Kim said.

“Man I don't fucking know just keep running!” Lucinda said.

Finally,they had come across none other than Aphmau. Who else would it be, Brendan?

“Oh Aphmau! Why…...are you cosplaying Jasmine from Aladdin?” Zane asked.

“I AM NOT COSPLAYING JASMINE FROM ALADDIN ASSHOLE” Aphmau said in frustration.

“You and Aaron are into some weird fucking shit Aphmau” Garroth said in disgust.

“Grrrrr DIE!!!” Aphmau yelled as she attempted to extra ultra super special double twirl anime jump stab Garroth.

“Sweet! Another knife!” Garroth said as he totally ignored the fact that Aphmau was trying to kill him and grabbed the knife out of her hand.

“This is our chance!” Zane said.

Both Garroth and Zane grab Aphmau by the arms. Of course Kim and Lucinda do nothing but watch.

“ARGHHHHH I SWEAR TO FUCKING IRENE ONCE EIN GETS HERE AND FREES ME I'M GOING TO PUT YOUR HEADS SO FAR UP YOUR ASSES ALL OF YOU WILL BE SHITTING OUT YOUR MOUTH FOR WEEKS-”Aphmau’s screamed,as her voice slowly faded into the background.

“Um,a little help?!” Zane said.

“Nah we're good lol” Lucinda said.

“Ugh,useless!” Zane said.

“Don’t worry! I'm sure Aaron will be here soon” Garroth said.

“I sure fucking hope so” Zane said.

After 3 (three( whole hours because that's how long anime fights take, Aaron arrives to the scene.

“WELL YOU SURE TOOK YOUR SWEET ASS TIME” Zane yelled.

“Cut me some slack! I'm trying to make my death as sad and dramatic as possible!” Aaron said.

“Bold of you to assume your going to die permanently lmao” Lucinda said.

“Aaron,everyone knows you can't actually die. The least you can do is not make it at the inconvenience of everyone” Kim said.

“Ugh fine, release Aphmau” Aaron said.

Both Zane and Garroth release Aphmau at once. Aphmau proceeds to yeet herself at Aaron once more, picking up the knife she dropped on the ground in the process.

“WAIT YOU GUYS LEFT THE KNIFE ON THE GROUND?! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?!” Aaron yelled.

“OH CRAP MY KNIFE!!!” Garroth yelled.

Aphmau then stabs Aaron,but he pulls her closer.

“Aphmau…..” Aaron said.

“Hwo,,the fU,CK ArRE yuO,,r teEF gl,,OWI,Ng,,,” Aphmau asked.

“Nevermind that,i…..need to tell you something important……” Aaron said.

“Huh?”

”You…….”

“......smell like cheese dip”

Aaron then proceeded to take a whole hour to fall to the ground dramatically.

“AAAROOOOOON” Aphmau screams.

“Well I guess Aaron is dead :/” Lucinda said.

“Press F” Zane said.

“F”

“Anyways I don't know about you guys but I'm hungry” Kim said,as she tore yet another piece of Garroth's hair and ate it like cotton candy.

“Maybe Aaron still has some chicken nuggets left in his pockets” Garroth said.

“Let's just go to Taco Bell” Lucinda said.

“TACO I LOVE CHEESY GORDITA” Aphmau yelled in excitement.

“But,what about Aaron?” Zane asked.

“Don't worry he'll just come back to life he always does” Garroth replied.

And so our heroes went off to Taco Bell, blissfully unaware of the fact that Aaron didn't kill Ein.

“wait WHAT? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN EIN ISNT FUCKING DEAD WHAT-” Aphmau said angrily.

Sorry that's all the time we have left bye.

End uwu

#aphmau #mystreet #garroth ro'meave #zane ro'meave #lucinda #kim #aaron lycan #irene #lady irene #ein

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v3-killing-harmony-imagines · 7 years

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“Girls reactions to s/o proposing to then with a handmade ring they made?”

This was my first time writing one specifically for the girls so i hope its okay

Kaede Akamatsu

Today was the day

You felt it in your heart

After all the time you had spent with your girlfriend, you knew the time was right

There was just something in your heart that made it obvious

Today was the day you were going to propose

Problem is, there’s only about 5 hours left in this day

You had spent the entire date with Kaede

Brunch in the morning, followed by a walk in the park, then you stopped by a music shop and finally it ended with watching a fireworks display

Although it wasn’t neccesarily a ‘special’ day it felt special to you

You knew Kaede well, so you knew that she would love the idea of a home-made ring

She had been giving little hints for a while that she was ready for a proposal

It seemed as if she had been nudging you on to do it even though she could have proposed herself

But you knew she wasn’t like that

You knew that she wanted to be proposed to

And you knew that she didn’t just want a normal proposal

She made it almost abnoxiously obvious that she wanted just one thing to stand out

Maybe you proposed on a special day! Or at a special place!

But you knew she never would have expected a handmade ring

She had always been into that sentimental sort of thing

Was

Perfect

at least you hoped it was

The two of you were laying in a field, surrounded by many others, observing the fireworks

Though, somehow, it felt as if it was just you and her

Noone else mattered

Nothing else mattered

Nothing but her

You dramatically looked over at her and gazed at her beautiful face as she looked up towards the sky with awe and wonder in her eyes

This is what they do in movies right?

You look over at your s/o dramatically and they somehow dont notice?

Maybe she did notice but she was playing along

You each had one earbud in and were listening to your favorite couple songs together

This is it

This is the moment

You felt your heart racing

You were sure you were about to explode

Sneakily, you changed the song that was currently playing to a different one

One you had just downloaded without telling Kaede the night before

It was a piano instrumental cover of her favorite song ‘Firework’ by Katy Perry

How fitting of the situation

She glanced over at you

You could see the pleased shock in her eyes

‘How fitting, s/o’

She turned back to the fireworks

But instead of looking at them, she just closed her eyes and began moving her head to the rhythm of the song

She seemed to love it

You used this as a distraction

As she was preoccupied with the song you took out your earbud, pulled the ring out of your pocket and knelt on one knee beside your lovely girlfriend

She hadn’t noticed at all

There were a wave of cheering from those around you, but Kaede didn’t notice anything

She was so enchanted with the song

Maybe you did TOO good of a job with the song

You tapped her gently on the shoulder

You didn’t want to be too gentle but also not too forceful

You realised how much you must have been panicing to have been so conflicted with a shoulder tap

The images were flowing through your mind after the shoulder tap

It was as if time had frozen

You saw her turning around, looking towards you with the ring in your hand and swooning into your arms

But, in reality, all you got was an index finger, signalling you too wait

She was way too into the song

She was too busy humming along to notice your proposal

So, you did what you had to

You pulled the earbud out from her ear

‘S/o! That was the best part! What are yo-’

She barely made it halfway through the sentence before she noticed what was happening

She looked up towards you, tears already forming in your eyes

You saw it as your cue to begin speaking

But before you even mustered a single word she had already wrapped her arms around you and was planting kisses all over your face, stopping in between to yell ‘YES! YES! YES!’

The fireworks were still going off as this was happening

It felt so surreal

It truly felt like something out of a movie

Once she had recovered from her flustered state she laid out her hand to receive the ring

You slid the handmade ring onto her finger and it fit like a glove

‘D-Did you make this s/o?’

The shocking situation that had unfolded left you speechless, so you responded with a nod

Kaede was amazed by the piece

You truly had done an amazing job

I mean, after almost 5 months of working on it, it sure as hell better be amazing

After the response she went back to lacing you with kisses all over your face

She didn’t care what anyone else thought

It was just you and her tonight

Noone else mattered

Miu Iruma

You decided that you wanted to keep your proposal private

It was obviously the best choice

I mean, Iruma would just get way too flustered and embarrassed if you proposed to her in public

Plus, knowing Iruma, you wouldn’t be surprised if she said no for whatever reason

Fingers crossed nothing like that happens

You were at home when it all went down

Iruma was in the garage working on her new invention

Meanwhile, you were inside trying to reassure yourself that everything was going to go okay

Deep breaths, deep breaths

You can do this, you can do this

You were about to turn the handle for the garage when,

‘GOD FUCKING DAMMIT’

You heard your hopeful fiance in obvious distress

You ran into the room to find Iruma with her head down on the table and fist clenched

‘What’s wrong? Did something happen?’

‘I’m fucking missing a piece for my new invention and you’re not fucking helping by nagging me with your dumb stinky mouth’

You told her to calm down in an almost aggresive tone and you could see her physically crumble

‘S-Sorry s/o, I’m just not in the best of moods’

You asked her to describe the missing piece in the hopes that the two of you could find it, or even find something to replace it

She simply described it as being a small box shape with a removable lid and clear glass bottom

The two of you spent hours searching

But to no avail

Until you felt something

A slight pinch of pain in your foot

‘Why didn’t you wear shoes idiot’

You had stood on a piece of glass

There was next to no bleeding, it was mostly the shock that got you

Upon further inspection, you realised the glass had come from the missing piece, which had now been found in pieces

Iruma slammed her hands on the table

‘It took five fucking weeks for that piece to deliver’

You asked Iruma to calm down, and you pulled her close

It was sweet

The two of you were in some sort of pain, but together you blocked it all out

Until she grabbed your ‘private area’

‘IRUMA??!?’ you exclaimed

‘What’s that in your pocket s/o?’

You pulled out everything in your pocket where Iruma had intended to grab

or had she?

Some lint, a penny, and

Oh no

The box with your ring

Iruma screamed and grabbed the box out of your hand

‘This is perfect s/o! It’s just like the broken piece!’

Before you got the chance to even try to take it back off her, she had pulled the lid off in order to make sure it was similar enough to the missing piece

And to her shock she found a ring

An obviously homemade one

‘What sort of piece of shit is this? This is probably the worst fucking handmade thing I’ve ever seen! Kyahahah! Whoever made this needs some lessons from m-’

wait

Handmade ring

In small container box

In s/o’s pocket

For once, Iruma was speechless

You gently took the ring away from her and began to kneel

As soon as you began that animation she was crumbling

‘S-S/O WHAT ARE YOU DOING??’

‘Miu Iruma, you are the love of my life, the light in my heart, and the hope in my existence. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you marry me?’

Iruma was crumbled up into a ball

‘R-Really s/o? You want to m-marry me?’

You responded with a reassuring nod

‘Kyahahahaha! I mean who fucking wouldn’t wanna marry me, Miu Iruma, SHSL Inventor! Kyahahah! Well I don’t wanna make you too fucking depressed so I’ll agree, BUT DONT FUCK IT UP’

why are you like this miu

You hugged her tight which shocked her egotistical self back into her fragile nature

You slid the ring onto her finger

She tried to look happy

But it’s hard when you have something you think is hideous on you

We can’t all be masters Miu

She looked up towards you, with the box still in her hand

‘S/o?’

‘Yes, Iruma?’

‘I’m still using this box for my invention’

of course you are

Tsumugi Shirogane

The time had come

You had finally built up enough courage to ask your girlfriend to marry you

You knew that Tsumugi loved DIY stuff

So you thought that a handmade ring would be perfect

Sure, you weren’t the best at crafts

But it’s mostly the thought that counts

Right?

It all took place at a convention

You thought this would be the perfect place to propose

It was the place Shirogane loved to be the most

You had the whole thing planned out and you went for it

Shirogane was on stage in one of her cosplays

You were backstage after helping her get prepared

She wasn’t nervous or anything but it was nice to have you there with her

However she had no clue what you had planned

You pulled out the handmade ring from your pocket and ran on-stage and knelt behind her

The crowd immediately started cheering

Some screamed with joy

Some whistled

Some yelled at Shirogane to turn around

She was so confused

I mean, she knew her cosplay was pretty good but she rarley got this much of a reaction

She still had no clue as to what was going on

Finally, one woman in the front row said ‘Turn around! Turn around!’

Shirogane assumed that she just wanted to see the back of the cosplay

So she did as she asked

And she was greeted by you

‘S/o what are you doing up here?’

It took her a while to process everything

S/o?

On their knees?

With some kind of ball in their hand?

No wait

A ring?

Why does s/o have a r-

OH WAIT

The realisation hit her hard

She fainted to the ground

Fuck this isnt how this was supposed to go

She was brought backstage

The crowd was going crazy

They were all really concerned but the show was forced to just continue with the next cosplays

Poor audience was left with an IRL cliffhanger

It took Shirogane about 2 minutes to wake up

‘What happened s/o?’

You didn’t know how to respond, so you just took the ring out again and showed it to her

‘Shirogane, will you marry me?’

Her face was pale white

You were afraid she was going to pass out again

‘YES YES A MILLION TIMES YES!!’

She grabbed you and hugged fairly aggresively

She thought it was so romantic

She grabbed the ring and inspected it thoroughly

‘You… made this?’

You nodded proudly

You were so happy with how everything went

‘Oh… it’s… a... nice thought’

You looked at her and smiled awkwardly

You knew she was partially messing but you also knew that the ring was nowhere near what she could have done

‘Hey! It’s not like I’m a master crafter or something!’ you responded

‘Once we get back home, I’m gonna teach you something about crafting, because damn you need it’

godammit shirogane

Tenko Chabashira

‘Wanna go for another round s/o?’

Tenko put on her normal daily outfit and got up off of the ground

‘I’m a bit tuckered out actually, mind if we rest for a while?’

‘But it was so fun!!’

‘It’s not as fun when you’re against a master like you Tenko’

The two of you sat on a bench in the dojo after the fifth round of Neo Aikido in a row

you better not have been thinking of something else you nasty

It made Tenko so happy when you showed interest in her talent

She was scared of hurting you on accident but once you tell her its okay she gets right into it

Doing Aikido with you is the best thing she could ask for

It always ends up being her happiest memory

Although you aren’t really much competition for an Ultimate like her, its still fun to see Chabashira having so much fun and really getting into something she loves

She was such a natural beauty and that was evident from her somewhat graceful maneuvers in her sport

You looked over to her as she sat beside you sipping water from a bottle

Her hair was tied up into one massive ponytail

To her surprise you planted a kiss on her cheek to show your affection

She responded by spittaking her water out all over your face

She turned a bright shade of red as she apologized repeatedly for what just happened

You told her it was fine but she refused to stop helping you

She took a nearby towel and scrubbed your face with it

‘AAA S/O TENKO IS SO SORRY TENKO SWEARS SHE DIDNT MEAN IT’

You chuckled at her obvious nervousness

This was why you loved her

Moments like this

Thats when you got your idea

You excused yourself, making the excuse that you were going to the bathroom

Really though you were heading out to your car to get something

A ring

You had thought of the idea a few months back

You knew Tenko was the one and you knew it was time you showed her that

One of the things you loved most about Tenko was how natural and organic she was

So, what could be better than a ring that matched her natural nature

You worked on a handmade ring built entirely by yourself to give to Tenko as an engagement ring

It was made of expensive wood which was sanded perfectly for ultimate comfort and encrusted with bits of sea shells which Tenko adored so much

The wood you purchased for it was similar to the wood used in the dojo she loves to train in so you thought it was perfect!

You retrieved the ring from your car and returned back inside to find Tenko talking to herself

You peeked in out of curiosity

It was difficult to hear but you could make out some words

‘Dont do that again Tenko. Dont scare them off. Sit up straight, talk confidently, dont let them lose interest’

Was she talking about you?

You quietly stepped into the room

The floorboards underneath you creaked, startling Tenko

‘AAA S/O YOU SCA- I mean, you startled me s/o!’

Tenko was acting odd

It seems that shes trying to change how she acts to make you like her more

You decided not to confront her immediately but instead wanted to wait until she seemed a little more comfortable

‘Wanna go for another round of Aikido Tenko?’

Her eyes fluttered at your request

She popped up from her seat cheerfully and marched over to the other side of the fighting area

You started battling and she was obviously going to win from moment 1

But you tried your hardest anyways!

Sadly, it was to no avail

She had tossed you a mile away within the first minute

But that was exactly as you planned

As soon as you landed from being tossed you let out a scream

It was the loudest scream you’ve ever done and at surely alarmed other people

You closed your eyes to make it seem more real but you peeked through your left to make sure Tenko was alarmed

You saw her sprint towards you faster than anything youve seen before

She jumped down beside you and picked your head up, placing it on your lap

She was already in tears

‘S/O TENKO IS SO SORRY WHERE DOES S/O HURT? SHOULD TENKO CALL AN AMBULANCE?’

‘I’m okay’

She was holding her head down on your lap with full force

‘NO S/O YOU NEED TO REST ILL GET SOME WATER’

She placed your head down gently and rose to get some water

Before she had moved from your side however you grabbed ahold of her hand

She turned back in shock and slight disbelief as you got up into one knee

‘S/O! ARE YOU FEELING BETTER ALREADY?? WHERE DO YOU HURT S/O?’

You began to reach into your pocket

You grabbed onto the ring, your other hand still laced in Chabashiras

‘SO WHAT ARE YOU DOING ARE YOU OKAY PLEASE SPEAK’

You presented the ring

She stared down to it and froze

Her hand felt limp in yours

She must have been in shock

Oh well, thats normal

I mean it is a big surprise to be proposed to all of a su-

*THWACK*

Tenko’s body fell and hit the floor with a massive thud

You dropped everything and crawled over to her, not even bothering to stand up and walk in your desperation

You knelt beside her and held her face

‘Tenko? You okay? Can you hear me Tenko?’

She wasnt responding

You sat her up and grabbed some water from nearby that she was drinking earlier

You opened her mouth and fed the water to her

Slowly, one sip at a time, careful

She started coughing, at least it was a sign she was concious

Her eyes fluttered open for the second time in an hour

She was laying in your arm as she asked you what had happened

You smiled to her and explained everything

Well, you left out one part

‘B-But, why did I faint? Tenko never faints!’

Again, you pulled out the ring

She stared at it for even longer

‘Do you like it Ten-’

‘AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA’

ill take that as a yes

And you thought your scream was loud

She grabbed hold of your head and hugged it into her breasts

She was squeezing as tight as she could

It was almost too tight

( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

‘S/O TENKO LOVES IT SO MUCH YES YES YES YES AAAAAA’

‘Can you...let me go,,p lease i ..cant breathe’

‘KYAHH TENKOS SORRY TENKO IS SO HAPPY’

She truly was the light of your life

She grabbed the ring from the ground where it had landed when she held you

‘S/O ITS SO BEAUTIFUL IT LOOKS LIKE A DOJO ITS SO CUTE AND TENKO LOVES IT AND IT FITS AND ITS PERFECT AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA’

Even you didnt expect her to be this enthusiastic

I dont think she even expected it either

With one last scream she grabbed your head and planted a kiss on your lips

Then she pulled you back in for another hug, this one even tighter than before

who needs to breathe anyways right?

Kirumi Tojo

Kirumi has just returned home from a long days work

Although she enjoyed her job cleaning, some days it tired her out so much

She was looking forwards to coming home to be greeted with a cup of tea and a good book

She parked in the driveway only to notice that your car was missing

She assumed that you had gone to the store to buy groceries or just grab something to eat

But something in her mind made her suspect something

Ignoring the strange feeling, she unlocked the door and strolled inside

She was greeted with a freshly made cup of tea as she had hoped for

However, along with that luck was some bad luck

Aswell as a cup of tea she was also greeted by a disgraceful mess all over the place

She had never seen such a mess in her entire time living with you

You weren’t usually this messy

This combined with your absence really put her on edge

She was hoping for a relaxing evening but now faces even more work

Although she wanted to ignore the mess and wait for you to get home to clean it, she could help herself and before she knew it she was vacuuming and sweeping and washing and-

‘Ugh’ she sighed

She had barely gotten a quarters way through before she took her first rest

Instead of using this resting period to relax and take everything off her mind, instead she used it to examine the area

From the looks of things, this mess was in no way accidental

Dirt in rare places, clothes everywhere except where they were supposed to be, messes in hard to reach places

This was absolutely done on purpose

But why?

Kirumi tossed a few ideas around in her head

Perhaps you were upset and wanted to annoy her? Maybe you were having abad day and needed to take your anger out? Or maybe you were pranking her and were secretly recording her?

She glanced at each corner of the room but made no contact with any cameras

She sighed as she let her gaze drift across the excuse of a room

Eventually, she decided to call you

In the hope of getting an explanation for the mess

She pulled out her phone and rang your number

…

……

………

No response

She put away her phone

Her feelings of frustration had turned to concern

If this was a prank it was certainly not funny

No,

Theres no need to be concerned

She had to convince herself of that much

Her head began to spin with different possibilities marching around in her mind

In a slight mental daze she grabbed a drink of water and sat down

As she began to return to normal she figured she might as well spend her time doing something to distract herself

So, she returned to her cleaning

…

You had just finished up

You thanked your friend as you said goodbye and climbed into your car

Looking down into your palms, you smiled

Right there, laying in your hands was a masterpiece

6 months of labour, 30 hours a week, and a large sum of money went into this beauty

A wonderfully made encrusted ring made all by yours truly

with a little help from your friends of course

It was perfect

No, it was better than perfect

You placed it to the side and started your car

Destination: Home

The nerves began to hit you on the drive home from your friends house

All the possibilities were marching through your mind

What if she doesnt like it? What if shes annoyed? What if she isnt home? Did everything go to plan

You stopped on the side of the road for a second and tried to regain your composure

This was a big deal

A lot of effort had gone into this, both from you and from others, and you couldnt dissapoint

‘You have reached your destination’

Before you knew it, you were home

You hadnt informed Kirumi that you were going to be gone for a while

That was part of the surprise

You slowly got out of your car, trying to make as little noise as physically possible

There was slight dread in your steps as you tiptoed to the door

Before you opened it you did some last-minute practicing

So first you greet her, explain the mess, get her to go to the bedroom, she finds a mess, cleans it up, finds the rings box underneath, you say her name, she turns, you propose

Got it

Right?

The nerves you felt were almost paralyzing

Breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out

You pushed yourself forward so you couldnt hesitate anymore

You practically slammed the door open and strolled on in, trying desperately not to break down or mess up

You found Tojo sitting hunched over a cup of tea

She was obviously exhausted but was putting her ability to hide it to use

She hadnt even noticed you were there until you greeted her with a timid ‘hello’

She was slightly startled, which was obvious from her slight jump

It was rare to catch her off guard like that

‘Oh, greetings s/o. I see you have returned. Where were you?’

You explained to her that a friend had an emergency and you rushed over to help

It hurt to lie to her but it was for the better, it was all going to pay off

‘Sorry about the mess by the way. A racoon got in and I got scared’

She raised an eyebrow to you, which showed her obvious disbelief

to be fair it WAS a pretty horrible lie

‘Well then, I’m going to head to bed for a rest. There is food in the oven if you would like anything.’

You thanked her and she walked confidently to the bedroom

You could tell though that it was fake confidence and all she wanted to do was curl up and sleep for 43 days

Everything was going to plan surprisingly

She made it to the doorway connecting the living area to the bedroom

That’s when she saw yet another pile of clothes laying at her feet

She sighed, containg her frustration

She picked up the clothes in one go and placed them in a nearby basket to be sorted later

When she looked back to where the former mess had been she noticed a small object

She debated ignoring it but her curiosity got the better of her

She reached down and picked up the object

A box?

What could be in here?

She opened the lid to reveal a velvet fabric covering the bottom of the box with a horizontal slit in the middle

She gasped

Her head was spinning both from shock and exhaustion

Theres no way

This is a dream

But then she say your silhouette, standing in the doorway in front of her

She snapped up and stood up straight in front of you

‘S/o what is the meaning of this?’

You looked her in the eyes, never breaking contact

You felt tears forming in your eyes

Slowly and steadily you crept down onto one knee

Tojo covered her mouth with her hand, refusing to let anything come out that could ruin the moment

‘Tojo Kirumi, will you be my wife?’

She stared down at you

Eventually, she removed her hand from her face and began to take off her gloves

She gleamed towards you and embraced you with a hug

‘Yes s/o, and thank you.’

She let you out of her grasp to inspect the ring

It was… breath-taking

She was truly astounded by the intricate detail that was featured on the priceless item

She placed it onto her finger and put it up towards the light

‘It is… truly astounding s/o’

She truly was over the moon with joy at what had just occurred

But that excitement was still covered with exhaustion

You both caught eachother drifting away at moments

Your eyes were beginning to close by themselves and yawns were a regular occurence

You looked at eachother, smiled, and decided to call it a night

Kirumi placed the ring on her bedside locker so it would be the first thing shed see in the morning

Hopefully then you’ll both be more enthusiatic

Maki Harukawa

Maki was never much of the romantic type

Despite assumptions that as the SHSL Nursery Teacher she was cutesy and romantic, she was in reality the polar opposite

Anything you had ever tried was greeted with a pained sigh or straight up refusal

But it wasnt going to be like that this time

This time was going to be special

You were working on a true masterpiece

Maki was never really fond of expensive and luxurious items so you decided to get her something from the heart

You, as Maki’s talentless s/o, were creating a handmade ring to propose to Maki with

From the heart and from the soul

You had the design laid out, the materials bought and the majority of the ring made

The only thing left was… the presentation

You gave no time to procrastinate and waste time

You decided that as soon as you were happy with the piece and it was completely finished you would propose to your girlfriend with it

So thats what you went and did

It was noon on a Friday

Maki was finishing up her shift at the nursery and you planned to come and collect her

You wanted to propose to her in front of others, so she got the attention she truly deserved

But you also were scared to do it in front of some people in particular as Maki didnt do too well with strangers

So whats better than the audience being full of toddlers and a few mothers?

Most of the mothers are probably married so they would most likely cheer and applaud

The plan was in motion

You climbed out of your car and strolled on into the building where your future fiancee awaited

Her class was 1-B

You walked through the door and were greeted by twin toddlers and their mothers talking with Maki

She saw you from the corner of her eye and put her finger up to you to inform you to wait

By her request you sat down on a bright green wicker chair while Maki spoke with the parents

You scanned the room and saw that it was filled with toddlers and their parents

There was a lot more that you were expecting

And in that moment, horrible possibilities rushed into your head

To distract yourself, you described everything in the room

A clock, its blue, the hands have faces, it is 11:56. On Friday, kids go home at 12. That must be why theres so many parents here.

Oh look, a rattle at my feet, its blue and purple, it makes loud sounds, it has a picture of a flower on it, looks like a rose

You repeated this with other objects as you tried to calm yourself

It worked surprisingly well

Actually, it worked too well

You were so distratced that you hadnt noticed Maki standing in front of you

She snapped her fingers and managed to awaken you from the slight daze you were in

This is it, this is the moment

Maki’s mouth started moving but you couldnt understand anything coming out of it

‘Sorry?’ you asked, hoping she would repeat

‘I said what are you doing inside? You could have waited in the car for me. I’ll be a few more minutes’

She began to walk away but you swiftly grabbed her hand

She turned back in complete shock

‘S/o? What are you doing?’

This is it, this is the moment

You placed your palm on the carpet floor and you lowered yourself onto one knee

Your right knee, it slightly cracked from being in its sitting position for so long

This whole time you were staring into Maki’s eyes

Her face seemed emotionless and she hadn’t changed her stance whatsoever

But you forgot about that and focused just on her eyes

You stared right into them as if they were the only thing imaginable

This is it, this is the moment

You reached your hand behind you into your rear pocket

You hadnt stored the ring in a box

You fumbled for a bit, understandable considering the situation you were in

Eventually you got the ring out of your pocket and it was now in your hands

Her eyes

Mesmerizing

This is it, this is the moment

As your eyes focused on hers, you heard the silent mumbles of adults whispering

In reality, they were cheers, but you had blocked the noises out

Any other sense was numbed

All that mattered was sight

The sight of Maki

This is it, this is the moment

‘Maki Harukawa, you have made me the happiest person in the universe. When we first met I truly believed I was in love at first sight. I have never had-

*SMACK*

………..

……….

………….

Ringing

Ears ringing

Ding ding ding

Ding ding ding ding ding

School bells

12pm

Nursery closed

My face hurts

Why does my face hurt

Empty

My hands

Theyre empty

My mouth

Its empty

My heart

Its empty

This is it, this is the moment

…

You looked up from your crouched position

There was a group around you

Only one was close, and they had their hand on your shoulder

The rest were further, hands covering their mouths, eyes taped open

‘Maki?’ you timidly mustered out to the figure touching you

‘Would you like some water dear?’

It was an elderly woman, or at least thats what she sounded like

It must be Maki’s fellow teacher

‘What happened? Where… wheres Maki?’

You heard the woman sigh

‘Maki is… gone home. She told me to ask you not to go into the bedroom for the weekend’

‘Did something happen?’

The woman seemed shocked

‘You must not remember due to the force of her hit’

Her hit? Maki made a hit? What genre was it?

kill me

‘You proposed to Maki and… well, she didnt take it well’

The words stabbed you like a blade

You sunk down into a ball on the floor

Your eyes began to water and impaired your vision even further

All you could see in front of you was the outline of a toy

Blue and purple

With a flower on it

A rose

How romantic

…

You blocked out most of the ride home

It was the couple Maki had been talking to before that escorted you home

They hugged you and said a few things like ‘if you need anything contact us’

But you didnt pay much attention

All you could focus on were her eyes

Her piercing red gaze

You walked through the door to your house with no hesitation

Just another normal day

Right?

Immediately you strolled over to the bedroom, thinking nothing of it

All you wanted to do was lie down and rest

You tried the doorknob

Locked

You tried again

Locked

You knocked

…

Silence

You knocked again, called out to Maki, apologized, you tried everything

Nothing

You lowered yourself down and peeked through the keyhole

Nothing

She had blocked it out with something

You kicked the door in frustration

Defeat

Regret

Everything

Is this what grief is?

Is this what despair is?

Defeated, you planted your head against the door, looking down

You reached your hand into your pocket, hoping to find a restart button

But instead, a ring

This ring

The one that changed everything

With one last try, with one last bit of hope, you slid the ring under the doorframe

You waited

Waited

Waiting forever

Ill wait forever

Anything

However long

For you

Please

Dont leave me

…

This is it, this is the moment

The finishing moment

The beginning of the end

Himiko Yumeno

Yumeno never wanted to go anywhere

Her idea of a perfect date was staying inside practicing her spells and watching TV

But you knew there was always something inside her that wished she liked more social situations

She had no motivation to dress up nice and go out on a proper date

She already had to endure enough dates like that when you two started dating

She thought that would be the end of it

She hoped it would be the end of it

But she also hoped it wouldn’t

So, in order to encourage her, you prepared the whole date yourself

You bought a dress online for her, you booked the restaurant you were going to and you planned out a complete schedule to hopefully persuade your girlfriend

‘Uhnnnn s/ooooooo’ she groaned

You grabbed her hands and pulled her up from the couch as she tried desperately to resist

She failed

You showed her the details of the date and everything you had planned out

You could tell she didn’t want to go, but also that she didn’t want to let you down

DING DONG

You knew it was the delivery person at the door

As you turned back to ask Himiko to get the door, you saw that she had already slumped back down onto the couch

With a sigh, you strolled to the door and signed the relevaant papers

You could feel Yumeno’s curious glares on the back of your neck

She was obviously interested in what was happening but didn’t want to admit it

Once you shut the door she asked who was at the door

You didn’t answer

‘S/ooo don’t ignore me!’

Silence again

You heard her rustling on the couch

Most likely getting into a new pouting position

Just then you strutted in, holding the dress behind your back

You saw her sit up and desperately try to look around your body to get a look at what you were hiding

‘You know you COULD get up and walk around me to see?’ you remarked

She frowned towards you and burrowed her eyes as she desperately attempted to hold back her intrigue over the suspicious item you had hidden behind your back

You knew she disliked being teased so you gave the present to her immediately

It was a beautiful and elegant light blue dress with silver gems lacing the collar and cuffs

It was amazing

At least to you it was

You looked at Himiko as she glanced at the dress

‘Eh’

You swear you saw her eyes glisten for a while

She must be hiding her true feelings

All you had to do was reveal them

While Himiko was busy doing nothing while laying on the couch, you were getting everything prepared for the date of a lifetime

And the cherry on top of the cake for the evening?

A proposal

You picked up a small wooden box which had contained a secret handmade ring for about 3 months now

You knew Himiko wasn’t really bothered with owning anything expensive or designer

She thought all of it just looked gaudy and ugly

So, you made her something of the complete opposite

A beautifully hand-crafted ring which was soon to rest on your girlfriends tiny finger

Hours passed in what felt like minutes

Before you knew it you were dining in the local restaurant

There you were, dressed in an amazing outfit with an even more amazing person sitting across from you

You looked towards your girlfriend hoping to see a gleaming face full of joy

But instead you got a short girl complaining that there were no chicken nuggets on the menu

She seemed completely uninterested and bored throughout the entire date

She didn’t even try to act like she was enjoying this

You predicted this reaction though

You didn’t want it to happen, but of course it did

The two of you had just finished dessert when she finally asked the question that had probably been on her mind for a few hours now

‘Can we go now?’

With a sign you nodded and asked for the bill

She offered to pay for some of it at least but you wouldn’t let her

You both stood up and were about to leave until you stepped in front of her

‘S/o? Let’s go what are you doing?’

This is the moment

This will make this date memorable

You went down on one knee

Yumeno genuinely had no idea what was going on

There were whispers and cheers coming from around you as people began to realise what was happening

‘Himiko Yumeno…’

It finally hit her

‘Will you…’

This isnt happening this isnt happening whats going on this is why i dont do dates aaaa whats happening is he tying his shoe are we going home what what what

‘...marry me?’

You pulled out the ring you had been storing in your shoe

You looked her in the eyes but her gaze was fixed solely on the ring

The rest of the people in the restaurant had now began chanting ‘YES YES YES’

Himiko looked around at everyone

All the attention was on her

‘Y-yes?’

She was unsure

It hurt you a little that she still seemed hesitant

You still thought she was holding back her true feelings

And just then,

‘WHO AM I KIDDING OF COURSE’

She jumped into your arms and you held her close

There was an uproar of cheers all around the pair of you as you kissed eachother with more passion than ever

You had succeeded

You knew that her bored and lazy side wasnt the only thing to her

Of course, you still loved her lazy side

And you never wanted it to end

But it was nice to reveal another side to her

And she was grateful that you managed to do just that

Because she had been trying her entire life

Thats how she got the heart to shout out ‘YES’

Because you were the one she needed

And now you were hers, and she was yours

Angie Yonaga

You decided you wanted to propose on one of the biggest nights of Angie’s life

To make it, yknow, even more memorable!

She was asked by a local art gallery to display her art in her own section

What they forgot to add was that the section was an entire floor!

Because of Angie’s love of art and crafts, you thought that it would be cute if you tried to make something handmade

You knew it wasn’t gonna be up to Angie’s standards but you thought it’d be nice nonetheless

You spent weeks working on the piece while Angie organised her big day

Of course you occasionally helped Angie with her set-up but it was never too necessary

I mean, the girl is so carefree and is never stressed

You envy her because of it

You spent every free hour you could working on the piece

It had to be perfect for her!

Only the best for Angie!

Well, maybe not perfect

But good enough

At least by your standards

The day finally came

And it came a lot faster than you had anticipated

Weeks had gone by and Angie was just about finishing up her entire display

Meanwhile you barely had the ring halfway done

Throughout the course of the time you had you had made 3 rings and thrown away all of them

But there was no going back on this one

It was pretty bad to be honest

It was sloppily made and made of wood

You had hoped to paint it but Angie had already taken her equipment to the art gallery

You had considered delaying the proposal for another day where you could either attain enough skill to make a better ring or enough money to buy one that makes up for lack of thought with shininess

You kept the ring with you just in case to the ceremony

It was a fancy dress ceremony

You were dressed in your best outfit

One that you knew Angie liked

You walked in alone as Angie had arrived earlier for preperations

However you were immediately swept away to Angie’s working area where she was doing some last minute shenanigans

You were going to scare her but you could sense some slight frustration in her presence

So you let her be

Instead, you tapped her on the shoulder

She turned slowly, almost as if she was annoyed by your presence

But when she saw it was you she was filled with her usual joy

‘Yay! Hiya s/o! How do you like Angie’s display?’

You told her you hadn’t seen much or any at all yet

‘Awh s/o! You’re really missing out~’

You asked if there was anything you could do to help out

‘Ummm not really s/o. Just do whatever’

You stayed with her the entire time which made her happy

Well, happier than normal

You joined her as she prayed to her God a few times or luck

She left at one point to get changed into her dress

You took this as an opportunity to finish designing the ring

Luckily she had been storing practically everything in that room so you had a lot of options

You stuck to just chiseling it a bit more to get a perfect shape

You were about to put on a varnish coat when you heard her voice

‘OwO? What are you doing s/o?’

You turned around in a panic

But before you could come up with a witty response, your mouth just dropped to the floor

You stared at her for ages in her beautiful sparkly gold dress

It was perfect on her

She looked absolutely stunning

You told her everything you were thinking and she blushed

You saw her face change to realisation

She had to go talk on stage about her exhibit now

She never showed her nervousness but she always felt it

You knew this, and you comforted her and reassured her everything was going to go smoothly

She asked you to go help get the audience gathered while she did some literally last minute work

You left without a second thought

mostly cos the only thought you had was how damn sexy angie looked in that dress

You had done as Angie asked and the audience was all gathered

You heard as Angie was called by the host to come out onto the stage

It was only then that you realised she was supposed to show a demonstration on how to artistically improve an object

You feared that she had forgotten as well

During your thoughts you missed her walking out on stage

She was now at a table on the stage, with a mic attatched to her beautiful dress

You made sure to keep an eye out for anyone looking at anything but her eyes and hands for too long

Everything was going smoothly

Until the host began to speak again

‘And now Ms Angie Yonaga will demonstrate and object she can artistically improve’

Her face said it all

She had no clue

She looked towards the host in confusion

‘A demonstration? Angie knew of no such thing. God never told me that!’

The audience began to mumble and you made eye contact with Angie

You could see her worry, but then

Lightbulb

Her face lit up and you’re pretty sure her dress glowed a little more too

She ran off stage and some of the audience began to gasp

But you knew what she was doing

Well, you didn’t

But you knew she knew what she was doing

There were a few loud bangs and a comedically timed cat screech until Angie came back out on stage

She had something in her hand

It looked small

You were too far back to see

Why the hell didn’t you get V.I.P seeting?

Then, Angie began to speak

‘Uhh sorry for the wait but God gave me an idea! I don’t know where this came form but I found a poorly-made wooden ring backstage which I am going to improve for you!’

oh no

why this

She was about to strike the ring with a chisel when the host yelled out

‘Wait! Before Ms Yonaga does anything, does anyone claim ownership to the ring?’

what do you do what do you do what do you do

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

In the spur of the moment

You raised your hand

‘Yes, you there in the awfully fitted outfit, is this yours?’

Without saying anything you made you way through the crowd and proceeded to walk on stage

what are you doing what are you doing what are you doing

You wondered if Angie was having the same thoughts as you in the moment

She surprisingly hadn’t said anything yet

You made your way up beside her and took the ring from her grasp

‘OwO? S/o? What are you doing?’

Without speaking a single word you got down on one knee

The entire audience began cheering and cooing

Angie looked both confused and shocked

‘Angie, you make me the happiest person on Earth. I could go on forever but we have an audience and a show to do, so ill make it quick. Angie Yonaga, will you marry me?’

She went quiet and the audience began chanting ‘Yes! Yes! Yes!’

‘say yes hippie girl’

Then, she finally said a word

‘Uwu?’

Well,

Maybe not an actual word

The silence she was living made the room tense, and made you begin to sweat

‘Umm, let me ask God and see what he thinks!’

The room went quiet

‘Just kidding! Nyahaha~ I don’t need to ask God to say yes!’

Everyone in the vicinity began cheering as you rose to hug and kiss your fiance

Now that’s a show

You tried to slide the ring onto Angie’s finger

Keyword: Tried

It wouldn’t go on properly

‘Uwah!! Whoever made this isn’t very talented’

You sighed but Angie didn’t let you feel down

She grabbed the ring from you and began meddling with it

It would’ve seemed disrespectful if it were done by anyone else but Angie

She began working on the ring to make it fit her finger

She said it needed a lot more than just that to be done to it, but God says that it’s the thought that counts in it

god is best wingman

Once she was done modifying the ring she called you back over to place it on her finger

And this time, It fit perfectly!

The crowd cheered again

Everything ended perfectly!

The crowd was happy

You were happy

But more importantly, Angie was happy

Well, more than usual

pls dont destroy me cos of this im not very good at speaking owo ;-;

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nucliufsilver · 7 years

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lil bit of a rant to all the people i dont talk to anymore

1.yknow honestly, for what its worth you did make me a better person, before i became friends with you i didnt really know what manners were, i was confused on what was right or wrong and you opened my eyes to a lot of things i probably would hate right now if i hadnt met you, examples, gay marriage, cosplay, different ways to love, transgenders etc. and that was all fine and dandy, i really loved you for that, always so kind and thoughtful of others, but i think in return i corrupted you a bit too, as a result i turned out to be a bad guy, granted i did some shit that had no excuse but so did you and bitch dont try and blow that off on me. you made me FEEL toxic, i was never going to be good enough, i was never going to be a better person, i was never going to be as nice as you or as caring, everyone would only ever see me as this toxic, stern, scary person and the sadest part of that? that actually came true lmao, no one cares for me, im alone, ive got a solid 1 friend and it isnt even fucking you because you decided i wasnt worth it and you hated me despite me trying so hard to connect back with you, all you ever did was shut me out and tell me i wasnt good enough, bitch.

2. fuck i loved you so much, but i had no fucking idea how to show it. i know im not allowed to talk to you anymore, but before i rant off about what you did to me i really really need you to understand that i will always fucking love you, and im so so so fucking sorry for hurting you like i did, it was all i ever knew. you taught me so fucking much, you taught me its okay to open up to people and let them see my dark sides, you taught me its okay to be myself and to share my opinions, and if people didnt like that, that was okay too, you taught me how to love even though it was quite a wild ride and i didnt even figure it out until 6 months after we broke up. you taught me there was so much more i had to learn about myself before i brought other people into my life and i will always be grateful to have had you for so long. but holy fuck did you ever make me feel like shit. i fucking hated you, you never listened to what i had to say and when id say it you never believed me either, i get it was a mental thing but YOU NEEDED TO LEARN HOW TO TAKE CONTROL OF YOURSELF. you made me feel gross and like i will never be a good boyfriend ever. how could i be? if i wasnt good enough for you ill never be good enough for anyone, not only that but holy fuck do you know how to run your mouth. after we broke up so many people were telling me on anon that i was toxic and gross and so much worse. i had to hide from the world for months, couldnt even go to cons for awhile because of it. i know you needed support, but at what cost? fuck you.

3. you just straight up pissed me the fuck off. you still do, I WAS NEVER FUCKING OBLIGATED TO BE YOUR BEST FRIEND, YOU WERE THE ONE WHO HAD THAT FANTASY, IM SORRY I DIDNT LIKE YOU AS MUCH AS OTHER PEOPLE BUT I NEVER DID YOU WRONG AT ALL, YET YOU STILL WENT AND TALKED SHIT BEHIND MY BACK. you hold the biggest grudges holy fuck you have no fucking chill, even your dad agreed with me and if that doesnt say youre being an immature fuck off then i have no idea what does. honestly ive never met anyone ive hated more than you, you tell people theyre fat BUT HAVE YOU LOOKED IN A FUCKING MIRROR? you make me want to throw up everytime i see you, you cant complain about being fat yet nEVER DO JACK SHIT TO SOLVE THAT LITTLE PROBLEM, ALL YOU EVER DO IS FUCKING COMPLAIN ABOUT YOUR LIFE BUT YOU NEVER DO ANYTHING TO SOLVE IT. so maybe take a look at yourself and think about where youre going in life because honestly? a reality check here, you dont have ANYTHING. whoops

4. i never intended to lose you, im not even sure what i did to you? i never got closure. i never really got anything from you honestly, when i look back i just felt used, like i was just there to pass the time and you couldve left at any point. you were my everything, i didnt have anything else but you. i wish i couldve done something to change the course but i think i did everything i could, as far as my story goes you were putting me off for your girlfriend, i felt alone so i started to talk with other people, you got jealous and then one day, you were gone, didnt want anything to do with me, gossiped with others about how awful i was. what did i do to you to deserve this? what did i do to any of you? i was TERRIFIED to go to school for MONTHS because i could feel your glares as id pass by, i could feel the rumors spreading through the school, i could feel the hate, its been almost a year and i still barely speak in school and my english teacher actually tried to send me to a counselor. i still dont feel worthy to speak, or look up from the ground, or join any clubs, or go anywhere near the japanese room. i dont allow myself to do anything besides sit alone at the third floor BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO CAUSE MORE TROUBLE FOR YOU. sometimes i think about going to your hangout place just to fuck with you some more. did you know the last time we talked, when you told me you never wanted to see me again, i actually broke a locker out of frustration, i didnt want to fucking lose you. why. why did this have to happen to us. what happened.

5. i dont even know what to say to you, honestly you saved me. i felt safe, for the first time in months i felt like i finally deserved something for myself, and i took that chance, i spent HOURS listening to you talk about things, just random stuff, i worked hard, i finally knew how love was supposed to work and i was able to use that on you, and everything was fucking perfect. this is still pretty recent so even now im crying typing this out. i miss you, i miss you, i miss you so much. why did you leave? im nothing. i loved you so much, you were the first person i truly opened up to like that since jayce, you made me forget jayce, and now i just dont know what to do. what am i supposed to do? how do i fix myself now that youre gone, i dont trust myself to fall in love, i havent even thought about dating since January because a huge part of me is still hoping youll come back apologizing, saying you miss me, and me being the biggest idiot would just forgive you on the spot. how am i supposed to move on when you left too fast for me to even blink. one day you just stopped replying, i dont know what changed, i want you back. im not as happy, im not the same. who am i now? what am i supposed to do, just please talk to me and give me some closure at least, i need it in order to move on, because i still fucking love you with all my being and i will never be able to find anyone better for me than you and i honest to god believe that.

6. i have nothing to say to you anymore, you have no right to claim me, you have no mark anymore, you cant tell me what i can and cant do anymore, whoever you think you are to me, fucking forget it because YOU left ME, and it fucked me up, youre the real reason for all my problems, everything can be traced back to you, you left me and you have NO right to waltz back into my life without an apology expecting me to love you like youre still something to me. youre nothing. i hate you. and the moment i turn 18 youre gonna find out just exactly how much i hate you, i have no remorse or love for you, there wont be any pity, and once im done speaking with you itll be my turn to leave, only this time it will be forever, thank you and good fucking bye bitch.

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