#or maybe they were just bonkers

[meshiitsukaii]

Who in gods name decided they should knit/crochet children's clothes. Those suckers grow so fast, they'll be too big for them before you can even finish.

#crochet meme #knitting #knitting memes #knitblr #crochetblr #maybe it made more sense when people had more children and lots of kids in a community and mom social groups #because knitting/crochet was a more common hobby they thought 'hey like 6 kids can get wear out of this one well made garment. nice.“ #or maybe they were just bonkers

[lunarharp]

scribbles and a REALISATION

#witch hat tag #orufrey #partial nudity / #4th one is exclusive to here i dont feel like posting that on twt. #ANYWAY??? i was going through the artbook designs & only after drawing the original tassel designs did i work out it looks like their hair #Whats going on there. Sensei. do they get designs based on their hair. or are they meant to have their real hair. #AND THEN THEY OBVIOUSLY WERE DESIGNED TO HAVE SWAPPED THEIR TASSELS FROM THE BEGINNING THEN. #AND IT WAS THEIR HAIR. probably she decided oru's one just looks too ridiculous #you can see me work it out in between drawings ... captured the moment #i need to lie down... wait the last big thing i Realised (about galga's braid *cries*) was hair-related too. WHAT'S GOING ON !!!! #i started reading when witch hat was just severely gay-coded and actual gay stuff hadn't happened yet so maybe this still makes me bonkers

[sameteeth]

one of the pieces of anakin's fall that everyone always misses is his use of the clones. anakin skywalker, who at 9 wanted to become a jedi. who was so haunted by guilt that he left his mother a slave. who violated the jedi code because he couldnt bear to spend another night not knowing his mother was safe. that anakin. that anakin was ok leading the clones to war. the clones who were made for this, made to work and toil and die without end, so the natborns could live peacefully.

i think if anakin wasnt reeling from the death of his mother and hadnt started slipping to the dark side already he wouldn't have agreed with the use of the clones. i think he would see himself in them - forever scorned, subhuman for the circumstances of their birth, desperately trying to rise above the fact that everyone they've ever met only has an interest in leashing them. so anakin being a general and agreeing to lead the clones is much more sinister than it seems at first blush.

the jedi order agreeing to lead the clones is its own egregious violation of the jedi code. theyre peacekeepers, not generals. they fight individually or in pairs, not in coordinated attacks (see geonosis). everything about them is not meant for violence, but for protection. but for the jedi to lead the clones to be anakin - it's even worse. the jedi know slavery is bad, but they do not expend resources trying to end it - for political reasons ofc, they themselves are at the whims of the republic - but anakin has Lived it. he is more like the clones than any other jedi, which makes his leading them all the more painful and heartwrenching and sick

#like. it makes me sick im going bonkers !!!!!!! anakin looks at rex and his inability to leave and sees himself !!!!! #granted. anakin has cptsd and is groomed by palpatine and im not saying he doesnt have his own complexes about what he does #nor am i saying anakin didnt do what he could to get on with his troopers and try his best to keep them alive. but i Am saying that anakins #fall started when palpatine first met him and planted those seeds of doubt and fear. and that his unquestioning leadership of the clones is #just another thing he lost to his desperation to keep those he loves safe. #he just makes me bark yknow. many thoughts. #i want to do like a fixit where rex and anakin actually like. talk abt the clones and their status and how they were made #and maybe ahsoka and obiwan hunt down exactly the circumstances in which the clones were made. and they maybe realize just how much of #anakin is grief and pain and things they could never understand. but that rex knows intimately. #and then palpatine explodes or trips and falls and dies or fox gets sick of palpatine giving him endless paperwork and beheads him. idk. #canis speaks #starwar #starwar.anakinskywalker #anakin skywalker #<- risking it w a canon tag. dont kill me guys👍

[elegyofthemoon]

i need to get back into detective games fr

#avil speaks #ive been watching someone play rain code and im just *shakes this game* #its Bonkers like a danganronpa games cases are but its been fun asldkfjahlk #but ive also lowkey missed detective games orz they were so fun and i like having my brain Think a bit #>_> is this a call to restart tears of themis. maybe asldfjhaslkjh #i also have the ace attorney games in my steam #ive mostly been waiting on my friend to play it with but eheh yeah #anyways its been fun #still watching rain code atm while waiting for hsr stream

[pebblezone]

🦭

#hellsing #hellsing ultimate #seras victoria #integra hellsing #sertegra #a #yay guns!!!!!!! murder.!!!! intimidation tactics!!!!!!!! #happy Saturday!! ‼️‼️🧍‍♂️🫶‼️‼️❤️‼️‼️ #so sorry for the sertegra shortage I spent all week trying to lip sync things then remembered I had actual work to do #but I finally finished it!!! albeit I got a bit lazy but I did it! yay yippee!!!!!!!!!!! #beach boys hellsing power point going bonkers ‘every sentence has been said at some point in time’ #I can prove that shit false using the power of horrible horrible connections that no one else would ever feel the need to make #anyway you guys should listen to Sunflower she’s warm and fluffy and has a lot of whole band collaboration #like you have Dennis And Bruce contributing songs that’s crazy you have two Bruce songs that never happens! also cool cool water is fun #yay scrapped smile tracks! and unlike the other smile scrapped ones that they put on studio albums she’s like a unique lil lad #like the whole first part isn’t at all on the like 2011 recreation unlike say vegetables which gets remashed or our prayer which is iden #okay well actually maybe it is more like vegetables in that sense it’s more it’s cutting something instead of adding #which a lot of the 2011 versions were adding things back that were cut like the cantina part of heroes and villains #actually okay now that I’m thinking about it shit would require a lot of explaining I can’t just drop the Charles Manson lore #or some shit like that and just move on… sorry beach boys 💔

[dog-girl-zezora]

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#personal #i love my mutuals btw if you were wondering #i appreciate the names i always see in my feeds the most. #somehow all of you tolerate my nonsense even when im going absolutely bonkers #and i know me. i know how i get in these tags. i love talking about myself lol #sooooo... hey thank you for sticking sround and believing me when i said. im a good person. maybe not when im bipolar but #i am just your average bipolar joe who loves the world. truly. #i appreciate yall. #idk why i felt like making this personal post. its just very nice to still even HAVE mutuals when #i swear im constantly venting about being bipolar or murderous or something. idk #yall are awesome and i personally always look at your tags. #anyways goodnight friends

[lonesomedotmp3]

teeeee 🫶 i was going to send this earlier but i got really stressed out by the supergirl episode i had on and i paused it and fell asleep… it happens!!!! anyway happy birthday yayyy i know your day is like. almost over but i hope you enjoy the rest of it and no one bothers you and everyone is really niceys… and i hope your shitty roommates die and that text message guy falls into a sewer and is eaten by rats and i hope all your friends realize how lucky they are to get to be around you etc!! it’s not fair that we’re separated by the ocean if i was there i would have stopped all that shit that’s annoying you!!!!! but i digress!! still so utterly absolutely grateful to get to know you in this limited internet based capacity you are like one of the most beautiful lights in my life for real… in many ways it’s like the atoms we’re consisted of were once right next to each other in a dying star. 🩷 i love watching tv shows with you even though we have never found a way to coordinate an actual joint viewing (blaming that one on the time difference of it all!!!!) and i loveeee it when you watch or read something at my recommendation and you have all the same reactions i had it’s like we have a soul bond fr… gonna take one second to say again that you should watch supergirl…. and i love watching things that you recommended because you always just Get Me in a way not many people seem to…. anyway i love being your friend i love that your birthday is the day after my bbc merlin anniversary i love that we both have birthdays on the 18th i love watching old ass tv shows with you i love you <3 and i’m going to watch cloak and dagger soon i promise i just accidentally got really caught up in books for a couple weeks there i need to balance my media intake better and then i’ll watch it!!! ok bye xoxo love beth

also how crazy is it that pope gif is literally the most i’ve seen of season 3. me when a show was so fucking bad i couldn’t even watch its latest season despite being completely obsessed and in love with it back in the days of season 1….. pate bros kill yourselves and all that

oh beth 🖤🖤🖤 you are so important to me and my life we really seriously are soul bonded... our born on the 18th swag <3 that is so nice to hear whenever I watch a film I love I'm always like I'm not sure who will Understand this like I do EXCEPT... you always get it 🫂 I promise I will watch some supergirl I just need to find it somewhere I don't think it's easily available in the uk so I might have to dl the first season it'll be a whole thing. I mean really it's not that crazy I'm just lazy sorry <33 and I hope u love cloak and dagger fr I might rewatch it soon... heterosexual love is so beautiful... ANYWAY. I love you 🖤🖤 when we watch lost season two it's going to go crazy even if it's bad we'll be in it together we'll get silly with it ok 🫶

#and re: obx i literally have not seen anything of it except that gif i swear... seasons that don't even exist in my beautiful mind... #absolute madness that obx is what brought us to each other though. we'll always have to give it that!! 🫶🫂🫂 #ask tag #katnissgirlsmakedo #AND. crazy the closest we came to a joint viewing is when we watched the merlin finale... maybe we're too traumatised from that... #you still having to just go about your day afterwards was so bonkers u were so ridiculously strong for that...

[carcarrot]

#i present you with my favorite live video of take me out. the franz ferdinand songs they did live were bonkers to see russell doing #like michael. can we talk about that btw. but anyway #forever obsessed w the little like. choreography/gestures russ came up w for take me out like girl you're hands. #like maybe if i ***** **** ** *** ******* ** ** ***** ** **** ***** ** **** #can you tell my cold has somehow made me (more) uninhibited. anyway #also the synchronized boincing during take me out is just so good. so important. hes just the worlds bounciest guy #ok time for me to sleep again #ffs #Youtube

[dandyshucks]

need Guz to hug me tightly for like an hour solid oh my god dhdjdkl I went driving for the first time in over a year and I chewed my lip raw 😭😭

I'm starting to look like a caricature of Anxiety with all these physical symptoms and signs LMAO

#this is so ridiculous fhfjdkdl #i do not like driving fjdkdl i know i should not be on the roads #but unfortunately i have to bc i live rural and also my parents insist i ''just need more practice'' #practice is not going to fix the dissociation 😭😭 practice will not fix the Other Drivers being shitty and scary and reckless fjfkdl #it might make it slightly easier bc i wont have to think as hard about shoulder and mirror checks and roadsigns and speed limits #and where i am located on the road and intersection rules and whatnot #but like... it does not fix that i live in a town (and world lol) where ppl are fucking bonkers on the road #i had someone riding my ass for like a full five minutes. we had only two feet btwn us. MAYBE. IF THAT MUCH. #he was BIG mad that i was going the speed limit #and THERES A POLICE STATION LIKE RIGHT NEAR THAT AREA MY GUY IM NOT GONNA GO OVER THE SPEED LIMIT RIGHT THERE LMAO ???? #also im a rule follower usually so i do tend to go Exactly the speed limit fjfkdl #and maaannn that makes people SO fucking angry dhfjdl its impossible to drive Anywhere without having someone right on ur bumper #its so ridiculous like... that's not helping anyone ??? ur not getting to ur destination faster by riding up on somebodys ass ???? hewwo ??? #ANYWAYS. i drove around the neighborhood and then went up the highway and thru some intersections and then into the main core of town #and then i got my dad to take over from there bc it was lunch hour and the core of town is a lawless land at the best of times #MY NERVES ARE FRIED. i need Guz to act as a weighted blanket or one of those pressure therapy vests for me LOL #im like... shaking fhdjsl that was far more than i thought we were going to do for driving today good lord #IM OKAY THOUGH I SURVIVED I DIDNT EVEN HIT A CURB OR ANYTHING #i think I've only hit a curb once so far in all my times driving and that was on my second time driving on a road i think #so pretty good track record... im a very careful driver fjdkdl i work so hard to be safe and drive smoothly #during my driving test the only thing the test guy had to critique was that i waited at an intersection when i could've gone #but the reason i waited was bc i wasnt sure i could make it across the traffic lane before the oncoming vehicle got to us #so it was like. a safe decision overall but a little too hesitant which can actually be unsafe fjdkdl #AUGH ANYWAYS SORRY FOR RAMBLING SM #driving stresses me out so bad and my lip is all raw now and i have so many physical stress symptoms the past few days fhfjdl #after tonight i should be able to calm down a bit hopefully fhfkdl theres a thing we're going to tonight thats been stressing me out so bad #but after tonight it'll be over and hopefully I can get myself settled down again fjfjdkl #dandy.cmd #vent //

[perenlop]

that time when scarlet and violet was released around the same time as sonic frontiers and we were all talking about the bugs and bad framerate in sv but sonic fans were going “HA!!! everyone has to apologize to sonic for giving him shit for 06!! cause now theres a WORSE example and we can shit on pikachu for having a bad game!!!” and like look i actually did like 06 so this isnt coming from someone who hates sonic and wants the franchise to fail or whatever, but its so clear to me that we are never gonna escape toxic workplace culture and crunch in video game development because like, what’s happened to 06 and scarlet/violet arent unique phenomenons specific to those companies, they were the result of crunch culture and i really feel like having fandom wars over that is pointless. this can happen to literally any franchise you are not unique. sonic 06 is not retroactively “good” because something that “deserves” to be hated more finally dropped, yknow? both games suffer from the same problem and nothing will change or get fixed if we ignore that

#mentioned this in discord earlier but ive been thinking about it. like its weird #like it drives me insane how ppl looked at the bugs in 06 and decided it was bad cause it had a complicated story or had humans in it #when like!! i guarantee you if the game was actually finished and not rushed and made in such a toxic environment ppl wouldnt care as much #about the story being convoluted. hell maybe the story would have been way better #and then they go ‘’well ig sonic is just a cursed franchise thats bad cause sonic has friends or whatever’m #when sonic boom came out everyone was all like ‘’lmao sonics just inherently bad i guess its made by stupid devs’’ #when that game was ALSO put through development hell and the devs were in terrible conditions #idk for sure if this is the same with forces but that also reads like a rushed incomplete game to me #the problem is not the hedgehog it is terrible workplace culture it is crunch it is capitalism #and i feel insane as a fan of both franchises cause im seeing this happen twice to two franchises that mean a lot to me #and instead of seeing the pattern people just weaponize it and go ‘’oh WE never had a problem but YOU do’’ #idk if im explaining any of this right its just an exhausting conversation #oh also people retroactively using swsh to insult 06 is bonkers. ‘’ha ha 06 is bad cause it looks like swsh!’’ ???????????? #echoed voice

[dredshirtroberts]

the nice thing about being back home is that i can make poor food choices and handle the consequences in the safety of my own environment

the bad thing about this is that i am very good at making poor food choices when we're home and therefore safe, and thus must handle the consequences.

#the whole time we were back in virginia i had like Zero digestive issues #maybe a smidge of heartburn/acid reflux after drinking a little too much or eating too close to bed #but like other than that nothing - i was very good about avoiding my Main Trigger Food #(the 'matoes are so tasty and deserve their spot on all foods but my tumby does not enjoy them as much as the rest of me does) #soon as we got back it was like everything i was doing to be careful went out the door #and I stopped even attempting to track and avoid tomato consumption #(the main culprit was pizza and that's mainly on me - we had it 4 times in very short succession and i know better #and should have tapped out for at *minimum* the last pizza and just had something else for myself #but look - pizza is fun and delicious and easy as hell to have when spoons are low #sometimes sacrifices are made #today's been the roughest tumby day i've had in a hot minute - exacerbated i'm certain by my menstrual cycle #we're a couple days to a week out shit's going BONKERS and hopefully i'll actually have one and not have to wait a month AGAIN

[proonv]

uh sorry for posting weirdly it will regrettably happen again

#dont rly know whats going on with me lol. have a suspicion but i dont trust myself to be correct #why does suspicion look like scorpion. wait no it doesnt. its just spelled weird why does suspicious have a u #87 r.aph is like actually so funny fr. live laugh love r.ob paulson #and. and guess. guess what happened a few weeks ago. guys. guys guess wha #also hes C.ARL W.HEEZER??????????? THE F@!$ING CWASSONT GUY???? #thats crazy. oh and hes like. that one guy from tinker bell which also has a.mitys va #87 show seems rly fun tbh i should watcj it #ohhh i keep meaning to watch the 2007 movie so i can read 1 whole d.onnie angst fic but i forgor #i wanna watch 2003 as well i think some relatives watched that when they were kids #or maybe that was 87 i cant remember how old they are. n e ways just need more time and emotional commitment #i need a new obsession that isnt t.mnt i think having the same interest for this long is driving me insane a little? #my bad yall couldnt stop thinking about the teenage m.utant n.inja t.urtles and went bonkers #i should stop talking now lets see if asmr works this time (it will not) #goodnight regardless

[todayisafridaynight]

Lmao you should tell your dad to take you camping sometime when you'd we him this weekend!

my dad and my sister have this chronic condition called 'making plans and either forget or life comes upon them last minute and bites them in the ass so we have to cancel and """reschedule""" <- we never reschedule' so i dont think that's in the cards LMAO

#snap chats #if i were to look through all the texts sent between my dad and i growing up it'd just be like #'ill see you X Date' and then the day of or the day before my dad'll be like 'sorry something came up :( we'll try next week' #Spoilers we wouldn't try next week and we prob won't talk for months after that #my sister's similar tho she's like. 2% better about it but that's cause we reside in the same household. sometimes #she has friends and a boyfriend so sometimes she stays with them LOL #still i've just learned that they always end up too busy to spend time with me which is FINE #i get it life's busy for everyone so i try not to let it get me down too much it's bonkers to assume they can put aside other things for me #its my fault for not having friends to spend my time with so i just have to. work on that. somehow LOL #for camping though maybe i can bully my dad into taking me for my birthday... #tho just seeing him would be a good enough present and the best chance of that's just us goin to the city and not doin anythin crazy #i love the city so it's win-win either way LOL #ok ill wrap up my Monthly Required dad rant OOPSSIEE

[cupofkey]

ur playlist...i'll eat it... it's so fucking good...i want to print out all the songs and paste them on my walls...my god....

omg thank you anon this is such a big compliment !!!!!! I won't lie it was kind of an afterthought all things considered... I just had no clue if anyone would listen to it, but I have this huge playlist of [albums that fit the ghlr universe vibe] to listen to while I write, and I wanted to have a nice tidy one that encapsulated the vibe of the fic in particular. so I'm really happy you fw it !!

I privated it for a while and was even considering deleting it but now this makes me want to add a few more songs from my big playlist to the official one... hmmm

ghlr was inspired by music in the first place though (a very weird selection. chess the musical, early muse/gorillaz albums, pink floyd's animals, riot grrrl) and ultimately Amelia's story centers on music. I mean she is literally a professional musician in her own sick twisted way lol... and ofc there'll be a lot more music talk as it goes on and new characters show up :smirk emoji: but yeah. music has always been sooo central to my writing and I'm super happy to talk more about it

#ask #rant #ghlr #my writing #srsly ty anon ily #i think the crowning jewel of the playlist is either pf dogs or muse hysteria #if i were to add a chess song itd prob be where i want to be #lol not the theater kid within jumping out... what can i say i rly love that musical! #but yeah maybe ill add a few more songs for some variety #i just love to talk and share brainworms !! #anon whats ur fav on the playlist. hmu #i can also just post the list of albums in my huge playlist lmfao. it's a little bonkers #music

[dravidious]

You're more amazing than spellcasting

I just got a big ol' bag of KitKats today as a gift from my mom fuck yeah I'm gonna make magic cards about it

Also I don't remember why but the idea of a saga creature got put into my head so while I was making KitKat cards I also made this

#asks #custom cards #is the professor balanced? i have no idea #the only comparable creature is that one from AWBO that starts with 4 oil counters and dies when it runs out #but you're supposed to prolong that one with proliferate #numbers wise this card is bonkers #you get a 4/4 haste a 3/2 and an Inspired Charge for just 4 mana #but it's given out really slowly and you lose the big creature after 2 turns #so i have NO IDEA how strong this card is #i think it's somewhere between good and broken #so you know. an average rare card #a creature that automatically kills itself isn't very appealing so i don't expect saga creatures to become a set mechanic #not in standard at least #just like how Urza's Saga was printed in a supplemental set #anyway i came up with the lorehold idea almost instantly when i started making the card #i was writing the typeline “Enchantment Creature Saga... huh. what creature type could be a living story? spirit maybe? OH!” #lol i don't even care that much for strixhaven or lorehold but the flavor feels kinda perfect #a spirit called from the past to relive their history #not legendary because there were lots of professors that lorehold staff and students remember as “the finest professor” #it's not really an objective thing lol #though a saga commander would be really neat #like that “Origin story” mechanic from last week's inventor's fair #not even as a saga creature or in addition to a creature i think just a saga commander would be really neat #anyway i'm going back and forth on whether the professor should have vigilance or first strike #first strike would make it able to attack without fear of getting multi-blocked and killed #but that might be too strong #actually how good is a 4-drop 4/4 haste? #checking gatherer: pretty good apparently #but a 4-drop 4/4 haste that dies in 2 turns? hmm #but if your opponent doesn't kill it early then it gives you tons of value

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

why do we have to assume that, maybe she wanted us to follow her, no humans on gallifrey, we were worried about you

i waited for you, you didnt come back and i thought you must have died, you just dumped me, i missed you

#'you didnt need me you were getting on with your life!' 'you WERE my life' #do you think the doctor really believes that #i think maybe 10 did #10 and 11 i think they thought they wouldnt be missed all that much #they can just. ghost. and people will go on with their regular normal human life. beans on toast work telly etc #but im not sure 12 and 13 think that anymore #it's bonkers but i can imagine that most doctors before 12 believed that #or maybe theyre just lying to themself #maybe they do know but they just. Unknow. just deceive themself #maybe it's a combination #but i dont think 13 believes that anymore #i mean. evidenced by 'dont lose it theres people waiting for you'