#pausd

[falled-over]

this is what it’s like inside my brain all the time. it’s like having a conversation with someone in a restaurant and when you stop talking you suddenly pick up on the other tables conversation, which you weren’t paying attention to, but knew was happening. and there’s music too

#this is not an exaggeration my mind is very busy all the time #the secondary conversation and music are involuntary #it’s currently in japanese #and the music is usually something i heard in a video that was catchy or a song i just paused #i can stop them but i have to do concentrate on making my mind quiet #also it’s not a dissociative identity it’s just brain noise #i can tune into one by pausing the layer above it #so when i’m thinking (i think in full sentences the same way i would speak. some people are different) i’m aware of the other 2 happening #but i’m not paying attention to the details #and then when i pause my active layer i can pay attention to what is being said under it. but i don’t really control what it’s saying. and #i can hear the music behind a little better #and then when i pausd both conversations i know what the music is #the secondary conversation is usually a bunch of unrelated sentences or phrases. i have tuned into it counting before. and another time #it was having some sort of structured thought pattern #i dunno. i’m curious as to if anyone else does this #lmk

[barneysbigstompers]

WAIT WAIT PAUSDE YOURE TELLING ME CHUCKY TV SHOW IS HAVING ANOTHER SEASON AND THE EPISODE IS ON OCT 4TH AHHHHHH

#SOMETHING ELS ETO LOOK FORWARD TO IM SO HAPPYYY #AHHHHH

[gaeullie]

here have ur bf

PAUSE PAUSE PAUSD . WORLD . STOP . PAUSE WVERYONE STOP WHATWVER URE DOING WE NEED TO PROCESS THIS RN

[holyclodgothpainter]

A send off to community block

Community block has been exciting and filled with so many challenges that need to be taken head on. From forgetting to submit your smart aim because you're so invested in clients to endless walking serving the community.

Community block has taught me a lot and also dusted and put to use the skills that I haven't used for a while. Due to covid we as student therapists did not have to actually speak in front of a group of people. However community block forced us to speak to people in order to recruit them for therapy, health promotion has been one of the things that has assisted us to get the message across to people of Kenville.

The message that defines our role as OTs in society. Community has also taught me that teamwork is the best thing ever. Below are pictures taken by ourselves as a team showing how great it was working together as a team.

The work is able to be divided and also gets done quite quicker. Community block has given me a chance to treat diagnosis I had never even heard about, it was a great experience.

Community block also showed me that research is very important as we learn new things everyday. I also witnessed that sharing of information that is useful can be very helpful. One of the days our supervisor asked us to find information on how to increase tone, it gave us a opportunity to research and relearn what we had been taught. I must say it has been such a pleasure working with our supervisor, my colleagues and the rest of the team, having everybody assist me in times of need showed empathy and kindness and I hope that the following group of students will also have the kind of group cohesion we had. I will carry all the learnt skills from this block especially being specific in smart aims!.

For reading purposes:

https://www.wbur.org/radioboston/2020/08/25/college-students-schools-safe

[libidomechanica]

Shall flame worse the green destings

Nor water-lilies of flowers,                 Prithee true each choked on the perusal start   Others storme, the nights nothing with powerful, and feel your gaine but the trade of passd the deuill world of sweet as all-severely formed diamond: for young Eulalies   one nectar fount of Europe—can converted base thy silver feeling on? is when love chace,

oh thing. DIggon shortly pight   that heuenly part should burden yse:   and Lolah, Katinka; “I am old?

  Sweet warm first your might this very vulgar bright, throught erasers light, and time homeward. Which war thief, and one seemd therefore strut and shell-wrough the had but these obtain smokie first, wish he to dreamt I behold hear,

as world with marble, and friends direct,   like, that a hollow which softly she looking were tree

she half-acre to grossed dime, though I adore he where soft very hands old tailors coronal even of Imogen, fair of meaneth, Put a kindling by a passion, the close charge of our human pausd

at ever can saw not it the ba”, this held in soot that I saw us thither accept, the women at law make that dawn; felt theyr make,   as the should crystaline owne in his settled of this guile beloved, I guest,

blossom, and half asleep his most him once allured, her say, I rew,   and since Frank speake consequench oft turned

her in that close thy fair Juannas broke at thou know of each under came sae fond of the corne herald of any sequent strange white and drizzling donor press into you euery which, one joyous deep the soul, althought I saw no paced with guile

our fool of those but pride:   whom now seemd I smells, if Time before like and absence frogs sound a ruin an over sons prepard.   Trim the hear a torn play,   will now,

their leafless rocks.   To each her care nothing he turns to indeed, the which a one whose part to tell her cruelness free, while horses back their or a little peace ambition, could I thus with many man,

has the past the dame of nature and when lo! And mind? My soul. When shamed? Now, should so it may entant me such dear was the old bare high way is the had tempest the thing sun.

#poetry #automatically generated text #Patrick Mooney #Markov chains #Markov chain length: 5 #144 texts

[bebejacobs]

Another moment at pickup. Most kids bike 🚴 to school here. Someone thought ahead to install a pump. Nice 👍 #highschoollife #paloalto #pausd (at Palo Alto, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CSftpBSFe06/?utm_medium=tumblr

#highschoollife #paloalto #pausd

[breakfastoversugar]

incel marvin is real

#I WAS REWATCHING THE PROSHOT AND PAUSD AND #IT LITERALLY LOOKS JUST LIKE THE INCEL VS CHAD MEME #HELLO??? AAA

[vanillasakura]

RDRSW21 Day 3: Robbery/Heist

Title: Wolf Apart From the Pack

Word Count: 1059

Pairing: Mary-Beth/Sadie

Warnings/Notes: None!

Title from I Was An Island by Allison Weiss

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What did I do to deserve this? What did you do to me? Baby come back, you know I don’t wanna be free

Spending time in Saint Denis was always an adventure to Mary-Beth. Visiting meant that it was basically required she get herself all dolled up in that dress she owned but never had a practical reason to wear, but it was even more fun when you had a ton of stupid, oblivious rich people to rob. Mary-Beth couldn’t help but smirk to herself as she walked away from each unattended bag she found in stores and theatres, it was just so funny how these city women had no gripes at all about leaving their things unattended, making it oh-so easy for the very normal looking Mary-Beth to take some money or jewelry with a quick slide of hand. If she was lucky, she could even keep a piece or two for herself before handing the remains over to Arthur to sell to his contact.

Indeed, Saint Denis was always an adventure. And it was only better when Sadie got to come along.

The entire ride down, she had done nothing but complain about having to dress like a “spoiled princess”, and was completely unaffected by Mary-Beth’s strings of compliments and longing eyes. It had taken everything in her to not grab Sadie and press a kiss to her in front of everybody else at camp, but some things, unfortunately, need to be kept secret, and their relationship was no exception. Nonetheless, Sadie did her job of making sure Mary-Beth was alright in the event that anything went south, a pistol tucked into a small pocket that Karen had sewn into the dress.

Thankfully, they hadn’t come to need the firearm, and at the end of the day, the two retreated to their hotel room, Mary-Beth unloading her pockets and her bag onto the bed.

“Damn, you really got quite a haul here.” Sadie said, already changed into her nightclothes.

“I know, right?” Mary-Beth giggled sweetly. “This was probably some of the easiest robbin’ I’ve ever done, too. I swear, it only gets easier every time I come down to this city. The women here just keep gettin’ more and more relaxed with leavin’ their things strewn about the place.”

“Still, that doesn’t make this any less impressive.” Sadie pressed a kiss to Mary-Beth’s temple, arms encircling her waist as the younger woman laughed. “I’m real proud of you.”

“Thank you.” Mary-Beth said, beginning the process of sorting through the jewelry. “I counted already while you were changin’, got about three hundred in cash, give or take. And if everything else here is as nice as this-” she pausd to show Sadie a ruby-encrusted brooch, “I dare say that I’ll have netted about a thousand dollars!”

“Jesus, you seriously never fail to impress me.” Sadie unlocked her arms from around Mary-Beth, taking a seat on the edge of the bed to help in examining the jewelry.

“Nor do you. I really must thank you for having spent all day lookin’ out for me. I know you hate bein’ in that dress, but you really do look like you belong on one of those ‘Gems of Beauty’ cigarette cards when you wear it. Not to mention, I feel much safer just knowin’ that you’re right there in case anythin’ goes wrong.”

Sadie turned away slightly, but Mary-Beth didn’t miss the blush on her cheeks. “Don’t gotta flatter me, Mary-Beth.”

“It ain’t flattery if it’s my sincere opinion.” she quipped back.

Sadie ignored her, choosing instead to focus on the pieces on the bed. “Y’know, you’ve got more ‘an enough to keep somethin’ for yourself here. Why don’t you pick out your favorite and hold onto it? You more than deserve it, and the camp won’t miss ten or so dollars.”

“That was my intent, but I’m glad that you agree with me.” Mary-Beth smiled, looking over the silver and gold accessories that littered the bedspread, before reaching for a golden ring with a topaz stone in it. “How about this? Nice and low-key, but still has an ornate air about it.”

Sadie leaned over to look at the ring in closer detail. “Honestly, it looks real good. If that’s what you want, then you should go for it.”

“Alright!” Mary-Beth chirped, hopping off of the bed and walking over to Sadie, gently taking her hand and sliding the ring onto her finger with all the care that one would use on a precious antique. “Here you go! Oh, and it fits you perfectly too, what a stroke of good fortune!”

Sadie stiffened up, clenching her jaw as Mary-Beth admired the ring on Sadie’s finger. “Mary-Beth, darlin’, I thought I was pretty clear when I said to take a piece of jewelry for yourself, not for me.”

“I did take it for myself, and then I gave it to you!” Mary-Beth kissed Sadie’s knuckles, the light smacks of her lips slightly audible. “I think it would look lovely with your eyes, and, much more importantly, I’ve been wantin’ to get you somethin’ to show you how much I love you for a while now. When presented with this opportunity, I just had to take it!”

“Mary-Beth-”

“I know you ain’t the biggest fan of jewelry, and I ain’t tryin’a change that, I just, well, I wanna give this to you. You don’t gotta wear it that often if you don’t wanna-- hell, you don’t even gotta wear it at all-- but, at the very least, just take it. For me.” Mary-Beth kissed Sadie’s cheek, looking at her with all the love in the world. “I love you a lot, Mrs. Sadie Adler. Please let me show you that.”

Sadie relented, allowing herself to fall against Mary-Beth, who stroked her back lovingly. “I really don’t deserve you, Mary-Beth Gaskill. I have no idea what somebody like me did to get to have a woman as perfect as you in my life, but I promise that I’m gonna treat you as wonderfully as I can.” Pulling herself out of Mary-Beth’s embrace, Sadie got off of the bed, walking around behind her lover.

Before Mary-Beth could ask any questions, she yelped as she felt something cold being placed around her neck. Looking down, she saw that Sadie had draped a stunning silver and turquoise necklace around her jugular. “Sadie…” she breathed.

“Hey, if the camp won’t miss ten dollars, they sure as hell won’t miss twenty.”

#rdrsapphicweek2021 #rdr2 #red dead fandom #red dead redemption #rdr2 community #rdr2 fandom #my writing #rdr2 fanfic #sadie adler #mary beth gaskill #mary-beth gaskill #wlw #sapphic #fanfiction #fanfic

[run2u]

i cant first 12 seconds of upper side dreamin and i feel like crying i had to pausd

#this album is gonna be too good for me to handle

[kdramastuff]

#haha hahaha i had to pausde this scene about 100 times bc it was too much for me #ms perfect #ko so young #sung joon #kdrama

[struwwelzeter]

Du Riechst So Gut ‘95 Making Of liveblog

First of all, longhaired, gentlelooking, soft spoken and cute Schneider is so confusing to me. I always go “come on, you’re a bit of a bastard” in my head. He’s so ... deceptive?! Uncanny valley material. He IS super pretty though.

So is Richard. God he speaks so adorably 🥺

On a side note, the week I was born, Nothing Compares to You topped the charts in germany, so all of those “what the things that happened in the week you were born say about you” style things have hijacked my brain, and now I think because they copied that video that way it’s “mine”. Dumb, I know.

The way they admit they had to learn stuff is so ... hnnnghhh I love them? It’s so encouraging. I mean they feel like an unlikely success story, so it’s always a bit ... well ok that’s Rammstein, but actually? It didn’t happen overnight, did. The Stadium Tour was decades in the making. It’s good to remember that. There is still time.

I can imagine them being hilarious on set. This entire thing is such a good fanfic setting. Can you imagine them? A bunch of dumb little nerds playing at being oiled up supermen? Till being nervous, and if you look closely Richard is always a second away from absolutely losing it. It’s really adorable, actually. I can’t believe anyone ever got offended by that video, it’s absolutely hilarious.

Schneider cringing at their younger, idiot selves is so adorable, he actually sells the cutie there.

This is a bit of a tangent, but in my Hometown stands a Hammering Man, a 21 m kinetoc memorial to the workers. And that moment when Till (I think) kind of hits his palm with his elbow always makes me think of him. We used to drive under there once a week when I was little and I was always super impressed/scared of that thing. It suits this so well with the whole socialism sports aesthetics too, weird how this meta stuff works.

In all honesty, I kinda wish they would have executed that entire idea of that video better, because I happen to love that socialist/brutalist aesthetic that they were I think somewhat going for. Kinda like the Riefenstahl thing only not - you know, made by a Nazi. It’s not the Aesthetic’s fault for heaven’s sake. It should still look gay, but can it look good too?

Argh, I love them. I love them for openly saying yeah the harassment fucking sucked, because let’s face it, alot of provocative bands do the “we like pissing people off” and I’m like, ok but why? I mean yeah, I do get it of course, provocation is taking back emotional power, but you’re really gonna tell me it doesn’t also fucking hurt?! Come on ...

I guess part of it is that they say they never wanted to provoke/were naive and just not censoring themselves, but they also say the opposite (“this is what it took in the west”) and anyway I’m rambling.

I always wanted to go all out inufferable know it on Till for being wrong about those glasses because my Dad owned a pair of those and used them for welding and I would have sworn that’s what they were there for, but I pausd and actually researched and ok they were actually used to drive motobikes in the rain, sorry I won’t question you again my dear.

Till seems the most at ease in this interview setting out of all the one’s he’s ever given and I love that, he should do that more often.

I love how they all can’t remember and I’m wondering if I am as confused about things that happend 15+ years back and the answer is probably yes.

English pronouncation sneaking into it when Richard says “große” I feel you, reall bilingual pain ...

“Ein videomäßigeres Video” - classic Paul

I genuinly will never understand what everyone saw in that song to make 2 videos for it?! I mean there is Asche zu Asche on the same record??!!!!

One of the things that stood out for me in the Feeling B book is how all those people go like “yeah Paul brought me this tape of his new band Rammstein and I thought that was such bullshit” and what Schneider says about everyone disliking the video kinda feels like that? I mean it’s probably a bad video for much of the same reason early Rammstein anything was bad-ish? They really did all that ...

https://youtu.be/ustPUH8239A

#struwwel liveblogs #liveblog

[avatarofseshat]

A Spark in the Darkness (Part 1)

Pairings: Baldwin Montclair/OC

Summary: Baldwin was never one for noisy parties but never passed on the chance to spread his influence. During once such party, he meets an ambassadors daughter.

Timeframe: About a year before the events in A Discovery of Witches.

_____

The commotion and noise nearly drowned out his own thoughts, he was never one for noisy parties. However, being one of the most powerful and wealthiest men in London lent itself to invitations to them all and he tried not to pass on a chance to spread his influence even further. He stopped short of the enormous tree that was decked out in while tenciel, small blinking lights and ornaments of various colors, styles, and sizes. The holidays had come again. They were all the same to him.

He glanced around as people hustled about chatting with drinks in their hands. The women in their gowns of varying colors and the men in their black ties. He nodded politely when they smiled as they passed him.

Than she caught his eye, a young brunette in a midnight blue dress which was accented with crystals. He took notice as an older man approached her and it dawned on him that it was the new American ambassador. She nodded and smiled at what was being discussed and suddenly their eyes met. He suddenly became aware that he was staring and for a bit too long. The older man seemed to notice and he quickly turned back to the young woman he was talking to and after a moment moved on.

He subtly observed that she and her companions were glancing his way. She broke from the group and started coming his way. He pretended in vein to be admiring the tree as she drew closer and waited for him to face her. She was even more stunning now that she was an arms length away. Her brown eyes sparkled with the lights on the tree.

He suddenly became aware that he was staring for entirely too long “Baldwin Montclair” he stated offering a hand to her “Ms..”

“Thomas” she replied taking his hand as he moved it to his lips placing a soft kiss on her knuckles “Alexandra Thomas” she continued enthralled by his romantic gesture. He glanced over her shoulder to notice her companions were staring at the pair of them.

“Thomas?” Balwin replied after a beat “The Ambassador...”

“Is my father” she finished the sentence for him, he breathed a noticeable sigh of relief “Mr. Montclair” she attempted to continue

“Baldwin.” he corrected her “Let’s waive the formality?”

“Alright” she agreed “Than no more Miss from you...call me Alexandra, or as my sister calls me...Alix” she suggested

“Alexandra” he whispered just loud enough for her to hear as he tested “is much nicer than Alix” he paused for a moment measuring his next words “Would you want to come with me?” he prodded “It’s entirely to loud in here” he continued with light squeeze to her hand.

“Alright” she replied with a nod after a moment of hesitation. The building was full of people so she deemed it safe to do so. Alexandra could have imagined it but she was sure she heard her friends giggle in delight.

She couldn’t help but notice the courtly nods and curious glances they got as they proceeded through the crowd. They all more than likely knew who she was...and by the looks of it who Baldwin was as well.

He led her to the top of a grand staircase. At the bottom another enormous tree stood. “Another one” Baldwin mused to himself a bit too loudly once he realized that amused look on Alexandra’s face “Sorry” he quickly apologized

“No apology need” she assured him, “My father did over do it” she paused “he loves the holidays it was the only time we were all together and got along for the most part” she reminiscenced. Baldwin just stood in awe of her, he certainly knew how dysfunctional families could be. “I’m sorry to be chattering”

“By all means, continue” he encourages “Tell me about your family...or yourself”

“Uhmm... “ she contimplated what to tell without devulging to much “I’m currently employed American Museum of Natural History...in New York” she paused as he nodded

“Do you like children” he inquired “I assume you’re around a lot of them?” he continued leaning against the railing

“Honestly?” she paused stepping closer to the railing herself.

“Honestly.” he assured her

“Sometimes” she hesitantly spoke “It depends on how well they listen and how well behaved they are” she paused amused by the look on his face “What?!”

“Hooligans!” he deadpanned “They nearly run into me everyday...you can’t even walk down the street!” he voice rose which drew a few stares

“Shhhhh!” she chastised him as if he were a child, while attempting in vain to hold back in laughter “Luckily, I do a lot of behind-the-scenes work so It’s no too often!”

“That’s good to hear” he sighed relieved

“What about you” she inquired, “How did you become so affluential?”

“Not my turn” he responded amused “A later time...perhaps”

“Alright” she pausded “Let’s see...you know of my father..”

“What about your mother...” he inquired stopping dead in his tracks at her downcast gaze. The joy had gone from her eyes “I’m sorry..” he apologized straightening himself and stepping closer to her.

“You didn’t know,” she assured him meeting his concerned gaze with a half smile.

“How about I get us a drink?” he offered trying to lighten the mood, she nodded in agreement “Stay put” he commanded leaving to find a waiter.

Once he was out of sight, she turned her attention back to the massive tree at the foot of the stairs. What was this feeling she had? She hadn’t been so open with anyone in a long time, not since...the footsteps behind her drew her out of her reflection. She spun around to see Baldwin approaching with drinks in his hands. He was quite handsome in his dark suit, dark eyes, and impeccably groomed.

“Here you are, my love” he stopped once he realized what he said and by the look on her face it hadn’t escaped her neither “I…” he stumbled for words

“It’s ok” she assured him as she stepped forward to take the glass from him.

They chatted about her sister in New York and her absent brother but didn’t dare bring up her mother again. All in time, he assured himself. The night seemed to pass in a blur as the party krept on, all the while they were content on their perch at the top of the stairs.

The clock struck ten o’clock and in a flury all the guests started rushing past them down the stairs. Many stopping to bid them goodnight.

“Give my compliments to your father” one of them spoke, Alexandra nodded in approval.

All the guests had now left as Alexandra accompanied Baldwin to the door. Her father decided to make an appearance and stood back at the foot of the stairs.

“We will meet again…” he paused at the door as he reached into his jacket and presented her with a business card “I have a strong feeling” he spoke placing a kiss on her knuckles before disappearing through the door.

“Alexandra” her father’s voice broke her out of her thoughts as she hesitantly turned towards him, “We need to talk”

—-

Thank you for reading! I haven’t written in awhile so I apologize if it was a bit rough!

#adow baldwin fic #baldwin montclair #baldwin de clermont #adow fic #a discovery of witches fic #a spark in the darkness

[chrliekclly]

'evry1 knew to look @ mac' i want to cry ?

#i got drunk within th past hr of this ep bein pausd lfnsjjg #i cnt believ im @ abt halfway w this ep its ben on my screen fr ovr an hour #Sunny spoilers #sunny liveblogging #ramblings

[katebrownell]

Advantages Of Respironics DreamStation AutoSet

Our bodies are like machines and one thing which is common in both is that both needs rest to function flawlessly. People need a good sound sleep. Today, many complain about sleep disorders or problems like insomnia, sleep apnea, etc. Shallow or pausd breathing during sleep is a result of OSA which is caused due to partial  or complete obstructions of the upper airway.

DreamStation is a device which treats OSA (Obstructive Sleep Apnea). OSA is one of the most serious sleeping disorders. It can stop or start your breathing repeatedly while sleeping.  The major symptoms of the disorder are loud snoring, daytime sleepiness, morning headache, concentration issues, high blood pressure, constant mood changes, etc.

There are many treatments of this disorder, but the best and the most common among them is the use of DreamStation along with DreamWear mask. The DreamStation and dreamwear mask review will help you understand the advantages.

Known as one of the best CPAP device, the DreamStation Auto with Humidifier is amazing for the regulation of airway pressure along with real-time monitoring. While sleeping if any such disturbance in breathing is experienced by the patient, the system of DreamStation Auto will detect it with immediate effect and will support the patient by adjusting the pressure of air so the patient can feel comfortable again.

Features: There are many advanced features in the DreamStation connected with Humidifier. One among them is the SmartRamp feature. This feature helps the patient to sleep well by ramping up the pressure gradually from low to high. Another nice feature is the Opti-Start feature. This will help you out during the residual apnea which may occur during the early parts of the therapy.

Read full blog at: http://www.healthy-talks.com/advantages-of-respironics-dreamstation-autoset/

#DreamWear mask #dreamstation cpap reviews #dreamwear mask review

[libidomechanica]

“And his worlds rich will be by from my fame”

But when others seeing mainted.  And his worlds rich will  be by from my fame be  world age country farre, flutter tuning  Picnics, do you got as hardly  fed with your change,  is oft I was strangled  by the use. The  poetess warmth and smutty jest, the  stayed, and I swear to  the heart contentment they  hereto, by his is  face. With it can in  sight, by the too port,—  long eyes in her of the  vessels of wool with  him and in her 

robes tower, dear is them  their goodly grant tell his admire to  make that last,  like on earne to pleasure that  in stones deeds and driv ing in a churlish worke the  replied to  her they did with your  street proud Daphne scorn on  flame, blance, She day is little bent, stain  loue, one can no lenged  he hole comfort I fixd them. she door!  I croak and shafts on thy  pretty buds, and cantaneous would I  returnd the could hauing pausd  at leave to it, recalibrating  of a years.

#poetry #automatically generated text #Patrick Mooney #Markov chains #Markov chain length: 5 #152 texts

[sgmwesters]

“I made your favorite food, because you weren’t feeling your best.” brooke @ ben (don't eat it ben)

from this prompt meme.

Benjamin’s face pulled into a look of confusion. “Don’t think I’m not grateful because believe me I am, but uh -” He pausd, a finger raising to point to the plate in her hand. “- did you intend for it to be this colour?”

#seattlites #answers #━━ ✦ 𝐁𝐄𝐍𝐉𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐍 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐀𝐍 ❮ answered ❯ #━━ ✦ 𝐁𝐄𝐍𝐉𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐍 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐀𝐍 ❮ answered x brooke ❯