#probably a 50 hour week

[laxchra]

...now what/who do I want to change my icon too

#Snow's Words (ooc) #I'm on for a bit !! #today was my only day off this week #I have to be at work tomorrow...through saturday #hapPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEE #itsonWedbutyeah #I'm not hyped about this week #I don't mind working my birthday #& deff getting holiday pay Tuesday #and OT pay because my 'projected' hours are 46 #and that's if I'm clocking in & out at my scheduled times #which...I never do so #probably a 50 hour week #so give me the money

[cimicherrychanga]

just emailed last years college secretary, looked into signing up for 2 other colleges, got the details for a job im interested in + texted the friend whose sister works there to see if she can get me Connections and i got another job offer from the place i interned at im soooo cool and adult

#shut up dave #passes out and explodes!!! #its stiiiilll like. so scary #aaand overwhelming #the uni stuffs most stressful once thats over with itll probably be easier to like. deal with having a job #cause even if i dont get the bookstore one i can still go work w the kids ( plus i dont rly wanna like. leave them. #their other young teacher goes on maternity leave this week. so if i dont go there theyll b left with #teachers that not even one of the kids considers their favorites #and thats kinda sad!! #but also i DO need money and. the other month i worked 30hr weeks for a total of $200 a month #so like 50 a week #and current offer is for like 2 hrs a day? thats 3 times less #also it takes me almost an hour to GET there. but i love the kidsss its like worth the effort sometimes. but not rly. every day i think #BUT if i MANAGE to get a part-time thing like a 4 to 10? since my work would end at 2-3 and it takes an hour to get ANYWHERE from there #its be like having a full time thing except i go work in 2 diff places! #sigh. adult life sucks tho i wanna stay inmy room and draw

[sardonic-the-writer]

No what do you mean tumblr has a problem with reblogs they litteraly dont

#all of these #every single fucking one #was a fic or peice i spent at least a week on before posting #and these are probably the highest posts in notes ive ever made #it makes me want to stop writing at all #/srs #ive been thinking about it too #its not worth hours and days of my time just to get 50 likes and one fast reblog #i sympathize to all the artists and authors out there in this same predicament #sardonic rants #reblog #reblog ratio #likes #likes to reblogs #reblogs to likes

[erstwhile-elster]

good news, found a mind numbing velociraptor brain game to play

#the finals is fun AND has a littel bit of dress up for me #I'll get back to warframe and XIV later #I just have nothing making me want to play them #ESO stimulates my brain for 40-50 minutes #and I did like 120 hours of skyrim in the past couple weeks so uhhhh need a break from that #Honestly I probably would've done longer sessions of signalis and finished that sooner if my brain would focus #and also survival horror makes me so so so stressed

[macncheesenibblers]

Hi guys I think I had/have serotonin syndrome today and yesterday. Started a new drug for el fibro

#I started lyrica but I’m already on cymbalta #I took the lowest dose only once for two days and I’m hypersensitive so it did it to me #I feel so out of it. I messaged my doctor cuz I only have the mild symptoms and not a TON of them but #got the headache the EXTREME anger/agitation the diarrhea and I feel out of it and had trouble swallowing a little bit #a little cold yesterday but nothing too unusual #I didn’t take today’s dose of cymbalta or my vitamins cuz idk if #they can fuck me up #and I’m skipping lyrica till my doctor says to take it again #I asked her for the liquid version so I can take like 10 mg instead of 50 #but the crazy thing is it worked like INSTANTLY within a couple hours of taking it the first day which was Saturday #and it’s supposed to take 2-4 weeks. so. that’s the sign in my family that the dose is too high/something is wrong lmao #but Saturday was pure bliss. I felt calm but energetic. least amount of pain I’d had in years without being stoned out of my gourd #I was happy. nice. polite. things that usually annoyed me and made me snap just didn’t. I could tolerate things so well #I REALLY hope I can take this drug on a micro dose cuz the lack of pain has been phenomenal. I didn’t wear my ankle braces today cuz I’m #still not in pain #my brother had serotonin syndrome from taking a half a dose of an antidepressant once so it seems like a genetic predisposition #like the pain relief is on par with having hydrocodone after my tonsil or wisdom teeth removal it’s INSANE #i just need to um. not have probable serotonin syndrome lmao

[decamarks]

help i'm being overtaken by my Inner Gamer i'm being compelled to show off my Gaming Power. look. Hell yeah. please ignore the single achievement i am missing or i will start screaming.

#FOR THE RECORD IT'S THE ONE FOR GETTING ALL THE PACIFIST RANKINGS. I AM NOT DOING THAT. (FOR NOW.) #i have 50 hours in this game right now and doing so would probably double that. also my hands hurt so i don't want to. #i'd like to make it known that all of this was achieved on an impossibly shitty madcatz xbox controller. so. always follow your dreams #anyway i only beat this game earlier this week! i got it when it came out but kinda gave up at the start of isle 3 #BUT now that i've beaten it and the dlc i can safely say cuphead is one of the best games ever made holy hell. #unfathomably charming and fun. half the difficulty comes from trying not to be mesmerized by the animation. HOW is it so beautiful. #literally everything about it makes me feel like it's an absolute miracle it exists at all. i LOVE video games. #that's my cuphead review. thanks for watching. dont forget to like&suscribe

[sharkneto]

I take back what I said about Amtrak earlier the fares rn are incredible I will kiss the train on the mouth when I ride it for Thanksgiving

#man did i just look at a bad week? #solid fare options now for under $50 #which saves me hours of time having to stare at traffic #and probably cuts even on cost between gas and tolls that I'd have to pay driving #I'm so fucking pumped ive been mad about not getting to take the train for Thanksgiving for a while

[fragmentedblade]

I hate that I love both Fu Xuan and her gameplay

#I want Jingliu. I've been saving for Jingliu. But. Ma'am. You're so tempting #I love her design I love her personality I love her storywise I love her ambition I love how she moves and how she talks and the animations #And she's so useful #But #Jingliu 🥺 #Why did they have to go one after the other 😔🍊🗡️ pain betrayal love despair #Watch me do maths in a few weeks/days/hours trying to decide if I could spare some pulls for Fu Xuan #(probably I shouldn't‚ I don't trust the 50/50 even twice. I could be unlucky after all and lose both times) #It's a bit frustrating because after Jingliu I don't think I want any character at all #I liked Argenti because I love knights but he seems to be physical erudition and I don't need that #Besides I don't usually like the gameplay of erudition characters. I think the only path I find more frustrating is the hunt #Abundance and preservation aren't the most fun to play but at least they're very useful #Anyway... Couldn't Topaz have come before Jingliu? 😔💔 #I talk too much #I should probably delete this later

[arcaneyouth]

the pain of food cost money.

#vent post #negative #itd be really ideal if i could go buy like 5 subway sandwiches. but thats 50 dollars plus gas so like :/ #grandma is the one making dinner for the next 3 weeks and all offense some of it tastes really bad all the time #so i need to plan around probably not liking dinner for 3 weeks #and its already going badly im so hungry but im not eating lunch for another 2 hours #(dont worry about the order i eat my meals in its not relevant) #remember when footlongs were 5 bucks. #i do. #itd be pretty pog if they. brought that back. #man we barely even have snacks my siblings tore through the snacks my parents bought like nothing #maybe i need to go grocery shopping for me so i can have secret dinner foods again. hell

[katya-goncharov]

i'm seriously considering opening an etsy shop now but i don't know what i'd make for it.....

#the job i got offered doesn't have fixed hours so i'd possibly need about four hour's pay extra a week to pay rent #so selling a few crafts feels like it would be a really good solution and probably good fun as well! #but i don't know if it would earn me enough to bring in an extra £50 a week which is probably what i'd need #i mean i AM quite good at making scented candles so maybe i could try selling some of those? but i'm a bit paranoid about the #health and safety aspects of it and also i generally work with paraffin wax and soy wax seems to be more popular on etsy #hmm though... i'm having a lot of thoughts about it!

[pepprs]

experiencing ungodly levels of fatigue on this fine one-day-weekend-before-the-most-insanely-busy-and-stressful-week-of-my-life

#purrs #well actually it probably won’t be as insanely busy and stressful than other weeks ive experienced but uhhh.. it’s up there #i love my job so fucking much it’s unreal but also i wish there were 50 hours in every day so i could spend at least 24 of them sleeping. a #and i wish that weekends were 3 days long and not 2. but also there is no better way to spend a saturday than making magic w ppl i love so 🤸 #<- omg that’s wild. i did this emoji 🤸🏻‍♀️ but i think it got cut off so that’s like only part of the emoji.. woah

[hueningkai]

im not with it this week and i have 0 motivation to do anything creative ... my colleague is leaving on friday but she's more than a colleague as we r really good friends and im so upset about it honestly 😭 i keep having emotional outbursts and im between worlds rn just waiting for when i return downstairs but im worried about my choice bc like. i feel like such a failure for giving up on working in a different area but i really did miss my hectic 3-5s room full time 💔 im happy i put myself first for once but ... its Hard

#kye.txt #sorry im probably tired as im working 50 hours or so this week

[olessan]

I am stressed :(

#IF YOU READ THESE TAGS DON'T SEND ME KOFI THINGS OR ANYTHING I JUST NEED TO VENT BEFORE I EXPLODE #(I do have stickers and stuff on redbubble tho) #my PC's bsods/crashes are worse (1 every week or so and sometimes 2 a day I've had 2 in the past 3 hours) #and I'm pretty sure the root issue is the RAM is bad #which means it has been this whole time because I no longer turn my PC off at the end of the day like I did before ~mid 2022 #and I don't have $300 to buy new RAM #and idk if I can get a replacement 3 years after purchase #and even if I do I will have to open it up and pull the RAM out and have no PC for probably a few weeks #and having just my phone will absolutely fuck with me like it did when I first moved in this house #and I need 2 usb sticks to properly diagnose and possibly need to repair some corrupt windows files #which I haven't done before #And meanwhile my fucked up premolar is falling out of my jawbone and is loose and I keep bumping it and it doesn't hurt as much as it shoul #and I am near to an abscess at any given time because of it and I need to get more shots because I don't want to go #without updated vaccinations but also having a tooth removed and one or two more cavities filled is very expensive #and I don't have any income so I have $4.80 to my name #and I need to work from home because of anxiety and I can't do that while my PC is having issues #I got a bsod earlier and got in Minecraft to play a little and got a second BSOD after just 2 hours #they're RAM related (memory_management and faulty_hardware_corrupted_page #but I am worried about the side effects of this many #I can't find any suitable work anyway and I need a new photo ID and those are $50 and my weekly income from studies/surveys/etc is about #about that and I am already living on about $30 of food a week (frozen pizzas and party pies and stuff + liquid breakfasts so I get some #minerals and vitamins) and I would rather scrape by then sign up for social security because of the horrible draconian shit they put people #though just to keep a payment that is 1/4th minimum wage and not liveable in the slightest #(THE PIZZAS GIVE ME FAT PROTEIN CARBS FIBRE AND A LOT OF KJ they are efficient) #(I would love to cook) #(I budgeted out meal prepping and it came out to costing twice as much for the same food if I bought the cheapest ingredients) #( and also same amount of food I eat once a day (1/2 pizza or equiv ~300g/3000kj/700cal) and use chocolate to carry me through the middle) #(the chocolate also keeps me focused and my mood up) #every single BSOD massively spikes my anxiety and it locks me up and I just fret for a while and I am cautious about drawing because it #can happen at any time and I don't want to lose things I've worked hard on

[incorporealbagelbeing]

Posting my second prompt for the Desperado Bang!!! I chose flowers and it ended up being a few sketch pages!

[Image ID: four pages of sketches of desperado characters. Elio is a man with curly hair and flannel in the first sketch, with a flower crown and a worried expression. In the next sketch, his chest is bare, and he looks off to the side with a slight smile. In the third, he stands in front of a tombstone, a sad expression on his face, with flowers resting on top of the stone. Lastly, he is wearing a jacket and a tank top with a rose on it. Text reads, from an offscreen person, "is that my tank top?", and Elio is responding "maybe." With a slight smile.

Shinji is in the next sketch, with shaved hair and wings behind him, shedding flowers and petals. In the first sketch, he is wearing a hoodie that reads " I fucked a warlock and all I got was this hoodie". He is saying " all right, very funny". Text underneath reads "it was incredibly comfortable though." In the next, he looks mildly pissed off or tired, and is wearing a brightly floral Hawaiian shirt. In thr third sketch, he is slightly hunched and is smiling, ever so slightly uncomfortably, with a flower crown on his head. Lastly, he is in a sketch wearing a jacket with several thought bubbles reading "shit, what flowers are romantic? But not too romantic, idk, argh this is so hard, what would he even like anyway?" Below these bubbles is an arrow pointing to a small sketch of flowers and text reading "he got tulips" in parentheses.

Next is Talia, who is a fat woman with loose natural hair. In the first sketch, she is smiling and wearing a loose dress, and has a flower crown in her hair. In the next sketch, she holds a flowerpot and has her hair tied back from her face with a bandanna, headband, or scarf. She looks content and calm. In the third sketch, her hair is around her face in profile, and she is still showing off a flower crown. In the last sketch, she is absent. This is of a hospital room with a sign reading "Patient: T. Louis" by the door. The room shows a hospital bed, and a table with a card and a flowerpot on it.

Lastly is a sketch page of Samar. Samar is a woman with a braid, and in the first sketch she is shown to have the same tank top with a rose on from earlier. Her braid coils around her shoulders, and she has a small smile on her face that seems almost mischievous. In the second sketch, she has a detailed profile, with flowers and a flower crown in her braid. This is drawn in less of a simple style but is not truly realistic. The last sketch is of Samar gently smiling and handing Elio a bouquet of flowers. While Samar looks calm, Elio is blushing and seems surprised, although pleasantly so. End image ID]

#desperado podcast #desperado #samar desperado #elio desperado #talia desperado #shinji desperado #oh theres probably also gonna be updates to my sketch pages because new characters new vibes also i missed out #because theres one part thats not quite done yet #but thats a surprise tool for when i actually have time #and im not working 50 hours per week

[killerchickadee]

I usually work 7-3:30pm but I went in at 5 so I could get more done.... the idea though is that if you go in early you can leave early.

So of course I didn't get to leave until.... 3:30.

Part of why I wanted to leave early is so I could go grocery shopping, but by the time I got off I was like... nope. But I'm starving so pizza time I guess.

#thinking about that sweet ot #I'm already 3 hours over for the week #and it's my tuesday #i have to stay an extra hour friday and saturday cause lol there's no manager until 4:30 #and I'll probably stay late tomorrow let's be real #like i don't want this working 45-50 hours a week thing to go on indefinitely #but right now we're fucked for staffing #and I'm still trying to catch up on bills #so I'm exhausted but gotta do what you gotta do

[binch-i-might-be]

didn't know the fucking oyster card wasn't valid and got charged a forty pound penalty so that is really great

#i'm going to kill myself #sure i can appeal it but i'm pretty sure that won't do anything #i didn't see any signs or anything that said it wasn't valid but they'll probably just say there were signs so it's my fault #for being stupid #that's like what. 50 euros? that's almost five hours of work for me #cool so i guess we're eating toast and ramen only for the next two weeks to make up for it #hhhhhh