#right now I’m just pissed

[greylight32]

GODDAMNIT WILLY! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WRITE FIX-IT AUS WITH YOU WHEN YOURE NOT BEING COOPERATIVE!!!!

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #dndaddies #willy stampler #willie stampler #yes I will acknowledge the feelings this episode made me feel #just not right now #right now I’m just pissed #Because how am I supposed to write fix-it AU’s #when the main character of most of them is being A LITTLE SHIT?!

[daisysmalia]

The urge to gatekeep Lou from 9-1-1 twitter is so strong. They won’t stop misinterpreting his words to push their own theories. They only started being nice to him when he said stuff about their ship, and it’s pretty clear he’s only saying that stuff because otherwise they’ll go back to hating/he’s responding to paid cameos. In literally the same stuff they think he’s saying Tommy is the stepping stone, he’s also literally trying to get them to put their ship aside and enjoy BuckTommy. Like how is this being missed lmao? His answer about buddie was the same as Oliver’s. That they don’t know. No one knows at this point.

#lou ferrigno jr #fandom discourse #sorry I’m just pissed off and in a mood today #and feeling petty #NO ONE KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN #NOT EVEN TIM YET #and like it’s clear in interviews rn oliver is trying do dissuade a bit against buddie #like yeah he’s saying he’s open to it but then everyone is convieniently ignoring what he says right after and it’s happened in two now! #Leah rambles #BuckTommy

[181kmh]

my biggest issue with williams this weekend is the pr. everything has been so professionally written, alex’s and logan’s posts on instagram have been so cold, like it’s obvious neither are happy about what’s going on but i’d rather have media silence from them than something so fake

#like if logan is pissed off right now please don’t make him post on social media wishing the team the best are you serious #alex’s ‘so much respect for my teammate logan with how he’s handled this difficult situation’ #that is not a real sentence #where the fuck would you ever hear that other than an office setting #like if you want to write good neutral statements maybe make sure the person you’re writing them for sounds like a real person #i’m just pissed still #logan sargeant #formula 1 #f1 #australian gp 2024 #mormula muah #williams racing #alex albon #williams f1

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Anyone else have near-perfect executive function at work; but at home, have literally no energy or motivation to do anything except lie in a dark room, with something in or on your ears for several hours?

#It’s got to be the schedule keeping me on task at work #I love microdosing strict routines (not having an actual routine for the day; but having routines for small tasks #which piss me off if I can’t carry them out precisely the way I planned) #For instance: If I’m asked to paperclip a bunch of stuff together with multicolored paperclips of various sizes #I cannot just indiscriminately pick paperclips from the container because that is WRONG and ILLEGAL #The colors must fit the theme of the assignments; and the colors must alternate in a specific order #and the paperclips must all be the same size #If I’m asked to dump out and clean containers of writing utensils I am going to sort them by type and color #whether you like it or not #Black permanent markers have their own container in a different section from the blue permanent markers #Dry-erase markers are not to be mixed with permanent markers because they are easily confused and it is WRONG and ILLEGAL #Do not fuck with the system. It’s the only organizational skill I have and by fucking GOD I’m going to use it in EXCESS #I stuff and fill out envelopes the exact same way every time because if I do it any other way it is WRONG and ILLEGAL #The stamp always goes on last to minimize monetary waste if there is a mistake #Now you’d think my room is squeaky clean and organized because of how particular I am about these small tasks #Right? Right? #NO IT IS NOT. It looks like a bomb went off. Cleaning the room is a big task which cannot be accomplished within two hours #therefore I have discarded it as anything I need a routine for because it would take too long to come up with #and it is very hard for me to do things like that without instructions or a sense of consistency #So I simply don’t #“After five years the dust doesn’t get any worse” correct; but the mold certainly does #I am convinced half my problems with organization as a kid would have been solved if I just had a hamper #“We have a clothes chute; you don’t need a hamper” Maybe you don’t but I DO #I want one now; but I’m going to use it as incentive to get an apartment #because that’s another thing I need to smuggle and I have too much already

[camgoloud]

you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons

#‘out of nowhere’ she says like she hasn’t been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups #and the later regrets of the parties involved #anyway. tell me not to text her #it’s been over two years since the last time we talked… absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength #she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life #and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! there’s a lot of things i used to like about myself that i don’t think i’m ever #going to get back #and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole ‘maybe i could make things right’ song and dance 😔 #the thing is most of the time i’m not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that #really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the ‘that’s really how you #felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldn’t have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way #instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?’ #and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope she’s gotten some of her shit worked out #so i’m not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i can’t think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so 🙃 #i don’t actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least #we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she #like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasn’t crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have #said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc. #it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just don’t see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me #and yet… the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger person… #caseyposting

[howdydopillar]

So, you’re saying you support the planet, you support the wellbeing of animals, hell, you even support the wellbeing of birds, but yet you still go around saying, “Omg, it’s not a big deal, stop crying about it, you’re so annoying” to people that say that AI and AI-generated images are bad and shouldn’t be allowed in a Facebook group related to birds and even ALLOWING those things within the group too??

Dude. If you really care about the earth and animals so much, you shouldn’t allow it to begin with INSTEAD OF TELLING US THAT WE’RE IN THE WRONG AND THAT WE’RE SO DRAMATIC ABOUT IT????

AI and any AI-generated stuff harms the environment, WHICH ALSO HARMS ANIMALS. HOW DOES THIS NOT MAKE ANY SORT OF SENSE TO YOU??

#I’m SO pissed off right now. #☆ (it’s time to make history!) #If you truly care about the earth- the environment- the animals- LIFE ITSELF. #then why would you even prioritize that piece of shit over these beautiful living things?? #especially when that piece of shit junk that generates stuff STEALS from people too. just make the images yourself instead.

[wykart]

Rough wip of the wyrm.

#just as I’m incapable of writing a story that doesn’t end up being novel length every piece I make ends up being huge and stuffed w detail #I haven’t written any of this story in the past week bc I was studying for a cert exam after work each day and I’m pretty certain I failed #it this morning and I’m really pissed at myself but anyway! god my mental health is awful right now. I’m gonna get help I’m gonna do it #I was like surely I can cope w this. no #anyway. I’m sorry Yaz this is like the third time I’ve given you a gf who is a doctor mirror for the worse #Mr Cornell I reject your Ishtar Hutchings and substitute my own

[chrollohearttags]

really thought today would be a good day, guess I fooled myself 🙃🙃🙃🙃

#yeah I’m not doing too well.. #think I need a break tbh #like my whole mood just dropped fr #cherry chats 🍒 #i love my younger brother I really do but he’s pissed me tf off #and I wish he’d grow the fuck up sometimes bc right now I’m so mad I really can’t even speak to him

[buck-yyyy]

anyways i’m still a little upset about that one tumblr post i saw ages ago that said social media was almost never a factor in teenagers developing an eating disorder. edblr was not the cause of mine but it fucking fueled that shit like pouring gasoline on a wildfire—and i never even interacted with a single person there. pinterest is barely even a social media, but i saw enough people on there that were unhealthily thin and beautiful that it made me want to starve myself.

and i’m not the only one. do you know how many people on edblr alone are teenagers? a lot.

so many of my friends have had social media cause body or health insecurities that led to disordered eating. social media is a huge factor in teenagers developing an eating disorder. linking a singular study done through a poll (not a tumblr poll, but regardless) to your post does not fucking change that.

#in a Mood right now i just. i’m pissed about it #mine developed as a result of gender dysphoria+hating myself for being trans+shame over what i eat+social media. don’t even fucking start #doesn’t mean that social media is inherently bad. but declaring that it isn’t a problem at all and that the media is misrepresenting it is #SO beyond stupid. AUGH #tw ed

[panicroomsammy]

Have you ever gone outside and interacted with normal people for more than an hour. If you did you would feel less threatend by "antis"

Great question I have spoken to the person who wrote the “Don’t Say Gay” bill in real life I can guarantee that pro-censorship people are in fact a genuine existential threat to my daily existence. I am friends with librarians and teachers who are being forced to take books that deal with racism, queerness, rape, and other unpalatable themes off of their shelves. Yes “antis” on the internet are dumb compared to this but you can see why I would find it upsetting when queer people like censorship when I deal with the results of pro-censorship attitudes in my daily life. Anyway to answer your question I “feel threatened” by antis because I go outside and talk to people so I know that advocating for censorship is a threat.

#also I’ve organized multiple rallies against ron desantis but now I’m just taking this as an opportunity to brag lol #anti censorship #I might delete this later because I know I shouldn’t feed the trolls but I am so pissed about irl stuff right now and this gave me an #opportunity to talk about it

[kiki-strike]

PTSD is so stupid saw a jar of biscoff cookie butter at the store and went ha that’s the brand they had in res. (Completely unaffected). Then went home and had a panic attack about it (????)

#first of all. how is a jar on a shelf that you didn’t even touch harming you at all??? #second of all. now that I know that chain Carrie’s bidcoff cookie butter I’m never going there again. let’s leave those worms in their can. #(sees a food) huh. cookie butter. (the ptsd gremlin cooking up a nice panic sequence for me) well probably staff are trailing you right now #and they just left that there on accident because obv they keep cookie butter with them. and they’re going to restrain and sedate you and to #you’ll wake up tubed xoxo #<- INSANE ITS A JAR OF BISCOFF COOKIE BUTTER CALM THE SHIT DOWN #I only slept an hour last night and didn’t sleep at all the night before so like that might have something to do with it but I feel like we’ #were gunning for day 3 here with the cookie induced paranoia #don’t buy belsomra guys belsomra is a ripoff that I’m pretty sure is just sugar pills #although I am abnormally resistant to pretty much every sleep med like iv ambien just makes me a bit lethargic the doctor who gave me it sai #said that was really weird and then ordered another piss test bc he thought I was on speed LMAO #nope just my brain. rotten. gone. #day 3 is usually when the insomnia hallucinations come out so like pray for me if you see this #though I did get an hour last night so maybe that counts

[gardenerian]

june @gallacrafts! fucking gay 🏳️‍🌈

an attempt at watercolor markers - i tried to upload a video of the fucking gay one in progress but tumblr simply hates me. but i made it in the park yesterday and it was very funny 😇

#fun fact about these markers #i got them right after i was diagnosed and still coming down #and i was PISSED when i wasn’t immediately great at using them #tried it maybe twice #and then stuck them in a drawer #where they sat for years until yesterday 🥰 #ty gallacrafts for teaching me to get over myself #and to make things no matter how silly or imperfect #it’s in the creating and the sharing #i love yall #what a beautiful theme! #gallacrafts #theme 11 #i’m FUCKING GAY #also those police lights…… i realize now they look just french aldjsksk #also that is the ROUNDEST peach ever mickey would be so proud

[deadlittledogs]

me when my coworkers call out and I have to close concessions all by myself and I’m getting home at 12am tonight and immediately have an opening shift tomorrow and also I’m broke and have no money and also I had a 12 year old heckling me and hitting on me while I cleaned up his fruit punch spill while patrons laughed and also my tummy hurts

#I think I need to…… quit this job…… maybe…… for now……. #ANYTHING ELSE….. #God i’m pissed I just want to. MAKE ART. WHY IS EVERYTHING GETTING IN MY WAY RN #like damn maybe I COULD make a living off my art if I fucking had anytime to actually sit down and DO IT #IT SHOULDNT TAKE LIKE 3 BILLION WEEKS JUST TO DO ONE DRAWING #AND FIVE BILLION SCHEDULE ISSUES JUST TO PLAN SHIT WITH MY PRODUCER #REEEEEEEEEEEE #but also I am in mild debt right now lol…………. #I gotta make a game plan of some sort here.

[sapphireisverygaymydudes]

God, I’m so tired. She fights for this when I want her to let go, but she didn’t fight when I was

I’m trying to move one. I already have. But she won’t let me go.

I used to see forever in her eyes.

Now I see it in their’s.

They make me happy. She doesn’t. Not anymore.

They get me excited to talk. I’m not sure if she ever did.

They start, before I have to ask. She never did.

I want to be happy. I want to do what makes me happy.

I don’t know much but I don’t think it’s her anymore. I think it’s them.

#bit of a vent #or rant #idk #why is romance so complicated #like I know who I like #but I don’t think everything just #dissapered for her #but also I’m kinda pissed at her #I tried to fight and stay #but now that I want to go #she can fight #she didn’t before #why now #right person wrong time #don’t give me that #where was that when you didn’t ever start a text #I started everything #touch #texts #I made an effort #she thinks it can still be romantic #how do I tell her I fell for someone else #I fell for someone else because it didn’t #feel like we were together #it didn’t feel like anything #but with them? #it feels like… #everything

[random-weirdo]

Fuck breathing exercise to calm down I need to scream until my throat closes up and my lungs deflate

#I am so FUCKING ANGRY right now #and I have no fucking outlet for it #not even at anything specific #just in general #everyone is pissing me off so much #I’m so FUCKING INFURIATED

[tyrianlynch]

Uh oh sisters I’m angry at my best friend for leaving me again! I’m gonna go read a sci-fi book and maybe I’ll calm down

#she’s my best friend and I love her with everything I’ve got but also I kind of hate her right now! #she’s the one making the big change and moving to a shitty little town #so why am I the one who’s having to uproot my entire life bc of it??? doesn’t feel fair #I have to leave our apartment and she’s taking our dog and we’re never gonna watch real housewives again #I’m just pissed and want to yell and smash the walls or whatever but it’s fine I’m fine #I’m gonna go start reading project Hail Mary and hopefully that’ll fix me