So the tattoo scene isn't wiped out it's on the oneD app, so maybe they either forgot to add it in the yt version, or who knows, they just cut it, but a fan noticed on Twitter and posted the clip its deleted now but I was able to screen it before it went poof lol
Mew treats Ray's alcohol and drug addiction like a scolding parent, which I find fascinating given that he literally held Ray in his arms while he sobbed about how worthless he was and even tried to end his life. Like, Ray clearly has a different relationship with drugs than Top, but Mew seems to equate them.
I keep saying I don't want to rip on Mew, but I feel like Mew is the one character who can say he has seen Ray at rock bottom, and yet I just get this general sense of apathy from him. Which, fair--he doesn't return Ray's feelings. But Ray is one breakdown away from doing something he won't ever come back from--as evidenced this episode--and yet it is Sand who chases Ray into the parking lot. It's Sand who saves him not only from killing others, but potentially killing himself.
ray is prolly just using sand to move on from mew but ykw i'll take what i can and just pray for him actually loving sand someday
"someday"????? excuse you. if you don't think that man is already head over heels for guitar boy then you're mistaken lmao.
I'm not really buying the whole Mew thing tbh, not because of their acting but because I feel like Ray is hanging on to something that he doesn't know he already put behind him. I think his loneliness is telling him lies, not in the past but in the present. he found something new in San, he just doesn't dare to go all in. yet.
Can't believe after Friday we're gonna look back on this and say remember SANDRAY IN JUST EP 2!?!?? cause the way this completely altered our brain function lmao
…do you ever just sit and think about the fact that Ray was ready to drunk-fight Sand in the bathroom, puked in his toilet and passed out drunk on his floor, accused him of kidnapping him and stealing his belongings, stalked him and broke his liquor bottles, ruined his date night and insisted on being driven home—all within a weeks (??) long span—and it ended with Sand looking like this: