#she said she needed to heal from

[yoursadisticdad]

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#deep down i miss her so bad #I want her back more and more every fucking day #she said she needed to heal from #her past trauma and she’s doing that #i’m so proud of her but wish her and I could have healed together #I miss her and hope she comes back to me #I would do anything #I would sell my soul #if it meant her and I got together #in another lifetime from now #sad hours #Spotify

[mattodore]

delphi, bitten pack member, mate

#river dipping #delphi sol #lykos #ts4 #ts4 edit #ts4 cas #simblr #no good morning just immediately firing shots LOOK 🫵 AT HER 🫵 #GOD............................... WEREWOLF WOMAN WHO WILL TEAR INTO ME WITH HER CLAWS AND REVEL IN THE WARMTH OF BLOOD I WANT YOUUU #SHE'S SO SEXY LIKE. SAID THIS OVER ON PF ALREADY BUT I NEED TO BE FOUR FINGERS DEEP INSIDE HER ALREADY #FACE FIRST IN HER BREASTS LIKE. DYKERY IN MY MIND THE LIKES OF WHICH YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVEEEEE RN #FEMMES............. I AM YOURS ALWAYS AND FOREVER <3 #...me thinking delphi is the sexiest woman alive aside... look at her pointy wolf ears sticking out!! #and yeah... her and ria both have scars on their throats. they gave them to each other :)<3 #they're werewolf soulmates..... of course it's that intense and serious they had to wound each other #delphi's is from when ria turned her but ria's is from delphi wanting to mark ria back... normally it'd heal but :) #ria is a born wolf and delphi is their little werewolf mate... which means they don't heal like a wolf would at delphi's hands #delphi's not a born wolf tho so </3 not the same for her. but turning scars always stay with the body along with any other wounds #that were already there at the time of turning... #<- this is real lykos story lore so. don't look too closely at ria's scars from that last post. they don't actually make sense #i just thought wow... those are sexy. and put them on her kjdgfkhfn #none of the lykos ocs' scars are canon until i make them myself #but dionte's eye scar and delria's throat scars are canon!! i'll make custom ones one day but for now! i'm just rocking with what i've got

[turrondeluxe]

Was it love at first sight for Mikey and the tots? Did it take Mikey some time to warm up to them? Super cute AU!!

It was kind of hectic when Mikey saw the tots for the first time ever, while also being emotionally stunted, so the warming up is kind of a slow but surely process!

#GOING TO WRITE A BIT IN HERE SO SIT DOWN #SO #in the comics its not really said exactly how long after mikeys death casey marie produced the babies SO its my city now #in the au casey marie was actually planning on creating the tots from way before meeting mikey #so after mikey gets nearly killed by hiroto she just thinks that the babies are their safest bet on a fighting chance and basically #speed runs the creation of the tots ALL WHILE mikey is still healing and bed ridden #so when mikey does find out about the babies and why they were created (by casey happily telling him); hes actually still hurt and not yet #fully recovered from his nearly fatal wounds #again casey marie basically speed run the tots but she still had everything planned (im aware of the fact that ronin mikey heals very fast) #so then proceeds the mikey talk with april and the whole lair getting set on fire bit and consequently mikey running away with the babies #so the first time mikey ever saw the babies he had not much time to process his feelings #and general ideas except for Need to Get Away With Them #peepaw and babies au #doodles #tmnt #tmnt the last ronin #the las ronin lost years #tmnt odyn #tmnt yi #tmnt uno #tmnt moja #tmnt mikey #tmnt michelangelo #ask #my art

[scintillyyy]

red robin #4

robin iii: cry of the huntress #4

same vibes. to me.

#dick and tim #arkham takes are dumb and tired #tim should instead angst about how ppl always want to send him to metropolis when he's riding the struggle bus #tim should tell dick that he's acting like jack & that should have the same energy of when my fil tells my mil she's acting like her sister #we all know what that really means when that is said #actually realistically i in no way think that dick was trying to shuttle tim off to another city because he couldn't deal with him #nor do i think that he was trying to institutionalize tim. clearly he was just trying to get him to talk to someone #but the 'in metropolis' bit always gets me a little bit because there's a perceived distance from gotham damian etc implied there #like why not a therapist in gotham? because dick wanted tim to have some distance from the cause of all his current pain #because maybe he thought that's what tim needed to heal. to process away from the epicenter of grief. #anyways that it's metropolis will never not be funny to me because i can make this joke

[cinemaocd]

#as a cancer survivor myself I wish her well and a speedy recovery #she said she needed to heal from her surgery to start her other treatment #this is what I experienced as well #all together it was about three months from diagnosis to the end of my therapy and that's the timeline of her being 'missing' #anyway the speculation is over not a fan of the royals but I'm glad she wasn't dead or in a coma #kate middleton

[coachbeards]

my most controversial opinion about rebecca’s character is that they focused much more on her finding romance than actually healing from her trauma and abuse

#i cheered when she said she was becoming happier with being alone #only for them to immediately do the psychic arc #i think starting s2 w her having a boyfriend and being on dating apps was such a stark shift from s1 #there was no real discussion about her wanting romance in s1? it was about her healing !! #she had one night stand and that’s it! #but s2 ans s3 became so focused on romance for her. #while also saying she doesn’t need therapy like please god #I don’t mind her having romance!!! but they really centered romance so heavily in her arc #like I think s2 should’ve been the season where she works herself up to dating someone again #rather than already dating someone by ep1 #let her reconnect with sassy and her mom and Nora (yes she did in like three eps but those relationships needed more focus)

[8rujaa]

my therapist really saved me….

#tw abuse // tw sa #i can’t sleep bc i keep thinking about this. #like i probably would’ve not been here if it weren’t for her #i started seeing her january of 2023… my life has changed entirely since then and she was definitely the one who got the ball rolling #literally so much has changed since then and it’s all because of her #i was so dissociated during our first few sessions #thanks to her i was able to get diagnosed and medicated for adhd. i was able to realize i was in an abusive situation and plan a way out #i was able to focus on myself and my healing and she’s helped me reframe so much of my negative thinking #i was able to process a lot of emotions and become a better version of myself with each session #she’s truly incredible. #i remember the first comment she made about the relationship had been ‘’so it’s like there’s an imbalance of control in the relationship’’ #i had put my partners on such a high pedestal that i had no idea they could be doing anything wrong #and i asked her what she meant and she said ‘from what you’ve been describing it’s sounds like a strict parents and child type of dynamic’ #she told me they didn’t need to understand why i wanted to leave and they didn’t need to make that decision. if that’s what was going to be #best for me the only thing i could do is let them know my reasoning and simply leave. i didn’t need their permission.’’ #i remember being so confused at that realization bc like… i had been putting their emotions over mine the whole time i had forgotten simply #doing what’s best for me was an option… l #ever since then i’ve been putting myself first and it’s been a steady uphill from rock bottom… i’ve made an incredible amount of progress #when i first started with her getting out of bed and walking to the kitchen was incredibly difficult and took all my strength. #yesterday i conquered a mountain!!!!!!! i hiked all the way to the top!!!!! :D #me a year ago thought it was going to take me years and years to recover. as soon as i left i made leaps of progress #im incredibly proud of myself and grateful for her. and my reiki lady she’s also been a great great help. #the silver lining is i realized who really matters. and the relationships i cared about deepened. #my sweet virgo friend was the one who was always like ‘THATS A GROWN ASS MAN WHO CANT UNDERSTAND BASIC CONSENT???’ #LMFAO i would be like ‘but he has trauma and bla bla bla’ she looked me dead in the eyes and said #’jess you said with your last boyfriend that you would never make excuses for a man who was hurting you again. stop defending him.’ #she’s really a gem and i treasure her with my life. i hope she knows i love her. she’s family at this point #she’s also literally saved my life before (like deadass called 911 for help) #im glad i had the support system i had. that was a rough situation with so many layers and im glad i got through it #my 22nd year of life was by far the worst of my life and i don’t ever want to put myself in that situation again. im glad i learned.

[crowind1]

This literally happened GUCHFJHIJIHJJ

@chachacharlieco and me playing FFXIV X,D

#my art #FFXIV #FFXIV EXPERIENCE #charliecoart #PART 2 THERE IS MORE #This happened in a dungeon with a lot of monsters that would poisoned you at any chance #so Charlie was taking more focus on the enemy that in her own stats #she reached the three stats poisoned state in her character #and I was so scared for her because she was dying #so i shot her out that she was poisoned and she needed healing quickly #AND GANDALF SAID CALMLY #I AM POISONED?? #WE LAUGHT A LOT FROM THAT XDDD #NSDBFJBSDJFBSJBDF SHE IS TOO STRONG #THE WAY OF TANKING ITS TOO WILD FOR ME JSBDJSBDJ

[neriyon]

Need commends? Become npc lookalike.

More comms as a ninja than you'd usually ever get even as a healer. Headpats and dotes come as a bonus.

#neri.txt #she currently has 350+ comms #around 250 of those from after I fantasia'd her from fem viera to npc lala #granted i've been tanking and healing as ryne too #need to check where hyth sits at he literally only has like brd and rdm unlocked #and still so many commends from people happy to see him in their roulette #also kudos to that particular healer who said that #we had tons of first timers and almost wiped multiple times and they managed to peel everyone back up every time

[wittyworm]

taino teachings are realigning my entire mindset. everything is. making more and more sense the more i read. Yoka hu (the father) and Ata Bey ( the mother) are both inside me . spiritually and physically. i have always said, for many years that i did not understand the concept of gender how this society is teaching it, because i am both my father and mother in body and spirit, but also wholly myself, and i need to respect myself, and how i've been feeling for so so long. it's all making so much sense.

#there are many beautiful things that come from the origins of the abrahamic religions but they are not part of me or for me to follow or be #forced to follow #fear is not how you should rule yourself or others #everyone should look into how their ancestors lived and truly truly consider their teachings and incorporate them into your lives #you might find yourself healing in ways you never even thought you needed #i am not religious #but i believe in the spirits that guided my ancestors to guide me #and for my ancestors to guide me #i need to look into the teachings of my african ancestors and incorporate both into me #to learn and to grow and to teach and to pass on #ohhhh i have so much to learn and so much more life to live #thank you ancestors #and fuck you to the ancestors that failed this mission. at least the lesson ive learned from you is to never be like you #i met an amazing Thai woman the other day and had a long conversation with her about life and business and things #and it was because #i saw a doll in front of her food truck and it drew me in #she said it was gifted to her by a vendor #because she went up and was like oh! that doll is from my culture! #i showed her the dolls i had just bought that day! they were two little black children dressed up like cute clowns they are my favorite😭💚 #and she asked what i was. i told her i was Black Boricua and White and she was like oh wow you are truly of the Americas #or truly american #and i was like i guess so huh but i suppose we all are since this is where we have been made to live #huge advocate for bringing back culture shock and making people respect the culture of THIS land while also maintaining #a healthy relationship with their own #the the only way we can move forward and thrive like a true melting pot that will become something new and beautiful

[poisonouspastels]

@beegswaz genuinely i think my favorite tags on any of my work ever. i fucking love when people talk abt my characters like this

#its like blorbo from my show but with fucking minecraft and i love it deeply #for the record both Groda and White Eyes get socialized in the modern world like feral cats #both by the main players but it does happen at different times bc they all encountered Groda first when she held Rana hostage for bait #she'd kinda gone crazy after all those years of isolation lol #did that bc she thought Herobrine was the knight who betrayed her during the time period where people were wanting to overthrow her #(the knight worked for the royal family and was one of Groda's childhood friends. that did not last needless to say) #thankfully at the end of the day all 4 of the main players managed to get out alive though not unharmed with Groda in tow #when there's something trying to kill you every other day in this universe though they honestly cant be too mad about it #it doesnt help that Groda is just Really Stupid sometimes (all the time) #she's literally Peridot from SU in that she seems really intimidating but in hindsight is a massive dork #and also the fact that is the voice i imagine her having its so good #once her ability to use magic is taken away she's literally just like a scared feral street cat. does not know what the FUCK is going on #also rendering her communication with 3/4ths of the players useless since she only knows Galactic and no one alive knows that but Herobrine #(not helping the coincidental similarities to the knight but thats not him) she'll learn commonspeak later tho #ironically later down the line when Groda is spotted by the cult getting her magic back will be a key part in taking down White Eyes #she really does want to change for the better but she needed a LOT of shit kicked into her in order to start actually making the change #that being said when White Eyes eventually gets integrated it IS On Sight #she has had to been quite literally pried of Groda AT LEAST once by the others in order to keep from killing her #but other than that she'll be okay :) she picks up painting eventually #her open wounds are finally able to heal over once released from the influence of the Wither but she's still scarred unfortunately #mentally and physically! #but its only up from here... right? #actually since I talked abt the players first encounter with Groda im gonna reblog that aftermath comic again it still fucks #minecraft au mastertag

[rosicheeks]

🤦🏽‍♀️🙃

#I can’t stop thinking about it #I keep replaying the morning over and over in my head #my friend said she thinks I should write a letter or text tell them #and I’m thinking about it #the more I’m processing it and it’s kinda sinking in #the more angry and offended and hurt I am #idk I know super vague post #and since you guys keep saying you like my crazy dumb Rosie rant posts maybe I’ll do one telling you guys what happened #I’m just still so fucking mad? #and she has NO idea how badly she fucked me up #she’s texting me like nothing happened and I’m like ???? ok sorry but I can’t just move on from this #anyway fun fact and update about me and my life #I’m looking into a php 👌 #partial hospitalization program #if you didn’t know what I was talking about #so that’s suuuuper duper fun (hope you can feel my sarcasm) #but at this point in my life I feel like I need it #not gonna get into that right now cause ooofda one thing at a time #but this whole situation reallyyyyy set me back in my progress and healing so thanks buddy 👌👌👌 #you are lucky I love your dog so fucking much otherwise I probably would never talk to you again #shut up rosie

[scaredsofmyguitar]

I love getting a good grade in therapy (my therapist said I’m really funny)

#she asked me ‘so what do you think you need to heal from this moving forward’ #i said a lobotomy and apparently that’s funny 😭 #jo.txt

[stardustedknuckles]

It's bedtime and I'm being very sappy, but I just came across a joke that my ex taught me, way back when, and it was good to have a reason to think of her and smile.

There's a great nothing where we used to be, and I feel like I recall the broad strokes and the bad details whenever I think of her. Her trauma and my unassuming arrogance in trying to help her, the nights she wouldn't reply to my texts because she knew I would stay awake terrified she'd hurt herself, the way the only thing she knew how to do with someone who cared for her was to manipulate them just to feel in control of something, and all I knew to do when I knew someone was trying to be better, when they wanted to be good and wanted me, was to stay with them - more importantly, to never give up being wanted by someone I wanted in return.

But the bad is never the whole story. And it's not excusing the fucked up little ball of issues we made together, but we wouldn't have fought so hard for us without the good. And she did teach me jokes and I did get her to sleep at my house that one time, early on, and I smiled up at my ceiling feeling floaty and warm while she slept because I was safe enough to fall asleep around when nobody else was, and she tried as hard as she knew how no matter what anyone else said. Of course she sucked at it. Of course I should've stood up for myself, of course it shouldn't have gone on for as long as it did. Neither of us even knew we were together until it was over and didn't find out we were lesbians for another five years after the end.

But she brought me to her dorm before I ever really understood the risk she was opening herself up to by having someone in a small and empty room alone, I clearly remember the first time she touched me (head on my shoulder) after months of me being careful not to touch her lest she jump out of her skin or start trembling, the paint speckled up her arms the first day of our class together, and the way it felt to have earned every morsel of her stunted and spiky affection. The nights we lingered in my driveway after she got in her car to leave, the cramps in my muscles after leaning for so long and how bright the stars always looked for all of those extra, stolen minutes. Her body weight across my lap while I threaded my fingers through her fine, fine hair (which I could probably still find attached to something, somewhere, even after 8 years). It was like becoming friends with a feral cat and I got scratched plenty. It's much healthier to read about than to live, I promise.

But it's okay to acknowledge that our explosive and often terrible attempts to care for each other were rooted in the earnest attempt to be good to and for the other, whatever our personal reasons why. And sometimes, many times, certainly more as the years went on, we succeeded. There's still nobody I would rather haunt that town with. Those moments of joy snatched from two conflicting kinds of broken shine all the brighter for the confusing mess of hormones and feelings and pasts we snatched them from. How it felt to be safety for someone who had never known it, to feel that sense of purpose before I was old enough to really understand why that was such a problem. I could go on until the sun comes up, but that's okay. Maybe one day I will. But for now I read that dumb little joke and, just for a second, I can remember how she smelled and the way the light that filtered through the old library windows poured over us like beams of honeyed time unspooling around us, the way I rolled my eyes and tried not to laugh lest I break the hush of the third floor - the wicked pride in her eyes, the surprise in them at discovering how much she liked that she made me laugh... and the smile it brings to me isn't bittersweet anymore.

#I genuinely don't know how I'm going to manage being that open with anyone ever again #Or if that's even a goal I should have #But I'm glad I had those years #I'm glad we had each other #And I think true healing - not just processing - probably comes from being able to wrap myself in the good #Without apologizing to the cop in my head for enjoying anything about it #Because almost every single person I ever told about her said I was in an abusive relationship #And it took me a decade to understand that the fact she didn't mean it to be didn't mean it wasn't #And that it's still okay that I loved her so much #I'm not an idiot for it and I don't need to qualify it and say how much I know better now #It's okay to think back and just remember the good #Anyway if you read all that I have no idea why but there you go #Also yes she's where I got so much of spiky beau from #Especially those early pieces

[derricklogan2]

Men it’s okay to be told no by a woman.

We’re not entitled to a yes just because she’s by herself or for any other reason.

The same energy we used to give those shoe cleaners in the mall is the same energy that women are on when they tell us no: they’re just not interested. And we don’t need to be salesmen.

We’re not entitled to an explanation either. And we don’t have to create our own narrative behind the no.

Accept the no and kindly move on. Another woman will say yes; just not her.

#some of us aren’t used to hearing no #or some of us are tired of hearing no #either way #that’s not on her #we have to do soul work for ourselves #and we don’t need to project anything onto women just because they said no #let’s work to heal ourselves from our insecurities and pride #so that when she does say yes #we don’t self sabotage #wayofthelogan #for the men

[thornshadowwolf]

DAN AND PHIL RETURN????????

#idk what I'm gonna do abt this /srs #like. I thought their videos were fun but that was 5 years ago so who knows about if I still will #and y'know obviously toxic community and annoying fans. #whatever I'll watch some and make a decision based on that I guess. #idc if they're cringe #well I mean. idc if it's cringe to watch them. #but Dan very much was leaning into that 'I'm a weirdo normal people scare me' thing that people who are only one degree removed from #normality do. so if he's leaned into that any more I don't think I'll be able to stand his 'I'm not a normie' normie ass. but I also know #he's been doing a lot of self-reflection and healing and whatever so maybe he'll be better now. #like he was so desperate to distance himself from who he used to be that he needed to make fun of everything he could have been perceived as #and make himself feel like he's better than people like that. everything from being 14 to being alternative to being a furry he needed to #make fun of all that cringe to prove that he wasn't that. y'know? he desperately wanted to be normal while still capitalizing on the 'I'm #different' thing. like his merch/clothing brand was all minimalist quirky-dark aesthetic for example. stuff you could 100% find in a big #chain store but seems just different enough for people who want to fit in but also look like they're cool and edgy and have unique opinions #like. he's the *woman in a pink tailored pantsuit* 'she's so butch!' of weird and alternative. #last I checked at least. like I said; I think he's been doing a lot of personal growth so maybe he's gotten more ok with actual weirdness. #man I didn't mean to rant in the tags here O_o sorry lol. #ThornShadow.said #(also for the record Phil is a little cringey but it's genuine so it's ok. as opposed to Dan trying to make everything 8 levels of ironic)