#she's not allowed to play anymore

[fishareglorious]

oh. okay. okay,.

#playing rev 1999 #reverse 1999 #okay she hit full friendship. get out of the suitcase mam you're not allowed in there anymore

[sadgirlautumn]

idk idk idk I just don’t get why some fans took this album as a personal attack!! Even in the songs where she alludes to people judging her in general I really took it as “wow she must trust us so much to share this with us.” And if you took it personally then you either need to take a step back or maybe you should actually take it personally and maybe realize why your invasion into Taylor’s personal relationships can actually cause harm to her.

#like trust me I didn’t like her matty but I went about my day normally and didn’t bitch and complain about him all day #yeah matty sucks as a person but I was worried about Taylor I wasn’t mad that she was in a relationship I could no longer project onto #anymore #autumn rambles #i definitely did have an ‘oh shit this play is about us’ moment when I heard that one song (I can’t remember the title) but then i #followed up that thought with she’s allowed to say what she thinks and feels the same way I was allowed to express what I thought #so it’s only fair that she would share and mention that on the album when it was clear that people’s disdain for them together actually #pushed them closer rather than further apart like she said on the album

[not-a-snowman]

Reposting thing I said on Discord because I am so right actually.

#Inscryption #Grimora #yall ever think about how the most fun Scrybe #Wasn’t allowed to just enjoy herself #She didn’t have time to do the boss fight she had planned #Wasn’t given the courtesy of being able to play the villain #Because no one else was ready to reckon with the consequences of their art #And the game wasn’t fun anymore

[violentdevotion]

wait do you have a fav boys character yet ?

i really like butcher but i feel like that's a basic answer and also the wrong answer. in another world id like frenchie but i can't get over how much i hate the actor. I love maeve theres never a moment she's on screen where im thinking get this woman outta here she's always entertaining to me. i like starlight but (and this is probably a bit nasty to say) there's smth a little uncanny valley about her sometimes where when she's talking im not listening but staring at her face trying to see what features throwing me off. I hate ashley but the actress played an insufferable character in jessica jones too and I really appreciate her ability to play The Most annoying woman you know.

centrist answer i like them all (except stormfront. hated her before i even knew she was a nazi. she was on insta live and i was waiting for her to explode and die) but my fave would have to be butcher bc i find im rooting for him the most and constantly justifying his actions. but sometimes karl urbans accent pisses me off. also black noir but he doesn't Do anything so it's hard to have him as a fave bc he's barely there.

#ameeras.got.mail #kieran tag #ik men like soldier boy so ill wait to see him do some evil disgusting horrendous thing that would make most ppl go ew he sucks but make #cis men ages 18-35 go wow hes soo cool #i like kimiko too but i dont think im allowed to say shes my fave when sometimes when shes like i dont want to be a weapon anymore :( im #mad at her and thinking get over it. i like mm but hes kinda this mother hen character and i dont rly tend to favour characters who are the #rational voice of reason like can we please get some conflict here #hughies whatever. i rly like his dad though lets go simon pegg #in the 7: homelander sucks. i find a train fun but his athlete storyline wasnt compelling to me personally bc the more i thought about it #the more i thought his superpower sucks. despite it all i find the deep kinda fun. i like that hes a scientologist. #didnt like transparent. was meh about lamplighter. didnt like whats his name sonicboom?? had a personal vendetta against that hijabi supe #we saw for like 2 seconds girl what are you doing there !!!!!! why are you playing into the diversity market !!!! #like edgar but in the way everyone likes giancarlo esposito's characters #nadia is whatever she was always meh to me even as a background character but i rly love the idea of having the superpower to explode #peoples heads with your mind i cant help but think of the xmen and think about if there was a mutant with the ability to explode heads with #their mind and that was their only ability and what a hard fucking sell that would be for xavier #(ive never read the xmen comics and have only seen some of the movies so i like to imagine charles xavier as lilo in the lilo and stitch #cartoon where every episode she would find an experiment with a unique function to destroy and would have to find it a home where it could #help instead. like yeah this experiment fattens people up and eats them lets put him in a resturant or smth #but with mutants #this mutant makes ice lets send him to a fridge company. this mutant explodes heads lets.... erm. #)

[girlnextvore]

Finished my Redesign of my old OC Bobbi

#my art #started off as a dnd character #I do not play dnd much anymore sorry WOTC #I am allowed exactly 1 huge tittied character a year #Also beforeyou ask yes Bobbi is like 7'1 she is very big and giant related

[hedghost]

certain united fans posting lessi’s free kick against city again 😭 the hate against her pisses me off sm i fucking hate it, but i can’t lie that clip always makes me giggle 🤭

#i’m allowed to laugh at it bc it’s a friendly laugh #they can fuck right off #she doesn’t play for us anymore fucking move along

[pepprs]

it’s always a cool but bittersweet feeling when a musician i love goes viral and gets super popular lol. im so happy and proud for them but i also know it’ll never be the same again 🥲

#this happened with lizzy mcalpine and sammy rae like i was following both of them before they got super famous and sammy hasn’t changed all #that much but lizzy is like.. mainstream popular now and doesn’t post covers / original songs anymore. which is completely fine like no one #is entitled to anything she does and she’s allowed to post what she wants!! but i just miss the old days of that bc her little song snippets #truly got me thru so much. and now im scared that artists who are doing the song snippets thing like tiny habits and katie lynn sharbaugh (w #who just went viral last month and now has like 4847294738 followers but i started following her when she had like 4k and have been a fan of #here for at least a yr and a half!!!) are gonna have the same thing happen to them. but i also want them to bc they’re so talented and #deserve to be well known and celebrated and loved. siiiigh 🥲 #purrs #anyways not to play into it but everyone stream omaha by katie lynne sharbaugh out august 16 and in the meantime make her viral clip of it #even more viral. she is so talented and deserves the world

[fruitysoupy]

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#vent #my brother really doesn't see me as a person does he #im allowed to be around as decoration for his personality #im allowed to be around if it serves him in some way #but I can't be a person I can't have opinions I can't have needs #I can't have problems im supposed to be his pillow to scream into and punch when he feels like it #I can't be unwell because I'm not a person #I'm a doll he can show around when he feels one way and toss against the wall when he feels another way #I think he actually hates me #he's so mean to me on a level that makes it hit much harder than other things #always assuming the worst about me #because im bad annoying a waste of space im loud and useless #unless I serve him #I listen to him vent I play therapist because I love him #I love my family and I want all of them to be okay and to be happy #and I've minimized myself to the point I don't know who I am anymore and neither do they #though im not so sure they even care #my mother is actively working on herself #she's in therapy #she's nicer to me now and a touch more considerate #and I appreciate it... but I'll never be able to forget what she and the others have done to me over the years #and it'll take much more than 8 weeks in a clinic to overwrite that survival strategy I developed as a child... #I feel like I'll never be whole again #like Ive lost myself forever... #my brother is ableist. he hates the neurodivergent which is mostly directed at my sister but also me unknowingly #he attacks me for my symptoms. judges me harshly and is just very mean in general #if I end up getting the autism diagnosis i am so scared of him finding out #it's strange because I love him he's my brother and we have fun but im also scared of him because I know what he's capable of and I know #what he's like when he's angry. I know how he used to laugh at me getting hurt as a child and how he would physically attack me for #expressing excitement around him. I repeat things I find funny or nice or just good in general like if someone says something funny I repeat

[nuoc7mia]

i finished the new chapter like it was my first meal in days.

#moon talks #it went in a totally different direction but i’m glad she deviated from my expectations bc i did not want him to explode #and tbh shima isn’t the type of person to have a massive outburst anyway? i was prob just projecting on him 💀 i think it’s sweet how #perceptive mitsumi can be even if she isn’t culturally super savvy / like i was abt yo cry a bit when she said those kind words to shima #i will say tho this cleaned itself up a lot neater than i expected? i don’t feel like this is entirely over until shima is able to address #his feelings avt the roles he plays in ppl’s lives (and while mitsumi helps him realize that there is a reality where he doesn’t have to fit #a role i think it ultimately has to be him that changes smthing / also i feel like egashira wojld help him acknowledge it? since they always #felt like opposite sides of the same coin to me + their prev dynamic) #shima’s just like me tho fr #i do not have the words rn bc my midterm is tmrw but i love how he is characterized bc he’s allowed to be complicated and contradictory #edit: waitt i just read a theory abt him being jealous and i lowkey kind of agree! just for different reasons :3 i think this scene would #solidify a desire on shima’s end to hold onto mitsumi as the first person who liked him without pretences and bc his act doesn’t work anymor #the insecurities sprout faster + combine that w her other growing friendship w the vice pres and you could *potentially* get smthing uglier #not saying that i’m wishing for him to be vindictive or want jealousy in regards to romance i just think thaf it’s a v normal response esp #for someone like shima who grounds a lot of his self worth in how he can appease others #and smthing this manga does RLY well is establish the fact that bad/negative behaviors and emotions do not go away easily—that it takes time #adn effort to be able to change for the better #ppl here on tumblr are so big brained sometimes LOL i didn’t rlly think abt jealousy arc until i saw the post / just that there needs to be #a bigger catalyst for things yo change bc this isn’t rlly new w mitsumi

[loveagain-mp3]

i do not like my mother and she does not like me 🫶🏻

#she’s always treated me like the bad kid of the family #the awkward sheep #like i’ve only been allowed to toe the line rather than actually joining it #i don’t think she socialized me problerly as a kid #plus always played favorites with my brother like he was the kid that was actually wanted #i was just the accident burderned on her #it was always my parent and brother + me #always trailing behind always skipped over in favor of him #idk what to do anymore besides take and take bc nothing was ever given to me as a child

[avatar-aaang]

Sunny is driving me insane. We play and play. She has fresh water and food and a clean litter box. She has so many toys. All the windows are open. I pet her and love on her and give her treats. But god forbid I sit down for one fucking minute bc she'll go crazy and destroy the whole house, screaming the entire time

#personal #i have no idea what she wants and im LOSING IT #ive tried just absolutely exhausting her from play time but she can play for HOURS #i cant im just not built for that and like idk how she has that much energy #like i cant even get her to sit down for a nap anymore she just wants to move #which is fine but get off my book shelf!! dont scratch that couch you have your own chair to scratch!!!! #shes currently trying to climb the front door i can hear her #oh yea we even go outside too for up to 30 mins at a time so she can watch cars and eat grass #like she is fully enriched in so many ways AND YET THE SECOND I SIT DOWN #its like ive never done anything for her in her life #and i am so tired #idk what to do #she isnt even really a kitten anymore she'll be 5 next month #oh yea and ive been leaving doors open too so she can watch animals through the sceen doors like ive been freezing my ass off so she can #sit in her chair and watch birds and squirrels and other cats #AND. YET. I AM NOT ALLOWED TO SIT DOWN

[im2tired4usernames]

God I never get a fuckin break from being a housewife to a house that's not mine or a parent to children that are not mine

#not even ten minutes #I'm tired #my fuckin dad gets so much miss freetime then me and my mom is probably in hell if it's real #though i guess by christan standards she was an amazing cultist so maybe she will be in heaven #I am drained i wake up with no spoons but froce myself anyway to continue playing this role #there is not enough words to explain how cruel quiverfull parents are to their oldest daughter #they demand all of them #all their energy all their thoughts their time their money everything that is a person belongs to the family #i would have no friends no relationship no life if they had their way my only allowed interest is what serves the family #my mom was a monster #a cultist bitch who did nothing but bully me my whole life and groomed me into a slave #my dad was a coward to never stand up to her and incredibly selfish #he's benefits from my trauma because now i am just built in nannybot #i can not think of my mother's face with out getting angry and wanting to punch her #i think of her in her bed and i want to wrap my hands around her throat and tell her how she did nothing good in my life and how #it'll take years for me to heal from her bullshit and that if i have grandkids they will not hear her name from my lips #i know to many people who should not be having children but continue to have children because their stupid cishet fucks #who like unprotected sex and want a perfect lil on the prarie life #ignoring that half them fuckers are the shittest parents and or the most immature selfish pieces of shit #when you have a child you cant be selfish anymore #that child comes first sorry you cant stay up all night drinking and going to concerts and races #your new entertainment is whatever the fuck you kid likes of that's barney then fuck it your watching barney #you want a new game system well clean clothes for your kids come first #i see so many kids in my church neglected because they're parents are more interested in paying for their own interests then kid shoes #i would have been a great mother i feel like #if i had been allowed a childhood #and teenage years and young adult years to grow and experience life to learn to grow and to enjoy being alive instead of being free labor #now if i ever get free? #I'll be getting see what it's like to he a normal 15 year old at 50 #if i get free i have very little hope for my future but who knows we'll see

[todayisafridaynight]

"yakuza 7 in english dub" I Am Going To Cause A Scene

AWESOME THOUGH i can't wait to meet the hype man in real... or whatever this is

YOU WILL BE NICE SHUT UP IM SO SERIOUS LET HER HAVE FUN

#snap chats #i want her to have fun and play the game how she wants and not feel awkward or stressed she's allowed to do whatever she wants #you guys can bully me if i ever breathe about the eng dub but leave her alone thank you much !!!!!!!! #anyway. i might buy soju in advanced so i can deal with her NO I JEST I KID #i promised myself i would never drinkiees on stream.. lol.. #which is really funny cause i remember months back i wanted to do a yakuza legend run but eveyr time i die i take a shot #EVIDENTLY not doing that idea anymore but still. lol.

[ohnonotthehorrors]

Can I... talk about the theory that winners help craft the next game?

Because, and I really can not say this enough, it puts So Much into perspective.

Everything starts out Normal. Three lives, simple, cut and dry, there hasn't been a winner yet. No one to help craft the game. (And there's something to be said about how simple it really was. Not even a real expectation of the world becoming pvp or combative. No idea of the war to come)

Then Grian wins. The green killer, the man who vowed his first life to the one whose life he took. The next game the boogie man is born. A mechanic that allows and, in fact, demands, a green kill. People can trade lives back and forth, currency and debt wrapped up in one. (can we still be friends? Said the red partner. A life time later and reds are hostile, alone. Maybe it's an answer: No. Not anymore)

Scott wins this time. He refuses to play the game. He will not kill his team, he will love and he will do so fiercely and with all of himself. The next game people are attached through to their very souls. Every bit of damage to one soul is done to its twin. There is no boogeyman. (There is no way for a widow to be left without their love)

Pearl wins and she wins a blood bath. Spent the game draped in red, only wolves for company. Sitting in her tower, shivering in ice, maybe she wanted it to end. To see where it would. Limited life rewards you for killing, limited life has a clock tick tick ticking down, you always no how long you have. A curse yes, but a blessing too.

Now It's Martyn's turn.

And what a turn it is.

Keep your secrets, says the disloyal man, keep them well. Everything hurts, everything Matters, says the man fracturing with every loss. (What if we could love each other without hurting? Says The Hand, who never wanted to be coated in blood)

More importantly, Martyn has always seen the watchers below the surface. Now, they're right here in front of him. Something that could almost... be rebelled against, no? Something that someone else could finally point to and say: hey, hey isn't that familiar?

#Also funny that most winners have an immediate problem with the game following #Grian being given only two lives at the start #Scott breaking up with his soulmate #Martyn pulling an absolute Wet Cat and failing miserably at secret life #Pearl did fine #limited life #life series #secret life #trafficblr #grian #scott smajor #martyn inthelittlewood #pearlescentmoon #3rd life #last life #traffic life #ignore the number of parenthesis #and also tags