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beom-han · 2 years

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#beomhan #jaychang #mont #this is the post where i became a fan and really started to look into beomhan and jaychang #im a huge knb fan and seeing them cosplay this for halloween was like #a;sidfas;lkdfj #knb #predebut

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sins-of-the-sea · 1 year

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"Come on, girl, what do you want from me? I'm not going to fight you! I really, really want to help my friends!"

*Gggggggnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng…*

“You heard my plans! And I was going to decorate you for the wedding and a baby room!”

*Gggggggggggggggmmmmnnnnnggg….*

“....Do you want to suggest decorations for yourself?”

*!! Ding! Ding! Ding!*

“You got a deal! Give me all your ideas on how you want to decorate yourself for a wedding! Flowers? Ribbons? Bells? Lots of red? You want a sedan procession? An aisle and pews?”

*Ggggggggggggg.... GGGBbbmm... McccKKK... gggggggggggkkkkk…GGGrrrNNNNGG...!!*

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*CRRRKKKKKKK.... GGGGGGGGGNNN.... NNNNNGGGGGMMMM...... GGrrrKKKKKKKK...!!*

“.....Right. Thousands upon thousands of souls imbued in you. Uh. You go ahead and argue with… yourself on what sort of decorations you want.

“Meanwhile, maybe I can get something for Rashid and Phoebus for that respective apology and date. And maybe a new boyfriend for Guy. I really wanted to involve everybody, but I guess I gotta do it all myself!”

#ija;sidfa #[Wang Ruixiong]#[La Demonia Roja]#[Sinfully Valentining 2]

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so-i-dont-forget-again · 3 years

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So I Don’t Forget Again: A Breath of The Wild fanfiction

Entry 235: ???

My arm is acting up badly. I think I may have pulled something in battle yesterday. We decided to just rest.

I look… very tired. I’ve never really took the time to just LOOK at myself before. It was cloudy so I couldn’t quite see my reflection in the lake or river so I used Sidon’s mirror. My hair is longer than I thought it was, it reaches past my shoulders. It’s also much darker than in my memories, it looks dirty and flat. I have a chip in my ear I never noticed before, I don’t think I had in my memories. There are scars on my face, they’re darker in color than the rest of my skin, on my cheek going down my neck, through my eyebrow. I know the stories behind them but I’ve never really acknowledged they’re mine, have I? Under both of my eyes are large dark spots. My lips are chapped, even bleeding at spots.

What did I look like when I started this? I didn’t emote much, not that I’m really any better now, but even back then… Did my ears always point more downward than up? Did my eyes seem half closed like they’re being dragged down by some invisible force. Did I wear a slight frown? Did I always look this… tired? I think that’s the best word, but I’m not sure.

Sidon’s told me about my eyes before, how they are always so expressive. I guess I’ll never really get to see it, but for that one moment I could.

This… has been a very long journey, and I guess it will come to an end soon…

It’ll be nice to get some sleep.

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so-i-dont-forget-again · 3 years

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So I Don’t Forget Again: A Breath of The Wild fanfiction

Entry 221: Kakariko Village

Lasli is training me. With so few people and everyone being trained from birth there’s not group training sessions like there is just about everywhere else. Having the teacher focus on solely you certainly helps a lot.

Everything is about making swift, decisive blows without being noticed. Silent kills, being stealthy, that sort of thing.

We’re going to do most of our training in the woods.

She… has a lot of free time to train me. I almost want to ask if her parents are better, but… seeing her mix of emotions when seeing me wear the Sheikah uniform… I think things maybe didn’t… get better. I almost want to say something, but I think it’d be best I don’t say anything.

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so-i-dont-forget-again · 3 years

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So I Don’t Forget Again: A Breath of The Wild fanfiction

Entry 229: Forest of Time

It’s been several days now, I still haven’t made any progress. At least I’ve been able to teach Calisa. Still though…

Calisa insisted we just relax today. I… Something in me broke and I panicked. Calisa lead me through some breathing exercises again. I know stressing over my task will only get me killed but, everyone I love will die. I can’t

I’m so scared I’m not good enough. Even if Sidon is with me, what if it’s not enough? Are we strong enough to fight against the end of the world? I guess once we’re all dead it won’t matter, but

I don’t want that! I need to protect them. But I’m up against the literal end of the world! Can even a goddess do that? Or were they the ones who wrought this? Zelda has the power of the gods and she can only hold it back. What difference could I possibly make!?

With the time I brushed through my hair. It was… rather relaxing admittedly. Maybe it was the sound of the flowing river, feeling Bossa Nova resting his head in my lap for his nap, or closing my eyes, just taking in the feeling of the bristles running across my head but it felt nice. A part of me felt like I was with Sidon again. I felt like I was safe. I know I have his scale and his creations so he is always with me, but I could really feel it in that moment.

If only I could hold on to that feeling… maybe then I really could do anything.

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so-i-dont-forget-again · 3 years

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Entry 228: Forest of Time

Gerudo specialize in use of the sword and shield, like Hylians. Trying to not automatically use the Hylian ways has proven to be… challenging. I have to force myself to not do it, but it’s instinctual for me, I don’t even think about it, so trying to stop is so hard.

I’m worried this is going to take even longer than I thought before. I can’t learn if I can’t even do it.

Calisa says part of my problem is constantly working up myself. But Zelda is fading fast, I have to kill the Calamity before she fails. If I don��t

I shouldn’t even write it… It feels too real to do so, I already know the gravity of the situation, I don’t need to give it more power, etching it into my memories, even if it had already made a home for itself in my mind. All these fears. The many ways I can fail them.

I need to get stronger. I need to do better. I’ll break myself to do that. Whatever it takes.

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so-i-dont-forget-again · 3 years

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So I Don’t Forget Again: A Breath of The Wild fanfiction

Entry 227: Forest of Time

My chest feels heavy and tight, like it’s hard to breath, like a large stone is resting atop it. I find myself choking up seeing it, the castle, as small and far away as it seems. I can’t bring myself to look away.

That distraction was enough for me to get hit by an attack. Thankfully Calisa and Bossa Nova came to my rescue. I’ve messed up so horribly. I’m getting too distracted and lost in thought. At least I learned something, I do retain some scaring even after I heal. I have scratches on my hand, mini versions of the gashes I got. It stings a little, feels itchy almost. I wrapped my hand in bandages to keep from scratching it. Calisa even gave me a salve to alleviate the discomfort. Calisa saw it too, the light coming from the castle. She’s notices that light has been appearing more frequently the past couple of years. She’s not sure whether to be concerned about it or not. It always gave her a bad feeling though. She only saw that light once as a child but soon after she began traveling, she saw it again, and that light had always returned much quicker than the last. This was the fifth time this year now.

I asked her if she was going anywhere in particular, if not, I begged her to stay. I need her to teach me or at least give me a crash course in the Gerudo ways, I’d teach her Hylian and she would go to Gerudo town to teach Riju, I’d even give her a letter to give to Riju, a letter explaining the situation.

I’m preparing letters to send to Kass and Teba, Sidon, Riju, and Yunobo after I get the Master Sword, the moment I get it, I’ll have to fight that Calamity and I have no idea what it will do… I want them to be prepared for the worst. I have no more time, I need to stop it now, so I have to prepare everything I can in advance.

Calisa didn’t respond right away, she instead placed a hand on my back and lead me through some breathing exercises. After she asked if I was feeling better. Other than my chest, I was, a little. She then smiled and told me she’d be glad to teach me, after all she didn’t think getting me a drink before was enough to thank me for saving her hometown.

How long is this going to take though?

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so-i-dont-forget-again · 3 years

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Entry 230: Forest of Time

I think I might be getting the hang of this. I really like training with Calisa. She’s a bit hands off, but still leads me where I need to go. She has me learn more on my own while still keeping me on track. I think she’ll be a good teacher for Riju.

Calisa also tried teaching me meditation. Well… she had Bossa Nova teach me. We spotted him just napping by a monster camp and none of them attacked him despite clearly knowing he was there. When I wondered aloud how or why that happens Calisa simply said to follow his lead and we ended up following him for the day.

He’s very calm. He seems to do whatever he wants, without a care. He wanders off, not just staying in one place for long, but he doesn’t seem to have any particular path or destination in mind. He just… is in the moment? Calisa asked me how I fight. If it’s instinctual, or if I have certain strategies. I was confused, surely she would already have figured that out, but she wanted me to say it aloud.

I need to do the same with my thoughts. Let them pass and flow into the next movement, not get hung up on any particular one. Cause that will get me killed, or at least hurt me. I tried, but it didn’t quite work out. Calisa told me it can take some practice, just letting yourself relax. She used to fret over finding a husband, but eventually, the more she traveled, the more she learned, and she figured out how to let go and move on, focus on herself and what she truly wanted.

I think I’ll stay up tonight and try again.

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so-i-dont-forget-again · 3 years

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Entry 234: ???

There’s nothing but ruins around the castle but it’s different from every other ruined town I’ve seen in Hyrule. Stone pillars toppled over, walls collapsed in on themselves, rusted guardians scattered everywhere, and many more live, active ones marching around. The air there feels thick, unbreathable like it’s ladened with ash and smoke. The red glow from the pillars surrounding the place send waves of chills down the spine, I didn’t even realize I was holding my breath from it all till I gasped for air, but even them, I felt light headed like I wasn’t getting enough, like what breath I did get was contaminated, tightening my lungs instead of filling them.

We had to run, a lot. Guardian after guardian came after us. There were also several earthquakes, one after another, and the ear-piercing roar rang out.

Can it sense me? The Calamity…

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so-i-dont-forget-again · 3 years

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Entry 219: Kakariko Village

There were many arrows stuck into the entrance gate to the village, specifically around the metal eye symbol. I also spotted the occasional one around the village in odd places like on roofs and such. There are also blade marks around, from the walls, to patios, even the stone that surrounds the village.

Everyone was shocked, but glad. It had been so long since I was last here, the very beginning of my journey really. Everyone was so happy and relived to see I was back. It feels so strange being here. Koko and Colota practically pounced on me, and I may have let them knock me to the ground. Everyone was also rather curious about Bossa Nova. Impa actually left her seat and came outside to see what the commotion was about.

She didn’t recognize me at first, she only realized I am me because I brought out the slate to show Pikango and some others locations had frozen in the slate like the giant cherry tree by that lake on Satori Mountain. She’d never seen me so personable and expressive. I smiled. That in particular she had never seen, let alone me talking so much, it still was not much compared to most people, but it was a lot for me, it actually got her to realize she didn’t know my voice or recall it outside of attack sounds like grunts and “hiya”s.

Most of the day was spent recounting tales of my adventures and Koko and I spoiling Bossa Nova with honeyed apples. I wound up at Impa’s place and Paya served us tea! The tea here is a bit different from what I have at home, even how they steep the tea is different. It’s a bit light for my taste but it was still nice.

Impa was also surprised to hear me refer to people by name like Riju, and Zelda, I seemed more formal before. It’s not a bad thing. She feels like I’m just much more open and relaxed now, yet still I was ever serious to an extent with how I speak and the tones I use.

Told her of the memories I found, and new ones I made, felling the nightmares in the Divine Beasts with help, about my concerns about being strong enough to face the Calamity, about how much Sidon has helped me thought that, and why I’ve returned, I asked if I could learn the Shikah way to incorporate into this new style so I may have no weakness in form in battle. She nodded, saying she understood. Never before did I ever seem to have lost confidence, so for me to waver so much, I must have been extremely shaken by… everything, so she was going to make sure I got the tutelage I desired.

She told me that for now as the sun was setting and the journey here must have been tiring with all the fighting so I should get to bed early. And now I’ll do just that. There’s a few things I’d like to talk about, like the damage to the village, that thing she was going to tell me but then stopped saying it would be best for later, and how much longer she thinks Zelda can last holding off the Calamity.

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so-i-dont-forget-again · 3 years

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Entry 190: Mercay Island

We were at the crossroads that leads to the Domain and to Death Mountain and Akkala. We ran into Torfeau on patrol, well actually she had been station recently by Mercay island. I asked her to look after Bossa Nova for a while

I just don’t want him to get hurt.

He got curious when I took many things out of his saddlebags.

He kept escaping and following me. I spent the whole day going down the path only for Bossa Nova to be not far behind and Torfeau chasing after him.

Torfeau was going to tell me something about Sidon and the letter I had sent him, but quickly shushed herself and told me to forget about it.

I could take Bossa Nova to the Domain. See Sidon and get new medicine before going, but that’d just be relying on him again, like I always do. I won’t be able to depend on him when facing the Calamity, so I need to be used to that by then, or else

Though if he wants something I shouldn’t keep him waiting. Maybe I could visit him without leaving Bossa Nova, but since I’m there anyway I might as well as. I’m sure Sidon would love to see Bossa Nova again.

We’re staying on the island for the night. I could sneak off while he’s sleeping, but that would just be mean. Clearly he wants to keep journeying with me, and he can get along with just about anyone so he should be safe.

I’m just scared.

But if he refuses to leave me, then I just have to get better. I have no other choice. I just need to figure out how.

But, I don’t think I can ever bring him to that forest. When I go there, I’ll have to leave him with Sidon. I don’t think I can take doing it any other way. But can I even handle going there myself? I was so overwhelmed the other day. I’m not sure how I can ever face going there. I’ll have to go there one day, and I know I can’t on my own but I can’t with anyone.

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so-i-dont-forget-again · 3 years

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Entry 181: ???

I’m sorry I was so careless. I’m sorry for leaving Bossa Nova. I’m sorry I lost my memories, letting them get so dirty and tattered, and now wet from my tears.

I really messed up. I really REALLY messed up. At least, none of the pages were torn out, or too damaged. I can’t say the same for Bossa Nova, I don’t even know where he is, or where I left him, or if the Yiga have gone to kill him, I just left him in the middle of nowhere, and I don’t even have a clue where we were.

When we were traveling, I saw the fire beast. Kass was right, it appeared in the canyon. Bossa Nova and I had to race after it, but a cliff got in the way. I didn’t have the time to bring Bossa Nova up, so I told him I’d return to him right after I got the scale.

Though it seemed to just be lumbering through the air, it’s so fast. Even implementing the Rito techniques my arrows would not reach. I started panicking, I had no idea if I’d ever see it again, and I was terrified of failing, and not freeing it. Momentarily I went mad, freezing a stone in time, hitting it as much as I could, then before time could run out I held on to it, and we were both sent flying through the air, cutting through it like an arrow, but I had miscalculated, the beast began flying in a different direction. I shot arrow after arrow, just hoping any would hit. But I was plummeting further and further away. I was by the canyon sides I opened my paraglider in time to soften the fall, but I still hit the wall and…

I think I rolled; I know I hit the wall several more times. When I stopped I heard this loud ringing in my head, and my body refused to move. I couldn’t think or do anything and my head was just filled with that sound. I also felt like large, sharp stones were being jabbed into me, when I eventually came to my senses I found that was not the case, but I have several large bruises, I think things inside me might be broken, or at least really shaken out of place. I can hardily keep balance now. I only realized that now when writing.

I didn’t notice at first because the first thing I checked was my memories, but it was missing, and I was just running and climbing around till now. My head is throbbing.

I don’t have food. Rivali’s bow is damaged, but usable, though the quiver broke and I only have two arrows. I left all my weapons other than Sidon’s dagger with Bossa Nova. Thankfully it wasn’t far from me when I awoke. My other items, I don’t know, my head’s really getting to me now. I need to find food, than Bossa Nova. He better be safe. He better not have followed me, I don't think he could survive fa

I never thought of that NEVER

don't even acknowledge the thought

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so-i-dont-forget-again · 3 years

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Entry 137: Shai Yota Shrine

Kass spotted us. He was searching the area for the location of another song. “He breaks the rocks that serve to bind, Above the tempestuous bay. On wings of cloth and wood entwined, He lands on the alter to open the way.” We found a precarious, crumbling rock formation in Lanayru bay right by Horon Lagoon where a Shrine platform was.

We wondered if we could trick the platform so Kass dropped me from the air and I landed on it with the paraglider but nothing happened.

Using the Sheikah bombs we were able to break the rocks revealing updrafts. We tried just dropping me on the platform again but it still didn’t work.

Following all of the updrafts, the wind took me to the platform, and it activated, revealing a shrine. We spent a good long time trying to figure out how the platform was able to sense the difference between cheating and completing the puzzle. The stuff we blew up didn’t have anything like the Sheikah technology on it. Were there sensors under ground?

This was the last song Kass wanted to solve before returning home, but he asked if there was anything he could help with before going.

He hadn’t even left yet, and all I wanted to do was cry.

He asked me if I was alright.

The pressure of all this is just starting to sink in now, just how important of a responsibility what I’m doing is I guess. I don’t know really, but I think that’s it? I’ve been having a lot of thoughts lately, the others are maybe it, but… I don’t want

Kass asked where I was going next. When I mentioned going to Lanayru Tower he spoke of how beautiful the view was there and that it was a great choice.

Again he asked if I was sure I didn’t need his help for anything. I don’t want to keep him from his family. I’m sure they miss him so much.

Before he was about to leave he said that having traveled a lot, he was used to the loneliness it could bring. Then he hugged me, telling me that it was okay to talk to him anytime we met.

I ended up asking him if he could sleep in the Shrine with me, make sure that if I sleep too long he makes sure Bossa Nova gets to go out and eat and stuff.

I’m so tired, and Kass was relieved and said that I look like I really need the rest.

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so-i-dont-forget-again · 3 years

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Entry 225: Blatchery Plain

Before we could go Impa showed me something, a picture in her home. She told me to go there, it may unlock another memory for me. It’s of the field filled with guardians between the Twin Peaks and Hateno.

I left Bossa Nova behind so I could go there on foot and not risk him getting hurt.

He was right about all of it, Zelda unlocking her power to save me. I had collapsed by that point, getting hit by one of those polls of light the guardians shoot, but even with my hazy vision I could so clearly see that blinding light. That must be her power it can’t be anything else. But surely as inexperienced in using it as she is she couldn’t be skilled enough to keep it up for a hundred years.

She’s going to fall, she can’t take this any longer. I need to get to her. Now.

But I’m still worried about Riju as well…

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so-i-dont-forget-again · 3 years

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Entry 168: Rito Village

When you love someone, what’s the best thing you can do for them? Kass told me to make sure they knew I loved them, give them gifts and affection, sweet and honest words. Teba told me to serve them, do things for them that they can’t or to make their lives easier. Words and touch are important, but he says service is the greatest show of love for you’re helping them in a way they can’t for themselves… It’s just about what I was expecting from them. I asked Teba what I should do. The only thing I’m good at is fighting and Sidon already knows how to fight. He asked me who exactly my partner is. When I said a prince, he told me to become strong enough to fend off any danger from the outside so Sidon could focus on the duties only a prince could handle, the inside affairs of his people and leading them.

But I’m already doing that.

I asked Teba what it’s like to be married, to live in one place, not traveling, being a partner and raising a child. He told me it’s lots of hard work, compromise and listening. Marriage is not just about love but making the choice to stay and work at it, it’s a partnership. I asked him if you had to know more than just fighting and some cooking, if it was okay to not know much else. He told me you learn a lot along the way, being good at communication would help though.

Seeing him, Kass, Amali and Saki has just got me thinking. Possible futures I could have after this… But I won’t have any future if I fail again.

I asked Teba today how to become stronger. He just stared at me for a moment before raising a brow, asking what exactly I meant by that, even stronger than to fell four Divine Beasts. I’ve only been surviving since I’ve woken up. I have fought and trained but, I don’t know if I’ve ever gotten stronger. He then asked why I want to get stronger. I want to protect my friends and family, and the only way to do that is to defeat the Calamity, and I… I’m scared I can’t. I’m desperate to find the Master Sword, the reason I search every forest no matter how small, even searching through them for days on end because I don’t think I’m strong enough to fight something on my own which had killed five champions and a princess with the sacred power that could seal it, even with the Master Sword there they fell, but it surely could help, right? It’s supposed to be able to seal the darkness so maybe I could do it even without Zelda’s power. But even with it, I need to be stronger than even the hero who could wield it. I need to go beyond a hero. He nodded, taking in what I was saying. I then told him about how in all my travels the Rito, he and Kass specifically are so incredibly skilled, the most skilled by far, even if I can’t learn how to fly he could still teach me much. Teba said it was funny how we thought rather similarly. He actually wanted to ask me to teach Tulin some fighting techniques. Teba just wants his family to be safe and happy and he thought someone like me could be a good teacher. I am certainly strong in ways Teba doesn’t think he ever could be or at least isn’t now, and knowing his son was strong in ways even he himself struggles with… He rather liked the thought. His son had also been begging him to learn more archery and fighting so it would be a win-win situation.

Before I can try figuring out my past or dream of the future. I need to fix the present. And in order to do that, I need to be stronger than a world ending disaster. Stronger than six heroes. Stronger than the reincarnation of a god.

Teba and I spent all day training, only taking a break now so we can get some sleep, but right after it’s back to training.

But how do I know if I’ve progressed at all? I need to find some way to figure that out. If only I could somehow fight my younger self with the Maser Sword, if I could beat him… maybe I’d stand a chance.

I want to fight for them, but…

I’m scared to die, but I want to fight that thing, but I’m just so scared. But I don’t feel scared when training with Teba.

I think I’ll let myself indulge in this for a little while.

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