#sleep awake

[goldentlme]

i’m searching for you in my fading memories .

alternate versions .

whooh . WHOOH !!!!! good GOD !!!!

listen to the song linked while looking I think it really adds . look up a translation too if you want ! listen to the entire lies of p ost in fact . its fucking fantastic .

NOTES .

in april 2022 , i drew a fanmade book cover for the danganronpa x reader fic Sleep Awake . in december of 2023 i redesigned my reader for that story for the third time and thought it appropriate to redraw that old cover with their new design . and yesterday , january 13th 2024 , i finished that bitch . View the fruits of my labour .

in my last Notes section i talked about nerfing the lighting . well um . i nerfed it again . i dont know if it was fate or if i just . idk . didnt want to but i axed both original concepts - the yellow overhead light ( mostly) , and the light blue under light - and just Winged the fuck outta it . that ' mostly ' means that the light source is Still overhead but i just took the colour out to make it more neutral .

another thing i brought up were the shelves and how i wanted to add more items to them . I did it this time , but not to the extent that i really wanted to . i'd hoped for more Clutter and ultimately couldnt think of anymore than a few items . SAID ITEMS BEING !!!!

the pills . self explanatory , since they haunted the majority of cases 2 and 3 .

chess pieces . cute little reference to the chess scene ! even if the scene itself didnt feature real chess pieces , the imagery wouldnt work if i didnt use real pieces .

the letter opener . dont need to explain this one . but i Did originally plan to have it in shin's hand ( explaining why that one is balled like that , because there was originally a Thing in there ) but i couldnt figure out how to draw it and make it look Good . i only added it back when i was colouring the trinkets on the shelves and realised that i Forgot to put it back into the drawing .

the joker card in the bottom corner . also shouldnt have to explain this one .

LITTLE DETAILS I THINK YOU SHOULD LOOK AT .

THE HANDS !!!!!!!!! i decided at the very last second to make them vaguely see through . and theyre all a persons ! amami and shinguji are the obvious ones , but the two holding at the top are supposed to be ouma ( on the scarf ) and akamatsu ( on the rope ) . i would have included tojo's as well but i couldnt fit it in the composition without it looking awkward and out of place and i thought there were already enough references to case 3 as is .

and you literally cant even see it but if you look REALLY closely at oumas hand . his skin is a little grey and you can see the veins through the skin . wonder what happened there . Guess we'll never know !

THE BOOKS !! did the same thing as last time with a Little More . purple books are ouma , green are both amami and tojo , blue is both kiibo and chabashira , pink is akamatsu , and red is phys themselves . i know phys's canonical colour association is olive green but consider : shin is red . look at him . hes Red . that ones for me specifically .

with that . i did all of those books by hand . i drew about 9 variations of books and copy pasted them sure but i Shaded and Coloured them all individually . youll never guess how fucking LONG that took . so yeah . no one book has the exact same shading . goodie !

THE JOKER !!! yes i know i talked about it in the previous section but i WILL talk about the card itself . because i unironically am so in love with how that drawing came out . the little guy featured there is my Lies of P oc scaramouche or scaramuccia ( i use them interchangeably ) . hes a silly jester :3 . the depiction on the card is of him in his prime , before . All Of That Happened . story-wise he's a super famous circus performer known as " The One Man Show " because all of his acts are done alone and are absolutely insane . hes very good at what he does which is Why he doesnt have a crew . and the only reason hes so good is because he't not even human , just pretending to be !

additionally , i originally planned for that joker card to be a Real Life Joker . because a little known fun fact about me is that i collect playing card decks ! but i looked and literally NONE of the ones i currently own would have fit the piece . so . yeah . i just ended up drawing darling scaramuccia . heres the full image im so chuffed

i think thats all i got for the drawing itself . i initially started this back in early december but got stuck and picked it back up a couple days ago , so its been marinating for a bit . hope we all like it ! i think its Better than the original . THE SERIOUS STUFF .

its so fucking insane to think that its been almost 2 years . not only have i truly rediscovered my love of reader insert fanfiction after so many years unable to even think about it without feeling a little sick to my stomach , but ive made so many good friends and core memories through this fic . i even got back into writing . literally never thought id write again after my 11th grade english class and my 10th grade creative writing class . and im having FUN with it . wild .

anyways , this one goes out to vee @chihirolovebot for writing one of The Fics of all time , putting up with my insane ramblings about idol these past months ( READ SWINGING RIGHT NEOWWWW ) , and for letting me help design their dnd characters . godspeed .

it goes out to nex @nexuswrites for beating better genshin character builds into me , giving great fic recommendations , creating thief of detectives quandary fame . READ DQ ( THREAT ) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! , and being a fellow p5 and pokemon lover . i miss the coordinator and justice

and of COURSE !!!! rei @berry-creates . the gay the myth the legend . a fellow oc haver and lover , a fantastic writer , and an overall lovely person . this one goes out to u for sharing oc playlists , playing splatoon with me , and for creating maddie . theyre a little freak and i want to study them . i love seeing u go insane over them its like enrichment for me bc i too am also a little mentally ill about them im just really good at hiding it .

theres a whole lot more i could say and more people i could talk about but this is long enough , isnt it ?

thanks for a beautiful 2 years of physouma yaoi . heres to the upcoming sleep awake case 6 , epilogue , all the future additions to the one shot book , the entire rest of dq , tfp , and sams , and more blorbos to put in the smoothie maker . this took a whole two hours to write .

cheers , boys .

song of the post .

#my art #my words #sleep awake #hen shin #danganronpa

[hunnymcbunny]

a little lawrence nd mother mother to start our mondays off uwu

#lawrence oleander #btd #tpof #my art #mother mother #sleep awake #i wuv that song

[rinqwpan]

Andddd here’s my version of mc and a small comic? (Kinda) thingy for @chihirolovebot ‘s fanfic, Sleep Awake. (This is just my oc (Rin) fitted to the descriptions of mc) (oH and the comic is read from right to left like mangas) okay but first of all, I had postpone working on this so many times (bc I got sick and got bombarded by schoolwork) and so I started this probably near the end of last year or the beginning of this year and lowkey looking back at it I wanted to change so many things but did have the motivation to and I just wanted to show you this as soon as possible 😭😭 So lemme just put this out here. I drew my reference sheet right after I drew the comic so there are some things changed from the comic AHAHHAhfndkns- anyways I have so much to say but for the comic, I wanted to draw a comic but also draw one of those fake anime scenes but I couldn’t decide on one so I decided to do both so yeah- OH AND I ALMOST FORGOT the comic is from the end of chapter 54 (I believe). Now my mc, I was so inspired by everyone else’s designs (THEY LOOK SO NICE 🥹🥹) that it even inspired me to start drawing digitally again- (I’ve been a long hiatus) and lowkey I wanna draw all mcs together 😳 but um maybe when I’m on break-

*ps this is my first time using tumblr like this so pls bare with me 🫠🥲 also lemme know if you want a better resolution for the comic- I’ll try to put it in a google drive so you can see it better-

anyways I think I’ve said what I wanted to say- but uhh THANK YOU FOR THIS WONDERFUL FANFIC, I will wait for future chapters :DD sjdbejshsjebsj 💖💖

#danganronpa drv3 #sleep awake #kokichi #oc

[gygykuy]

so uhhh I catched up to sleep awake 👍and it woke me up from my art block :D

the amount of emotional whiplash I got from the chapters omg?? phys CANNOT catch a break. I did some sketches of the girlies too bc i love how venus is giving them actual depth and development.

also i can’t help but imagine how panicked tsumugi must be behind the scene 😭

as always sleep awake is by @chihirolovebot !!

#sleep awake #sleep awake fanart #drv3

[stavv-keanu]

TW: Blood, electrocution, Phys being mad /j (It's not too extra, but still, If you're sensitive to any of these, Please skip this‼️)

Felt silly so my lovely hand drew this 😁😁😁

Okay but seriously now,the New chapter had me in SHAMBLES. Literally cried like a couple times BUT im both excited and devastated to know that this story will soon end. (Looking forward to the next chapter vee!)

Sleep awake belongs to @chihirolovebot ‼️‼️

P.S: Had like a hundred breakdowns while drawing this but it's worth it cause who doesn't love some good ol' angst. (NEVER BACK DOWN NEVER WHAT? NEVER GIVE UP🗣️🗣️🗣️)

#2 P.S: Saline Solution to all your problems

(I am so not sorry phys. LMAO)

#i can't #danganronpa #sleep awake #danganronpa art #drv3 #crying again

[mysticvallea]

@rinqwpan @goldentlme @vijigenshin hii friends I drew the gang

Ignore any mistakes it’s like 3 am and I am so tired but it was fun to draw all the sick outfits.

They r so cool I bet ouma tried hanging w them but they bullied him hard and after that the 4 of them went to the Barbie movie or something

Pspsps btw habit i kept the shirt blank so if you ever draw the design I can always add it on :)

#drv3 #sleep awake #drv3oc #oc art #fanfic #danganronpa kokichi #drv3 fanart #my art #sleepy…. #go read sleep awake #dr oc #danganronpa oc

[echo-oaks]

there's an inherent cruelty to being a mastermind.

okay, echo, state the obvious. but there's a special line to draw between just being an evil character, and being the overlord of a killing game. and i find it fascinating. like, mastermind aus? they destroy me. i love the idea of taking a character and slapping the inherent cruelty of mastermind-ing their respective killing game. especially if it's a character who canonically despises the killing game or is a symbol of hope for other characters (mastermind shuichi/kaito/taka my beloveds). and these characters have canonical personalities, right? we never get to see a mastermind just... acting like their normal self when they reveal themself to be the mastermind.

it's such an underrated idea.

like, yeah, that person is kind. and they like flowers, and they like the color green. hot chocolate is their favorite drink because it reminds them of warm memories with their loved ones. they were the one to pick you off the ground and care for you when you got hurt. this person, so well rounded, so kind. and then... then they're the mastermind.

they're the mastermind. but they're still so sweet. they're cruel. they enjoy watching your friends suffer. but they're still smiling at you, never changing, and they've revealed this huge part of themself that. is still them. because they don't break out into some evil version of themself. they're still them. but not.

they're the mastermind. they are cruel. but they are still kind. and that is the shit that kills me.

yeah, having the villain hiding among you become evil is good. but not having them change at all. is like, almost better. because they never lied to you. they're still the person you know. but they wanted to hurt you. they wanted to wring you out and leave you to die but would never lift a finger because they would never. and you know they would never. you trust them because they would never hurt anyone, and they don't, and that hurts more.

mastermind aus hit so much more when the personality doesn't change.

like... kaito would still be the hopebringer, inspiring the others because that's who he is, but the embedded cruelty of knowing these people will die because of what he's set up. and he's just as cheerful when he's revealed.

and it hurts almost more to know that they aren't much different. they aren't evil, they aren't spitting in your face or calling you a fool. they're still them. and what are you? a fool? stubborn? are you in denial? what does this mean for you?

anyway its like midnight and this just me spitting out an idea. bye!

#danganronpa #mastermind au #rant /pos #anyways this has been brought to you by my midnight reading to sleep awake. #just phys being phys until #boom mastermind #which would make the most recent chapters just THAT much worse #sleep awake #kaito momota

[ciitedexcerpt]

Carving away our fingerprints out of our fingertips until they're smooth.

#lyrics #source : sleep awake // mother mother #sleep awake #mother mother #o my heart

[losersage]

TEHEHEHEH

#i love the gays #loser #sleep awake #men #shuichi saihara #danganronpa #danganronpa v3 #emo guys r hot #im a he/him☝️🤓 me #i want him

[bleakqblake]

Got bored and drew my version of the reader in the AMAZING FIC ‘Sleep Awake’ by @chihirolovebot

Their writing is spectacular. Also adding a Flower Face song as one of the chapter titles is a POWER MOVE.

#art #fanfic #Sleep Awake #thank you for making this masterpiece you stunning person

[luv-indigo]

something silly for the soul

@chihirolovebot

tbh i could see this the other way around too

#sleep awake #danganronpa #my art <3

[evilwrongdoer]

sleep awake by mother mother has my heart

#sleep awake #mother mother #molly guldemond

[snowychicken]

PROTECTING ME

PROTECTING YOU

CARVING AWAY OUR FINGERPRINTS OUT OF OUR FINGERTIPS UNTIL THEY'RE SMOOTH

#sleep awake #mother mother #screaming lyrics into the void

[rinqwpan]

2/?

Just Rin and Kokichi.

#sleepawake #danganronpa drv3 #kokichi ouma #oumakokichi #oc #sleep awake

[gygykuy]

since i just noticed a new chapter i felt it was about time i post some drawings i did during my brainrot :) i also have a lot more unfinished sketch for it that I’ll probably post after my exams as a little dump! (also my artsyle is very inconsistent here so have mercy lmao)

again sleep again is by @chihirolovebot

#sleep awake #drv3 #kokichi ouma

[stavv-keanu]

His gaze softened

"Heaven awaits" he reminded himself

He started sobbing, not being able to forget what he left behind

He dissolved into tears

(repost)

@chihirolovebot

#danganronpa #sleep awake #kokichi #danganronpa kokichi #drv3 #🏚.sleep awake #danganronpa art #art