#so i get why you’re confused

[whereireid]

are you autistic? /gen

only asking bc i’ve seen you mention it before and don’t know if you’re doing it in an abelist way.

girl what

#yes. i am autistic #i was diagnosed when i was three #LMFAOOO what kind of ask is this #why would i actively identify as autistic if i wasn’t autistic #also i mention it in passing comments #so i get why you’re confused #but anon #do not ask other people this #it is not a great question #and the slight abelist hint #uhhhh

[rainbow-femme]

Thinking about Will being so angry at Hannibal after being put in jail vs Hannibal joking around with Will after going to jail and not seeing him for years

It feels very “You see? I have manners, I’m a good friend, this is how to be a good friend, Will. Friends get friends put in jail and are still nice to each other. I bet you feel so stupid right now for being mean to me after I got you falsely arrested.”

#he’s just so confused why framing Will for murder should affect their friendship #what do you mean you’re mad what did I do other than get you sent to jail #hannibal #hannigram

[needylittlegirl]

if you dont “believe” in aftercare you deserve to get run over by a bus btw

#tbd #saw a crazy tweet now im just thinkin abt how many people dont think aftercare is necessary #my ex didnt think it was needed ever #he would do crazy things specifically to avoid anything that could be taken as care or intimacy after sex #and it did awful things to my brain!! #i have such a weird relationship with sex now because i’ve never experienced aftercare #its crazy that people think its an absolute necessity #i remember one time he left immediately like he always did #so obviously i started crying cause its very confusing to have sex and then the person just walks out not even 5 mins after!! #especially for how young i was it was Confusing #and he came back cause he forgot his wallet or something so he saw me crying #got mad at me it become an argument etc etc cause i told him why i was crying #and he said to me and i Quote #‘expecting a guy to care about you after sex is idiotic and immature- #‘you should be glad you’re even getting laid in the first place so take what you can get and stop expecting guys to care abt anything else’ #which is an insane thing to say and i Believed it for years #the fact i was sitting there crying and i told him it was bc he made me feel like he hated me and i was awful and a worthless girlfriend?? #and that was his response ??? how crazy do you have to be #anyways. aftercare is always necessary and if you dont provide then one of you is gonna be suffering

[arahdow]

HERE I GOT AN IDEA TAHT I WANT TO WRITE

What ifffff Shadow is totally protective of his space, you as his partner have been to his place BUT his room, he doesn’t let you come in for some reason. He doesn’t elaborate.

SO, one day, a threat comes into an island and the people need Shadow but he’s… Nowhere to be seen!! so, worried, you go looking for him. In his place, you try and look for him but he’s nowhere around… The only place you haven’t checked is his room.

With your heart beating fast, you quietly open the door just to find…

hear me out

SHADOW. ON. A. BED. NEST. SLEEPING.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#THIS IS JUST SO CUTE TO ME #and then you’ll wake him up like #“my love- we need you to go outside- there’s this people… #and he’s not even replying #he just gets up and fight #then when he’s on a better state of mind #he looks at you confused #‘why the hell did you go into my room?’ #and you shrug #‘i don’t know what you’re talking abt love’ #queue some pics you took of him before actually waking him up #JSJFJGJDJSKKS #shadow the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog x reader #shadow x reader #shadow #arah ⊚ is speaking

[onceinawhilemoon]

also absolutely ROFL @ how mycroft went FINE! go walk yourself into jail! see if I care! i'll see you in 20 years when you're a ROT! and stomped off and waved him a lil grumpy goodbye and then imagining his surprised pikachu face at sherlock actually going and doing exactly THAT when he found himself in the governors office like 2 days later bribing and extorting to get his stupid brother out. and then sherlock was so seriously upset that mycroft did NOT in fact leave him in jail to rot lmao like what did you expect when has your brother ever meant anything he said to you in his grumpy tsundere mode you both are equally hopeless and you’re wearing me outtt

#the tsundere is so off the charts on both ends no wonder they don't get along #sherlock going mycroft conspired against me and stood in the way of justice!!! is so crazy I wanna shake him so baaad but also hug & pet him #he's so confused mentally unstable kitten and nobody's bothering to explain shit to him properly #he was legit freaking out why nobody understands his reasoning not his brother not even jon #which is like there's your answer baby you're simply wrong even your inner self sees it #but you’re too caught up conforming to your impossible standards and ideals to realize it #god hes such a mess #shco spoilers #sherlock holmes chapter one

[aforgottenthing-in-space]

Ok so. Miles Edgeworth is trans. Gregory was definitely a trans affirming father so when Miles told him he was like “sure son. What name do you want to go by?”

And so all Manfred von Karma knew was that Gregory Edgeworth had a son. When he gains custody of Miles, he just. Does not realize that the kid he’s now in charge of is a trans boy. (Maybe Miles already had a name change. Idk. Somehow legal name wise, von Karma just. Does Not realize.)

So Miles grows up being raised as a boy and von Karma just. Doesn’t realize. Until puberty begins.

And he notices something, that Miles isn’t experiencing puberty the way he would have expected and he’s like hmmm. I am not sure what is happening.

And then like preteen Miles, incredibly nervous, comes to him and he’s like, “excuse me, Mr. von Karma, sir, but would I be able to start puberty blockers please?”

And von Karma’s just like “WHAT!”

He’s so caught off guard and so used to thinking of Miles as “Gregory Edgeworth’s pathetic son” that he just… kinda lets Miles medically transition bc he’s so caught off guard by the realization.

And for his entire life, Miles is like. Unable to wrap his head around von Karma being surprisingly trans accepting???

#especially because von karma was decidedly NOT accepting of the fact that miles is gay #for the rest of miles’ life he is forever confused about this. and he never realizes that von karma just. didn’t know he adopted a trans kid #in my headcanon franziska is also trans and basically i think that like. von karma was so shooketh by having one trans kid in the house #that he was like. I. I. I don’t know what to do #and also Franziska would TOTALLY weaponize the fact that miles had transitioned without comment #‘why does miles edgeworth get to but I don’t??’ #also also. Manfred von karma probably has some toxic ideas about what it means to be a man. that were definitely taken to heart by miles #especially bc he wanted to prove himself as being ‘valid’ in the eyes of bin karma #I like to think that as he let go of the other ideas von karma taught him he also let go of this ideal and let himself embrace #less ‘traditionally manly’ things #this is the ‘not traditionally masculine transmasc’ in me coming through #I feel like that’s such a specific thing to work through when it comes to reconciling masculinity ESPECIALLY if you’re someone who’s #felt like they’ve had to fight to be accepted for it #wow. that got actually serious on my stupid lil post. #anyway miles as of chief prosecutor wear jewelry and makeup and maybe sometimes skirts #also fun like trans kid headcanon: Phoenix comes out during the year he miles and Larry were best friends and his mom went to Gregory #for advice about how to support your trans son :) #ace attorney #miles edgeworth #phoenix wright ace attorney #manfred von karma #trans miles edgeworth #miles edgeworth is trans dammit #and so is Phoenix Wright #Phoenix Wright #mention #gregory edgeworth #franziska von karma #tw transphobia #like. Hinted but tagging just in case

[intofree]

i know it’s like a parallel world or whatever supposedly but I don’t know who tf the pathfinder is still so my crackpot idea is that the ending of dd1 is canon (killing yourself as the seneschal) is high gave this baldy pathfinder dude the freedom to do weird brine shit

#dd2 spoilers #I’m going insane #i don’t like the pathfinder why are they so mean to me #even before I figured out how to get the true ending #‘why do you pursue me idiot’ idk man you’re at MY coronation #freak #don’t talk to me like that #actually nvm just saw a Reddit post that told me rothais actually is (was?) a seneschal so now I’m also more confused!

[permanentreverie]

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#ok so mini rant session #i am doing a bit better today - little less distraught over getting fired from a job i thought i was doing pretty good at and i was trying #really hard and genuinely enjoying #and just more baffled because truly i had no warning and i was completely blindsided #i was in the middle of a 3 month trial and i would have a review at the end in which i would be offered a permanent position if it went well #and i thought i was making my way towards that! granted i was still making mistakes but genuinely not of such a great scale i thought it #called for my immediate dismissal #that being said i was still VERY MUCH IN TRAINING. i had only been there A MONTH AND A HALF learning COMPLETELY NEW SYSTEMS #and i was told that i had been there a few weeks already and that i wasn’t catching on quick enough. that there were some areas i was #understanding and others i just simply wasn’t #and i asked what areas specifically so that i could learn more and try harder #and they didn’t give me a specific answer. #ok and so. so. i have this insecurity. #that at first impression people will like me. that they may think i’m pretty or kind or funny or whatever #but then they spend time with me or get to know me and realize that that’s all bullshit. #that i’m actually not pretty and im mean and loud and selfish and lazy and rude and etc etc etc #MASSIVE fucking insecurity in that like that’s why i genuinely don’t have friends or a significant other #and that genuinely i’m just a Bad Person #and when i was fired? i was told ‘a persons true colours show after a few weeks’ #so that’s MAJORLY fucking me up. #when i was hired i was boasted to about my boss’s hiring process and how she’s ’only been fooled twice’ #and the morning before i was fired in a meeting my supervisor told everyone that i was doing quite well. #so yeah i truly had no fucking warning. at fucking all. #hurt and confused and angry and baffled and did i mention hurt #anyways if you’re still here i’m sorry i know this is not a good look for me

[psqqa]

if they wanted me to edit these research guides in a timely manner they should have written them better

#is there a way to ignore all the awkward phrasing and shit and just focus on content? #probably??? #but not if you’re me #not when content and writing become intertwined by the bad writing making the content more confusing #what are all these sentences doing in these paragraphs??? #that weird kind of vacuous where they exist solely to introduce the next sentence #except the next sentence isn’t related to the point of the paragraph! #so you’ve got [information] [wait what does this mean] [wait what does this have to do with anything??] #rinse repeat #god i just tried to emulate the writing and i just fucking can’t #this is why i never get any writing done #i can’t just string words together in an approximation of meaning and call it a day #like i’m sorry my brain sees ‘if you drink water you should also eat food. for the nourishment’ and goes #‘yeah sure i guess? what are we getting at here and can we just get at it directly?’ #it is actively more difficult to try and ignore that shit than have my editing brain on

[sanyu-thewitch05]

Warning: My hot take!

Ok so I found what Red, White, and Royal Blue/RWRB us and I find it hard to have any semblance of caring about this. Or seeing this as a win for the lgbt community. Mainly cus the romance is between a monarch of Britain and the son of a US president.

I’m sorry, but am I supposed to cheer this as a gay win when Prince Henry’s family was selling and shipping me and many other black peoples ancestors throughout the Diaspora? Then his family also stole other nations jewels and has refused to give them back.

I find it hard to even feel for this character when he benefits so much from the suffering and theft of me and other people’s ancestors.

#anti red white and Royal blue #rwrb discourse #anti rwrb #colonialism #don’t reblog or respond if you’re not a victim of the British monarchy #im just so confused #like this website literally hates the monarchy yet is celebrating this #why? one of the main characters is also apart of the British monarchy! #can someone who’s read this book just tell me if it addresses this at all #and yes I know the author wrote Hamilton fanfic #this might get me attacked but I can’t shake the feeling that this book is a win for white gay people

[brutal-out-here]

So from what I’m understanding today there’s been yet another instance where Taylor/her team has said she was straight/not part of the community and that speculating these things is bad/she doesn’t like it and yet there’s still tons of people who choose to believe making blogs dedicated to decoding every second of her life to make connections to whatever sexuality they want her to have is a good thing?

#raineyrambles #I will forever be confused by this #why dedicate so much time deciding her life by finding where she sending signals that she isn’t straight #and saying she isn’t comfortable to come out when what you’re doing is considered outing? #genuine question here #as someone who was technically outed I have a very strong stance against this which is why I find things like this harmful #but also I truly doubt Taylor and whoever some say she’s secretly with purposely wear a certain color #of shirt in the same week means that they’re sending signals that they’re together #I don’t see why anyone would put that much effort in their every movement to connect with whoever they’re supposed to be with #like I fully support connecting her lyrics to someone’s sapphic experiences #music is supposed to be where you can make connections to your own life #but just because you connect them to one thing doesn’t mean she connects them to the same thing #there’s many songs I interpret to my life differently than what the artist has said they originally wrote it about #anyway I’m not talking here to fight- just sharing my thoughts #I’ll get off my soapbox for those who’ve made it this far #taylor swift

[sqlmn]

So have a new OC! His name is Reynold and he works as like…. CIA or FBI I don’t know yet. His hobby is doting on his younger (by ten years) brother. His younger brother (and a friend) are recruited by a goddess from another world to be the hero (and aid) to saving her world from the demon king. Unfortunately, the hero is bad at saving the world if seems.

The goddess returns to earth and begs Reynold to join her and help the hero - his beloved younger brother. So he agrees under the condition that “I would do literally anything to help him. I only ask when you send me to your world, I want to be a woman.” And the goddess is just like “odd flex but ok” and does so.

Rey (it’s so much cuter than Reynold and still works) then does an excellent job at protecting the hero and solving problems for townspeople … to the point that the demon lord’s army kidnaps her and takes her to their castle as leverage to lure out the hero. The demon lord looks at her and just gets really confused because “your soul doesn’t match your appearance. If you aren’t the hero, were you cursed?” And Rey is not willing to admit to the big bad demon lord ‘well my brother called me creepy since we’re both guys and he wished he had an older sister instead’ so he just looks away and says nothing. Over a week, Rey keeps waiting for torture of some sort (heck, she’d be willing to torture someone for the hero and besides /what/ is otherworldly torture like?) but the demon lord keeps trying to talk and ask questions. Finally, he asks “do you want me to return your form?” And Rey agrees. He kinda misses being a guy.

Finally the hero gets to the castle and is ready to fight the demon lord and … doesn’t understand why there’s an illusion of his brother in the castle since he should be a she last he was aware. Reynold tells him “oh hey! I solved the whole world being doomed problem. I’m engaged to the demon lord. Don’t worry, I arranged for you and your friend to return home! And! I’ve secured visitation rights!”

The hero tries to suggest they team up and take the demon lord out buuuut the demon lord isn’t thrilled by the idea so he transforms into a huge dragon and gets between the brothers. Unfortunately, Reynold thinks that’s kinda hot. Crap. Oh well. He’s gonna be married to him so it’s fine probably. And so that’s how Reynold saves another world and gains a seven foot tall husband.

Also noteworthy: he’s basically a cryptid in two worlds. On earth he’s constantly going radio silent and then popping up at his parents house and picks the lock and stays for ten minutes before leaving. In the other world, rumors of a woman in love with the hero who fought anyone who got too close still linger in multiple towns.

#guess I’ll marry the demon lord? #I love him so much you guys he’s a menace to society #also whenever he talks to the goddess he just pulls out sunglasses to wear #bc she is glowy and has a halo and he’s not going to go blind over this crap #and when he wants to introduce his husband to his parents #the demon lord is like surely this is a bad idea I mean look at me #and Reynold is just buddy you’re literally like the least weird thing I can show my parents in my life #which kinda concerns the demon lord but he agrees #so they go to earth and he watches Reynold about to pick the lock #and gets so confused because WHY ARENT YOU KNOCKING??? like a normal ? #and Reynold looks confused because I HAVE NEVER KNOCKED ON A DOOR MY ENTIRE LIFE #then he agrees to knock because good lord he married an upstanding citizen or something yikes fine #and the demon lord is now VERY concerned by his husband’s standards

[dwarvenchords]

you guys think it’ll work?

#college #i mean i didn’t really get why i would’ve had em so i was confused #like why does the concussed person get to go early no clue #but now you’re taking it away and i’m sad #:(

[francisforever2014]

breaking out for seemingly no reason so the only explanation is the stress that i felt from my trip. it was not stressful at all btw it was fun and wonderful and i got to see my gf and my best friend and hang out with them both individually and together and it was great and nothing went wrong but i’m crazy and the stress of trying to balance seeing TWO people on ONE trip drove me to near insanity sometimes so basically i need to be locked up in a monastery and never do anything ever

#and the guilt i felt from hanging out with one over the other even though no one cares but me . i need a lobotomy #even while i was going crazy i was like. this is literally fine and you’re going to look back on this and be so confused about why you were #upset bc it’s literally fine. and here we are. looking back #with a breakout! #i didn’t even get a stress breakout at all during school or finals or anything btw like that’s how much i don’t get stressed about anything #other than timing and guilt and such

[aroaessidhe]

2023 reads // twitter thread

Court of the Undying Seasons

NA high fantasy

demigirl volunteers to be taken by the vampires instead of her friend intending to kill them for revenge, but quickly learns that’ll be impossible unless she becomes one

she has to get through her training to become a vampire or live as a human thrall, and quickly gets swept up in their world - and discovers a string of murders that could have dire consequences for them all

#Court of the Undying Seasons #aroaessidhe 2023 reads #ok i was kinda hoping this would be more me than most things in its genre niche....but is just kinda is that #why is the main couple a thing? what is the attraction? i feel like I skipped half a book. you’re gonna kill him right #just really did not get that at all lmao. ur usual dark fantasy romance i gues #it’s kind of pitched as ‘she wants to kill vamps!!!’ but like. she immediately learns that’ll be too hard and basically forgets about it lo #i feel like the courts being named after colours reads. well you know it reads like the stereotype of YA with different factions to choose #but I guess I get that if they were called by their alt names it would have been a lot of confusing info to keep track of #the mc being a demigirl is pretty subtle #if you’re looking for it you can see the trans coding #but if you weren’t I feel like it might just read as girl who’s slightly uncomfortable with her appearance… #which is fine I guess. but just so you know if you're picking it up for that #also picked it up for ace side characters but like…. it’s not rly like the authors other books #there’s vague mentions but tbqh I’ve forgotten who is supposed to be ace #(probably because I read like 6 other books between starting and finishing this) #also genderfluid side character who is like. treated as two different people when they’re girl or boy version? #which is sort of treated as a vampire thing but i thought it felt odd #anyway all in all not entirely bad just not for me at all lol

[the-irrelevant-trumpeter]

y’all i thought the people complaining about the barbie movie supporting the “trans agenda” were just being silly and saying stuff 😭 was anyone gonna tell me that one of the barbie’s is trans

#i was so confused about why they were bringing up trans people in their criticisms #i was like ‘yeah you’re transphobic i get it. what does this have to do with the movie’ #full on just did not even know #anyway transphobes go die in a hole <3