#sorry i keep disappearing my loves

[goldenhypen]

⋆｡⠐ happy ✧｡♡

✴︎｡⠐ birthday ⠐⚬⋅｡

⋅｡⠐ to the kindest cutest most loving cheerful hard working greatest prettiest handsomest funniest hottest jakey sim 🦭 ⚬♡⋅｡

⎯ ⋅ ♡ ⋅ ⎯

jake, my love and admiration for you go beyond words. thank you for blessing me with so much joy and love in my life. you’re an inspiration to so many and i’m so grateful for you and incredibly proud of where you are and who you’ve become. and you deserve all the best things, or at least to have the best birthday of your life this year <3 eat well and celebrate lots my love <3 i love you and happy birthday <33

#THE FIRST PIC #has me on my knees 🥲🧎🏻‍♀️ #I CANT TELL YOU WHY I HAVE REAL TEARS IN MY EYES AS I PUT THIS POST TGT #i RLLY miss him :( #i love you jake with my whole entire heart #have the best day ever :’> <3 #sparing you all from the spam like last year djsnjd #life has gotten the best of me lately but i hope to be more active soon :’> #sorry i keep disappearing my loves #OH i also tried so very hard for the past idek how long.. MONTHS? to write smth for this special day but aha.. #it looks like your girls stuck in a bad case of writers block again :’> #anyway i’ll come back soon #i miss you guys :( #i hate that i’m using his bday post as an update post 😭 #happy jake day my loves 🥹🫶🏻 #em speaks #♡ #happy jakey day! <3

[storm-of-feathers]

I'm so close to breaking lol but we stay silly

#like im drowning and the light inside me is dying and im going to snap on people i love but weeeeeeeeee #we stay silly we stay silly we stay silly #its both everything in the world rn and personal stuff and just #what if i faked my death would anyone care beyond what i do for them if i stop being everyones rock #and i disappeared. #would they miss me. or would they miss what i do for them. #how can i keep pouring from an empty cup. how am i supposed to avoid a major breakdown. #when people need me still. #but do they need me or do they need what i do. what if someone else could fill that role. #would anyone even still #want me. #vent #and. im sorry.

[mukamibabe]

What do u think karlheinz 3 wives or just cordelia would react to karl falling inlove with a guy?

Srry fot another request, im just rlly down bad for him

uhhh . ok. am i officially back? not uhh,, not really but all i know is: i can answer this one. whether i answer more, i have no idea- my amount of free time has run thin but i do know that i could do this pretty quickly. therefore! here you go!

no warnings other than.. the diamoms are.. the diamoms. they're not angels,, and uh cordelia is especially awful. that being said, tread carefully? i still never know how to warn about any works regarding this series bc.. it’s dark?? lol dl is it’s own warning.

cordelia is in complete denial. i mean, she can hardly believe karl loves anyone but her, and i highly doubt she took the news lightly. i also imagine her having a slight suspicion, because lets just say karl isn't exactly shy when it comes to spending time with his newfound love. sure, it might not be like.. extreme pda, but .. cordelia knows. she claims she does, at least. she thinks she knows this man to his very core, as he knows her. also, there's just.. something about the look in karl's eyes that makes her feel a sort of betrayal.

she keeps this info to herself for a while, but if anyone were to look closely, it won't be hard to realize that cordelia's being especially clingy as of late. it already hurts her pride enough, knowing that karlheinz has two other wives. but, for her beloved karl to be interested in a guy?? it's not something she could have even imagined, and it irks her more than anything. especially if karl's interested in a very .. 'plain' looking person. which is kind of hard anyways because cordelia has ridiculously high standards. will that stop her from trying to seduce them, though? definitely not.

cordelia will .. 99% at least attempt to sway the heart of both karlheinz (as per usual) and karl's love interest. and, if the seduction thing doesn't work on him? she'll make sure everyone in this messy situation is miserable. if she can't be happy with karl, no one else can be.

beatrix is shocked, but you will hear and see none of it. stone faced as always, no matter how she finds out of the news, she won't respond in anyways. deep down, i genuinely think she would be unbothered. in fact, she almost admires both karlheinz and his lover- it's a bold move. especially when there's so much... baggage involved. and by that, i mean : cordelia, christa + karl's millions of kids.

she's not supportive, nor is she against it. beatrix has always been one to stick to herself, and i highly doubt her and karl's new love interest will interact often, or at all, period, but truthfully, she wishes his new lover luck. she won't get in their way, but she knows there are others who will.

also i still.. i still feel that energy from her. who's to say she doesn't have a secret lady lover??? hm??

christa's heartbroken, but she would be no matter who karlheinz got with. she's .. going through a lot. like, a ton. it was hard for her to accept the fact that he had previous wives, but, with karl’s reassurance that she’s his true love, everything is okay. christa trusts karlheinz, at least, on some days, so .. there’s no way he could love anyone but her. i imagine christa being the last to find out, for some reason. i mean, i guess it makes sense because she’s kind of isolated and like.. locked away most of the time but.. idk. there’s also a part of her that literally will not process it. ..it makes her mental state in an entirely worse state than it was already, for multiple reasons. first, karl lied to her. did he? she is the one he loves the most, so why..?? ?why is she hearing all this stuff about him having a new lover?? with a guy, at that, too.. she’s in denial for the longest time but it’s also because she genuinely doesn’t believe it. hell, she doesn’t even know if she’s just hearing lies or not- even if she saw physical proof, i feel like she’d think she was hallucinating or something. 

once she’s past all of that, she shuts herself off. she’s completely heartbroken. empty. there was a part of her deep down that felt like karl never truly loved her, but at least she knew she was the favorite wife - again, as per karl’s reassurance.

honestly, if she were in a better mental state, i can see her genuinely worried for this guy. she loves karl, or at least harbors some sort of true feeling towards him, and her pity for his new lover isn’t out of hatred, it’s an actual concern. as much as she loves her husband, christa is very well aware that he’s never up to any good, and there is a part of her, deep down, that would feel bad for his new partner.

#queued post #this is awkward ok . i know. i disappeared. again. #and: again. it's hard for me to .. keep everyone updated socially. i know;; im sorry #this . i guess was written purely on a whim? #idk. i just felt like it wasn't going to be too challenging and i could whip it up really fast lol #idk ok i wrote this impulsively ig #umm in the meantime: im not too into dl . does that surprise you? bc it shouldn #-'t my interests are always changing. give me a month and i'll find another interest too lmao #right now i guess it's obey me?? but i just found this dating sim game??? idk what it is exactly but it's called blooming panic #if you know about it.. HJhjdfhs is my response. im;; ;im love toaster;;; ; 😳 DJFKSJHHDSF #karlheinz sakamaki #karlheinz #cordelia sakamaki #christa sakamaki #beatrix sakamaki #god writing this.. and having the self control to not mention my oc?? how epic of me #i can't help it jdkhgf i hear diamoms and i send my girl out like a hound DKJSFKDH #skjdfjksdfh im sorry im done #idk when i'll be back but as always i appreciate your guys's patience. idk why *talking* has to be my biggest challenge but .. the world kne #w i'd be too powerful JFDHFJSDH im jk #Diabolik Lovers #diabolik lovers headcanons #male!reader

[laulo821]

funfact! klark is in fact a big boy, being 190cm tall (6'3). but due to his horrible posture he towers much lower as shown in this pretty accurate graph

but also. since he always stands like that. he also WALKS like that. so enjoy that little stance gif i made of him. look at him!! prancing!! where is he going...

honestly it kinda be scary to see him go about this way but hes just used to it. walking 24/7 on tiptoes. standing normally is too hurty to the backy

#art #lore #tenyoxin #klark barbel #i also have a graph containing (too much) details about his neck piercing too if anyone wants it!! #yes the pointy things on the sides of his neck is a piercing #am i so insane about him that i do graphs about him? yes. #hed be scared of my stalking. #also!! his tail is disappearing so you can see his back leg properly :] also it should move yknow according to his movement but honk mimimi #funfact he always keeps his tail hovering above the ground. hes just used to it #else he dont really use it voluntarily. but very useful for his balance (the reason he can so efficiently walk on tiptoes 24/7 actually) #ANYWAYS SORRY IM RAMBLING IN THE TAGS #I COULD GO ON FOR HOURS ABOUT HIM #THATS JUST WHAT LOVE DOES TO YOU BABY

[spinosworks]

dp x dc prompt

after the trio graduate high-school, they decide to have a ghost tour of the country in the summer before college

documenting everything on social media (where it reads as an arg of sorts with the amount of spooky things they manage to do), they have tons of fun debunking various haunted hot spots on sam's occult bucket list or recommended by their viewers

they make their way to gotham to investigate the sightings of jason todd's ghost

#dp x dc #im imagining tim or someone being super into their show and jokingly tell them that theyve seen jason todd wandering aroujd gotham (true) #what the bat fails to realize is that they are actual competent hunters and passively deal with any spirits they encounter off camera #keeping them safe from the giw or themselves #most places arent actually haunted so its really just a vacation disguised as a job (so danny takes a real break) #the mental image i had was just #jason grabbing a casual bite to eat at the hot dog stand he loves and notices a group of teens standing in the distance #jason: suspicious >:| *angry bite of hot dog* #*cue obligitory danny and jason scene where jason gets healed and is baffled when the teens just disappear into thin air* #ok so rambling done #also sorry if ur still waitinv on an update on my other posts or my dpxdc week submission that i promised 😔🖐 #irls been rough to say the least #just wanted to get something out there even if its just a silly little prompt #ALSO!! this was everlasting trio in my head #doesnt change anything and u can get rid of it #just wanted yall to know that extra bit from my brain

[kyouka-supremacy]

Btw today is a month since this blog was shadowbanned 🥳🥳

#Uhm. #I don't have words #Anyways I was suspending the queue thinking the shadowban would be temporary (and exams) #but given it clearly isn't. temporary. and I have stuff to post / reblog I will probably resume it with February #(Well. not tomorrow because of the episode or the second because of the chapter– #but unless sskk goes canon or something the third shall be it) #Also because like. I miss sskk and there's too many sskk posts going from June it'd be too bad not to post #I'm mostly sorry for the Akutagawa side blog tbh? Like with this blog I kinda came to terms with the accomodation of keeping it reblogs– #focused and the other original posts centered. #Despite the initial trauma it isn't even that bad because before my original posts kept getting lost in reblogs so it's a nice solution! #(Wow I just realized. After all the pain I went through when this blog was first blocked‚ the last stage of grief really IS acceptance) #But the Akutagawa blog got shadowbanned like one week after creation and although I love running it and looking for pics. #Idk I wish it got a little more traction before disappearing to the void #But there's little I can do I guess. Trust me when I tell you I tried anything I can do– well‚ besides messaging staff every day #But how could I ever do that 😞 #I feel my mental state deteriorating day after day and it's always harder to do things during the day #but it's okay tomorrow is Wungo Wednesday and that's sure to fix me <33 #random rambles

[arklay]

WIP DAY.

tagged by @girlbosselrond @morvaris @aartyom @risingsh0t @phillipsgraves @leviiackrman @indorilnerevarine & @denerims over the past month! sorry it's taken me so long to get to anything at all, i'm sure you guys have heard me address it enough, but thank you all so much for continuing to tag me in things while i've been inactive ♡

tagging @aelyosos @brujah @calenhads @florbelles @jendoe @lightwardens @liurnia @nokstella @nuclearstorms @shadowsofrose @shellibisshe @steelport @swordcoasts @wrymbloods @voerman & all of those who tagged me again cause i'm so behind + anyone else who'd like to share anything they're working on, not just writing! ♡

i haven't written anything since the last wip game i did, but i started trying to put diana's timeline together at the start of january, so i mean... i'll show that instead. as you can see, fatigue hasn't let me do much with it even though i've got all of her timeline already done and strewn about all over the place.

started with 1995 onwards cause it was originally going to be an ewskers timeline situation, but then wanted to include all of her backstory so i went back to the start and still have the late 80s and early 90s to get through before then, but yeah :]

it's going to include like all little moments i've thought of between the ewskers just for me and placing them on the timeline, so you can imagine how long this is going to get if i have to go to 2021 for village... like just 1996-1998 is going to be so much... she's very special to me if you couldn't tell already lmaoo

never sharing this though, it's just for me, and like will help for when i do her timeline page (more in-depth version of what's on her oc page) to just run through canon events and brief descriptions and whatnot. you understand.

everything is blurred out besides 1995 ewskers momence and the years, just cause like idk her i feel weird sharing her in-depth backstory unless it's in dms or something, just cause there's lots going on there and yeah. things. idk

i also made a carrd for twt if you wanna have a look at that :] there's some cheeky subtle things with the two resi items i used as pics hehe

actually, you know what, i'll give a lil bit from where i left of with that rewrite anyways, even though it's been months since i wrote it. but why not

Wesker left a fleeting kiss behind her ear then reached around her and hooked his fingers beneath her coat, prompting Diana to glance back at him. But all he did was gently pull it from her shoulders. She watched him from out of the corner of her eye as he hung it up on the rack by the door, his movements careful and almost calculated, until he turned back towards her, and the warmth of his body returned once more. He pressed up against her side this time, as opposed to her back, and one of his hands found a home on her waist. The way the arm it belonged to was resting firmly against her as he began leading her towards the kitchen was comforting, secure, yet unmistakably possessive. And she revelled in it. He had quite the knack for handling her just the way she wanted.

#tag games. #keep going to do picrews and just zoning out 😭 i'm so behind on literally everything but it's fine it's okay (lying) #i'm having a day and a half even though i woke up feeling okay but oh well. my last month has just been like watching videos during the day #or playing games when i have a bit more energy but like i can't do anything that requires me to actually read or write things like words #are just not computing in my brain at the moment but it's okay like i'm just exhausted and hoping soon i can get back to writing because i #still have over 30 wips going lmao but yeah it's been a time a half with lots of appointments and seeing specialists again and trying to #sort things out. i've been more active on twitter which i've mentioned before but it's just because like it's easier for me to sort of just #like and rt things and not having to do my organisation tags and things like i know that sounds so just small and simple but that's how #i've been lately like to my brain rn that seems like a really big task. so i just keep coming on here randomly for a few minutes then #disappearing so i'm sorry that i've definitely missed so much and i haven't been around to just show my appreciation and love to your #creations!! also just everything that happened in december and then a bit at the start of january too like i'm just a lil paranoid about #being on here honestly so i'm trying to get back to it and be okay with posting again and i'm going to make a promise to myself to actually #filter more tags i think? just to help me with like not exposing myself to things that do make me feel uncomfortable in any way!! i'm #rambling now but sorry sometimes i just need to lmaooo idk but yes so cute lil subtle things from my carrd i wanna talk about cause why not #i didn't have to change the blue herb from re0 besides making it brighter because it's already teal toned which is so sexy but i shifted #the hue on the spade key like SLIGHTLY like it was so little. but anyways. i use this emoji ✨ on my twitter name and yes cause sparkles but #also. three stars. the s.t.a.r.s. badge and logo :] then blue herb because i will have no poison in my safe space!!!! take a blue herb or #leave please!! only good vibes and safe space here!! spade key because i'm ace <3 i was going to include the diamond one in there as well #because am demiro and like those are the symbols in the community. ace of spades for ace. diamond for demis (both orientations) #but wasn't sure how to weave the pink through the rest of the carrd even though cyan and pink together is so pretty omg

[ryonello]

🧤

#DUNNO IF YALLRE INTERESTED IN VTUBERS SORRY IM VTUBERBRAINROT RN #magni dezmond #holotempus #i like him so much ............... #vtubers #my art #FINALLY GOT SOME TIME TO MYSELF i am burned out as all hell rn but i wanted to draw him so bad .... #not the biggest fan of his model art but his design conceptually is SO appealing to me so its growing on me HAHA #saw his design drop in the teasers n was like That One . i hope i like him bc hes my favorite #n then he huffed copium out of a bong in his debut stream and i was like ok i have feelings for u <3 #having lots of fun dragging my friends into vtuber hell so i have ppl to talk to about them its keeping me sane #ANYWAY packed a bunch of orders... realised i need to restock a bunch of things... am working on a restock rn <3 #gonna add the rest of the valo agents that im missing + newcastle n vantage hopefully #waiting until i have more vantage refs so delaying the new designs n taking the chance to try n recover from everything kjhfsdkjhf #LOVE YALL HOPE UR WELL THANK U EVERYONE WHO BOUGHT STUFF FROM MY STORE IT RLY MEANS A LOT 🥺🥺🥺 #sorry for writing an essay in the tags i disappear again now

[onlyhuis]

all my recent fics having well over 1k notes like wow.. maybe i'm actually not that bad ... either that or i've somehow learned how to appease The Algorithm

#[💒] — june.txt #i dont pay attention to the numbers but seeing all my fics getting so much love (even tho most are just likes) really means so much to me 😭 #also i know i keep disappearing im so sorry 😭 i keep saying i have things coming AND I DO ive just been busy and unmotivated tbvh #i'm not abandoning this blog i swear i do want to continue writing as long as i can #last year was just difficult but im hoping 2024 will bring me better luck #anyway just wanted to stop in and say hi i love u all so much and i hope the new year has been kind to u so far

[piningpebbles]

ive got a few posts queued for today but i just wanted to personally say merry christmas!! to all my mutuals out there let it be known i think you're all so cool and hope you're doing well through the holidays (even if you don't celebrate!!) and to my followers thank you for sticking with me through my various other fandoms you did Not come here for it Will Happen Again (and happy holidays too!!)

#rambling rocks #ive got some dsmp ideas in the works but for now the most i can do is this sorta update post while i get everything figured out #(animatics- fic i gotta finish- also thinking of charms/keychains maybe! would anyone be interested in that? ill do a proper poll eventual #also got into rottmnt recently. very good!!! can't draw turtles (yet) but just know i loved it #tapping on the glass sorry i disappeared i fell into the river (school) and had to swim through the rapids (finals) like a salmon (yeah) #oh all the beautiful tumblr posts in my drafts i will put you in my queue soon i promise. ill return #anyway yeah just little updates for those who read the notes cause i love writing in the notes #i love that they're called notes im gonna start keeping my grocery list in here #milk #eggs #laundry detergent #merry christmas!! #and happy happy holidays!! #pebble post

[felidaecaptain]

😺

#* ━━ out of character. #its me hi I’m the problem it’s me #hi everyone I’m so sorry I disappeared #life has been good and very busy #my attention has been demanded elsewhere as of late #but I am attempting to keep amelia and meg alive #so JUST KNOW #I am here and I am planning to bring back some threads and interactions #as soon as I can!!! #thank you for not forgetting about my space lesbian catgirl love you guys

[getoswhore]

#teamjacobforlifers

#ummmm #hi #THEHEHETHHT #first off #tw mental health #tw rant #? #sorry but not rlly? that i just keep disappearing #my mental health atm isnt the best at all and i just feel so sick and tired of the internet rn :((( #and life booo #but that doesnt mean i dont miss yall #cause i rlly #RLLY DO #and i actually miss writing and have so many ideas and the motivation to finally write like how i used to #rn this move has taken a HUGE toll on my #mentally and physically :( #but pls dont worry about me my loves #i see all of your sweet msgs :((( #ty #they make me happy and smile #i rlly was happy to see those and how much yall talk to me and say yall miss or lob me :((((( #but my sweets #i am fine sorta lkasjlkjsf #just questioning myself alot rn sob sob #anywhoreeeeee #teamjacob #cause PHEW THAAT MAN IS SO FOINE #my beastialllty is coming out for him grrr #anywhore ill be back like i always do! MWAH #also i impulsively deleted all my socials so if you wanna chat MSG ME!!! ILL LOVE TO BE FWIENDSSSS

[swordart0nline]

SWORD ART ONLINE SHRINES

#they’re gay #oh god they’re all gay god please help theyre gay #sword art online #sao #personal #sorry I keep disappearing for months on end. I’m love you all I am just …. so……… busy with life #I have my fingers in like 6 pies #personal projects / compsci major / literally everything else in my life #I have things to draw. so many swords to art. but I barely have/make time to sit down and do it #so I’d soooo love to do sao streams. pick up requests and just hang out #hopefully soon but idkkkk irl life keeps getting in the way #I barely draw period nowadays #it’s saaaad #the first pic is my shrine at school #second/third is my shrine at my parents house LMFAO #I have every sao figma except leafa #so sorry to disappoint she’s just not a fave of mine and these things are expensive. I’ve let down my followers

[yet-another-artblog]

What do you guys think Nandor's last 3 wishes will be i'm so scared

#like genuinely #i think he'll use on for Marwa to like. send her back home or give her a fresh start in the present after they break up #i don't want her to just disappear like the other wives but it's possible :( #idk what the next one will be used on but the last one. oohoo lemme tell you #Freddie and Guillermo have a fight or something #maybe Freddie thinks Guillermo's cheating with Nandor or smth #and Guillermo is devastated #so now Nandor gets to be the one to push down his feelings for Guillermo's sake #and he wishes for Freddie and Guillermo to get back together. or move to England. and accepts that he might never see Guillermo again #but he loves him too much to keep him to himself #credits roll. end of season. #this went off the rails sorry :)) #wwdits #wwdits spoilers #wwdits predictions #if anyone read my tags hello hi!