#sqy

[kvtoid]

do yoi see it. do you see the vision

#✦ { hsr } #✦ { genshin } #girls woth star motis >>>>> #15 tickets !! 35 pity guaranteed !! FOR HER !! #+ the free 20 we're getting ohhhhhhh we're so backkk #im not sqying im going to main her but i wilbuild her #with my kafka ☝️ ☝️ (please god let them work together so i can unbench her) #i dont have mats or books but i do have a million nihilty lcs i can take of welt pela sampo guinafen etc etc #making sure my wife is well fed !!!!

[callum-hunt-is-bisexual]

i miss callum hunt

#i sqy this in a i miss talking abt him way #while knowing i could finish my fic abt him #or draw him #or post abt him #or finish the calron hcs post an anon asked me for like two weeks ago #i wont be doing any of those things tho #i will be thinking abt how i wish i wanted to do those things #callum hunt #in my magisterium era #magisterium

[iraqueer]

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#really does so being fun to your brain to get affirmations and compliments from strangers or friends (ie people i see frequently) more than #the family i live with. like mixed with rsd wich makes evrey criticism hold ten times the weight of a compliment means when i do get i compl #compliment from the family i live with it sounds disingenuous #like i know ill get a lecture or a passive aggressive comment so that compliment doesnt count. or i had to fish for it so it doesnt count #it makes me feel like im barely tolerable to the people i live with who see me the most in my tuest self the only reason my friends or aqu #or acquaintances dont feel that way is cuz they havent been around me enogh and eventually ill exhaist all goodwill and love that people hav #have for me until they only associate with me because of obligation. it also makes me prone to cry when someone gives me a compliment and it #it makes me scared to share this with my family becasue i feel like theyll ruin it. i tell my husband that the pediatrician says the kids a #are growing qell amd hitting theyre milestones and he sqys that she always says that and to everyone and it cheapens the compliment #people who dont live with me think im intelligent amd competant and funny and a joy to know but i dont get that fweling from my family and i #i know part of it is because of my shit brain that weights criticisms so much more strongly but a part of it is the things they say amd more #more importantly the things they dont it feels so rar that i get a compliment of any kind and i dont know if its my stupid depressed brain #making me perceive this or if its true if its a mix or if i developed this thought process because i was taught this #worst part is i dont feel shit enough to cry and get that emotional release #tldr eventually evreyone hates me and one day my kids will too hahahahahaha i physically feel pain rn lol

[evilneo]

love when i collapse while doing something iwsaid to my mum i couldnt do and she made me do anyway. hurt my knees andarm. she barely cares. when a disabled person says that thwy cant do something because theyee too fatigued believe them

#neo.txt #also belive ppl when they sqy that theyre disabled

[robotpussy]

ACROSS THE SPIDERVERSE MOVIE OF THE YEAR!?

#WOAH all I can sqy is is BITCH!!!!!! WAHWHAJID!!!2)

[faeriebabee]

since the good, the bad, and the ugly is a prequel i'm thinking about the implications of the man with no name having his catty little dynamic with angel eyes, killing angel eyes, then turning around and basically ending up situationship with colonel mortimer who is identical to angel eyes because, you know, they're both played by lee van cleef

#im not sqying blondie wanted to fuck angel eyes... i think he very much did NOT want to fuck angel eyes #at least not after he tortured tuco and started dragging blondie around like a dog on a leash #but hes definitely not beating the allegations any time soon #ignore me im insane

[transgods]

posting some of my poetry ? thoughts

#seph.txt #and prayers girl. someone sqy yes and ill go boom

[continuallycowardlycod]

Do nott take my wilk no it's gonna separate outside of the wave.

Uhh just opened Tumblr for the first (?) Time today to this uhh

#help what #im tontieed to figure out what i was trying to sqy earlier

[thegoldenavenger]

Finally made an acceptable onigiri and by [made] I mean my mom cooked rice last night and I used that instead of trying to make it myself haha

#misc #had some dollar store tuna for filling and krlp flakes #put em in a pan to crisp em up sonnot traditional i guess #but finally good #i may also be sqying that bc all ive eaten recently #is rice rice rice and more rice #it's all my stomach can do rn i guess sigh

[bromantically]

there are better places to vent and share trauma than a strangers post just so u know

#kitty purrs #ok to rb #people will sqy anything on a strangers post

[codes-and-stuffs]

observing dash.. touches the cold hard ground.. dear god .................

#i have much to sqy on all of this #i still have dsmp mutuals hermit mutuals empires mutuals rats mutuals lifesteal mutuals i see .. so much going on #but good god ! its turned a bit into an smp on smp bloodlust #why are the dsmp fans being mean about hermits. why are the never-been-in-dsmp people being mean about dsmpers #i only trust the rats mutuals now squeak squeak motherfucker #i have more to say but i will keep it Inside.. #for Now. until someone Asks i guess

[fangsforfags]

🐮 mooooo :)

:)

#idk what this sqys but. enjoy ig #anon #ask

[cupcraft]

It's weird it happened twice (had two fics in which a tommyinnit rp character owns a diner/cafe)

#my musings #the god au is slowly coming along is all ill sqy

[goji-pilled]

Imagine being room mates with Charlotte, and every time it is time to clean up the apartment, she just lazes about in doll form while you do all the work.

This post brought to you by Yuma and Charlotte’s collage adventures, which is still definitely a story that is happening, even if its slow.

Yeah, not suprised about that one.

#felix answers #she sqys its called being efficent

[goodguydotmp3]

Had a weird dream

#i think i was in gaza trging to celebrate eid with the people #and just when i went to take a bite #the scene shifted and thwre was an older woman narrating #and i was watching people take out supplies #the woman narrating was sqying that they tricked the isrealis by leaving out expired food for them to destroy #and then after they did and left for the night #they took oht secret supplies to feed everyone [in the neighborhood] #but they forgot to put the last bits back before the isrealis came the next day #qnd they set her and her husbands house in fire #i woke up in a panic before the isrealis arived #that was so vivid too 👁👁 #ugh #hopefully getting up with shake it off

[ink-flavored]

Poetry Collection Plans

been meaning to do something like this for a while!! i feel like i can more easily publish a poetry collection before i finish any of my prose WIPs so i want to think a little bit more about how i'd actually organize a manuscript. here is me attempting to do that.

SIN QUEERLY YOURS

Planned themes: my personal queer experiences and feelings, celebrating queerness, embracing sex and sexuality, polyamory, gender stuff, breaking down the arbitrary binaries in society, etc. Length: I’d like it to be 50-100 poems, maybe around 70? Structure: Separated by theme or one huge book of poems? I feel like separating them into strict categories (like… gender/sexuality or pre-out/after out or something) kinda goes against the whole point of the book being about living outside of society’s rigid binaries. Separating my queer poems into categories that aim to define their entire meaning is… a little on-the-nose lmao I think that it would be thematically better served as a huge book of poems that aren’t separated by sections. However, that might make it harder to organize from a “which poems go where” perspective. What do I even start with? What order should the rest of them go in? Does it matter? Can I craft a coherent narrative here, even if they aren’t separated by sections?

Fear, Me

Planned themes: my struggles with anxiety/other mental health things, and my journey through recovery Length: Will probably be the longest of my collections, since I have so many poems about this shit. 70-120? Structure: Separated by themes or narrative 1) In school when it was really bad -> recognizing it and getting help -> recovery 2) Anxiety -> recovery 3) Fear -> Me - demonstrates that my anxiety is not who I am as a person, and in fact moving past it and recovering is how I discovered my true self - also like… I am still recovering and managing my anxiety and constantly discovering myself so jot that down 4) A narrative of the poems starting really heavy/dark, and gradually becoming more hopeful, without being separated by chapter/section blocks

The Theory of Love

Planned themes: this is the Life Is Wonderful collection; there is love everywhere in the world, inside and all around us, and it’s up to us to put that energy back into the world by loving ourselves and each other Length: Depending on how many poems I can make fit this theme, 40-70? 100 at the most Structure: Not sure if this can be made to fit a narrative or be broken into sections. Might be better served as a giant poem pile. I guess I can separate it into romantic love/love of the world/loving yourself? 1) In Love -> To Love -> Self-Love 2) To Be Loved -> To Give Love -> To Hold Love 3) There really isn’t a coherent narrative I can follow here tho

Life, Death, and Other Mild Topics

Planned themes: the catch-all collection; I think I want this one to be more about like… my observations of the world and the thoughts I’ve had in my life. How much I love living in the city, my reactions to things I see in the world, grief, heartbreak, loneliness… idk. This one is vague rn Length: I can probably make this one 70-100 poems easy Structure: Separated by sections for SURE since this one will have so much going on in it 1) Life -> Death -> Everything Else 2) Everything -> Nothing -> In-between 3) Big Things -> Little Things (or vice versa) 4) Me -> You -> All of Us

#annika talks #long post #feel free to vote on which options you like the best #also if you have ANY ideas for SQY help. i need help. sdfghjgh