Alright, let's talk Rewind (or my MCYT fics)
i think it's time to finally talk about rewind/remix.
or generally, just my mcyt fics in general.
it's been a while since i updated any of them and trust me, i am very much FILLED WITH GUILT over not updating or continuing them- problem is; i just don't have any motivation in them at the moment. my interest and motivation for them have waned, wilted and withered. the three unfortunate ws that arent wins.
i dont want to say i abandoned them, i hate the thought of abandoning ANY STORY and i like the thought of getting back to them at some point. maybe my motivation will come back, it has in the past and that's a great hope to have.
however i am aware that these stories have been gathering dust and it's possible that motivation will never come back and i hate that.
i know partially why i'm no longer interested? partially- it mainly started with techno's death. it just didn't feel the same anymore now that cc!techno was gone, but if things went differently then maybe i could've continued just as normal. but i'm pretty sure my motivation took a great hit when techno died.
another great hit to my motivation is the whole... thing with cc!dream??? WHICH I WILL NEVER EVEN POKE ABOUT, YOU CANNOT MAKE ME, I WILL IGNORE EVERY ATTEMPT. it felt weird writing about c!dream even though i should REALLY be able to separate the two, cc!s are different from fictional c!s and all that but for some reason i just don't feel too comfy writing him right now.
and since my main series of rewind and remix is MAINLY RELATED TO DREAM- you can see my problem here.
the dream smp is done, over, there is no season 2 and my interest in this fandom is only tethered by the occasional fanfic that i stumble upon and the numerous fanarts that come and go. that interest isn't enough to motivate my writing.
a funny thought though, is that i think i spent a LOT of motivation and kind of burnt myself out in the future back when i was DAILY UPDATING REWIND- like i don't know if you readers remember but i was updating DAILY on rewind. every day, FOR ALMOST A MONTH- something that might never happen again really and i'm still kind of proud of that.
but i'm pretty sure it was very unhealthy of me to do daily updates the way i did- it took A POWER OUTAGE to make me stop doing daily updates and i remember STRESSING OVER NOT UPDATING while the power was out. so yeah, i'm pretty sure i set myself up for failure there XD
but i'm so glad that i was able to at least finish rewind. my very first story that i completed. unfortunately i'm not too confident about finishing the rest of the series (and some other fics).
a friend of mine actually suggested something that i've been thinking about from time to time; i give you guys the outline of what COULD have happened. what i was planning on writing and then completing my works.
it sounds like a good idea but i didn't want to let you guys down in just, giving up like that. but nowadays, it sounds like a better and better alternative than to just wait for my motivation and interest to come back. it's almost been a year already for wishes and family, and remix, i managed to update stream labs a few months ago so that's hopeful but the others...
okay, i'm going to give YOU GUYS the choice here. i'll tell the ao3 readers about it as an important update author's note, but im going to make a poll about this choice soon and i'll even pin it on my tumblr.
it'll last- maybe two weeks? but yeah, it's the least i can do to see what you guys want.
EDIT: polls apparently only last a week, so it'll be up a week.
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The connection has been established!
You can now interact with Tommy or Tubbo :)
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Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Portal (Video Game)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Additional Tags: POV Second Person, Happy Holidays from Aperture Labs, nothing says christmas like creeping existential dread
Summary:
When did you last go home for Christmas?
When did you last go home at all?
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Surprise SLL!Ranboo redraw guys, loved how this turned out, ill do the rest of the bench trio later
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Hi! I was reading your outline for Remix and was wondering if you are also doing one for Stream Labs Live? I know that you planned to post an outline for Wishes and Theseus fics.
I really enjoy reading Stream Labs and I think your writing is wonderful. You build such a great story and world. 🥰🥰😎😎
quite honestly i might at this point, i was holding out hope for stream labs live but after finding out about wilbur im pretty sure the motivation has died out completely. it might be revived at some point, i do love stream labs live and yeah the world building was great to do but...
i might just add it to my list of outlines that ill do eventually. sorry guys! but yeah.
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TOMMY! Get your face and comm outta my face!
Fiiine! I got the perfect picture anyway, here you go Tumblr!
Should I be in this picture?
Too late! Sides it’s not like they know who you are boob boy.
Please do not call me that.
BOOB BOY!
BOOB BOY!
By the void, save me please...
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