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superanimepirate · 3 months

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PJO tv series episode 7

Minor spoilers

Gods im tired

Excited to see how things play out

Starting if with Procrustes? Honestly i thought that'd be cut

Where's Annabeth and Grover?

Not how I pictured crusty...

That suit is horrendous

Why is Percy here? Oh ok secret passage? That's new?

Creepy crusty is creepy

Oh ok invisibility hat right

Why does crusty have a secret entrance?

Aw stress ball that will come in handy

Baby Percy is cute and sad

Poor Sally. She's trying

Ooh Erebos looks cool

And hello Charon . Get the bribes ready

Oh no

That's a dog whistle Percy

Yay! Rottweiler Cerebrus!

Percy. You can't fight him. He's a good boi

Scritches !

Annabeth is MPV. Her ego can only get worse.

Poor Grover...

Oh no

Not the shoes

Oh no

Ooh good reflexes Percy

Cerebrus needs a play date with Mrs. O'Leary

The palace looks so cool!

Oh. Oh no. Grover lost the pearl!

Welp that's how we leave Sally

Percy didn't get in because of a drawing?

Oh. They think he's insane

Rude school

Poor Percy and Sally

Being told schools don't want to deal with him

Burn the American education system

Oh hello creepy ghost

Why are they all bald?

*gasp* is Hazel bald???? Does she look like the others ?

Oh wait, is this not quite the fields if Asphodel?

Spelling while sleep deprived. Not fun

Annsbeth is getting snared?

I'm sure Annabeth has a few regrets, but I'm still confused

Oh! Leaving her behind!

She's gonna be so mad when she realizes how much lore she'll miss

I don't understand the point of getting rid of her tho

And what about the shoes ...?

Ah. There it is

Tartarus!

Oh that's terrifieying

Is he gonna use the pearl?

Oh no. We good. They're good. Whew

Oh shit

They opened the bag from Ares early

Aw. No slit pupil goat eyes either?

Well they're starting to figure it out

More baby Percy!

Baby Percy doesn't understand

Poor Sally

Hades palace time!

...not how I pictured Hades. Was the supposed to be the most godly ? Or like imposing?

I mean...I like him. Not very god like tho. Creepy vibes

THANK YOU. Finally we acknowledge Hades saved Sally's life. Gods it's annoying when ppl act like that was a bad thing....

Hades is so confused

Everyone's confused

Family drama is an understatement tbh

Oh Percy got that fast

Good for him good for him

Sanctuary?

I'm liking this Hades

He's....not that wrong tho ngl. I don't think he can back that sanctuary thing up tho

Over all it was ok. Not as good as the others. I don't understand some of the changes this time, and I'm not sure if I liked it. It does seem we are getting some Annabeth stuff between this episode and last. But still no deep emotional talks with Percy about her dad. Oh and where's Persephone's garden? I really liked Hades tho. Can't wait for Nico to talk his ear off about Percy

Sally? Watcha doin? Offering to the gods?

Poseidon? I like his accent . Didn't think he'd show up tho

So. Sally can just. Summon a god. Ok.

Oh she was considering camp this early?

Poor Sally just wants Percy near her

Oh no

Hello Ares

Are you ready to get your ass kicked by a 12 year old?

#percy jackson spoilers #percy jackson live action #percy jackson and the olympians #percy jackson tv series #pjo tv series spoilers #pjo spoilers #percy Jackson

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questioningespecialy · 8 months

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hope someone stabs you on your way home you fucking pedophile

Let's start from the beginning. (do not harass)

edit: Jesus fuck, I've gotta fix these screenshots. For now, they've all got image descriptions and look fine when you click 'em. Done

This is a redacted copy-paste of my reblog at 2:26pm.

This is their response to my reblog, 18 minutes later.

This is their followup response to my reblog 20 minutes later.

A minute later, they (because of course it's them) sent me the Ask.

And finally, this is their follow-followup response 23 minutes later.

...So~ wth?

I think I should, like, say~ something~? Like, appropriate~? And not immature~?

This is gonna be more of a general post to people who think it's okay to tell someone to kill themself (holy hell) and, I guess, keep things from getting misunderstood.

First of all,

it's pretty frickin' irresponsibly childish to tell another person to commit suicide. Like, there's no telling how bad their day was, how much that could ruin their mood (and ability to function), or how close they are to that point. Fuck "jokes". That's childish at best.

But here's the thing,

I assumed a person who'd say something like "hang/kill yourself" is just a (childish-ass) kid who doesn't understand wtf they're saying or the affect it can have. Nevermind consequences. That's benefit of the doubt talking (for the most part), and I could be wrong. But let's assume I'm not. Let's assume this is just a (pre-)teen-ass person tellin' a "funny", though. Why? 'Cuase that's what I do when I see mofos talkin' waifus online. "Must be a kid." 'Cause, let's face it, the alternative's not great. At all. Am I correct in that assumption, though? Like, most of the time? ...possibly 😐

Remember that Reddit post

about how a buncha people who got auto-banned from a sub for participating in a teenage sub turned out to be in their 30's+? o_o And they even provided proof. 😑 Yeah, I'm sure that happens. But just like certain arguments online, I tend to lean towards the "they're 14" assumption. Nothin' against 14 year-olds as a demographic in this regard ('cause i know y'all here). There's just... a mentality and understanding that develops as your brain develops and you find yourself in certain shoes. iow: y'all immature 🤷🏿‍♂️

And that brings me to the other matter:

pedophiles. "Some" of these mofos are 20+ year-olds fantasizin' and lustin' over underaged characters. And that's its own issue that I'm not even tryin'a get into beyond what I already said.

But wait,

why did I censor this rude-ass harasser out in every image? Well, I was curious to get some kinda confirmation on their age (and mentality)... so I kept scrollin'. All I'mma say is 1) they claim to be in their late teens and 2) they clearly aren't doin' well mentally. Like, they ~just might be the kinda person who's too close to that edge to endure online harassment. Ya feel? And I don't need that shit. Fuck y'all. And fuck them especially. Movin' on.

Ah, and I should clarify something.

Whether we like it or not pre-teens are gonna engage sexually with eachother. Hopefully, it's consentual (and enjoyable for all parties involved). Whether or not they're doing it as a byproduct of trauma is honestly between them, their therapist(s), and whoever they're close to. All that is to say that kids, like adults, can be into some wild/weird shit. It's called sexuality. Whether or not they should act on it, especially at that age, is different conversation.

But wait, you still haven't explained yourself.

Well, I feel like I already did as much explainin' as I need to tbh. Just in case y'all didn't catch it, though... my original reblog was directed at underaged people who were into Asuka. fuckin' duh

. . . But why'd you reblog in the first place

considering their addendum? 'Eh, that don't even matter at this point.

#Ask #regarding a Reblog #long post #tumblr unhinged #tumblr shit #people of tumblr #suicide insults #this mofo #these kids #evangelion #rebuild of evangelion #thrice upon a time #asuka langley soryu #evangelion asuka #waifus #this or that #kids dating #a festering problem in anime communities

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yeoldotcom · 2 years

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✋🏼😔 apologies for disappearing the first month of the year. also happy black history month ‼️

#i had a lot to think about. i was trying to do a 'new year new me' except instead of trying to change myself for dumb reasons #i wanted to change for the better and stop feeling so horrible about myself and my life. i worked really hard too #i'm actually still working on it. i'm understanding myself a lot more but it just keep presenting questions instead of answers #anyways lemme explain why i wasn't Here bc i can explain somewhat 😭#so i was on my period the beginning of january. stopped by to say hey n i love y'all but damn those cramps #then i just started feeling bad about myself n such bc i wasn't feeling well (bc pms) and also i was supposed to visit my aunt #but i thought the trip was canceled (long story) so i was basically a bag of depression. then i told myself to stop being a little shit #n try to make myself happier (this is when the new year new me thing happened (why am i explaining actually no one gives a shit 😭))#n e ways i started working on bettering my emotions n found out a few days later that the trip Wasn't canceled so i went to visit my aunt #came back in the middle of the month and was really trying to work on being happier but when i got back it just was really hard #i know now that something is fr wrong w my brain like damn my friends make me sad n they don't even be doin shit #but anyways i was Workin on Me (and also tryna actually work. NO ONE HIRED ME BRO CAN U BELIEVE—) but i hadn't wrote all month #and quite honestly felt like my 'kpop phase' was over... it wasn't. i had a dream about johnny 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 ffs i don't even wanna unpack that #he's so — 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 clown antics my bad #anyways that brings us to now. i came on this app today n just got sad. idk same thing about how my irl friends make me sad #this blog just makes me sad. reminds me of all the people i used to talk to and be friends with #all the relationships i made with people and how i literally ruined them all because of my nature (i swear to god i don't know how to talk)#it all just makes me sad. so anyways i spent today knitting and photoshopping a profile pic for my side blog (I MADE A SIDE BLOG !!!!!!!!)#i'm gonna write over there. do whatever i feel honestly ! or that's what i'm telling myself since idk what im gonna post over there #i haven't forgotten about nonstop (i totally forgot y'all my bad) it's probably going on hiatus tbh im never gonna finish that fuckin smau #it haunts me. i never want to have something unfinished but jaemin ... im sorry i wrote your character in a way i usually don't ..#and i've stumped myself. i'm sorry sir i'll avenge ur name ‼️#anyways just wanted to stop by !!! i'm not leaving this blog but y'all i leave too goddamn often 😭😭 maybe a new blog is what i need rn #so i'll spend lots of time over there .. maybe . lemme not jinx it.#yeol.com/zee #i do like the tag system i made on this blog tho... gotta figure out one for that one too

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queer-full-of-fear-18 · 2 years

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Ep5 is here y'all know the drill... this was like a lot tbh - loved every second of it

So Yidiao nation how we doin cuz I'm in fucking pieces. First off Yi doing the fucking moves looks so dorky it was so cute and funny...but like the conversation was so...idk weird? Legit I flinched with Diao the first time and did not appreciate the other ones..but I suppose their done for effect. I'm glad they were able to sorta figure it out through communication and I think great steps in the right direction for their relationship - that preview seems were gonna get sulky sad Yi talking about the past , we love ✨angst✨ can't wait to see how Lian support his friend.

Speaking of Lian...lots of mixed feelings for this episode from a persona standpoint. The secret room is the music room as may guessed and as Kuea sees more of the house I feel like he's just lying to myself about it all like - MY GUY this is clearly all FOR U its not a "coincidence" ffs😫😩...but I understand in Kuea's mind this all some anterior motive plan from Lian's part. I don't agree with his approach of seemingly trying to force Kuea into this whole situation but I understand the intentions at least.

The. Bed. Scene -😫 not for any sensual or sexual reasons had me screaming bc I was hoping it was gonna be like the car scene were like they have a heart felt epiphany moment...but alas

I did like Lian's sorta rebbutles as if challenging Kuea in a "I can handle anything if its you" kinda sense not sure if it translates well-

Him getting flustered over shirtless Kuea was cute and funny but it is a bit creepy he was looking at the camera in the first place - but I get thats not the intended purpose

OBLIGATORY JAY SIMPING - this man is so fine fucking dammit like I'm so close to being straight wenever this man is on screen and his portrayal of confident cocky Jay just *punches a wall* 😫😫😫

Aside from his getting a whole as scene and more english lines (hell yeah why is he so attractive) I'm still a bit of a lost with what his relationship with Lian is ? To be specific I understand it seems Lian wants to buy/own/sponsor every bar with a radius of Pentagon to like be top of the market or Smth? And Jay is like yeah man let's be partners but I run this place ? I wonder how long they've sorta had this buissness relationship🤨

Also the part where they both call Kuea was so funny, king thinks he's slick (he ain't) and I really liked what Jay told Kuea and Lian in those scenes - a bit of cliche "just be your self" and "its his passion" speech but something these chapters definitely needed to hear - in king Jay we trust😤

(Side note - Kuea bbf award bc he literally ran out of the house and non stop calked him when he texted him SOS, get u a friend like Kuea y'all)

Moving on, Lian cooking for him tho 😭but I'm kinda betting on him having bought it lmao neither of them being able to cooks sounds funny to me...I'm still a bit confused why, out of allt things, he lies about his university major?? Idk I get computer engineering may be seen as more prestigious or what ever but there's like 6 people in his entire major (including Kura l himself) which usually means its hard? Is that not something to be proud of like??🤨🧐

Speaking of his major, we end the episode with a cute moment in the car, second cheek kiss of the episode and a flustered Kuea getting prayers and blessed water from your local monk boy Syn which turns into his friends joining in - very funny very cute his squad is goals

And then FOR SOME RESON This Bitch™ (Nuea) steps in and scolds them??? Like my dude??? Their not like assaulting or anything? What are u playing hero at? (He is so fine tho its so frustrating cuz its like your so sexy but I hate everything your doing) idk that whole bit was JUST WEIRD 💀and I'm still sus of whatever his intentions are with Kuea (idk they don't seem all that innocent imo) - it seems the squad will get involved as he continues to flirt with Kuea

And while I love the main paring it would be funny as fuck if Nuea and Lian met ansvsjabs chaos 😬

Another side note: I fuckiNG LOST MY MIND when Vampire Lian appeared I swear that was so stupidly funny the stupid red lips and stupid ass cloak THEY EVEN GAVE HIM FANGS im-😭😂😂😂 (Kuea was kinda into it tho👀👀👀)

Side note n364: kuea doesnt know how instant coffee machines work? I was about to piss myself cmon y'all I'm out here defending the "he's not spoiled" agenda and I keep taking Ls 😭😂 - maybe he isn't spoiled it's just when it comes to stuff concerning food 😂

So yeah exited for Yi's dramatic drunk monologe, the squad shenanigans regarding Nuea's advances on Kuea and more Perth :))))

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mizus-blade · 3 years

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I just listened to doin' well by roland faunte (it's last track of needle and thread, his new album) and here's my thoughts (cause I have no other place to scream about things apparently)

tbh until half of it I couldn't get what it was about and was a bit thrown off by all that talk of divine power and so and then in the second half when I understood what it was about I was a sobbing mess.

From the verse where it says:

" 'cause the experts I speak to tell stories quite clear

Though you're safe for a while you'll never quite heal"

and then he builds up to how they told him to just stay alive and it'll be worth it, but how he's not convinced and decides to do it but finds hope somehow and goes on to say how gratitude he feels towards his past self. It really strikes me how this song is not about saying that you should hang on and it'll be worth it as it says:

"I think if I somehow could send him a message I’d say not a word cause I think it'd be selfish

...

But I couldn’t bring me to make that suggestion To ask someone else to exist in that place is a crazy thing

...

Thought if others could feel what you felt they would tell you it's fine to leave It's only because they don't know what it's like When they ask you to stay they can say it so lightly"

and it's so precious for me, 'cause most songs or even other medias I've seen about thinking about ending your life (which are really rare too) are focused on saying that you should hang on and it'll get better and no matter how hopeless you feel it's gonna get better blah blah blah, but what we don't see much and I found it quite often in roland faunte's lyrics is focusing on the pain and acknowledging it. and it means so much to me when specially coming from someone who has experienced it that when you're in that situation you have no way of being sure that things are going to take a turn for better that telling someone to stay isn't that simple and you couldn't possibly know what they're going through and even in this song which is hopeful, when he is thanking his past self for sparing their lives, he is understanding and even respects his past if he had chosen differently, (and I think it's in an earlier song in the same album there's a similar line directed to other people who have chosen the other option). when he explains that because his past self had no guarantee that he'd ever stop hurting, and he did actually suffer after that for some time, it makes what he did even more precious to him now, this makes the whole song more real and moving where as if went on and on about that staying was the right call just because it got better.

to make it make more sense what I'm trying to say is this kind of songs (like my favorite from him 'levers') which acknowledge the pain and describe the hurt without shoving some artificial light/hope in your face really speak to me and they even make me feel not better but at least understood, and really mean a lot to me.

I really really recommend you to go and listen to his songs, his first album sewing kit it absolutely stunning, (you can read the story of writing it and how he struggled with his bipolar disorder here), my favorites are: levers (which is kinda describing how thinking about ending your life feels and some parts of the lyrics really hit hard, and maybe I'll post about it someday too), lake and end on hai. his second album which has just dropped is needle and thread, doin' well is it's last track. most of his songs are somehow related to mental illness, but some of it is in a metaphorical way like in levers it never directly mentions that it's about how it feels to have suicidal thoughts but you can understand what he's talking about.

#roland faunte #doin' well #needle and thread #tw suicide #(idk why tumblr is suggesting misspelled tags for that last one #i've never tagged a tw before should i tag it misspelled?)

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