#that is Sunday my time I am ok with that

[thatgirlissopeculiar]

GOAL IS SATURDAY AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#LESS THAN A WEEK #I AM NOT OK #Dream Twitter Space 25/9/22 #that is Sunday my time I am ok with that

[roselise]

ʚ 🎀 ɞ ⊹ . ˚ * . Hello, sweet friends ! ♡

It has been a while since I shared an outfit so I thought I might as well put this one up here ♡

(Some might have seen this on my other blog? Well I will put this up here anyway for those who did not! It is still a very nice outfit after all)

I know it is a bit simple, but the ribbon and tights make it special ! This was an outfit for going to the bookstore, but it is nice for school and lots of other places, too c:

What about everyone else? Was sort of places have you been going ??

I am sorry I have been so quiet and have not replied to things yet! I will do so when I feel better, and truly I hope no one feels ignored ♡

Seeing everyone’s kindness during this time has really warmed my heart though — so thank you *so* much!

It means much to me, and I am giving all that love back times a *billion* in return ♡

Sending soft hugs & sweet thoughts to all my friends! I pray that everyone has a blessed day, and takes care ~ !

⊹ 🤍 ˚ . 🎀 ⊹ ˚ ♡

♡ ⊹ . ˚ 🧁 XOXO ⊹

⊹ 🧸 ˚ . 🤍 ⊹ ˚ ♡

#♡ #me #selfie #i have a pretty dress i will wear for easter c: #it is my fairy dress ! #so i plan to put up new stuff soon when i have more energy no worry ♡ #no matter what is happening in my life — easter is a time of hope and great joy for me ♡ #i am looking forward to sunday and the sermon and worship and just having a good day celebrating Christ ! ♡ #thank you again for thinking of me and my dad during this time ♡ #my last visit was a bit difficult and i confess i am not sure i am processing all this well #but i am doing my best #giving a big hug and much gratitude to all the kind souls here ♡ #you are loved and i am praying blessings over you and the happiest day ok ? ♡ #xo ! ♡ #🤍 ˚ . 🎀 ⊹ ˚ ♡

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

PLEASE MORE BUTTERFLY HOWDY CONTENT HES SO FUCKING SILLY

OKAY HERE'S A COMIC SHENANIGANS THING

#this looks best if you click through instead of scrolling #which is kind of stupid to say After The Post. but yk. #spent way too long on this. worth it tho #its always worth it For The Bit #and this was good practice! ty for the opportunity! #the version of butterfly!howdy i have in my head is. hes a lot. i love him <3 #scribble salad #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #howdy pillar #yassified howdy <3 #i am so so so soooo tempted to make a butterfly howdy tag just to compile it all #i love compiling things. i like having specific collections In One Uninterrupted Place #alright well my hand hurts and its 5 am so im gonna queue this and go sleepies #wait fuck whats in the queue for tomorrow. today. #hm... ok this is a sunday post then. tomorrow is Booked #yall get a brief break from the butterfly howdy shenanigans #*got. im speaking to future people from the past rn. wild. ty tumblr for allowing time travel #its a tangled mess of yarn anyways #i am once again So Tempted To Write For This #perhaps one day i will fulfill my dream of writing a fic about howdy chrysalizing. metamorphosizing. whatever #id make it slowburn laughingstock perhaps... Probably.... i care them too much not too.... #something for future me to enjoy! as a treat <3

[aprilblossomgirl]

-- Winny Thanawin at My School President 1st Fan Meeting in Singapore

photos credit: yellomood/twitter

#ok i lied again #one last time #my school president #MSP1stFMinSG #winny thanawin #imagine sleeping the bluebirdapp restriction away only to wake up later to these #yeah am just gonna have my sunday peacefully after this

[ff2-soda-pop]

I'm starting to question if I should even bother with the stupid paper.... I'm probably just gonna fail anyways lmao

#ive been running around stuck on Babysitter Duty for the past three days and the teacher only gave us any instructions on thursday yet #somehow expected a full paper done and edited by sunday. even if i wasnt stuck on babysitter duty she'd get a shitty paper just due to how #little TIME that is to get things done. but because i am on babysitter duty uhhh..... well so far there's no paper #ive been spending practically full days having to take care of my sister and i cant just Ignore Her so i havent done my paper while watchin #her because again: my focus needs to be on Her. and shes incredibly loud which makes it super hard to focus. fun combo /s #so i was like 'i'll just stay up Really Late and do it then' but that hasn't worked because my sister WONT GO TO BED if im awake. i was up #until 4am last night hoping she'd fall asleep and shut up and i could work but Nope! #and then i got too tired to even care anymore #i've tried explaining this to others and they're just like 'ok well you just need to find a way to make it work :/' which is very much #easier said than done! and im scared about this paper because this teacher doesnt accept late work at all for pretty much any reason #and im sure she wont understand my situation. because shes also the teacher that didnt understand that i didnt have the textbook on time #because it was still being shipped and i dont control the rate at which book ships and she was like #'..........okay well you still need to have the book by tomorrow at least <3' when i told her the book had Just shipped and idk when i'd ge #the dumb thing. so yknow i dont have high hopes about this #also just as extra 'make stuff more difficult' i have zero accommodations because my mom cant keep track of my fucking IEPs and they wont #let me have accommodations unless i have that and idk how to get a copy anymore. so i've also been running around with no help in that area #and it's not great </3 #idk im just stressed out and frustrated and i Want To Cry :) #vent

[confetti-critter]

The night is young and I am free to do whatever my heart desires but unfortunately I have once again found myself trapped in the Time Prison and so I

#the good old 'I don't feel like doing anything including doing nothing and I want to go to bed but I know I'm not tired' #WEH. #I'm enjoying typing but I don't want to commit to practicing typing for real so I'm just making excuses to type more #I was looking at custom ESC keycaps because I was thinking about that whole community of ppl obsessed with keyboards and like I get it I #like the clicky clacking and keyboards can look so pretty but some of those key caps man wtf. #why would you want 3D transparent donald duck ESC key from temu what is wrong with you #saw a set of key caps that were little kittys with little kitty ears n I was like fuuuuuuuuuck #49.00 USD probably 100000 CAD+shipping goto helllll #I was thinking about what if I had like confetti keycaps and a custom kittycake esc key or like an actual little cake and matching desk mat #or even just a new cute mousepad cuz mine is old as fuck and I spilled vegetable cream stew on it once #and then I was thinking like sighhh and wouldn't it be cool to have arcade carpet on the stairs leading down to my basement hovel and #rainbow lights along the ceiling corners and what if I painting my bedroom like I wanted to do and sighhhhh #I haven't been wasting my money buying shit like that but I'm thinking about it again. #but the same thing stopping me from doing anything at all is stopping me from wasting my money which like that's good I guess??????? #gosh I really like typing why did I stop doing daily typing practice #oh yea The Thing Stopping Me From Doing Anything At All #meow meowm meow meow meow #ok I really gotta tear myself away from my computer and brush my teethses and try going to bed #I already played minecraft earlier it's fine I didn't do NOTHING tonight it just feels like I did #and tomorrow is another day #and next week is a short work week thank fucking christ almighty #literally cuz its easter sunday and he was in that tomb but he escaped or whatever he did #thanks jeezy boy #you maybe shoulda milked it for like half a week at least #moved the big ass boulder like have an inch at a time #*pause for laughter* #that s from my new stand up comedy routine do uiuop like it djfskll;askjdgflksjdflksajdflksjdf the dsjalkjfolidasfgjoiweljsdalkjflskdjflak #meowww #I am the only one I know on here who 'talks' this fucking much about absolutely nothing #I do all this and my poor followers can click read more and spend time reading alllllll this garbage

[linguenuvolose]

experiencing evil and unspeakable horrors first thing in the morning (the sun isn't up when my alarm rings)

#especially since I wasn't prepared for it at all #so it was all dark (even though I can't make my blinds go all the way down) #and then I looked up ok but when is sunrise then? and it's at 7.52 😭😭😭 wasn't ready for an hour of darkness <//3 #winter time on Sunday though so !!! #I am cousin Oskaar I will defend winter and summer time for ever #snicksnack

[whentherewerebicycles]

i swear to god i do more work in three hours in this job than i did in ten months at the other job lolllll. but i can’t even be too resentful towards old job because 1) i’m out of it and never have to think of it again YIPPEE and 2) the timing of that job (specifically my lead escalating shit to Unbearable Misery Levels) enabled me to be in exactly the right place & right time to apply for this job.

#i am all amped up #partly from knocking out a bunch of shit this morning #and partly from the lowgrade hum of pregnancy-related anxiety #ultrasound scheduled for sunday morning #which feels sooooo far away #but i guess i just have to get through three days after today #i wish interviews were this week so i could kill a bunch of time that way lol #i need to be prepared for the slow rising levels to mean bad news on the ultrasound #but i am also trying to not fret too much or read The Forums #kinda wish i had one more blood test to reassure me or help me brace myself but #trying to also resist the Hunger for Data as i know it is just an emotional desire to assert some semblance of control #over a process i ultimately cannot control in any meaningful way #anywayyyy ok #killing 20 min before my last meeting #then i'm going to drive home and try to listen to a webinar in my car #then i can be done since i started at 6:45 this morning

[roseverdict]

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#EDIT: moved organizational tags up so they actually work #rosie rambles #in the tags #hellscape in palestine #thinking about the whole. yknow. war crime situation in palestine #and it might just be my brain connecting unconnected dots #but wasn't there something going around a while back about how to pronounce gaza and palestine #(bc europeans/americans/whoever are claiming palestinians can't even pronounce 'palestine' correctly #except they're calling the localized 'palestine' the 'correct' pronunciation which is. so incredibly wrong) #bc it's been rattling around in my head for a while now. it's more of a falasteen than a pal-ah-stein. falasteen. philistine. #PHILISTINE. AS IN. THE FUCKING. PEOPLE WHO LIVED THERE ALREADY BY THE TIME MOSES AND THE ISRAELITES SHOWED UP. #THERE WAS AN ENTIRE SUNDAY-SCHOOL-FAVORITE STORY IN THERE ABOUT IT #VEGGIETALES MADE AN ADAPTATION OF ONE OF THE FIGHTS #look. i am very much way too goy and way too sleepy to consider myself an authority on any of this. #but palestinians were (seemingly) there first. #then israel (the original nation not the reconstruction we have nowadays) dropped in and was there for a good long while. #then other nations conquered and un-conquered and conquered some more for a while #then modern israel came into being. and like. ok. i'm Christian. this is a known fact abt me. but i'm pretty sure our holy book told us we #won't know the day or the hour of the end of days. and yet there's this push to send Good Jewish People back to israel that's spesrheaded #by…alleged Christians. who believe that jewish people need to return to israel to signal the end of days. #which. again. won't be predictable. #idk where i'm going with this #i just. i think i'm just getting way too jaded from hearing people irl cheerfully support genocide and being unable to convince them #that it's Fucking Genocide. or in one specific case #that it's Fucking Genocide. And That Is BAD #i think i just needed to straighten out my thoughts a bit before i go to sleep #just. if we were going to just look at the ancient past. both nations have existed in that plot of land. and peace would be nice. #however. #it is Very Clear that one side's definition of 'peace' is 'peace and quiet. because the Others are all dead :)' which is. Not Great! #augh.

[pepprs]

feeling misery and despair about going back to work btw. im trying to suppress it and i did a good job but the inevitable is inevitable

#purrs #i had like 3 massive breakdowns at the end of the week incl one on friday when i was off. and then i was like ok. i am literally weak and sh #shaking from all of that let me just pretend none of it happened. and i did!!! i pretended so well that i have felt basicslly normal all #weekend. i played a lot of video games and i even went out twice.. once to a chorus concert on campus (which is big bc being on campus ummmm #is deeply agitating to me rn ♥️) and today to home depot w my family to wander around the plants and hear the birds. i am suppressing things #and i know i am but if i don’t think about thst i feel so normal. except now it’s 11:16 on a sunday night and i have work tomorrow. and i #know most of the horrors are over but there are still so many more fucking horrors ahead. saying goodbye to people i love and anniversaries #of things happening including today being the 4 year anniversary of a certain email lol. and i can FEEL the difference. the way my stomach #is in knots bc weekends are only so long (even long ones) and i can only hold back the horrors for a little while. it’s all temporary. augh. #i literally need like a whole month off i think. idk. work stuff has fucked up my mental health beyond belief this year and it’s so sad bc t #this is my dream job but im in so much mental pain and physical exhaustion constantly and they beget themselves and by the end of the week #im miserable. but the semester is about to end. but what if it doesn’t get better bc EVERY single god damn time we talk about how it’s gonna #get better it quite literally gets worse lol 💖 i can’t im not strong enough. coming up on 5 years here and im not fucking strong enough! #but i will heal eventually i think. i just need the horrors to cease for long enough for me to catch my breath (and other redacted things ♥️

[lux-scriptum]

I am making it through this week one way or another 😤 but the edits may take longer than expected

#the friend who had an emergency on sunday prolly wont be out in time for my birthday #thats ok #like legit id rather her be okay than anything else #but not having sunday off shot my week to hell cus i didnt make the sauce #and i didnt finish cleaning #and i didnt make edits #and tomorrow I have therapy and then costco and then we’re gonna go visit the friend #and THEN i work thurs and friday #and then Saturday obvs am busy (prolly? other friend still hasnt planned yet) #and thennn sunday i might??? have time? #if the meeting is actually only two hours ling but i doubt it #and Wednesday next week I’m probably gonna be recovering from the last week cus JESUS #;-;

[arsenicflame]

im kinda beginning to think mcm was a bad idea actually

#going without a specific friend / group i mean #im gonna spend the whole time alone aren't i? #im gonna get so overstimulated and worked up and anxious and its gonna be awful #fuuuuuck #nyxtalks #i am so glad i see my baby cousin on Sunday at least. maybe thatll be ok? #i was so optimistic id make friends when i booked it but now im convinced the exact opposite will happen

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#focus who? i dont kno her #its so bad. i csnt focus at all. and ive got way too much to do. take me back to last week where i spent hours reading papers #annoying. also possibly lack of sleep cstching up with me #do u ever get very little sleep and not miss it at all? yea bitch all the time. then i get depressed and its sleepy time #and by sleepy time i mean i get like 8hrs of sleep lol #maybe ill just do nothing and completely fuck over my sunday lol #maybe i should go run up thr mountain rn before im stuck in a car for 2 hrs #bc im getting spikes of being insane. unfortunately i have no emotional object permanence so when i feel crazy its like #ive always felt like this ans its terrible forever. and then immediately afterward im like lol wot? nah im fine. ive always been fine #shout out to mood swings ✌️ like bro im trying to get materials together so i can teach a class. can u shut the fuck up? and focus? #well see how i do today with a ton of socializing. itll b fine. im normal i can b normal #or i can b endearing quirky. or whatever i usually i am. i dont think i have conversations like a normal person but i cant tell bc im not #there for conversations im not in. whatever everyone else has conversations in a way thats boring. i just wanna grill ppl til i understand #how they work. and then feel like im gonna die if im in a group conversation 🙃 let me study thr ppl around me #bc im very normal. god. i promise irl im not that weird. ppl think im nice and cool and successful #ok maybe not cool. but i think i can get away with being interesting. i got at least a lil charisma. im only a bit horribly awkward ;-] #but i try to own it. wtf was i saying. jesus. i cant with my brain rn. i shoulf have gone for a run this morning #being social just makes me anxious so im babbling i guess. but itll b fun. and itll b pretty im sure #maybe ill try to draw my ocs while im not paying attention. ive neglected them for so long 😭 #unrelated

[girlwithfish]

omgg this girl complimented my sweater but i had music onnnn

#i feel so awkward i just said oh thank u and hopefukly came across as nice and appreciative i said it very enthusiastically and nicely i #thjnk #i didnt compliment her back in time kms 😭and she was passing by so awkwardd #social interaction fail :( or maybe not it was normall ur so normal <3 @me #i said like oh thank u!! 🙂 #I had the sundays playing so loud but noticed her looking at me nd took my earphones out and said sorry ?.. lol. guys is this normal #is this ok is this normal am i a freak 🙂

[catholicxknees]

Officially saw my first tbs concert! Feeling uhh. Very tired. But fuuck they were a blast

#tho it was cool to see several other bands i like play beforehand i uhhh. would much rather see tbs in a regular tour #cause that was exhausting as fuck. waaay too hot and the crowd was trash for most of the bands #and by the time tbs came on i was already tired as hell and had pulled something in my leg :(! #went hard anyway tho and almost pulled something else during flicker fade 🪦 why am i like 20 something in a 64yo man's body #anyway. adam was the biggest goofy dork ass ever and also sooo handsome and i need his hand in marriage immediately 💖 lol #also john was so girlfriend #his little bit abt technically being from Baltimore was endearing af like he is sooo sweet and awkward 😭 #they also all sounded so good. THE ONEEEE is gorgeous live oh my god #also i was excited to see what just us two would sound like live and it did not disappoint! #ok i think I'm done now 😶 they're so much fun tho. giving them a kissy on the head 💖 #txt #taking back sunday #sad summer fest #ssf #myshow #mine

[zaggyzoo]

am so stressed

#so apparently we have to choose next year's vacation/off work weeks before the 20th (sunday) #and have to coordinate between ourselves before sending in the paper request so they don't overlap too much #and i really really am okay with everything except I really really want time off in september bc my friend gets married in romania #and i want to go! so i'm already anxious bc ideally id want two weeks since she gets married on a saturday #anyway my supervisor was like the others are gonna write on the gc so i waited a bit and they added me TODAY which ok. whatever #and one of them was like let's meet tomorrow to organise a bit but they meant outside of work?? and she proposed a bar at 3 pm which is #when i have to start the afternoon shift and also idk this bar bc i don't live there and am also like. the only one commuting so greatt #like idk know can't we just talk 5 min after work 😭