#thats been stuck in my head all day

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

I LOVE going everywhere by bike. Don't need to wait for a bus. Don't need to cram myself into a bus with (urgh) people. Or even worse, what feels like every single student in town. I still get home in about the same amount of time. I'm so so flexible including with places. Like yeah sure, let's go there! I don't care if the next bus station is far away. Doesn't matter to me.

Stayed out late with friends recently. Two of em had to get their family to come pick them up because that's too far to walk and it was too late for buses. A different friend lives like 30 minutes away but always walks and their way goes through a small park where literally no one is at with few lanterns so it's pitch black and I could literally just walk them home and then take the bike which is faster and has its own light and feels and probably is safer than walking those dark ass streets at night alone.

Like. I can just do all that. And yeah, sometimes when I'm not doing too well I feel like collapsing afterwards and yeah, maybe my fingers feel like falling off a lot at this time of year but that's like. SO worth it. I have no idea how people can live and NOT go everywhere by bike. Like if it's more than 20-30 minutes maybe but even with hills.... I fucking love my bike.

#a biscuit's rambles #also i just love going out with friends til late?? #with the lockdown and shit that is such an entirely new experience and its great #also i like feeling useful i think. i like walking a friend home knowing ill definitely get home safe #idk #i also like my bike. a lot #been taking it literally every single day for years now and i have no regrets #EXCEPT FOR THOSE FUCKING PEDESTRIANS THAT HEAR MY BELL AND DO NOT FUCKING MOVE #AND THE OTHER BIKES THAT JUST DONT RING THEIR BELLS OR NOT EVEN HAVE ANY #LIKE THEN YOU GOTTA AT LEAST YELL AT PEOPLE TO MOVE OVER YOU NUMBNUT #A BIKE IS QUIET THEY DO NOT HEAR YOU THEY WILL NOT MOVE OVER MAGICALLY #AND IM STUCK BEHIND YOU #ALSO ITS JUST ASSHOLE BEHAVIOUR LIKE SOMEITMES WARNING SOMEONE SO THEY KEEP TO THE BLOODY SIDE IS GOOD!!! #and dont even get me STARTED ON SOME OF THE CARS #MUCH LESS THE STUPID ASS FUCKING INFRASTRUCTURE OF MY TOWN #ITS LIKE THEY WANT BIKES TO BE RUN OVER #fun fact i have been run over before #just fuckin collided with a car #nobody would listen to me try to pick apart the details of how it felt #which was probably my way of trying to cope with that experience lol #though nothing serious happened. bUT STILL #also oh god that one stupid fucking street with those stupid ass cars NOBODY NEEDS A CAR THERE JUST BAND HTEM ALREADY #AND THE. THE FUCKIGN ROADWORKS #I CAN NOT REACH MY SCHOOL WITHOUT ALMOST BEING EITHER HIT IN THE HEAD WITH A HUGE SHOVEL OR RUN OVER BY A TRUCK #AND IF THATS NOT THE CASE THEN THERES SO MANY FCKING PEOPLE THAT EVEN IF I YELL AT THEM LIKE MAD I CANT GET PAST WITHOUT RUNNING SOMEONE #THROUGH MYSELF #im very passionate about all things bike. but thinking abt it is a huge part of my life so im allowed to be

[taylorswiftshipsbyler]

in case you're wondering I am dancing around my living room to the same shit that I'm always listening to. that same shit is cavetown.

#HEHEH #this song had been stuck in my head for the past two days #ive literally only been listening to cavetown for an entire week #i listened to a few other songs because my cousin wanted me to #but thats it #i also. maybe. probably. spent literally all of my money. on tickets. to go see him this summer. i have twenty dollars left. #cavetown

[autumnfangirler]

cyrus, fawn and river are all social people that deal with a different aspect of socialization and i think about that alot

#like cyrus and fawn are obviously streetwise steps but also #all of them are so connected to people #but all in different ways #fawn is big on the actual connection itself– understanding them and seeing who they are as a person #i can imagine thats only heightened by their face blindness #river attracts people: hes warm and friendly and funny #and just generally comes off as larger than life #people like to be around him #cyrus deals with the technical parts of socialization: what are they saying? how do they say it? are they uncomfortable or not? #he works to make the conversation fall in his favor #god i hope im explaining this right because its been stuck in my head for days #all of them are so good with people in different ways #cyrus becker #fawn becker #river becker #keeping up with the beckers

[abodyfarm]

can you recommend some whiny blood brothers songs...

sry this took me a billion years to answer i got distracted 13589327 times and also went n ate dinner but i have Returned! w/ a playlist :3 tried to add 2 songs from each album (except from this adultery is ripe i still havent listened to that one all the way thru cuz im just getting into this band rn T_T)

screenshot of the tracklist if u dont use yt music lol

#i love giving music recs ty for asking meeeee #tills ask box #camouflage camouflage literally came to mind Immediately thats 100% my number 1 whiny blood brothers song lmao #that and its been stuck in my head all day

[lightfulonion]

thank you @skijjiki for tagging me!!!! i love these types of tagging games so much!!

last song: Tokyo Calling by ATARASHII GAKKO! (pls watch the music video. its so good 😭) im kind of, sort of, obsessed with this and i have been listening to it non-stop like my life depends on it. anyway

fav color: hmm im really feeling brown right now (wow! that sounds awful! im not changing my answer tho. brown rules.)

currently reading: im able to read only fanfics at the moment because anything that involves a book and new characters feels like too much work for me for some reason and also like im cheating at my classes in university. both of these suck big butt and i hate being like this but it's true. anyway please read a million times along the way by starsqwub. its a bokuaka fic, it hasnt updated since 2022 and it made me cry every chapter. its about love, its about friends, its about being a weird person in a normal world and, more importantly, its about bokuto and akaashi. oh! also manga like chainsaw man and toilet bound hanako-kun!! and some webcomics as well too.

currently watching: the wall mostly but also dungeon meshi! and ive been trying to be up-to-date with the one piece anime!!

spicy/savory/sweet: sweet <3

relationship status: i was reading a bokuaka fic and i was crying. take a wild guess.

current obsessions: listening to Tokyo Calling and ATARASHII GAKKO! apparently and im starting to feel like reading the ending of Haikyuu!! which is probably a bad thing?? (im scared. i really dont want it to end :'((( )

tagging: @livingonyoghurtandspite, @horson, @clementinethekitten, @pierogish, @alcieside, @mars-matrix, @peachybeesplease, @mangatxt.

#get tagged #guys. we get (got?) the movie this year. really scared to ask whats next. #i had goofy funny things to share but i forgot them while writing this im sorry u_u #i went home to my mom for a few days and i had 'the end of the beginning' by djo stuck in my head the whole time #and i visited my friends from high school and im kinda sad about the years passing. a quiet kind of sad but sad nonetheless. #like 'my childhood room is too small for me now' kind of sad and nostalgic #i have many things in my brain that are rolling around like pointy rocks and i need to get them out somehow without hurting myself #anyway #pretend i said something really funny and truly profound here instead of. whatever that is. #also i have listened to ATARASHII GAKKO!'s whole discography and its really really good #and i STILL havent been able to read bnha!! :(( #i havent been able to be up-to-date with chainsaw man or toilet bound hanako kun and i also NEED to read dungeon meshi AND haikyuu and- #i really love dungeon meshi so far. its so good and i got so excited on the last episode when they put falin's bones in order. that was #so cool. and the bath scene............ yeah. #if you dont want to do this guys is okay btw. im always saying this but i do need you to know because i feel anxious when i dont do them bu #also when i dont tag people. i dont want you to feel like that. #onion talks #ok thats all! bye bye!! hope you have a nice day!!!!! #Youtube

[brainrunbygoblin]

yall know what day it is

#we're going back in time #to the first thanksgiving #to get turkeys off the menu. #THATS RIGHT. #we're going BACK in TIME #to the FIRST THANKSGIVING #to get turkeys #OFF #THE #MENU!!! #this stupid fucking audio has been stuck in my head all day #Youtube

[sixftmp3]

have you ever wanted to disappear and join a monastery go out and preach on manic street who will i be when i wake up next to a stranger on a passenger plane a passenger plane oh permanent jet lag please take me back please take me back im a stray dog sick please let me in the mad key's trippin' singing vows before we exchange smoke rings give me a pen call me mr benzadrine but dont let the doctor in i wanna blow off steam and call me mr benzadrine but don't let the doctor don't let the doctor in

#me.txt #sorry to derail from idkhow lockdown its been stuck in my head all day #it comes to mind any time i feel overwhelmed and tired at work #i was having a perfectly normal day then my 17 y/o coworker started like. singing some weird ass song that was just #the names of various fruits for like 30 minutes straight and i swear to god i've never wanted to throw someone out a window more #theyre a fine person!! most days i can tolerate their obnoxious behavior bcuz thats a teenager w adhd they're gonna be like that! #but. for the love of FUCK #like SHUT THE HELL UP

[tumkaafiho]

#song thats been stuck in my head for the past few days #i always hate when shrey ghoshal or for that matter alka yagnik's music gets stuck in my brain #cuz i do not have the vocal range to sing their songs at all!!! #like why cant it be an udit narayan or shaan song stuck in my head #also idk about yall but i think that cheeni kum was such a cute movie i just wish that tabu's character was explored as much as #bachchan's character #music

[hailsatanacab]

YES I should be saving money YES I just bought a Cackle's Academy enamel pin YES I'm contemplating getting another one because I bought it in red when I really wanted a purple one because the purple house is objectively the best house NO I will not buy another pin specifically so I can have a purple one even though I have it in my basket YES that's still a really difficult choice for me and a huge excerise in restraint

#me #personal #retail therapy is both a gift and a curse #i dont even like pins #thats a lie i love a good pin #the worst witch #also so this is happening because tww 2017 recently popped up in my recommended on netflix and i figured why not #but like.... its not as good as the 1998 one #its not bats #im sorry to say it #anyway the cackles academy school song has been stuck in my head all day

[biolums]

had a dream in which i talked to felix abt smoking.. he was the only kpop boy my brain could conjure up that HAS TO have smoked weed…..

#1. in the dream i was with like all of nct so the fact that felix was there was 10 times better fjsofkdksjf #2. why am i like. impressed my brain did his accent justice… #like it sounded just like him……. #it looked just like him obv too it was orange hair felix but if he wasnt a child? idk fjdkkf #sooo interesting to me thats what hair color he had.. maybe its becausr ive just been nostalgic about their early days recently #(i have to watch the movie district 9 for my philosophy class and the song district 9 has been. STUCK in my head) #jace.txt

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#i truely have so much anger built up inside me about my job. ive done a very good job of making it unbearable #and after taking a 10 day vacation. plus 2 days of not working bc im sick. i really dont wanna go back #i was planning to take 3 days to not do fucking anything but my boss just emailed me with some time sensitive #logistical things. so like i guess i gotta fucking do that tomorrow. i started reading the email and it made my head hurt #and she started it off like. hopw ur feeling better and i dont wanna cause stress but... #like bro. listen. if u tell me these things u put them in my head and i csnt stop thinking abt them until theyre done. and its not her #fault bc im the one that put myself in a place where im barely keeping it together. its just frustrating #bc it feels like hope u feel better but also kill urseld 💖 but again thats just how it feels bc im so. idk how to describe it im like in a #state of post burnout. im sitting in the ash. alone in a desolate landscape and its like jesus how tf do i fix this? #and i cant even run out my anger rn bc im sick. and i mean i have the energy to run i dont feel lethargic but like i doubt that would aid #recovery lol. ugh. 2 months. thats all. then i move away. assuming i find a place to live lol. bc i currently haven't yet #but whatever. assuming i get better quickly and dont get worse and dont get covid on top of this cold bc my dad got covid #it will have been a bit of a blessing i came back sick bc i have a clear justification for not working and for telling people to fuck off #when they ask for things from me. like today a lab mate asked if i could sample Monday. which it technically #a holiday but i probably would have said yes if i wasnt sick. and i would have had to teach undergrads some bullshit friday if i wasnt sick #instead i just did nothing all day bc i almost moved bsck my flight and didnt leave home until the weekend anyway #i guess its good i didnt bc then i would have been stuck in ohio bc my dad found out he had covid yesterday #idk its all just frustrating bc im halfway in a transition and im not doing very well but i cant do anything to fix things until i leave #the southwest. like i dont even kno if i have health insurance rn. my benifits change request was processed but like does thst mean it was #approproved? fucking idk. so everytime i do anything i imagine a worstcase scenario where i end up hospitalized and damned to an empty #bank account or eternal medical debt. tho my mum said they passed a law where they arnt allowed to do thst to u anymore 🤷‍♂️ #whatever. im annoyed. i dont wanna work 😫 #unrelated

[xythlia]

can't stop thinking about dia buying you an anklet & you think it's just a sweet gift but really it's for him to look at while he's got your legs folded up to your chest listening to your cries while absolutely demolishing your guts

#pls idk why but thats just been stuck in my head ALL DAY #i think he'd buy u one with like one or two lil charms so he can hear the little clinking noise from them while he fucks u silly

[wtylas]

im going through a very heartbreaking thing rn and theres no way to explain it without seeming deranged.

#lasi.txt #so basically: followers of this blog will know that i like the young avengers #you may also recall that theyve been living in my brain for around 2 years now #that is the topic of this post: my daydreaming #the version of the young avengers in my brain was created on purpose i think. it was supposed to be a mcu version of the ya #because i started daydreaming about them when wandavision released and i learned about tommy and billy #the original version of this was very embarassing. notes on it live in my notion. the lineup included harvey keener and many champions. #in the past 2 years that 'storyline' has remained: everything going up in my brain is a show #there are 2 seasons where season 2 is divided into A and B and there is a movie #but also i imagined so much with my lineup. thats where my daydreaming kicks in. #my characters went through everything i went through in the past 2 but as actors in their show #in doing so they became entirely different characters and little versions of me. and theyve been with me. for two. full. years. #this isnt out of the ordinary to me. before this i have 3 different daydream stories that all stuck with me for months #these are constant daydreams. im always thinking of the same little people for months at a time. #but recently a new story has taken over. its a new story im developing #i like thinking about this new story a bunch but one day i realized that i wasnt thinking about the young avengers #something about that shattered my soul inside. these characters that live inside my brain that i will never write anything with are ME. #i dont want to lose them. but this is just a natural process that my own brain. #but i dont want to move on all of a sudden. there is so much that happened in my head with the young avengers #im fighting my own brain trying to bring back things my brain itself made but that my brain itself is trying to take away #i will probably think about the jewel guard (new story) for a few months if not years. but god.. #and im not thinking of them anymore and i keep trying to and i just cant. im losing them #the feeling of my characters (that are not even mine) being taken away makes me want to throw up #these characters were ME. i gave them EVERYTHING. i gave them my fears and they turned them into confidence. #and let me remind you: this is all in my own brain. #goddddd. this is why the base text of this post is what it is cuz i really do sound crazy omg #there really is no way to explain all of this without sounding crazy

[crazywolf828]

First it's the tie fics then it's the collar fics and now we have an idea for a choking fic? Guys I'm sensing a trend and I'm not sure how I feel about it

#so necks am i right? #inspired by one line in one song thats been stuck in my head all summer #hmm but who will be getting a new necklace is the question? #do we want bruises? #will i write another fic like that knife one? #all of these are very important questions #ones i dont have answers too #im not going to be able to sleep for like at least a day so we'll see if my delusional brain figures something out #don't mind me

[detective-werewife]

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#i have this one james acastwr bit stuck in my head #i have an exam in two days thats been rotting my brain #all i can think of is k and an e and a t and a t #james acaster

[chisatowo]

A very quick random card au Rokka concept drawing since they've been living in my head rent free

#keese draws #bandori #rokka asahi #random card au #I mainly wanted to go for the 'edgelord oc made by a 12 year old' vibes with them #idk how well I did but I like how the bat wings turned out so Ill take that as a win #so ok gonna do a lil ramble here even though Im typing this out at 2 am #so first of all all the black stuff on them is from getting stuck in the void place but I wont go too into that rn #as for the head bat wings and eyes and such their parents in this au are a vessel of light and a bat based star bound #and refresher in case no one here has read my other posts star bound are basically a mix of wizards werebeasts and phoenixes and vessels of #light are the randomly selected incarnations of one of the major gods in this world's chosen warrior sort of #both are way more complicated than that but we dont have all day so moving on #vessels of light have a back pair of wings and wings replacing their ears kinda and that was their dad and their mom was a werebat ig #so smoosh those together and you get a messed up lil creature #plus all the indescribable amounts of power yknow gotta have that edgelord oc energies #also because of ~worldbuilding~ they also have basically a direct connection to the light god who hates them lol #theyre also towards the start of the story re emerging from the depths of the void place which had basically been preserving them for like #200 or so years so theyre having A Time #hey at least after leaving the light god cant directly contact them anymore so small victories ig #and they also figure out how to leech of of its power so thats also good for them ig #theyre mostly spending the story trying to find any amount of footing in this new time and trying to find a way to help misaki #misaki and they are from the same time period and were friends before things kinda went to shit and misaki died ish #again its complicated but shes ok ish dw too much #but yeah unfortunately rokka pretty quickly ends up with royal guard out to get rid of them for reasons they dont know #but hey they befriend ran and tomoe so thats pretty cool #theyre one of the protag trios I like to call them the cant fucking read trio #two of them need glasses but dont have them and one of them has brain damage and is still in the process of relearning how to read #so theres plenty of times where theyre all just huddled around a sign or smth trying to combine their brain power to read the damm thing #the three of them are funny to imagine side by side also because ran and tomoe just look like some guys and then theres rokka #honestly probably did wonders for keeping tomoe from being recognised by someone sooner fmdkfbr