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jizung · 3 years
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heytherejulietx · 3 years
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growth spurt - richie tozier
↳ a/n - ignore the lack of format at all. i’m writing this on my phone and lower caps looks cuter idc. technically requested by @bucky-j-barnes (although she only told me to write richie if it counts) anyways sara ily and enjoy <3
↳ content warning - strong language, dirty jokes.
↳ 1.2k words
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y/n leaned back against the wall outside of school as she watched all of the people walking inside, trying to spot one of the losers (specifically her trashmouth boyfriend). y/n and her parents had been away in another state to see family for practically all of summer so she hadn’t seen any of the losers since may. she’d missed them all a lot, as she hadn’t really spoken to any of them through summer, though the anticipation to see them definitely made the school day better. somehow.
she hadn’t really changed too much over the summer. she’d cut her hair and changed up her style a little, though she had no major changes. nothing that people would notice. she’d stopped growing about a year ago so she was still the same height; annoyingly short. the only person she knew who was the same height as her was eddie, which she appreciated. she had someone who at least got bullied with her when richie went off on one.
“hey, sweet cheeks!”
she’d been too lost in her thoughts to see him approach, but she looked up at the voice she recognised all too well and holy fuck.
richie walked up towards her with his hands in his pockets, grinning his usual stupid grin. he was still wearing one of his hideously colourful shirts and still had glasses that covered the top half of his face. his hair was a mess as always and he was still carrying the same backpack he had since sixth grade. but somehow he had gotten so much taller. he was practically a giant. for a seventeen year old he was huge. it looked like he had literally been stretched upwards to be so tall.
y/n’s mouth dropped open as he moved to stand in front of her and his grin widened, arms loosely crossing over his chest.
“i know, i got even hotter.” he smirked, and she had to look up at him as he spoke.
he had always been tall, but so had all of the other boys she knew - aside from eddie, of course. but this was just insane. he wasn’t just tall - he was a fucking giant.
“how did you- since when- you’re so tall!” y/n gasped and richie laughed as he reached out to pat her head like she was a puppy.
“maybe you just got shorter.” he teased and y/n scowled, though she couldn’t help but smile as richie stepped forwards and put his arms around her, pulling her into himself. this new height was perfect for hugging him, she realised as he tucked her head right under his chin.
“missed you.” she mumbled into his disgusting pink shirt, and she relaxed against him as he held onto her a little tighter. she really had missed him all summer. it sucked not being around him for so long, especially outside of school. he was so different when it was just them. he was so much gentler.
“missed you more. it sucked being stuck with eddie for two months without you.” richie chuckled.
“hey what the fuck?”
y/n looked up to see eddie walking towards them and rolled her eyes, elbowing richie in the ribs when she realised he’d purposely said it so his best friend could hear.
“eddie! i missed you too!” y/n smiled and pulled away from her boyfriend to put her arms around the shorter boy instead, who initially stiffened though hugged her back after a moment.
“y/n thank fuck you’re back. richie has been completely unhinged all summer. now that you’re back maybe you can control him so he doesn’t go swimming in the disgusting river again.” eddie snapped at richie as she pulled away from the hug.
“oh come on, eddie spaghetti,” richie teased as he slung his arm around y/n’s shoulders. “it was a hot day! you’re just a fun sponge.”
“better that then contracting some sort of disease from the water. seriously, i feel like i’m the only person who cares about safety.” eddie scowled as he crossed his arms, speaking almost too fast for y/n to keep up.
“safety schmaftey. lighten up a bit, eds. sheesh you’re more wound up than my grandma.” he snorted.
“whatever, when you die from doing something stupid i won’t be surprised,” eddie huffed, adjusting the straps of his bag on his shoulders as he spoke. “i’ve gotta go and disinfect my locker before i use it, fuck knows what was in there last year,” he shuddered. “see you guys.” eddie shoved richie as he walked past before he went into the building, disappearing amongst the crowd.
“if i knew you’d almost kill yourself all summer i’d have probably stuck around.” y/n teased as she looked back up at him and richie rolled his eyes.
“i wasn’t even that bad, come on angel,” richie complained, and y/n had to stop herself from smiling at the nickname. “anyways, now that you’re back i can get unhinged in another way.” he wriggled his eyebrows at her suggestively and she groaned as she pushed his chest.
“in your dreams, tozier.” y/n scoffed and richie threw his head back and laughed at her expression.
“come on, snookums, not even a quick one? there’s probably an empty closet inside-“
y/n cut him off by lifting her hand to cover his mouth so he didn’t say anymore, though pulled it away with a gasp when she felt something wet against her fingers.
“did you just lick me?” she gasped, and richie started laughing again as he slung his arm back around her.
“there’s way more where that came from.” he winked, and she pulled a face and groaned as she wiped her hand off on her trousers.
“you’re disgusting.” she scowled.
“you still love me.” he grinned, tapping the end of her nose and causing her to scrunch it up slightly.
“somehow.” she sighed dramatically, though couldn’t hide her smile as she looked up at him. “we probably have to go inside in a minute.” she nodded towards the entrance of the school, and leaned up to kiss him for a moment before they went inside, though scowled as he was now too tall for her to reach.
richie grinned as she leaned up on her tiptoes towards him though just tipped his head up so she couldn’t reach, and she groaned as she smacked his chest again.
“rich.” she whined, tugging on his shirt, and he laughed as he finally leaned down to kiss her properly, resting his hands on her sides.
“you’re too cute,” he teased as he pulled away with a kiss to the end of her nose, and reached to take her hand instead as they started walking inside. “still wanna find that closet, though?”
“shut up.” y/n elbowed him again and he laughed, swinging their hands as they walked inside.
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plusultrcs · 3 years
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Okay so now that i’m done crying about shadow and bone to my friends i want to make a controversial statement. Don’t bite my head off for my opinion bc 1. idc i said what i said and 2. it aint that serious these are fictional characters moving on though. I don’t think the show is bad AT ALL i really enjoyed it and seeing the inclusion of leigh and her books was so fucking cute but i will say i think combining both series into one did a huge disservice to the character development of most, if not ever, character. and i’ll explain why so (obviously) sab spoilers ahead. this also obnoxiously long so if you dont read it thats fine <3 lmao
I know going into it everyone, including leigh pretty much, was saying not to expect it to be like the books. That it was going stray away and be more like a fanfiction than the original works. Which was true, but only for the six of crows characters. The show leaned heavily and relied heavily on the plot of shadow and bone. Which, of course, makes sense but because of the inclusion of a heavy heavy re-worked six of crows plot that didnt fit the plot of shadow and bone at all it left them feeling incredibly displaced. Like on shadow and bones part every single major and sometimes even the minor plot points were followed to the number, but on the six of crows front the only thing closely followed was the nina and matthias backstory. I wont talk about every single character because i anticipate this to already be long, but the ones i noticed the most were done a disservice.
For instance Alina. Despite shadow and bone being followed so closely you dont really get to see the natural progression of alina’s character the way i was hoping we would. And that’s definitely because of the time restraints. They had to find a way to somehow balance the screen time for both separate plots so that they could hold the audiences attention for both. Like when nina and matthias plot wasnt on the screen for i think 2 episodes i almost forgot about them and what they were up to so i understand why they timing had to be so split, especially when you only have 8 hours to cover the characters of 2 over 300 page long books yknow? But that means important moments alina had to herself in the books were completely cut, and so a lot of that growth we got went with it. The the biggest thing i was disappointed to see go was the defeat she felt when she was first captured and collared by the darkling. She was feeling absolutely helpless, mal was in their hold, she had no power to do anything but sit there and let him use her. All the training she did felt pointless to her and she really was at the point of giving up. She went quiet, wouldnt speak,was basically a zombie until that moment in the fold when she saw innocent people suffering when she knew she could stop. And she found a way to break free. There were other moments like this in the book, like moments at the little palace where shelt herself getting further and further from mal and feeling like an outside on her own all over again. They tried to show it in the show but without the time to develop her life on her own at the little palace it definitely fell short.
Speaking of mal: THANK YOU WRITERS FOR FIXING HIS WHINY ASS. And while he was annoyingly whiny in the books, he is not a boring character. Not to me at least, honestly he never was. While i do appreciate them not making him so whiny, I would have appreciated seeing that same dissonance realizing alina was grisha brought about in the books. Its just like alina said, grisha were people they scoffed at and talked about in a joking way. Their lives felt miles and miles away from their own, and then to learn that she had been one the entire time. I know i know, it has nothing to do with, and alina didnt know either. BUT THAT IS STILL HIS BEST FRIEND. And obviously girl he’s in love with even if he wasnt aware of it at the time. it made him question everything he thought about grisha, and more importantly brought both of their biggest fears to light: being torn apart. In the book he doesnt deal with this well at ALL and while leigh bardugo does a great job throughout the series showing him growing to me he never got where he should have been, and the show did place him there but i think they do so prematurely. I definitely wanted him to be as understanding as he was, to take notice of how much healthier and stronger she looks since she’s not withholding her power anymore, but i did still want the tension of him wondering what it means for them, how their lives would change, because just based on laws alone she is a grisha and would typically never be someone he would have the chance to befriend but neither of them would be okay with that.
AND ON THE TOPIC OF MALINA. THEY ARE NOT A BORING SHIP. I think the only person other who would work for alina is nikolai (dont fight me on this im right), and that is who i wanted her to end up with. However, I understand why Mal was the choice. Alina has always been someone who just wanted to belong, to fit in somewhere, AND THAT IS OKAY. IT’S NOT A CRIME TO WANT TO BE ORDINARY. I know shes the main character, and has the prophecy of being the ~chosen one~ but that doesnt mean she suddenly has to alter change and rearrange herself entirely. she never wanted to be a saint, and even by the end of the series she still doesnt. Choosing to let the world believed she died so she could live a quiet life. tHAT’S ALL SHE’S EVER WANTED. And Mal is the perfect person to give her that. People who claim she gave up her life for mal, to me, didn’t understand her character. She bounced around from needing mal by her side, and when she couldnt have him there she still sought acceptance in the only other person willing to give it to her, i.e. the darkling. and then when she couldnt have it from him she’s forced to find it in herself and while she learns she doesnt need him or mal she doesnt need anyone, she still chooses mal bc she wants to be with him. she doesnt feel obligated and even later on in the books makes plenty stands on her own without him but she loves him and they honestly make perfect sense. a softer ship doesnt make it a boring one js.
NOW THE SIX OF CROWS GANG. I hate to say it, i do but they felt reduced to a form comedic relief. they had their serious moments ofc but for the most part whenever they popped up on the screen i knew a joke or gag was soon to follow. i will say kit as jesper? best decision that could have possibly been made he fucking did what he had to DO. Kaz’s development for me felt really really rushed and forced. Like he was saying things to inej he wouldnt have said so quickly and especially not while he wasnt under stress??? it honestly felt like fan service??? which im not mad at because again i dont think the show was bad at all the actors brought really great life to the crows, but it just makes me sad to see all that development and build up go out the window.  i think if they were that set on combining the crows story with the shadow and bone story it would have been so much nicer to get a sort of prequel on the crows. like they should have given them the same treatment they gave nina and matthias. so that we could see their backstories as explained in the book happening in real time like how they all came to ketterdam. i know theres no point in wishing that now since whats done is done and again I DONT THINK ITS BAD. Im just sad about all the character development and strong subtle points lost because leigh bardugo always does such a great job in dropping subtle hints and always bringing them back in the end, and that was sadly lost. STILL A GOOD SHOW STILL LOVE THE BABIES. STILL PRAYING FOR A SEASON TWO.
EDIT: IT ALSO MADE ME SAD TO SEE THEM LOSE SO MANY TIMES??? ESPECIALLY AFTER SOC WHERE THEY ALWAYS MANAGED TO WIN?? Like ofc it made perfect sense for them to be unable to capture the damn sun summoner !!! but kaz and all of the crows are meant to be the best of the best when it comes to criminals top tier and they were bested by a ball of light and a jog???? and them going home basically empty handed was kinda :// like i got it but also where did alina get that necklace lmao so yeah once again still great still love it questions had to be asked 
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jungnoir · 6 years
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are you accepting requests? if you are, please write fluff for jaemin or jisung from nct!! idc what but i noticed they don’t have anything and i love them uwu thanks
friends to lovers!jaemin and jisung
a/n: I’m not accepting requests but… I’m also bored and stuck on everything else so here’s this tiny thing
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⎡JAEMIN⎦
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the annoying spicy best friend and boy next door until senior year
you guys lived right next to each other so of course you always hung out!! despite going to the same school and spending the whole day together already, you spend even more time with each other when you get home
you’d beg your parents to allow you both to play in the front yard and kick balls around or play hide and seek in jaemin’s huge backyard until dinner time and even sometimes past that
as you both got older, you’d get to hang out later, so you’d both chill in jaemin’s hammock in the late evening because you both were small enough to fit and tell each other funny or scary stories while the bugs left bites littered over your arms and legs (not that you really cared until you went home and couldn’t stop scratching)
you never thought of jaemin in a different way, though everyone else thought you did
play fights were commonplace between you two so whenever you’d get particularly rough with each other ur friends would be like “lol there go the lovebirds
and it was gross
it was…
gross
?
it was gross up until high school when your hormones kicked in and hey. jaemin is kinda gross. you still remember when he used to plant boogers on your locker handle or tackle you in sweaty arms if he lost to you in a game of kiddy basketball
but now jaemin doesn’t look like scrawny, stinky little jaemin anymore
no, now he can pick you up off the ground with two arms around your waist and laugh in your ear about how you should be more aware of your surroundings
now when he ruffles your hair he follows up with gently patting down the stray hairs, both hands smoothing down from the crown of your hair to the tops of your ears to the curve of your neck
now when he gives you those dark, mischievous eyes and asks “can I stay over tonight?” you can’t say you don’t shiver
you remember a time when you both were so young and so close that your parents would give you baths together for pete’s sake
and now you can’t even stand in your bedroom, ten feet away from each other, and look each other in the eye
he sits on your bed, slouched and flipping through channels on your tv
but when he sees you enter in just a pair of shorts and a giant shirt (his, though it’s been years since he’d last seen it)… he doesn’t quite remember what he was so focused on doing a few seconds ago
“…did you find a movie?” you ask softly, padding over to the other side of your bed as he immediately sits up and draws his long limbs to his sides
“oh! uh… no dice. maybe we should just rewatch something you have here?”
you shrug, point to the popcorn he’s got on your nightstand, and allow yourself a silent heave of air when he’s not looking your way anymore
he retrieves a movie you two have watched so many times before that you can recite the words together and not miss a beat
so it. it feels different tonight. somehow
there’s just a bowl of popcorn separating your hands from finding the other’s and this odd tension in the air that was birthed the minute you walked into your room after telling jaemin you were just gonna “change into something movie night-worthy”
you two don’t end up throwing yourselves over each other like usual, being deliberately annoying and clingy just to make the other person laugh
the movie is about halfway through when jaemin suddenly moves the popcorn to the floor and rolls onto his side, resting his head on his fist as he stares at you
“what?” you ask, v aware of the warmth he’s giving off now that there’s no barrier between you
“nothing”
“it’s gotta be something if you’re just staring at me for no reason” you drag your knees up to your chest to somehow make yourself smaller under his gaze, even to bury your cheeks between your knees so that you could make sure he didn’t see the little twitch in your lip, the want to laugh nervously or spout out some ridiculousness to get him to stop looking at you building up in your tummy
“can’t I just look at you for no reason?” he scoots a little closer, maybe attempting to look funny to you as he says this but,,, he’s doing a really bad job of it
because he doesn’t look funny. if anything, he looks kind of… what is the word?
you bite your lip, “sorry, gotta pay to look”
“what’s your preferred currency, honey?”
oh my GOD shut up jaemin
you push at his chest, trying to ignore how your hand annoyingly remembers the mold of it even after you’d touched him
“silence” you joke, watching as he licks his lips and sits up so that he’s level with you
he reaches forward and cups your chin, glancing between your eyes and your lips
he isn’t even subtle about it
your mouth parts unconsciously, a sudden understanding to this tension you’ve both been feeling hitting you hard
jaemin resists the urge to run his thumb over your bottom lip when it gets released from you teeth, if only to spend this next moment looking at your face
and he’s not even surprised that you can feel it too
“you’ll have to be specific, there’s all kinds of silence”
you don’t know what this is
no, scratch that, you know exactly what it is, but you don’t know if you want to admit it to yourself yet
maybe you could get away with that for now
neither of you would hold it against the other if you just. tried it out once, right?
and so you lean in that much closer, breaths mingling unavoidably now
“getting specific enough for you?”
of course not
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⎡JISUNG⎦
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idk why i’m so obsessed with this visual of gamer!jisung but hear me out
gamer!jisung, best friends with your best friends aka the other dreamies, but probably the only one you can never get close to
besides the fact he’s a certified bully to the boys, you’re the only one that he isn’t… silly with
like he’ll have renjun in a headlock and then make eye contact with you and the mood immediately dies
you’ve asked each of the boys what the problem might be
are u scary? are u not his type of person to hang around? was he still put off by that time you body slammed mark into a wall?
ok you didn’t actually body slam him but he swears he felt his feet leave the ground for a moment
not your fault he has the weight of a singular macaroni noodle
jisung always talks to you respectfully and if he can, talks to you through the others
it wasn’t… fun… having jisung treat you this way
he was always your favorite not that you have favorites *ahem* forgive me, donghyuck *ahem* so it was v :///// u know
you really wanted him to be able to treat you like he treated the other boys!! because you’d gladly treat him the way you treat the others if only you had the CHANCE
or at least you’d like to know why he didn’t so you could have some kind of closure
jisung happens to run a gaming club at school, and with permission, the “club” (which mainly consisted of all of you) would stay behind after classes and play together in one of the abandoned classrooms
you always had to play against the others bc jisung never wanted to give anyone (you) the floor to challenge him
so one day, you just decide that you’ll sit in and observe jisung play against donghyuck in overwatch
and donghyuck is obliterating jisung
you’ve never seen donghyuck this good, getting excited enough to run over to donghyuck’s side and cheer him on
you place your hand on donghyuck’s shoulder
and jisung looks away from the screen for just one second to see it
right then, donghyuck destroys jisung with a victorious yell
of course, you’re both caught up in the excitement of the moment so the first person he hugs is you
and this is pretty normal for you guys; between wrestling around and being affectionate, it was never weird to receive a hug from anyone except jisung
then you hear a controller clatter to the floor and by the time you’ve peeled away from donghyuck at the loud sound, you see jisung storming out of the classroom
the other boys looked shocked, some even looking between each other, unsure what to do
you notice chenle about to offer to go after him when you stop him, “i’ll go calm him down… he’s probably just upset about the match, you know how he gets”
chenle nods for you to go, gnawing lightly on his bottom lip
you find jisung sitting on the stairs outside the school exit, his head resting in his hands as the evening grows later
the sun nearly blinds you as you move to sit next to him, mulling over what to say
after all, you two weren’t that close in the first place. surely you were the last person he wanted to see right now
without looking up, jisung begins grumbling, “I know, okay? you don’t have to lecture me about it”
you blink
you weren’t planning to lecture him at all!
“I know that it’s stupid to get upset but the game was getting to me and-”
you’re about to cut him off, tell him it’s okay, that it’s just a game and some people get upset about those things but that you all knew it wasn’t that deep
“-you know how much I’m crushing on (y/n)… when I saw them cheering for hyuck, I just lost all focus. it’s pathetic. I wish I could just man up and tell them instead of avoiding them all the time”
oh
jisung… didn’t know it was you
he sounds so distraught too, like he was upset he let himself get angry, upset he let you see him show emotion
you place a hand on jisung’s shoulder and instantly he tenses. you think it’s because he wasn’t expecting a touch but it’s because he knows this hand doesn’t belong to the others
so it had to be…
“it’s not pathetic. if anything is pathetic, it’s that it’s taken donghyuck this long to finally win against you in a game, and even then, you were distracted so it technically doesn’t count”
jisung raises his head and his eyes look rimmed red, frustrated
but his expression is gentle when he sees the caring look on your face
“…hyuck would kill you if he heard that” he mumbles, looking down at his hands
you just giggle and bump his shoulder with yours, “ah, I know. but he also knows you’re my favorite so…”
jisung looks back up at you in shock. “f-favorite?”
you hum, moving your hand from his shoulder to the one furthest from you, wrapping an arm around him so that he has to lean into you. he’s never been so close but it’s. nice. your shampoo smells. nice 
“you don’t think it’s weird? what I said?” jisung looks a little mortified when he remembers that he’d just confessed to you, albeit unknowingly, and you were acting like everything was ok
you look back over to him and shake your head, “not at all… I hope this means you’ll stop avoiding me, though”
jisung doesn’t know how to feel at first; he had always assumed that telling you about his crush would either result in you returning his feelings or cutting off all contact with him
but instead, you don’t do either. you just watch the sunset with him, holding onto him
he also sees that you’re just as wonderful as he thought you’d be. you haven’t told him that you return his feelings but he doesn’t feel terrible at all. if anything, he feels ten times lighter after realizing he never had to hide from you in the first place
he checks to see that you’ll let him before wrapping his arm around your waist and offering you a sheepish smile, “sounds good to me”
besides, he may think you don’t return his feelings, but it’s just a matter of time until he realizes the truth about that too
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