#to come and uhh… make the most of this

[luck-of-the-drawings]

[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]

saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS #REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT #NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS #THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS. #ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of #another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY.. #i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her #idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had #when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them. #but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore. #but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think #i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow. #ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that #AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE #I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME #THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE #WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL #in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad #this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks- #-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl- #-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi #gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show #i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!! #anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM

[lunarharp]

when an obsessed orufrey person plays ace attorney for the first time in a while

#witch hat tag #orufrey #you know those times when the defendant is still in shambles at the end of a case because it was not a clear-cut thing #but you get to present one Special Sentimental piece of evidence that proves not all is lost #qifrey's breakdown would be like... he turns up calm and pleasant like dahlia kristoph gant etc but very quickly: #well first he's hiding his scar so you have to use the bracelet and also you find out about the seal on his hat using that. #eventually he is throwing water that comes out of nowhere like that coffee prosecutor guy. and his cape starts billowing #the more he breaks down his neck thingies start coming undone btw. To represent his descent into guilt and his LIES becoming undone. #course as the player i have already used my magatama and seen his 35894 psychelocks. but theyre those BLACK psychelocks #representing his repressed memories taken by the brimhats. also his glasses shatter out of nowhere when you keep presenting evidence #and tartah's testimony etc. and the player is like UHH this guy is A PUPPET MASTER but coco's heartfelt testimony commands the tone #and of course he's someone who has been twisted and damaged by trauma like adrian andrews. the mastermind is of course the brimhats #only me with my magatama knows that... only i can do it. It has to be me..... #just like how as the reader i can see everything about qifrey and i can hold him dear as much as i judge him #whereas if i were oru things would not be ok unless memories can be restored and mentally ill decisions can be illuminated #WELL ANYWAY !!!!! what i appreciate about ace attorney is its ability to mix silliness with seriousness #i cant usually make jokes about serious heavy heartbreaking stuff in witch hat because it is all very intense emotions for me #but i appreciate ace attorney's mix of sincerity and psychological pain and the inherent silliness to being a character in a situation #so.....Get Iguin on the stand. Now. BAILIFF.. TAKE OFF THE MASK #i would most love to be able to prove qifrey's eyesight is failing. hed be like I have no reason to pursue the brimhats (smiles pleasantly) #and it would be like You're lowering your gaze.. proof that the court lighting is too harsh for you..! #his glasses would crack at that moment btw. I used apollo's bracelet and saw the glyphs on the glass. #I know all about u. and i will save u

[13eyond13]

People hate on Light for many many (mostly valid) reasons, but you can't deny that he's so incredibly organized and so determined to handle most things by himself that being his admin or his receptionist or his assistant would probably be a dream

#this post brought to you by me being a receptionist for a couple of extremely opposite people #and the one who reminds me of light i find is SO NICE to work for #the extreme organization and planning ahead and clear boundaries and expectations my god #never burdens you by venting emotionally at you or changing his mind about things half a dozen times just makes clear decisions #and keeps most of his stress to himself #i feel like yeah light's scary in many ways but that when it comes to working in an office with him it's like #can't say enough good things about the guy he's just pleasant and reliable and responsible af #of course he might say something to you like 'uhh sorry all the receptionists look the same to me' #and there wouldn't be a whole lot of idle chitchat or lazy down time or being pals with him at work #BUT as long as he isnt a pain in the butt in all the other ways then we'd be good lol #light yagami #p

[sylphwing]

hm. i do not like chilshi 🤔

#sylph.txt #everyone likes to joke abt how much of an epic divorce man chilchuck is #but i dont think he ever even refers to her as his ex-wife. i could b wrong bc it's been a while since i read it tho #idk a lot of his arc is him learning to b more open w others (which is essentially what ended his relationship) #and u can see how much he's grown in the chapter where senshi goes into his past #to me it would b a lot sweeter for him to take on these lessons and go back to her and make things work #it's been 4 years but he's remained loyal to her depite their issues. idk to me it rlly does feel like he still loves her he's just a fool #it's made p clear that he's a coward and that he's quick to run away so actually committing to her would b a nice way to wrap things up #we don't get to see much of his wife so i get y ppl r quick to put him w the only other man in the party #but like senshi knows abt his wife too like i do not think he's gnna b making any moves here bc he has morals lmao #(*only other older man in the party. laios doesn't qualify for old man yaoi to most chilshi likers) #(even tho chilchuck isn't old either but shh they don't care abt that) #when it comes to senshi the changeling chapter def helped him w understanding how old the rest of the party is #but he clearly still views them as significantly younger than him #i don't think he views chil as a child anymore but for the majority of their time together he did #and so going from that to in a relationship is uhh rlly weird to me! #senshi has always taken a sort of parental role upon himself #w him romance is no where as interesting as the platonic bonds he has w the rest of the party #similar to how romance is entirely unimportant to izutsumi in the succubus chapter #idk i def don't hate the pairing and there r some takes on it that i find funny #but for me i just don't see anything between them i think ppl just want an m/m ship to play with #that ao3 gap is only gnna get bigger lmao

[rawliverandgoronspice]

Desperately trying to write Ganondorf as someone capable of desire, like it was one of my goals going in these stories (I'm aroace and trying to challenge myself on this front creatively as I have a super hard time writing romance and attraction), and......... the more I write and the more I see him sliding further and further into the ace spectrum and I'm like....... this is just.... beyond my control isn't it

#thoughts #ganondorf #shitpost #honestly I do kind of picture him somewhere in the ace spectrum canonically? like it makes the most sense out of everything? #he's into Power and magic and cool horses and fucked up creatures and uhh yep that's about it #(also I HC him as probably... bi at the Very Least in some form) #(maybe in a way that is very very repressed or never concretely comes up but) #(like... first of all have you Seen him with men it's a disaster) #(also I feel like it's the only plausible outcome of being raised exclusively with women) #(while being told to both embody AND be wary of a vague idea of masculinity he barely has concrete access to) #(the mind loves to twist the mysterious/dangerous/innaccessible/Anxiety thing into something else is all I'll say) #(wanted to explore that in descant but never really got the opportunity so vOv in a random tumblr post it goes)

[bloggirl8842]

I caught up w an old friend like a friend ive known 12 yrs and I’m sooo hyped about it bc when we were teens I wanted to be friends w him and a billion other people but i never tried bc i was like if friendship is meant to be itll be but now im reaching out and he’s gonna mail me a copy of his comic and we’re gonna text and call on occasion

#hes a sweetie im happy!!! #and its not just him like i reached out to another guy and he and i are now gonna draw tgt on occasion #reached out to this friend jade who like talks to me once every six months and im now putting work into making us talk consistently #i invited people i didnt think would come out to halloween w me and my best friend and most of them agreed #im excited man!!!! #talking to him was fun too bc we’ve known each other since we were kids so we know all these facts abt each other like i can bring up things #12 yrs back and hes like oh yea i remember that it was funny. all while being sort of unfamiliar w him bc we havent spoken in uhh 4 years #im going to have a birthday celebration for the first time in 7 years this year bc i actually believe my friends in the city will show up #enthusiastically. which was not the case last time i tried this.

[timegears-moved]

the temptation to remake because i'm close to 900 followers and that's sooooso scary to me.who are you people

#that or i need to get better at making posts of mine unrebloggable #like i do prefer to keep my posts contained and if you want to share your thoughts please just put them in a reply instead #because if you disagree i feel like that sics your followers onto me too #and like i'm not saying you cant disagree. just not really a fan of having strangers come on to posts of mine and be like UHH YOU'RE WRONG #over like. an innocent fandom take or something. it just puts me on the spot and i don't like it #this isn't reddit where every post is an invitation for a debate #i know i share responsibility in this cuz i should just make them unrebloggable but i forget that's a thing most of the time #hope this and how it makes me feel makes sense #i don't wanna like guilt trip anybody over this either im not blaming anybody #just im like a wet chihuahua of a man please don't put me in situations

[verycoolsnails]

YAYYY MISHA THEME!!!

MISHA 💖💓🩷❤️💕💖💓🩷💖❤️💖💓💓💖🩷💓

#i loevev them so much did you know that #currently saving up for him and it is HELL after spending it all on sparkel .so many quests and not enough timw ......... #and . ouhhh havent had the chance to talk abt . shit what is it called . lemme go see real quick . #A CHILDS DREAM . yknow that one map with the text on the walls and the melted clocks and stuff . #that was done . SO incredibly well it makes me INSANE........... #so like . im 100.1% sure the speaker (who talks abt mikhail a lot) in that room is misha. #like that IS her voice right . im not going insane #its just . auuh... the dreams (or at least golden hour) in peacony are so childlike .... like . some of the puzzles are jigsaw puzzle ; #turn into a small cartoon character ; and help the cartoon character find his cartoon gears . #and then you get to clockie . who can only be seen by someone w a childs innoence (or smth around those lines) #and that misha can see clockie . which like . cool right ? yeab. UNTIL YOU GET TO A CHILDS DREAM .. #where theres something just ... sososo off . #and its ... its just gotta be misha . its gotta be . idk if theres anything outside of main story im missing (there probably is) #BUT . augh . auf even . #childs dream still has these childlike qualities to it (the paper birds; walking on walls) but just ... more warped #(the general atmosphere of the place; the monsters even .) #the music having a music box to make the tone of the song more distressing ... how its so much more smaller than golden hour .. #aughhhhhh ... its just such a good parallel..... i could talk abt it all day really . #anyways . i WAS going to tell u abt my misha theory (which may or may not be confirmed) bu t i got DISTRACTED. #uhh anyways . my theory is that misha is somehow trapped in peacony . #when misha goes onto the parlor car they mention that theyve never been outside of peacony before and that she can t stay for long . #which i imagine is very normal! BUT its this combined w her lock motif (pupils; most of the doors in childs dream) thag make me suspicious #i mentioned before that golden hour has a very childish quality to it. and that misha has that childish quality. #okay well . what if mishas being kept there so that golden hour can keep on being a dream for other people? #and so that would make golden hour mishas dream. (or part of his dream? could be more people the familys keeping) #and that would imply that childs dream is . well . mishas nightmare . #uhm . i think thats it ..? if i come up w anything else ill . ramble abt it somewhere . definitely not the most eloquent but #i hope i got the point across <33 #i think its an understatement to say i love misha . i LOVE MISHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[weirdnerdygoat]

Oh look, a younger ford blushing picture...

I... may or may not be making something...

#stanford pines #gravity falls ford #gravity falls fanart #Uhh I've never once like interacted with the tumblr gravity falls fandom #Also i technically have a fandom blog but uhhhh there's too much notifications and now I'm avoiding it because it's scary- #TT^TT #But anyways yeah I'm tryyyying to make some sort of PMV/animatic or something:DD #Which I've attempted before but I've never gotten as far as now so yay! #And it's a very short song and i mightn't do the full one anyway so realistic goals B) #I expected to get this far with like a warrior cats thing seeing as that's been my most consistent obsession lately #Plus the thing I've drawn 90% of the time lately (admittedly 99% of my drawing is doodles in class) #But the billford obsession took over like yesterday and it's too strong #Like i read ONE fic and now this is happening TT^TT #Also it's a crime that there's only one billford animatic on youtube #A CRIME #Like come onnn y'all have seen the piano serenade + whatever simping in journal 3 #At least the animatic is really good though nice and toxic and fucked up :3 #Because like i don't get wholesome billford stuff because there's NO WAY their relationship could EVER be healthy without huge au stuff #But yeah I've been playing the animatic on loop and i think my brother hates the song from it by now #But yeah i think this is it for my 2 am ramble! #That's why i love tags #Don't have to worry about being annoying XD

[mantisgodsdomain]

Also have realized that we may have worded things oddly to exaggerate the amount of the Wasp Kingdom that is actually in active conflict but in our defence the power structures we currently have there have it so that whenever there aren't things to fight something like 40-80% of the Wasp Kingdom military gets re-allocated to Basically Whatever The Wasp Kingdom Needs At That Moment since they're, like, the Designated Supply Of Able-Bodied Wasps That The Queen Uses To Do Shit.

Marble is also banned from the non-combat parts of that setup, btw. Their particular tendency towards volatile-yet-effective is not something that ANYONE wants designing things that will be used in day-to-day civilian things just Around The Wasp Kingdom because generally you don't want your heavy-use architecture to Fucking Explode if you don't read and religiously adhere to the 120-page manual.

#we speak #marble #ocs #the wasp kingdom's hive tends to get significantly damaged or destroyed a few times a decade thanks to. The Deadland Border Thing #and when that happens instead of shrinking their military they just start making their footsoldiers learn construction instead #pretty much everyone has to be at least competent in combat because if they Aren't then people Fucking Die #for related reasons they tend to have surprisingly decent attitudes about shit like disability #because injury in the field is something that around 60-70% of wasps will experience in their lifetimes #and that's a VERY LARGE part of the population that they Really can't just leave out of work or anything #because they need all the damn hands that they can get most of the time #which results in things like WMS having a truly ridiculous number of variant signs for amputees or people with limited range of motion #its uhh. plus side: wasp kingdom is insanely ahead in disability accommodations and such compared to Everyone Else #minus side: it's because any member of the wasp kingdom is fully expected to become disabled in some way during their lifetime #plus side: they will accept anything and everything into the kingdom up to and including parasites and criminals #minus side: it's because they live in one of the single most deadly inhabited areas in bugaria and you will be drafted into the military #also there are Quite A Few Things that make socialization cross-kingdom Difficult #and if youre a mimic fly coming in especially you Really have no indication as to what is friendly and what is Not #and you Know when youre being mocked but youre also not gonna be capable of viewing Friendly Interaction as Nonhostile #because everyone here grew up getting at least mild battle training more or less from splitting the cocoon and expects you to play rough #and you are a fly that is not going to interpret someone biting and shaking you in a non-aggressive manner #even if it's a deliberate play-shake that doesnt actually Hurt or break shell #worldbuilding #they only actually need the kaiju squad like once or twice a year but uhh. yknow. The Beasts

[amatres]

I know you have to choose the option but the farewell conversation that sticks most in my head in the Gallows is with Carver where Hawke can say something along the lines of 'This is how we're supposed to be, side by side' and he tells them they know it can't be like that forever.

Like, my Hawke at least spent so much of her life building her identity in service of her family. Hawke most resembles their father no matter what, and the family is shaped around them narratively (if you're a mage or not deciding which sibling you lose first and how that class effects how those siblings feel about themselves and their place in the family) and they shape themselves around their family in turn, exist for them, takes up the role of leader after Malcolm has passed. The answers of where Hawke considers home when they're asked never felt right, because they lived on the run for so many of their formative years, the true answer feels like to me to be their home is their family, the place never mattered beyond being allowed to rest and not look over their shoulder every day.

What happens to that identity when everyone you built it around is gone? Where would they consider home when it's all said and done? The Amell estate was something they got for their mother, one of the answers they can give to Varric in Act 2 on what they plan to do now is watch over their mother, Carver tells Hawke to look after her when the expedition separates them. Then their mother is gone too.

There's no final statement for this since it's just me rambling, but it's hm, sad to think about. Who is Hawke if they aren't living for the sake of another, when all those they lived for are gone and they never felt at home anywhere but in the people they surrounded themselves with?

#ama mumbles #dragon age #dragon age 2 #hawke #allyn hawke (oc) #im not writing meta this is just me rambling thoughts specifically born from trying to figure out allyns uhh problems lol #by act 3 the answers is probably their companions but eventually everyone leaves their side besides their possible li #so what do they consider home who are they when they are truly alone #my hawke is a mage which also shapes this perspective i dont know how it affects nonmage hawke #anyway carver was right and valid to want to find an identity separate from the family #bc like look how his sibling destroys themself trying to shape themselves around it #as for my own hawke id say she felt most content in lothering she briefly was feeling the same in kirkwall in act 2 but when leandra dies #part of her dies with her i suppose. shes the champion of kirkwall and its a death sentence bc shes a mage so she decides #to try and help at least make the world a bit more comfortable for any mage that comes after her #allyn and anders in act 3 shaking hands over being suicidal and throwing themselves into at least making it mean something #by helping ppl like them maybe having a better life #on that point the chantry explosion didnt feel like a axe to allyn it felt like a release. finally the hold of this place has lifted #if that makes sense lol. kirkwall was only for her mother now that shes gone allyn was waiting for an end to her stay there and it came #back to being on the run. something that felt more natural to her. maybe one day she will have a small farm again #or maybe she will live in a city with a garden if the people she surrounded herself wanted to live there #just somewhere that the noose of her family's ghosts were no longer strangling her

[widevibratobitch]

.

#tw ed #saw a picture of myself from when i was *checks notes* at my fucking worst with my ED but that meant i was also Thinner. #i really should Go Back huh. maybe if i did i wouldnt feel. Like This. #it'd prolly mean id start losing my hair again which. not a big fan. BUT. #if i was really dedicated i could also lose my period which. huge fan. that was one of the best things that ever happened to me tbh #i could have it all back. maybe i could even get farther than the last time. all it would take is uhh feeling utterly fucking miserable #having no energy for the most basic stuff let alone singing and thinking about nothing and i mean NOTHING but calories 24/7. #but hey. maybe i could like. lose 5 kg for my troubles and then gain back twice as much when i decide again that i just Cant Live Like This #totally worth it huh #anyway. i miss hating my body A Little Less and people being Nicer to me and everyone telling me how good of a job im doing #and encouraging me to keep going. and i miss the sense of Accomplishment and the Pride and the Not Feeling Disgusting #or at least Making Up For It by just. not eating lol #cause like its not like im actually much better mentally am i lmao clearly im not. only now im both miserable AND fat. #obviously ill never be s/kinny let alone as s/kinny as my friends. ill still look like a glitch in the system and a mistake next to them. #but if i have to be miserable anyway i could at least be. less f/at about it right. maybe then ill be worth something <3 #...and other delusions you keep cultivating because there's something deeply and inherently wrong with you #my new bestseller coming soon to your nearest bookshop dont miss it its only $free.99!

[mechawolfie]

I've realized the mutual love between humans and dragons showing itself as mimicry of each other and I want to cry

#smudgy.txt #etherlan #IM FEELING EMOTIONAL ABOUT HUMANS AND THEIR RELATIONSHIPS W OTHER CREATURES RN OK #the dragon mage insitute exists to be a love letter to dragons #its believed that humans and dragons were very close at creation but gradually grew apart over time #(bc of human error is the common belief but its different depending on who youre talking to) #anyway the institute was created as a 'we havent forgotten you' #which reminds me of this village i thought of a while ago #they have an annual celebration where the whole village will head to their nearby mountain #to set up camp and cook lots of food and sing and dance and make lamps to light up the mountainside #the mountain is believed to be a dragon who fell asleep waiting for her human companion she separated w long ago to come back #long story short they never returned but shes still waiting believing they will #and when a person from the village found out she was there all alone they started bringing their family to visit #to talk abt the years events and cook and tell stories sing and dance etc #to keep her company #& over the years the group of visitors just continued to grow until it became a whole celebration #anyway while most ppl fear the dragons bc uhh theyre Scary there is still many who wish to say 'we remember you'. yknow

[randomuzerthelozer]

Do you ever make a full on essay post about something happening that proves a point you had, but then you realise you miss read the post you got the orignal info from and basically your full entire point falls apart(EVEN THOGUHT YOU CAN CLEALRY TELL YOUR ON THE RIGHT TRACK)

(IF YOU WANT TO SEE MY POINTS INA SAMLLER WAY GO INTO THE TAGS I WENT INSANE BRO)

#WARNING THIS HAS A LOT OF TAG RAMBELING #do you all know onf (that one blog/twt acc trying to DESTROY JNJ?) #yeah I made a full ass essay talking about how that youtube channel they put in a twt proves that their bait #but then I realised THE TWT WAS ACCTUALLY SAYING THAT'S NOT THEM #and I do belive them because teh youtube channel seems extremely off brand for them #alibet their hypocrisiy when it comes to animation epic could be a good starting point for my post #and how they don't noticed the fact adam katz theroically dose work in JNJ (VAing Nickel) #BUT I don't feel like rewriting that whole post #BASICALLY: OHF is most likely bait trying to epicly own JNJ haters #Unlike that one homophobic acc with the woody dabbing pfp they came out of nowhere #and not using a personal acc makes it even more convient imo almost as if they don't acctually havethese takes #also they might just be trying to get people to think the people they reblog are pro the movement* (dose it even classiy as a movement?) #expect that I don't think it's a kid since I don't think a kid would make twt their main platform of choice for this #it would most likely be youtube or something #and a adult who acctually had these takes would just use their main acc/ a alt(if they don't wanna post their takes on main) #and not try to be the french uprising or something #expect that they say very very extreme things in a very cartoonish way #as if their playing a role (HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM) #it's almost as if they say these very extreme things and say them in a cartoonsih way to get... Attention? #Operation huang fall #BFDI #If your ONF on tumblr reading this (Since you seem to see all the posts about you) then uhh Hi :3 #Randomuzer's random rambles #OHF #EDIT: INGORE THE FACT I WROTE ONF QS OHF I WAS TIRED

[doppelnatur]

More insomnia thoughts:

#so like I went to the mcr concert with one of my longest friends and her new friends and it was so strange #they're like. popular girls u know. doing pretty girl Instagram make up in front of the concert hall #like. babe I have a red lipstick for under your eyes and a shitty eyeliner u really don't need to do foundation and highlighter #and skinny little symmetrical eyeliner what's are u doing #they're all like. kpop stans and uhh popular girls and some of them are ex bullies and like. gesine (my friend) is like #yeah but like. i know they're good ppl and very different now. but they defend their favorite kpop idol when evidence of bullying comes up #and like. dismissing bullying as an actual problem lol like. im sorry but how do you trust these people? #i ended up hanging out with a bunch of random trans guys which was very nice but just like. so alienating? #and I know most of these ppl are queer and stuff but like. yoo I felt like one feels when hanging out with straight ppl #i just can't zone out that they would have like. spat at me as kids?

[mushroom-winners-proof]

the way you draw skulls and faces is very sharp and recognizable. i notice that you put a lot into making them look particularly distinct for every character

thank you for the observations everyone i will let it affect my brain chemistry for the rest of the week

#snap chats #'consumed nothing but jojo for years on end' alright. ok. alright. hold on #no but uhh i did draw jojo for a long time LMAO SO IM NOT SURPRISED THE INFLUENCE IS STILL NOTABLE #im trying to think how long i drew jojo #i drew it every day and i would do multiple drawings a day since i ran daily blogs so. Yeah A Lot #its funny that my art screams 'jojo' when i spent a good year drawing nothing but dragonball #i aint gon act like the first time i started posting kh people were saying my art looked very DB tho LMAO so fairs fair #also ty on sayin my faces are distinct anon :) #my friend said once that i had same-face syndrome and i havent emotionally recovered #i know i still suffer from it when it comes to drawing kids and teenagers but i like to think my adults/middle-aged characters are distinct #i probably fuck up though but im glad people think they look distinct #i do very much like to make my facial features sharp on adults that is very true #i cant place why i just know i make eyebrow bones and cheeks Sharp most of the time #i try to make them rounded for some characters but i know i default to a point #i definitely make them round for kids and teenagers thats what helps make them look young i feel #i also just like to draw what i see when it coems to faces esp when its a character i like a lot #like a reason why i love them is probably because i think their face is fun to draw cause of how distinct it is #like xigbar has a very distinct face to me and its why i adore him