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yaksha-lover · 3 months

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guess who’s back again🫵🫦

(continuation of the ramblings i’ve been leaving in your inbox that i should probably turn into a full length fic but suck ass at writing and ik damn well will never actually finish)

so i just learned that the draconia family can choose their own retainers when the time comes. ie, lilia for the queen that i always spell the name of wrong, malleus picked silver and sebek, etc.

which kinda sucks because your little baby brother sebek can’t be your retainer😔. actually, you don’t really know who to pick cause you don’t really know anyone.

well, except for ace and deuce that is… ☺️

so you’ve picked ace and deuce as your retainers! what could possibly go wrong? it can’t be that bad if your trio has never had good grades before, or not gotten into trouble every five seconds, or not been put into any immediate danger ever, or not loud mouths who play stupid games and win stupid prizes.

and—close your mouth sebek your gonna catch flies—besides having two human retainers in a court full of fae not too far after a human fae war shouldn’t be that concerning. so what if they were already upset that malleus was marrying a human? (and maybe looking into ways to extend your life to match his but don’t tell anyone it’s a surprise for you) it should all be fine, right lilia? silvers here ain’t he? even if the court won’t bow to your will as easily as they do malleus they don’t wanna make him upset by making his queen upset. which means you can pick whomever the hell you want (🫵spoiled)

and for the record this decision was 100% made in pure logic and totally not because the thought of leaving your two beloved idiots made you tear up instantaneously!

hey! pls ignore that i took forever getting to your ask things have been super busy lol

adeuce as your retainers who end up someone getting you into more trouble than if you’d just had no guards at all (it’s not their fault! they really try to be good for you, but they somehow always attract chaos!)

not to mention their incredibly mediocre fighting skills (both magic and physical) when compared to the other fae who work as royal guards. even silver has been trained practically since birth to be a great fighter, so he holds the respect of the fae, unlike adeuce. but what they lack in skill, they make up for in effort and care. because who’s going to go above and beyond for you like your best friends?

at least, that’s how you rationalize choosing them instead of the many previous royal guards who offered themselves up for your service, only for you to turn them down for your friends (adeuce definitely get glared at in the hallways). sebek practically begs you for weeks to try and change your mind, but he folds when he sees how happy having your old friends around makes you.

#twst x reader #malleus draconia #ace trappola #deuce spade #sebek zigvolt #twst silver #twst #twisted wonderland #feverish-dove

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taegularities · 1 year

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Hello, lovely Rid 💕💕

I'm here to ramble to you about your ramble in response to my ramble lmao.

First of all, we really do think alike apparently, because I also checked the wordcount of my feedback before sending it and it's probably the longest one I've ever written and will ever write. Even without all of the quotes it's like over 2k words, I really don't know how to shut up 😭😭😭

Thank you so much for taking so much care to write such a thoughtful response, Rid 🥺🥺🥺 I always love reading your responses to feedback, and not only my own, because everyone points out different things and you give even more insight into the story and your writing process. I can just read about your stories forever, even when it comes to commentary about them.

I watched the mv for 'when you're gone' and I totally agree with you that that scene matches OC's mood in the beginning of the chapter very well 😔😔😔 It also matches the way I was reading the Valentine’s day drabble, smiling at how adorable they were when I knew how we left off in cmi6. I've said it before but I'll say it again, the thing that hurts the most is knowing how happy they're able to make each other and seeing how they're now hurting each other instead 😭😭😭

Also about the rambling to my sister lmao. Cmi is the first fic I've properly talked to her about (she reads fanfic too, just not bts ones) and I was fully ranting to her about how Jungkook was keeping everything in and trying to be strong until he couldn't anymore, and now he's ignoring OC, I don't think I've ever ranted so much even about a real life person lmao. I might have not painted him in the best light because of how mad I was though 😔😔😔 But I probably will just ramble about how cute he is to her later on when everything works out 😌😌😌

Also also everyone has been adding onto the sadness and angst here and I don't know how they do it, because every time I even think about OC with someone else or just them being even sadder I want to cry lmao. But I still love reading everybody adding to the chaos, I can't lie.

Last but definitely not least, I feel like I haven't properly checked in on you in a few days, so how are you doing, Rid? 🥺🥺🥺

I MISSED YOU (she says after just 2 days lol), honestly, i was gonna shoot you an ask today lmao but since you're here, i can just say it now: i hope you're doing well! how's school going? <3

2k even without the quotes? i don't deserve you fr 😭 no but seriously, i copied it into a doc, and thought, kay, must be around 2k, like all of it (which is already a lot) BUT 5.7K.... and it was like 10 pages long !! i went "awwh" out loud 😭

and thank you 🥺 i was even thinking of making a smol commentary one day, when i've got the time, bc i could talk about them forever 😭 i really love reading everyone's reviews and theories, bc sometimes it makes me rethink things that i didn't consider even while writing.

ikr? i spent my teenage years crying to 'when you're gone', and i kinda remembered the song when you pointed out that 'he can be comfort even now' bit :( and you're actually so right. might argue that it hurts even more to relate it to the vday drabble.. especially, considering what's still to come.

hahaha i get it 😭 after that chapter, it was hard to hold a high opinion of him, bc he did kinda fuck up :// but yes, i promise you, there are gonna be scenes and chapters that are so fluffy, it'll be almost disgusting, really. it's so cute that you ranted about it to your sister hahaha i really love that you're so invested 🥺

I KNOW! it's amazing how everyone was ready to jail me for all the angst... yet, they keep coming up with scenarios and songs that break me for good 😂 i wasn't as much in pain when i posted the chapter as i am now hahahah

ahh i'm okay, ivi, thank you for asking! i think the biggest reason for my bleh mood was that i'm... very bored. i've been feeling pretty unproductive since i took this super long break after graduation and quit my last job. which is why i'm lowkey excited (but also very scared lol) to start my semester next week and my job in may! will join you in your academic misery hahah but yeah. i'll be busier, but i'm looking forward to it, bc i do like being busy! hope you're all good, too 🥺🤍

#i LOVE the chaos everyone adds to <3 #and i love you !! <3 #notes for rid 🌹#ivi <3 #fic: colour me in #long ask

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