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itwillbeall-dwight · 4 years
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trials in error
danny "jed olsen" johnson | the ghost face/felix richter; fluff and angst; canon-typical violence; enemies to fwb to lovers to enemies lmao; 5677 words
a/n: did i finish two fics in the same day? yes i did. i’ve had this done since one in the morning but didn’t want to post it them bc no one would see it by the time it was flushed out of the tag bc tumblr hates fic writers for real actually.
my friend booker is to blame for this. they mentioned this pair to me offhandedly but then i turned around and made this, and basically learned 2 things. 1) writing danny is fun, and 2) i have. a lot of feelings. about them.
while i have a couple of long pieces to finish, requests are still open, so if you liked this and would like smthn written, feel free to shoot me an ask!
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Preview: “Tell you what.” He folded his arms over the top of the generator, looking the man in the face as he rested the side of his head against his forearm. “You’re still a noob, and I can’t be having anything fun with that. I’ll give you, hm… 10 seconds to run and hide, phone a friend, you know… not die, but after that, you’re all mine. Sound good?” The blonde remained silent, blinking at him in bewilderment. That was as good of an answer as any. “Alright. 10-” “Ah, wait, but what about-” “-9-” He didn’t say anything after that, dropping the wires in his hands and taking off into a sprint, stumbling as he stood to his full height - and oh boy, was he a tall guy - and turned a corner of old cars. Danny chuckled, standing up to rest his ass against the side of the gen, flipping his knife in his hand as he kept counting down. “8… 7… 6-5-4-3-2-1- ok, here we go.”
Another day, another trial. As the fog cleared from his vision, the Ghostface flipped his small knife in his hand, feeling the silent breeze whistle through the tendrils on his uniform. The Autohaven Wreckers was as sorry of a sight as it always was, but one that he’d grown quite accustomed to use as his playground. From the sight of the old garage, he could almost pick out memories of all the times he’d scared the pants off of the poor survivors, which he took more than enough pleasure in doing. Danny looked around, still absently flipping his knife in his hand as he formulated a plan, taking a brief moment to watch the ever-present moonlight glint off of the freshly cleaned blade before he looked up once more, a slow grin forming behind the mask as the game began.
 Poor Meg thought he was stupid, thinking she’d lost him at a simple enough loop around a pile of tires, all up until he pulled her off of her generator with a cackle (“screw you, creep” she said as she slammed her fists into the back of his shoulder - changed her tune real quick after he slid a hook into hers). Nea didn’t hesitate in giving him the runaround, powering a generator in his face and slamming a locker door into him for good measure. Danny knew the girl would throw a palette at him if she had the chance - she was the most fun to play with. But he soon lost her, so soon after catching her, but it was that detective asshole that ruined their fun, as he’d shone a damn flashlight in his eyes while he had Nea on his shoulder, finally, enough for her to wiggle free and run off again. And by the time his vision had cleared, the both of them had gone. Danny growled - as much as he enjoyed fun, it was only when he was winning was it any good.
 It was while he was stalking around the battered old killer shack looking for the bastard that he saw him for the first time. Blonde hair, broad shoulders, and a fancy suit that just screamed rich, with a touch of “please tear me off or splatter me in blood, both sound great”. A man he didn’t recognize, sat on a generator, eyes darting around as he worked the best he could with shaking hands, clearly on edge about being left on his own to work. Whatever annoyance he had in him melted like hot wax, as he approached, slowly, knowing this guy would be a wonderful victim to mess with. The killer’s fingers curled around the edge of the wall as he watched the man, the way he swallowed and sighed, muttering to himself in reassurance in a tongue that sounded familiar to him, too quiet to tell. The generator got louder and louder, its mechanisms and inner parts in tune as the man worked his magic, almost letting himself smile in triumph as he grabbed another wire.
“Hey there, handsome.”
A voice from behind his neck, raspy and deep, caused him to jump, a spark sending the generator into smoke as he turned, face going white as he pushed his back against the wall.
Oh, he was right. He was going to be fun, all right. Danny chuckled. “Oh, sorry. Did I scare you? Tend to do that. It’s in my… nature.”
The man swallowed, glancing around for any kind of help, seeming to find none as his attention turned back to the killed, speaking in a low, rich voice, though it shook from fear. “Don’t you have… things, to be stabbing?”
“Why, is that an invitation?” He laughed again, leaning up against the generator and crossing one leg over the other. “Nah, I’m just kiddin’. Ain’t it enough to get to know the new neighbours? Haven’t seen you around before, pretty boy. They smuggled you in, huh?”
“I… suppose.”
He hummed, tapping the blade of his knife against the metal of his knife, the clanging making the survivor jump. Oh, bless him - well and truly, it was a mistake for him to get caught up here… but a happy mistake, to be sure. “Got a name?”
“Huh?”
“Like I said, I like to know the neighbours, ya know… real close and personal. A preference. Bit of normalcy. Soooo…”
He remained silent. So he was a little bit smarter than what he’d look like, from the way he was shaking in his rich white boots. Impressive.
“Tell you what.” He folded his arms over the top of the generator, looking the man in the face as he rested the side of his head against his forearm. “You’re still a noob, and I can’t be having anything fun with that. I’ll give you, hm… 10 seconds to run and hide, phone a friend, you know… not die, but after that, you’re all mine. Sound good?”
The blonde remained silent, blinking at him in bewilderment. That was as good of an answer as any. 
“Alright. 10-”
“Ah, wait, but what about-”
“-9-”
He didn’t say anything after that, dropping the wires in his hands and taking off into a sprint, stumbling as he stood to his full height - and oh boy, was he a tall guy - and turned a corner of old cars.
Danny chuckled, standing up to rest his ass against the side of the gen, flipping his knife in his hand as he kept counting down. “8… 7… 6-5-4-3-2-1- ok, here we go.”
 Curious as it was, he lost the blonde beauty soon after he let him go, instead finding Meg oddly open about where she was, spriting right into his vision. Not that he was complaining; a game was a game, and if the runner decided that she wanted to play tag, then who was he to turn her down? Especially when she was so easy to catch… though as soon as she was hooked, flashlight clicking and Swedish profanities in his ear was enough to make him chase after Nea rather than go after his original chase once again… they were painting a target on their back, and for what? To save the new guy’s skin? He wasn’t an idiot. Just surprised that some of them had the compassion.
 Well, they managed to get another generator done, but the two girls were dead, and a soon injured Tapp was surely soon to follow them. A means to an end, it seemed, as his knife plunged into the detective’s side and sent him crashing into the dirt with a grunt of pain, rolling over onto his back with one eye open, the other wincing in pain, the shadow of the killer cast over him in the moonlight as he wiped his blade.
“OK, Detective, we’ll make this real nice and simple.” He crouched down next to the survivor, taking note of how the blood pooled around him as he laid on his back, staring up at him. “Tell me where your new friend is hiding, and I’ll let you live.”
Silence.
“C’mon, it’s not that hard of a choice to make. I’ve heard getting sacrificed is long and painful, like your insides are getting ripped at over and over again until, poof, you’re back again, at that cozy little campfire, only a little bit more traumatised to show for it. Now, you want that to happen to only one of you, or both of you, hm?”
Tapp looked away, seeming to ponder the possibility.
“Self-preservation instincts, Detective. I know you have them.” He tapped his knife into the dirt. Humans were fickle beings, easily swayed when their life was on the line.
The detective sighed, chest shaking from the strain. “Fine. I know where he’s hiding. But I can’t… breathe right, with a knife in my chest, so come a little closer.”
Danny blinked, but surely he didn’t have any more tricks up his sleeve, so he did as he was told, for once in his life, letting his mask get inches away. “Yes?”
A moment of silence, before there was a whisper in reply, backed by the assurance of an idiot who knew he was going to die regardless, as he spat blood pooling in his mouth onto the mask of the ghost almost pressed against his own. “Go fuck yourself.”
He was almost stunned at the bravado, leaning away with a chuckle, though he gritted his teeth through it. “Oh, you’re a funny man. Absolutely hilarious, you know that?” But still, that was as good of an affirmation of choice as he was going to get from someone so stubborn, so Danny grabbed him by the front of his vest and hoisted him up onto his shoulder.
 The screaming echoed as the heavens opened up, the Entity surely pleased with her feast for the evening, but he still wasn’t done… oh no, far from it. There was still one more handsome devil to track down. Danny rolled his neck, grinning at the gentle cracks from the strain, strolling more than hunting, at this point, for the well-kept survivor he didn’t know the name of, but was practically dying to know. He almost skipped up the crane, looking out of the window as Rapunzel did out of her tower window, before chuckling to himself and hoisting himself out. Danny tapped his blade against his hand, almost going to begin whistling if not for the angelic cries coming from the hill just close by. A grin overtook him, as he chased the calls of cherubs from the ground below.
 He slammed that hatch shut with a satisfied sigh, throwing his knife between his hands as he looked around and arched his neck for the doors. Normally the whelps would just give up at this point, but the guy was new, and probably didn’t know what was best for him. Still, the doors were easily within view, so if he made it out of this alive… well, he wouldn’t, so no promise needed to be made. The killer chuckled to himself, finally settling on wrapping his fingers around the handle of his blade, curling one by one, slowly and deliberately for no one in particular, before setting off to take part in the real game that had begun.
 He had no idea how he did it. Perhaps Danny had become too complacent in his work. But that handsome devil slipped past him more than once, enough for him to open up a gate and tiptoe his nice ass into certain safety. The survivor stared at him from inside the gate as he walked past in bewilderment, shaking like a dog in the rain that was just waiting to be gutted, battered old medkit in hand. And while he was stunned, the man swallowed, nodded, and left the trial head high, descending back into the fog as it began to consume the old gas station, leaving Danny to stare into darkness, barely blinking.
 Well, that was interesting, wasn’t it?
His name was Felix, he’d learned from the pig in the meat plant, having overheard it while she watched him blow the generator out by accident and got cursed out by the familiar bane-of-their-existence Swede. German, from the way he’d spoken to Danny by the generator in their first encounter, high up on the social ladder from the way he dressed (unless he’d gotten all dressed up just to see him? Funny, that would be, but very unlikely), shaken by the fog and with a disposition not unlike a lost dog. 
 And yet, despite his nerves and cluelessness to the fog, he always seemed to escape him. He didn’t know how he did it, but from finding hatch to evading the hooks, Felix somehow managed to keep him on his toes. Trials were somehow more exciting, knowing there was a challenge, and a chance to catch he who refused to be caught. Danny knew he was going to revel in the moment, when it eventually came - there was no way someone could be better than him, when he was so in his element.
So, after not seeing the man for the entire trial while hunting through the streets of Badham, catching him at the gate seemed like a dream come true. And he was none the wiser, as Danny quickly slammed his hand against the wall next to the lever, making him jump and freeze, pulling his hand away, two bright lights reflecting onto his face. “And so we meet again.”
“S-so we do.” He ran a hand through his hair before it found a place at the back of his neck, quietly taking a few steps back.
“Aht, aht. I wouldn’t run. I’ll just find you again anyways.”
He stopped. 
“...You know, I don’t quite know how you do it. It’s like you’re avoiding me on purpose.”
“That is… the point, is it not?”
“Oh, how rude- people come here to see me, surely. I’m a spectacle; call me a master at my craft.”
Felix chuckled - god, he chuckled, though it was riddled with nerves, but it most certainly happened, and sounded great - fiddling with the cufflinks on the sleeves of his suit jacket as his back straightened a little, as if flicking a switch to go from sorry sight to professional businessman. “Well, I… don’t suppose you’d be willing to show me why?”
He blinked. “Are you… flirting with me?”
“Am I?”
Danny wasn’t sure if the question was rhetorical or not, from the way he stood beside the lever at the gate, leaning a shoulder against the brick and folding his arms across his strong, broad chest (the way his shirt was unbuttoned just so was something Danny now noticed, and couldn’t stop noticing, barely tearing his eyes away to meet his gaze again) with an almost expectant look. “You’re... a weird one.”
“I… suppose so. Anyone normal would have ignored you and already run for their lives.”
The killer chuckled. “You’re not… entirely wrong. But I gotta say, I do like that. Among… other things.”
Though his eyes weren’t visible, it was as if the survivor knew exactly where he was looking, coughing and covering his mouth with the side of his fist. How cute was that?
He almost couldn’t contain himself. But he managed, somehow, not sure where this whole thing was going, but more than ready to go along for the ride. “Say… how far are you willing to ask that question, anyway? You really wanna know that bad, huh?”
Felix swallowed, closing his eyes for a moment before looking up again, with his piercing blue gaze, lips parting just so into a coy little smile. “Let’s find out, shall we?”
Danny had never thought a man of such sophistication was willing to whore himself out for freedom, but sure enough, he himself opened the gate to let the German go, almost sad to see him leave (though it wouldn’t be for long), but very much enjoying the view.
 He paused. He was supposed to catch him and kill him, wasn’t he? Danny frowned, somewhat troubled, but tried to justify it as returning to old habits in Roseville, as he left the gate, and waited for the fog to consume him again, taking a seat just outside the battered old preschool.
It was like the attraction of magnets with twice the force as soon as they saw each other, wasting no time as suddenly Felix’s back was slammed into a tree, a loose and cold gloved hand finding its way up his shirt, sending a shiver up his spine for another reason as he felt lips hit his, with a hunger and desperation he was not expecting but certainly didn’t mind reciprocating, as Danny soon found out. And he wasn’t complaining; he was damn good, for a man with the disposition of a 40-year-old virgin, moving his hands to Danny’s wrist and placing his hand on his waist, which again, he did not mind at all, while the other was still halfway up his shirt. Let the man take the lead, at least for now, because it’s the only chance he’ll get to.
 Danny chuckled as a hand moved to grab his ass - quite the eager beaver, wasn’t he? He was practically purring as he pulled away, the survivor trying to follow him before reeling back as he moved to kissing up the side of his neck, listening close to the adorable little whimpers that came out of him as he squirmed in his grip. The killer then went to move his hand out from under Felix’s shirt, finally, casually undoing the buttons of his waistcoat and shirt one by one, taking the time to walk down his chest with his fingers and feel the shaking breaths of anticipation under his fingertips. Oh, the things he wanted to do-
 Distant voices were enough to make the survivor crack open an eye, pausing before he began to push the killer’s head off of his neck.
“Hey, hey,” Danny didn’t appreciate the interruption, moving to look up as Felix looked around, like a startled animal, though he still purred in the crudest fashion. “C’mon, buddy, I was just getting started.”
“Quiet.” His voice was low and commanding, still shaking from adrenaline.
And for whatever reason, Danny complied.
He swallowed, listening to the silence of the wind in the barrens of the fog-covered forest and there was another distant call, which upon hearing he began trying to wiggle out of the killer’s grip. “Off.”
“Why?”
“They’re looking for me-”
“And you don’t wanna be seen with me?” He gave a mock gasp of offence, though the grin that was slowly growing larger still remained on his face.“Oh, honey-”
“That’s exactly it. Move, please.”
That was enough to make Danny chuckle, squeezing his hips that he still held, enough to make him yelp a little. “Still so polite. If you want me to do somethin’, hon, you gotta be a little more, ah... demanding, yeah?”
Felix glared. “Alright. Get off. Now.” His voice had an annoyed growl to it, though his voice still cracked a little out of embarrassment, as he pushed down on Danny’s arms to let himself go.
“There it is.” And so he moved, standing back and sliding his hands into the pockets of his cloak. He watched the architect fiddle with the buttons on his shirt to redo them again, rushing to do so and messing it up a few times, mumbling to himself. “Need help?”
He glared again. 
Danny laughed, observing how he looked like a kicked puppy as he went back to fiddling with his shirt, pulling down his own mask again to hide what little of his face he had revealed. “You know, I think you’d look much better with it off.”
“Shut up.”
“Oh, that’s not what you were saying with your eyes earlier-”
“You were a lot more tolerable when you were quiet.”
“‘Cos I never had a chance to speak, what, with you all over my mouth.” He shrugged as he spoke, as if it was a nonchalant fact, only smiling wider when he heard Felix try to stammer out a flustered reply, to no avail, choosing instead to simply huff and finish off the buttons on his shirt.
“Regardless, this affair is over.”
“Wait, hold on.”
“What?”
The killer moved his hands up to Felix’s neck, watching the man flinch and hold a breath with a soft chuckle, gently undoing a few of the top buttons that he’d redone. “You normally wear it like this.”
He gently touched at his collar, looking down at his fingers and then to the mask starring back at him. “And you’ve noticed?”
“Hard not to.” He shrugged, tugging at the shirt collar and going to fix up the waistcoat too before his hands were slapped away, which he held up in defence with a grin behind his mask. “So when are we doing this again, sunshine?”
The survivor moved away before he could’ve boxed in against the tree again, taking a few steps towards the direction of the campfire and the voices, though not too far as to disengage from the conversation, perhaps a little unsure how to. “You speak like this will be a regular affair.”
“Well, we had fun, ja?” 
“...Are you mocking me?”
“Not mocking, just… appreciating the culture.”
Felix started, smoothing down the arms of his suit jacket with a light scoff of disbelief. “Truly, you’re insufferable.”
“Can't say you didn’t enjoy yourself though, huh, mein Schatz?” He leaned his shoulder against the tree now, folding his arms across his chest, earning him a weak-hearted glare.
“Werde gefickt.”
“Gerne.”
Being outplayed in his own game of native tongues, somehow, Felix conceded, looking down at his cufflinks again. “You’re… not entirely wrong, so ...perhaps a name, so I can find you.”
“Oh, so now you want to know me? What happened to a one-time affair, sugar?” 
“When you’re so easy to please, I would be an idiot not to take advantage.”
Danny laughed, shrugging with no retort (though he was uncertain if hitting this pretty boy like a fish was just as good as getting in his pants… that much was yet to be determined). He soon trailed off, swallowing to himself, a lie escaping him as effortlessly as it had always done. “Jed Olsen.”
“Mr. Olsen…” Felix pondered for a moment. “...Ja, OK.”
So they’d been fooling around, yeah. Danny had always said he was willing to try it, should an idiot be brave enough, and if it was someone that wasn’t either Ace or David - he was a man with some standards, even with the blood on his hands - but never had he thought about it getting this far.
 The sun never rose or set, but people slept and woke as time passed, regardless of the light outside, and that was no exception here. If anything, it was the cold chill of Ormond that awoke him from sleep, though he’d grown complacent in it, realising the teens that called this shithole a home would probably evict him if he so much as dared to complain. Danny still grumbled, attempting to pull the scraps of the blanket over himself, but finding it unable to move. Turning over, he now heard the sound of gentle snoring, the body, next to him sometimes shuffling, but remained mostly motionless, aside from the movements of breathing from his chest. His latest fling, almost his newest obsession… god, he still looked perfect, even now, golden locks of hair falling out of form, the lighting of the shitty little cabin not enough to hide that perfect jawline tickled with stubble in all the right places, red marks down his neck and back from an encounter that had lead them right here, in the bed he was practically renting in the corner of the resort.
 They’d gotten a little adventurous, hadn't they? Banter in the trials was one thing, borderline voyeurism in the entity’s forest was another, but here? Letting himself be taken back to the realms to stay, where killers were not technically bound by rules of obedience, with Danny of all killers, a man who loved to bend the rules? Felix Richter was a smart man, that much he knew, but by god was he stupid. Maybe he thought there was a good man still in there, in the Ghostface. Well, that was his mistake; it was almost cute for him to still hold out hope though, regardless of how much disappointment was awaiting him down the road. Danny gently ran fingertips along the sleeping man’s arm, feeling the soft skin underneath his touch, smiling despite himself, only pausing at the gentle stirring he caused, practically freezing with his hand in the air as the architect moved, and slowly opened his eyes, sleepily smiling.
“Good morning.”
“...Hi,” he released a breath he didn’t know he was holding, letting his hand fall into the space between them. “Hardly mornin’, but sure.”
“Close enough.”
“Sure.”
There was a soft, amused hum from the other man, adjusting his position a little to better face him, hair falling out of place just so, like some disheveled Ken doll. “I would ask if you slept well, but-”
“Oh, very well, thanks to you. Really outdid yourself this time; I gotta say, that was almost the most fun I’ve had since I got here… or maybe even before-”
A light shove to his chest made him stop and laugh a little, feeling the slight coldness of metal from a family ring against one pec, and almost wanting the light touch of his hand to remain there, before it hit the mattress with a thump, dangerously close to Danny’s. “You’re a funny one, Mr. Olsen.”
He sat up, resting an elbow on the stained old pillow and holding his cheek with the corresponding hand, raising an eyebrow. “Thought you liked me better when I was quieter?”
Felix stared at him with those perfect eyes of his, and he laughed - like audible silk it was, smooth and defined, with a sleepy smile and everything - adjusting himself with a hand under his pillow. “Sometimes. Sometimes I like to hear you.”
“Glad to hear it. I’ve been told it’s my best quality.”
“Hmm. Is it how you make jokes to deflect, or how you talk out of your ass?”
“...Well, hey now, Princess, ouch-”
As he tried to defend himself, the survivor smirked, somehow braver here than anywhere else (and it wasn’t his persona), quipping back to match him, and as he was talking, Danny paused, watching the way his eyes diverted and how his mouth moved, how he talked with his body and the way he smiled and waiting for a small hum in response, and how Danny liked the way his name sounded coming from his mouth, even if it wasn’t entirely the true one. Almost made him wonder what the real thing would sound like… no, that was too much, right? Couldn’t get attached. He wasn’t attached, was he?
 Couldn’t hurt to wait a little more to think on that, before escorting this pretty little thing back to the campfire.
So he was thinking about Felix a lot more than was normal for an obsession of his. What started off as a vengeful curiosity had morphed into something else, something so ugly yet so beautiful, foreign to Danny in recent years, or perhaps his entire life. Was this how high school girls felt, chasing after the jocks for a chance to get them off, and maybe start a high school whirlwind romance? Well, he certainly wasn’t a prepubescent cheerleader, but the survivor that had caught his attention seemed just like the squeaky clean Prince Charming that girls drooled over.
 And he couldn’t have that. Not at all.
 The fog cleared out of his vision slowly, and he opened his eyes, almost rolling them as the field of corn came into view. Coldwind - the rotten fields, it looked like, from the wide expanse of produce hiding his vision. Despite the cards not being in his favour, a game could still be played here, if he played his hand, carefully. And he was planning to. He’d let himself get distracted. But not again.
 Getting back into the routine of the hunt was like sliding into a comfortable sweater, blood shedding with no tear from him. Laurie was always a thrilling chase, her determination being almost cute. Quentin was similar, though the boy with insomnia had a lot less appeal than the virgin final girl, to be sure. David, of course, was David - loud, frustrating to deal with, and incredibly annoying. And… Felix. He knew how he felt about Felix already.
 As well as he tried to play it, this time, the game was not in his favour, and quite quickly generators across the field were powered, with only a few hooks under his belt. Getting to a gate, it was already beginning to open, three of them already filing into the funnel of the exit. But Felix, he was lagging behind, and without thinking, Danny took a swipe...
 ...No one escaped death. Not even the man he may have fallen for.
 As he wiped the blood from his blade with a gloved hand closed around it, he watched the architect grasp at his side and stumble, leaning a shoulder up against a wooden wall for support.
“Go.” He called to the woman in the blue shirt, standing at the gate.
“Felix, we can’t-”
“I said go, Laurie!”
She gritted her teeth and went to ignore him, running back into the cornfield, but a grip and pull on her arm from David stopped her, as much as she tried to fight against it. Quentin was the last to leave, watching the two of them for a moment before he swallowed, and chased after them, a medkit in hand.
 “Alone time, eh? Hon, we’re on a time limit here-”
“Just get it done.”
Danny tried to laugh. But it didn’t… feel right, somehow, even if it was the same as it always had been. As Felix leaned against a wall to support himself and slid down, knees buckling underneath him, he crouched down to meet him. “I dunno… no fun when they don’t squirm, you know?”
“...Jed-”
“Danny.”
He paused. “What?”
“It’s Danny Johnson. My name, I mean. I lied, when we first met. ...Surprise!” Knife still gripped, he tried to do a small jazz hands movement, though it seemed a fall flat. Only hurt more with what came next.
“...I figured as much.”
“Oh yeah? And why’d you set yourself up for failure like that, sunshine?”
“Because… I don’t know. I thought you were like me.”
The killer deflated a little, tilting his head to one side.
“I… maybe, I thought you were playing something up. I always felt… something else, there. Maybe something even you didn’t know about. Under all that ego, Mr Ol- ...Mr. Johnson, there was a man who cared, once.”
He tapped the blade of his knife against the floor. “...Maybe. I dunno.”
“Do you think he’s still in there?”
Danny didn’t reply right away, dragging his blade through the dirt by his feet absentmindedly. He didn’t entirely know, at this point. Normally this would have been the end of their little game - it was over, he had caught him and won - but something was stopping him. The ground shook, reminding him of that first moment where this fascination had started to plague him. “...You’ve done something to me, Felix.”
He hummed, trying to shift where he sat, holding his side where the blood had stained his very nice suit. “Have I?”
“Must have done. Because this isn’t as fun as I thought it would be.”
“That’s the reality of most things, I’m afraid.”
“I hate it.”
The survivor almost laughed, though it was pained and strained, clearly struggling… but was the sliver of it that made it, that small smile on his stupid, perfect face - that was enough, it seemed, to make Danny smile too.
He pulled up his mask entirely, tugging down his hood and fixing his hair with a quick ruffle, feeling the cloth tendrils on his sleeves whip behind him from the movement. The killer took a second to stare at Felix in front of him, before he moved his hand up to his face, watching him flinch. “Hey- relax, baby, I’m not gonna hurt you yet.”
“Yet.”
Danny hummed, cupping his face and wiping away the blood starting to dribble out of his mouth with a finger. “There. You’re a messy little boy, aint’cha?”
A cough, more blood involuntarily spilling out from his mouth now, this time splashing onto his shirt and the front of Danny’s suit. “My apologies. I’ll make sure to bleed less next time you stab me.”
“‘Ppreciate it, babes.”
Though he thought the man would shove him away, he instead seemed to lean into the touch, moving a hand to hold onto Danny’s wrist. “You still smell like cheap cologne.”
“It’s the only thing they sent me here with. ‘Sides, your scent goes away after a while.”
“Gross.”
“The one and only.”
And despite his small smile, of both annoyance and amusement, the third overwhelming emotion behind his eyes was that of sadness. The ground shook around them, but they didn’t seem to care, not until Danny moved his hand away and stood to his feet again, grabbing his knife from the floor and wiping the dirt off of the blade on his thigh.
 “Is this it, then?”
“‘Fraid so.”
“...It was fun.”
“Oh yes, it was.” He looked down at his knife, pressing the tip of the blade against his finger and twisting it, the moonlight and bleeding of the ground catching the light of the metal. “...For what it’s worth? You were close.”
“Close to what?”
“Makin’ me a person. Ya know, not a prick, like… an actual loser, with empathy. Almost had me for a sec, hot stuff.”
“Is that why you’re stopping this? Are you scared?”
Danny swallowed down a reply. He took a moment to look down at Felix, who’s eyes had followed him the entire time, making a small ‘call me’ sign with his free hand and forcing a smirk. “If you ever decide you wanna make a mistake again, you’ll know where to find me.”
“...Goodbye, Danny.”
He walked off into the corn, not wanting to see the way those blue eyes stared at him anymore, only stopping at the pained screaming that followed. The shaking of the ground had stopped now. She had come to feast.
 As he stood in the middle of cornfield, he looked up at the sky of the farm, overcast and grey, tendrils of the Entity reaching down to claim her prize, and fog swirling around him to take him back, to lay in wait, until the next time.
 He was right. His name did sound nice coming out of Felix’s mouth. 
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aisyndromes · 6 years
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I’m sorry
Request: Hey! Can you write an angsty-cute imagine with theo? Theo and reader have a really heated and violent fight (bc of theo’s over-possessiveness) like screams throwing objects. And theo says something he really shouldn’t say and reader gets heartbroken. Then theo tries to apologize. Like he gets really needy and clingy. Im thirsty for needy and cute theo. Thank you 💗
A/N: i hope you enjoy, i haven’t write in a long time and i write this in slight rush sooo ;;; (btw, i’m still a newbie to tumblr lol) orz
Warning(s): angst, fight, throwing things/?, eventual fluff, probably grammatical error and bad english.
Pairing: Theo Raeken x Reader, (mentioned) Bestfriend Liam x Reader
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“Having fun with Liam?”
You turned around as soon as you heard that familiar voice, one that belongs to your beloved; Theo Raeken. You almost throw your arms to hug him, but you had to stop yourself.
Stood there by your door frame is Theo, who doesn’t seem in a very good mood, judging from the look on his face. There’s a frown visible on his face, his arms crossed over his chest.
“Theo— where have you been?”
“Oh, I was just watching someone I love having fun with another guy.”
You fell silence at his comeback. You were confused, wondering why Theo is mad at you when you felt like you did nothing wrong. On the other hand, Theo take your silence as a sign of guilt, and he snorts.
“So you like it better when you’re with Liam, (Y/N)?”
“Theo— what are you talking about? I did spend some time with him, but it’s nothing like that!”
“You think I’m stupid? You think I didn’t see the way he looks at you?” Theo gritted his teeth, making his way closer to you.
“What? You think Liam—”
“It’s obvious already! How come you never noticed!? This is why I told you to stay away from him!”
You’re beyond mad at this point. This had happened before, where Theo was pissed because you spend time with Liam (plus Mason and Corey), and that time he told you to keep your distance from Liam. Liam is your best friend, you liked him only as a friend, nothing else. But of course Theo would take it all wrong, considering that he is very possessive.
“Liam is my best friend! He is always been my best friend before we met!”
Theo growled, hearing you saying that makes it even worse. He knew Liam is your best friend, but he couldn’t help himself—seeing you spending time with him makes him angry. His eyes then darted around, he walked over to your desk, and grab a frame which has your picture with Liam.
“Throw this, (Y/N).”
You looked up—almost glared—at him. “No. Never.”
“God damnit, (Y/N). Don’t be a bitch!” It felt like you’re stabbed right on your heart when you heard it. “Fine. You want it that way?”
Before he could do anything, you ran up to him and took the frame back. As you did that, tears were already running down your face. And Theo was taken aback.
“I thought you were better than that. I should’ve seen this coming…”
You can’t control yourself, tears kept rolling down your cheek.
“Get out.”
“I’m not leaving until you give that—”
“GET OUT!” As if in rage, you started to throw whatever it is near. Frame, books, your pillows, anything. Meanwhile he had his arms over his face as a shield, whilst slowly backing away. When he did, you pushed him out of your room, and locked the door.
“(Y/N)!!” He slammed his fist on the door.
“Go away… I don’t want to see you…”
Theo remained silent; realized how much it hurts when you pushed him away—and how much he had hurt you.
“(Y/N)… I’m sorry… I’ve gone too far…”
Leaning against the door, you pulled your knees and hugged it tight, burying your face as you sobbed. You never wanted it to end this way, but you can’t be with someone who’s never willing to accept it that you have friends—someone who wants to keep you away from them. It’s never going to work, since friendship is very important to you as well.
Theo stay still on the other side of the door, hoping you would open the door eventually and hug him, and then he would apologize before he take you to bed, cuddling all night.
But you never opened the door.
.
.
.
You woke up the next morning, eyes swollen. The first thing that comes into your mind when you woke up is that you and your boyfriend had a fight. As you rose up from your bed (though you didn’t remember you’ve move from the door) your eyes scanned your room. It’s all a big mess, books everywhere, pillow on the floor, your picture and Theo is also on the floor.
Your day haven’t even started and you’ve missed him already. It’s really cold sleeping alone on the bed which you two usually share. But after the things he said last night, you probably going to need some time.
After a moment, you walked over to the door; opened it hesitantly. And the sight that lay before you was heartbreaking.
Theo is leaning against the wall right next to your door, his eyes were closed, but at the moment that door opened his eyes were opened as well. He immediately looked up at you, and stood up; without thinking twice he just hugged you tightly.
“(Y/N)… I’m sorry.”
You were speechless, you didn’t know what to say. Did he stay all night?
“I was jealous. I’m sorry, I know what I said last night was awful. I shouldn’t have said those things and I really am sorry—”
You gave up.
You hugged him tight in return, burying your face on his chest.
“I wish I can say that I hate you but I can’t.” You whispered, and he chuckled.
“Good.”
Theo picked you up in his arms, and the next thing you knew you’re on your back on the bed, him on top of you. He caressed your cheek softly, eyes locked with yours, and eventually he kissed you.
The kiss last longer than you’ve thought, when he pulls away, he turns to kiss your jaw, up to your lips only briefly, then to your cheek, your nose—he just peppered kisses across your face. This is a side of Theo that you really love the most. He can be sweet and clingy at times, mostly when there were just the two of you of course.
“Theo… Promise me you’ll never get jealous again? Not when it’s only Liam…”
He didn’t answer, instead he kissed your lips—probably to silence you. You didn’t mind though, but he need to hear it from you. You need to make it clear to him, so you push him away softly.
“Listen to me, Theo—”
He almost kissed you, but you already have your palms on each side of his cheek, cupped his face. Your eyes bore into his, deep.
“I get it, (Y/N), Liam is your best friend. And it’s probably just me thinking that he has a crush on you—”
“Even if he did, or anyone else really, I would never notice.” You smiled, “Because I only have my eyes on you, always.“
Theo smiled, and you finally pulled him into a soft, sweet kiss; just to reassure him that what you said is indeed true.
“I love you, (Y/N).”
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sufferthesea · 7 years
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Pink Peonies (Kakashi/Reader) Part 3/5
I wish I could add a boiled egg to my ramen, but eggs make me sick )): Luckily I can enjoy as many eggs as I want in Fanfiction Land! (Sorry for any grammar/spelling errors! Feel free to *kindly* point them out so I can fix them!) 
A/N: RIP editing on Tumblr is awful. I had to remove the InteractiveFics box bc it wasn’t working properly and Tumblr kept removing all the edits I did grrr. 
Words: 2.776
Rating: General 
Read part one here: ao3 // Tumblr Read part two here: ao3 // Tumblr  Read on ao3
Tagging: @thetoxicstrawberry​ @thefoxthief​ 
“Wait,” Kiba said slowly, looking from Ino to Sakura with an expression full of suspicion. “So you’re telling me somebody came into your shop and stole six flowers?” “Not just any flowers,” Ino stressed. “Peonies. Pink ones. They’re so pretty - and kind of expensive. They’re really nice flowers and I’d like to find them. My parents left me in charge of the shop and if they find out that somebody stole merchandise, I’ll —” She froze, eyes shooting to the size of saucers. “OH NO!” she screeched, turning white as a sheet. “My parents! They’ll be back from dinner soon! And I left the shop unattended! I didn’t even put up the Closed sign! I’m gonna be in so much trouble!” Frantically, she grabbed a fistful of Kiba’s jacket and yanked him closer. “Listen here, mister, you’re gonna use your dog to find those flowers - and you’re gonna find them fast. Got it?” “Y-Yeah, sure - whatever!” Kiba struggled to free himself but Ino’s nails dug into the fabric even tighter. “P-Please - you’re choking - me!” Akamaru cowered on top of his head, sinking his claws into the hoodie to keep from falling off. “I’m glad we understand each other!” Ino released Kiba and gave him a threatening smile. “Now, get to work!” 
Kiba grabbed a shaking Akamaru and set him on the ground. “It’s okay, boy. Don’t listen to her. Do you know what peonies smell like?” Akamaru whined and shook his head. “UGH! WE DON’T HAVE TIME FOR THIS!” Ino screamed, startling nearby shoppers. “You guys wait here - Sakura, make sure they don’t leave!” With that, Ino stormed off down the road and back to her flower shop. “Where’s she going?” “I don’t know,” Sakura admitted, watching the girl sprint away in a storm of dust. “Hopefully she comes back, though.”
Kakashi stood outside of the bookshop, eying the new releases displayed on the shelves. “Hm,” he sighed quietly, feeling the cool stems of the three flowers against the pads of his fingers. “I wonder how Y/N is doing. Ha. I’m sure they’re fine. They are a shinobi, after all. Ah - is that?” His eyes stopped on the cover of a pale blue book in the corner of the display bookshelf. “Is that a new Icha Icha book?!” Quickly, he ran inside the shop, not sure if he quite believed his eyes.
Panting and sweating, Ino stumbled back to the group and held up a single, solitary pink peony. “This … is … a peony … You … should … smell it … so you … can find … it.” She shoved the flower at Kiba who dangled it to Akamaru’s level. The small dog took in several hurried sniffs and yipped. “What’s that, Akamaru?” Kiba asked excitedly, pulling the flower back and tucking it into his jacket pocket. “Hey, you can’t keep that —” Akamaru barked again and took off down the road. “Come on, guys!” Kiba shouted, running after the dog. “Seriously?” Ino gasped, resting her hands on her thighs. “I just ran all the way to my shop and back, and now I gotta run again?” “Well,” Sakura said casually, “you don’t have to go. I can just find out who they’re for and tell you.” “Nice try!” Ino jumped up and glared at the girl. “You’re not going anywhere without me! They are my flowers, after all! Now let’s go before we need another tracking dog to find Kiba!” The two girls took off together, barely keeping up with Akamaru and his owner. All four followed the dog through crowds, behind a few shops, and finally down a street that seemed mostly deserted. “This doesn’t seem right,” Sakura said quietly. It was getting dark fast and the air was thick with the smells of oil and fire. “Where are we? I can’t imagine Kakashi-sensei coming down here.” “Huh?” Kiba asked, glancing over his shoulder. “What’s Kakashi-sensei got to do with this?” Ino threw a punch at Sakura and hit her in the shoulder. “I - I - I mean -! I can’t imagine a flower thief would come this way! Ha ha ha ha ha!” “Billboard Brow,” Ino hissed through clenched teeth, “you keep your fat mouth shut before you spill the beans!” “It was an accident!” she hissed back. Akamaru stopped suddenly and began sniffing the ground, turning in circles. “What is it boy? Do you smell something? Where is it? Where are the flowers?” Akamaru lifted his head and started off down another side street. “Jeez, this guy sure went a long way,” Kiba muttered. “I wonder what he wanted with flowers, anyway? A waste of money if you ask me. I guess he thought the same and that’s why he stole ‘em, right? Ha ha ha.” “Hey!” Ino growled, ready to throw another punch. “Flowers are a beautiful expression of love and appreciation! They are appropriate for any occasion and can often say more than what we ourselves are comfortable saying! And nobody asked you!” “Whatever. Huh? Look! That guy there - he has a pink flower!” “What? Where?!” both girls shouted together, shoving against each other to be the first to see. Sure enough, down the street was a man in a light blue yukata with dark hair, carrying a single peony. “That’s not —” Sakura began before stopping herself. “I mean, Ino, is that the person who stole your flowers?” Ino gave a worried look to the other genin. “Gee, I don’t know Sakura, I didn’t get a good look at his face.” “It has to be - come on, guys! Akamaru, wait up!” Kiba took off after his dog and the two girls reluctantly followed. Akamaru nipped at the heels of the man and barked wildly. The man, caught off guard, let out a surprised yelp and stepped backwards, dropping the flower on the ground. Akamaru grabbed it in his mouth and growled at the man. “H-Hey, is this your dog?” he cried when Kiba approached. “Yeah, and you’re a thief! Where are the other flowers, old man?” “Wh-What? What other flowers?” “You know what I mean!” Kiba grabbed the peony from Akamaru’s mouth and shoved it violently into the man’s face. “These flowers! You stole six of them! Give ‘em all back or else you’ll have to pay.” “P-Pay?” the man sputtered, looking terrified. “Yeah, pay what you owe to the shop! You can’t steal things, man! It’s not cool!” Proud of himself and his ninken’s work, Kiba turned to Ino and Sakura. “I caught your thief. You’re welcome.” “N-No,” Ino stuttered, looking bewildered and very embarrassed. “I - I don’t think this is him —” “What are you talking about? I caught him red-handed! He has the flowers! Or, at least, one of them. Again - where are the others?” “Listen, I don’t know what you’re talking about! I didn’t steal anything! I was given this flower!” “Huh? Given it? By who?” Sakura asked. “I don’t know. There was someone walking down the street and they offered me one. Didn’t say much - except that they had a few to spare. Said I could take it home and give it to my wife. Give it back!” He reached out and snatched the flower from Kiba’s hand. “Well,” Ino began eagerly, “who was it? What did they look like?” “I don’t know - nothing memorable. They had a yukata on, like me. I think theirs was … kinda green-ish? And they had hair lighter than mine.” “Is that all you remember?” Ino gaped in exasperation. “Well, which way did they go?” “Listen, kid, I met them about five minutes ago. They could be anywhere by now! They seemed to be in an awful rush, too. And so am I!” Turning on his heels, the man stormed away, muttering unkindly about the state of ninja these days. “Well that was a bust,” Kiba sighed, his shoulders slumping. He reached down and scratched Akamaru under the chin. “You did good, boy. You found what you were supposed to!” “Yeah, but not all of them.” Ino looked up and down the street, contemplating what to do next. “Do you think he can try again? Please? I really need to find them - even just a few of them! I can explain away one or two missing, but six? My parents are going to be so mad.” “Fine. Akamaru, do you smell anything now?” The dog sniffed around in the dirt again, trotting along down the side street. Sakura and Ino both felt a wave of relief wash over them when he started leading them back to the main street where most of the people were. They hung back a ways as they followed, making sure Kiba couldn’t hear them talk. “What do you think Kakashi-sensei’s doing, giving away the flowers?” Sakura whispered, her voice almost lost in the clamor of the upcoming busy street. “I don’t know. Is that like him?” “I’ve never really known sensei to buy anything for anyone. He’s kind of a cheapskate.” “Huh. So that means that whoever the flowers are for is really special, right?” “Yeah, I’d say so.” The pink-haired girl sighed and looked up to the darkening sky. “I’d really like to know who they’re for, too, you know. I think it’s so romantic that Kakashi-sensei has somebody he’d buy flowers for. I’d like to meet that person, whoever they are.” “I think Akamaru’s onto something,” came Kiba’s sharp tone. “Hurry up you two! It’s your flowers we’re finding!” “Okay, okay,” Ino relented, “we’re coming!”
Somehow you’d managed to pass by Kakashi again while you were wandering around the village. You’d just come back from walking around the Academy and now you were headed towards Ichiraku. You saw Kakashi strolling about, his nose deep in another book. Figures, you thought a bit bitterly, a final peony in your hands. Kakashi still had two more, though he didn’t look like he was busy getting rid of them. When you passed by, he glanced up and smiled. “Yo,” he said, throwing up a peace sign as best as he could, the two flowers dangling precariously from his palm. Without saying anything else, he walked off. That man, you grumbled as you headed off towards the ramen stand. If he’s not gonna buy me dinner until this whole thing is over, I might as well treat myself. I’m starving! I wish I’d gotten some dango while I had the chance. As you headed towards the brightly illuminated stand, you passed by a group of strangers. One was walking slower than the rest and you nearly bumped into them. “Oh, sorry!” you said quickly, looking up from your courteous bow of apology. You froze, bug-eyed, and stared at the person in front of you. They stared back, just as concerned and perplexed. “You - You - You -” they sputtered, pointing a shaking finger at you. “You have my - my face!” Oh of COURSE! Of all the people I could run into it HAD to be the civilian I transformed into! You laughed wildly, shaking your head. “W-Wow! What a wild coincidence! I’ve heard that there are seven people in the world who look like you - I never thought I’d meet one so soon! Ah ha ha! Well, I don’t want anyone thinking I have an evil twin out there! So you behave for my sake, and I’ll behave for yours. Bye!” You scurried off before they could say anything, though you could hear them trying to form a coherent thought as their friends backtracked to ask what had happened. Teuchi and Ayame greeted you warmly as you ducked under the cloth curtains and took a seat at one of the barstools. The strong aroma of grilled meats, fishcakes, and fresh veggies hung on the air, cut through with the sound of bubbling dashi and the solid thunk of a large knife slicing through food and hitting a wooden cutting board. “Good evening!” Ayame beamed, heading over towards you. “Welcome to Ichiraku! What can we get for you?” You looked over the menu tacked to the wall and cupped your chin with your thumb and index finger, your heart still racing from your exchange with the civilian. “Hmm. You know, I think I’ll go for the barbecue pork ramen - with an extra egg!” After all the ridiculous crap you’d gone through today, you certainly deserved to treat yourself. “Sure thing!” You pulled out your wallet from under the thin belt of your yukata and thumbed through the bills. Tch. I should really charge Kakashi for this. Oh well. “Oh, that’s such a pretty flower!” Ayame breathed, noticing the peony you still held. “Huh? Oh, thank you! It was a gift. I mean - uh, it is a gift.” You laughed lightly and held it up for both cooks to see. “I’ve only got one left!”
Kiba, Ino and Sakura stood outside of the bookshop, looking at the display window of new releases. Akamaru insisted that this was where the smell was coming from and he would not budge from his position beside the front door. The flowers were in the shop. “Well, we’re not getting any younger,” Kiba finally said. He pushed open the door and the others followed him inside, though rather reluctantly. There were few places to hide and spy in the store and they didn’t feel like confronting Kakashi in such a cramped place. Still, they had no choice - if Akamaru said the flowers were here, then that’s where they were. Inside the shop, they carefully studied the lady at the front counter and a few customers who were browsing the fiction section, but none of them had any flowers. Kakashi wasn’t among them. “I think your dog’s sniffer is broken,” Ino grumbled. “There’s nothing in here.” “Just give him a minute. Look - he’s onto something.” Kiba led the group towards the back of the store and around a corner. Their eyes were trained on Akamaru as he darted back and forth down the aisle and to a bookshelf. He turned and let out a soft grunt, letting Kiba know that this was where the smell was coming from. “Now I know it’s broken,” Ino griped. “There’s nobody here. Maybe he’s got some smells crossed and he’s been sniffing out something else?” “No way. Akamaru is an excellent tracker. There must be something here.” Kiba started hauling out the books and inspecting the wooden shelves. Ino and Sakura followed his lead and removed stacks of novels, checking in between pages and even seeing if someone had possible taped a flower underneath the shelves. “I can’t find anything,” Sakura said desperately as she shook one book violently. “Where else in this aisle would they be? Who hides a flower in a bookshop anyway?” “You know who,” Ino growled quietly, shooting a mean look at the other girl.    Akamaru whined when Kiba picked up a pale blue book and pawed at the boy’s leg. “I think this is it, guys!” Kiba grinned, not bothering to look at what book it was. He flipped through the pages and soon a handful of pink petals came tumbling out from the book, followed by a few torn leaves and a crushed stem.    “What?!” Ino cried, collapsing to scoop up the ruined flower. “Who did this? Why would they do this? My - My flowers!” Kiba grimaced at the sight and then turned his attention to the book, hoping maybe there’d be a clue as to who left the flower there or where the others were. His face flushed bright red and he shoved it back on the shelf. “Uh, guys - I don’t think we’re supposed to be here.” “Huh? What do you mean?” Sakura started, helping Ino clear up the mess. “This is a —” “Hey! You kids!” The three of them wheeled around to see an older man standing there, gesturing wildly at them. “You get out of there! That section is adult only! You can’t read any of those until you’re 18!” Sakura and Ino jumped up in horror and looked to the book Kiba had just reshelved. It was one of the Icha Icha books, which Sakura immediately recognized as the series her teacher read. “S-Sorry!” she stammered out, grabbing the two other ninjas by the wrist and dragging them off. “We - We just got lost! Trying to find a book our friend recommended. It’s not in there, though! Bye!” As fast as their legs would carry them, the three ran out of the shop and onto the dark street.
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blueberrytater · 7 years
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Chapter 2: First you get hurt, then you feel sorry...*repost*
sorry its been so long since an update, i took extra hours at work and then just lost inspiration for this fic but its back! a big thanks to sara, @kentvparsin for reading this over!! this has been reposted bc tumblr had an Issue and made my blog a whole error so
read on ao3 here! 
Before Alexei knew it, two weeks had gone by since Kent had moved in. Alexei still tries to make Kent feel welcome and help him in any way he can. He’ll make an extra lunch for Kent when Alexei makes his for work, he’ll put it in the fridge and leave a note so Kent knows it's for him. It’s been a week since he started that and every day when he comes back from work the note is still in its original spot and the food still in its container, untouched. Alexei doesn’t take it personally, though, he keeps making the food and if Kent doesn’t eat it then he’ll have lunch for the next few days made. Alexei also notices that Kent always has his door shut, no matter what and he tries his best to make sure  Alexei doesn’t look in there for too long. He understands the need for privacy but sometimes he’ll even shut Kit out of his room so Alexei will end up with her in his bed at night, which is fine, Alexei has grown fond of her. Alexei will feed her and pet her when Kent is in his room and locked her out for the time being. Kent after a little while will always call her back into his room and Alexei will hear a soft “I’m sorry, princess” before Kent’s door is shut once again.
Alexei gave up not worrying about Kent, so on the rare occasion that Kent is out of his room, he mentions to him that he can have friends over whenever he wants, to try and make him feel comfortable.
“Won’t bother me, I’m doing most work at school or room. Friends more than welcome.” Alexei smiles brightly at Kent, hoping that will ease some of his troubles.
Kent’s still tense and timid when he answers, “It’s alright, most of them live far away and the other are busy, usually.” He shrugs and heads back into his room. Alexei sighs, he’ll keep trying.
After his short conversation with Kent, a few days later he decides to head back to Bittle’s Bakery. When he was there the first time, he didn’t get a chance to try any of the food there and has regretted it ever since. He stops in right after he gets out of work, he needs some sweets to get through grading papers from his sophomores.
Stepping into the bakery, Alexei is hit with the smell of freshly baked goods and coffee brewing, it’s heaven on Earth after a long day. He walks over to the display case and begins to look over his choices.
The kitchen door opens and a blond man walks out, greeting Alexei, “Hi! Welcome to Bittle’s Bakery! Have you been here before?” Before Alexei could answer, the man began speaking again, “Oh! You’re Kent’s roommate right? You met here a few weeks ago? How is he settling in?”
Alexei assumes that this man and Kent were friends so he nods and says “Yes! Not sure how he is settling in, usually stays to himself. I’m knowing that Kit is comfortable, she sleeps with me sometimes.”
Alexei gives the man a smile while the man himself is frowning.“Would you mind if me and another one of Kent’s friends come over to see him? We’ve been bugging him about it forever and he’s always avoiding us.”
Alexei smiles and nods,”Yes, of course! I’m loving if you came over.”
The man grins brightly, “Great! I’m Eric by the way, everyone calls me Bitty though. Are you free now? Jack, Kent’s other friend, doesn’t get much free time so it would be hard to arrange.”Alexei agrees and waits while Bitty ran and got Jack. He thought about buying some sweets while he was waiting, but Bitty came back with another man in tow with boxes of desserts in his arms. “Is it close enough to walk or should we take a car?” The other man, that Alexei is one-hundred percent sure is Jack Zimmermann, but Alexei can freak out about that later, says.
“Is close enough to walk, about fifteen minutes.”
The group reaches the apartment in record time mainly because Alexei and Jack are trying to keep up with Bitty’s fast walking and talking. He’s telling Alexei a story about the time that one of his employees dropped all the pies he was carrying when Jack walked into the bakery the first time as they walked into the apartment.
“I felt so bad for the kid, I guess I should put a warning on the application, so others don’t get star-struck when y’all walk into the bakery.” Jack laughs at that and Alexei smiles as he shut the door behind him.
“Kent’s room is one at end of hall, not sure if he’s here or not, though, usually has door closed.” Alexei helps Jack move the sweets to the kitchen while Bitty walks determinedly to Kent’s door.
Jack and Alexei put the desserts away in silence until Jack clears his throat and says, “I just, uh, wanted to let you know that me and Bits think it’s really great of you to let Kent room with you. He’s going through a hard time right now, which you probably know, if you follow any hockey at all.”
Alexei nods, “I’m knowing about his injury, it’s no problem letting him stay here, he’s no bother.”
Jack opens his mouth to respond but they were interrupted by Bitty knocking loudly on Kent’s door and Kent swinging it open. Jack and Alexei rush over to the pair.
“What the fuck Bitty, why are you here? How did you even get in?”
Kent questions as Jack and Alexei get to them. “Well hello to you too, Kent Parson! We’re here because we wouldn’t even know you were alive if you didn’t like the bakery’s instagram posts every once in awhile! Plus, we wanted to see how you were settling in and see your room!” Bitty tried to push himself into the room, Kent had the door opened wide enough for him to stick his head and chest out. For a few minutes, Bitty kept repeatedly trying to push Kent away so he could open the door fully. Alexei thought it was a little funny, Bitty was smaller than Kent and seeing Bitty physically trying to check Kent out of the way and jumping until he knocked him down made Alexei want to laugh. When Bitty did move Kent and opened the door fully, Alexei didn’t want to laugh. Alexei and Jack walk to the threshold of Kent’s room while Bitty and Kent were fully in it. Alexei quickly looks around, there were boxes all throughout the room, looking the same from when Kent first moved in. His his suitcase laid open with clothes scattered around it. Jack steps into the room and walks over to Kent, asking Kent why he hasn’t unpacked any of his stuff. Alexei walks away and heads back to the kitchen, this was a private matter between Kent and his friends and he doesn’t need to be involved. Alexei wants to help Kent, help him not feel lonely and make him feel like he didn’t have to hide away in his room. He thought the first step was to make something for them to drink, his mama would have his head if she knew he didn’t prepare anything for guests to drink. He fills the kettle with some water and set it on the stove, he figures tea would help calm everyone down. He got plates and forks set out so they could also have some of the desserts that Bitty brought over. By the time Alexei had this all set up, the voices from Kent’s room got closer and the three of them were walking into the kitchen.
Bitty looks upset as he entered but quickly plastered a smile on when he sees what Alexei set up, “You’re too kind, Alexei, we’ll have to stay and have a piece of pie now with the tea that you made.” He caught Kent by the arm before he could make an escape back to his room.The pie is as delicious as he thought it would be and Alexei had a good time talking to Bitty and Jack. Kent ate his pie and drank his tea but didn’t say much in the conversation but he did smile a little bit when Jack was telling a story from when they were younger. When Bitty and Jack left, Alexei follows them out since he meant to do grocery shopping earlier in the day and he couldn’t put it off much longer. He also figured Kent would want some time alone after the evening's events.
When he gets back home, he notices the TV is on, he set his bags down in the kitchen and walks into the living room. Alexei goes to turn the TV off, but he spots Kent laying on the couch with Kit laying on his stomach.
“What are you watching?” Alexei asks.
Kent jumps, startled by Alexei talking,”Shit man, I didn’t even realize you walked in. I’ll, uh, get out of your way.”
Kent goes to stand up but Alexei shakes his head, “No, is okay. I’ll watch show with you.”
Alexei plops down on the couch and Kit makes her way over to him to sit on his lap.
Kent settles back into the couch and focuses on the show again, “I’m watching Parks and Rec but I can change it if you want.”
Alexei shook his head again,”No, is okay. I like this show.”
After that, the pair was quiet and focused on the show. Alexei turned and looked at Kent throughout and noticed the soft smile he had on his face, it made Alexei smile in return and it made him grin when the show made Kent laugh and Alexei decided he wanted to make Kent laugh and smile as much as possible.
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ANNUAL WRITING SELF-EVALUATION 2016
@paynner tagged me in this (i hope this is still her name :p). And I’m super excited to do this even if I really don’t have much to say. But anywho, here goes.
1. List of works published this year: 
A Whole New World
In a World Like This
(it hit me the minute I posted my second fic that both the titles were incredibly similar and it was too late too change. Le sigh. Tis life)
2. Work you are most proud of (and why):
I know IAWLT was the more popular one, but I’m quite impartial to my first one, AWNW (what the hell are these acronyms? Is this what I get for naming fics after song titles?). It was the first one I wrote for the 1D fandom and it kind of took a life of its own. The minute I saw the prompt, the plot fell into place and I loved being able to write all the Disney into their banter. It was just so much fun to write. I don’t think I’ve written anything that has been that much fun and I kept having to tell myself to focus on actual life and not write.
3. Work you are least proud of (and why):
Um… neither? I know I’m more proud of AWNW, so ergo, the other should be my least. But I really loved writing both and I’m quite proud of both. I mean they’re not literary masterpieces, but I liked them enough to publish… Having said that, there is still stuff I would like to change.
For AWNW, I still feel like the bet was a little too rushed and forced. I had to keep re-writing that part and wished I could’ve fleshed it out more. I also feel like I suck at endings, bc I get super into developing the plot and once I figure out how to end it, I rush into it so quickly and just want to be done. And then when I go back, I wish I had a full more bodied ending. I dunno if that makes sense, but it’s something I need to work on.
4. A favorite excerpt of your writing:
Can I pick two? I’m going to pick two. Both are from AWNW. (this part turned out to be quite long. sorreeee)
“I Just Can’t Wait to be King” is what wakes him up on Wednesday. It used to be what woke his parents up every day when he was a child and the Lion King was the best thing ever. Except he’s no longer a kid and karma’s a bitch.
Today when he drinks tea, he covers Simba’s face with a strategically placed thumb. He places the mug in the sink once he’s done, only to double back and place a kiss on Simba’s face. It’s really not Simba’s fault that his neighbour is an asshole who can’t respect sleeping hours.
That night, Louis stuffs his ears with cotton and hopes for the best.
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On Thursday, hopes come true. For the first time that week, Louis is woken up by his alarm. Not some –
The angst filled notes of “Let it Go” comes thudding through the walls. Never mind then. Hopes are meant to be dashed.
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It’s Friday and “Tale as Old as Time” is playing through his walls and really, being woken up every fucking day by a piano playing, Disney loving neighbour, is a tale as old as time. Tomorrow is Saturday. Surely, his neighbours understand the sanctity of a Saturday.
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Surely he has been more wrong in his life? It’s currently 7:20 and Louis is lying in bed listening to a much improved version of “A Whole New World.” Neighbour #2 is getting better at this. Too bad the same can’t be said for Louis’ sleep.”
K, So I loved this bit bc I was quite proud with how things flowed. It was one of the first ideas that came to me about the fic and stylistically, I enjoyed the movement from one day to the next and the chance to incorporate the Disney songs into the transitions.
And
Perhaps he too should write a poem.
He pulls out a blank sheet of paper and chews his pen.
Harry. He’ll write a poem for Harry.
Hair that shines like a princess
No. He scratches that out and starts again. It’s still too soon.
Skin as soft as a petal
Hair as shiny as the sun
Eyes so – what rhymes with petal? Metal? Nettle? Kettle? Ah, yes. That will work.
Eyes as green as my kettle
Harry, you are my number one.
Dimples as deep as the sea
Lips that make me want to come
Heart as pure as can be
Harry, you are my only one.
Perfect. Literary genius, he is. This is Pulitzer Prize worthy. He rewrites the poem carefully on a fresh sheet of paper and then decorates it with hearts and flowers. He spends the rest of the day in eager anticipation for when he gives the poem to Harry.
Ten pm finally rolls around when Harry texts Louis to say that he’s home. Louis bounds over eagerly, knocking obnoxiously until Harry opens the door.
“Here,” he bypasses Harry’s greeting to thrust the poem taped to a bouquet of flowers he’d picked up on his way home.
“Lou,” Harry breathes, caught off guard, “What is this.”
“I wrote you a poem,” Louis points at the paper, rocking on his feet impatiently. “Read it.”
“Okay,” Harry says, floored. He places the flowers on the table and carefully pulls the poem free. He reads silently, lips mouthing along the words. When he’s done he looks at Louis, eyes wide and slightly teary.
“This is the nicest thing anyone’s done for me,” Harry says, voice wavering slightly.
“So you liked it?” Louis asks, shy all of a sudden.
“I loved it. Your kettle is very green,” Harry agrees.
Louis nods. He’s quite proud of that line. Harry reaches out to cup Louis’ jaw with one hand, poem still clutched tightly in his other.
“Your lips make me want to come too,” Harry whispers, leaning down.
This is my other favourite bc its so absurd. The poem is so bad. I love it. It’s crazy and stupid. It was the most ridiculous thing I could write and I did write it and it just worked with the nature of the fic. Also I could easily picture Larry being this ridiculous about shit (*cough* the wind makes nice waves) and being so in love with each other that they can’t see how bad it is. So yeah. These two pieces.
(also wow, apologies for all the grammatical errors in AWNW)
5. Share or describe a favorite review you received:
Ahhh, I love every single kudo, like, bookmark and comment. I’m still flabbergasted that someone would take the time to appreciate my fic in any sense. So thank you.
If I had to pick one (im sorry if this is cheesy) but I loved the comment paynner left on IAWLT. I wrote it based on her prompt but never in a million years would I expect her to leave such a heartfelt comment on my fic. Like, she picked excerpts she liked and commented on it, promoted it on tumblr and then even proposed to me (I said yes). It honestly doesn’t get better than that. Forever grateful.
6. A time when writing was really, really hard:
Oh… um right before I started writing Larry. I used to write for other fandoms and stopped bc I was no longer inspired? And just real life got in the way and I didn’t see the purpose of writing anymore.
7. A scene or character you wrote that surprised you
This is super tough. I want to say the Harry and Louis I wrote for AWNW. They’re both so ridiculous and over the top. I never imagined writing them like that and it actually working.
8. How did you grow as a writer this year:
Well one, I started writing again, and two, I’m writing RPF and AUs which I never imagined id do. But moreover, I wrote more comedic, light hearted fluff. I used to write angst bc I get angst and it was what I always wrote. So coming back into a completely different genre was nerve-wracking but also so much fun and quite rewarding. I got to be sillier in my work, insert more of my thought process into the characters, and actually create worlds.
9. How do you hope to grow next year:
I want to return to angst next year, and write a longer fic. Mainly, commit to something long enough to actually write it. The last time I wrote a multi-chaptered fic, I was so tired by the end of it and was the worst at updating. So yeah, commit to writing, create a proper schedule to write, and all that jazz.
Oo I also really want to develop my side characters more. Make them more well rounded and bodied and more central to the plot.
10. Who was your greatest positive influence this year as a writer (could be another writer or beta or cheerleader or muse etc etc):
Can I just say all the authors in this fandom have been a huge inspiration. I’ve been reading fic for the past year and a half and I’m always so incredibly floored by the variety, talent, and uniqueness of each fic. So, yeah, a huge thank you to everyone who has written.
I will pick out three (bc I love doing things in threes) who have definitely been a positive influence.
Zarah5 (I hope that wherever she is, she’s doing amazing.) Stylistically, the way she writes… wow. The ability to convey emotion and fears through actions and dialogue only, is so unique and I’m in awe of how she does it. Her plots are so detailed and nuanced and just pull me under (see what I did there? I can be punnier than harry). Also her sentence structure? She embodied the characters as the narrators so well and utilizes that into unique sentence structures. I’ve yet to see someone who can write in such a manner.
@alienproof so I’ve commented on chelsie’s work about how she creates atmosphere. You read her fics and you’re instantly pulled into the mood of the world. Finding Lou? The Wonderlands? Omh, the wonderlands. Guys, you don’t understand how much I love that fic. I’ve never waited that eagerly for a fic update in my life. Her Louis and Harry are so much older, but so well written, their fears and motives and dynamic. And the atmosphere. It always boils down to the atmosphere and I love it.
@paynner . duh. I adore her writing. ADORE. Her fics are the best pick-me-ups you could ever need. They’re so funny, so smutty, so unique. Also she’s this plethora of prompts and every time I come across one of them, I’m like ooo I want to write it. Obviously, I went and wrote one. So, literally, she’s been the most positive influence. But yeah, I love her mind, I love how well she writes and I LOVE how somethin’ bout you was so different than her usual style of writing but it works so well! I remember only realising who the author was bc princess isn’t subtle at all, but otherwise I got so sucked up in the world and the plot and the unique way the love/hate dynamic worked that I couldn’t even tell it was her. Oh, also – how the hell did she manage to write so much in a year? 
You people amaze me. And make me think, hey i should give this writing thing a shot too.
11. Anything from your real life show up in your writing this year:
Lmao, my love for BSB? Im still amazed that I was able to insert them into a fic. I literally wrote three dates for Harry and Louis in IAWLT bc I wanted to write about the Backstreet Boys and then I went and named the fic after their song. Sue me, I’m trash for them.  
12. Any new wisdom you can share with other writers:
Write what you want. Write what’s fun. You’ll enjoy it more than if you try to write what other people want to read. Also write for fic exchanges bc it puts you on a deadline and provides you with prompts and gives you an automatic audience. (I guess this is mainly for newer writers, but I really have no new wisdom for experienced, established authors… )
13. Any projects you’re looking forward to starting (or finishing) in the new year:
Oh… finishing for sure. I’m working on a med school, friends with benefits fic, set in Canada which is multi-chaptered bc why not bite off more than I can chew. The entire thing is planned out, but I’ve been stuck on the third chapter and life is a thing that refuses to be ignored… so yeah. Lets see. But I’d like to get it finished this year.
keep everything crossed
14. Tag three writers whose answers you’d like to read. ;)
@donotdialnine and @juliusschmidt who I’ve recently been reading again. So much love for their work. And @sadamenoito bc i’ve read all her fics a few too many times. Dunno if you’ve done it already, but if you haven’t….
*All answers should be about works published in 2016. Also, you can skip any questions you hate or don’t want to answer, but please leave them on the list so that others can do them if they want. :)
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