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𝗱𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝘀𝘁

𝘀𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘆: after realising you’ve gone into heat, L does all he can to help you before he loses control

𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀: smut, female reader, has omegaverse themes (not really about it, just being in heat), soft dom L, praise, degradation, choking, dry humping, sir kink, very heavy breeding, knotting, tiny bit of brat reader, tiny bit of feral L, reader doesn’t want kids, use of pet names (honey, sweetheart, darling, baby, pretty girl, puppy, pet), L calls himself your owner once, nesting, reader goes into subspace, aftercare

• request by anon: can we get a dom!L x reader smut with some degradation ;)

L was usually up to date with your heats, tracking them and waiting for symptoms to suggest you were in preheat but with this new Kira case he simply lost track of time. In his defence it wasn’t entirely obvious when you would be going into heat, having one every couple months meant it was quite irregular and could be a week or so later than your previous one. of course, nesting during your preheat was the most obvious sign; L had become accustomed to missing pillows and shirts, sometimes even his boxers.

he had spent too long at the detective compound, his scent slowly evaporating from your shared apartment. as per his request, you were also part of the case so that the man could ‘keep a better eye on you, sweetheart, can’t let my pretty little omega get lonely now, can i?’ as he had put it. yet here you sat, surrounded by blanket after blanket with a few pillows worked into the mix, a collection of L’s clothes in the centre. while he had noticed you asking for a week off work, you putting it down to a cold, it took him having to see your nest for him to connect the dots of his instinctual neglect.

walking through the apartment door for the first time in three days, he was stunned to see you in the living room, laying peacefully in the middle of your nest.

oh.

now it made sense. trying not to wake you, he carefully trod to where you lay only to be met with a sight he couldn’t resist. you were soundo, laying on your left side while hugging a pillow you had yourself wrapped around as you subconsciously humped away at it, hips quickly rutting against it. he takes in your body, dressed in one of his shirts and a pair of panties that had a wet patch seeping through the front. his poor baby. he knew he should have realised sooner, you asking for a week off 4 days ago means you would probably be in heat by now, the preheat only lasting a couple days. while it may not seem like a long time to betas, if you ignore a heat or rut for long enough, it can cause some serious pain. maybe he wasn’t the worlds greatest detective after all.

sitting crossed legged just outside your nest, he placed a hand on your bare ankles, slowly trailing his hand up to test your reaction. you let out a light whimper to his touch, speeding up your grinding as his hand neared the top of your thigh. you were definitely in heat, there was nothing pre about this. by how long you had been throwing your hips against the pillow, he gathered that it wasn’t enough, too little friction, for you to cum. for that, you needed him.

‘darling? come on honey, you have to wake up for me, yeah?’ picking his hand up so only his fingertips touched you, he trailed them around the skin of your thigh making random patterns. the sensation tickled causing you to jerk your leg and wake up to his scent consuming the apartment. turning around as you sat up, you finally noticed the man sitting about a meter away, not daring to enter your nest.

a smile appeared on your face, ‘i didn’t think you’d be home, you were so invested in the case i didn’t want to bother you. i missed you’

‘you should have told me sweetheart, i should have figured it out; i’m sorry’ throwing yourself onto your lover, he knew that was your way of saying you forgave him. even though you were emotional at the sight of your boyfriend, your instincts didn’t take long to kick in. L smelled so sweet you couldn’t resist biting down on his neck, right onto his scent gland, making the man let out a quick, low moan.

you jumped back immediately covering your nose with your arm, burying it into the crevice of your elbow. ‘i’m sorry! i didn’t mean to do that you just smelled so sweet and you’ve been gone so long your scent started to disappear and i missed you so much, i-’ even though he had been your alpha for 5 years now, you both hated doing things to each other without explicit consent even if it hinders your heat or rut. like before, he places his hand on your leg, trailing up and he moved to lean over you, now sat up on his knees. ‘L you should go i know you have work and i have at least 2 days left, if you stay i’ll need you to stay for all of it but i don’t expect you to do that.’ rambling had become a normal thing in the relationship. L will talk about the case and his theories while you talk about yours, always linking things to each other and he always listened; not this time.

as he moves his hand to cup the side of your face, moving your hair out of the way, L speaks, ‘i’ve been with you for every heat you’ve had during this relationship, that’s not going to change now pretty girl.’ being only centimetres away from you, it was only now that your scent invaded him. he had smelt it when he walked through the door but he was too focused on seeing you to pay attention to what it meant. everyone knew what it meant. heats can trigger ruts.

L knew he had to control himself, it’s you that he has to take care of, not him.

you couldn’t take it anymore, you pulled him in for what you thought would be a long kiss, feeling his lips leave yours just as soon as they touched. a defeated look crossed your face, a small pout present on your lips.

‘i want to take care of you honey but i’m not going to invade your nest, that’s your space.’ so that’s why he was hesitant. ‘i want you L, i want you here.’ you flop down into the middle of your nest, raising your arms to the sky, tilting them towards him as a way of beckoning him in. he gives you a look that you know is asking if you’re sure but are. you’ve never been so sure about needing him as you have now. nodding, you watch him step over the surrounding blankets, kneeling in between your spread thighs.

trailing a finger over your pantie covered slit, he pushes your knee to the side seating himself closer to you. ‘my poor baby. i’ve neglected you, haven’t i?’ you buck your hips up at his words, ones you know are condescending but god do they make you feel validated. shushing your whines he pushes your hips back down to the floor. ‘it’s okay honey, i’m here to take care of you, to give you what you need. you just have to do one little thing for me, can you do that?’

you move your upper half to rest on your elbows beside you, not exactly at L’s height but not laying down either. nodding quickly, you sit yourself up some more to listen to his words. ‘never again do you hide yourself from me. i don’t care if i’m working or solving a case or even sleeping; you never hide away.’ he reached forward to fully lean over you, his scent becoming a drug.

swiftly wrapping your legs around his waist and arms around his neck, you begin grinding against him desperate for friction. he was taking too long, you didn’t care for his niceness when all you needed was to be fucked dumb. rubbing your slick against him had him harder than he’d ever been before. he wasn’t going to be able to hold out much longer without going into rut. your body, slick and scent encased him to the point he thought he was suffocating but my god if this isn’t the best way to go.

‘calm down honey, you’ll get me, you have to be patient.’ he tried to lift himself up, to focus himself on you and not how badly he wanted to knot and breed you. you had both decided on not having kids, it wasn’t really an interest for either of you but the urge to breed never went away, not with the instincts you were both born with. but there’s medication for that, ones you both take. he’ll have to remember to make you take it when you feel better.

‘no L, i’ve waited too long! need you now or i’ll die!’ you exclaimed humping him just as fast as you did the pillow earlier on. grabbing your jaw, he squeezed making your mouth fall open and a small whine escape from the pain. ‘take your legs off me now or i’ll walk out of here and let you be all hot and bothered by yourself, is that what you want pet? how many times have you cried these past couple days from your fingers not being enough, you don’t want to deal with that again do you?’ in an instant, your arms were by your side while your legs rested on the ground.

looking up so helplessly to him, he feels a tang of regret for his harsh threat. your eyes watering so much he saw his reflection. at this point, you didn’t know if you were on the verge of crying because of his threat, his desire to keep you untouched for as long as possible or because he was right. your fingers were never enough, not after you’ve had him inside you; sure you can make yourself cum but it’s never as good as when L does it for you. not even your tiny little vibrator he bought you for moments like this could satisfy your urges. you needed him to breed you and you needed it now.

‘i’m sorry, sir, i just really really missed you.’ you knew putting emphasis on the sir and really would make him give you what you want, or so you thought.

‘i know, my sweet thing, but a detective knows best,’ he moves a hand from beside your head to trail it down your body, stopping at your tits to kneed them. like any good detective, he knows the ins and outs of the cases he works and tonight he’s working you. L knows what places make you keen for him, arching your back to push yourself closer to him. he knows how sensitive your entire body gets when you go through your heats, how easy it is to make you submit to him no matter how bratty you try to act. ‘and i know where you need me.’

moving his hand further, he grips your waist and grinds himself against you once, twice then pulls his hips away. tease. how he has the strength to tease you is beyond him, pushing down his urge to rip you thin panties clean off and breed you right now is overwhelming. perhaps him grinding into you was his urges and him puling away was his control. he didn’t know; he didn’t care either.

cupping your mound, he pressed his hand flush against you and you seized the opportunity. working your hips against his hand was hard but it was more rewarding than your fingers. he didn’t pull away this time instead choosing to grind his hand into you at your fast pace. although covered, the pressure was directly on your clit right where you ached the most. whining, you grabbed his hand trying to push it even further against you. you’ll take anything you could get at this point.

warmth consumed you as you saw stars merge into your vision, throwing your head back eliciting a loud moan. ‘that’s it sweetheart, you’ve been so good now that attitude’s gone i think you deserve a little more, what’d you say?’

furiously nodding, you sat up moving him with you. this time, he kissed you and didn’t pull away. your tongue mixed with his while he moved to place a hand on your neck, barely squeezing. lifting you by your thighs with his other hand, he placed you to straddle him as he fucked up into you.

‘i’m sorry darling, i can’t hold back any longer. i have to fuck you, have to breed you; is that what you want?’

you moved from his lips to his neck, roughly biting down. he moved you off, flipping you to your stomach, pulling your ass in the air causing you to arch.

yesyesyes this is what you needed, what you craved.

you couldn’t see, your head buried in the pile of L’s clothes, but you heard what you assumed to be L’s shirt hit the floor before the roughness of yanking denim against skin. in an attempt to help, to feel more of him, you managed to pull his top over your head as he ripped your panties down the side, chucking them away outside the nest after giving them a quick sniff.

your slick sticks to the insides of your thighs as L puled them further apart, pushing the head of his cock into your quivering hole. you both let out a visceral moan, feeling him go further as you push yourself towards him. ‘taking me so well, sweetheart, almost there honey.’ you knew how big he was, how full he made you feel and it made you want him even more; feeling the short ache when he first entered you was a feeling to never be forgotten. he’d been so gentle up to now, caressing your face, soft kisses but as he pushed the final two inches in, he couldn’t hold his urges back. slamming into you, bottoming out, you wail revealing in the stretch of him inside you.

starting with fast, gentle thrusts he humps into you. he didn’t want to hurt you, not until you asked, until your pretty pussy squeezed him so tight he had to have his way with you. grabbing the upper part of both your arm, he crossed them behind your back, using the new grip to go deeper into you. you cry out his name, chanting anything that comes to mind.

a chain of L, L, L followed by a series of uh uh nha’s left your lips as he pounded harder. moving his hand from holding your wrists, he reaches his hand around the front of your neck, roughly pulling you upward your back now against his chest. trailing down, his other hand starts lightly rubbing your clit; the difference compared to his harsh thrusts almost sends you over the edge. ‘gonna cum sir, please let me cum.’

speeding up his fingers rubbing circles on your aching bud he speaks, ‘so needy baby, only fucked you for two minutes and you’re already begging me to let you cum. this needy little cunt knows how her alpha is. go on then, cum.’

his words had you tumbling over the edge the moment they left his mouth. one of the only things you enjoyed about your heats was the fact that it made your orgasms so much stronger. adrenaline coursing through your veins had you clawing anything you could, L’s arms and neck as you reached behind you becoming littered in scratches. despite this being your second orgasm of the night, you sill needed more. you could feel yourself slipping away into the space where everything felt the best.

head fuzzy, you go limp against your partner, your headspace allowing you to feel everything leaving you unable to react apart from your tight grip on L’s wrist.

‘doing so well honey,’ while he may not have noticed your heat, he did notice your shallow breaths as your grip got tighter around him. you were barely there but the thought of finally having him breed you kept you partly present. as he slipped you off his aching cock, he continued, ‘gotta stay with me, can you do that for me, pretty?’ he lightly pushed your body forward, the hand once on your clit now flexing on your stomach as he moved backwards to turn you around.

you could barely comprehend his words, now only feeling disappointment at the feeling of his cock leaving you, let alone his motions as he spun you around. laying you on your back, he once again parted your legs as he knelt between them. his touch was softer, similar to how he touched you when he first walked in. resting a hand on your cheek, cupping your face, he lightly jerked you making sure you were still with him. ‘need to use your words darling, i can’t give you what you want if you don’t talk to me.’

opening your eyes, you looked to see him now leaning over you. resting your hand against his, you nuzzled your face into it giving a small smile, ‘breed. please.’ your voice was quiet, the thoughts in your head being too loud, his scent overwhelming you.

his length twitched at your words, so contradictory to the way you said them. placing a light kiss on your lips he tilted his head to watch as he pushed himself into you once again. the stretch was still there, only this time because you could feel his knot forming. he sheaved himself inside you in one shallow thrust which had you arching into him.

tilting his head back up to face yours, L kissed you again this time more loving and heated. he knew how much you could handle, how much it took before you slipped into your empty headspace that had you feeling so good and he was more than willing to take you there. ‘you feel so good, slutty pussy like yours always feels so good. want me to breed you, be full of your owners cum? huh, puppy? i’ve already fucked you dumb it would be stupid not to fill you up; maybe this time it’ll take, have some pups of our own.’ you knew that was his instincts talking, you didn’t want kids, but fuck did it make you feel good to hear him speak like that. you all but scream out a moan as his knot breaches your hole now only allowing him to harshly grind into you, ‘yes sir, please breed me, want to be so full of you, have your pups.’

one particularly harsh movement had him hitting that spot over and over again which had you once again cumming around him, that headspace consuming you, you grip on his hand becoming looser as you felt your body go limp.

grabbing that hand, L held it with all the tenderness he could must as he dipped his head into the nape of your neck, brushing against your ear as he let out a whispery moan, the huskiness of his voice becoming clear. his grip on your hand tightened, you only slightly holding onto it, as he came deep inside of you. he had knotted you, the warm liquid filling you more full than you had felt for months. it felt so good, you could feel it moving inside if you as he came some more, the final squirts were what tipped you over the edge to be completely devoured by subspace. your laboured breathing gave L the conformation he needed to know you were completely gone, you had succumbed to the pleasure and let it eat you alive. he waited a couple minutes for his knot to soften, whispering praise and sweet nothings into your ear occasionally kissing you knuckles of the hand he still had a firm grasp of.

pulling himself out of you, he picked up one of the tees from the small hill of his clothing you had used for your nest using it to wipe away most of your sweat and stray cum. chucking it to the side, he picked up another one softly trying to wake you from your fucked out state. while you weren’t entirely asleep yet, revelling in the pleasure he had brought you, it faded in and out of your mind trying to entice you. letting out a soft hum, you felt him lift you up and slip the tee over your head, you senses clearing but the feeling never faded.

while he slipped on his boxers from before, you rolled over trying to feel for him. hushing you, he laid beside you. ‘it’s okay, honey, you did so well. i’m so so proud of you, taking me so well. my good girl.’ pulling you onto his chest he kissed your temple softly tracing patterns on your arm.

as you finally gave into the nagging thoughts of sleep, you felt L pull you closer while telling you how much he adores you. he may forget things sometimes but the one thing he could never forget is how much he truly loves you.

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