sorry we haven't done anything in a while. i just know it's all going to end soon and i don't want to think about it.
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there's gotta be something wrong with me, right? there has to be something. there can't just be no reason for all of this.
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how do you get better?
like i'm genuinely asking, once you know what your problem is, how do you get better?
because i know what's wrong with me
i just don't know how to fix it
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it really sucks when you think you finally have people you talk to about some really serious stuff
and then they go and do something that immediately shuts that option down
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i want people to know what i'm going through and why i act the way i act
but the thought of actually being fully known and exposed is terrifying
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i don't sleep anymore
i just work, pass out, and wake up any time between 3 to 5 am and start working again
i can't remember the last time i deliberately went to bed
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and just remember kids
distracted doesn't equal happy
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"why didn't you work today? why are you crying? why do you feel bad?"
i don't know. that's the point.
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every part of me looks wrong
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you know, there comes a certain point when you've been given all this support and reassurance that you're okay and you're valid and you're not the problem
and you just sit down and realize that maybe you are the problem
because there really is no other explanation
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