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omentranslates · 2 years

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The Day I Became a Monster -- rerulili English Lyrics

Song by rerulili

VO: vFukase

English Translation

I still can't believe anything that happened

The day I became a monster

I get all turned around and lose my balance

I wish I could get rid of this weak version of me

My eyes snap open at 3 in the morning

And it felt like I'd been trapped in the suffocating darkness

I'd rather just stop breathing than keep on going like this

I'm so sick of getting hurt

All beat up and sat curled in on myself

Won’t anyone who will love someone fragile like me?

I wanted to believe the unbelievable

The day I became a monster

If this voice won't reach anywhere

Then how about I just destroy everything

Before I realized, my body had changed

Much like a monster, I'd become unable to feel pain

I can't be hurt or betrayed any longer

I've ended up with a heart of steel

I kept my ears plugged against the SOS

Sounding from the deepest darkness

Will someone love me for always

If I become a monster?

I'll spread out these misshapen hands

And destroy everything for them

The day I became a monster

Was the day I tried to erase myself

That crybaby screw-up

Who ended up being irreplaceable

I found out something important

On the day I became a monster

I realized that being able to forgive weakness

Is the true strength

Japanese original under the cut (Kanji/Romaji)

僕がモンスターになった日もう何も信じられなくて逆さまになって落ちてく弱い自分なんていらないや

Boku ga MONSTER ni natta hi Mou nanimo shinjirarenakute Sakasama ni natte ochiteku Yowai jibun nante iranai ya

午前３時ふと目が覚めたまるで闇の中に閉じ込められたみたいだいっそこのまま息も止まればいいのにな傷付くことはもう　うんざりだ

Gozen san ji futo me ga sameta Marude yami no naka ni tojikomerareta mitai da Isso kono mama iki mo tomareba ii no ni na Kizutsuku koto wa mou Unzari da

ボロボロになって　うずくまってる脆い自分なんて誰か愛してくれますか？

Boro boro ni natte Uzukumatteru Moroi jibun nante dareka aishite kuremasu ka?

僕がモンスターになった日信じたくて信じられなくてこの声が届かないならすべてを壊してしまおうか

Boku ga MONSTER ni natta hi Shinjitakute shinjirarenakute Kono koe ga todokanai nara Subete wo kowashite shimaouka

いつの間にか僕の身体は痛みを感じなくなったそう、バケモノみたいに傷付けることも裏切ることもできない鋼の心を手に入れてしまった

Itsu no ma ni ka boku no karada wa Itami wo kanjinaku natta sou, bakemono mitai ni Kizutsukeru koto mo uragiru koto mo dekinai Hagane no kokoro wo te ni irete shimatta

深い闇の底の方から聞こえる SOSの声に耳を塞いでいた

Fukai yami no soko no hou kara kikoeru SOS no koe ni mimi wo fusaideita

僕がモンスターになったらずっと愛してくれますか？いびつな両手広げてすべてを壊してあげるから

Boku ga MONSTER ni nattara Zutto aishite kuremasu ka? Ibitsu na ryoute hirogete Subete wo kowashite ageru kara

僕がモンスターになった日僕は僕を消そうとした泣き虫で頼りなくてかけがえのない自分

Boku ga MONSTER ni natta hi Boku wa boku wo kesou to shita Nakimushi de tayorinakute Kakegae no nai jibun

僕がモンスターになった日大事なものを見つけたよ弱さを許せること　それが本当の強さなんだって気づいたよ

Boku ga MONSTER ni natta hi Daiji na mono wo mitsuketa yo Yowasa wo yuruseru koto Sore ga hontou no Tsuyosa nanda tte kidzuita yo

#boku ga monsutaa ni natta hi #the day i became a monster #rerulili #vocaloid fukase #english translation

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joltrify · 2 years

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I was feeling super icky last night, so I drew Fukase (+ a Flower) to help calm myself down a bit (*ᴗ.ᴗ͈)*.ﾟ~♪ //

lil hc about Fukase’s eye under the cut (It’s not graphic or anything, i just don’t want ya’ll to havta scroll for a bit longer if you’re uninterested lol)

Unrelated to the doodles, but I HC that Fukase’s left eye (the completely red one) is a prosthetic, so he can take it out as he pleases.

He usually opts to cover it up when he’s out in public or preforming though, and only reveals his “natural” state when with his roommates (Flower, Piko, Oliver, yk yk ill probably draw them all together at some point).

In fact, now that I think about it- he probably wears the prosthetic exclusively for performances- after he goes backstage he switches back to eyepatch lol

I don’t think he’s insecure about it or anything either; he just covers up the empty socket to deter unwanted stares or questions about it he might hear repeatedly. (I mean, half of his face is already charred- his fans might begin to worry about him even more! OmO)

This is probably a popular hc, but I thought I’d share it nonetheless hehe

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