#was sick bc i just slept all day

[enden-k]

im so tired of being a sleepy boy

#i napped for 2 hours bc i was so sleepy and still am. why. #i hydrated enough im not having an episode im not sick and no meds are causing it (i think) and the sun is not out so why!!!! #what am i supposed to do aaaaa!!!!!!! sleep for an entire day until i had sm sleep im sick of it?? 😭 #i dozed off in the middle of sketching like cmon!!! #looking it up will tell me i have some rare kind of deadly disease and i dont wanna go to my doc and tell him im a sleepy googoogaga #this man is funnily enough my childhood doctor i went to before my adoption so he knows well enough how sleepy i am #considering my grandparents always tell i was fhe quietest baby ever and never screamed or cried they thought i just passed away or #was sick bc i just slept all day #so yss hes well aware of youn and his chronic sleepy sleepiness since baby times #actually thats over 20 years ago and my doc still looks the same #meaning super hot #which is confusing #this man did check ups on me when i was like 6 and 20 years later he kneads my popped out vertebrae back into place like im an old man #and he just looks exactly the same #this messes wifh my brain i think i need to nap on this #personal #tbd #idk why i rambled so hard while in the process of waking up my condolences if anyone read this far #im not even sleepy anymore bc i thought so hard about my doctor and his secret immortality my brain is actually working #🤔 ah

[llondonfog]

me, a slut for feverish, sick whump prompts

also me, currently sick: if i can't breathe in the next hour im going to claw out my sinuses with the nearest blunt object-

#tbd #aaajsksk thank u to all the sweet messages and hcs #i haven't responded bc i feel like death #day four of not being able to breathe or swallow and im begging the antibiotics to work #thank god i have like 300 hrs of sick leave bc i haven't slept in like three days #my eyes are burning #I JUST WANT TO BREATHE HOLY SHIT

[soldier-poet-king]

I need to be strong and hot and also get new (thrifted) clothes and I have been feeling the creation of self so much so intensely lately and its such a joy but I'm SICK and been laying here ALL DAY and there is. Only so much tv I can watch and fluff I can read. Before I'm like. I can't sit still any more

#the duality of fran #i had the shakes so no cross stitch #and my attention span for passive media consumption is. low #i DONT binge things. i am mentally incapable #i watched like 4 eps of snk and 4 eps of derry girls. took a nap. read almost a full vol of mdzs #and now its like. ok. ok. can we stop feeling sickm thanks #its too dark out to craft (strian my eyes when I'm ALREADY fighting a headache) #im not sleepy given i slept a lot last night and then laid about all day today #im just. AHHHHHHH #video games probably noy a good idea bc head. and also. it is easiest to lie down rn #sitting. hurt. #its such a stupid thing some 24 hr bug itll be gone by morning #but for rn im just. AHHHHHHHHHH #everything feels worse when u feel sick and ur hair feels greasy. tbh #I WASHED IT LITERALLY THIS MORNING #i wish i was a tv enjoyer more. tbh #i just. cant sit still i get distracted idk why #and i dont with books or video games in the same way #stupid brain

[orcelito]

Finally put my sheets back on my bed (I slept on the bottom bunk the past 2 days, whoops...) & everything is so soft and warm and clean. And I am happy and sleepy in a soft cloud bed.

Truly nothing like Bed ❤️

#speculation nation #Bed with a capital B to represent the same kind of concept as Home #this is Bed. aka My bed. it is the place i return to. it is warm and soft and made of fluffy blankets. #it has multiple mattress pads and 5 blankets and the best pillow for my neck #and sometimes 2 cats who will walk all over me and on my head (as just happened just now) #i use the bottom bunk as a couch but it is also a bed and there have been times of my life where it's been my main bed #but the top bunk bed truly is comfier. and so i continue to use it as Bed. #bottom bunk is kept in couch position near permanently but i sometimes still sleep on it when i nap #or times like the prior few days where for whatever reason im not sleeping on top bunk #(i slept on the bottom when i was very sick too bc i didnt want to deal with climbing the ladder while in so much pain) #bottom bunk only goes to bed position when my girlfriend is over & spending the night #and i'll join her down there too :] #otherwise tho top bunk is Bed for me. and boy is it comfy. #nothing like sleeping outside of Primary Bed for a few days to remind myself of how much i Love My Bed

[skenpiel]

homestuck fans when theres no rhyme or reason to the trickster designs and its literally just a jumbled mess of hideous colors and vague candy themes which means theres no consistency to analyze to help with making fan designs

#now imagine if you will a very distraught face. because i cant be bothered adding an image #ANYWAYSSSSSSS i wanted 2 try making one but god its just so hard bc theres so many fucking colors and i suck at coloring anyway #i tried analyzing them to the best of my abilities to see if there was any consistency i could go off of......... but no theres Nothing #the only thing is that their cheek swirls are the same color as their pestechum colors. and thats it #even the outfits are different it seems to be slightly altered versions of their original outfits? #like roxy was wearing her purple knit dress when she got bonked but it was still her original outfit afterwards #their hair colors dont make sense their shoe colors dont make sense their head ornaments make a LITTLE sense.......... #jakes and dirks are the most obvious. pumpkin and orange soda its like their thing i guess #janes being a muffin makes sense cuz crockercorp baker etc etc #roxys makes the least sense...... i dont think there was ever any mention of cotton candy for her aside from when caliborn wanted his weird #smut to be color coordinated for whatever reason #whenever i make otufits its usually just varying shades of the same 3 or so colors so trickster designs are a nightmare #even my old trickster mode trollsona was like. 3 colors total LOL #not to mention i wanted to make this design for my trollsona. and we only ever saw humans in trickster mode #and looking at older fanart didnt help cuz everyone had decided unanimously that the canon designs sucked ass (they did) #and in the future we should all give each character a food or somthing similar to base the whole design off of (good decision) #blehh. i give up its too much of a pain-_- #anyway. maybe i really am sick i think i need to lay down #already slept literally all day but im still so tired.......... #i took painkillers and allergy meds in case of cat hair on bed but i still feel groggy as fuck #well whatever. itll probably go away soon i never really stay sick for long

[guinevereslancelot]

so messed up when you, a chronic sleepy girl, love sleeping, and you actually have time for a good long night's sleep but then you can't sleep. what's up with that

#took a sleeping pill at like 1am and kind of slept but then woke up again at 5am and couldn't go back to sleep :( #even tho i don't have to be up until 9 #im dressed and everything just sitting in bed with nothing to do #my kitty is glad im here but she would be more glad if i was sleeping and didn't get up to get dressed and eat #anyway i have been so exhausted lately i forgot i have chronic insomnia but this is bad even for me #esp bc i have plans all day so i WILL be sick and miserable by the end #anyway. at least its a rare good hair day #but why am i awake

[bisamwilson]

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#my dog is very sick and if anyone could send some #help-mak’s-dog-feel-better-and-also-help-mak-not-have-a-breakdown-at-work vibes/thoughts/prayers #i’d be very thankful #anyways i’m so tired #she feels so bad and that makes me feel horrible and i already felt bad for unrelated reasons #and she’s so old so it’s so worrying #and i’m probably gonna have to take her back home to my mom and leave her there next week #which is gonna be better for her but is gonna kill me #and i haven’t slept good in days bc she’s been awake and feeling bad #and i just don’t know what to do #anyways sorry about all this i just needed to tell it to eomeone who isn’t my mom #personal #tbd

[neptunite-stars]

hgrhgrhg work on big [redacted] project or play h.sr........

#i didnt take a midday nap i actually just slept for another 2 hours after eating breakfast #and do i feel less sick? yes actually i feel fine but i do feel kinda sore bc i slept in a weird position #which is normal for me actually surprisingly enough #rambles #i havent worked on [redacted] in 3 ish days egads. i need to stop making excuses for myself i really need to wokr on it #but i have sooooo much time....................... and im basically almost halfway done with it. i could finish that by the end of this mon #h and then work on [redacted] for [redacted] too and i also had [redacted] for it as well so i mean theres no harm right #i could.......... if only i stop feeling like shit every day for different reasons #urghrghrgh i feel a lil sick... stummy hurt and nose keeps running ughhhhhhhhhh i should not have gone outside < thinks its allergies #honestly tho h.sr is only gonna take like 20 mins MAX bc the quest thing for the shop management gameplay is TIMELOCKED im soooo upset by t #at by the way also i hate how it intterrupts my gameplay with sidequests PLEASE . ok ik that it makes it more fun and less boring/. #i should play a shop management game again. like ykno those ones on like coolmathgames. egads theyre sooo addicting to me theyre like candy #ok but i also have to play the tour for eng.stars adn btw IM NTO READING SATELLITE UNTIL ALL THE STORIES COME OUT so i can binge read them #egads. i was supposed to farm 3 hours ago and now my 2nd farming session is coming up in a couple of minutes except i slept thru the first! #ok but i NEEDED that sleep its fine. its fine ill farm it all now its fineeeeeeee

[ed-teach]

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#i got so sick yesterday night.. i threw up so much and so violently that my entire body hurts now #i wasnt even conscious yesterday like i just slept for 24 hrs basically. until now #i should have been at rehearsal all day bc concerts are this week 😖😖😖 #quip

[thekidsarentalright]

i rly need to stop not taking care of myself all day (aka not eating drinking water etc) and then feel like shit and be like taken aback that i feel like shit -_-

#this turned into a whole vent oops keep that in mind if u read this 😭 #mostly bc it is personally annoying to me like is it unhealthy yeah but idc enough rn to care that it's Bad for me #i Do care that it's annoying. i live off of spite. i am going to spite my brain and take care of myself #or at least try to. #like i slept in super late today and then wrote for five hours straight i havent done anything else all day lmao #which isn't healthy!!!! i dont think!!!! #this is all just to say that i feel like shit and it's exhausting and i feel like no one cares probably bc no one does and im just. i need #to do better. but it's hard to find motivation to. i have no motivation when no one notices or cares abt how bad im doing #INCLUDING myself. so i have to turn to spiting myself to do things??? it's sick. #oh and i by no one cares i mean like the ppl closest to me dont not just like. everybody yk #txt

[girlwithfish]

ok gonna reheat pasta leftovers 🥲i hate how low energy ive been it took me out sleeping five hrs ystrdy waking up at 11 going out w my mom gojng out 2x to the store other places assembljng furniture and a lamp my apt is a mess again cuz of boxes andci have no idea what to do w so much cardboard that tweet thats like adulthood is underestimating how many cardboard boxes ull have to deal w soo true i just have a million but thankfully my mom and bf took down the wasp or bee nest in the balcony area and bc were on the first floor that area gets so leaf y and has so many bugs and dirt bht its clean for now and the nest is gone and i can put sime stuff in storage now but ahhhh. haha

#i kept feeling sick and lightheaded and had a headache all day even thl i ate twice that day but not a full meal i just had appetizers. wmy #mom for lunch bc she wabted to order appetizers for some reason Lol and uhhhhhhh i got tired and headaxhey after one sip of wine but #i slept a shit ton last nite cuz i basically passe dojt probably by midnight so idk hopefully i feel betrer today i prob slept like 9-10 hr

[fincherfogg]

really not vibing with my new @ and i wanna stop trying to pick usernames that are memorable (i think??) for an artist name. Really i just wanna fully move away from being an art account n more just my personal account that sometimes i put art on

Im so tired of being an artist on the internet, i miss just drawing for myself without having to worry about producing content so i can afford food

anyways sorry if i change my @ again even tho i just did a few weeks ago, it will probably happen again

#im sick of feeling the need to have a consistent theme around whatever vibe i wanna get across #i wanna be able to have silly usernames AND not feel the need to have it all the same across all socials #i liked deerpvnk but i started to feel a disconnect between calling myself punk bc my overall presentation doesnt really match that anymore #so i felt like i was faking something? even tho thats not what punk is at all lmao #nothing im saying is making sense is it #ive slept 10 hours total in the last 4 days bc i ran out of edible n cant afford more so you'll have to just put up with this for a bit

[chaoswillcalmusdown]

i can actually breathe through my nose ???????? and i haven't had a coughing fit since dinner ???

#i feel like i've been sick for fucking 5 years bc i had a whole week of just a fever #and then 2 days of 'health' and then suddenly i was coughing and my nose was completely stuffed #i haven't slept properly since last thursday despite sleeping sitting up (which. ouch) #i've been 100% losing my mind #i also haven't been able to eat at all without coughing for 40 minutes. which has been HELL #no sleep and no snacking while sick ??????????? this was a cruel fucking flu #tomorrow is the last day of school which means i only have to be a teacher for like 2 hours and after 10 am i am freEE

[pinkandrainyclouds]

Old people at the doctors will genuinely shove you of the way if you try to sign up before they do even though it’s not your fucking fault that you didn’t see them since they WERE WAITING IN THEIR CAR instead of by the door

#anyway #let us pray that this doctor will be willing to extend my sick leave by two days so I don’t have to work this weekend #since my fucking boss texted me yesterday telling me to let her know if I still felt sick AND had gotten an extension to my medical leave #so she could then put plan b into action and have someone cover me #which is hilarious considering she chose to ask me on WEDNESDAY if I truly thought I’d be fine to work the weekend #and I told her that given how I was feeling I really did not think I would be #and she was all like ~don’t worry then I’ll get someone to cover you~ #and now look! #but how could she expect me to get better when I picked up my antibiotics on Wednesday afternoon along with #the anti inflammatory meds and have only been on them for like a day and a half! #also I haven’t slept for shit bc apparently in her mind a medical note excuses me from working my shift but not from being on call at night #or I had to ask her to take me off the on call for the days the doctor gave me up #and I didn’t bc I just ASSUMED that it was LOGICAL that someone who is too sick to work her shift will also be to sick #to be answering any calls that come in AT THE DEAD OF NIGHT and to resolve any emergencies that spring up at that time #anyway it’s hard to get the rest the doctor tells you to get when #nurses from your job are calling you up at ONE IN THE MORNING!

[carrieway]

last post harming me . it's been twenty two years of this when will it work :(

#i know it has to but im like convinced im just the One person it doesn't work for #which is like ok buddy ur not the special....... #<- not in a negative fashion just in a truthful fashion #bc none of us are special enough for us to be the sole being to suffer and never have reprieve #does that make sense . i dunno #my brains burning n doing bad today bc i slept all day bc im SICK i need to roll down a grassy hill sadly #itll cure me i think #(i live in the desert with no grass)

[lesenbyan]

okay this is gonna be a like. serious hot topic question that I want a good faith explanation to.

but why is cheating seen as Worse or more of a Betrayal than like. any other lie told in a relationship?

EDIT: I suppose for context I should mention my mom Definitely Cheated On my father multiple? times and my father used to go to strip joints to try to get mom to React and while I wasn't told about either of these until I was an adult it probably informs my inability to understand

#personal; #like I've always had the understanding that society disapproves and I understand it's a betrayal of the terms of the relationship #but why is it worse than just like. idk. lying about what you were doing one day or forgetting to mention something important? #like been rewatching House and that one episode where the lady got sleeping sickness bc she slept with someone else and he like #was all 'I'd rather she'd die [than know this]' and he whole ass left her alone in the hospital after she got out of a coma and like #am I just too aro? too non-monogamous? I literally don't understand and never have #I've been wondering this for at least 15 years and is PROBABLY part of why I cheated a couple times as a teen #so like.... #can ANYONE explain this to me??? I've never understood #(and like no of course I'm not gonna use this as an excuse to cheat in the future; I don't want to date anyone else that sounds exhausting)