#so like....

[i-write-shakespeare-not-disney]

Do not look up fanfiction at 1 am. Do not look up fanfiction at 1 am. Do not look up fanfiction at 1 am. Do not look up fanfiction at 1 am. Do not look up fanfiction at 1 am. Do not look up fanfiction at 1 am. Do not look up fanfiction at 1 am. Do not look up fanfiction at 1 am.

#anyway if anyone would like to recommend one tho 👀 #idk what im looking for #i kinda see the whole #chuya and dazai #and the #atsushi and akutagawa #but im not like FULLY there yet #so like.... #if anyone wants to convince me 👀 #bsd #bungo stray dogs

[fatummortem]

My game came in today, so i may get nothing done here.

#it's perso.na 3 rel.oad #though my ass has like cheap free internet you have to sign into each hour and doesn't work on consoles #so like.... #i have to somehow transport this to my work and be like 'don't mind me just updating.... Enjoy your mean! ^_^ *whistles*' #i plan on getting to a few things & figure out memes for a few peeps #but it may be a tad longer #i'll be in discord & pms otherwise

[tavarillasgalen]

People claiming that Bryce being "too big for ballet" and has "the wrong body type" means that she is canon plus size is so... Tell me you know nothing about ballet without telling me you know nothing about ballet.

I was so thrilled reading HOEAB and Bryce's body image struggles, because I was the exact same way. Big hips, butt, and thighs, but small waist, then wider shoulders. Very hourglass/curvy. And the thing with ballet is, it doesn't matter how thin you are, if you don't have the right body type. The "right" body type is straight up and down, no chest, no butt, long, and thin. I was literally anorexic and you could clearly see my ribs, but because my hips, butt, and thighs were always bigger than the ideal, it didn't matter, I was still too big with the wrong body type. My hips were always so much bigger than my waist. Even though... That's just my bone structure, my body type. It never mattered how thin I was, because my body type was "wrong". And even when I was underweight, I was "too big" because of my hips and the like.

And let me tell you, 10 years of being told you are too big, wrong, you should lose some weight even if you're already passing out and can see your bones, it messes with your body image SO badly. Seeing Bryce still struggle with the things people told her in ballet years after giving up on a professional career was... Beyond relatable.

And then you come on tumblr dot com and see people say that "no one" has a body like how artists were depicting her and attacking artists for drawing her thin, and being like... Um, hello? Yes, people do? And then people acting superior and claiming that since big hips and small waist are "in fashion", you should "check your privilege", as if women's body types don't constantly go in and out of "fashion" and as if that constant comparison doesn't do a number on you - especially if you've done ballet. You see countless people say that "too big for ballet" and "wrong body type" = plus size, and that anyone who pictures her differently is "skinnywashing". It is so frustrating to finally have a character you relate to, only for fandom to claim that's wrong.

Like, look. There is nothing wrong with picturing Bryce as plus-size. If that's how you see her and read her, go right ahead! If you know nothing about ballet, it could be easy to take those comments to mean she is canon plus size.

But what people use as "proof" that she is canon plus-size is not actually proof at all, not when you take the ballet factor into account. She is also described as having lean muscle - which is so often brushed aside and ignored by people fixating on the "wrong body type" and curvy descriptors. Fat people can definitely have muscle, but to have *lean* muscle, that means a slimmer and more athletic body. And Bryce works out everyday, so, that tracks.

And what is forgotten too is that... Curvy is not a synonym for fat, it's describing a body with curves. Those curves can be because of fat, sure, but you can also be curvy and thin. A character being described as curvy does not automatically mean fat.

So, like. Stop attacking people for "skinnywashing" Bryce, when real people have her body type and are not plus size and when real people have been told the exact same things she was even when they were unhealthily thin. "Too big for ballet", "wrong body type", etc is not "proof" that she is plus-size, but it proof of how deeply fucked up the ballet world is. It's becoming more inclusive, but... I'm still working on all the body image issues it gave me, and I quit dancing years ago lmao.

Anyway. Most people who read Maas likely know nothing about ballet, so the ignorance can be excused. But if you do know, it's beyond frustrating seeing your experience constantly invalidated by people claiming their headcanon is canon with the things you were told for years even though you're not plus size, especially when they start claiming that any who disagree with them are morally wrong and that your experience is wrong, lol.

So basically: picture Bryce however you want, just don't attack people for not picturing her the same way you do, especially not if their experience mimics hers.

#bryce quinlan #this never fails to make me heated #also if you ever saw Maas's crescent city board... #all the pictures for bryce were thin but with curves #so like.... #read her however you want #just stop claiming it's canon if it easily can be otherwise lol

[sungsuho]

return of the crazy demon is like incredibly good and its like at least 60% because kf the gay subtext every time i read an update im scared theyre going to make him fall for a woman. like im so scared that him being like Yeah i domt fall for honey traps or whayever as a repcurring joke is going to end w him getting straight married

#becauze like. him and that doctor guy are definitely gay in love. its constantly said that the doctor is the onkh one that can make him feel #normal #like.... #this isnt even me reading into whats not there btw bc i never go looking for characters to 'ship' in manhwa literally ever #and especially not in ones that are just a passing interests like return of tje crazy demkn #so like....

[kiss-your-eclipse]

i will be the first to say how much i fuckin loved that cheek kiss in the car at the end of the episode, but i can't be the only who noticed ayan took a picture of them, right?

i could hardly focus on anything else bc i just can't help but feel like that photo is gonna turn into something horrible later....

for now it's cute and heartwarming and probably something ayan will look back at giddily but what if later it gets into the wrong hands and ends up outing akk (who is still very much going through a sexuality exploration (read: crisis))??

what's going to happen between them when such a joyful and burdenless moment twists into something cruel?

#the eclipse #the eclipse the series #akk #ayan #that kiss was SO CUTE #i just wanna put them in my pocket #but ayan def took a pic of them #he even looked at his phone after he kissed him before akk could notice #so like.... #where is that photo going ayan?? #will it just be a cute token of their early courting days or will it be used to blackmail akk (probably by someone other than ayan)? #or will it just be a simple public outing? #i am so so nervous

[lastoneout]

I'm not getting conspiracy brained I swear but I am getting evaluated for potentially having IBD or another gut based autoimmune disease and I'm still one of the only people I know who hasn't had covid even once and like....I'm starting to wonder about some things.....

#I actually do think what's going on with my gut is probably some kind of IBD #so like.... #ask to tag #Youtube

[glompcat]

Yesterday I debated on sharing screenshots of various news sites when the Dems won the senate and then decided not to since for some reason I could not imagine anyone not knowing already, so since I have been proved wrong since then-

https://www.nytimes.com/2022/11/12/us/politics/jim-marchant-nevada.html

https://www.washingtonpost.com/politics/2022/11/13/trump-republicans-rivals-2024/

https://www.washingtonpost.com/politics/2022/11/12/desantis-florida-midterms-2024-trump/

#DeSantis is now anticipated to be the GOP's 2024 star #so you know #they are still a party of nightmare bigots obs #but watching them turn on Trump sure has been something #Fox News has been bashing the guy even #also lol at how the reporting on NY shifting more red keeps neglecting to mention what happened to our congressional map #where our redistricting got handed over in the courts to a grad student from Pennsylvania #who set out to make as many districts in NY state as much of a 50/50 red blue split as possible #and in the process violated the NY state constitution in a MAJOR way #since he split communities of color in a manner where they were no longer in the majority in as many districts as they had been #our constitution says that diluting the vote of margenalized populations like that is not ok #but by that point things were so close to the elections we had to use that map this year #so like.... #yeah NY shifted red in the house #THE MAP LITERALLY WAS DESIGNED TO DO THAT by one (1) person who has never lived in our state

[roakkaliha]

the fact that i can only feel emotions under the influence of substances is very bad news for my addictive personality.

#.txt #unfortunately the only emotions i can feel are 'burning anger' and 'indescribeable sorrow' #so like....

[silverfoxlou]

Clever boy 21motoring*com/louis-tomlinson-car-collection-cars-of-louis-tomlinson/

and I'm just supposed to believe some random website claiming to know what cars he owns?

#another random site similar to this claims he owns 2 private yachts #so like....

[dog-ending]

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#so like.... #how likely is it #to catch worms from your mom's dog? #i had to take of my mom's dog for a bit #and neither of us knew she had worms #and she's been dewormed already #but now my stomach hurts c': #in a different way than normal c': c': c':

[purple-stitchings]

Thinking abt the amount of simp edits and just simps in general Alucard would have in the actor au...

#ooc #actor au. #BECAUSE HES ATTRAVIVE. FHAYS A COMMON FAFACT #SO LIKE.... #AWOOAWOOGA

[indigosabyss]

so,,, funny story. I was trying to think of what to name Akechi's Sherlock Holmsian guardian spirit. And I was like, Edogawa Ranpo was known for writing detective stories! And he had a character who was a detective! I could name it after that character!

The character was named Akechi Kogoro @_@

#saiki kusou no psi nan #fanfic #ao3 #...literature facts??? #this is not a coincidence i swear #the way i only know this bc of bungou stray dogs #anime has ruined me yall #ALSO Akechi Kogoro is also heavily based off of Sherlock Holmes #so like.... #coincidence??? I THINK NOT

[4pocalyps]

                     THERE   IS   URGENCY   IN   THE   BOY’S   VOICE,                     desperation   in   the   way   he   stabs   the   end   of   his   bo   staff   into   the   soft   rotten   flesh   of   a   walker’s   throat—                  he’s   trying   to   save   @shumways,      he   doesn’t   know   her   name,      where   she’s   from,      who   she’s   with   if   any   group   at   all,      and   yet   just   like   his   dad   would   he’s   putting   it   all   on   the   line   for   a   stranger.               “     this   way,      hurry   !      “

#shumways #i hope this is alright! #i hath gifted u baby henry #probably after he kills gavin tho #so like.... #during the time skip?

[tothechaos]

this is what every tiktok screenshot looks like to me

#its always a persons face and its always cropped to be like. just their eyes. its so fuckin weird #1k #5k #10k #25k #50k #100k

[glompcat]

I am 3 hours away from the end of the audiobook I am listening to, and I am not happy about it.

#this was a 26 hour long audiobook #for some context #so like.... #I am very close to the end #and am going to miss having an endless book to dive into

[liquidstar]

i always think abt my cousin in greece who's like obsessed with american culture, bc ill say that im going to a barbecue and she'll be like "wow.... a real life american barbecue... will there be red cups?" you bet your ass there'll be red cups. take my hand. have a hot dog. all your dreams can come true here at the real life american barbecue

#she needs to visit so i can take her to a mall #the food court alone will blow her mind #shes like 14 so claire's and/or justice would probably also blow her mind