#we're never getting out of this fr

[selahhasablog]

odysseus really said "i can kill a baby but I draw the line at cheating on my wife"

#epic the musical #epic: the musical #epic: the circe saga #fr though he DID have a son with circe and leaving it out is a coward move #jk i get it narratively but damn #imagine this depiction of odysseus having too grapple with the fact the he's leaving one son without a father to return to the other #who also grew up without a father #i know odysseus didnt know about he and circe's son for awhile but LISTEN #if we're going to changw things around #i just feel that it's SO narratively delicious to have him turn his back on his principles in the name of embracing them not once but TWICE #circe is supposed to be a brief respite where we grapple with the idea that we may never see home again after all #its the belly of the whale #but noooooo #mythological adaptation agony

[cinna-bunnie]

why is it always the forbidden fruit that entices me the most (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠)

#🚶🏾‍♀️ not that it impacts the way i feel about anyone else but i actually do fr love my manager and it's crazy bc idk how or when this #happened. like i have fun by myself n i love my friends but i rly am at my happiest when I'm next to her huh (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) ♡⁠ #and that is a wild way to feel about someone i work with let alone who supervises me akdkaka #i still can't believe how naturally and affirmingly “i love you” jumped out of me the other day without thinking about it #and i do??¿ after thinking about it??¿ i would literally do anything for you #and she said she loves me too 😵‍💫 and we've never articulated that before. and now our talks feel more personal than before but it #was a much bigger conversation for sure (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) she's out of work this week though and I'm thinking about her. #🚶🏾‍♀️i wanna show her my knife throwing but idkk...... struggling w where the line between professional and personal needs to be 💀 #i treat my work friends and my real friends very differently lol. i don't know (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) aaa #now that i said it it's like a dam of feelings burst ૮ – ﻌ–ა girl... #she has a husband. but he's a scrub. but she's my boss. but we're already so sweet to each other. but i shouldn't. but i want to #aaauuugghghfhfghhghkhkjltlskxkvofjw !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #ignore me and my pining (⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠) ♡⁠ im crazy about that girl. i really am huh.. 🚶🏾‍♀️ #if you got to hang out with her u would get it.... i can't believe her man ain't shit... pls let me give u my attention #u don't have to be mine nor am i wanting that but let me take care of you (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) ♡⁠ u work so hard for everyone else #she's fantasizing.... ......... wanting.. contemplating...?..?? no. no....??¿......? ......... 😐 hm #lmao

[queen-boudicca]

Me when doing my environmental science homework, at every available opportunity:

#wish there were a class discord or a chill teacher so i could share it #fr though I'm like “oh we're talking about freshwater? hey did you know that agricultural runoff is causing accelerated eutrophication?” #and that a lot of the runoff is bc of erosion caused by the destruction of ecosystems and their vegetation that would've kept soil in place #and the runoff is mostly compromised of fertilizer and bacteria and pesticides from the agriculture and sediment from the eroded land #and that crop irrigation is so inefficient that literally 40% of irrigation water never reaches the crops #and don't even get me started on the FUCKING CORN SUBSIDIES #god those fucking corn subsidies #“hey boudicca what's the worst policy choice the us government made in the 1930s–40s?” #“was it American isolationism? maybe increased militarization? the garbage treatment of women and minorities?” #wrong! it was not stopping those fucking corn subsidies #(this is a joke obviously those other things were worse) #(I'm not actually saying this silly little agricultural practice was worse than Japanese internment don't worry) #but i AM saying that at some point they should've fucking phased out those goddamn corn subsidies #do you wanna know why California grows so much corn even though it's an incredibly water intensive crop and California is dry as shit? #I'll give you three guesses #anyway sorry for rambling my point is fuck industrial agriculture #agriculture #described

[enbysiriusblack]

i bet you think about me is so regulily fr

#like.. specifically thinking about a famous singer!lily au where her and regulus used to date #but he broke up with her as she got more popular as his family found out about it and he was too scared about getting disowned and stuff #so he listened to his parents and broke up with her and mentally tried to make himself distanced so he would actually be able to do it #and then lily writes the song about him #i mean tbh it also works with just. usual them. like them dating in school but his parents make him bw a deatheater #so he breaks up with her before even telling her about it because he knows she'd break up with him as soon as he does #like. “you grew up in a silver spoon gated community.. i was raised on a farm. no it wasn't a mansion.” #“reality crept it. you said we're too different” #“i don't have to be a shrink to know you'll never be happy. and i bet you think about me.” #“oh block it all out. the voices so loud saying why did you let her go?” #“chasing make believe status. last time you felt free was when none of that shit mattered cause you were with me.” #“it turns out im harder to forget than i was to leave. yeah i bet you think about me.” #SO THEM FR FR #I PROMISE YOU ALL!!! #marauders era #marauders #regulily #lily evans #regulus black

[stormyoceans]

MONICA SET THE ALARM FOR APRIL 23RD!!!!! WE'RE GETTING PART 2!!!!!!!!!!!!

CAN'T BELIEVE GMMTV 2024 PART 2 IS ACTUALLY GONNA HAPPEN AND IS NOT JUST A FEVER DREAM I WAS STARTING TO BELIEVE WE ALL COLLECTIVELY HALLUCINATED THAT BUT NOW MY CLOWN SHOES ARE ON MY MAKE UP IS IN PLACE MY WIG IS SECURED I WILL BE SHOWING UP ON THE 23 WEARING MY JIMMYSEA SERIES WISHLIST AS A SCARF AND MY DELUSIONS AS A CROWN

IN THE MEANTIME I'LL BE WAITING Y'ALL AT MY PLACE TONIGHT AT 8 FOR OUR DAILY MASS MANIFESTATION PARTY WE'RE REARRANGING REALITY WE'RE ACTUALIZING WE'RE MAKING ALL OF OUR HOPES AND DREAMS HAPPEN WITH THE SHEER POWER OF CLOWNERY AND VIBES

#IM NOT EVEN ENTERTAINING THE IDEA OF NOT GETTING A NEW JIMMYSEA SERIES #THAT'S NOT THE KIND OF ENERGY I WILL BE PUTTING OUT INTO THE UNIVERSE #WE'RE GETTING THAT SPY FAMILY INSPIRED ROMCOM DIRECTED BY P'JOJO I KNOW IT #although i will never be able to get a day off for it since the 25 is a holiday here in italy #im finally getting involuntary committed fr #anyway. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LETTING ME KNOW ANON!!!!!!!! #hope you're having the most wonderful day!!!!!!! 💜 #gmmtv 2024 part 2 #m: ask

[jimmy3shoes]

i need to get out of this house so so bad

#snac munches #don't open tags i'm ve/nting ok #432462464362 #231321421421 #43243242352 #etc. to block it #sorry if these are actual tags somehow. my bad #i will not go into details but this blogger may not be here by the week #literally just staying in this house with 3 other people #staying in 1 room all day #no job no money no food friends moved on #like what do i even do #my mom is the only one of those 3 that talks to me and it's never about me #never [how are you feeling] [do you wanna go out] [wanna do something together?] #just about my future so much pressure GOD #i never thought i'd have one of those i thought i'd be dead before 16 #Can i have a moment. Pelase #and i TRY i try to get out of my room #i spend time with my mom but it's so one-sided #i listen to her when she talks and i watch shows with her and go places she likes #the moment i bring up one of my interests she brings out her phone or goes [i wasn't listening what?] #Mann I Couldn't even get anything for my birthday sobbing #And now that i think abt it my mom didn't get me anything either?? i get that we're short on money but like #i didn't even get a [happy birthday] #And we've been infested with beetles for 4 YEARS nothing's been done #I am at my limit fr #a2t #<- jic

[satanfemme]

I hate social media I hope all social media blows up forever I hope the entire internet gets deleted tomorrow amen

#I am goinggg to kill myself over this panopticon we're trapped in fr #sorry I'm mad because I saw a post hating bi lesbians again. but I'm GOING insane that every time I turn on my computer - #- I'm forced to see 100 takes about how so-and-so group is HARMFUL and full of EVIL FREAKS and I stg it's almost never about - #an actual harmful group its always something like 'lgbt people with an identity I don't understand' or like 'people who I think are weird' #idk I need to find a way to get un-addicted to the internet so I can take a fucking break because this is not healthy for me. #I need to spend a few weeks just hanging out with my irl weirdos and my dog (who's also a weirdo tbh) and that's it. #I want to make bracelets and get high and draw my fursona #and when I *do* pause to think about upsetting things I want those things to be IMPORTANT and MEANINGFUL #and not just discourse as a byproduct of un-analyzed disgust

[unproduciblesmackdown]

for real how epic that akd crushes this role for 6 seasons where they are acting it tf up and whenever they appear guaranteed Very Present when they contrast so much against the backdrop of the rest of the series' milieu in addition to having a usual intensity in demeanor and billions had to hold the role back to avoid eclipsing its supposed core parts but didn't just try to get rid of them about it and so we get all this energy already and the constant nonbinarity too. win

#winston billions #asia kate dillon #really showed up for a couple of actors just every instant giving utter performances #billions unable to contain them so we're shortchanged on behalf of these other roles that it very much can contain #and yet they also recognized like well this is gold so how about we absolutely never let them go #the epic highs & lows of billions giving taylor all their prominence in s4 only to then forever pull back on that #no they can't gain their autonomy again pre finale. no they can't escape wendy rhoades our insisted upon Centrist Hero core part lmao #winston fr it was like well we wrote a guy to be laughed at & pwned & he killed it....i guess we'll just do that for the rest of the show? #anyways nothing new here just thinking like Epic....Nonbinary #the idiosyncrasy that billions Can contain that other shows can't b/c billions has its deliberate off the railsness #and so for taylor to get to be this part that is even particularly idiosyncratic amongst that....scintillating. mwah #including being the closest to actually handling the idiosyncrasy of the autistic guy.... #if they were Really allowed to be so powerful as to cast off the Billions' Correctness ideas (which they can't b/c billions can't) #winston could be like no but for real re: wendy....and then there's a problem if taylor ever did truly just stop bothering w/her lol #anyways fr their getting to put the So Gender out there via also overall getting to be So Character making the series 900x more engaging #well no breaking news to anyone here i'm sure but let's post about it again for sure yknow. anytime....Them #sure had Writing behind it from the start but then the Acting & [actual nonbinary person] providing So much crucial energy #all the more of that Need for the acting in just like. peak That re: winston lol. the acting Making it a part.... #while the writing never strained itself trying to shift that distribution of effort lol. all up to the magic of actor w. roland.... #also at all present in [so your character being much less hindered would break open the rest of the series' limitations huh] for taylor.... #hooraayyy w/the most room for taylor in s4 but then that was as far as they could let them go & so shortchanged beyond that forever #and wayyy too much wendy & wags furiously held at the center of s7 like. taylor sacker philip teamup would be done w/this in 5 min? #skill issue for wendy & wags & for the series overall in not being able to Not focus 90098293hz of affection there at other roles' expense #didn't need all that axe either of course; another Thwartation device. if rian was gonna be like that should've written her out s5 or 6 #dollar bill is here because he just has to be here? at least they didn't try to focus on him all thee time or anything but smh #well anyways lmfao the point is against all odds still all this serendipity for Taylor Mason akd tour de force & gendering good for us all

[selfinflictedgunshotwound]

i actually should be more confident in my skills in most things like i really cleaned a decrepit bathroom that had shit all over the walls and crusty old towels stuck to the floor and beard hair in the sink and a toilet with 10 year old shit and a billion bugs cultivating a whole habitat in there in just like... 5 days of work. and that's saying a lot as a fat girl who has a bad back and knees with genuinely negative attention span and motivation who quit two janitorial jobs after a month. like... maybe i should be more confident about what i can do and actually step up and do more instead of wallowing in my misery actually 🤔

#'the time will pass anyways' has been helping me realize that it doesn't matter how long it takes to clean a house as long as it gets clean #like i'll fr probably be ready to move out by the time everything is working and looking good again and my parents are very close to #crossing the threshold of being elderly so like. not really even sure why i'm cleaning except for my own peace of mind & feeling of freedom #but it still makes me happy to put so much work in and actually get something out of it. genuinely not used to that feeling #because it school i was so smart and everything that i honestly just gave up most of the time to feel something. except chemistry #i actually failed that because i sucked at it BUT i never claimed to love science so. #anyways. i really want to start going scorched earth on this house and working on everything but it's so exhausting to do alone #and my mom always tries to help but we get side-tracked a lot when we're together and just go through things and remember stuff LMAO #which is sweet but not very productive. i love her to death tho #anyways. i might try to do some work on my bedroom even though it's 3:30am rn. 😵‍💫

[polaraffect]

communities in and around dallas have started to post warnings about not staying outside too long lmao we stay silly ig 🤪

#damien.txt #it's going to be so bad tomorrow fr #fall out boy pls never schedule texas dates at the end of june again pls #i say that but tbh the weather doesn't actually get better until like. late august. so. #idk if there was a better time #anyways! hello people from texas going to the fob concerts. i wish us all luck. we're probably gonna need it lol

[cinna-bunnie]

I've been hanging out with my manager so much lately !! i usually only talk to her virtually once a week, i am so energized.. i love her 😩

#every time we work together it's basically just hanging out n being productive at the same time #and we click v well :3 i feel like we have gotten closer!! she gave me some pointers bc I'm doing my first annual review in a few days #which I'm Very New to bc this is my first time being a manager fr 👉🏾👈🏾 wanna make sure i do it right bc my associate is v v appreciated #always idk she fills me with energy and even just talking to her virtually i feel like i can take on the world so i am living rn fe #fr #☝🏾😌 and I'm going back tomorrow. sometimes things being chaotically busy is good #we r setting up a new office together on short notice and it's gone surprisingly well so far considering it's the #first time I've ever brought a new building up (⁠￣⁠ヘ⁠￣⁠;⁠) things r looking v good and we're almost done. #but in the meantime it's mostly just us in the office and it's nice to spend time together 😇 i can never get enough of her #😹 when she's at my office in my city she'll be like oh sorry I'll try to wrap up quick‚ so i can have my desk back n stuff #and I'll be like oh no ur good there's no rush 0: i always love ur company. I'll just work right here (⁠✿ ‚‚⌒‿⌒‚‚) #*pulls up a second chair or sits on the floor* #she's a real peach ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა ♡⁠ #also she bought me lunch and i got us coffee today.. girl she brought me chicken satay !! 🤤 #I'm still p set.. more time for antics before needing to eat.. thank u sm (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠)

[maladaptivedaydreamsx]

good thing i was already wearing all black bc this is officially a day of mourning now....

#bruh they really couldn't have given the last characters left a route... this is some bullshit 😒 #so no dean blanc or mousse routes??? and they said fuck all the sequels yall aint getting shit #they pulled a midcin on ikerev ig #kinda feel like i just wanna stop playing altogether out of spite... or just never give them a cent again... #saw it coming eventually but at /least/ thought the rest would get SOMETHING.... #ironic how ikevamp is one of the most popular bc its real spicy but imo.... it's always beenthe weakest in terms of plot 💀 #but whatever ig.. i shouldve just stuck to non mobile games bc these always break my heart when they shut down.. shit sucks fam #ik en isn't dead just yet but like... we're poking its body with a stick as we speak rn aren't we 😔 #aerin.jpg #my post 📫 #ikerev #ikemen revolution #yall were one of the only games i would shell out fr fr for so like.... rip to that extra money for yall ig

[zombieella]

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#ive had two absolutely unhinged calls at work the last week and both people complained that i was rude LOL #one submitted a fr fr petco complaint that got insta dumped bc my boss was watching on in horror as i handled the call #the other was a karen that was committed to misunderstanding how a nail trim & grind worked to secure a refund #me: okay im gonna take the time to explain the misunderstanding and extrapolate on what we need to do to fix this #customer: that is not the response i was waiting to hear so i am confused and angry now #anyway white ladys getting kicked out of the salon c: #she was like im NEVER coming back!! and my manager hit her with the yeah absolutely we're referring u out u cant come back c:

[iratusmus]

what is one peice.is it like. a bathing suit. insert panel where sally acorn is cutting up film reels here

one piece is the best selling manga of all time and it damn well deserves it

#im not sure if you meant this as a dumb joke or a genuine question but im going to answer it seriously anyways #bc if you give me the chance to talk about this series i fr will never shut up about it #im going to sum it up as best as i can given that its a 1000+ chapter ongoing manga but Basically #one piece is a long running shounen manga about friendship and freedom and adventure. and also pirates #the mc is a guy named monkey d. luffy who gets rubber hose animation style powers as a kid and wants to find the One Piece #there are many very stupid and very serious shenanigans #the humor can only be described as wildly stupid but lord its so terribly funny #and the tone of the store oscillates back and forth between #''genuinely who hurt you author . why did you feel the need to rip my heart out and stomp on it and then tear it to pieces'' #and #''real question wtf am i reading (but in the stupidest funniest possible way)'' #but not in a way thats jarring or try hard edgy #the main cast is... spectacular. like theyre so well done and such great enjoyable characters and their dynamics are just DELIGHTFUL #the mc is probably my most favorite mc of all time #the worldbuilding is insanely good and so extremely fun and flexible #there is a massive and sprawling cast but they are juggled so well and when you stop to think abt how many moving parts there are #esp in the later arcs. its like. real question author why are you so good at this #and most shockingly of all i think. is that after 25 years there is no series decay. the most recent arc is one of my most favorites #regardless if youre interested in checking it out rn is literally the best time because we're on a month long break (2 weeks in) #if you need a site i have one. also dont watch the anime unless you really just dont like reading manga bc the pacing is ABYSMAL #ask #scatman-world #also it would be SO absurdly easy to make an archie sonic crossover with it. like. so so easy. #one day ill run into somebody who likes archie and op and then we can talk about judge and locke basically being the same guy #but until then

[cosmicrhetoric]

struggling rn....got an invite to a blowout party this summer given by a group of people i really have to prepare myself to be around but it's the first time they've invited me out on one of these but it's also a four day trip 😬 but if i really want to improve my relationship with them (and i do) i SHOULD go but it's kinda expensive but aaaaaaaaaaauagh im turning to dust

#like they are so fun but we're not that close and a four day wknd away might just drill that fact in #but we SHOULD be closer i want to be closer theyre like my cousins. we see each other a handful of times a year but for the last 20 yrs #i need to decide this week im just so torn #its a lot of work hanging out with them but it almost always does end up being fun when i push myself to get into their comfort zone #fr i know they do these trips yearly and we were never close enough for me to go but ive been putting in so much effort the last few years #not that they havent. but like it was harder for me. #and that i even got an invite means a LOT #in the words of the immortal cathy. ack

[interstellix]

sometimes i look at my friendship with my childhood friend/absolute best friend and i just become certain girl is my soulmate <3

#fr :( #we've known each other our entire lives #and it's funny bc when we were idk 5 or smth she asked me if i want to be her best friend #i didn't get the weight of that term back then so i just casually said yes loool #but we ended up actually being best friends #and we've never had any issues :( or problems at all #which is ironic because there was a period where we didn't talk or meet at all for i think around four years #like it just happened so suddenly #but it wasn't because of anything personal between me and her #at that point i thought she was cutting bonds w/o a word but i didn't find out until a gooood while later why it happened so i never held #any grudges against her #and by then we'd already been talking for two years after getting in touch w/ e/o again back in 2014 and without problem actually :') #none of us have ever said it out loud but i think we mutually agreed that we never stopped being best friends #sadly i haven't met her particularly often ever since then because she moved half the country away during the period where we didn't talk #and in a sense things won't be the exact same because of what caused it in the first place #but we're closer than ever!! and she makes me rly happy!! and she's acc one of the few i can w/o a doubt believe whenever she tells me kind #stuff bc idk bro she's just that genuine #something funny is that last time we met we'd both prepared gifts for e/o #like without saying anything #pure coincidence #and something that both of us included were cute mugs lmao #made us both laugh #started crying in the coffee shop we were at fdkfjkd #so ye i just love her a lot #like i've never believed in soulmates but she's an exception <33333