#weve always needed one

[zorphie]

loud sigh as i look over the 300+ pages of my spiralverse lore with the habit of rewriting everything after 2 seconds powered by category 7 hyperfixation. hey

#txt #im gonna be so honest wit u that the next comic paet is taking longer than i expected because im rewriting shit </3 #mini update cuz i did not abandon it and i never will IM DEDICATED to actually make wiz pirate comic series real #weve always needed one #and i will try to drop little updates more i think #yes im still rewriting arc 1. yes im in a pot of hot lava #after its done ill get back to posting panels. i think #my story is long af im serious its like novel length i can't breathe #300 pages in docs but 500 as a hardcover book LMAO #and a lot of it is being changed. so um. u can imagine #yeah that's why this is taking so long hdsjga #the next part will be a biiit longer though hopefully #thumbs up. ive always wanted to do something like this since middle school i am. Going to do it!!! bc i have the power to now >:) #how the fuck i write so much about WIZARD101 of all things #i don't know

[genderjester]

It truly is nobody's fault but my brain has such a deeply annoyed kneejerk response when someone overexplains something very simple i already know to me. Even if i know they mean well. But it always makes me feel like the other person sees me as childish or stupid 💀 Same with some ways some ppl go awww at me like im not a dog. Anyways this is something i just need to figure out how to communicate but its just something that frustrates meeeeeee.

#nobody on here obviously i wouldnt post this here if that was the case #also. one person where its like weve seen each other a few times in group settings and we hung out twice just us two #and i like this person but. #respectfully. sometimes she acts just a bit overfamiliar in a way that grinds. my gears. and this is my responsibility to communicate obv #but for a minute i need to vent my frustration on here asbngnsk #its just kinda. i know its meant well when shes like oh u can always call me if youre feeling depressed and stuff. #and i appreciate the gesture #but also. gonna be real. we're not really at the point where im like comfortable spilling my heart #and idk. i dont need aww🥺 when i feel depressed im not sad depressed im angry and empty and frustration depressed #anyways that is it for me complainingggg #it's my job to communicate these things. #bc obv ppl cant intuit these things if i dont tell them #and tbh its also. week before my period so my brain is extra cranky. but idk i just. as i said. needed to vent some feelings. sigh #sel talks

[devotedlystrangewizard]

totk really is one of those games that make me go "ok thanks for the characters, setting, and general plot, but ill take it from here <3" because the entire historical timeline had so much potential for interesting and nuanced story telling but they just went with the old zelda story formula and YES thats how theyve always done it but botw was such a reset in terms of gameplay that they couldve overhauled how they handle story in totk. but they didnt

#ramblings #all the races swearing fealty to rauru made me so uncomfortable #like yeahhh ganondorf evil or whatever but also. hey. why is the one leader fighting for the independence of his people. the evil villain #am i just not getting something here am i insane #my first thought when i heard about ganondorf returning was 'wow they could turn him into an actual character' AND THEN THEY DIDNT #its been half a year i feel like the honeymoon period is over. totk was kinda mid. im sorry #it was alright but it just. didnt grab me. at all #botw was interesting because it was new but totk made me yearn for the older zelda formula #though tbh. im always yearning for the older zelda formula. i grew up on oot & twilight princess #you hype up ganondorf so much you make him look like THAT (no im still not over this) and then you just. do what weve always done #this happened in twilight princess. it happened in oot. it happened in ww. hell if you count demise it happened in skyward sword #IT HAPPENE.D IN THE FUCKING HYRULD WARRIORS SPINOFF #'oooh noooo the great evil has returned' WEVE BEEN HERE EVERY TIME. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH POTENTIAL #heres the gerudo having a man born and making him king as is their custom but they spend years in fear that he will be monstrous #here they are after all these iterations of ganondorf afraid to even have kids out of fear that SOMEONE will bring the new great evil #heres a child recently given the throne despite being barely more than a baby always treated with fear by everyone around him #ARE YOU SEEING MY VISION???? #the curse is right there. do something with it. oh my god #i KNOW zelda games are just simple heros journeys but pleaseeee i need food #you dont have to make ganondorf nice just. do something with him im so tired of the evil guy caricature #i like guys who are plain evil but i like them more when they have some fucked up motivation beyond taking over the world

[t4tdanvis]

My personal gene is like a ten times less of an ass than canon gene except I don’t use him for anything because uneviling him in your headcanon is illegal, apparently

off topic but why did "my personal gene" instantly remind me of that one mtv dating show kurtis talked aboit that i cant remember the name of NCSNJCSBJCS

anyways. my hc for gene is that he was a stupid ass kid that grew into a stupid ass adult bc nobody ever told him no as a child and he ended up perceiving any form of rejection as a Wrongful Personal Attack (hence why he fucked over dantes entire life after dante rightfully got him in trouble/caused him to be executed). and then everything came crashing down and he was like. hm. maybe i was Wrong. and he eventually gets better woohoo yippee happy ending

#❄.txt #ask box #i think u should talk abt ur headcanons #we need more gene apologists!! /j #but like. id love to hear about ur headcanon #to me gene is like that one post #'do u ever hate someone and then they come out and ur opinion on them gets reset back to zero. like yeah u were probably going through it #until u put on a skirt or kissed a guy or something weve all been there' #oh Boy hes got a lot to do to redeem himself but he can do it! we believe in him!! #by 'we' i mean 'me and vylad' because. thats about the only people who believe in him for a while #i think u should talk about ur headcanons and then kill anyone who hates on u #or just block them ig #i will always listen i love hearing ppls headcanons

[verysaxyberry]

I think the thing that just continues to astound me about ttrpgs is the fact that people who meet up and are friends outside of the game just... refuse to try anything other than 5e? I've seen so many stories about DMs asking players to try a new system, and they just refuse.

Why? I mean if you come into the night like fully expecting to play 5e but instead they throw something new at you, I get that being frustrating. But I'm talking about DMs asking ahead of time for something new and being refused.

Hello???? These are your friends, you're like 99% going to have a good time even if all you guys can manage is rolling up characters. And 9 out of 10 times its another d20 system so the rules really are not that different.

We started out with 5e, played a full 1-20 campaign and did lots of oneshots. And you know what we all said when our DM, the guy who helped bring the world to life who does the most WORK, asked us to try a new system? We said, "Absolutely dude!"

And ya know what? We had fun! We made mistakes, we had to recheck rules, but we had fun! In fact, it was like playing for the first time again! That exact same sense of wonder and fun!

And guess what? We liked it more than 5e! Its our new standard go to system! We try out other systems occasionally too! And if we had hated it and the other ones? Well, 5e is still right there and we could go back at any time!

Anyway, all this to say, try something new. I mean ideally I want you to try something outside of DnD editions, but honestly just try anything outside of 5e. I promise, if you hate it 5e will still exist.

#sometimes i reqd those stories and inwonder if you guys are friends at all #i work i get it this is one of the few nights you have to relax #but if youre with friends youre goinf to have a good time #you guys meeting irl have an advantage! #face to face meetings are so fun! #we have to play online because weve all dispersed since college #but we still try new things! #idk this is just something thats always bothered me when i read stories of burnout #especially dm burnout #if the guy making the story and the game wants to try something new just try it #at worst you guys get to razz on a bad system #at best you discover something new that you love #val rambles #'i cant afford books' #hey i get ya dude #wizards is one of the worst when it comes to books needed and prices #and there was a website that had nearly every system uploaded for you ro download #but someone got angry hecause they font understand how piracy works again #and the site got taken down #qnyway if you cant afford it i get it

[bisexuallilapitts]

No bc I love insane theories that just aren't true in the slightest but the evidence also doesn't say otherwise

#my favourite being steve blackman is in love with robert sheehan and thats why he deletes at least one scene a season for just him #also why he always makes rob wear underwear/almost naked at least once a season #steve pls ur married this behaviour needs to stop <3 weve talkes about this #tj this is very much inspired by our weird talks #JUST TO BE CLEAR THIS IS A JOKE #ray talks

[ask-mrxmts]

//uhHh gunna go on a small hiatus due to not having internet+other (ill expln in the tags c/tw vent/rambling)

#// i owe like 300+ for my internet ($200+ to reactivate) reason i havent been able to pay it was due to paying rent/bills/groceries/gas #and medication(for my partner) and weve applied to a better job but we need funds to pay for the livescan to continue/finalize the hiring #process but sadly we wont be able to pay rent this month due to some circum's sothats sm ;u; #and aside from all that both of us going thru heavy depression and mental fog #we want to hang out w irl friends but feel like we cant cuz were always broke (our friends still live w their parents/have a safety net) an #we feellike a buzz kill cuz we cant pay for our own meals or afford to go out in general just feeling left out causing us to be depressed #and not wanting to go out/be invited out #we had one friend lecture us abt money when its like dude you&gf pay $200 in rent to ur parents; we live together(w my retired/disabled MIL #and we pay rent household bills groceries gas car stuff medication we get paid bi weekly so like first/ending monthweek checks are for rent #and the mid week check we have to save accordingly for rent but were cured w the pharaohs curse cuz whenever #we have money that we plan to get alil smth for ourselves something goes wrong w the car #like we cant do shit and honestly it feels like someones praying on our downfall or smth cuz its every fkn time we cant catch a break #so yeaa gunna go on hiatus dunno how long tho but wont be too long but i will still be drawing so maybe expect some art dumps #ily guys thank you for putting up w me i dont ghost on purpose im just always depressed and need to be distracted or else the urges comebac #trying to be okay but its hard but i need to grow up #//i have my parents but theyre going to financial hardships too so they cant help and my sisters cant help cuz older sis started a family #amd my twin sis lives w my parents #my mom started working but hadda stop due to having a grapefruit sized tumor on her ovary (which is the other main reason4 my depression #and dad could care less abt my moms condtion (hes the reason for her suffering but ahe refuses to leave him #vent post #sorry went off on a tangent #but istg if i lose my mom im going to fkn hurt him cuz i already lost my dad (my FIL) and i will not be able to mentally recover #like i was there when we got the phone call (couldnt be at the hosptial due to covid reg.) i dont ever want to go thru that heartache again #edit if youd like to help me out i have comms open and i have a cshpp if ur feeling generous ;; $altereghost

[nexttothelamp]

Damn I love my wife so much it might kill me

#dude when i have NOTHING #i never have nothing #because i always have T #she makes my life SO wonderful #and dont get me wrong; my wife is a goblin who i have actively had to teach how to love over the years 🤣 #but shes perfect. everything about her i wouldnt change a hair on her head #also turns out i have a body worship kink and thats perfect for a girl who needs SO much love #only took me a decade and a half to figure that out 🤣 #bro we've been together ALMOST 12 YEARS NOW #and been friends for 14 🤣❤️❤️❤️ #fuck. its so hard to live yunno? #like weve both got ptsd and we've worked our way through so much bullshit #abuse the death of her father being outed at the funeral #running from wv together to start a new life in the city #yunno she wrote her vows months before. i couldnt. i knew no matter what i tried to say it wouldnt be enough #not until i was there. i didnt know i could love her more everyday but i do #yunno as a kid i told myself no one could ever love me #but i ended up marrying my high school sweetheart? #she left a boy for me 🤣 #and that doesnt EVEN MATTER ANYMORE ITS BEEN A DECADE #sigh. im in a mood #just dropped her off at work and cuddled in the car shamelessly #its hard to even be away from her for 8 hours #and the craziest thing about it? she feels thw same way about me 🤣 #ive been so sick for over a year now #but T's always there. even when she cant be there she is. and i feel that #last night as we were going to bed #i remembered something horrific #she needed to get up early... but she still talked me down for an hour until i fell asleep in her arms #i. am so fucking lucky

[nomaishuttle]

sry im in the mood t just talk abt my family tree i dont know why this happens 2 me

#ill literally just be like quickly.everybody needs to know eacch of my uncles names or were all going to die #its mark and mickey on my dads side and timmy on my moms side. if yr curious. and theres also my aunt christi on my dads side #the birth order is mark -> my dad (david) -> uncle micker/micky/mick-> christi #soo yes.and mark doesnt have kids. and mickey has likee 6. but its complicated #bc one of them lives jn georgia and weve never met and the other isnt blood related bc he was his first wife's kid from a previous marriage #but hes like fr my cousin and is always around. soo

[cruelsister-moved2]

How is telling people that we need to get rid of adoption insane? Are you saying that all babies should not be wanted?

is there like one bad faith person who just trawls my blog looking to read everything i say in the most unhinged bad faith way possible like what even is this. are you joking. are you insane. genuinely what is wrong with you do you think i believe that we need to make sure as many babies are given up for adoption is possible. do you think i came online to say that????? its the dual leaps of the mind required to first interpret my statement as meaning that and then to secondly not take one second to be like wow am i sure thats what this person is saying because that seems insane. i feel like you need to get an adult to supervise your internet time

#ask #anon #why is it ALWAYS something with you people like come onnnn this is just stupid #how is that even a possible takeaway from me saying surrogacy is fucking abysmal & a human rights issue and should be illegal worldwide #if you cant 'obtain' a child in a non-human-rights-violating way u shouldnt have a child #if u need me to explain it to u then um. stating that no one should ever be raised by anyone who isnt their biological parents is bizarre #the majority of ppl arent in care bc they werent 'wanted' but bc their parents like died or couldnt look after them or were abusing them #and for what its worth the american for profit adoption system is like extremely not normal #there should never be an INCENTIVE for removing kids from their homes #but also in the uk because social services is underfunded #theres an ongoing scandal where several children have died horribly bc they WERENT removed from homes where they were in danger #and even in the most perfect world ever there will STILL be children who end up without parents #so i dont even know what ur getting at like if every kid was 'wanted' there wouldnt be any more adoption... #this is literally a belief ive never come across before im totally baffled #i didnt think there was anyone in the world who believed that adoption should just. be abolished #like humans have been adopting children they didnt give birth to for as long as weve existed.. #QUESTION MARK??

[silverislander]

we've had three snowstorms in the past week so we're essentially snowed in rn and i'm starting to lose my mind abt it a little

#doesnt help that i havent been able to get out in a while to begin with bc ive been busy w school #or that bc of the way schedules have worked out i havent been home alone for over a week now (which helps me relax) #and it def doesnt help that valentines was last week bc that always fucks w my mental health ngl #i know i need to get out of the house Soon but like. idk when ill be able to #levi.txt #theres also the issue of driving. the snow is piled up way above the cars so its really hard to see around turns #which makes my parents nervous so they dont want to let me drive #which means i have to either ask my friends for rides (anxiety inducing) or ask my parents to go w them (doesnt help my anxiety at all) #the whole POINT is being mostly alone when i do these things and being able to do it /on my own time/. my parents dont allow that #if i go out w my mom she wants to go do the thing were 'there for' (there Has to be a purpose for the trip) and IMMEDIATELY leave #if i go w dad hes better for it but hell get tired and make jokes abt not wanting to be there the whole time #im supposed to be getting out once a week to learn to cope w my anxiety and im lucky if i make it once a month anymore #i want to go to the mall i want to go to the thrift store i want to go to the bookstore and the craft store and just fucking Go Out #not even to buy anything just to see smth different idk #just like. SOMETHING other than home -> school -> home again where nothing ever changes #and my parents suggestion to fix this is 'why dont you go for a walk' #theres One trail nearby. weve lived here my entire life. it never fucking changes. im bored out of my fucking mind #what is there even to see? more snow? the exact same trees there are anywhere else? crows and gulls MAYBE? #also im just not a big outside person esp when its cold. sue me

[fardf150]

ig my problem is that when ppl who ive never spoken to who dont and will never have a reason to refer to me ask my pronouns it feels too much like the "are you a boy or girl" question. like im cool when theyre asking everybody bc they plan on knowing and talking to all of us. but when they approach me and only me and i dont know them it's like Oh youre just uncomfortable with the fact that i confuse you and you need to be able to classify me

#also it's always cis ppl who do this. lol #ik they dont mean it like that and ik they think theyre being Progressive and Accepting #but it makes me feel unsafe. tbh. like theyre jst telling me that they Know #and i need to either out myself or lie and misgender myself #kind of why i dont tell anyone unless weve spoken before and they ask #much more comfortable to have plausable deniability while not rly forcing myself into the closet #i present the way i do for Me not so you can come up and say 'hey youre confusing and weird what should i call you' #like leave me aloneeee #and it's kind of insulting bc im as much a butch girl as i am a trans guy and it feels like i cant rly be that first one anymore?? #like i Am trans but not every percieved girl who isnt feminine is and same with nonmasculine percieved boys #and unless that person tells you they are or someone who knows the person refers to that person that way then you shouldnt assume #idk. like it feels too close to those 'transvestigators.' even with the best intentions why are you looking so close? #like my cis dad actually made a rly good point abt it once #he was @ an orientation when he went back to college and everybody had to write their pronouns on their name tag #and obv he had the whole Old Cis Dude thing of 'im a dude cant u tell' #but also he was like 'why do you need to talk about me. when im talking to you my pronouns are you/yours and i/me' #like yeah!! why ARE you talking about me??? #teachers i kind of get bc sometimes when bringing up a point someone made or saying whos in a group they use the 3rd person #but fucking Stacy sitting behind me in chemistry or some shit doesnt need to know #if u rly need to refer to me idk maybe ask what my name is??? or just say 'that person.' it's not hard. #like this last bit is just a Me thing bc both r technically correct. but id rather have someone assume one way or the other #They'ing me w/o me telling u to when u dont do that to other ppl might as well be outing me w/o us ever speaking #like i dont like being theyed for other reasons and generally i do think it's one of the more respectful options if you dont know someone #but dont!!! only refer to visibly trans/gnc ppl that way!! ur not being nice and depending on the place u cld even be putting us in danger #fred.txt