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I managed to grab a valentine’s day commission from the very, very talented @emedeme and asked for resident Zabrak hot guy Xaruk and my Jedi Shadow in training Secesa from our Star Wars Force & Destiny campaign. I just love them so much and they turned out so pretty and cute.
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When the absolute wonderful bb @feylen surprises you with s*xy times art and tumblr has a vendetta against it and you have to crop the piece and cry about it, because Secesa and Xaruk look so wonderful.
BUT LOOK AT THEM <3 zabrak x chiss love rules
hearts beneath the cut
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how to say how I feel
So, as always some feelings about our last Star Wars: Force and Destiny session! The gang is leaving the Ness family to explore the future of the Jedi Order. Tried to use as much ingame dialogue as I could remember (argh, my sloppy notes)
Fandom: Star Wars - Force & Destiny
Characters: Secesa x Xaruk, Seya Ness, the Padawan gang
Rating: M (sexual themes)
(This fic is sponsored by cheesy 2009 Snow Patrol music)
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All that I am
All that I ever was is here in your perfect eyes
they're all I can see
Secesa leaned against the countertop and watched Seya leave.
“Take care of my brother.”
She’d try, but what to expect of Tython? A planet so mythical that Kadran needed to cook it some dinner, before it’d even show itself. So, filled with the Force that their bodies probably wouldn’t handle it well. Not to mention the fragile peace between Republic and Empire, which’d been such a joke for every Padawan and Jedi that lost their life and everyone that had witnessed their home being destroyed.
Nightmares came and went and meditation didn’t always help and Secesa knew that leaving here would hurt them more.
Stupid Ness family and their open hearts and minds, so filled with love and care for each other. Almost painful to look at them. And stupid Atheo with his emotions so open and not hidden very well. Even his sister saw conflicted, blossoming feelings in his expressions when he talked to his Master.
Who knew what happened right now with the two of them sitting beneath a myriad of stars?
At last, Secesa wouldn’t be the only Padawan in this group, who felt too much attachment to their Master. Though, her attraction came from a darker place than Atheo’s sweetness and naivety.
Secesa put the last dishes away and washed her hands. Time to put such thoughts behind her and enjoy her last hours of freedom. Almost everyone had already retired to their rooms, Shelly hopefully sleeping, Tundold eagerly reading the diary from Raphael’s dead Zabrak lover, while Nathair tried to get him and Kadran closer together.
She shook her head and took a deep breath.
Zabraks.
The horns. It had to be the horns.
Her skin prickled, as Xaruk approached. He didn’t try to be overly stealthy and smelled like fresh soap, as if he’d just finished a quick visit in the fresher.
“You’re ready?”
She offered him a half-smile and nodded. “I’m ready. Lead the way.”
Secesa linked their arms. Night had fallen and a bright moon guided their path down to the lake. It appeared even more beautiful than during the day and very quiet and undisturbed. She’d seldom seen so many stars and patterns woven into the darkness.
Coruscant’s sky had always been filled with artificial lights and more orange and yellow than here.
She still missed her home.
“We’re here!”
Xaruk stopped to put a blanket on the ground, which made Secesa laugh. He’d put some thought into this and she followed him and sat down.
He wrapped an arm around her shoulders. “You’re leaving tomorrow?”
“Yes, we’re leaving.” Her words hang between them.
Xaruk’s gaze met hers. “Tell Shelly, I want to talk to her in the morning.”
“I will.” Secesa didn’t know why or what about, but probably about her being a fantastic fighter and worthy of Mandalore.
“I thought that I’d spent the rest of my life here, helping the Ness family, protect them and enjoy their hospitality, but a shuttle landed...” Xaruk’s eyes seemed unusually bright and expressive.
“And with it came a storm.”
Secesa’s throat felt dry and her tongue too heavy for words. How to answer that? How to express her thoughts. He’d told her before that their arrival rekindled some lost flame, that he wanted to do something more with his life than spend it with being a farmhand.
Thankfully, Xaruk continued to talk.
“I’ll be leaving too. Tomorrow with Seya and her pet Empire officers. “
She’d thought that maybe he’d wait a few days and leave, after Jidi and Vizit had some time to deal with seeing both of their twins leaving them. With a bit of luck, she’d probably manage to hide somewhere during breakfast. “Oh, lots of goodbyes tomorrow. And tears.”
“Yes.”
Silence formed comfortably between the two of them. Secesa pushed away the thoughts of the coming dawn and saying goodbye again. Sure, they'd stay in contact, but it wouldn't be the same. Secesa liked being near him, the heat of his body, his presence and how it made her feel.
It just fit.
Xaruk caressed her cheek. “Remember my amulet. It’ll help you find me. Show it to some bounty hunters and they’ll know my name and how to find me.”
“Of course, they’ll do.”
She laughed, imaging herself in some seedy cantina, asking for Xaruk and showing the symbol of his people. How very not Jedi.
Turning around, she managed to take a small package out of her robes.
“Jedis are not allowed to own anything.”
Xaruk smiled. “Well, the amulet is actually mine, so you wouldn’t break any rules.”
“No, no… I mean, I wanted to give you something too. Something to remember me.”
Secesa had cut off a strand of her hair. Thick, black and held together by a pretty ribbon (a small donation from Atheo’s grandmother), wrapped in fabric.
“Here.”
“I…”
“Oh.”
Xaruk seemed at a loss for words. He opened his mouth just to close it again. His hard face lit up with emotions, Secesa couldn’t discern. And she was afraid to what she might find there.
She rubbed her neck. “Well.”
“Thank you.”
“You’re welcome.”
He kissed her. A better answer than any words and it spared them any further awkwardness. In the end, they hadn’t known each other for long, but something had sparked and Secesa felt the connection haunting her. Mediation didn’t help. She’d been off for a while now, even before the temple fell, and with Xaruk so present in her mind, no equilibrium could be found.
The Force knew everything. Hopefully it'd lead her into the right direction.
His body weight forced her to lie down, her back connected with the hard ground. Even now, the air around them seemed warm and comfortable, but she shivered as she undressed and pushing the heavy robes to the side.
Secesa traced the scars and markings on his chest, kissed his neck and embraced his closeness. His scent filled her mind, clean and sharp. She’d seldom felt that good, that right.
Whole.
And Xaruk’s eyes never left hers, always so bright and filled with warmth. No comparison to his stoic appearance when they’d first seen each other.
She put her hands against his chest and earned a questioning gaze. Secesa answered with a kiss and made him turn around, because it was his time to feel all these little, hard stones in his back. Pressing her thighs against his hips, she just enjoyed the view for a few seconds.
“Something wrong?”
“No. You’re too handsome.”
“Hm?”
“These horns.” Carefully she touched every little tip and she saw him rolling his eyes at her.
He sat up then, forcing their chests to connect. Xaruk bit her just beneath her collarbone. His teeth broke skin. A sharp pain made her gasp. It’d scar, if not treated and she’d make sure that Tundold would never see it.
“Enough of this.” She wrapped her legs around Xaruk’s hips and brought their bodies together. Thankfully the night swallowed their moans.
Hours passed and the moon rose and sank and birds chirped to announce the coming dawn.
Far too soon for her taste.
Secesa’s body ached in a most welcome way, as she rolled around to face him. He did look a bit exhausted with heavy breathing and eyes closed.
She reached for his hand. “Wish we had more time.”
Xaruk opened his eyes to watch the stars. “Me too.”
“We still have a few hours left.”
He smiled. “Let’s make them count.”
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Pro Tip from Secesa: If you have to leave your hot Zabrak lover get him to bite you with his sharp teeth and create a small scar, which will remind you of wonderful things in the dark times to come
Pro Tip²: Your hot Zabrak lover gifts you jewelry, which will help you finding him again (asking the Bountyhunters and all that)
Pro Tip³: If he's having an emotion, have sex, because you also can't deal with emotions
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Get a guy, who tells you that you are the storm that made him pick up the pieces of his life 😥
#secesa#xaruk#star wars: force and destiny#ah#me having feels about fictional people#more likely than you think#the session yesterday was a rollercoaster#secesa wants to run away with her zabrak and shallie becauuuuse
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Send me a word and a character/series/pairing and I will write a drabble: 1.Xaruk and Secesa The first word for which an idea comes to you :D I want more Xaruk and Secesa stuff hihi. 2. Jaro Alces with Tarantism
I went with Brontide for Secesa x Xaruk <3
Rating: G
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They’d been leaving soon.
Secesa felt it in her bones, a vibration in the force. Destiny would call them and they'd follow to rebuild their Order anew.
She’d been up long before sunrise, sitting cross legged between fields of plais and trees and the peace of Atheo’s home planet. A restlessness had settled in her breast and she saw the same signs in Shally’s eyes and movements. All of them waited for their master’s words and wisdom.
Without their guidance their world appeared frayed at the edges. And vulnerable.
The sky darkened. Secesa’s skin prickled with energy and a low rumbling of distant thunder broke her concentration. She moved her neck and arms and opened her eyes to see clouds hiding the blooming light. The air already smelled like rain.
“A thunderstorm.” Xaruk put a hand on her shoulder.
She’d felt his presence since he’d left the house a few minutes earlier and didn’t flinch at his touch.
“Followed by heavy rainfall.” Rain had always held a certain magic after leaving her home where snow and ice reigned. It seemed so much nicer than snow.
Xaruk sighed and gently rubbed the base of her neck. “We should wake the family. Probably need to take some safety measures to secure the harvest.”
Secesa nodded but took his hand in hers and placed it against her cheek to feel the warmth of his skin. “Just a moment.”
The rumbling of her heart matched the distant thunder.
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So tired of living in a shadow
Of a mountain of what might've been
And I know I sound dramatic but that's just how it feels
I've been looking for somebody to tell me that I'm real
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I was tagged for a catch up by @iamaweretoad and @magnetklaue ! <3
Lets do this :D
Three Ships:
Astarion x BG3 OC/Shadowheart x BG3 OC: I was so ready to dislike Astarion (pompous DICK) and then that murder twink stumbled into my life and stole my heart. In contrast I was ready to love Shadowheart and not surprised that I totally did!
Secesa x Xaruk / Secesa x Master Locgrah: thanks to @khoi-raven and her Star Wars campaign I had so many lovely things to think and write about and Secesa became my “Wohlfühlcharakter”, which is like the one that granted me peace of mind in troubling times
Adam du Mortain x Kat Kingston: The Wayhaven Chronicles sneaked into my life and damn THAT angst, that love, that stupid stubborn vampire, which just won’t kiss me!!!
Last songs listened to: The Weeknd: Blinding Lights and some Star Wars Lo-fi background music :)
Currently watching: We binged through the third season of Cobra Kai yesterday! I’m also making my way through Supernatural season 14 and some danish supernatural show. Oh and Bridgerton was my surprise love of 2020 and I need to do a rewatch.
Currently reading: I started the first Bridgerton Novel and I’m also reading Into to the void (a Star Wars novel by Tim Lebbon)
How’s it going: Kinda mixed? Still no solution for our landlord troubles and I’m mainly thinking about a friend that is going through a shitty, shitty time and I also think that 2021 is the year that I will look for other jobs, because I can’t work for that pay any more. Things between me and my husband are going great though and we’re very much in love. I also hope that I will get my writer mojo back, because it has been such a up and down with my creativity.
I tag @prismatic-starstuff, @orime-stories, @holdbeast, @serenbach86, @bioticwastelander, @heywizards, @polymolly and @lycan-moonstar
Feel free to ignore <3
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Some hightlights of our p&p sessions, because I need my brain to concentrate on nice things
D&D
the group met some really zealous Bahamut paladins and there was a lot of eye-rolling and laughing and lots of jokes about “leave room for Bahamut in your heart”
Felicitas got the rank of “Honory herring” as a part of the crew, which sailed them to the new continent and got a fish tattoo to match that
they met a wonderful werwolf Bloodhunter lady (well, she is the mentor of my own Bloodhunter Thrusk), which told them to just stake every vampire, which Dawn didn’t like very much : ( Dawn, in general, is not having a good time (neither does Arcelm, who is very afraid for his brother, who is Bahamut Paladin and stationed at the other side of the country)
ah: vampires! Turns out vampires are attacking Bahamut Paladin but are leaving the common folk alone and now the tinhats are out
Jaro slowly growing into the role of the leader and it’s great to watch characters overcome their past insecurities <3
some wonderful moments of Felicitas trying to pass as a devout Bahamut person
“Big, black horse!!” a Paladin Daddy enters the scenery
Kethra jumping right into the “We’re vampire hunters now” mood
Star Wars
Our Padawans are currently off-duty, because our temple has been destroyed by the Sith and we’re chilling on Atheo’s homeplanet. Yesterday we had a beach episode!!! And lovely Shally’s honor was destroyed by a giant fish ... which we had to hunt to reclaim her honor. My Secesa nearly got eaten, but we managed to kill it (Atheo wrestled it to death)
also lots and lots of hormones (it’s horny time!): Atheo and his master facing romantic feelings while gutting said fish, Nathair and Kadran enjoying some peace and sun, Secesa and hot, mysterious Xaruk flirting and getting handsy (ahhhh)
Shally now has a giant fisheye in a glass jar, which is probably her most priced possession and she also found a Senpai in Xaruk, because HONOR, STRENGTH, HONOR
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“That’s the easy part”
Fictober day 2
Prompt number: 2
Fandom: Star Wars: Force & Destiny p&p (to our wonderful GM @khoi-raven )
Rating: M
Warnings/Tags: death mention, training session with the Padawans and a new acquaintance
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Secesa had felt on the edge since landing on this planet. Well, losing your home to the Empire, finding nothing more than rubble and corpses after fighting for your life, did a number on her. And Atheo’s former home screamed of love, acceptance and warmth and a break from chaos. Nothing like the cold planes and harshness of her own birthing place.
Watching him interact with his parents and siblings left nothing but dread in her chest.
They’d broken their code. Your family was with the Jedi, not the people that birthed and nourished you for the first years of your life. But with a fragile peace between Republic and Empire rules seemed not to matter any more.
Maybe she’d broken the code long before landing here. She missed her master and his calm, commanding presence. And his voice and closeness, the way he always seemed so sure of himself.
Putting her body to work had been her best choice. Harvesting the plants, forgetting about everything, while enjoying Shally’s company.
And those of a huge Zabrak. Broad-shouldered, scarred and grim, Secesa felt her eyes drawn to him more often than not. He looked very different compared to Kadran, the Zabrak that she’d known for years. Xaruk’s presence spoke of a mystery to be solved and a lifetime of battle.
How did someone like him end on a farm? Especially a farm on some backwater planet?
At least he’d taken her offering of a training session later that day. A small step to getting to know him better and solving the riddle.
After a dinner filled with stories about a young Atheo running around without his clothing (she would never forget them) and excellent food, they met up. Tundold, Atheo and Shally accompanied her, though Atheo prefered his master as a training partner.
Of course.
His puppy crush seemed so obvious to everyone but him. Atheo and Kadran could possibly have a long talk about not seeing the signs of a deeper connection.
Xaruk pulled off his shirt, ending every other train of thought. “Ready?”
“Yes.” Secesa tried really hard to not stare at him.
They’d agreed to hand to hand combat. No light sabres, not dirty techniques and no force power.
She lunged forward and hit his bare chest.
Xaruk smiled. “That’s the easy part”
“Oh?”
“First hit was a gift. The other ones have to be earned.”
Secesa’s strengths were striking from the shadow, hiding, breaking in, even persuading, and it quickly put her at a disadvantage. Xaruk showed experience and military training, though she wasn’t so sure about which kind. She made a note to herself to ask their Emperial friends, who’d stayed back at the farm. Maybe they’d recognize his technique.
He forced her to a defensive posture, raising her arms, her legs put firmly on the ground. A few strands of hair had come loose and blocked her view and she longed to use her powers or tricks, but honored their agreement.
Shally would probably do better against Xaruk, using her strength and pulling punches here and there, while also being incredible quick.
Blocking his attacks forced her to step back and to wait for an opening in his stance. Her eyes followed his movements and finally found a chance, after a few more rounds.
Secesa attacked.
A wrong movement and she stumbled forward and fell against Xaruk’s chest, her body pressed against him. She cursed herself but enjoyed the sensation of his skin beneath her fingertips and how fast her heart beat.
Her opponent offered a smile and put his hands on her shoulders. “Hey, concentrate.”
Secesa felt a flush of excitement cursing through her veins. No amount of meditation would help her with such feelings or the attraction that her Jedi training didn’t allow. His hands seemed as sturdy as the rest of his body.
She bit her lip and looked at him coyly. “I am concentrating.”
Then Secesa took a slow step back and bowed, allowing Shally to attack Xaruk.
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