#ya girl is actually doing something

[kithj]

Hey, hope you're doing well! Had a couple questions for you if they're not too personal:

1. Whats your favourite story you've written so far? Is it something public? Is it finished?

2. Do you have any long form non-interactive fiction you've written that's available to read? I would genuinely kill to read something like that from you

hi :-) ohh these are fun...

my favorite story is probably My NovelTM which isn't finished yet, i've written a first draft and now it's just been languishing until i can find the motivation to start a second draft. i finished the first draft in august i think, and started editing it pretty heavily before i realized i was just going to have to rewrite the whole thing again. i'm mostly having trouble with the ending, which always seems to be my problem lmfao... anyways it follows the relationship of Angel and Valerie, after Valerie has been missing for a few months and suddenly returns as a vampire with no memory of Angel or what happened over the months while she was away. it alternates between both their povs in both present day and through flashbacks.

so unfortunately for your second question, no, but i do hope to publish Angel and Valerie's story one day, either traditionally through a small press (lol here's hoping) or by self-publishing it. otherwise my only published work is what's available on my itch.io (siren's call, one day hike, etc)

i am working on a short story for vampire jam, which i'll hopefully be sharing next month. it's still in the form of interactive fiction, published in twine, but it's more of a short story than anything like blood choke or tnp. i also have a butch cowboys and zombies story i've been working on for a while, but i'm not sure when i'll get around to finishing it since it's not a priority project.

i do want to write another novel as well, a very old story i've been kicking around for years, but as usual i haven't been able to come up with an ending for it... but maybe one day.

#one thing that amazes me abt published authors is just. the way they churn out books #how do they have so many ideas.... esp when their stories are so varied #i feel like my work is very one note lmfao one day hike & blood choke & hell's holler& even my vampjamp story& the cowboy story #are all very similar. it makes me feel self conscious tbh like im just writing the same thing over and over #but whatever it's what i need to write rn to keep myself sane even if it's all jsut sad lesbians LOL #i tell myself it's helping me refine the narrative i want to perfect in hell's holler (the novel) #idk i would like to write something more happy eventually #like i want to write a YA book. everyone brace yourselves but i want to write a historical fiction during the early 2000s/2010s #it sounds silly to call it historical fiction but like. it would be #around when gay marriage was legalized in the US & the lead up to it #as well as political/cultural attitudes in the US during that time post 9/11. through a high schooler's perspective #think something like the old american girl doll stories when they were actually historical and educational rather than nostalgia bait #yes i AM bitter about the 90s twins why do you ask #anyways. yeah 👍 #ask #sproongoose

[alfhildr-the-word-weaver]

The other night I had a dream that there was a hot new parody of the song Lump by Presidents of the United States of America. Tragically, I don't remember any of the parody lyrics beyond the chorus of "she's Lump, she's Lump, she's Lump" being replaced with "he's Trump, he's Trump, he's Trump".

#I know there's a lot of talk about people making dreams up just because they want to invent a meme but genuinely #I just woke up with that stuck in my head and vague memories of annoying my grandma with it in my dream #that said. feel free to get on this. just don't forget to credit ya girl Alfhildr! :) #what an appropriate band name too. I was just like‚ nice one subconscious! haha #ugh if I actually do make this a real meme though my grandma's gonna kill me. she's a pretty big Trump fan unfortunately #I don't think she knows I'm Alfhildr though... #anyways it's a darn catchy song #Lump #Presidents of the United States of America #in more than one sense #Donald Trump #listen there's a Bible verse about rejoicing in the downfall of the wicked is there not? #eh google is giving me mixed messages on that one actually #but I still remember our baptist minister quoting it and cheering when our town palm reader went out of business when I was a kid #feel a touch guilty posting this in case I do start something but I think it's justifiable perhaps #anyways. here you go internet. do what thou wilt with that #parody songs #political satire #dreams #memes from dreams #genuinely feel like this could start something and I both do and don't want the credit #I'm currently living in my grandma's basement you see (in my Gerard Way era) #we had a huge fight yesterday... anyways I've rambled in the tags long enough #I ramble

[snekdood]

its so telling how terfs supposed fucks about women just kind devolves into bullying trans people, it’s almost like you use that as a guise for your desire to just be fuckin bullies, prolly bc you were bullied by girls who were better than you growing up :/// unfortunate

#i promise! this is not making you get anywhere close to as good as those girls lmao. #good luck thought. maybe some day. keep dreaming. in your house. alone. without the touch of another being. for years...... #though* but honestly. good luck thot #how do you not make a single shitting point toward terf ideology and still think you're right. #im convinced none of theseidiots actually know what they're fighting for. they LITERALLY just unify under the hate of trans ppl #and thats it #they literally never actually argue for their points. and when they pretend to they just overwhelm you with terf shit so that you shut up. #they dont actually even care about trying to convince any of us. they care about trying to make us Look Bad and Cringe #bc thats the only way they know how to socially control non trans ppl into thinking we're bad. #they dont have any real arguments. they dont do anything based on facts. they never actually have a point or have a debate #nothing. never. #literally just bullying and negging and trying to over power you and over whelm you into giving up. #and yall aren't just the same as the nazis? like. theres a reason they were there at that terf rally you fucking dense fucks #but yeah pretend you care about women at all lmao #we all know you dont. and at this point im curious if yall are even cis women or no-life transphobic nazi adjacent cis men in disguise #like yall could just be kiwifarmers or something for all i fucking know. ya look and act the same.

[keeps-ache]

trying to write, i want to write but the only place i have with dark mode is my computer's notepad and i can't access those files from anywhere else. augh

#just me hi #girl help my Eyeyessseses hbfvhs #i keep getting told 'use google docs' it Hurts My Eyeballs !!! let me change the funkin website theme !!! #plus when i'm writing at night i don't want the whole world knowing what's up bc i have the equivalent of a lighthouse beacon telling every #one 'HEY. THIS THING'S AWAKE !!' lol :^ #i'd use google keep bc it feels. friendlier ? but also the clutter behind the note i'm writing in is making me anxious + distracting me. so #hvfbhs #this is such a silly problem but i'm running in circles just trying to rewrite p.space for the... i think eighth or ninth time now Lolll #i wanted to try wattpad again but i like not having my eyes hurt. and i'm trying to plan ahead bc i want to have a place i can write in #Consistently. ya know ? #sigh. sogh. saigh. sygh #oh and also wattpad feels too cluttered. there's something about having the writing space take up the Whole Entire Screen that doesn't #groove with my brain right. so ! #this is just me being very picky for no good reason lolll :) #'just minimize the tab then' but that is still wrong bc the writing space is taking up the Entire Tab now !! #/anyway i just remembered rn why i don't explain why i'm actually having issues with things HFBVSH #it's really specific. and really vibe-based. and it's like being in the middle of a field and not being able to explain what is so wrong ab #being in the empty‚ cold‚ deadly-quiet but also piercing-loud field forever and ever and ever #do you know what i mean ?? #//ANYWAY. back to whatever this problem is Lolll :3

[multi-realm]

Shea! To complete out the (main) elder 'jinkas

(basic character info in read more!)

Name: Shea Gender: Female (she) Physical Age: mid 40s Height: 5' 00" (152.4cm) Pokemon: Lilligant

An extroverted personality, Shea has made a name for herself in her local community, remembering little facts and details about her neighbors and friends. She will often invite others over for meals, especially since her child, Dot, moved out. Although she can be embarrassing at times, she strives to bring a little bit of joy to those around her.

#pokemon #pokemon gijinka #lilligant #ditto #ocs #shea #ju-long #dot #multirealm art #hey! it's ya girl! back and brighter than ever! #this might be one of the first times i actually shied away from giving her the flower on her head. clip to make the design more subtle #anyway! i love her! i like to think that S*hea either pseudo- or flat out adopted D*ot! #maybe if i have time or gumption i'll do a ref for them! #anyway i like to think that she meets J*u-Long when she was younger and the two have basically been close friends since #perhaps. even... more...? idk there's a something in my head where it'd work in a crack-sense but uh. yea

[levil0vesyou]

Having a post get popular enough to be independently reblogged by someone you follow but aren't mutuals with is. Wild

#yes it was the sex poll obvs #given the person is a minor i'm very glad they picked answer one lmao #like i do think minors in general are allowed to want and even have sex (with each other obvs) but when it's a minor i personally follow it #would just make me feel pretty weird lmao. like on a personal level ya feel? i mean when u reach an even closer level it becomes not weird #again like my dear friend ness (17yo) who afaik doesn't actually HAVE any sex but occasionally wants to and i support her hot girl summer. #but as stated this person barely knows i exist i just follow his blog (i used they earlier but this was incorrect but tumblr won't let me e #edit the tag 😔) and he's 16yo so seeing him talk about wanting and/or having sex would have been. uncomfortable. like obvs he'd be allowed #to because my personal discomfort is no indication of morality but you get it. like if my big little cousin (she's 15 now by god the years #don't stop coming) were to talk about sex and stuff to me or within earshot i would ummm. throw myself out the window? but like i'd still t #try to be supportive and if push comes to shove then yes i would give her condoms 😔 cuz like if a minor wants sex i will not be able to sto #stop them lmao but i can at least try and make it somewhat safe y'know #actually i remembered i have literally given a 15yo a condom before lmao she's prolly over 20 now but like as the adult dormmate it was alm #almost like a responsibility y'know like what do you want me to DO?? let her get pregnant?? anyway enough tangent lmao #btw all this is also why in the poll i included 'too young' but didn't specify an age cuz that's individual y'know. some people are p late #bloomers (i was one) while others choose to have consensual sex by 14 y'know. not something i like to think about but that doesn't mean it #won't happen ya feel. i mean what am i the american education system? lmao. so some ppl have interpreted being 17 as too young but there's #also folks like this who clearly consider 16 old enough and that's defo ppl's good right. and again i usually don't mind just the fact that #he in particular is someone i already knew made it uncomfy. but anyway yea back on topic it's very interesting in general when your post #gets big enough to independently make it to ur dash thru a non mutual lmao. love the hellsite honestly where else amirite #personal #mine #ok to rb ig #like the actual body of the post anyway. i'd be pretty uncomfy if said person saw my tags on this cuz y'know it's kind vagueing even if it' #not negative but anyway. anyway #*kinda

[welcometogrouchland]

Okay I think I actually love the Brazilian dub of toh (<- I do not speak Portuguese)

#ramblings of a lunatic #the owl house #i can't comment on how well things are translated BUT i do know that i love the voice acting for it #the only one I'd say is so-so so far is hunter (I'm just attached to Zeno. tho i do love his latin american VA patricio lago!) #but also i haven't heard much of him yet #BUT WILLOW LUZ AND GUS ARE ALL ON POINT??? not in terms of voice matching but in terms of character energy #lowkey appreciated them not going for as much of a generic high pitched mean girl voice for boscha #as much as i like eden reigel in the og version this version feels like a girl who is good at sports and bullies you abt it #haven't seen Darius' tho (I'm watch asias and switched dubs part way through) #watching in different dubs is fun though!!! it's not as fun as the spanish dub where I can actually catch every other word or two #but it's also more fun bc it makes the episode feel fresher for me. which is nice since I've seen this show like. 4 times lol #anyway! ya learn something new everyday #i think i might watch king's tide in the Japanese dub someday tho bc belos va reminds me of the fuckin. badguy in pretty cure #and that's so funny to me. that's so funny

[abyssaldyke]

There are a truly stunning number of jobs that are just "guy who waits for and/or forces other guy to push a button." Like since the dawn of bureaucracy, an absolutely unfathomable amount of human power and time has been spent trying to get other people to push buttons. Lead a horse to water ass society.

#ya girl #all the office jobs ive ever worked are this. you do the other stuff too but a lot of it is stressing to others #the importance of pushing the button within a reasonable time frame #literally we have created whole structures—whole WORLDS—to accomodate the impossible act #of forcing somebody else to do something. its batshit. its incredible. #and nobody wants to push the button. they want to do something else. sometimes literally anything else #admin is so great actually. #forgive me ive had a very strong office coffee

[minglana]

everytime i post about university it is a call for help

#insert mami ya no quiero ir a la universidad meme #i cant keep on doing this i dont know how to motivate myself to do this #i think its the mix between having to study and knowing im gonna do terrible in the exam #and knowing im gonna have to suffer the entire summer w my mom. like the entire prospect of that is just. so below ideal #its the same thing every year but every time i have to get my stuff out of my dorm room and move out it comes along w a mini mental breakdo #breakdown* #of like. being SO uncertain about my future. bc here i have a set routine where i either go to class or sleep in #and on weekend i just sleep in. meanwhile in the summer its like. i have to come up w a routine every yr #to pretend that im actually doing something. and this yr its worse bc i dont have the 'im studying' excuse #like last yr me subía a uesca somedays to study at the academy and i could spend it outside of my house #while actually being productive yknow. it was a pretty sweet deal even if it couldve been way better #but now. my future is so uncertain for the summer and also for just. the next school yr (in the dorms) #bc i dont like how things are shaping up to be so far (this VERY ANNOYING girl is once again gonna be there) #(and my co-workers are gonna be the same ones. and they do fuck all so ive had to pull more weight than i shouldve this yr #all while the 'boss' didnt really call their attention that much either) #(and it was either i do the things or the dorms kinda stop working as they should) #xarraire #ta esborrar

[hopecomesbacktolife]

dailyquests

fully read and ensure you fully comprehended your coworker’s email before replying

#had to restate something I literally said in the email directly explicitly #for the 20584018582th time because apparently only about 30% of the email was actually read #and it’s not like my initial email wasn’t clear either! you know! i put everything there and organized well too! my ND brain insisted on it! #anyway like I know I literally am getting paid to do this just. gaaaahhhh coworkers please read an email in its entirety before replying #something something aging tumblr user base etc #but really it’s like. babey. c’mon. ya girl has a ND brain you KNOW I made sure to have every fact right there for you all clearly laid out #personal #anyway I couldn’t get the dailyquests format out of my head for this one so here ya go lol

[majimassqueaktoy]

I am really sad we didn't get to see more interactions between Saejima and Yasuko... she tried to visit him everyday for 25 years and in the end they got a measly few hours together before she died...

#sorry for making numerous posts about yakuza 4 but my brain is still processing it #also numerous posts about the girls but thats just cuz i know they could do the girls better </3 #yasuko was so cool. also she actually got shit done. #could she have not lived 😩 #bullshit some 'we gave her a new identity and shes in hiding only saejima knows where she is bc shes a wanted murderer' #or something like that if ya cant bring yourself to put her in another game

[snekdood]

anyways tired of this mean spirited ass website

#maybe im the only trans person who actually hates being reminded of my anatomy idk #its fine if a trans girl says 'you just want a penis!!' but if i say the same thing but w vagina im sure i'd get a million ppl yelling at m #hmmst. #i kinna just think we let ppl slide by w that shit toward transmascs too much. everyone else can be transphobic #towards us directly or even indirectly but if i inched anywhere near the same shit yall say suddenly its an issue #its the same shit w the fucking theyfab shit. doesnt matter if it negatively effects transmascs to some ppl at all apparently #but if i start goin around calling people femmab we'd prolly have issues huh? #can we explain this? are we just doing the whole reversing gender roles to feel woke and Not transphobic #bc its not any better just saying trans girls are the uwu ones who need to be protected and you cant make them cry instead of having that #thrust upon us- ya dont just get to reverse them and act like you're Doing something #anyways you dont get to protect trans girls from any perceived harm and then leave trans guys in the dust sorry idc #fuck off and die ig idk. or be better. #and no- obligatory: im not saying trans women oppress trans men. #if me critiquing your actions = me saying you're 'oppressing me' every time then you're #probably an insufferable person to be around anyways. but assuming good faith from some of the ppl possibly reading this #and whom i wish would assume good faith on my part as well- i do think we let trans women get away w shit that if trans men #did the same shit in reverse everyone would get in a pissy fit about it #and i dont think the solution is to let us do it too i think the solution is some of yall need to check yourselves and internalize the whol #'would you like it if someone said that to you' shit and changing things where it applies like. would you like it if i said to you that #'you just want a vagina'? probably the fuck not! so maybe fuckin check yourself and you wont lose transmasc friends.

[citrusinicake]

do yall just have a ytber that you cant believe you still remember the name of after all these years? cause for me it's tosiaki s

#mine.txt #his channel's basically gone and idk what happened to him #i regret not watching more of his vids when i could cause he played some legit good games #he probs just moved on to doing other things or something #but he was also the reason i know about certain games so im kinda sad about it but oh well #life is life and all that ya know? #i wish i could remember the name of the game i discovered him through tho #p much all the games he played if i remember correctly were untranslated rpg maker horror games #and i never woulda found out about them if it werent for him #well they were untranslated at the time but idk if they still are #cause a consequence of poor memory is not remembering shit #esp not for stuff that you dont speak the language of #i do remember the premise tho #it was about this jp police officer guy who was escorting a human girl out of the demon world #at least i think that was the premise?? #again my memory fails me #sadge #he was also inderectly the reason i discovered mbh actually lmao #like one of the recommended vids at the side while i was watching his vid was manly's dark side of red riding hood vid #good shit

[bootyful-seventeen]

I’m so ready to own Halloween at work later today

#ya girl is dressing up as Rangiku from bleach and I am ready to let my weeb sings fly for 2 halloweens in a row #just this time I’ve got an actual costume and not just a last minute cosplay shirt/jersey #and you can already bet that I’m planning next year’s costume rn #I’ll probably ask to work again so I’ll have to keep it work appropriate aka not something revealing #so I might just do inuyasha or human inuyasha if I hate the wig. sango also from inuyasha #choso or geto from jjk. or round it back to bleach and go as captain shunsui or urahara #so far these are my work costume options so lemme know what y’all would think #I’ve even got some plans for non work day Halloween costumes incase if we actually go to a party or club #and they’re much more revealing so I ain’t risking it at work but I’ll definitely hit up a costume party as mew ichigo from mew mew power #or even suma from demon slayer cuz ngl I love how I wouldn’t have to change my hair much for it lmaooo #either way I be planning it up way in advance cuz I do also wanna try and go to a con next year #if I don’t forget that is lol #but what were y’all dressing up as for Halloween?!

[jessiesjaded]

Brits and Americans aren't allowed to make fun of Australian accents unless they can actually do an Australian accent, I've decided.

#if you can Actually believeable do one than you may jest #or if youre my beloved friend you may jest #random cunts tho? fuck off #like really out here saying australians all sound as if you cunts dont sound stupid ???? #you do. difference is your accent is common to you. #hear shit everyday of course it doesnt register like something you dont hear #but saying an entire accent is annoying or bad is straight insulting lmao #imagine i was like 'omg your yankee accent is disgusting lol O hate how flat your tongue sounds' that would be rude!! #do people not hear themselves ?????? #and i wouldnt say that bc i love people and i thonk its nice we all sound different the world over 😭 #anyway shout out to 'rough' accent havers of the world #girl why did it take the word stupid out of 'all australians sound stupid' #whatever im not fixing these tags if ya understand you understand if not well.... :)