"Reality has disappointed [Love] since we moved to Madre Linda. I can make it easy to leave me, no hard feelings, to go follow her bliss." - Joe Goldberg
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[ 𝐆𝐀𝐙𝐄 ] ― @selenaites and receiver lock eyes across the room
Seducing Illyrian males is not so different from seducing human men. The flutter of lashes, the well - placed smile, the veil of helplessness to appeal to their pride and vanity. It’s all the same and it strikes her that both the Fae and mortals put their men in charge when so little can fell them. Nesta thinks it’s all a load of fucking shit, but no one wants to hear that. Not from her especially, but not from anyone, she suspects. Everything in Velaris is starshine and perfection, and Cauldron forbid a girl has a complaint.
Cassian’s been watching her all day. He watches her every day because it’s one of the missions he can't reject. It’s not Azriel’s shift and the weight of the General’s attention is far heavier than the Shadowsinger’s. Or maybe that’s just the weight of that thing in her chest that pulls taut whenever he is near, string tied tight to entreat her closer to him. Nesta wishes she didn’t care for it. She wishes she didn’t care for his attention either.
But she’s been watching him just as much as he’s been watching her. The warmth of his gaze is different today though. Nesta knows that look all too well; she wonders if Morrigan has been called away somewhere, and then she berates herself for it. What does it matter that he knows he can come here and look at her this way whenever he’d like and she would give herself over freely? It’s what she was made for anyway. Created by her mother and the Mother, just for Cassian’s eyes.
She can feel his hands before he’s even touched her. Nesta asks the House to turn the lights down before she joins him on the sofa that looks too small for all of him. When she perches on his lap, the look in his eyes has changed to something far more knowing. Something sad has shifted in his face, something that speaks to understanding she thinks.
Cassian doesn’t touch her. Didn’t he want to touch her? Did she read this all wrong? Nesta brings her fingers to the strong line of his jaw and tries to be gentle when she traces either side from his chin to his temple. I'll stop reminding you it's me, she promises. If she does it right, he says nothing, but finally he brings his palms to her cheeks and the way he touches her is so devastatingly careful that immediately her eyes are brimming with tears. ❝ You don’t want me, ❞ she accuses wetly instead of the pretty supplication she'd planned for rougher hands so he won’t think about what he’s cutting his teeth on when he hopefully kisses her soon. As far as seduction goes, it’s not her best. Why can’t she ever be easy? ❝ Didn’t you– Don’t you want me to– I want– ❞
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Ooo another one of my pretty boys is getting his thirst hours. Secret time, I always wanted to put ATJ in a fic with Garrett. Andddddd I have this one unfinished oneshot (it’s about 50% done) that would be perfect. Benny goes traveling after Colombia to clear his head (the guys keep their money) and he comes across his ex (also his hs sweetheart, true love). Old fires rekindle quickly but one issue, his old love is taken. Maybe the three of them work something out…maybe they can all just date eachother 😁
It’s been sitting in my drafts for about 8 months. I may revive it and post it on Ao3. 😎
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tbh I just like saying shit, I must open my mouth and words come out and sometimes it’s the dumbest shit possible and people will laugh and I will be happy knowing that people find me funny and charming
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stone is so perfect i love his name. like fuck yesss little side character straightman named stone who looks at you like this “🤨” and only smiles when robotnik is making fun of people or dancing around. you ARE a littl stone. perfect for you
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Been rewatching Blea©h and ep 14 kinda made me realize why I enjoy the enemies to lovers(and enemies to friends/enemies to friends to lover) dynamic so much. The whole thing with Ichigo and Ur¥u starting off as enemies and Ichigo trying to team up with Ur¥u once he thinks he learns what Ur¥u's problem is, then them both getting along through an agreement to survive so they can have a rival to beat up later, and that eventually leading to a friendship where they trust and believe in each other's skills and capabilities(and way later turns into Ichigo refusing to believe Ur¥u betrayed them and trying to bring Ur¥u back), like. Bro. Like, Ichigo and 0rihime are super cute together, its for real adorable. But just, something about a hatred for each other turning into its own special bond that turns into real companionship. Holy fuckin shit, I eat it up every single goddamn time. Thats why Im always gonna favor the enemies/rivals to friends/lovers dynamic waaaay more. Its about that extra step that such a relationship was originally born from hatred and any kinda drama that comes along with it. Fuckin obliterates me emotionally.
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