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when he looked me in the eyes and said

“it’ll never be over”

I knew it was over.

#fuck this #toxic behavior #im dumb

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Boys are users and abusers:)

#boys #you are not alone #i hate everything #it's complicated #fuckyou #fuck my life #fuck trump

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I’m so tired of being used. Why can’t people just be honest? Why couldn’t he just tell me it wasn’t going to work out and he didn’t want to be friends? Why did he have to try and sugar coat it and tell me he liked me and wanted to continue hanging out. He knew that wasn’t true. He knew he was going to cut off all contact four days later. He knew what he wanted. And he knew he did not want me. What was the point in lying? He knew it would hurt me. He knew because I’ve made comments about him ghosting me and him taking forever to reply. He knew it bothered me. If he was trying to save my feelings, he hurt them even worse. But it scares me to think that he didn’t give a fuck at all. But I know the truth. I know he doesn’t care. I know this isn’t hurting him like it’s hurting me. I know that he is going on with his life as if he never even met me. That hurts so much worse than I could have imagined. I put myself out there for him and he took that, gave me hope, and then threw me away withh huh out even blinking an eye. I don’t know why I expected more. And I guess I saw this coming. But it still hurts more than I’d like to admit.

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Guys don’t make the first move. They act like they do. And they say they do. But truthfully, guys are too scared to do that. Girls make the first move.

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“Wait for someone who bumps mouths clumsily with yours cos they’re too busy smiling to kiss you properly. Yeah. Wait for that.”

— Azra Tabassum

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Caught feelings by accident:)

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I’m so numb right now and I don’t know what to do... I know what I wanna do though

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My happiness relies solely on whether or not I have a guy in my life... that alone makes me wanna end it all.

#sadgirl

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If I die, will you notice?

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Some people aren’t meant to stay in your life and that’s good.

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You will always be my worst mistake.

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When friends leave you on Read but have time to repost and reply to hundreds of comments after passing the nclex.

Feels great.

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Bush baby investigates strawberry. (strawberries are safe for bush babies to eat and the person is certified to care for the animal) (via galago_plum)

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Sometimes I feel somewhat happy and there’s always that one person waiting to bring me down again.

#fake friends #toxic frienship #friendships are overrated #mentally drained #i'm done